<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII">CHAPTER XII.</SPAN><br/> <small>MR. INCOUL IS PREOCCUPIED.</small></h2>
<p class="cap">Mr. Incoul’s attitude to his wife had,
meanwhile, in no wise altered. To an
observer, nay, to Maida herself, he was as
silent, methodical and self-abnegatory as
he had been from the first. He had indeed
caused her to send a regret to Ballister without
giving any reason why the regret should
be sent, but otherwise he showed himself very
indulgent.</p>
<p>He cared little for the stage, yet to gratify
Maida he engaged boxes for the season at
the Français and at the Opéra. Now and
then in the early autumn when summer was
still in the air he took her to dine in the
Bois, at Madrid or Armenenville, and drove
home with her in the cool of the evening,
stopping, perhaps, for a moment at some
one of the different concerts that lined the
Champs Elysées. And sometimes he went
with her to Versailles and at others to Vincennes,
and one Sunday to Bougival. But<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[147]</SPAN></span>
there Maida would never return; it was
crowded with a set of people the like of which
she had never seen before, with women whose
voices were high pitched and unmodulated,
and men in queer coats who stared at her
and smiled if they caught her eye.</p>
<p>But with the first tingle that accompanies
the falling leaves, the open-air restaurants
and concerts closed their doors. There was
a succession of new plays which Vitu always
praised and Sarcey always damned. The verdict
of the latter gentleman, however, did not
affect Maida in the least. She went bravely
to the Odéon and liked it, to the Cluny where
she saw a shocking play that made her laugh
till she cried. She went to the Nations and
saw Lacressonière and shuddered before
the art of that wonderful actor. At the Gymnase
she saw the “Maître des Forges” and
when she went home her eyes were wet; she
saw “Nitouche” and would have willingly
gone back the next night to see it again; even
Mr. Incoul smiled; nothing more irresistibly
amusing than Baron could be imagined; she
saw, too, Bartet and Delaunay, and for the
first time heard French well spoken. But of
all entertainments the Opéra pleasured her
most. Already, under Mapleson’s reign, she
had wearied of mere sweetness in music; she<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[148]</SPAN></span>
felt that she would enjoy Wagner and even
planned a pilgrimage to Bayreuth, but meanwhile
Meyerbeer had the power to intoxicate
her very soul. The septette in the second
act of “L’Africaine” affected her as had never
anything before; it vibrated from her fingertips
to the back of her neck; the entire score,
from the opening notes of the overture to
the farewell of Zuleika’s that fuses with
the murmur of the sea, thrilled her with
abrupt surprises, with series and excesses of
delight.</p>
<p>There were, of course, many evenings
when neither opera nor theatre was attractive,
and on such evenings invitations from resident
friends and acquaintances were sometimes
accepted and sometimes open house
was held.</p>
<p>On these occasions, Maida found herself
an envied bride. It was not merely that her
husband was rich enough to buy a principality
and hand it over for charitable purposes,
it was not merely that he was willing
to give her everything that feminine heart
could desire, it was that, however crowded
the halls might be, he seemed conscious of
the existence of but one woman, and that
woman was his wife. There were triflers
who said that this attitude was <i>bourgeois</i>;<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[149]</SPAN></span>
there were others—more witty—who said
that it was immoral; but, be this as it may,
the South American highwaymen, who called
themselves generals, the Russian princesses,
the Roumanian boyards, the attachés, embassadors,
and other accredited bores, the
contingent from the Faubourg, the American
residents, who, were they sent in a
body to the rack, could not have confessed
to an original thought among them, all these,
together with a sprinkling of Spaniards and
English, the Tout-Paris, in fact, agreed, as it
was intended they should, on this one point,
to wit, that Mr. Incoul was the most devoted
of husbands.</p>
<p>And such apparently he was. If Maida
had any lingering doubts as to the real reason
of their return to Paris, little by little
they faded. After her fright she made with
herself several little compacts, and that she
might carry them out the better she wrote to
Lenox a short, decisive note. She determined
that he should never enter her life
again. It was no longer his, he had let it go
without an effort to detain it, and in Biarritz
if it had seemed that he still held the key of
her heart, it was owing as much to the unexpectedness
of his presence as to the languors
of the afternoons. In marrying, she had<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[150]</SPAN></span>
meant to be brave; indeed, she had been so—when
there was no danger; and if in spite of
her intentions she had faltered, the faltering
had at least served as a lesson which she
would never need to learn again. Over the
cinders of her youth she would write a
Requiescat. Her girlhood had been her own
to give, but her womanhood she had pledged
to another.</p>
<p>As she thought of these things she wondered
at her husband. He had done what
she had hardly dared to expect—he had observed
their ante-nuptial agreement to the
letter. A brother could not have treated her
with greater respect. Surely if ever a man
set out to win his wife’s affection he had
chosen the surest way. And why had he so
acted if it were not as he had said, that given
time and opportunity he <i>would</i> win her affection.
