<SPAN name="startofbook"></SPAN>
<h1>Life’s Little Ironies</h1>
<h3><span class="smcap">a set of tales</span><br/> <span class="smcap">with some colloquial sketches</span><br/> <span class="smcap">entitled</span><br/> A FEW CRUSTED CHARACTERS</h3>
<h2 class="no-break">by Thomas Hardy</h2>
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<span class="smcap">with a map of wessex</span></p>
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MACMILLAN AND CO., LIMITED<br/>
ST. MARTIN’S STREET, LONDON<br/>
1920</p>
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COPYRIGHT</p>
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<i>First Collected Edition</i> 1894. <i>New Edition and reprints</i>
1896-1900<br/>
<i>First published by Macmillan & Co.</i>, <i>Crown</i> 8<i>ov</i>, 1903.
<i>Reprinted</i> 1910, 1915<br/>
<i>Pockets Edition</i> 1907, 1910, 1913, 1916, 1919 (<i>twice</i>), 1920<br/>
<i>Wessex Edition</i> 1912</p>
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<h2>Contents</h2>
<table summary="" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto">
<tr>
<td> <SPAN href="#chap01">The Son’s Veto</SPAN></td>
</tr>
<tr>
<td> <SPAN href="#chap02">For Conscience’ Sake</SPAN></td>
</tr>
<tr>
<td> <SPAN href="#chap03">A Tragedy of Two Ambitions</SPAN></td>
</tr>
<tr>
<td> <SPAN href="#chap04">On the Western Circuit</SPAN></td>
</tr>
<tr>
<td> <SPAN href="#chap05">To Please his Wife</SPAN></td>
</tr>
<tr>
<td> <SPAN href="#chap06">The Melancholy Hussar of the German Legion</SPAN></td>
</tr>
<tr>
<td> <SPAN href="#chap07">The Fidler of the Reels</SPAN></td>
</tr>
<tr>
<td> <SPAN href="#chap08">A Tradition of Eighteen Hundred and Four</SPAN></td>
</tr>
<tr>
<td> <SPAN href="#chap09">A Few Crusted Characters</SPAN></td>
</tr>
</table>
<h2><SPAN name="chap01"></SPAN>THE SON’S VETO</h2>
<h3>CHAPTER I</h3>
<p>To the eyes of a man viewing it from behind, the nut-brown hair was a wonder
and a mystery. Under the black beaver hat, surmounted by its tuft of black
feathers, the long locks, braided and twisted and coiled like the rushes of a
basket, composed a rare, if somewhat barbaric, example of ingenious art. One
could understand such weavings and coilings being wrought to last intact for a
year, or even a calendar month; but that they should be all demolished
regularly at bedtime, after a single day of permanence, seemed a reckless waste
of successful fabrication.</p>
<p>And she had done it all herself, poor thing. She had no maid, and it was almost
the only accomplishment she could boast of. Hence the unstinted pains.</p>
<p>She was a young invalid lady—not so very much of an invalid—sitting
in a wheeled chair, which had been pulled up in the front part of a green
enclosure, close to a bandstand, where a concert was going on, during a warm
June afternoon. It had place in one of the minor parks or private gardens that
are to be found in the suburbs of London, and was the effort of a local
association to raise money for some charity. There are worlds within worlds in
the great city, and though nobody outside the immediate district had ever heard
of the charity, or the band, or the garden, the enclosure was filled with an
interested audience sufficiently informed on all these.</p>
<p>As the strains proceeded many of the listeners observed the chaired lady, whose
back hair, by reason of her prominent position, so challenged inspection. Her
face was not easily discernible, but the aforesaid cunning tress-weavings, the
white ear and poll, and the curve of a cheek which was neither flaccid nor
sallow, were signals that led to the expectation of good beauty in front. Such
expectations are not infrequently disappointed as soon as the disclosure comes;
and in the present case, when the lady, by a turn of the head, at length
revealed herself, she was not so handsome as the people behind her had
supposed, and even hoped—they did not know why.</p>
<p>For one thing (alas! the commonness of this complaint), she was less young than
they had fancied her to be. Yet attractive her face unquestionably was, and not
at all sickly. The revelation of its details came each time she turned to talk
to a boy of twelve or thirteen who stood beside her, and the shape of whose hat
and jacket implied that he belonged to a well-known public school. The
immediate bystanders could hear that he called her ‘Mother.’</p>
<p>When the end of the recital was reached, and the audience withdrew, many chose
to find their way out by passing at her elbow. Almost all turned their heads to
take a full and near look at the interesting woman, who remained stationary in
the chair till the way should be clear enough for her to be wheeled out without
obstruction. As if she expected their glances, and did not mind gratifying
their curiosity, she met the eyes of several of her observers by lifting her
own, showing these to be soft, brown, and affectionate orbs, a little plaintive
in their regard.</p>
<p>She was conducted out of the gardens, and passed along the pavement till she
disappeared from view, the schoolboy walking beside her. To inquiries made by
some persons who watched her away, the answer came that she was the second wife
of the incumbent of a neighbouring parish, and that she was lame. She was
generally believed to be a woman with a story—an innocent one, but a
story of some sort or other.</p>
<p>In conversing with her on their way home the boy who walked at her elbow said
that he hoped his father had not missed them.</p>
<p>‘He have been so comfortable these last few hours that I am sure he
cannot have missed us,’ she replied.</p>
<p>‘<i>Has</i>, dear mother—not <i>have</i>!’ exclaimed the
public-school boy, with an impatient fastidiousness that was almost harsh.
‘Surely you know that by this time!’</p>
<p>His mother hastily adopted the correction, and did not resent his making it, or
retaliate, as she might well have done, by bidding him to wipe that crumby
mouth of his, whose condition had been caused by surreptitious attempts to eat
a piece of cake without taking it out of the pocket wherein it lay concealed.
After this the pretty woman and the boy went onward in silence.</p>
<p>That question of grammar bore upon her history, and she fell into reverie, of a
somewhat sad kind to all appearance. It might have been assumed that she was
wondering if she had done wisely in shaping her life as she had shaped it, to
bring out such a result as this.</p>
<p>In a remote nook in North Wessex, forty miles from London, near the thriving
county-town of Aldbrickham, there stood a pretty village with its church and
parsonage, which she knew well enough, but her son had never seen. It was her
native village, Gaymead, and the first event bearing upon her present situation
had occurred at that place when she was only a girl of nineteen.</p>
<p>How well she remembered it, that first act in her little tragi-comedy, the
death of her reverend husband’s first wife. It happened on a spring
evening, and she who now and for many years had filled that first wife’s
place was then parlour-maid in the parson’s house.</p>
<p>When everything had been done that could be done, and the death was announced,
she had gone out in the dusk to visit her parents, who were living in the same
village, to tell them the sad news. As she opened the white swing-gate and
looked towards the trees which rose westward, shutting out the pale light of
the evening sky, she discerned, without much surprise, the figure of a man
standing in the hedge, though she roguishly exclaimed as a matter of form,
‘Oh, Sam, how you frightened me!’</p>
<p>He was a young gardener of her acquaintance. She told him the particulars of
the late event, and they stood silent, these two young people, in that
elevated, calmly philosophic mind which is engendered when a tragedy has
happened close at hand, and has not happened to the philosophers themselves.
But it had its bearing upon their relations.</p>
<p>‘And will you stay on now at the Vicarage, just the same?’ asked
he.</p>
<p>She had hardly thought of that. ‘Oh, yes—I suppose!’ she
said. ‘Everything will be just as usual, I imagine?’</p>
<p>He walked beside her towards her mother’s. Presently his arm stole round
her waist. She gently removed it; but he placed it there again, and she yielded
the point. ‘You see, dear Sophy, you don’t know that you’ll
stay on; you may want a home; and I shall be ready to offer one some day,
though I may not be ready just yet.</p>
<p>‘Why, Sam, how can you be so fast! I’ve never even said I liked
’ee; and it is all your own doing, coming after me!’</p>
<p>‘Still, it is nonsense to say I am not to have a try at you like the
rest.’ He stooped to kiss her a farewell, for they had reached her
mother’s door.</p>
<p>‘No, Sam; you sha’n’t!’ she cried, putting her hand
over his mouth. ‘You ought to be more serious on such a night as
this.’ And she bade him adieu without allowing him to kiss her or to come
indoors.</p>
<p>The vicar just left a widower was at this time a man about forty years of age,
of good family, and childless. He had led a secluded existence in this college
living, partly because there were no resident landowners; and his loss now
intensified his habit of withdrawal from outward observation. He was still less
seen than heretofore, kept himself still less in time with the rhythm and
racket of the movements called progress in the world without. For many months
after his wife’s decease the economy of his household remained as before;
the cook, the housemaid, the parlour-maid, and the man out-of-doors performed
their duties or left them undone, just as Nature prompted them—the vicar
knew not which. It was then represented to him that his servants seemed to have
nothing to do in his small family of one. He was struck with the truth of this
representation, and decided to cut down his establishment. But he was
forestalled by Sophy, the parlour-maid, who said one evening that she wished to
leave him.</p>
<p>‘And why?’ said the parson.</p>
<p>‘Sam Hobson has asked me to marry him, sir.’</p>
<p>‘Well—do you want to marry?’</p>
<p>‘Not much. But it would be a home for me. And we have heard that one of
us will have to leave.’</p>
<p>A day or two after she said: ‘I don’t want to leave just yet, sir,
if you don’t wish it. Sam and I have quarrelled.’</p>
<p>He looked up at her. He had hardly ever observed her before, though he had been
frequently conscious of her soft presence in the room. What a kitten-like,
flexuous, tender creature she was! She was the only one of the servants with
whom he came into immediate and continuous relation. What should he do if Sophy
were gone?</p>
<p>Sophy did not go, but one of the others did, and things went on quietly again.</p>
<p>When Mr. Twycott, the vicar, was ill, Sophy brought up his meals to him, and
she had no sooner left the room one day than he heard a noise on the stairs.
She had slipped down with the tray, and so twisted her foot that she could not
stand. The village surgeon was called in; the vicar got better, but Sophy was
incapacitated for a long time; and she was informed that she must never again
walk much or engage in any occupation which required her to stand long on her
feet. As soon as she was comparatively well she spoke to him alone. Since she
was forbidden to walk and bustle about, and, indeed, could not do so, it became
her duty to leave. She could very well work at something sitting down, and she
had an aunt a seamstress.</p>
<p>The parson had been very greatly moved by what she had suffered on his account,
and he exclaimed, ‘No, Sophy; lame or not lame, I cannot let you go. You
must never leave me again!’</p>
<p>He came close to her, and, though she could never exactly tell how it happened,
she became conscious of his lips upon her cheek. He then asked her to marry
him. Sophy did not exactly love him, but she had a respect for him which almost
amounted to veneration. Even if she had wished to get away from him she hardly
dared refuse a personage so reverend and august in her eyes, and she assented
forthwith to be his wife.</p>
<p>Thus it happened that one fine morning, when the doors of the church were
naturally open for ventilation, and the singing birds fluttered in and alighted
on the tie-beams of the roof, there was a marriage-service at the
communion-rails, which hardly a soul knew of. The parson and a neighbouring
curate had entered at one door, and Sophy at another, followed by two necessary
persons, whereupon in a short time there emerged a newly-made husband and wife.</p>
<p>Mr. Twycott knew perfectly well that he had committed social suicide by this
step, despite Sophy’s spotless character, and he had taken his measures
accordingly. An exchange of livings had been arranged with an acquaintance who
was incumbent of a church in the south of London, and as soon as possible the
couple removed thither, abandoning their pretty country home, with trees and
shrubs and glebe, for a narrow, dusty house in a long, straight street, and
their fine peal of bells for the wretchedest one-tongued clangour that ever
tortured mortal ears. It was all on her account. They were, however, away from
every one who had known her former position; and also under less observation
from without than they would have had to put up with in any country parish.</p>
<p>Sophy the woman was as charming a partner as a man could possess, though Sophy
the lady had her deficiencies. She showed a natural aptitude for little
domestic refinements, so far as related to things and manners; but in what is
called culture she was less intuitive. She had now been married more than
fourteen years, and her husband had taken much trouble with her education; but
she still held confused ideas on the use of ‘was’ and
‘were,’ which did not beget a respect for her among the few
acquaintances she made. Her great grief in this relation was that her only
child, on whose education no expense had been and would be spared, was now old
enough to perceive these deficiencies in his mother, and not only to see them
but to feel irritated at their existence.</p>
<p>Thus she lived on in the city, and wasted hours in braiding her beautiful hair,
till her once apple cheeks waned to pink of the very faintest. Her foot had
never regained its natural strength after the accident, and she was mostly
obliged to avoid walking altogether. Her husband had grown to like London for
its freedom and its domestic privacy; but he was twenty years his Sophy’s
senior, and had latterly been seized with a serious illness. On this day,
however, he had seemed to be well enough to justify her accompanying her son
Randolph to the concert.</p>
<h3>CHAPTER II</h3>
<p>The next time we get a glimpse of her is when she appears in the mournful
attire of a widow.</p>
<p>Mr. Twycott had never rallied, and now lay in a well-packed cemetery to the
south of the great city, where, if all the dead it contained had stood erect
and alive, not one would have known him or recognized his name. The boy had
dutifully followed him to the grave, and was now again at school.</p>
<p>Throughout these changes Sophy had been treated like the child she was in
nature though not in years. She was left with no control over anything that had
been her husband’s beyond her modest personal income. In his anxiety lest
her inexperience should be overreached he had safeguarded with trustees all he
possibly could. The completion of the boy’s course at the public school,
to be followed in due time by Oxford and ordination, had been all previsioned
and arranged, and she really had nothing to occupy her in the world but to eat
and drink, and make a business of indolence, and go on weaving and coiling the
nut-brown hair, merely keeping a home open for the son whenever he came to her
during vacations.</p>
<p>Foreseeing his probable decease long years before her, her husband in his
lifetime had purchased for her use a semi-detached villa in the same long,
straight road whereon the church and parsonage faced, which was to be hers as
long as she chose to live in it. Here she now resided, looking out upon the
fragment of lawn in front, and through the railings at the ever-flowing
traffic; or, bending forward over the window-sill on the first floor,
stretching her eyes far up and down the vista of sooty trees, hazy air, and
drab house-façades, along which echoed the noises common to a suburban
main thoroughfare.</p>
<p>Somehow, her boy, with his aristocratic school-knowledge, his grammars, and his
aversions, was losing those wide infantine sympathies, extending as far as to
the sun and moon themselves, with which he, like other children, had been born,
and which his mother, a child of nature herself, had loved in him; he was
reducing their compass to a population of a few thousand wealthy and titled
people, the mere veneer of a thousand million or so of others who did not
interest him at all. He drifted further and further away from her.
Sophy’s <i>milieu</i> being a suburb of minor tradesmen and under-clerks,
and her almost only companions the two servants of her own house, it was not
surprising that after her husband’s death she soon lost the little
artificial tastes she had acquired from him, and became—in her
son’s eyes—a mother whose mistakes and origin it was his painful
lot as a gentleman to blush for. As yet he was far from being man
enough—if he ever would be—to rate these sins of hers at their true
infinitesimal value beside the yearning fondness that welled up and remained
penned in her heart till it should be more fully accepted by him, or by some
other person or thing. If he had lived at home with her he would have had all
of it; but he seemed to require so very little in present circumstances, and it
remained stored.</p>
<p>Her life became insupportably dreary; she could not take walks, and had no
interest in going for drives, or, indeed, in travelling anywhere. Nearly two
years passed without an event, and still she looked on that suburban road,
thinking of the village in which she had been born, and whither she would have
gone back—O how gladly!—even to work in the fields.</p>
<p>Taking no exercise, she often could not sleep, and would rise in the night or
early morning and look out upon the then vacant thoroughfare, where the lamps
stood like sentinels waiting for some procession to go by. An approximation to
such a procession was indeed made early every morning about one o’clock,
when the country vehicles passed up with loads of vegetables for Covent Garden
market. She often saw them creeping along at this silent and dusky
hour—waggon after waggon, bearing green bastions of cabbages nodding to
their fall, yet never falling, walls of baskets enclosing masses of beans and
peas, pyramids of snow-white turnips, swaying howdahs of mixed
produce—creeping along behind aged night-horses, who seemed ever
patiently wondering between their hollow coughs why they had always to work at
that still hour when all other sentient creatures were privileged to rest.
Wrapped in a cloak, it was soothing to watch and sympathize with them when
depression and nervousness hindered sleep, and to see how the fresh green-stuff
brightened to life as it came opposite the lamp, and how the sweating animals
steamed and shone with their miles of travel.</p>
<p>They had an interest, almost a charm, for Sophy, these semirural people and
vehicles moving in an urban atmosphere, leading a life quite distinct from that
of the daytime toilers on the same road. One morning a man who accompanied a
waggon-load of potatoes gazed rather hard at the house-fronts as he passed, and
with a curious emotion she thought his form was familiar to her. She looked out
for him again. His being an old-fashioned conveyance, with a yellow front, it
was easily recognizable, and on the third night after she saw it a second time.
The man alongside was, as she had fancied, Sam Hobson, formerly gardener at
Gaymead, who would at one time have married her.</p>
<p>She had occasionally thought of him, and wondered if life in a cottage with him
would not have been a happier lot than the life she had accepted. She had not
thought of him passionately, but her now dismal situation lent an interest to
his resurrection—a tender interest which it is impossible to exaggerate.
She went back to bed, and began thinking. When did these market-gardeners, who
travelled up to town so regularly at one or two in the morning, come back? She
dimly recollected seeing their empty waggons, hardly noticeable amid the
ordinary day-traffic, passing down at some hour before noon.</p>
<p>It was only April, but that morning, after breakfast, she had the window
opened, and sat looking out, the feeble sun shining full upon her. She affected
to sew, but her eyes never left the street. Between ten and eleven the desired
waggon, now unladen, reappeared on its return journey. But Sam was not looking
round him then, and drove on in a reverie.</p>
<p>‘Sam!’ cried she.</p>
<p>Turning with a start, his face lighted up. He called to him a little boy to
hold the horse, alighted, and came and stood under her window.</p>
<p>‘I can’t come down easily, Sam, or I would!’ she said.
‘Did you know I lived here?’</p>
<p>‘Well, Mrs. Twycott, I knew you lived along here somewhere. I have often
looked out for ’ee.’</p>
<p>He briefly explained his own presence on the scene. He had long since given up
his gardening in the village near Aldbrickham, and was now manager at a
market-gardener’s on the south side of London, it being part of his duty
to go up to Covent Garden with waggon-loads of produce two or three times a
week. In answer to her curious inquiry, he admitted that he had come to this
particular district because he had seen in the Aldbrickham paper, a year or two
before, the announcement of the death in South London of the aforetime vicar of
Gaymead, which had revived an interest in her dwelling-place that he could not
extinguish, leading him to hover about the locality till his present post had
been secured.</p>
<p>They spoke of their native village in dear old North Wessex, the spots in which
they had played together as children. She tried to feel that she was a
dignified personage now, that she must not be too confidential with Sam. But
she could not keep it up, and the tears hanging in her eyes were indicated in
her voice.</p>
<p>‘You are not happy, Mrs. Twycott, I’m afraid?’ he said.</p>
<p>‘O, of course not! I lost my husband only the year before last.’</p>
<p>‘Ah! I meant in another way. You’d like to be home again?’</p>
<p>‘This is my home—for life. The house belongs to me. But I
understand’—She let it out then. ‘Yes, Sam. I long for
home—<i>our</i> home! I <i>should</i> like to be there, and never leave
it, and die there.’ But she remembered herself. ‘That’s only
a momentary feeling. I have a son, you know, a dear boy. He’s at school
now.’</p>
<p>‘Somewhere handy, I suppose? I see there’s lots on ’em along
this road.’</p>
<p>‘O no! Not in one of these wretched holes! At a public school—one
of the most distinguished in England.’</p>
<p>‘Chok’ it all! of course! I forget, ma’am, that you’ve
been a lady for so many years.’</p>
<p>‘No, I am not a lady,’ she said sadly. ‘I never shall be. But
he’s a gentleman, and that—makes it—O how difficult for
me!’</p>
<h3>CHAPTER III</h3>
<p>The acquaintance thus oddly reopened proceeded apace. She often looked out to
get a few words with him, by night or by day. Her sorrow was that she could not
accompany her one old friend on foot a little way, and talk more freely than
she could do while he paused before the house. One night, at the beginning of
June, when she was again on the watch after an absence of some days from the
window, he entered the gate and said softly, ‘Now, wouldn’t some
air do you good? I’ve only half a load this morning. Why not ride up to
Covent Garden with me? There’s a nice seat on the cabbages, where
I’ve spread a sack. You can be home again in a cab before anybody is
up.’</p>
<p>She refused at first, and then, trembling with excitement, hastily finished her
dressing, and wrapped herself up in cloak and veil, afterwards sidling
downstairs by the aid of the handrail, in a way she could adopt on an
emergency. When she had opened the door she found Sam on the step, and he
lifted her bodily on his strong arm across the little forecourt into his
vehicle. Not a soul was visible or audible in the infinite length of the
straight, flat highway, with its ever-waiting lamps converging to points in
each direction. The air was fresh as country air at this hour, and the stars
shone, except to the north-eastward, where there was a whitish light—the
dawn. Sam carefully placed her in the seat, and drove on.</p>
<p>They talked as they had talked in old days, Sam pulling himself up now and
then, when he thought himself too familiar. More than once she said with
misgiving that she wondered if she ought to have indulged in the freak.
‘But I am so lonely in my house,’ she added, ‘and this makes
me so happy!’</p>
<p>‘You must come again, dear Mrs. Twycott. There is no time o’ day
for taking the air like this.’</p>
<p>It grew lighter and lighter. The sparrows became busy in the streets, and the
city waxed denser around them. When they approached the river it was day, and
on the bridge they beheld the full blaze of morning sunlight in the direction
of St. Paul’s, the river glistening towards it, and not a craft stirring.</p>
<p>Near Covent Garden he put her into a cab, and they parted, looking into each
other’s faces like the very old friends they were. She reached home
without adventure, limped to the door, and let herself in with her latch-key
unseen.</p>
<p>The air and Sam’s presence had revived her: her cheeks were quite
pink—almost beautiful. She had something to live for in addition to her
son. A woman of pure instincts, she knew there had been nothing really wrong in
the journey, but supposed it conventionally to be very wrong indeed.</p>
<p>Soon, however, she gave way to the temptation of going with him again, and on
this occasion their conversation was distinctly tender, and Sam said he never
should forget her, notwithstanding that she had served him rather badly at one
time. After much hesitation he told her of a plan it was in his power to carry
out, and one he should like to take in hand, since he did not care for London
work: it was to set up as a master greengrocer down at Aldbrickham, the
county-town of their native place. He knew of an opening—a shop kept by
aged people who wished to retire.</p>
<p>‘And why don’t you do it, then, Sam?’ she asked with a slight
heartsinking.</p>
<p>‘Because I’m not sure if—you’d join me. I know you
wouldn’t—couldn’t! Such a lady as ye’ve been so long,
you couldn’t be a wife to a man like me.’</p>
<p>‘I hardly suppose I could!’ she assented, also frightened at the
idea.</p>
<p>‘If you could,’ he said eagerly, ‘you’d on’y have
to sit in the back parlour and look through the glass partition when I was away
sometimes—just to keep an eye on things. The lameness wouldn’t
hinder that . . . I’d keep you as genteel as ever I could, dear
Sophy—if I might think of it!’ he pleaded.</p>
<p>‘Sam, I’ll be frank,’ she said, putting her hand on his.