He was doing so, Maida felt, and with
infinitely greater speed than she had ever
deemed possible. Beside, if the mangled
remnants of her heart seemed attractive, why
should he be debarred from their possession?
Yet, that was precisely the point; he did not
know of the mangled remnants, he thought
her heart-whole and virginal. But what
would he do if he learned the truth? And
as she wondered, suddenly the consciousness<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[151]</SPAN></span>
came to her that she was living with
a stranger.</p>
<p>Heretofore she had not puzzled over the
possible intricacies of her husband’s inner
nature. She had known that he was of a
grave and silent disposition, and as such she
had been content to accept him, without
question or query. But as she collected
some of the scattered threads and memories
of their life in common, it seemed to her that
latterly he had become even graver and more
silent than before. And this merely when
they were alone. In the presence of a third
person, when they went abroad as guests, or
when they remained at home as hosts, he put
his gravity aside like a garment. He encouraged
her in whatever conversation she
might have engaged in, he aided her with a
word or a suggestion, he made a point of
consulting her openly, and smiled approvingly
at any bright remark she chanced to
make.</p>
<p>But when they were alone, unless she personally
addressed him, he seldom spoke, and
the answers that he gave her, while perfectly
courteous in tone and couching, struck her,
now that she reflected, as automatic, like
phrases learned by rote. It is true they were
rarely alone. In the mornings he busied<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[152]</SPAN></span>
himself with his correspondence, and in the
afternoons she found herself fully occupied
with shops and visits, while in the evenings
there was usually a dinner, a play, or a reception,
sometimes all three. Since the season
had begun, it was only now and then, once in
ten days perhaps, that an evening was passed
<i>en tête-à-tête</i>. On such occasions he would
take up a book and read persistently, or he
would smoke, flicking the ashes from the
cigar abstractedly with his little finger, and
so sit motionless for hours, his eyes fixed on
the cornice.</p>
<p>It was this silence that puzzled her. It
was evident that he was thinking of something,
but of what? It could not be archæology,
he seemed to have given it up, and he
was not a metaphysician, the only thinker, be
it said, to whom silence is at all times permissible.</p>
<p>At first she feared that his preoccupation
might in some way be connected with the
episodes at Biarritz, but this fear faded. Mr.
Incoul had been made a member of the
Cercle des Capucines, and now and then
looked in there ostensibly to glance at the
papers or to take a hand at whist. One day
he said casually, “I saw your friend Leigh at
the club. You might ask him to dinner.”<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[153]</SPAN></span>
The invitation was sent, but Lenox had regretted.
After that incident it was impossible
for her to suppose that her husband’s
preoccupation was in anywise connected
with the intimacy which had subsisted between
the young man and herself.</p>
<p>There seemed left to her then but one tenable
supposition. Her husband had been
indulgence personified. He had been courteous,
refined and foreseeing, in fact a gentleman,
and, if silent, was it not possible that
the silence was due to a self-restraining delicacy,
to a feeling that did he speak he would
plead, and that, perhaps, when pleading would
be distasteful to her?</p>
<p>To this solution Maida inclined. It was
indeed the only one at which she could
arrive, and, moreover, it conveyed that little
bouquet of flattery which has been found
grateful by many far less young and feminine
than she. And so, one evening, for the
further elucidation of the enigma, and with
the idea that perhaps it needed but a word
from her to cause her husband to say something
of that which was on his mind, and
which she was at once longing and dreading
to hear—one evening when he had seemed
particularly abstracted, she bent forward and
said, “Harmon, of what are you thinking?”</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[154]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>She had never called him by his given
name before. He started, and half turned.</p>
<p>“Of you,” he answered.</p>
<p>But Maida’s heart sank. She saw that his
eyes were not in hers, that they looked over
and beyond her, as though they followed the
fringes of an escaping dream.</p>
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