‘If it were only myself I would do it, and gladly, though everything I
possess would be lost to me by marrying again.’</p>
<p>‘I don’t mind that! It’s more independent.’</p>
<p>‘That’s good of you, dear, dear Sam. But there’s something
else. I have a son . . . I almost fancy when I am miserable sometimes that he
is not really mine, but one I hold in trust for my late husband. He seems to
belong so little to me personally, so entirely to his dead father. He is so
much educated and I so little that I do not feel dignified enough to be his
mother . . . Well, he would have to be told.’</p>
<p>‘Yes. Unquestionably.’ Sam saw her thought and her fear.
‘Still, you can do as you like, Sophy—Mrs. Twycott,’ he
added. ‘It is not you who are the child, but he.’</p>
<p>‘Ah, you don’t know! Sam, if I could, I would marry you, some day.
But you must wait a while, and let me think.’</p>
<p>It was enough for him, and he was blithe at their parting. Not so she. To tell
Randolph seemed impossible. She could wait till he had gone up to Oxford, when
what she did would affect his life but little. But would he ever tolerate the
idea? And if not, could she defy him?</p>
<p>She had not told him a word when the yearly cricket-match came on at
Lord’s between the public schools, though Sam had already gone back to
Aldbrickham. Mrs. Twycott felt stronger than usual: she went to the match with
Randolph, and was able to leave her chair and walk about occasionally. The
bright idea occurred to her that she could casually broach the subject while
moving round among the spectators, when the boy’s spirits were high with
interest in the game, and he would weigh domestic matters as feathers in the
scale beside the day’s victory. They promenaded under the lurid July sun,
this pair, so wide apart, yet so near, and Sophy saw the large proportion of
boys like her own, in their broad white collars and dwarf hats, and all around
the rows of great coaches under which was jumbled the <i>débris</i> of
luxurious luncheons; bones, pie-crusts, champagne-bottles, glasses, plates,
napkins, and the family silver; while on the coaches sat the proud fathers and
mothers; but never a poor mother like her. If Randolph had not appertained to
these, had not centred all his interests in them, had not cared exclusively for
the class they belonged to, how happy would things have been! A great huzza at
some small performance with the bat burst from the multitude of relatives, and
Randolph jumped wildly into the air to see what had happened. Sophy fetched up
the sentence that had been already shaped; but she could not get it out. The
occasion was, perhaps, an inopportune one. The contrast between her story and
the display of fashion to which Randolph had grown to regard himself as akin
would be fatal. She awaited a better time.</p>
<p>It was on an evening when they were alone in their plain suburban residence,
where life was not blue but brown, that she ultimately broke silence,
qualifying her announcement of a probable second marriage by assuring him that
it would not take place for a long time to come, when he would be living quite
independently of her.</p>
<p>The boy thought the idea a very reasonable one, and asked if she had chosen
anybody? She hesitated; and he seemed to have a misgiving. He hoped his
stepfather would be a gentleman? he said.</p>
<p>‘Not what you call a gentleman,’ she answered timidly.
‘He’ll be much as I was before I knew your father;’ and by
degrees she acquainted him with the whole. The youth’s face remained
fixed for a moment; then he flushed, leant on the table, and burst into
passionate tears.</p>
<p>His mother went up to him, kissed all of his face that she could get at, and
patted his back as if he were still the baby he once had been, crying herself
the while. When he had somewhat recovered from his paroxysm he went hastily to
his own room and fastened the door.</p>
<p>Parleyings were attempted through the keyhole, outside which she waited and
listened. It was long before he would reply, and when he did it was to say
sternly at her from within: ‘I am ashamed of you! It will ruin me! A
miserable boor! a churl! a clown! It will degrade me in the eyes of all the
gentlemen of England!’</p>
<p>‘Say no more—perhaps I am wrong! I will struggle against it!’
she cried miserably.</p>
<p>Before Randolph left her that summer a letter arrived from Sam to inform her
that he had been unexpectedly fortunate in obtaining the shop. He was in
possession; it was the largest in the town, combining fruit with vegetables,
and he thought it would form a home worthy even of her some day. Might he not
run up to town to see her?</p>
<p>She met him by stealth, and said he must still wait for her final answer. The
autumn dragged on, and when Randolph was home at Christmas for the holidays she
broached the matter again. But the young gentleman was inexorable.</p>
<p>It was dropped for months; renewed again; abandoned under his repugnance; again
attempted; and thus the gentle creature reasoned and pleaded till four or five
long years had passed. Then the faithful Sam revived his suit with some
peremptoriness. Sophy’s son, now an undergraduate, was down from Oxford
one Easter, when she again opened the subject. As soon as he was ordained, she
argued, he would have a home of his own, wherein she, with her bad grammar and
her ignorance, would be an encumbrance to him. Better obliterate her as much as
possible.</p>
<p>He showed a more manly anger now, but would not agree. She on her side was more
persistent, and he had doubts whether she could be trusted in his absence. But
by indignation and contempt for her taste he completely maintained his
ascendency; and finally taking her before a little cross and altar that he had
erected in his bedroom for his private devotions, there bade her kneel, and
swear that she would not wed Samuel Hobson without his consent. ‘I owe
this to my father!’ he said.</p>
<p>The poor woman swore, thinking he would soften as soon as he was ordained and
in full swing of clerical work. But he did not. His education had by this time
sufficiently ousted his humanity to keep him quite firm; though his mother
might have led an idyllic life with her faithful fruiterer and greengrocer, and
nobody have been anything the worse in the world.</p>
<p>Her lameness became more confirmed as time went on, and she seldom or never
left the house in the long southern thoroughfare, where she seemed to be pining
her heart away. ‘Why mayn’t I say to Sam that I’ll marry him?
Why mayn’t I?’ she would murmur plaintively to herself when nobody
was near.</p>
<p>Some four years after this date a middle-aged man was standing at the door of
the largest fruiterer’s shop in Aldbrickham. He was the proprietor, but
to-day, instead of his usual business attire, he wore a neat suit of black; and
his window was partly shuttered. From the railway-station a funeral procession
was seen approaching: it passed his door and went out of the town towards the
village of Gaymead. The man, whose eyes were wet, held his hat in his hand as
the vehicles moved by; while from the mourning coach a young smooth-shaven
priest in a high waistcoat looked black as a cloud at the shop keeper standing
there.</p>
<p><i>December</i> 1891.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap02"></SPAN>FOR CONSCIENCE’ SAKE</h2>
<h3>CHAPTER I</h3>
<p>Whether the utilitarian or the intuitive theory of the moral sense be upheld,
it is beyond question that there are a few subtle-souled persons with whom the
absolute gratuitousness of an act of reparation is an inducement to perform it;
while exhortation as to its necessity would breed excuses for leaving it
undone. The case of Mr. Millborne and Mrs. Frankland particularly illustrated
this, and perhaps something more.</p>
<p>There were few figures better known to the local crossing-sweeper than Mr.
Millborne’s, in his daily comings and goings along a familiar and quiet
London street, where he lived inside the door marked eleven, though not as
householder. In age he was fifty at least, and his habits were as regular as
those of a person can be who has no occupation but the study of how to keep
himself employed. He turned almost always to the right on getting to the end of
his street, then he went onward down Bond Street to his club, whence he
returned by precisely the same course about six o’clock, on foot; or, if
he went to dine, later on in a cab. He was known to be a man of some means,
though apparently not wealthy. Being a bachelor he seemed to prefer his present
mode of living as a lodger in Mrs. Towney’s best rooms, with the use of
furniture which he had bought ten times over in rent during his tenancy, to
having a house of his own.</p>
<p>None among his acquaintance tried to know him well, for his manner and moods
did not excite curiosity or deep friendship. He was not a man who seemed to
have anything on his mind, anything to conceal, anything to impart. From his
casual remarks it was generally understood that he was country-born, a native
of some place in Wessex; that he had come to London as a young man in a
banking-house, and had risen to a post of responsibility; when, by the death of
his father, who had been fortunate in his investments, the son succeeded to an
income which led him to retire from a business life somewhat early.</p>
<p>One evening, when he had been unwell for several days, Doctor Bindon came in,
after dinner, from the adjoining medical quarter, and smoked with him over the
fire. The patient’s ailment was not such as to require much thought, and
they talked together on indifferent subjects.</p>
<p>‘I am a lonely man, Bindon—a lonely man,’ Millborne took
occasion to say, shaking his head gloomily. ‘You don’t know such
loneliness as mine . . . And the older I get the more I am dissatisfied with
myself. And to-day I have been, through an accident, more than usually haunted
by what, above all other events of my life, causes that
dissatisfaction—the recollection of an unfulfilled promise made twenty
years ago. In ordinary affairs I have always been considered a man of my word
and perhaps it is on that account that a particular vow I once made, and did
not keep, comes back to me with a magnitude out of all proportion (I daresay)
to its real gravity, especially at this time of day. You know the discomfort
caused at night by the half-sleeping sense that a door or window has been left
unfastened, or in the day by the remembrance of unanswered letters. So does
that promise haunt me from time to time, and has done to-day
particularly.’</p>
<p>There was a pause, and they smoked on. Millborne’s eyes, though fixed on
the fire, were really regarding attentively a town in the West of England.</p>
<p>‘Yes,’ he continued, ‘I have never quite forgotten it, though
during the busy years of my life it was shelved and buried under the pressure
of my pursuits. And, as I say, to-day in particular, an incident in the
law-report of a somewhat similar kind has brought it back again vividly.
However, what it was I can tell you in a few words, though no doubt you, as a
man of the world, will smile at the thinness of my skin when you hear it . . .
I came up to town at one-and-twenty, from Toneborough, in Outer Wessex, where I
was born, and where, before I left, I had won the heart of a young woman of my
own age. I promised her marriage, took advantage of my promise, and—am a
bachelor.’</p>
<p>‘The old story.’</p>
<p>The other nodded.</p>
<p>‘I left the place, and thought at the time I had done a very clever thing
in getting so easily out of an entanglement. But I have lived long enough for
that promise to return to bother me—to be honest, not altogether as a
pricking of the conscience, but as a dissatisfaction with myself as a specimen
of the heap of flesh called humanity. If I were to ask you to lend me fifty
pounds, which I would repay you next midsummer, and I did not repay you, I
should consider myself a shabby sort of fellow, especially if you wanted the
money badly. Yet I promised that girl just as distinctly; and then coolly broke
my word, as if doing so were rather smart conduct than a mean action, for which
the poor victim herself, encumbered with a child, and not I, had really to pay
the penalty, in spite of certain pecuniary aid that was given. There,
that’s the retrospective trouble that I am always unearthing; and you may
hardly believe that though so many years have elapsed, and it is all gone by
and done with, and she must be getting on for an old woman now, as I am for an
old man, it really often destroys my sense of self-respect still.’</p>
<p>‘O, I can understand it. All depends upon the temperament. Thousands of
men would have forgotten all about it; so would you, perhaps, if you had
married and had a family. Did she ever marry?’</p>
<p>‘I don’t think so. O no—she never did. She left Toneborough,
and later on appeared under another name at Exonbury, in the next county, where
she was not known. It is very seldom that I go down into that part of the
country, but in passing through Exonbury, on one occasion, I learnt that she
was quite a settled resident there, as a teacher of music, or something of the
kind. That much I casually heard when I was there two or three years ago. But I
have never set eyes on her since our original acquaintance, and should not know
her if I met her.’</p>
<p>‘Did the child live?’ asked the doctor.</p>
<p>‘For several years, certainly,’ replied his friend. ‘I cannot
say if she is living now. It was a little girl. She might be married by this
time as far as years go.’</p>
<p>‘And the mother—was she a decent, worthy young woman?’</p>
<p>‘O yes; a sensible, quiet girl, neither attractive nor unattractive to
the ordinary observer; simply commonplace. Her position at the time of our
acquaintance was not so good as mine. My father was a solicitor, as I think I
have told you. She was a young girl in a music-shop; and it was represented to
me that it would be beneath my position to marry her. Hence the result.’</p>
<p>‘Well, all I can say is that after twenty years it is probably too late
to think of mending such a matter. It has doubtless by this time mended itself.
You had better dismiss it from your mind as an evil past your control. Of
course, if mother and daughter are alive, or either, you might settle something
upon them, if you were inclined, and had it to spare.’</p>
<p>‘Well, I haven’t much to spare; and I have relations in narrow
circumstances—perhaps narrower than theirs. But that is not the point.
Were I ever so rich I feel I could not rectify the past by money. I did not
promise to enrich her. On the contrary, I told her it would probably be dire
poverty for both of us. But I did promise to make her my wife.’</p>
<p>‘Then find her and do it,’ said the doctor jocularly as he rose to
leave.</p>
<p>‘Ah, Bindon. That, of course, is the obvious jest. But I haven’t
the slightest desire for marriage; I am quite content to live as I have lived.
I am a bachelor by nature, and instinct, and habit, and everything. Besides,
though I respect her still (for she was not an atom to blame), I haven’t
any shadow of love for her. In my mind she exists as one of those women you
think well of, but find uninteresting. It would be purely with the idea of
putting wrong right that I should hunt her up, and propose to do it
off-hand.’</p>
<p>‘You don’t think of it seriously?’ said his surprised friend.</p>
<p>‘I sometimes think that I would, if it were practicable; simply, as I
say, to recover my sense of being a man of honour.’</p>
<p>‘I wish you luck in the enterprise,’ said Doctor Bindon.
‘You’ll soon be out of that chair, and then you can put your
impulse to the test. But—after twenty years of silence—I should
say, don’t!’</p>
<h3>CHAPTER II</h3>
<p>The doctor’s advice remained counterpoised, in Millborne’s mind, by
the aforesaid mood of seriousness and sense of principle, approximating often
to religious sentiment, which had been evolving itself in his breast for
months, and even years.</p>
<p>The feeling, however, had no immediate effect upon Mr. Millborne’s
actions. He soon got over his trifling illness, and was vexed with himself for
having, in a moment of impulse, confided such a case of conscience to anybody.</p>
<p>But the force which had prompted it, though latent, remained with him and
ultimately grew stronger. The upshot was that about four months after the date
of his illness and disclosure, Millborne found himself on a mild spring morning
at Paddington Station, in a train that was starting for the west. His many
intermittent thoughts on his broken promise from time to time, in those hours
when loneliness brought him face to face with his own personality, had at last
resulted in this course.</p>
<p>The decisive stimulus had been given when, a day or two earlier, on looking
into a Post-Office Directory, he learnt that the woman he had not met for
twenty years was still living on at Exonbury under the name she had assumed
when, a year or two after her disappearance from her native town and his, she
had returned from abroad as a young widow with a child, and taken up her
residence at the former city. Her condition was apparently but little changed,
and her daughter seemed to be with her, their names standing in the Directory
as ‘Mrs. Leonora Frankland and Miss Frankland, Teachers of Music and
Dancing.’</p>
<p>Mr. Millborne reached Exonbury in the afternoon, and his first business, before
even taking his luggage into the town, was to find the house occupied by the
teachers. Standing in a central and open place it was not difficult to
discover, a well-burnished brass doorplate bearing their names prominently. He
hesitated to enter without further knowledge, and ultimately took lodgings over
a toyshop opposite, securing a sitting-room which faced a similar drawing or
sitting-room at the Franklands’, where the dancing lessons were given.
Installed here he was enabled to make indirectly, and without suspicion,
inquiries and observations on the character of the ladies over the way, which
he did with much deliberateness.</p>
<p>He learnt that the widow, Mrs. Frankland, with her one daughter, Frances, was
of cheerful and excellent repute, energetic and painstaking with her pupils, of
whom she had a good many, and in whose tuition her daughter assisted her. She
was quite a recognized townswoman, and though the dancing branch of her
profession was perhaps a trifle worldly, she was really a serious-minded lady
who, being obliged to live by what she knew how to teach, balanced matters by
lending a hand at charitable bazaars, assisting at sacred concerts, and giving
musical recitations in aid of funds for bewildering happy savages, and other
such enthusiasms of this enlightened country. Her daughter was one of the
foremost of the bevy of young women who decorated the churches at Easter and
Christmas, was organist in one of those edifices, and had subscribed to the
testimonial of a silver broth-basin that was presented to the Reverend Mr.
Walker as a token of gratitude for his faithful and arduous intonations of six
months as sub-precentor in the Cathedral. Altogether mother and daughter
appeared to be a typical and innocent pair among the genteel citizens of
Exonbury.</p>
<p>As a natural and simple way of advertising their profession they allowed the
windows of the music-room to be a little open, so that you had the pleasure of
hearing all along the street at any hour between sunrise and sunset fragmentary
gems of classical music as interpreted by the young people of twelve or
fourteen who took lessons there. But it was said that Mrs. Frankland made most
of her income by letting out pianos on hire, and by selling them as agent for
the makers.</p>
<p>The report pleased Millborne; it was highly creditable, and far better than he
had hoped. He was curious to get a view of the two women who led such blameless
lives.</p>
<p>He had not long to wait to gain a glimpse of Leonora. It was when she was
standing on her own doorstep, opening her parasol, on the morning after his
arrival. She was thin, though not gaunt; and a good, well-wearing, thoughtful
face had taken the place of the one which had temporarily attracted him in the
days of his nonage. She wore black, and it became her in her character of
widow. The daughter next appeared; she was a smoothed and rounded copy of her
mother, with the same decision in her mien that Leonora had, and a bounding
gait in which he traced a faint resemblance to his own at her age.</p>
<p>For the first time he absolutely made up his mind to call on them. But his
antecedent step was to send Leonora a note the next morning, stating his
proposal to visit her, and suggesting the evening as the time, because she
seemed to be so greatly occupied in her professional capacity during the day.
He purposely worded his note in such a form as not to require an answer from
her which would be possibly awkward to write.</p>
<p>No answer came. Naturally he should not have been surprised at this; and yet he
felt a little checked, even though she had only refrained from volunteering a
reply that was not demanded.</p>
<p>At eight, the hour fixed by himself, he crossed over and was passively admitted
by the servant. Mrs. Frankland, as she called herself, received him in the
large music-and-dancing room on the first-floor front, and not in any private
little parlour as he had expected. This cast a distressingly business-like
colour over their first meeting after so many years of severance. The woman he
had wronged stood before him, well-dressed, even to his metropolitan eyes, and
her manner as she came up to him was dignified even to hardness. She certainly
was not glad to see him. But what could he expect after a neglect of twenty
years!</p>
<p>‘How do you do, Mr. Millborne?’ she said cheerfully, as to any
chance caller. ‘I am obliged to receive you here because my daughter has
a friend downstairs.’</p>
<p>‘Your daughter—and mine.’</p>
<p>‘Ah—yes, yes,’ she replied hastily, as if the addition had
escaped her memory. ‘But perhaps the less said about that the better, in
fairness to me. You will consider me a widow, please.’</p>
<p>‘Certainly, Leonora . . . ’ He could not get on, her manner was so
cold and indifferent. The expected scene of sad reproach, subdued to delicacy
by the run of years, was absent altogether. He was obliged to come to the point
without preamble.</p>
<p>‘You are quite free, Leonora—I mean as to marriage? There is nobody
who has your promise, or—’</p>
<p>‘O yes; quite free, Mr. Millborne,’ she said, somewhat surprised.</p>
<p>‘Then I will tell you why I have come. Twenty years ago I promised to
make you my wife; and I am here to fulfil that promise. Heaven forgive my
tardiness!’</p>
<p>Her surprise was increased, but she was not agitated. She seemed to become
gloomy, disapproving. ‘I could not entertain such an idea at this time of
life,’ she said after a moment or two. ‘It would complicate matters
too greatly. I have a very fair income, and require no help of any sort. I have
no wish to marry . . . What could have induced you to come on such an errand
now? It seems quite extraordinary, if I may say so!’</p>
<p>‘It must—I daresay it does,’ Millborne replied vaguely;
‘and I must tell you that impulse—I mean in the sense of
passion—has little to do with it. I wish to marry you, Leonora; I much
desire to marry you. But it is an affair of conscience, a case of fulfilment. I
promised you, and it was dishonourable of me to go away. I want to remove that
sense of dishonour before I die. No doubt we might get to love each other as
warmly as we did in old times?’</p>
<p>She dubiously shook her head. ‘I appreciate your motives, Mr. Millborne;
but you must consider my position; and you will see that, short of the personal
wish to marry, which I don’t feel, there is no reason why I should change
my state, even though by so doing I should ease your conscience. My position in
this town is a respected one; I have built it up by my own hard labours, and,
in short, I don’t wish to alter it. My daughter, too, is just on the
verge of an engagement to be married, to a young man who will make her an
excellent husband. It will be in every way a desirable match for her. He is
downstairs now.’</p>
<p>‘Does she know—anything about me?’</p>
<p>‘O no, no; God forbid! Her father is dead and buried to her. So that, you
see, things are going on smoothly, and I don’t want to disturb their
progress.’</p>
<p>He nodded. ‘Very well,’ he said, and rose to go. At the door,
however, he came back again.</p>
<p>‘Still, Leonora,’ he urged, ‘I have come on purpose; and I
don’t see what disturbance would be caused. You would simply marry an old
friend. Won’t you reconsider? It is no more than right that we should be
united, remembering the girl.’</p>
<p>She shook her head, and patted with her foot nervously.</p>
<p>‘Well, I won’t detain you,’ he added. ‘I shall not be
leaving Exonbury yet. You will allow me to see you again?’</p>
<p>‘Yes; I don’t mind,’ she said reluctantly.</p>
<p>The obstacles he had encountered, though they did not reanimate his dead
passion for Leonora, did certainly make it appear indispensable to his peace of
mind to overcome her coldness. He called frequently. The first meeting with the
daughter was a trying ordeal, though he did not feel drawn towards her as he
had expected to be; she did not excite his sympathies. Her mother confided to
Frances the errand of ‘her old friend,’ which was viewed by the
daughter with strong disfavour. His desire being thus uncongenial to both, for
a long time Millborne made not the least impression upon Mrs. Frankland. His
attentions pestered her rather than pleased her. He was surprised at her
firmness, and it was only when he hinted at moral reasons for their union that
she was ever shaken. ‘Strictly speaking,’ he would say, ‘we
ought, as honest persons, to marry; and that’s the truth of it,
Leonora.’</p>
<p>‘I have looked at it in that light,’ she said quickly. ‘It
struck me at the very first. But I don’t see the force of the argument. I
totally deny that after this interval of time I am bound to marry you for
honour’s sake. I would have married you, as you know well enough, at the
proper time. But what is the use of remedies now?’</p>
<p>They were standing at the window. A scantly-whiskered young man, in clerical
attire, called at the door below. Leonora flushed with interest.</p>
<p>‘Who is he?’ said Mr. Millborne.</p>
<p>‘My Frances’s lover. I am so sorry—she is not at home! Ah!
they have told him where she is, and he has gone to find her . . . I hope that
suit will prosper, at any rate!’</p>
<p>‘Why shouldn’t it?’</p>
<p>‘Well, he cannot marry yet; and Frances sees but little of him now he has
left Exonbury. He was formerly doing duty here, but now he is curate of St.
John’s, Ivell, fifty miles up the line. There is a tacit agreement
between them, but—there have been friends of his who object, because of
our vocation. However, he sees the absurdity of such an objection as that, and
is not influenced by it.’</p>
<p>‘Your marriage with me would help the match, instead of hindering it, as
you have said.’</p>
<p>‘Do you think it would?’</p>
<p>‘It certainly would, by taking you out of this business
altogether.’</p>
<p>By chance he had found the way to move her somewhat, and he followed it up.
This view was imparted to Mrs. Frankland’s daughter, and it led her to
soften her opposition. Millborne, who had given up his lodging in Exonbury,
journeyed to and fro regularly, till at last he overcame her negations, and she
expressed a reluctant assent.</p>
<p>They were married at the nearest church; and the goodwill—whatever that
was—of the music-and-dancing connection was sold to a successor only too
ready to jump into the place, the Millbornes having decided to live in London.</p>
<h3>CHAPTER III</h3>
<p>Millborne was a householder in his old district, though not in his old street,
and Mrs. Millborne and their daughter had turned themselves into Londoners.
Frances was well reconciled to the removal by her lover’s satisfaction at
the change. It suited him better to travel from Ivell a hundred miles to see
her in London, where he frequently had other engagements, than fifty in the
opposite direction where nothing but herself required his presence. So here
they were, furnished up to the attics, in one of the small but popular streets
of the West district, in a house whose front, till lately of the complexion of
a chimney-sweep, had been scraped to show to the surprised wayfarer the bright
yellow and red brick that had lain lurking beneath the soot of fifty years.</p>
<p>The social lift that the two women had derived from the alliance was
considerable; but when the exhilaration which accompanies a first residence in
London, the sensation of standing on a pivot of the world, had passed, their
lives promised to be somewhat duller than when, at despised Exonbury, they had
enjoyed a nodding acquaintance with three-fourths of the town. Mr. Millborne
did not criticise his wife; he could not. Whatever defects of hardness and
acidity his original treatment and the lapse of years might have developed in
her, his sense of a realized idea, of a re-established self-satisfaction, was
always thrown into the scale on her side, and out-weighed all objections.</p>
<p>It was about a month after their settlement in town that the household decided
to spend a week at a watering-place in the Isle of Wight, and while there the
Reverend Percival Cope (the young curate aforesaid) came to see them, Frances
in particular. No formal engagement of the young pair had been announced as
yet, but it was clear that their mutual understanding could not end in anything
but marriage without grievous disappointment to one of the parties at least.
Not that Frances was sentimental. She was rather of the imperious sort, indeed;
and, to say all, the young girl had not fulfilled her father’s
expectations of her. But he hoped and worked for her welfare as sincerely as
any father could do.</p>
<p>Mr. Cope was introduced to the new head of the family, and stayed with them in
the Island two or three days. On the last day of his visit they decided to
venture on a two hours’ sail in one of the small yachts which lay there
for hire. The trip had not progressed far before all, except the curate, found
that sailing in a breeze did not quite agree with them; but as he seemed to
enjoy the experience, the other three bore their condition as well as they
could without grimace or complaint, till the young man, observing their
discomfort, gave immediate directions to tack about. On the way back to port
they sat silent, facing each other.</p>
<p>Nausea in such circumstances, like midnight watching, fatigue, trouble, fright,
has this marked effect upon the countenance, that it often brings out strongly
the divergences of the individual from the norm of his race, accentuating
superficial peculiarities to radical distinctions. Unexpected physiognomies
will uncover themselves at these times in well-known faces; the aspect becomes
invested with the spectral presence of entombed and forgotten ancestors; and
family lineaments of special or exclusive cast, which in ordinary moments are
masked by a stereotyped expression and mien, start up with crude insistence to
the view.</p>
<p>Frances, sitting beside her mother’s husband, with Mr. Cope opposite, was
naturally enough much regarded by the curate during the tedious sail home; at
first with sympathetic smiles. Then, as the middle-aged father and his child
grew each gray-faced, as the pretty blush of Frances disintegrated into spotty
stains, and the soft rotundities of her features diverged from their familiar
and reposeful beauty into elemental lines, Cope was gradually struck with the
resemblance between a pair in their discomfort who in their ease presented
nothing to the eye in common. Mr. Millborne and Frances in their indisposition
were strangely, startlingly alike.</p>
<p>The inexplicable fact absorbed Cope’s attention quite. He forgot to smile
at Frances, to hold her hand; and when they touched the shore he remained
sitting for some moments like a man in a trance.</p>
<p>As they went homeward, and recovered their complexions and contours, the
similarities one by one disappeared, and Frances and Mr. Millborne were again
masked by the commonplace differences of sex and age. It was as if, during the
voyage, a mysterious veil had been lifted, temporarily revealing a strange
pantomime of the past.</p>
<p>During the evening he said to her casually: ‘Is your step-father a cousin
of your mother, dear Frances?’</p>
<p>‘Oh, no,’ said she. ‘There is no relationship. He was only an
old friend of hers. Why did you suppose such a thing?’</p>
<p>He did not explain, and the next morning started to resume his duties at Ivell.</p>
<p>Cope was an honest young fellow, and shrewd withal. At home in his quiet rooms
in St. Peter’s Street, Ivell, he pondered long and unpleasantly on the
revelations of the cruise. The tale it told was distinct enough, and for the
first time his position was an uncomfortable one. He had met the Franklands at
Exonbury as parishioners, had been attracted by Frances, and had floated thus
far into an engagement which was indefinite only because of his inability to
marry just yet. The Franklands’ past had apparently contained mysteries,
and it did not coincide with his judgment to marry into a family whose mystery
was of the sort suggested. So he sat and sighed, between his reluctance to lose
Frances and his natural dislike of forming a connection with people whose
antecedents would not bear the strictest investigation.</p>
<p>A passionate lover of the old-fashioned sort might possibly never have halted
to weigh these doubts; but though he was in the church Cope’s affections
were fastidious—distinctly tempered with the alloys of the
century’s decadence. He delayed writing to Frances for some while, simply
because he could not tune himself up to enthusiasm when worried by suspicions
of such a kind.</p>
<p>Meanwhile the Millbornes had returned to London, and Frances was growing
anxious. In talking to her mother of Cope she had innocently alluded to his
curious inquiry if her mother and her step-father were connected by any tie of
cousinship. Mrs. Millborne made her repeat the words. Frances did so, and
watched with inquisitive eyes their effect upon her elder.</p>
<p>‘What is there so startling in his inquiry then?’ she asked.
‘Can it have anything to do with his not writing to me?’</p>
<p>Her mother flinched, but did not inform her, and Frances also was now drawn
within the atmosphere of suspicion. That night when standing by chance outside
the chamber of her parents she heard for the first time their voices engaged in
a sharp altercation.</p>
<p>The apple of discord had, indeed, been dropped into the house of the
Millbornes. The scene within the chamber-door was Mrs. Millborne standing
before her dressing-table, looking across to her husband in the dressing-room
adjoining, where he was sitting down, his eyes fixed on the floor.</p>
<p>‘Why did you come and disturb my life a second time?’ she harshly
asked. ‘Why did you pester me with your conscience, till I was driven to
accept you to get rid of your importunity? Frances and I were doing well: the
one desire of my life was that she should marry that good young man. And now
the match is broken off by your cruel interference! Why did you show yourself
in my world again, and raise this scandal upon my hard-won
respectability—won by such weary years of labour as none will ever
know!’ She bent her face upon the table and wept passionately.</p>
<p>There was no reply from Mr. Millborne. Frances lay awake nearly all that night,
and when at breakfast-time the next morning still no letter appeared from Mr.
Cope, she entreated her mother to go to Ivell and see if the young man were
ill.</p>
<p>Mrs. Millborne went, returning the same day. Frances, anxious and haggard, met
her at the station.</p>
<p>Was all well? Her mother could not say it was; though he was not ill.</p>
<p>One thing she had found out, that it was a mistake to hunt up a man when his
inclinations were to hold aloof. Returning with her mother in the cab Frances
insisted upon knowing what the mystery was which plainly had alienated her
lover. The precise words which had been spoken at the interview with him that
day at Ivell Mrs. Millborne could not be induced to repeat; but thus far she
admitted, that the estrangement was fundamentally owing to Mr. Millborne having
sought her out and married her.</p>
<p>‘And why did he seek you out—and why were you obliged to marry
him?’ asked the distressed girl. Then the evidences pieced themselves
together in her acute mind, and, her colour gradually rising, she asked her
mother if what they pointed to was indeed the fact. Her mother admitted that it
was.</p>
<p>A flush of mortification succeeded to the flush of shame upon the young
woman’s face. How could a scrupulously correct clergyman and lover like
Mr. Cope ask her to be his wife after this discovery of her irregular birth?
She covered her eyes with her hands in a silent despair.</p>
<p>In the presence of Mr. Millborne they at first suppressed their anguish. But by
and by their feelings got the better of them, and when he was asleep in his
chair after dinner Mrs. Millborne’s irritation broke out. The embittered
Frances joined her in reproaching the man who had come as the spectre to their
intended feast of Hymen, and turned its promise to ghastly failure.</p>
<p>‘Why were you so weak, mother, as to admit such an enemy to your
house—one so obviously your evil genius—much less accept him as a
husband, after so long? If you had only told me all, I could have advised you
better! But I suppose I have no right to reproach him, bitter as I feel, and
even though he has blighted my life for ever!’</p>
<p>‘Frances, I did hold out; I saw it was a mistake to have any more to say
to a man who had been such an unmitigated curse to me! But he would not listen;
he kept on about his conscience and mine, till I was bewildered, and said Yes!
. . . Bringing us away from a quiet town where we were known and
respected—what an ill-considered thing it was! O the content of those
days! We had society there, people in our own position, who did not expect more
of us than we expected of them. Here, where there is so much, there is nothing!
He said London society was so bright and brilliant that it would be like a new
world. It may be to those who are in it; but what is that to us two lonely
women; we only see it flashing past! . . . O the fool, the fool that I
was!’</p>
<p>Now Millborne was not so soundly asleep as to prevent his hearing these
animadversions that were almost execrations, and many more of the same sort. As
there was no peace for him at home, he went again to his club, where, since his
reunion with Leonora, he had seldom if ever been seen. But the shadow of the
troubles in his household interfered with his comfort here also; he could not,
as formerly, settle down into his favourite chair with the evening paper,
reposeful in the celibate’s sense that where he was his world’s
centre had its fixture. His world was now an ellipse, with a dual centrality,
of which his own was not the major.</p>
<p>The young curate of Ivell still held aloof, tantalizing Frances by his
elusiveness. Plainly he was waiting upon events. Millborne bore the reproaches
of his wife and daughter almost in silence; but by degrees he grew meditative,
as if revolving a new idea. The bitter cry about blighting their existence at
length became so impassioned that one day Millborne calmly proposed to return
again to the country; not necessarily to Exonbury, but, if they were willing,
to a little old manor-house which he had found was to be let, standing a mile
from Mr. Cope’s town of Ivell.</p>
<p>They were surprised, and, despite their view of him as the bringer of ill, were
disposed to accede. ‘Though I suppose,’ said Mrs. Millborne to him,
‘it will end in Mr. Cope’s asking you flatly about the past, and
your being compelled to tell him; which may dash all my hopes for Frances. She
gets more and more like you every day, particularly when she is in a bad
temper. People will see you together, and notice it; and I don’t know
what may come of it!’</p>
<p>‘I don’t think they will see us together,’ he said; but he
entered into no argument when she insisted otherwise. The removal was
eventually resolved on; the town-house was disposed of; and again came the
invasion by furniture-men and vans, till all the movables and servants were
whisked away. He sent his wife and daughter to an hotel while this was going
on, taking two or three journeys himself to Ivell to superintend the refixing,
and the improvement of the grounds. When all was done he returned to them in
town.</p>
<p>The house was ready for their reception, he told them, and there only remained
the journey. He accompanied them and their personal luggage to the station
only, having, he said, to remain in town a short time on business with his
lawyer. They went, dubious and discontented—for the much-loved Cope had
made no sign.</p>
<p>‘If we were going down to live here alone,’ said Mrs Millborne to
her daughter in the train; ‘and there was no intrusive tell-tale
presence! . . . But let it be!’</p>
<p>The house was a lovely little place in a grove of elms, and they liked it much.
The first person to call upon them as new residents was Mr. Cope. He was
delighted to find that they had come so near, and (though he did not say this)
meant to live in such excellent style. He had not, however, resumed the manner
of a lover.</p>
<p>‘Your father spoils all!’ murmured Mrs. Millborne.</p>
<p>But three days later she received a letter from her husband, which caused her
no small degree of astonishment. It was written from Boulogne.</p>
<p>It began with a long explanation of settlements of his property, in which he
had been engaged since their departure. The chief feature in the business was
that Mrs. Millborne found herself the absolute owner of a comfortable sum in
personal estate, and Frances of a life-interest in a larger sum, the principal
to be afterwards divided amongst her children if she had any. The remainder of
his letter ran as hereunder:—</p>
<p class="letter">
‘I have learnt that there are some derelictions of duty which cannot be
blotted out by tardy accomplishment. Our evil actions do not remain isolated in
the past, waiting only to be reversed: like locomotive plants they spread and
re-root, till to destroy the original stem has no material effect in killing
them. I made a mistake in searching you out; I admit it; whatever the remedy
may be in such cases it is not marriage, and the best thing for you and me is
that you do not see me more. You had better not seek me, for you will not be
likely to find me: you are well provided for, and we may do ourselves more harm
than good by meeting again.</p>
<p class="right">
‘F. M.’</p>
<p>Millborne, in short, disappeared from that day forward. But a searching inquiry
would have revealed that, soon after the Millbornes went to Ivell, an
Englishman, who did not give the name of Millborne, took up his residence in
Brussels; a man who might have been recognized by Mrs. Millborne if she had met
him. One afternoon in the ensuing summer, when this gentleman was looking over
the English papers, he saw the announcement of Miss Frances Frankland’s
marriage. She had become the Reverend Mrs. Cope.</p>
<p>‘Thank God!’ said the gentleman.</p>
<p>But his momentary satisfaction was far from being happiness. As he formerly had
been weighted with a bad conscience, so now was he burdened with the heavy
thought which oppressed Antigone, that by honourable observance of a rite he
had obtained for himself the reward of dishonourable laxity. Occasionally he
had to be helped to his lodgings by his servant from the <i>Cercle</i> he
frequented, through having imbibed a little too much liquor to be able to take
care of himself. But he was harmless, and even when he had been drinking said
little.</p>
<p><i>March</i> 1891.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap03"></SPAN>A TRAGEDY OF TWO AMBITIONS</h2>
<h3>CHAPTER I</h3>
<p>The shouts of the village-boys came in at the window, accompanied by broken
laughter from loungers at the inn-door; but the brothers Halborough worked on.</p>
<p>They were sitting in a bedroom of the master-millwright’s house, engaged
in the untutored reading of Greek and Latin. It was no tale of Homeric blows
and knocks, Argonautic voyaging, or Theban family woe that inflamed their
imaginations and spurred them onward. They were plodding away at the Greek
Testament, immersed in a chapter of the idiomatic and difficult Epistle to the
Hebrews.</p>
<p>The Dog-day sun in its decline reached the low ceiling with slanting sides, and
the shadows of the great goat’s-willow swayed and interchanged upon the
walls like a spectral army manoeuvring. The open casement which admitted the
remoter sounds now brought the voice of some one close at hand. It was their
sister, a pretty girl of fourteen, who stood in the court below.</p>
<p>‘I can see the tops of your heads! What’s the use of staying up
there? I like you not to go out with the street-boys; but do come and play with
me!’</p>
<p>They treated her as an inadequate interlocutor, and put her off with some
slight word. She went away disappointed. Presently there was a dull noise of
heavy footsteps at the side of the house, and one of the brothers sat up.
‘I fancy I hear him coming,’ he murmured, his eyes on the window.</p>
<p>A man in the light drab clothes of an old-fashioned country tradesman
approached from round the corner, reeling as he came. The elder son flushed
with anger, rose from his books, and descended the stairs. The younger sat on,
till, after the lapse of a few minutes, his brother re-entered the room.</p>
<p>‘Did Rosa see him?’</p>
<p>‘No.’</p>
<p>‘Nor anybody?’</p>
<p>‘No.’</p>
<p>‘What have you done with him?’</p>
<p>‘He’s in the straw-shed. I got him in with some trouble, and he has
fallen asleep. I thought this would be the explanation of his absence! No
stones dressed for Miller Kench, the great wheel of the saw-mills waiting for
new float-boards, even the poor folk not able to get their waggons
wheeled.’</p>
<p>‘What <i>is</i> the use of poring over this!’ said the younger,
shutting up Donnegan’s <i>Lexicon</i> with a slap. ‘O if we had
only been able to keep mother’s nine hundred pounds, what we could have
done!’</p>
<p>‘How well she had estimated the sum necessary! Four hundred and fifty
each, she thought. And I have no doubt that we could have done it on that, with
care.’</p>
<p>This loss of the nine hundred pounds was the sharp thorn of their crown. It was
a sum which their mother had amassed with great exertion and self-denial, by
adding to a chance legacy such other small amounts as she could lay hands on
from time to time; and she had intended with the hoard to indulge the dear wish
of her heart—that of sending her sons, Joshua and Cornelius, to one of
the Universities, having been informed that from four hundred to four hundred
and fifty each might carry them through their terms with such great economy as
she knew she could trust them to practise. But she had died a year or two
before this time, worn out by too keen a strain towards these ends; and the
money, coming unreservedly into the hands of their father, had been nearly
dissipated. With its exhaustion went all opportunity and hope of a university
degree for the sons.</p>
<p>‘It drives me mad when I think of it,’ said Joshua, the elder.
‘And here we work and work in our own bungling way, and the utmost we can
hope for is a term of years as national schoolmasters, and possible admission
to a Theological college, and ordination as despised licentiates.’</p>
<p>The anger of the elder was reflected as simple sadness in the face of the
other. ‘We can preach the Gospel as well without a hood on our surplices
as with one,’ he said with feeble consolation.</p>
<p>‘Preach the Gospel—true,’ said Joshua with a slight pursing
of mouth. ‘But we can’t rise!’</p>
<p>‘Let us make the best of it, and grind on.’</p>
<p>The other was silent, and they drearily bent over their books again.</p>
<p>The cause of all this gloom, the millwright Halborough, now snoring in the
shed, had been a thriving master-machinist, notwithstanding his free and
careless disposition, till a taste for a more than adequate quantity of strong
liquor took hold of him; since when his habits had interfered with his business
sadly. Already millers went elsewhere for their gear, and only one set of hands
was now kept going, though there were formerly two. Already he found a
difficulty in meeting his men at the week’s end, and though they had been
reduced in number there was barely enough work to do for those who remained.</p>
<p>The sun dropped lower and vanished, the shouts of the village children ceased
to resound, darkness cloaked the students’ bedroom, and all the scene
outwardly breathed peace. None knew of the fevered youthful ambitions that
throbbed in two breasts within the quiet creeper-covered walls of the
millwright’s house.</p>
<p>In a few months the brothers left the village of their birth to enter
themselves as students in a training college for schoolmasters; first having
placed their young sister Rosa under as efficient a tuition at a fashionable
watering-place as the means at their disposal could command.</p>
<h3>CHAPTER II</h3>
<p>A man in semi-clerical dress was walking along the road which led from the
railway-station into a provincial town. As he walked he read persistently, only
looking up once now and then to see that he was keeping on the foot track and
to avoid other passengers. At those moments, whoever had known the former
students at the millwright’s would have perceived that one of them,
Joshua Halborough, was the peripatetic reader here.</p>
<p>What had been simple force in the youth’s face was energized judgment in
the man’s. His character was gradually writing itself out in his
countenance. That he was watching his own career with deeper and deeper
interest, that he continually ‘heard his days before him,’ and
cared to hear little else, might have been hazarded from what was seen there.
His ambitions were, in truth, passionate, yet controlled; so that the germs of
many more plans than ever blossomed to maturity had place in him; and forward
visions were kept purposely in twilight, to avoid distraction.</p>
<p>Events so far had been encouraging. Shortly after assuming the mastership of
his first school he had obtained an introduction to the Bishop of a diocese far
from his native county, who had looked upon him as a promising young man and
taken him in hand. He was now in the second year of his residence at the
theological college of the cathedral-town, and would soon be presented for
ordination.</p>
<p>He entered the town, turned into a back street, and then into a yard, keeping
his book before him till he set foot under the arch of the latter place. Round
the arch was written ‘National School,’ and the stonework of the
jambs was worn away as nothing but boys and the waves of ocean will wear it. He
was soon amid the sing-song accents of the scholars.</p>
<p>His brother Cornelius, who was the schoolmaster here, laid down the pointer
with which he was directing attention to the Capes of Europe, and came forward.</p>
<p>‘That’s his brother Jos!’ whispered one of the sixth standard
boys. ‘He’s going to be a pa’son, he’s now at
college.’</p>
<p>‘Corney is going to be one too, when he’s saved enough
money,’ said another.</p>
<p>After greeting his brother, whom he had not seen for several months, the junior
began to explain his system of teaching geography.</p>
<p>But Halborough the elder took no interest in the subject. ‘How about your
own studies?’ he asked. ‘Did you get the books I sent?’</p>
<p>Cornelius had received them, and he related what he was doing.</p>
<p>‘Mind you work in the morning. What time do you get up?’</p>
<p>The younger replied: ‘Half-past five.’</p>
<p>‘Half-past four is not a minute too soon this time of the year. There is
no time like the morning for construing. I don’t know why, but when I
feel even too dreary to read a novel I can translate—there is something
mechanical about it I suppose. Now, Cornelius, you are rather behindhand, and
have some heavy reading before you if you mean to get out of this next
Christmas.’</p>
<p>‘I am afraid I have.’</p>
<p>‘We must soon sound the Bishop. I am sure you will get a title without
difficulty when he has heard all. The sub-dean, the principal of my college,
says that the best plan will be for you to come there when his lordship is
present at an examination, and he’ll get you a personal interview with
him. Mind you make a good impression upon him. I found in my case that that was
everything and doctrine almost nothing. You’ll do for a deacon, Corney,
if not for a priest.’</p>
<p>The younger remained thoughtful. ‘Have you heard from Rosa lately?’
he asked; ‘I had a letter this morning.’</p>
<p>‘Yes. The little minx writes rather too often. She is
homesick—though Brussels must be an attractive place enough. But she must
make the most of her time over there. I thought a year would be enough for her,
after that high-class school at Sandbourne, but I have decided to give her two,
and make a good job of it, expensive as the establishment is.’</p>
<p>Their two rather harsh faces had softened directly they began to speak of their
sister, whom they loved more ambitiously than they loved themselves.</p>
<p>‘But where is the money to come from, Joshua?’</p>
<p>‘I have already got it.’ He looked round, and finding that some
boys were near withdrew a few steps. ‘I have borrowed it at five per
cent. from the farmer who used to occupy the farm next our field. You remember
him.’</p>
<p>‘But about paying him?’</p>
<p>‘I shall pay him by degrees out of my stipend. No, Cornelius, it was no
use to do the thing by halves. She promises to be a most attractive, not to say
beautiful, girl. I have seen that for years; and if her face is not her
fortune, her face and her brains together will be, if I observe and contrive
aright. That she should be, every inch of her, an accomplished and refined
woman, was indispensable for the fulfilment of her destiny, and for moving
onwards and upwards with us; and she’ll do it, you will see. I’d
half starve myself rather than take her away from that school now.’</p>
<p>They looked round the school they were in. To Cornelius it was natural and
familiar enough, but to Joshua, with his limited human sympathies, who had just
dropped in from a superior sort of place, the sight jarred unpleasantly, as
being that of something he had left behind. ‘I shall be glad when you are
out of this,’ he said, ‘and in your pulpit, and well through your
first sermon.’</p>
<p>‘You may as well say inducted into my fat living, while you are about
it.’</p>
<p>‘Ah, well—don’t think lightly of the Church. There’s a
fine work for any man of energy in the Church, as you’ll find,’ he
said fervidly. ‘Torrents of infidelity to be stemmed, new views of old
subjects to be expounded, truths in spirit to be substituted for truths in the
letter . . . ’ He lapsed into reverie with the vision of his career,
persuading himself that it was ardour for Christianity which spurred him on,
and not pride of place. He had shouldered a body of doctrine, and was prepared
to defend it tooth and nail, solely for the honour and glory that warriors win.</p>
<p>‘If the Church is elastic, and stretches to the shape of the time,
she’ll last, I suppose,’ said Cornelius. ‘If not—. Only
think, I bought a copy of Paley’s <i>Evidences</i>, best edition, broad
margins, excellent preservation, at a bookstall the other day
for—ninepence; and I thought that at this rate Christianity must be in
rather a bad way.’</p>
<p>‘No, no!’ said the other almost, angrily. ‘It only shows that
such defences are no longer necessary. Men’s eyes can see the truth
without extraneous assistance. Besides, we are in for Christianity, and must
stick to her whether or no. I am just now going right through Pusey’s
<i>Library of the Fathers</i>.’</p>
<p>‘You’ll be a bishop, Joshua, before you have done!’</p>
<p>‘Ah!’ said the other bitterly, shaking his head. ‘Perhaps I
might have been—I might have been! But where is my D.D. or LL.D.; and how
be a bishop without that kind of appendage? Archbishop Tillotson was the son of
a Sowerby clothier, but he was sent to Clare College. To hail Oxford or
Cambridge as <i>alma mater</i> is not for me—for us! My God! when I think
of what we should have been—what fair promise has been blighted by that
cursed, worthless—’</p>
<p>‘Hush, hush! . . . But I feel it, too, as much as you. I have seen it
more forcibly lately. You would have obtained your degree long before this
time—possibly fellowship—and I should have been on my way to
mine.’</p>
<p>‘Don’t talk of it,’ said the other. ‘We must do the
best we can.’</p>
<p>They looked out of the window sadly, through the dusty panes, so high up that
only the sky was visible. By degrees the haunting trouble loomed again, and
Cornelius broke the silence with a whisper: ‘He has called on me!’</p>
<p>The living pulses died on Joshua’s face, which grew arid as a clinker.
‘When was that?’ he asked quickly.</p>
<p>‘Last week.’</p>
<p>‘How did he get here—so many miles?’</p>
<p>‘Came by railway. He came to ask for money.’</p>
<p>‘Ah!’</p>
<p>‘He says he will call on you.’</p>
<p>Joshua replied resignedly. The theme of their conversation spoilt his buoyancy
for that afternoon. He returned in the evening, Cornelius accompanying him to
the station; but he did not read in the train which took him back to the
Fountall Theological College, as he had done on the way out. That ineradicable
trouble still remained as a squalid spot in the expanse of his life. He sat
with the other students in the cathedral choir next day; and the recollection
of the trouble obscured the purple splendour thrown by the panes upon the
floor.</p>
<p>It was afternoon. All was as still in the Close as a cathedral-green can be
between the Sunday services, and the incessant cawing of the rooks was the only
sound. Joshua Halborough had finished his ascetic lunch, and had gone into the
library, where he stood for a few moments looking out of the large window
facing the green. He saw walking slowly across it a man in a fustian coat and a
battered white hat with a much-ruffled nap, having upon his arm a tall
gipsy-woman wearing long brass earrings. The man was staring quizzically at the
west front of the cathedral, and Halborough recognized in him the form and
features of his father. Who the woman was he knew not. Almost as soon as Joshua
became conscious of these things, the sub-dean, who was also the principal of
the college, and of whom the young man stood in more awe than of the Bishop
himself, emerged from the gate and entered a path across the Close. The pair
met the dignitary, and to Joshua’s horror his father turned and addressed
the sub-dean.</p>
<p>What passed between them he could not tell. But as he stood in a cold sweat he
saw his father place his hand familiarly on the sub-dean’s shoulder; the
shrinking response of the latter, and his quick withdrawal, told his feeling.
The woman seemed to say nothing, but when the sub-dean had passed by they came
on towards the college gate.</p>
<p>Halborough flew along the corridor and out at a side door, so as to intercept
them before they could reach the front entrance, for which they were making. He
caught them behind a clump of laurel.</p>
<p>‘By Jerry, here’s the very chap! Well, you’re a fine fellow,
Jos, never to send your father as much as a twist o’ baccy on such an
occasion, and to leave him to travel all these miles to find ye out!’</p>
<p>‘First, who is this?’ said Joshua Halborough with pale dignity,
waving his hand towards the buxom woman with the great earrings.</p>
<p>‘Dammy, the mis’ess! Your step-mother! Didn’t you know
I’d married? She helped me home from market one night, and we came to
terms, and struck the bargain. Didn’t we, Selinar?’</p>
<p>‘Oi, by the great Lord an’ we did!’ simpered the lady.</p>
<p>‘Well, what sort of a place is this you are living in?’ asked the
millwright. ‘A kind of house-of-correction, apparently?’</p>
<p>Joshua listened abstractedly, his features set to resignation. Sick at heart he
was going to ask them if they were in want of any necessary, any meal, when his
father cut him short by saying, ‘Why, we’ve called to ask ye to
come round and take pot-luck with us at the Cock-and-Bottle, where we’ve
put up for the day, on our way to see mis’ess’s friends at Binegar
Fair, where they’ll be lying under canvas for a night or two. As for the
victuals at the Cock I can’t testify to ’em at all; but for the
drink, they’ve the rarest drop of Old Tom that I’ve tasted for many
a year.’</p>
<p>‘Thanks; but I am a teetotaller; and I have lunched,’ said Joshua,
who could fully believe his father’s testimony to the gin, from the odour
of his breath. ‘You see we have to observe regular habits here; and I
couldn’t be seen at the Cock-and-Bottle just now.’</p>
<p>‘O dammy, then don’t come, your reverence. Perhaps you won’t
mind standing treat for those who can be seen there?’</p>
<p>‘Not a penny,’ said the younger firmly. ‘You’ve had
enough already.’</p>
<p>‘Thank you for nothing. By the bye, who was that spindle-legged,
shoe-buckled parson feller we met by now? He seemed to think we should poison
him!’</p>
<p>Joshua remarked coldly that it was the principal of his college, guardedly
inquiring, ‘Did you tell him whom you were come to see?’</p>
<p>His father did not reply. He and his strapping gipsy wife—if she were his
wife—stayed no longer, and disappeared in the direction of the High
Street. Joshua Halborough went back to the library. Determined as was his
nature, he wept hot tears upon the books, and was immeasurably more wretched
that afternoon than the unwelcome millwright. In the evening he sat down and
wrote a letter to his brother, in which, after stating what had happened, and
expatiating upon this new disgrace in the gipsy wife, he propounded a plan for
raising money sufficient to induce the couple to emigrate to Canada. ‘It
is our only chance,’ he said. ‘The case as it stands is maddening.
For a successful painter, sculptor, musician, author, who takes society by
storm, it is no drawback, it is sometimes even a romantic recommendation, to
hail from outcasts and profligates. But for a clergyman of the Church of
England! Cornelius, it is fatal! To succeed in the Church, people must believe
in you, first of all, as a gentleman, secondly as a man of means, thirdly as a
scholar, fourthly as a preacher, fifthly, perhaps, as a Christian,—but
always first as a gentleman, with all their heart and soul and strength. I
would have faced the fact of being a small machinist’s son, and have
taken my chance, if he’d been in any sense respectable and decent. The
essence of Christianity is humility, and by the help of God I would have
brazened it out. But this terrible vagabondage and disreputable connection! If
he does not accept my terms and leave the country, it will extinguish us and
kill me. For how can we live, and relinquish our high aim, and bring down our
dear sister Rosa to the level of a gipsy’s step-daughter?’</p>
<h3>CHAPTER III</h3>
<p>There was excitement in the parish of Narrobourne one day. The congregation had
just come out from morning service, and the whole conversation was of the new
curate, Mr. Halborough, who had officiated for the first time, in the absence
of the rector.</p>
<p>Never before had the feeling of the villagers approached a level which could be
called excitement on such a matter as this. The droning which had been the rule
in that quiet old place for a century seemed ended at last. They repeated the
text to each other as a refrain: ‘O Lord, be thou my helper!’ Not
within living memory till to-day had the subject of the sermon formed the topic
of conversation from the church door to church-yard gate, to the exclusion of
personal remarks on those who had been present, and on the week’s news in
general.</p>
<p>The thrilling periods of the preacher hung about their minds all that day. The
parish being steeped in indifferentism, it happened that when the youths and
maidens, middle-aged and old people, who had attended church that morning,
recurred as by a fascination to what Halborough had said, they did so more or
less indirectly, and even with the subterfuge of a light laugh that was not
real, so great was their shyness under the novelty of their sensations.</p>
<p>What was more curious than that these unconventional villagers should have been
excited by a preacher of a new school after forty years of familiarity with the
old hand who had had charge of their souls, was the effect of
Halborough’s address upon the occupants of the manor-house pew, including
the owner of the estate. These thought they knew how to discount the mere
sensational sermon, how to minimize flash oratory to its bare proportions; but
they had yielded like the rest of the assembly to the charm of the newcomer.</p>
<p>Mr. Fellmer, the landowner, was a young widower, whose mother, still in the
prime of life, had returned to her old position in the family mansion since the
death of her son’s wife in the year after her marriage, at the birth of a
fragile little girl. From the date of his loss to the present time, Fellmer had
led an inactive existence in the seclusion of the parish; a lack of motive
seemed to leave him listless. He had gladly reinstated his mother in the gloomy
house, and his main occupation now lay in stewarding his estate, which was not
large. Mrs. Fellmer, who had sat beside him under Halborough this morning, was
a cheerful, straightforward woman, who did her marketing and her alms-giving in
person, was fond of old-fashioned flowers, and walked about the village on very
wet days visiting the parishioners. These, the only two great ones of
Narrobourne, were impressed by Joshua’s eloquence as much as the
cottagers.</p>
<p>Halborough had been briefly introduced to them on his arrival some days before,
and, their interest being kindled, they waited a few moments till he came out
of the vestry, to walk down the churchyard-path with him. Mrs. Fellmer spoke
warmly of the sermon, of the good fortune of the parish in his advent, and
hoped he had found comfortable quarters.</p>
<p>Halborough, faintly flushing, said that he had obtained very fair lodgings in
the roomy house of a farmer, whom he named.</p>
<p>She feared he would find it very lonely, especially in the evenings, and hoped
they would see a good deal of him. When would he dine with them? Could he not
come that day—it must be so dull for him the first Sunday evening in
country lodgings?</p>
<p>Halborough replied that it would give him much pleasure, but that he feared he
must decline. ‘I am not altogether alone,’ he said. ‘My
sister, who has just returned from Brussels, and who felt, as you do, that I
should be rather dismal by myself, has accompanied me hither to stay a few days
till she has put my rooms in order and set me going. She was too fatigued to
come to church, and is waiting for me now at the farm.’</p>
<p>‘Oh, but bring your sister—that will be still better! I shall be
delighted to know her. How I wish I had been aware! Do tell her, please, that
we had no idea of her presence.’</p>
<p>Halborough assured Mrs. Fellmer that he would certainly bear the message; but
as to her coming he was not so sure. The real truth was, however, that the
matter would be decided by him, Rosa having an almost filial respect for his
wishes. But he was uncertain as to the state of her wardrobe, and had
determined that she should not enter the manor-house at a disadvantage that
evening, when there would probably be plenty of opportunities in the future of
her doing so becomingly.</p>
<p>He walked to the farm in long strides. This, then, was the outcome of his first
morning’s work as curate here. Things had gone fairly well with him. He
had been ordained; he was in a comfortable parish, where he would exercise
almost sole supervision, the rector being infirm. He had made a deep impression
at starting, and the absence of a hood seemed to have done him no harm.
Moreover, by considerable persuasion and payment, his father and the dark woman
had been shipped off to Canada, where they were not likely to interfere greatly
with his interests.</p>
<p>Rosa came out to meet him. ‘Ah! you should have gone to church like a
good girl,’ he said.</p>
<p>‘Yes—I wished I had afterwards. But I do so hate church as a rule
that even your preaching was underestimated in my mind. It was too bad of
me!’</p>
<p>The girl who spoke thus playfully was fair, tall, and sylph-like, in a muslin
dress, and with just the coquettish <i>désinvolture</i> which an English
girl brings home from abroad, and loses again after a few months of native
life. Joshua was the reverse of playful; the world was too important a concern
for him to indulge in light moods. He told her in decided, practical
phraseology of the invitation.</p>
<p>‘Now, Rosa, we must go—that’s settled—if you’ve a
dress that can be made fit to wear all on the hop like this. You didn’t,
of course, think of bringing an evening dress to such an out-of-the-way
place?’</p>
<p>But Rosa had come from the wrong city to be caught napping in those matters.
‘Yes, I did,’ said she. ‘One never knows what may turn
up.’</p>
<p>‘Well done! Then off we go at seven.’</p>
<p>The evening drew on, and at dusk they started on foot, Rosa pulling up the edge
of her skirt under her cloak out of the way of the dews, so that it formed a
great wind-bag all round her, and carrying her satin shoes under her arm.
Joshua would not let her wait till she got indoors before changing them, as she
proposed, but insisted on her performing that operation under a tree, so that
they might enter as if they had not walked. He was nervously formal about such
trifles, while Rosa took the whole proceeding—walk, dressing, dinner, and
all—as a pastime. To Joshua it was a serious step in life.</p>
<p>A more unexpected kind of person for a curate’s sister was never
presented at a dinner. The surprise of Mrs. Fellmer was unconcealed. She had
looked forward to a Dorcas, or Martha, or Rhoda at the outside, and a shade of
misgiving crossed her face. It was possible that, had the young lady
accompanied her brother to church, there would have been no dining at
Narrobourne House that day.</p>
<p>Not so with the young widower, her son. He resembled a sleeper who had awaked
in a summer noon expecting to find it only dawn. He could scarcely help
stretching his arms and yawning in their faces, so strong was his sense of
being suddenly aroused to an unforeseen thing. When they had sat down to table
he at first talked to Rosa somewhat with the air of a ruler in the land; but
the woman lurking in the acquaintance soon brought him to his level, and the
girl from Brussels saw him looking at her mouth, her hands, her contour, as if
he could not quite comprehend how they got created: then he dropped into the
more satisfactory stage which discerns no particulars.</p>
<p>He talked but little; she said much. The homeliness of the Fellmers, to her
view, though they were regarded with such awe down here, quite disembarrassed
her. The squire had become so unpractised, had dropped so far into the shade
during the last year or so of his life, that he had almost forgotten what the
world contained till this evening reminded him. His mother, after her first
moments of doubt, appeared to think that he must be left to his own guidance,
and gave her attention to Joshua.</p>
<p>With all his foresight and doggedness of aim, the result of that dinner
exceeded Halborough’s expectations. In weaving his ambitions he had
viewed his sister Rosa as a slight, bright thing to be helped into notice by
his abilities; but it now began to dawn upon him that the physical gifts of
nature to her might do more for them both than nature’s intellectual
gifts to himself. While he was patiently boring the tunnel Rosa seemed about to
fly over the mountain.</p>
<p>He wrote the next day to his brother, now occupying his own old rooms in the
theological college, telling him exultingly of the unanticipated
<i>début</i> of Rosa at the manor-house. The next post brought him a
reply of congratulation, dashed with the counteracting intelligence that his
father did not like Canada—that his wife had deserted him, which made him
feel so dreary that he thought of returning home.</p>
<p>In his recent satisfaction at his own successes Joshua Halborough had well-nigh
forgotten his chronic trouble—latterly screened by distance. But it now
returned upon him; he saw more in this brief announcement than his brother
seemed to see. It was the cloud no bigger than a man’s hand.</p>
<h3>CHAPTER IV</h3>
<p>The following December, a day or two before Christmas, Mrs. Fellmer and her son
were walking up and down the broad gravel path which bordered the east front of
the house. Till within the last half-hour the morning had been a drizzling one,
and they had just emerged for a short turn before luncheon.</p>
<p>‘You see, dear mother,’ the son was saying, ‘it is the
peculiarity of my position which makes her appear to me in such a desirable
light. When you consider how I have been crippled at starting, how my life has
been maimed; that I feel anything like publicity distasteful, that I have no
political ambition, and that my chief aim and hope lie in the education of the
little thing Annie has left me, you must see how desirable a wife like Miss
Halborough would be, to prevent my becoming a mere vegetable.’</p>
<p>‘If you adore her, I suppose you must have her!’ replied his mother
with dry indirectness. ‘But you’ll find that she will not be
content to live on here as you do, giving her whole mind to a young
child.’</p>
<p>‘That’s just where we differ. Her very disqualification, that of
being a nobody, as you call it, is her recommendation in my eyes. Her lack of
influential connections limits her ambition. From what I know of her, a life in
this place is all that she would wish for. She would never care to go outside
the park-gates if it were necessary to stay within.’</p>
<p>‘Being in love with her, Albert, and meaning to marry her, you invent
your practical reasons to make the case respectable. Well, do as you will; I
have no authority over you, so why should you consult me? You mean to propose
on this very occasion, no doubt. Don’t you, now?’</p>
<p>‘By no means. I am merely revolving the idea in my mind. If on further
acquaintance she turns out to be as good as she has hitherto seemed—well,
I shall see. Admit, now, that you like her.’</p>
<p>‘I readily admit it. She is very captivating at first sight. But as a
stepmother to your child! You seem mighty anxious, Albert, to get rid of
me!’</p>
<p>‘Not at all. And I am not so reckless as you think. I don’t make up
my mind in a hurry. But the thought having occurred to me, I mention it to you
at once, mother. If you dislike it, say so.’</p>
<p>‘I don’t say anything. I will try to make the best of it if you are
determined. When does she come?’</p>
<p>‘To-morrow.’</p>
<p>All this time there were great preparations in train at the curate’s, who
was now a householder. Rosa, whose two or three weeks’ stay on two
occasions earlier in the year had so affected the squire, was coming again, and
at the same time her younger brother Cornelius, to make up a family party.
Rosa, who journeyed from the Midlands, could not arrive till late in the
evening, but Cornelius was to get there in the afternoon, Joshua going out to
meet him in his walk across the fields from the railway.</p>
<p>Everything being ready in Joshua’s modest abode he started on his way,
his heart buoyant and thankful, if ever it was in his life. He was of such good
report himself that his brother’s path into holy orders promised to be
unexpectedly easy; and he longed to compare experiences with him, even though
there was on hand a more exciting matter still. From his youth he had held
that, in old-fashioned country places, the Church conferred social prestige up
to a certain point at a cheaper price than any other profession or pursuit; and
events seemed to be proving him right.</p>
<p>He had walked about half an hour when he saw Cornelius coming along the path;
and in a few minutes the two brothers met. The experiences of Cornelius had
been less immediately interesting than those of Joshua, but his personal
position was satisfactory, and there was nothing to account for the singularly
subdued manner that he exhibited, which at first Joshua set down to the fatigue
of over-study; and he proceeded to the subject of Rosa’s arrival in the
evening, and the probable consequences of this her third visit. ‘Before
next Easter she’ll be his wife, my boy,’ said Joshua with grave
exultation.</p>
<p>Cornelius shook his head. ‘She comes too late!’ he returned.</p>
<p>‘What do you mean?’</p>
<p>‘Look here.’ He produced the Fountall paper, and placed his finger
on a paragraph, which Joshua read. It appeared under the report of Petty
Sessions, and was a commonplace case of disorderly conduct, in which a man was
sent to prison for seven days for breaking windows in that town.</p>
<p>‘Well?’ said Joshua.</p>
<p>‘It happened during an evening that I was in the street; and the offender
is our father.’</p>
<p>‘Not—how—I sent him more money on his promising to stay in
Canada?’</p>
<p>‘He is home, safe enough.’ Cornelius in the same gloomy tone gave
the remainder of his information. He had witnessed the scene, unobserved of his
father, and had heard him say that he was on his way to see his daughter, who
was going to marry a rich gentleman. The only good fortune attending the
untoward incident was that the millwright’s name had been printed as
Joshua Alborough.</p>
<p>‘Beaten! We are to be beaten on the eve of our expected victory!’
said the elder brother. ‘How did he guess that Rosa was likely to marry?
Good Heaven Cornelius, you seem doomed to bring bad news always, do you
not!’</p>
<p>‘I do,’ said Cornelius. ‘Poor Rosa!’</p>
<p>It was almost in tears, so great was their heart-sickness and shame, that the
brothers walked the remainder of the way to Joshua’s dwelling. In the
evening they set out to meet Rosa, bringing her to the village in a fly; and
when she had come into the house, and was sitting down with them, they almost
forgot their secret anxiety in contemplating her, who knew nothing about it.</p>
<p>Next day the Fellmers came, and the two or three days after that were a lively
time. That the squire was yielding to his impulses—making up his
mind—there could be no doubt. On Sunday Cornelius read the lessons, and
Joshua preached. Mrs. Fellmer was quite maternal towards Rosa, and it appeared
that she had decided to welcome the inevitable with a good grace. The pretty
girl was to spend yet another afternoon with the elder lady, superintending
some parish treat at the house in observance of Christmas, and afterwards to
stay on to dinner, her brothers to fetch her in the evening. They were also
invited to dine, but they could not accept owing to an engagement.</p>
<p>The engagement was of a sombre sort. They were going to meet their father, who
would that day be released from Fountall Gaol, and try to persuade him to keep
away from Narrobourne. Every exertion was to be made to get him back to Canada,
to his old home in the Midlands—anywhere, so that he would not impinge
disastrously upon their courses, and blast their sister’s prospects of
the auspicious marriage which was just then hanging in the balance.</p>
<p>As soon as Rosa had been fetched away by her friends at the manor-house her
brothers started on their expedition, without waiting for dinner or tea.
Cornelius, to whom the millwright always addressed his letters when he wrote
any, drew from his pocket and re-read as he walked the curt note which had led
to this journey being undertaken; it was despatched by their father the night
before, immediately upon his liberation, and stated that he was setting out for
Narrobourne at the moment of writing; that having no money he would be obliged
to walk all the way; that he calculated on passing through the intervening town
of Ivell about six on the following day, where he should sup at the Castle Inn,
and where he hoped they would meet him with a carriage-and-pair, or some other
such conveyance, that he might not disgrace them by arriving like a tramp.</p>
<p>‘That sounds as if he gave a thought to our position,’ said
Cornelius.</p>
<p>Joshua knew the satire that lurked in the paternal words, and said nothing.
Silence prevailed during the greater part of their journey. The lamps were
lighted in Ivell when they entered the streets, and Cornelius, who was quite
unknown in this neighbourhood, and who, moreover, was not in clerical attire,
decided that he should be the one to call at the Castle Inn. Here, in answer to
his inquiry under the darkness of the archway, they told him that such a man as
he had described left the house about a quarter of an hour earlier, after
making a meal in the kitchen-settle. He was rather the worse for liquor.</p>
<p>‘Then,’ said Joshua, when Cornelius joined him outside with this
intelligence, ‘we must have met and passed him! And now that I think of
it, we did meet some one who was unsteady in his gait, under the trees on the
other side of Hendford Hill, where it was too dark to see him.’</p>
<p>They rapidly retraced their steps; but for a long stretch of the way home could
discern nobody. When, however, they had gone about three-quarters of the
distance, they became conscious of an irregular footfall in front of them, and
could see a whitish figure in the gloom. They followed dubiously. The figure
met another wayfarer—the single one that had been encountered upon this
lonely road—and they distinctly heard him ask the way to Narrobourne. The
stranger replied—what was quite true—that the nearest way was by
turning in at the stile by the next bridge, and following the footpath which
branched thence across the meadows.</p>
<p>When the brothers reached the stile they also entered the path, but did not
overtake the subject of their worry till they had crossed two or three meads,
and the lights from Narrobourne manor-house were visible before them through
the trees. Their father was no longer walking; he was seated against the wet
bank of an adjoining hedge. Observing their forms he shouted, ‘I’m
going to Narrobourne; who may you be?’</p>
<p>They went up to him, and revealed themselves, reminding him of the plan which
he had himself proposed in his note, that they should meet him at Ivell.</p>
<p>‘By Jerry, I’d forgot it!’ he said. ‘Well, what do you
want me to do?’ His tone was distinctly quarrelsome.</p>
<p>A long conversation followed, which became embittered at the first hint from
them that he should not come to the village. The millwright drew a quart bottle
from his pocket, and challenged them to drink if they meant friendly and called
themselves men. Neither of the two had touched alcohol for years, but for once
they thought it best to accept, so as not to needlessly provoke him.</p>
<p>‘What’s in it?’ said Joshua.</p>
<p>‘A drop of weak gin-and-water. It won’t hurt ye. Drin’ from
the bottle.’ Joshua did so, and his father pushed up the bottom of the
vessel so as to make him swallow a good deal in spite of himself. It went down
into his stomach like molten lead.</p>
<p>‘Ha, ha, that’s right!’ said old Halborough. ‘But
’twas raw spirit—ha, ha!’</p>
<p>‘Why should you take me in so!’ said Joshua, losing his
self-command, try as he would to keep calm.</p>
<p>‘Because you took me in, my lad, in banishing me to that cursed country
under pretence that it was for my good. You were a pair of hypocrites to say
so. It was done to get rid of me—no more nor less. But, by Jerry,
I’m a match for ye now! I’ll spoil your souls for preaching. My
daughter is going to be married to the squire here. I’ve heard the
news—I saw it in a paper!’</p>
<p>‘It is premature—’</p>
<p>‘I know it is true; and I’m her father, and I shall give her away,
or there’ll be a hell of a row, I can assure ye! Is that where the
gennleman lives?’</p>
<p>Joshua Halborough writhed in impotent despair. Fellmer had not yet positively
declared himself, his mother was hardly won round; a scene with their father in
the parish would demolish as fair a palace of hopes as was ever builded. The
millwright rose. ‘If that’s where the squire lives I’m going
to call. Just arrived from Canady with her fortune—ha, ha! I wish no harm
to the gennleman, and the gennleman will wish no harm to me. But I like to take
my place in the family, and stand upon my rights, and lower people’s
pride!’</p>
<p>‘You’ve succeeded already! Where’s that woman you took with
you—’</p>
<p>‘Woman! She was my wife as lawful as the Constitution—a sight more
lawful than your mother was till some time after you were born!’</p>
<p>Joshua had for many years before heard whispers that his father had cajoled his
mother in their early acquaintance, and had made somewhat tardy amends; but
never from his father’s lips till now. It was the last stroke, and he
could not bear it. He sank back against the hedge. ‘It is over!’ he
said. ‘He ruins us all!’</p>
<p>The millwright moved on, waving his stick triumphantly, and the two brothers
stood still. They could see his drab figure stalking along the path, and over
his head the lights from the conservatory of Narrobourne House, inside which
Albert Fellmer might possibly be sitting with Rosa at that moment, holding her
hand, and asking her to share his home with him.</p>
<p>The staggering whitey-brown form, advancing to put a blot on all this, had been
diminishing in the shade; and now suddenly disappeared beside a weir. There was
the noise of a flounce in the water.</p>
<p>‘He has fallen in!’ said Cornelius, starting forward to run for the
place at which his father had vanished.</p>
<p>Joshua, awaking from the stupefied reverie into which he had sunk, rushed to
the other’s side before he had taken ten steps. ‘Stop, stop, what
are you thinking of?’ he whispered hoarsely, grasping Cornelius’s
arm.</p>
<p>‘Pulling him out!’</p>
<p>‘Yes, yes—so am I. But—wait a moment—’</p>
<p>‘But, Joshua!’</p>
<p>‘Her life and happiness, you know—Cornelius—and your
reputation and mine—and our chance of rising together, all
three—’</p>
<p>He clutched his brother’s arm to the bone; and as they stood breathless
the splashing and floundering in the weir continued; over it they saw the
hopeful lights from the manor-house conservatory winking through the trees as
their bare branches waved to and fro.</p>
<p>The floundering and splashing grew weaker, and they could hear gurgling words:
‘Help—I’m drownded! Rosie—Rosie!’</p>
<p>‘We’ll go—we must save him. O Joshua!’</p>
<p>‘Yes, yes! we must!’</p>
<p>Still they did not move, but waited, holding each other, each thinking the same
thought. Weights of lead seemed to be affixed to their feet, which would no
longer obey their wills. The mead became silent. Over it they fancied they
could see figures moving in the conservatory. The air up there seemed to emit
gentle kisses.</p>
<p>Cornelius started forward at last, and Joshua almost simultaneously. Two or
three minutes brought them to the brink of the stream. At first they could see
nothing in the water, though it was not so deep nor the night so dark but that
their father’s light kerseymere coat would have been visible if he had
lain at the bottom. Joshua looked this way and that.</p>
<p>‘He has drifted into the culvert,’ he said.</p>
<p>Below the foot-bridge of the weir the stream suddenly narrowed to half its
width, to pass under a barrel arch or culvert constructed for waggons to cross
into the middle of the mead in haymaking time. It being at present the season
of high water the arch was full to the crown, against which the ripples clucked
every now and then. At this point he had just caught sight of a pale object
slipping under. In a moment it was gone.</p>
<p>They went to the lower end, but nothing emerged. For a long time they tried at
both ends to effect some communication with the interior, but to no purpose.</p>
<p>‘We ought to have come sooner!’ said the conscience-stricken
Cornelius, when they were quite exhausted, and dripping wet.</p>
<p>‘I suppose we ought,’ replied Joshua heavily. He perceived his
father’s walking-stick on the bank; hastily picking it up he stuck it
into the mud among the sedge. Then they went on.</p>
<p>‘Shall we—say anything about this accident?’ whispered
Cornelius as they approached the door of Joshua’s house.</p>
<p>‘What’s the use? It can do no good. We must wait until he is
found.’</p>
<p>They went indoors and changed their clothes; after which they started for the
manor-house, reaching it about ten o’clock. Besides their sister there
were only three guests; an adjoining landowner and his wife, and the infirm old
rector.</p>
<p>Rosa, although she had parted from them so recently, grasped their hands in an
ecstatic, brimming, joyful manner, as if she had not seen them for years.
‘You look pale,’ she said.</p>
<p>The brothers answered that they had had a long walk, and were somewhat tired.
Everybody in the room seemed charged full with some sort of interesting
knowledge: the squire’s neighbour and his wife looked wisely around; and
Fellmer himself played the part of host with a preoccupied bearing which
approached fervour. They left at eleven, not accepting the carriage offered,
the distance being so short and the roads dry. The squire came rather farther
into the dark with them than he need have done, and wished Rosa good-night in a
mysterious manner, slightly apart from the rest.</p>
<p>When they were walking along Joshua said, with desperate attempt at joviality,
‘Rosa, what’s going on?’</p>
<p>‘O, I—’ she began between a gasp and a bound.
‘He—’</p>
<p>‘Never mind—if it disturbs you.’</p>
<p>She was so excited that she could not speak connectedly at first, the practised
air which she had brought home with her having disappeared. Calming herself she
added, ‘I am not disturbed, and nothing has happened. Only he said he
wanted to ask me <i>something</i>, some day; and I said never mind that now. He
hasn’t asked yet, and is coming to speak to you about it. He would have
done so to-night, only I asked him not to be in a hurry. But he will come
to-morrow, I am sure!’</p>
<h3>CHAPTER V</h3>
<p>It was summer-time, six months later, and mowers and haymakers were at work in
the meads. The manor-house, being opposite them, frequently formed a peg for
conversation during these operations; and the doings of the squire, and the
squire’s young wife, the curate’s sister—who was at present
the admired of most of them, and the interest of all—met with their due
amount of criticism.</p>
<p>Rosa was happy, if ever woman could be said to be so. She had not learnt the
fate of her father, and sometimes wondered—perhaps with a sense of
relief—why he did not write to her from his supposed home in Canada. Her
brother Joshua had been presented to a living in a small town, shortly after
her marriage, and Cornelius had thereupon succeeded to the vacant curacy of
Narrobourne.</p>
<p>These two had awaited in deep suspense the discovery of their father’s
body; and yet the discovery had not been made. Every day they expected a man or
a boy to run up from the meads with the intelligence; but he had never come.
Days had accumulated to weeks and months; the wedding had come and gone: Joshua
had tolled and read himself in at his new parish; and never a shout of
amazement over the millwright’s remains.</p>
<p>But now, in June, when they were mowing the meads, the hatches had to be drawn
and the water let out of its channels for the convenience of the mowers. It was
thus that the discovery was made. A man, stooping low with his scythe, caught a
view of the culvert lengthwise, and saw something entangled in the recently
bared weeds of its bed. A day or two after there was an inquest; but the body
was unrecognizable. Fish and flood had been busy with the millwright; he had no
watch or marked article which could be identified; and a verdict of the
accidental drowning of a person unknown settled the matter.</p>
<p>As the body was found in Narrobourne parish, there it had to be buried.
Cornelius wrote to Joshua, begging him to come and read the service, or to send
some one; he himself could not do it. Rather than let in a stranger Joshua
came, and silently scanned the coroner’s order handed him by the
undertaker:—</p>
<p>‘I, Henry Giles, Coroner for the Mid-Division of Outer Wessex, do hereby
order the Burial of the Body now shown to the Inquest Jury as the Body of an
Adult Male Person Unknown . . . ,’ etc.</p>
<p>Joshua Halborough got through the service in some way, and rejoined his brother
Cornelius at his house. Neither accepted an invitation to lunch at their
sister’s; they wished to discuss parish matters together. In the
afternoon she came down, though they had already called on her, and had not
expected to see her again. Her bright eyes, brown hair, flowery bonnet,
lemon-coloured gloves, and flush beauty, were like an irradiation into the
apartment, which they in their gloom could hardly bear.</p>
<p>‘I forgot to tell you,’ she said, ‘of a curious thing which
happened to me a month or two before my marriage—something which I have
thought may have had a connection with the accident to the poor man you have
buried to-day. It was on that evening I was at the manor-house waiting for you
to fetch me; I was in the winter-garden with Albert, and we were sitting silent
together, when we fancied we heard a cry. We opened the door, and while Albert
ran to fetch his hat, leaving me standing there, the cry was repeated, and my
excited senses made me think I heard my own name. When Albert came back all was
silent, and we decided that it was only a drunken shout, and not a cry for
help. We both forgot the incident, and it never has occurred to me till since
the funeral to-day that it might have been this stranger’s cry. The name
of course was only fancy, or he might have had a wife or child with a name
something like mine, poor man!’</p>
<p>When she was gone the brothers were silent till Cornelius said, ‘Now mark
this, Joshua. Sooner or later she’ll know.’</p>
<p>‘How?’</p>
<p>‘From one of us. Do you think human hearts are iron-cased safes, that you
suppose we can keep this secret for ever?’</p>
<p>‘Yes, I think they are, sometimes,’ said Joshua.</p>
<p>‘No. It will out. We shall tell.’</p>
<p>‘What, and ruin her—kill her? Disgrace her children, and pull down
the whole auspicious house of Fellmer about our ears? No! May I—drown
where he was drowned before I do it! Never, never. Surely you can say the same,
Cornelius!’</p>
<p>Cornelius seemed fortified, and no more was said. For a long time after that
day he did not see Joshua, and before the next year was out a son and heir was
born to the Fellmers. The villagers rang the three bells every evening for a
week and more, and were made merry by Mr. Fellmer’s ale; and when the
christening came on Joshua paid Narrobourne another visit.</p>
<p>Among all the people who assembled on that day the brother clergymen were the
least interested. Their minds were haunted by a spirit in kerseymere in the
evening they walked together in the fields.</p>
<p>‘She’s all right,’ said Joshua. ‘But here are you doing
journey-work, Cornelius, and likely to continue at it till the end of the day,
as far as I can see. I, too, with my petty living—what am I after all? .
. . To tell the truth, the Church is a poor forlorn hope for people without
influence, particularly when their enthusiasm begins to flag. A social
regenerator has a better chance outside, where he is unhampered by dogma and
tradition. As for me, I would rather have gone on mending mills, with my crust
of bread and liberty.’</p>
<p>Almost automatically they had bent their steps along the margin of the river;
they now paused. They were standing on the brink of the well-known weir. There
were the hatches, there was the culvert; they could see the pebbly bed of the
stream through the pellucid water. The notes of the church-bells were audible,
still jangled by the enthusiastic villagers.</p>
<p>‘Why see—it was there I hid his walking-stick!’ said Joshua,
looking towards the sedge. The next moment, during a passing breeze, something
flashed white on the spot to which the attention of Cornelius was drawn.</p>
<p>From the sedge rose a straight little silver-poplar, and it was the leaves of
this sapling which caused the flicker of whiteness.</p>
<p>‘His walking-stick has grown!’ Joshua added. ‘It was a rough
one—cut from the hedge, I remember.’</p>
<p>At every puff of wind the tree turned white, till they could not bear to look
at it; and they walked away.</p>
<p>‘I see him every night,’ Cornelius murmured . . . ‘Ah, we
read our <i>Hebrews</i> to little account, Jos!
Υπέμεινε
σταυρον,
αισχυνης
καταφρονησας.
To have endured the cross, despising the shame—there lay greatness! But
now I often feel that I should like to put an end to trouble here in this
self-same spot.’</p>
<p>‘I have thought of it myself,’ said Joshua.</p>
<p>‘Perhaps we shall, some day,’ murmured his brother.
‘Perhaps,’ said Joshua moodily.</p>
<p>With that contingency to consider in the silence of their nights and days they
bent their steps homewards.</p>
<p><i>December</i> 1888.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap04"></SPAN>ON THE WESTERN CIRCUIT</h2>
<h3>CHAPTER I</h3>
<p>The man who played the disturbing part in the two quiet lives hereafter
depicted—no great man, in any sense, by the way—first had knowledge
of them on an October evening, in the city of Melchester. He had been standing
in the Close, vainly endeavouring to gain amid the darkness a glimpse of the
most homogeneous pile of mediæval architecture in England, which towered
and tapered from the damp and level sward in front of him. While he stood the
presence of the Cathedral walls was revealed rather by the ear than by the
eyes; he could not see them, but they reflected sharply a roar of sound which
entered the Close by a street leading from the city square, and, falling upon
the building, was flung back upon him.</p>
<p>He postponed till the morrow his attempt to examine the deserted edifice, and
turned his attention to the noise. It was compounded of steam barrel-organs,
the clanging of gongs, the ringing of hand-bells, the clack of rattles, and the
undistinguishable shouts of men. A lurid light hung in the air in the direction
of the tumult. Thitherward he went, passing under the arched gateway, along a
straight street, and into the square.</p>
<p>He might have searched Europe over for a greater contrast between juxtaposed
scenes. The spectacle was that of the eighth chasm of the Inferno as to colour
and flame, and, as to mirth, a development of the Homeric heaven. A smoky
glare, of the complexion of brass-filings, ascended from the fiery tongues of
innumerable naphtha lamps affixed to booths, stalls, and other temporary
erections which crowded the spacious market-square. In front of this
irradiation scores of human figures, more or less in profile, were darting
athwart and across, up, down, and around, like gnats against a sunset.</p>
<p>Their motions were so rhythmical that they seemed to be moved by machinery. And
it presently appeared that they were moved by machinery indeed; the figures
being those of the patrons of swings, see-saws, flying-leaps, above all of the
three steam roundabouts which occupied the centre of the position. It was from
the latter that the din of steam-organs came.</p>
<p>Throbbing humanity in full light was, on second thoughts, better than
architecture in the dark. The young man, lighting a short pipe, and putting his
hat on one side and one hand in his pocket, to throw himself into harmony with
his new environment, drew near to the largest and most patronized of the steam
circuses, as the roundabouts were called by their owners. This was one of
brilliant finish, and it was now in full revolution. The musical instrument
around which and to whose tones the riders revolved, directed its
trumpet-mouths of brass upon the young man, and the long plate-glass mirrors
set at angles, which revolved with the machine, flashed the gyrating personages
and hobby horses kaleidoscopically into his eyes.</p>
<p>It could now be seen that he was unlike the majority of the crowd. A
gentlemanly young fellow, one of the species found in large towns only, and
London particularly, built on delicate lines, well, though not fashionably
dressed, he appeared to belong to the professional class; he had nothing square
or practical about his look, much that was curvilinear and sensuous. Indeed,
some would have called him a man not altogether typical of the middle-class
male of a century wherein sordid ambition is the master-passion that seems to
be taking the time-honoured place of love.</p>
<p>The revolving figures passed before his eyes with an unexpected and quiet grace
in a throng whose natural movements did not suggest gracefulness or quietude as
a rule. By some contrivance there was imparted to each of the hobby-horses a
motion which was really the triumph and perfection of roundabout
inventiveness—a galloping rise and fall, so timed that, of each pair of
steeds, one was on the spring while the other was on the pitch. The riders were
quite fascinated by these equine undulations in this most delightful
holiday-game of our times. There were riders as young as six, and as old as
sixty years, with every age between. At first it was difficult to catch a
personality, but by and by the observer’s eyes centred on the prettiest
girl out of the several pretty ones revolving.</p>
<p>It was not that one with the light frock and light hat whom he had been at
first attracted by; no, it was the one with the black cape, grey skirt, light
gloves and—no, not even she, but the one behind her; she with the crimson
skirt, dark jacket, brown hat and brown gloves. Unmistakably that was the
prettiest girl.</p>
<p>Having finally selected her, this idle spectator studied her as well as he was
able during each of her brief transits across his visual field. She was
absolutely unconscious of everything save the act of riding: her features were
rapt in an ecstatic dreaminess; for the moment she did not know her age or her
history or her lineaments, much less her troubles. He himself was full of vague
latter-day glooms and popular melancholies, and it was a refreshing sensation
to behold this young thing then and there, absolutely as happy as if she were
in a Paradise.</p>
<p>Dreading the moment when the inexorable stoker, grimily lurking behind the
glittering rococo-work, should decide that this set of riders had had their
pennyworth, and bring the whole concern of steam-engine, horses, mirrors,
trumpets, drums, cymbals, and such-like to pause and silence, he waited for her
every reappearance, glancing indifferently over the intervening forms,
including the two plainer girls, the old woman and child, the two youngsters,
the newly-married couple, the old man with a clay pipe, the sparkish youth with
a ring, the young ladies in the chariot, the pair of journeyman-carpenters, and
others, till his select country beauty followed on again in her place. He had
never seen a fairer product of nature, and at each round she made a deeper mark
in his sentiments. The stoppage then came, and the sighs of the riders were
audible.</p>
<p>He moved round to the place at which he reckoned she would alight; but she
retained her seat. The empty saddles began to refill, and she plainly was
deciding to have another turn. The young man drew up to the side of her steed,
and pleasantly asked her if she had enjoyed her ride.</p>
<p>‘O yes!’ she said, with dancing eyes. ‘It has been quite
unlike anything I have ever felt in my life before!’</p>
<p>It was not difficult to fall into conversation with her. Unreserved—too
unreserved—by nature, she was not experienced enough to be reserved by
art, and after a little coaxing she answered his remarks readily. She had come
to live in Melchester from a village on the Great Plain, and this was the first
time that she had ever seen a steam-circus; she could not understand how such
wonderful machines were made. She had come to the city on the invitation of
Mrs. Harnham, who had taken her into her household to train her as a servant,
if she showed any aptitude. Mrs. Harnham was a young lady who before she
married had been Miss Edith White, living in the country near the
speaker’s cottage; she was now very kind to her through knowing her in
childhood so well. She was even taking the trouble to educate her. Mrs. Harnham
was the only friend she had in the world, and being without children had wished
to have her near her in preference to anybody else, though she had only lately
come; allowed her to do almost as she liked, and to have a holiday whenever she
asked for it. The husband of this kind young lady was a rich wine-merchant of
the town, but Mrs. Harnham did not care much about him. In the daytime you
could see the house from where they were talking. She, the speaker, liked
Melchester better than the lonely country, and she was going to have a new hat
for next Sunday that was to cost fifteen and ninepence.</p>
<p>Then she inquired of her acquaintance where he lived, and he told her in
London, that ancient and smoky city, where everybody lived who lived at all,
and died because they could not live there. He came into Wessex two or three
times a year for professional reasons; he had arrived from Wintoncester
yesterday, and was going on into the next county in a day or two. For one thing
he did like the country better than the town, and it was because it contained
such girls as herself.</p>
<p>Then the pleasure-machine started again, and, to the light-hearted girl, the
figure of the handsome young man, the market-square with its lights and crowd,
the houses beyond, and the world at large, began moving round as before,
countermoving in the revolving mirrors on her right hand, she being as it were
the fixed point in an undulating, dazzling, lurid universe, in which loomed
forward most prominently of all the form of her late interlocutor. Each time
that she approached the half of her orbit that lay nearest him they gazed at
each other with smiles, and with that unmistakable expression which means so
little at the moment, yet so often leads up to passion, heart-ache, union,
disunion, devotion, overpopulation, drudgery, content, resignation, despair.</p>
<p>When the horses slowed anew he stepped to her side and proposed another heat.
‘Hang the expense for once,’ he said. ‘I’ll pay!’</p>
<p>She laughed till the tears came.</p>
<p>‘Why do you laugh, dear?’ said he.</p>
<p>‘Because—you are so genteel that you must have plenty of money, and
only say that for fun!’ she returned.</p>
<p>‘Ha-ha!’ laughed the young man in unison, and gallantly producing
his money she was enabled to whirl on again.</p>
<p>As he stood smiling there in the motley crowd, with his pipe in his hand, and
clad in the rough pea-jacket and wideawake that he had put on for his stroll,
who would have supposed him to be Charles Bradford Raye, Esquire,
stuff-gownsman, educated at Wintoncester, called to the Bar at
Lincoln’s-Inn, now going the Western Circuit, merely detained in
Melchester by a small arbitration after his brethren had moved on to the next
county-town?</p>
<h3>CHAPTER II</h3>
<p>The square was overlooked from its remoter corner by the house of which the
young girl had spoken, a dignified residence of considerable size, having
several windows on each floor. Inside one of these, on the first floor, the
apartment being a large drawing-room, sat a lady, in appearance from
twenty-eight to thirty years of age. The blinds were still undrawn, and the
lady was absently surveying the weird scene without, her cheek resting on her
hand. The room was unlit from within, but enough of the glare from the
market-place entered it to reveal the lady’s face. She was what is called
an interesting creature rather than a handsome woman; dark-eyed, thoughtful,
and with sensitive lips.</p>
<p>A man sauntered into the room from behind and came forward.</p>
<p>‘O, Edith, I didn’t see you,’ he said. ‘Why are you
sitting here in the dark?’</p>
<p>‘I am looking at the fair,’ replied the lady in a languid voice.</p>
<p>‘Oh? Horrid nuisance every year! I wish it could be put a stop to’</p>
<p>‘I like it.’</p>
<p>‘H’m. There’s no accounting for taste.’</p>
<p>For a moment he gazed from the window with her, for politeness sake, and then
went out again.</p>
<p>In a few minutes she rang.</p>
<p>‘Hasn’t Anna come in?’ asked Mrs. Harnham.</p>
<p>‘No m’m.’</p>
<p>‘She ought to be in by this time. I meant her to go for ten minutes
only.’</p>
<p>‘Shall I go and look for her, m’m?’ said the house-maid
alertly.</p>
<p>‘No. It is not necessary: she is a good girl and will come soon.’</p>
<p>However, when the servant had gone Mrs. Harnham arose, went up to her room,
cloaked and bonneted herself, and proceeded downstairs, where she found her
husband.</p>
<p>‘I want to see the fair,’ she said; ‘and I am going to look
for Anna. I have made myself responsible for her, and must see she comes to no
harm. She ought to be indoors. Will you come with me?’</p>
<p>‘Oh, she’s all right. I saw her on one of those whirligig things,
talking to her young man as I came in. But I’ll go if you wish, though
I’d rather go a hundred miles the other way.’</p>
<p>‘Then please do so. I shall come to no harm alone.’</p>
<p>She left the house and entered the crowd which thronged the market-place, where
she soon discovered Anna, seated on the revolving horse. As soon as it stopped
Mrs. Harnham advanced and said severely, ‘Anna, how can you be such a
wild girl? You were only to be out for ten minutes.’</p>
<p>Anna looked blank, and the young man, who had dropped into the background, came
to her assistance.</p>
<p>‘Please don’t blame her,’ he said politely. ‘It is my
fault that she has stayed. She looked so graceful on the horse that I induced
her to go round again. I assure you that she has been quite safe.’</p>
<p>‘In that case I’ll leave her in your hands,’ said Mrs.
Harnham, turning to retrace her steps.</p>
<p>But this for the moment it was not so easy to do. Something had attracted the
crowd to a spot in their rear, and the wine-merchant’s wife, caught by
its sway, found herself pressed against Anna’s acquaintance without power
to move away. Their faces were within a few inches of each other, his breath
fanned her cheek as well as Anna’s. They could do no other than smile at
the accident; but neither spoke, and each waited passively. Mrs. Harnham then
felt a man’s hand clasping her fingers, and from the look of
consciousness on the young fellow’s face she knew the hand to be his: she
also knew that from the position of the girl he had no other thought than that
the imprisoned hand was Anna’s. What prompted her to refrain from
undeceiving him she could hardly tell. Not content with holding the hand, he
playfully slipped two of his fingers inside her glove, against her palm. Thus
matters continued till the pressure lessened; but several minutes passed before
the crowd thinned sufficiently to allow Mrs. Harnham to withdraw.</p>
<p>‘How did they get to know each other, I wonder?’ she mused as she
retreated. ‘Anna is really very forward—and he very wicked and
nice.’</p>
<p>She was so gently stirred with the stranger’s manner and voice, with the
tenderness of his idle touch, that instead of re-entering the house she turned
back again and observed the pair from a screened nook. Really she argued (being
little less impulsive than Anna herself) it was very excusable in Anna to
encourage him, however she might have contrived to make his acquaintance; he
was so gentlemanly, so fascinating, had such beautiful eyes. The thought that
he was several years her junior produced a reasonless sigh.</p>
<p>At length the couple turned from the roundabout towards the door of Mrs.
Harnham’s house, and the young man could be heard saying that he would
accompany her home. Anna, then, had found a lover, apparently a very devoted
one. Mrs. Harnham was quite interested in him. When they drew near the door of
the wine-merchant’s house, a comparatively deserted spot by this time,
they stood invisible for a little while in the shadow of a wall, where they
separated, Anna going on to the entrance, and her acquaintance returning across
the square.</p>
<p>‘Anna,’ said Mrs. Harnham, coming up. ‘I’ve been
looking at you! That young man kissed you at parting I am almost sure.’</p>
<p>‘Well,’ stammered Anna; ‘he said, if I didn’t
mind—it would do me no harm, and, and, him a great deal of good!’</p>
<p>‘Ah, I thought so! And he was a stranger till to-night?’</p>
<p>‘Yes ma’am.’</p>
<p>‘Yet I warrant you told him your name and every thing about
yourself?’</p>
<p>‘He asked me.’</p>
<p>‘But he didn’t tell you his?’</p>
<p>‘Yes ma’am, he did!’ cried Anna victoriously. ‘It is
Charles Bradford, of London.’</p>
<p>‘Well, if he’s respectable, of course I’ve nothing to say
against your knowing him,’ remarked her mistress, prepossessed, in spite
of general principles, in the young man’s favour. ‘But I must
reconsider all that, if he attempts to renew your acquaintance. A country-bred
girl like you, who has never lived in Melchester till this month, who had
hardly ever seen a black-coated man till you came here, to be so sharp as to
capture a young Londoner like him!’</p>
<p>‘I didn’t capture him. I didn’t do anything,’ said
Anna, in confusion.</p>
<p>When she was indoors and alone Mrs. Harnham thought what a well-bred and
chivalrous young man Anna’s companion had seemed. There had been a magic
in his wooing touch of her hand; and she wondered how he had come to be
attracted by the girl.</p>
<p>The next morning the emotional Edith Harnham went to the usual week-day service
in Melchester cathedral. In crossing the Close through the fog she again
perceived him who had interested her the previous evening, gazing up
thoughtfully at the high-piled architecture of the nave: and as soon as she had
taken her seat he entered and sat down in a stall opposite hers.</p>
<p>He did not particularly heed her; but Mrs. Harnham was continually occupying
her eyes with him, and wondered more than ever what had attracted him in her
unfledged maid-servant. The mistress was almost as unaccustomed as the maiden
herself to the end-of-the-age young man, or she might have wondered less. Raye,
having looked about him awhile, left abruptly, without regard to the service
that was proceeding; and Mrs. Harnham—lonely, impressionable creature
that she was—took no further interest in praising the Lord. She wished
she had married a London man who knew the subtleties of love-making as they
were evidently known to him who had mistakenly caressed her hand.</p>
<h3>CHAPTER III</h3>
<p>The calendar at Melchester had been light, occupying the court only a few
hours; and the assizes at Casterbridge, the next county-town on the Western
Circuit, having no business for Raye, he had not gone thither. At the next town
after that they did not open till the following Monday, trials to begin on
Tuesday morning. In the natural order of things Raye would have arrived at the
latter place on Monday afternoon; but it was not till the middle of Wednesday
that his gown and grey wig, curled in tiers, in the best fashion of Assyrian
bas-reliefs, were seen blowing and bobbing behind him as he hastily walked up
the High Street from his lodgings. But though he entered the assize building
there was nothing for him to do, and sitting at the blue baize table in the
well of the court, he mended pens with a mind far away from the case in
progress. Thoughts of unpremeditated conduct, of which a week earlier he would
not have believed himself capable, threw him into a mood of dissatisfied
depression.</p>
<p>He had contrived to see again the pretty rural maiden Anna, the day after the
fair, had walked out of the city with her to the earthworks of Old Melchester,
and feeling a violent fancy for her, had remained in Melchester all Sunday,
Monday, and Tuesday; by persuasion obtaining walks and meetings with the girl
six or seven times during the interval; had in brief won her, body and soul.</p>
<p>He supposed it must have been owing to the seclusion in which he had lived of
late in town that he had given way so unrestrainedly to a passion for an
artless creature whose inexperience had, from the first, led her to place
herself unreservedly in his hands. Much he deplored trifling with her feelings
for the sake of a passing desire; and he could only hope that she might not
live to suffer on his account.</p>
<p>She had begged him to come to her again; entreated him; wept. He had promised
that he would do so, and he meant to carry out that promise. He could not
desert her now. Awkward as such unintentional connections were, the interspace
of a hundred miles—which to a girl of her limited capabilities was like a
thousand—would effectually hinder this summer fancy from greatly
encumbering his life; while thought of her simple love might do him the
negative good of keeping him from idle pleasures in town when he wished to work
hard. His circuit journeys would take him to Melchester three or four times a
year; and then he could always see her.</p>
<p>The pseudonym, or rather partial name, that he had given her as his before
knowing how far the acquaintance was going to carry him, had been spoken on the
spur of the moment, without any ulterior intention whatever. He had not
afterwards disturbed Anna’s error, but on leaving her he had felt bound
to give her an address at a stationer’s not far from his chambers, at
which she might write to him under the initials ‘C. B.’</p>
<p>In due time Raye returned to his London abode, having called at Melchester on
his way and spent a few additional hours with his fascinating child of nature.
In town he lived monotonously every day. Often he and his rooms were enclosed
by a tawny fog from all the world besides, and when he lighted the gas to read
or write by, his situation seemed so unnatural that he would look into the fire
and think of that trusting girl at Melchester again and again. Often, oppressed
by absurd fondness for her, he would enter the dim religious nave of the Law
Courts by the north door, elbow other juniors habited like himself, and like
him unretained; edge himself into this or that crowded court where a
sensational case was going on, just as if he were in it, though the police
officers at the door knew as well as he knew himself that he had no more
concern with the business in hand than the patient idlers at the gallery-door
outside, who had waited to enter since eight in the morning because, like him,
they belonged to the classes that live on expectation. But he would do these
things to no purpose, and think how greatly the characters in such scenes
contrasted with the pink and breezy Anna.</p>
<p>An unexpected feature in that peasant maiden’s conduct was that she had
not as yet written to him, though he had told her she might do so if she
wished. Surely a young creature had never before been so reticent in such
circumstances. At length he sent her a brief line, positively requesting her to
write. There was no answer by the return post, but the day after a letter in a
neat feminine hand, and bearing the Melchester post-mark, was handed to him by
the stationer.</p>
<p>The fact alone of its arrival was sufficient to satisfy his imaginative
sentiment. He was not anxious to open the epistle, and in truth did not begin
to read it for nearly half-an-hour, anticipating readily its terms of
passionate retrospect and tender adjuration. When at last he turned his feet to
the fireplace and unfolded the sheet, he was surprised and pleased to find that
neither extravagance nor vulgarity was there. It was the most charming little
missive he had ever received from woman. To be sure the language was simple and
the ideas were slight; but it was so self-possessed; so purely that of a young
girl who felt her womanhood to be enough for her dignity that he read it
through twice. Four sides were filled, and a few lines written across, after
the fashion of former days; the paper, too, was common, and not of the latest
shade and surface. But what of those things? He had received letters from women
who were fairly called ladies, but never so sensible, so human a letter as
this. He could not single out any one sentence and say it was at all remarkable
or clever; the <i>ensemble</i> of the letter it was which won him; and beyond
the one request that he would write or come to her again soon there was nothing
to show her sense of a claim upon him.</p>
<p>To write again and develop a correspondence was the last thing Raye would have
preconceived as his conduct in such a situation; yet he did send a short,
encouraging line or two, signed with his pseudonym, in which he asked for
another letter, and cheeringly promised that he would try to see her again on
some near day, and would never forget how much they had been to each other
during their short acquaintance.</p>
<h3>CHAPTER IV</h3>
<p>To return now to the moment at which Anna, at Melchester, had received
Raye’s letter.</p>
<p>It had been put into her own hand by the postman on his morning rounds. She
flushed down to her neck on receipt of it, and turned it over and over.
‘It is mine?’ she said.</p>
<p>‘Why, yes, can’t you see it is?’ said the postman, smiling as
he guessed the nature of the document and the cause of the confusion.</p>
<p>‘O yes, of course!’ replied Anna, looking at the letter, forcedly
tittering, and blushing still more.</p>
<p>Her look of embarrassment did not leave her with the postman’s departure.
She opened the envelope, kissed its contents, put away the letter in her
pocket, and remained musing till her eyes filled with tears.</p>
<p>A few minutes later she carried up a cup of tea to Mrs. Harnham in her
bed-chamber. Anna’s mistress looked at her, and said: ‘How dismal
you seem this morning, Anna. What’s the matter?’</p>
<p>‘I’m not dismal, I’m glad; only I—’ She stopped
to stifle a sob.</p>
<p>‘Well?’</p>
<p>‘I’ve got a letter—and what good is it to me, if I
can’t read a word in it!’</p>
<p>‘Why, I’ll read it, child, if necessary.’</p>
<p>‘But this is from somebody—I don’t want anybody to read it
but myself!’ Anna murmured.</p>
<p>‘I shall not tell anybody. Is it from that young man?’</p>
<p>‘I think so.’ Anna slowly produced the letter, saying: ‘Then
will you read it to me, ma’am?’</p>
<p>This was the secret of Anna’s embarrassment and flutterings. She could
neither read nor write. She had grown up under the care of an aunt by marriage,
at one of the lonely hamlets on the Great Mid-Wessex Plain where, even in days
of national education, there had been no school within a distance of two miles.
Her aunt was an ignorant woman; there had been nobody to investigate
Anna’s circumstances, nobody to care about her learning the rudiments;
though, as often in such cases, she had been well fed and clothed and not
unkindly treated. Since she had come to live at Melchester with Mrs. Harnham,
the latter, who took a kindly interest in the girl, had taught her to speak
correctly, in which accomplishment Anna showed considerable readiness, as is
not unusual with the illiterate; and soon became quite fluent in the use of her
mistress’s phraseology. Mrs. Harnham also insisted upon her getting a
spelling and copy book, and beginning to practise in these. Anna was slower in
this branch of her education, and meanwhile here was the letter.</p>
<p>Edith Harnham’s large dark eyes expressed some interest in the contents,
though, in her character of mere interpreter, she threw into her tone as much
as she could of mechanical passiveness. She read the short epistle on to its
concluding sentence, which idly requested Anna to send him a tender answer.</p>
<p>‘Now—you’ll do it for me, won’t you, dear
mistress?’ said Anna eagerly. ‘And you’ll do it as well as
ever you can, please? Because I couldn’t bear him to think I am not able
to do it myself. I should sink into the earth with shame if he knew
that!’</p>
<p>From some words in the letter Mrs. Harnham was led to ask questions, and the
answers she received confirmed her suspicions. Deep concern filled
Edith’s heart at perceiving how the girl had committed her happiness to
the issue of this new-sprung attachment. She blamed herself for not interfering
in a flirtation which had resulted so seriously for the poor little creature in
her charge; though at the time of seeing the pair together she had a feeling
that it was hardly within her province to nip young affection in the bud.
However, what was done could not be undone, and it behoved her now, as
Anna’s only protector, to help her as much as she could. To Anna’s
eager request that she, Mrs. Harnham, should compose and write the answer to
this young London man’s letter, she felt bound to accede, to keep alive
his attachment to the girl if possible; though in other circumstances she might
have suggested the cook as an amanuensis.</p>
<p>A tender reply was thereupon concocted, and set down in Edith Harnham’s
hand. This letter it had been which Raye had received and delighted in. Written
in the presence of Anna it certainly was, and on Anna’s humble
note-paper, and in a measure indited by the young girl; but the life, the
spirit, the individuality, were Edith Harnham’s.</p>
<p>‘Won’t you at least put your name yourself?’ she said.
‘You can manage to write that by this time?’</p>
<p>‘No, no,’ said Anna, shrinking back. ‘I should do it so bad.
He’d be ashamed of me, and never see me again!’</p>
<p>The note, so prettily requesting another from him, had, as we have seen, power
enough in its pages to bring one. He declared it to be such a pleasure to hear
from her that she must write every week. The same process of manufacture was
accordingly repeated by Anna and her mistress, and continued for several weeks
in succession; each letter being penned and suggested by Edith, the girl
standing by; the answer read and commented on by Edith, Anna standing by and
listening again.</p>
<p>Late on a winter evening, after the dispatch of the sixth letter, Mrs. Harnham
was sitting alone by the remains of her fire. Her husband had retired to bed,
and she had fallen into that fixity of musing which takes no count of hour or
temperature. The state of mind had been brought about in Edith by a strange
thing which she had done that day. For the first time since Raye’s visit
Anna had gone to stay over a night or two with her cottage friends on the
Plain, and in her absence had arrived, out of its time, a letter from Raye. To
this Edith had replied on her own responsibility, from the depths of her own
heart, without waiting for her maid’s collaboration. The luxury of
writing to him what would be known to no consciousness but his was great, and
she had indulged herself therein.</p>
<p>Why was it a luxury?</p>
<p>Edith Harnham led a lonely life. Influenced by the belief of the British parent
that a bad marriage with its aversions is better than free womanhood with its
interests, dignity, and leisure, she had consented to marry the elderly
wine-merchant as a <i>pis aller</i>, at the age of seven-and-twenty—some
three years before this date—to find afterwards that she had made a
mistake. That contract had left her still a woman whose deeper nature had never
been stirred.</p>
<p>She was now clearly realizing that she had become possessed to the bottom of
her soul with the image of a man to whom she was hardly so much as a name. From
the first he had attracted her by his looks and voice; by his tender touch;
and, with these as generators, the writing of letter after letter and the
reading of their soft answers had insensibly developed on her side an emotion
which fanned his; till there had resulted a magnetic reciprocity between the
correspondents, notwithstanding that one of them wrote in a character not her
own. That he had been able to seduce another woman in two days was his crowning
though unrecognized fascination for her as the she-animal.</p>
<p>They were her own impassioned and pent-up ideas—lowered to monosyllabic
phraseology in order to keep up the disguise—that Edith put into letters
signed with another name, much to the shallow Anna’s delight, who,
unassisted, could not for the world have conceived such pretty fancies for
winning him, even had she been able to write them. Edith found that it was
these, her own foisted-in sentiments, to which the young barrister mainly
responded. The few sentences occasionally added from Anna’s own lips made
apparently no impression upon him.</p>
<p>The letter-writing in her absence Anna never discovered; but on her return the
next morning she declared she wished to see her lover about something at once,
and begged Mrs. Harnham to ask him to come.</p>
<p>There was a strange anxiety in her manner which did not escape Mrs. Harnham,
and ultimately resolved itself into a flood of tears. Sinking down at
Edith’s knees, she made confession that the result of her relations with
her lover it would soon become necessary to disclose.</p>
<p>Edith Harnham was generous enough to be very far from inclined to cast Anna
adrift at this conjuncture. No true woman ever is so inclined from her own
personal point of view, however prompt she may be in taking such steps to
safeguard those dear to her. Although she had written to Raye so short a time
previously, she instantly penned another Anna-note hinting clearly though
delicately the state of affairs.</p>
<p>Raye replied by a hasty line to say how much he was affected by her news: he
felt that he must run down to see her almost immediately.</p>
<p>But a week later the girl came to her mistress’s room with another note,
which on being read informed her that after all he could not find time for the
journey. Anna was broken with grief; but by Mrs. Harnham’s counsel
strictly refrained from hurling at him the reproaches and bitterness customary
from young women so situated. One thing was imperative: to keep the young
man’s romantic interest in her alive. Rather therefore did Edith, in the
name of her <i>protégée</i>, request him on no account to be
distressed about the looming event, and not to inconvenience himself to hasten
down. She desired above everything to be no weight upon him in his career, no
clog upon his high activities. She had wished him to know what had befallen: he
was to dismiss it again from his mind. Only he must write tenderly as ever, and
when he should come again on the spring circuit it would be soon enough to
discuss what had better be done.</p>
<p>It may well be supposed that Anna’s own feelings had not been quite in
accord with these generous expressions; but the mistress’s judgment had
ruled, and Anna had acquiesced. ‘All I want is that <i>niceness</i> you
can so well put into your letters, my dear, dear mistress, and that I
can’t for the life o’ me make up out of my own head; though I mean
the same thing and feel it exactly when you’ve written it down!’</p>
<p>When the letter had been sent off, and Edith Harnham was left alone, she bowed
herself on the back of her chair and wept.</p>
<p>‘I wish it was mine—I wish it was!’ she murmured. ‘Yet
how can I say such a wicked thing!’</p>
<h3>CHAPTER V</h3>
<p>The letter moved Raye considerably when it reached him. The intelligence itself
had affected him less than her unexpected manner of treating him in relation to
it. The absence of any word of reproach, the devotion to his interests, the
self-sacrifice apparent in every line, all made up a nobility of character that
he had never dreamt of finding in womankind.</p>
<p>‘God forgive me!’ he said tremulously. ‘I have been a wicked
wretch. I did not know she was such a treasure as this!’</p>
<p>He reassured her instantly; declaring that he would not of course desert her,
that he would provide a home for her somewhere. Meanwhile she was to stay where
she was as long as her mistress would allow her.</p>
<p>But a misfortune supervened in this direction. Whether an inkling of
Anna’s circumstances reached the knowledge of Mrs. Harnham’s
husband or not cannot be said, but the girl was compelled, in spite of
Edith’s entreaties, to leave the house. By her own choice she decided to
go back for a while to the cottage on the Plain. This arrangement led to a
consultation as to how the correspondence should be carried on; and in the
girl’s inability to continue personally what had been begun in her name,
and in the difficulty of their acting in concert as heretofore, she requested
Mrs. Harnham—the only well-to-do friend she had in the world—to
receive the letters and reply to them off-hand, sending them on afterwards to
herself on the Plain, where she might at least get some neighbour to read them
to her, if a trustworthy one could be met with. Anna and her box then departed
for the Plain.</p>
<p>Thus it befel that Edith Harnham found herself in the strange position of
having to correspond, under no supervision by the real woman, with a man not
her husband, in terms which were virtually those of a wife, concerning a
condition that was not Edith’s at all; the man being one for whom, mainly
through the sympathies involved in playing this part, she secretly cherished a
predilection, subtle and imaginative truly, but strong and absorbing. She
opened each letter, read it as if intended for herself, and replied from the
promptings of her own heart and no other.</p>
<p>Throughout this correspondence, carried on in the girl’s absence, the
high-strung Edith Harnham lived in the ecstasy of fancy; the vicarious intimacy
engendered such a flow of passionateness as was never exceeded. For
conscience’ sake Edith at first sent on each of his letters to Anna, and
even rough copies of her replies; but later on these so-called copies were much
abridged, and many letters on both sides were not sent on at all.</p>
<p>Though selfish, and, superficially at least, infested with the self-indulgent
vices of artificial society, there was a substratum of honesty and fairness in
Raye’s character. He had really a tender regard for the country girl, and
it grew more tender than ever when he found her apparently capable of
expressing the deepest sensibilities in the simplest words. He meditated, he
wavered; and finally resolved to consult his sister, a maiden lady much older
than himself, of lively sympathies and good intent. In making this confidence
he showed her some of the letters.</p>
<p>‘She seems fairly educated,’ Miss Raye observed. ‘And bright
in ideas. She expresses herself with a taste that must be innate.’</p>
<p>‘Yes. She writes very prettily, doesn’t she, thanks to these
elementary schools?’</p>
<p>‘One is drawn out towards her, in spite of one’s self, poor
thing.’</p>
<p>The upshot of the discussion was that though he had not been directly advised
to do it, Raye wrote, in his real name, what he would never have decided to
write on his own responsibility; namely that he could not live without her, and
would come down in the spring and shelve her looming difficulty by marrying
her.</p>
<p>This bold acceptance of the situation was made known to Anna by Mrs. Harnham
driving out immediately to the cottage on the Plain. Anna jumped for joy like a
little child. And poor, crude directions for answering appropriately were given
to Edith Harnham, who on her return to the city carried them out with warm
intensification.</p>
<p>‘O!’ she groaned, as she threw down the pen. ‘Anna—poor
good little fool—hasn’t intelligence enough to appreciate him! How
should she? While I—don’t bear his child!’</p>
<p>It was now February. The correspondence had continued altogether for four
months; and the next letter from Raye contained incidentally a statement of his
position and prospects. He said that in offering to wed her he had, at first,
contemplated the step of retiring from a profession which hitherto had brought
him very slight emolument, and which, to speak plainly, he had thought might be
difficult of practice after his union with her. But the unexpected mines of
brightness and warmth that her letters had disclosed to be lurking in her sweet
nature had led him to abandon that somewhat sad prospect. He felt sure that,
with her powers of development, after a little private training in the social
forms of London under his supervision, and a little help from a governess if
necessary, she would make as good a professional man’s wife as could be
desired, even if he should rise to the woolsack. Many a Lord Chancellor’s
wife had been less intuitively a lady than she had shown herself to be in her
lines to him.</p>
<p>‘O—poor fellow, poor fellow!’ mourned Edith Harnham.</p>
<p>Her distress now raged as high as her infatuation. It was she who had wrought
him to this pitch—to a marriage which meant his ruin; yet she could not,
in mercy to her maid, do anything to hinder his plan. Anna was coming to
Melchester that week, but she could hardly show the girl this last reply from
the young man; it told too much of the second individuality that had usurped
the place of the first.</p>
<p>Anna came, and her mistress took her into her own room for privacy. Anna began
by saying with some anxiety that she was glad the wedding was so near.</p>
<p>‘O Anna!’ replied Mrs. Harnham. ‘I think we must tell him
all—that I have been doing your writing for you?—lest he should not
know it till after you become his wife, and it might lead to dissension and
recriminations—’</p>
<p>‘O mis’ess, dear mis’ess—please don’t tell him
now!’ cried Anna in distress. ‘If you were to do it, perhaps he
would not marry me; and what should I do then? It would be terrible what would
come to me! And I am getting on with my writing, too. I have brought with me
the copybook you were so good as to give me, and I practise every day, and
though it is so, so hard, I shall do it well at last, I believe, if I keep on
trying.’</p>
<p>Edith looked at the copybook. The copies had been set by herself, and such
progress as the girl had made was in the way of grotesque facsimile of her
mistress’s hand. But even if Edith’s flowing caligraphy were
reproduced the inspiration would be another thing.</p>
<p>‘You do it so beautifully,’ continued Anna, ‘and say all that
I want to say so much better than I could say it, that I do hope you
won’t leave me in the lurch just now!’</p>
<p>‘Very well,’ replied the other. ‘But I—but I thought I
ought not to go on!’</p>
<p>‘Why?’</p>
<p>Her strong desire to confide her sentiments led Edith to answer truly:</p>
<p>‘Because of its effect upon me.’</p>
<p>‘But it <i>can’t</i> have any!’</p>
<p>‘Why, child?’</p>
<p>‘Because you are married already!’ said Anna with lucid simplicity.</p>
<p>‘Of course it can’t,’ said her mistress hastily; yet glad,
despite her conscience, that two or three outpourings still remained to her.
‘But you must concentrate your attention on writing your name as I write
it here.’</p>
<h3>CHAPTER VI</h3>
<p>Soon Raye wrote about the wedding. Having decided to make the best of what he
feared was a piece of romantic folly, he had acquired more zest for the grand
experiment. He wished the ceremony to be in London, for greater privacy. Edith
Harnham would have preferred it at Melchester; Anna was passive. His reasoning
prevailed, and Mrs. Harnham threw herself with mournful zeal into the
preparations for Anna’s departure. In a last desperate feeling that she
must at every hazard be in at the death of her dream, and see once again the
man who by a species of telepathy had exercised such an influence on her, she
offered to go up with Anna and be with her through the ceremony—‘to
see the end of her,’ as her mistress put it with forced gaiety; an offer
which the girl gratefully accepted; for she had no other friend capable of
playing the part of companion and witness, in the presence of a gentlemanly
bridegroom, in such a way as not to hasten an opinion that he had made an
irremediable social blunder.</p>
<p>It was a muddy morning in March when Raye alighted from a four-wheel cab at the
door of a registry-office in the S.W. district of London, and carefully handed
down Anna and her companion Mrs. Harnham. Anna looked attractive in the
somewhat fashionable clothes which Mrs. Harnham had helped her to buy, though
not quite so attractive as, an innocent child, she had appeared in her country
gown on the back of the wooden horse at Melchester Fair.</p>
<p>Mrs. Harnham had come up this morning by an early train, and a young
man—a friend of Raye’s—having met them at the door, all four
entered the registry-office together. Till an hour before this time Raye had
never known the wine-merchant’s wife, except at that first casual
encounter, and in the flutter of the performance before them he had little
opportunity for more than a brief acquaintance. The contract of marriage at a
registry is soon got through; but somehow, during its progress, Raye discovered
a strange and secret gravitation between himself and Anna’s friend.</p>
<p>The formalities of the wedding—or rather ratification of a previous
union—being concluded, the four went in one cab to Raye’s lodgings,
newly taken in a new suburb in preference to a house, the rent of which he
could ill afford just then. Here Anna cut the little cake which Raye had bought
at a pastrycook’s on his way home from Lincoln’s Inn the night
before. But she did not do much besides. Raye’s friend was obliged to
depart almost immediately, and when he had left the only ones virtually present
were Edith and Raye who exchanged ideas with much animation. The conversation
was indeed theirs only, Anna being as a domestic animal who humbly heard but
understood not. Raye seemed startled in awakening to this fact, and began to
feel dissatisfied with her inadequacy.</p>
<p>At last, more disappointed than he cared to own, he said, ‘Mrs. Harnham,
my darling is so flurried that she doesn’t know what she is doing or
saying. I see that after this event a little quietude will be necessary before
she gives tongue to that tender philosophy which she used to treat me to in her
letters.’</p>
<p>They had planned to start early that afternoon for Knollsea, to spend the few
opening days of their married life there, and as the hour for departure was
drawing near Raye asked his wife if she would go to the writing-desk in the
next room and scribble a little note to his sister, who had been unable to
attend through indisposition, informing her that the ceremony was over,
thanking her for her little present, and hoping to know her well now that she
was the writer’s sister as well as Charles’s.</p>
<p>‘Say it in the pretty poetical way you know so well how to adopt,’
he added, ‘for I want you particularly to win her, and both of you to be
dear friends.’</p>
<p>Anna looked uneasy, but departed to her task, Raye remaining to talk to their
guest. Anna was a long while absent, and her husband suddenly rose and went to
her.</p>
<p>He found her still bending over the writing-table, with tears brimming up in
her eyes; and he looked down upon the sheet of note-paper with some interest,
to discover with what tact she had expressed her good-will in the delicate
circumstances. To his surprise she had progressed but a few lines, in the
characters and spelling of a child of eight, and with the ideas of a goose.</p>
<p>‘Anna,’ he said, staring; ‘what’s this?’</p>
<p>‘It only means—that I can’t do it any better!’ she
answered, through her tears.</p>
<p>‘Eh? Nonsense!’</p>
<p>‘I can’t!’ she insisted, with miserable, sobbing hardihood.
‘I—I—didn’t write those letters, Charles! I only told
<i>her</i> what to write! And not always that! But I am learning, O so fast, my
dear, dear husband! And you’ll forgive me, won’t you, for not
telling you before?’ She slid to her knees, abjectly clasped his waist
and laid her face against him.</p>
<p>He stood a few moments, raised her, abruptly turned, and shut the door upon
her, rejoining Edith in the drawing-room. She saw that something untoward had
been discovered, and their eyes remained fixed on each other.</p>
<p>‘Do I guess rightly?’ he asked, with wan quietude.
‘<i>You</i> were her scribe through all this?’</p>
<p>‘It was necessary,’ said Edith.</p>
<p>‘Did she dictate every word you ever wrote to me?’</p>
<p>‘Not every word.’</p>
<p>‘In fact, very little?’</p>
<p>‘Very little.’</p>
<p>‘You wrote a great part of those pages every week from your own
conceptions, though in her name!’</p>
<p>‘Yes.’</p>
<p>‘Perhaps you wrote many of the letters when you were alone, without
communication with her?’</p>
<p>‘I did.’</p>
<p>He turned to the bookcase, and leant with his hand over his face; and Edith,
seeing his distress, became white as a sheet.</p>
<p>‘You have deceived me—ruined me!’ he murmured.</p>
<p>‘O, don’t say it!’ she cried in her anguish, jumping up and
putting her hand on his shoulder. ‘I can’t bear that!’</p>
<p>‘Delighting me deceptively! Why did you do it—<i>why</i> did
you!’</p>
<p>‘I began doing it in kindness to her! How could I do otherwise than try
to save such a simple girl from misery? But I admit that I continued it for
pleasure to myself.’</p>
<p>Raye looked up. ‘Why did it give you pleasure?’ he asked.</p>
<p>‘I must not tell,’ said she.</p>
<p>He continued to regard her, and saw that her lips suddenly began to quiver
under his scrutiny, and her eyes to fill and droop. She started aside, and said
that she must go to the station to catch the return train: could a cab be
called immediately?</p>
<p>But Raye went up to her, and took her unresisting hand. ‘Well, to think
of such a thing as this!’ he said. ‘Why, you and I are
friends—lovers—devoted lovers—by correspondence!’</p>
<p>‘Yes; I suppose.’</p>
<p>‘More.’</p>
<p>‘More?’</p>
<p>‘Plainly more. It is no use blinking that. Legally I have married
her—God help us both!—in soul and spirit I have married you, and no
other woman in the world!’</p>
<p>‘Hush!’</p>
<p>‘But I will not hush! Why should you try to disguise the full truth, when
you have already owned half of it? Yes, it is between you and me that the bond
is—not between me and her! Now I’ll say no more. But, O my cruel
one, I think I have one claim upon you!’</p>
<p>She did not say what, and he drew her towards him, and bent over her. ‘If
it was all pure invention in those letters,’ he said emphatically,
‘give me your cheek only. If you meant what you said, let it be lips. It
is for the first and last time, remember!’</p>
<p>She put up her mouth, and he kissed her long. ‘You forgive me?’ she
said crying.</p>
<p>‘Yes.’</p>
<p>‘But you are ruined!’</p>
<p>‘What matter!’ he said shrugging his shoulders. ‘It serves me
right!’</p>
<p>She withdrew, wiped her eyes, entered and bade good-bye to Anna, who had not
expected her to go so soon, and was still wrestling with the letter. Raye
followed Edith downstairs, and in three minutes she was in a hansom driving to
the Waterloo station.</p>
<p>He went back to his wife. ‘Never mind the letter, Anna, to-day,’ he
said gently. ‘Put on your things. We, too, must be off shortly.’</p>
<p>The simple girl, upheld by the sense that she was indeed married, showed her
delight at finding that he was as kind as ever after the disclosure. She did
not know that before his eyes he beheld as it were a galley, in which he, the
fastidious urban, was chained to work for the remainder of his life, with her,
the unlettered peasant, chained to his side.</p>
<p>Edith travelled back to Melchester that day with a face that showed the very
stupor of grief; her lips still tingling from the desperate pressure of his
kiss. The end of her impassioned dream had come. When at dusk she reached the
Melchester station her husband was there to meet her, but in his
perfunctoriness and her preoccupation they did not see each other, and she went
out of the station alone.</p>
<p>She walked mechanically homewards without calling a fly. Entering, she could
not bear the silence of the house, and went up in the dark to where Anna had
slept, where she remained thinking awhile. She then returned to the
drawing-room, and not knowing what she did, crouched down upon the floor.</p>
<p>‘I have ruined him!’ she kept repeating. ‘I have ruined him;
because I would not deal treacherously towards her!’</p>
<p>In the course of half an hour a figure opened the door of the apartment.</p>
<p>‘Ah—who’s that?’ she said, starting up, for it was
dark.</p>
<p>‘Your husband—who should it be?’ said the worthy merchant.</p>
<p>‘Ah—my husband!—I forgot I had a husband!’ she
whispered to herself.</p>
<p>‘I missed you at the station,’ he continued. ‘Did you see
Anna safely tied up? I hope so, for ’twas time.’</p>
<p>‘Yes—Anna is married.’</p>
<p>Simultaneously with Edith’s journey home Anna and her husband were
sitting at the opposite windows of a second-class carriage which sped along to
Knollsea. In his hand was a pocket-book full of creased sheets closely written
over. Unfolding them one after another he read them in silence, and sighed.</p>
<p>‘What are you doing, dear Charles?’ she said timidly from the other
window, and drew nearer to him as if he were a god.</p>
<p>‘Reading over all those sweet letters to me signed
“Anna,”’ he replied with dreary resignation.</p>
<p><i>Autumn</i> 1891.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap05"></SPAN>TO PLEASE HIS WIFE</h2>
<h3>CHAPTER I</h3>
<p>The interior of St. James’s Church, in Havenpool Town, was slowly
darkening under the close clouds of a winter afternoon. It was Sunday: service
had just ended, the face of the parson in the pulpit was buried in his hands,
and the congregation, with a cheerful sigh of release, were rising from their
knees to depart.</p>
<p>For the moment the stillness was so complete that the surging of the sea could
be heard outside the harbour-bar. Then it was broken by the footsteps of the
clerk going towards the west door to open it in the usual manner for the exit
of the assembly. Before, however, he had reached the doorway, the latch was
lifted from without, and the dark figure of a man in a sailor’s garb
appeared against the light.</p>
<p>The clerk stepped aside, the sailor closed the door gently behind him, and
advanced up the nave till he stood at the chancel-step. The parson looked up
from the private little prayer which, after so many for the parish, he quite
fairly took for himself; rose to his feet, and stared at the intruder.</p>
<p>‘I beg your pardon, sir,’ said the sailor, addressing the minister
in a voice distinctly audible to all the congregation. ‘I have come here
to offer thanks for my narrow escape from shipwreck. I am given to understand
that it is a proper thing to do, if you have no objection?’</p>
<p>The parson, after a moment’s pause, said hesitatingly, ‘I have no
objection; certainly. It is usual to mention any such wish before service, so
that the proper words may be used in the General Thanksgiving. But, if you
wish, we can read from the form for use after a storm at sea.’</p>
<p>‘Ay, sure; I ain’t particular,’ said the sailor.</p>
<p>The clerk thereupon directed the sailor to the page in the prayer-book where
the collect of thanksgiving would be found, and the rector began reading it,
the sailor kneeling where he stood, and repeating it after him word by word in
a distinct voice. The people, who had remained agape and motionless at the
proceeding, mechanically knelt down likewise; but they continued to regard the
isolated form of the sailor who, in the precise middle of the chancel-step,
remained fixed on his knees, facing the east, his hat beside him, his hands
joined, and he quite unconscious of his appearance in their regard.</p>
<p>When his thanksgiving had come to an end he rose; the people rose also, and all
went out of church together. As soon as the sailor emerged, so that the
remaining daylight fell upon his face, old inhabitants began to recognize him
as no other than Shadrach Jolliffe, a young man who had not been seen at
Havenpool for several years. A son of the town, his parents had died when he
was quite young, on which account he had early gone to sea, in the Newfoundland
trade.</p>
<p>He talked with this and that townsman as he walked, informing them that, since
leaving his native place years before, he had become captain and owner of a
small coasting-ketch, which had providentially been saved from the gale as well
as himself. Presently he drew near to two girls who were going out of the
churchyard in front of him; they had been sitting in the nave at his entry, and
had watched his doings with deep interest, afterwards discussing him as they
moved out of church together. One was a slight and gentle creature, the other a
tall, large-framed, deliberative girl. Captain Jolliffe regarded the loose
curls of their hair, their backs and shoulders, down to their heels, for some
time.</p>
<p>‘Who may them two maids be?’ he whispered to his neighbour.</p>
<p>‘The little one is Emily Hanning; the tall one Joanna Phippard.’</p>
<p>‘Ah! I recollect ’em now, to be sure.’</p>
<p>He advanced to their elbow, and genially stole a gaze at them.</p>
<p>‘Emily, you don’t know me?’ said the sailor, turning his
beaming brown eyes on her.</p>
<p>‘I think I do, Mr. Jolliffe,’ said Emily shyly.</p>
<p>The other girl looked straight at him with her dark eyes.</p>
<p>‘The face of Miss Joanna I don’t call to mind so well,’ he
continued. ‘But I know her beginnings and kindred.’</p>
<p>They walked and talked together, Jolliffe narrating particulars of his late
narrow escape, till they reached the corner of Sloop Lane, in which Emily
Hanning dwelt, when, with a nod and smile, she left them. Soon the sailor
parted also from Joanna, and, having no especial errand or appointment, turned
back towards Emily’s house. She lived with her father, who called himself
an accountant, the daughter, however, keeping a little stationery-shop as a
supplemental provision for the gaps of his somewhat uncertain business. On
entering Jolliffe found father and daughter about to begin tea.</p>
<p>‘O, I didn’t know it was tea-time,’ he said. ‘Ay,
I’ll have a cup with much pleasure.’</p>
<p>He remained to tea and long afterwards, telling more tales of his seafaring
life. Several neighbours called to listen, and were asked to come in. Somehow
Emily Hanning lost her heart to the sailor that Sunday night, and in the course
of a week or two there was a tender understanding between them.</p>
<p>One moonlight evening in the next month Shadrach was ascending out of the town
by the long straight road eastward, to an elevated suburb where the more
fashionable houses stood—if anything near this ancient port could be
called fashionable—when he saw a figure before him whom, from her manner
of glancing back, he took to be Emily. But, on coming up, he found she was
Joanna Phippard. He gave a gallant greeting, and walked beside her.</p>
<p>‘Go along,’ she said, ‘or Emily will be jealous!’</p>
<p>He seemed not to like the suggestion, and remained. What was said and what was
done on that walk never could be clearly recollected by Shadrach; but in some
way or other Joanna contrived to wean him away from her gentler and younger
rival. From that week onwards, Jolliffe was seen more and more in the wake of
Joanna Phippard and less in the company of Emily; and it was soon rumoured
about the quay that old Jolliffe’s son, who had come home from sea, was
going to be married to the former young woman, to the great disappointment of
the latter.</p>
<p>Just after this report had gone about, Joanna dressed herself for a walk one
morning, and started for Emily’s house in the little cross-street.
Intelligence of the deep sorrow of her friend on account of the loss of
Shadrach had reached her ears also, and her conscience reproached her for
winning him away.</p>
<p>Joanna was not altogether satisfied with the sailor. She liked his attentions,
and she coveted the dignity of matrimony; but she had never been deeply in love
with Jolliffe. For one thing, she was ambitious, and socially his position was
hardly so good as her own, and there was always the chance of an attractive
woman mating considerably above her. It had long been in her mind that she
would not strongly object to give him back again to Emily if her friend felt so
very badly about him. To this end she had written a letter of renunciation to
Shadrach, which letter she carried in her hand, intending to send it if
personal observation of Emily convinced her that her friend was suffering.</p>
<p>Joanna entered Sloop Lane and stepped down into the stationery-shop, which was
below the pavement level. Emily’s father was never at home at this hour
of the day, and it seemed as though Emily were not at home either, for the
visitor could make nobody hear. Customers came so seldom hither that a five
minutes’ absence of the proprietor counted for little. Joanna waited in
the little shop, where Emily had tastefully set out—as women
can—articles in themselves of slight value, so as to obscure the
meagreness of the stock-in-trade; till she saw a figure pausing without the
window apparently absorbed in the contemplation of the sixpenny books, packets
of paper, and prints hung on a string. It was Captain Shadrach Jolliffe,
peering in to ascertain if Emily were there alone. Moved by an impulse of
reluctance to meet him in a spot which breathed of Emily, Joanna slipped
through the door that communicated with the parlour at the back. She had
frequently done so before, for in her friendship with Emily she had the freedom
of the house without ceremony.</p>
<p>Jolliffe entered the shop. Through the thin blind which screened the glass
partition she could see that he was disappointed at not finding Emily there. He
was about to go out again, when Emily’s form darkened the doorway,
hastening home from some errand. At sight of Jolliffe she started back as if
she would have gone out again.</p>
<p>‘Don’t run away, Emily; don’t!’ said he. ‘What
can make ye afraid?’</p>
<p>‘I’m not afraid, Captain Jolliffe. Only—only I saw you all of
a sudden, and—it made me jump!’ Her voice showed that her heart had
jumped even more than the rest of her.</p>
<p>‘I just called as I was passing,’ he said.</p>
<p>‘For some paper?’ She hastened behind the counter.</p>
<p>‘No, no, Emily; why do ye get behind there? Why not stay by me? You seem
to hate me.’</p>
<p>‘I don’t hate you. How can I?’</p>
<p>‘Then come out, so that we can talk like Christians.’</p>
<p>Emily obeyed with a fitful laugh, till she stood again beside him in the open
part of the shop.</p>
<p>‘There’s a dear,’ he said.</p>
<p>‘You mustn’t say that, Captain Jolliffe; because the words belong
to somebody else.’</p>
<p>‘Ah! I know what you mean. But, Emily, upon my life I didn’t know
till this morning that you cared one bit about me, or I should not have done as
I have done. I have the best of feelings for Joanna, but I know that from the
beginning she hasn’t cared for me more than in a friendly way; and I see
now the one I ought to have asked to be my wife. You know, Emily, when a man
comes home from sea after a long voyage he’s as blind as a bat—he
can’t see who’s who in women. They are all alike to him, beautiful
creatures, and he takes the first that comes easy, without thinking if she
loves him, or if he might not soon love another better than her. From the first
I inclined to you most, but you were so backward and shy that I thought you
didn’t want me to bother ’ee, and so I went to Joanna.’</p>
<p>‘Don’t say any more, Mr. Jolliffe, don’t!’ said she,
choking. ‘You are going to marry Joanna next month, and it is wrong
to—to—’</p>
<p>‘O, Emily, my darling!’ he cried, and clasped her little figure in
his arms before she was aware.</p>
<p>Joanna, behind the curtain, turned pale, tried to withdraw her eyes, but could
not.</p>
<p>‘It is only you I love as a man ought to love the woman he is going to
marry; and I know this from what Joanna has said, that she will willingly let
me off! She wants to marry higher I know, and only said “Yes” to me
out of kindness. A fine, tall girl like her isn’t the sort for a plain
sailor’s wife: you be the best suited for that.’</p>
<p>He kissed her and kissed her again, her flexible form quivering in the
agitation of his embrace.</p>
<p>‘I wonder—are you sure—Joanna is going to break off with you?
O, are you sure? Because—’</p>
<p>‘I know she would not wish to make us miserable. She will release
me.’</p>
<p>‘O, I hope—I hope she will! Don’t stay any longer, Captain
Jolliffe!’</p>
<p>He lingered, however, till a customer came for a penny stick of sealing-wax,
and then he withdrew.</p>
<p>Green envy had overspread Joanna at the scene. She looked about for a way of
escape. To get out without Emily’s knowledge of her visit was
indispensable. She crept from the parlour into the passage, and thence to the
front door of the house, where she let herself noiselessly into the street.</p>
<p>The sight of that caress had reversed all her resolutions. She could not let
Shadrach go. Reaching home she burnt the letter, and told her mother that if
Captain Jolliffe called she was too unwell to see him.</p>
<p>Shadrach, however, did not call. He sent her a note expressing in simple
language the state of his feelings; and asked to be allowed to take advantage
of the hints she had given him that her affection, too, was little more than
friendly, by cancelling the engagement.</p>
<p>Looking out upon the harbour and the island beyond he waited and waited in his
lodgings for an answer that did not come. The suspense grew to be so
intolerable that after dark he went up the High Street. He could not resist
calling at Joanna’s to learn his fate.</p>
<p>Her mother said her daughter was too unwell to see him, and to his questioning
admitted that it was in consequence of a letter received from himself; which
had distressed her deeply.</p>
<p>‘You know what it was about, perhaps, Mrs. Phippard?’ he said.</p>
<p>Mrs. Phippard owned that she did, adding that it put them in a very painful
position. Thereupon Shadrach, fearing that he had been guilty of an enormity,
explained that if his letter had pained Joanna it must be owing to a
misunderstanding, since he had thought it would be a relief to her. If
otherwise, he would hold himself bound by his word, and she was to think of the
letter as never having been written.</p>
<p>Next morning he received an oral message from the young woman, asking him to
fetch her home from a meeting that evening. This he did, and while walking from
the Town Hall to her door, with her hand in his arm, she said:</p>
<p>‘It is all the same as before between us, isn’t it, Shadrach? Your
letter was sent in mistake?’</p>
<p>‘It is all the same as before,’ he answered, ‘if you say it
must be.’</p>
<p>‘I wish it to be,’ she murmured, with hard lineaments, as she
thought of Emily.</p>
<p>Shadrach was a religious and scrupulous man, who respected his word as his
life. Shortly afterwards the wedding took place, Jolliffe having conveyed to
Emily as gently as possible the error he had fallen into when estimating
Joanna’s mood as one of indifference.</p>
<h3>CHAPTER II</h3>
<p>A month after the marriage Joanna’s mother died, and the couple were
obliged to turn their attention to very practical matters. Now that she was
left without a parent, Joanna could not bear the notion of her husband going to
sea again, but the question was, What could he do at home? They finally decided
to take on a grocer’s shop in High Street, the goodwill and stock of
which were waiting to be disposed of at that time. Shadrach knew nothing of
shopkeeping, and Joanna very little, but they hoped to learn.</p>
<p>To the management of this grocery business they now devoted all their energies,
and continued to conduct it for many succeeding years, without great success.
Two sons were born to them, whom their mother loved to idolatry, although she
had never passionately loved her husband; and she lavished upon them all her
forethought and care. But the shop did not thrive, and the large dreams she had
entertained of her sons’ education and career became attenuated in the
face of realities. Their schooling was of the plainest, but, being by the sea,
they grew alert in all such nautical arts and enterprises as were attractive to
their age.</p>
<p>The great interest of the Jolliffes’ married life, outside their own
immediate household, had lain in the marriage of Emily. By one of those odd
chances which lead those that lurk in unexpected corners to be discovered,
while the obvious are passed by, the gentle girl had been seen and loved by a
thriving merchant of the town, a widower, some years older than herself, though
still in the prime of life. At first Emily had declared that she never, never
could marry any one; but Mr. Lester had quietly persevered, and had at last won
her reluctant assent. Two children also were the fruits of this union, and, as
they grew and prospered, Emily declared that she had never supposed that she
could live to be so happy.</p>
<p>The worthy merchant’s home, one of those large, substantial brick
mansions frequently jammed up in old-fashioned towns, faced directly on the
High Street, nearly opposite to the grocery shop of the Jolliffes, and it now
became the pain of Joanna to behold the woman whose place she had usurped out
of pure covetousness, looking down from her position of comparative wealth upon
the humble shop-window with its dusty sugar-loaves, heaps of raisins, and
canisters of tea, over which it was her own lot to preside. The business having
so dwindled, Joanna was obliged to serve in the shop herself; and it galled and
mortified her that Emily Lester, sitting in her large drawing-room over the
way, could witness her own dancings up and down behind the counter at the beck
and call of wretched twopenny customers, whose patronage she was driven to
welcome gladly: persons to whom she was compelled to be civil in the street,
while Emily was bounding along with her children and her governess, and
conversing with the genteelest people of the town and neighbourhood. This was
what she had gained by not letting Shadrach Jolliffe, whom she had so faintly
loved, carry his affection elsewhere.</p>
<p>Shadrach was a good and honest man, and he had been faithful to her in heart
and in deed. Time had clipped the wings of his love for Emily in his devotion
to the mother of his boys: he had quite lived down that impulsive earlier
fancy, and Emily had become in his regard nothing more than a friend. It was
the same with Emily’s feelings for him. Possibly, had she found the least
cause for jealousy, Joanna would almost have been better satisfied. It was in
the absolute acquiescence of Emily and Shadrach in the results she herself had
contrived that her discontent found nourishment.</p>
<p>Shadrach was not endowed with the narrow shrewdness necessary for developing a
retail business in the face of many competitors. Did a customer inquire if the
grocer could really recommend the wondrous substitute for eggs which a
persevering bagman had forced into his stock, he would answer that ‘when
you did not put eggs into a pudding it was difficult to taste them
there’; and when he was asked if his ‘real Mocha coffee’ was
real Mocha, he would say grimly, ‘as understood in small shops.’</p>
<p>One summer day, when the big brick house opposite was reflecting the oppressive
sun’s heat into the shop, and nobody was present but husband and wife,
Joanna looked across at Emily’s door, where a wealthy visitor’s
carriage had drawn up. Traces of patronage had been visible in Emily’s
manner of late.</p>
<p>‘Shadrach, the truth is, you are not a business-man,’ his wife
sadly murmured. ‘You were not brought up to shopkeeping, and it is
impossible for a man to make a fortune at an occupation he has jumped into, as
you did into this.’</p>
<p>Jolliffe agreed with her, in this as in everything else.</p>
<p>‘Not that I care a rope’s end about making a fortune,’ he
said cheerfully. ‘I am happy enough, and we can rub on somehow.’</p>
<p>She looked again at the great house through the screen of bottled pickles.</p>
<p>‘Rub on—yes,’ she said bitterly. ‘But see how well off
Emmy Lester is, who used to be so poor! Her boys will go to College, no doubt;
and think of yours—obliged to go to the Parish School!’</p>
<p>Shadrach’s thoughts had flown to Emily.</p>
<p>‘Nobody,’ he said good-humouredly, ‘ever did Emily a better
turn than you did, Joanna, when you warned her off me and put an end to that
little simpering nonsense between us, so as to leave it in her power to say
“Aye” to Lester when he came along.’ This almost maddened
her.</p>
<p>‘Don’t speak of bygones!’ she implored, in stern sadness.
‘But think, for the boys’ and my sake, if not for your own, what
are we to do to get richer?’</p>
<p>‘Well,’ he said, becoming serious, ‘to tell the truth, I have
always felt myself unfit for this business, though I’ve never liked to
say so. I seem to want more room for sprawling; a more open space to strike out
in than here among friends and neighbours. I could get rich as well as any man,
if I tried my own way.’</p>
<p>‘I wish you would! What is your way?’</p>
<p>‘To go to sea again.’</p>
<p>She had been the very one to keep him at home, hating the semi-widowed
existence of sailors’ wives. But her ambition checked her instincts now,
and she said: ‘Do you think success really lies that way?’</p>
<p>‘I am sure it lies in no other.’</p>
<p>‘Do you want to go, Shadrach?’</p>
<p>‘Not for the pleasure of it, I can tell ’ee. There’s no such
pleasure at sea, Joanna, as I can find in my back parlour here. To speak
honest, I have no love for the brine. I never had much. But if it comes to a
question of a fortune for you and the lads, it is another thing. That’s
the only way to it for one born and bred a seafarer as I.’</p>
<p>‘Would it take long to earn?’</p>
<p>‘Well, that depends; perhaps not.’</p>
<p>The next morning Shadrach pulled from a chest of drawers the nautical jacket he
had worn during the first months of his return, brushed out the moths, donned
it, and walked down to the quay. The port still did a fair business in the
Newfoundland trade, though not so much as formerly.</p>
<p>It was not long after this that he invested all he possessed in purchasing a
part-ownership in a brig, of which he was appointed captain. A few months were
passed in coast-trading, during which interval Shadrach wore off the land-rust
that had accumulated upon him in his grocery phase; and in the spring the brig
sailed for Newfoundland.</p>
<p>Joanna lived on at home with her sons, who were now growing up into strong
lads, and occupying themselves in various ways about the harbour and quay.</p>
<p>‘Never mind, let them work a little,’ their fond mother said to
herself. ‘Our necessities compel it now, but when Shadrach comes home
they will be only seventeen and eighteen, and they shall be removed from the
port, and their education thoroughly taken in hand by a tutor; and with the
money they’ll have they will perhaps be as near to gentlemen as Emmy
Lester’s precious two, with their algebra and their Latin!’</p>
<p>The date for Shadrach’s return drew near and arrived, and he did not
appear. Joanna was assured that there was no cause for anxiety, sailing-ships
being so uncertain in their coming; which assurance proved to be well grounded,
for late one wet evening, about a month after the calculated time, the ship was
announced as at hand, and presently the slip-slop step of Shadrach as the
sailor sounded in the passage, and he entered. The boys had gone out and had
missed him, and Joanna was sitting alone.</p>
<p>As soon as the first emotion of reunion between the couple had passed, Jolliffe
explained the delay as owing to a small speculative contract, which had
produced good results.</p>
<p>‘I was determined not to disappoint ’ee,’ he said; ‘and
I think you’ll own that I haven’t!’</p>
<p>With this he pulled out an enormous canvas bag, full and rotund as the
money-bag of the giant whom Jack slew, untied it, and shook the contents out
into her lap as she sat in her low chair by the fire. A mass of sovereigns and
guineas (there were guineas on the earth in those days) fell into her lap with
a sudden thud, weighing down her gown to the floor.</p>
<p>‘There!’ said Shadrach complacently. ‘I told ’ee, dear,
I’d do it; and have I done it or no?’</p>
<p>Somehow her face, after the first excitement of possession, did not retain its
glory.</p>
<p>‘It is a lot of gold, indeed,’ she said. ‘And—is this
<i>all</i>?’</p>
<p>‘All? Why, dear Joanna, do you know you can count to three hundred in
that heap? It is a fortune!’</p>
<p>‘Yes—yes. A fortune—judged by sea; but judged by
land—’</p>
<p>However, she banished considerations of the money for the nonce. Soon the boys
came in, and next Sunday Shadrach returned thanks to God—this time by the
more ordinary channel of the italics in the General Thanksgiving. But a few
days after, when the question of investing the money arose, he remarked that
she did not seem so satisfied as he had hoped.</p>
<p>‘Well you see, Shadrach,’ she answered, ‘<i>we</i> count by
hundreds; <i>they</i> count by thousands’ (nodding towards the other side
of the Street). ‘They have set up a carriage and pair since you
left.’</p>
<p>‘O, have they?’</p>
<p>‘My dear Shadrach, you don’t know how the world moves. However,
we’ll do the best we can with it. But they are rich, and we are poor
still!’</p>
<p>The greater part of a year was desultorily spent. She moved sadly about the
house and shop, and the boys were still occupying themselves in and around the
harbour.</p>
<p>‘Joanna,’ he said, one day, ‘I see by your movements that it
is not enough.’</p>
<p>‘It is not enough,’ said she. ‘My boys will have to live by
steering the ships that the Lesters own; and I was once above her!’</p>
<p>Jolliffe was not an argumentative man, and he only murmured that he thought he
would make another voyage.</p>
<p>He meditated for several days, and coming home from the quay one afternoon said
suddenly:</p>
<p>‘I could do it for ’ee, dear, in one more trip, for certain,
if—if—’</p>
<p>‘Do what, Shadrach?’</p>
<p>‘Enable ’ee to count by thousands instead of hundreds.’</p>
<p>‘If what?’</p>
<p>‘If I might take the boys.’</p>
<p>She turned pale.</p>
<p>‘Don’t say that, Shadrach,’ she answered hastily.</p>
<p>‘Why?’</p>
<p>‘I don’t like to hear it! There’s danger at sea. I want them
to be something genteel, and no danger to them. I couldn’t let them risk
their lives at sea. O, I couldn’t ever, ever!’</p>
<p>‘Very well, dear, it shan’t be done.’</p>
<p>Next day, after a silence, she asked a question:</p>
<p>‘If they were to go with you it would make a great deal of difference, I
suppose, to the profit?’</p>
<p>‘’Twould treble what I should get from the venture single-handed.
Under my eye they would be as good as two more of myself.’</p>
<p>Later on she said: ‘Tell me more about this.’</p>
<p>‘Well, the boys are almost as clever as master-mariners in handling a
craft, upon my life! There isn’t a more cranky place in the Northern Seas
than about the sandbanks of this harbour, and they’ve practised here from
their infancy. And they are so steady. I couldn’t get their steadiness
and their trustworthiness in half a dozen men twice their age.’</p>
<p>‘And is it <i>very</i> dangerous at sea; now, too, there are rumours of
war?’ she asked uneasily.</p>
<p>‘O, well, there be risks. Still . . . ’</p>
<p>The idea grew and magnified, and the mother’s heart was crushed and
stifled by it. Emmy was growing <i>too</i> patronizing; it could not be borne.
Shadrach’s wife could not help nagging him about their comparative
poverty. The young men, amiable as their father, when spoken to on the subject
of a voyage of enterprise, were quite willing to embark; and though they, like
their father, had no great love for the sea, they became quite enthusiastic
when the proposal was detailed.</p>
<p>Everything now hung upon their mother’s assent. She withheld it long, but
at last gave the word: the young men might accompany their father. Shadrach was
unusually cheerful about it: Heaven had preserved him hitherto, and he had
uttered his thanks. God would not forsake those who were faithful to him.</p>
<p>All that the Jolliffes possessed in the world was put into the enterprise. The
grocery stock was pared down to the least that possibly could afford a bare
sustenance to Joanna during the absence, which was to last through the usual
‘New-f’nland spell.’ How she would endure the weary time she
hardly knew, for the boys had been with her formerly; but she nerved herself
for the trial.</p>
<p>The ship was laden with boots and shoes, ready-made clothing, fishing-tackle,
butter, cheese, cordage, sailcloth, and many other commodities; and was to
bring back oil, furs, skins, fish, cranberries, and what else came to hand. But
much trading to other ports was to be undertaken between the voyages out and
homeward, and thereby much money made.</p>
<h3>CHAPTER III</h3>
<p>The brig sailed on a Monday morning in spring; but Joanna did not witness its
departure. She could not bear the sight that she had been the means of bringing
about. Knowing this, her husband told her overnight that they were to sail some
time before noon next day hence when, awakening at five the next morning, she
heard them bustling about downstairs, she did not hasten to descend, but lay
trying to nerve herself for the parting, imagining they would leave about nine,
as her husband had done on his previous voyage. When she did descend she beheld
words chalked upon the sloping face of the bureau; but no husband or sons. In
the hastily-scrawled lines Shadrach said they had gone off thus not to pain her
by a leave-taking; and the sons had chalked under his words: ‘Good-bye,
mother!’</p>
<p>She rushed to the quay, and looked down the harbour towards the blue rim of the
sea, but she could only see the masts and bulging sails of the <i>Joanna</i>;
no human figures. ‘’Tis I have sent them!’ she said wildly,
and burst into tears. In the house the chalked ‘Good-bye’ nearly
broke her heart. But when she had re-entered the front room, and looked across
at Emily’s, a gleam of triumph lit her thin face at her anticipated
release from the thraldom of subservience.</p>
<p>To do Emily Lester justice, her assumption of superiority was mainly a figment
of Joanna’s brain. That the circumstances of the merchant’s wife
were more luxurious than Joanna’s, the former could not conceal; though
whenever the two met, which was not very often now, Emily endeavoured to subdue
the difference by every means in her power.</p>
<p>The first summer lapsed away; and Joanna meagrely maintained herself by the
shop, which now consisted of little more than a window and a counter. Emily
was, in truth, her only large customer; and Mrs. Lester’s kindly
readiness to buy anything and everything without questioning the quality had a
sting of bitterness in it, for it was the uncritical attitude of a patron, and
almost of a donor. The long dreary winter moved on; the face of the bureau had
been turned to the wall to protect the chalked words of farewell, for Joanna
could never bring herself to rub them out; and she often glanced at them with
wet eyes. Emily’s handsome boys came home for the Christmas holidays; the
University was talked of for them; and still Joanna subsisted as it were with
held breath, like a person submerged. Only one summer more, and the
‘spell’ would end. Towards the close of the time Emily called on
her quondam friend. She had heard that Joanna began to feel anxious; she had
received no letter from husband or sons for some months. Emily’s silks
rustled arrogantly when, in response to Joanna’s almost dumb invitation,
she squeezed through the opening of the counter and into the parlour behind the
shop.</p>
<p>‘<i>You</i> are all success, and <i>I</i> am all the other way!’
said Joanna.</p>
<p>‘But why do you think so?’ said Emily. ‘They are to bring
back a fortune, I hear.’</p>
<p>‘Ah! will they come? The doubt is more than a woman can bear. All three
in one ship—think of that! And I have not heard of them for
months!’</p>
<p>‘But the time is not up. You should not meet misfortune half-way.’</p>
<p>‘Nothing will repay me for the grief of their absence!’</p>
<p>‘Then why did you let them go? You were doing fairly well.’</p>
<p>‘I made them go!’ she said, turning vehemently upon Emily.
‘And I’ll tell you why! I could not bear that we should be only
muddling on, and you so rich and thriving! Now I have told you, and you may
hate me if you will!’</p>
<p>‘I shall never hate you, Joanna.’</p>
<p>And she proved the truth of her words afterwards. The end of autumn came, and
the brig should have been in port; but nothing like the <i>Joanna</i> appeared
in the channel between the sands. It was now really time to be uneasy. Joanna
Jolliffe sat by the fire, and every gust of wind caused her a cold thrill. She
had always feared and detested the sea; to her it was a treacherous, restless,
slimy creature, glorying in the griefs of women. ‘Still,’ she said,
‘they <i>must</i> come!’</p>
<p>She recalled to her mind that Shadrach had said before starting that if they
returned safe and sound, with success crowning their enterprise, he would go as
he had gone after his shipwreck, and kneel with his sons in the church, and
offer sincere thanks for their deliverance. She went to church regularly
morning and afternoon, and sat in the most forward pew, nearest the
chancel-step. Her eyes were mostly fixed on that step, where Shadrach had knelt
in the bloom of his young manhood: she knew to an inch the spot which his knees
had pressed twenty winters before; his outline as he had knelt, his hat on the
step beside him. God was good. Surely her husband must kneel there again: a son
on each side as he had said; George just here, Jim just there. By long watching
the spot as she worshipped it became as if she saw the three returned ones
there kneeling; the two slim outlines of her boys, the more bulky form between
them; their hands clasped, their heads shaped against the eastern wall. The
fancy grew almost to an hallucination: she could never turn her worn eyes to
the step without seeing them there.</p>
<p>Nevertheless they did not come. Heaven was merciful, but it was not yet pleased
to relieve her soul. This was her purgation for the sin of making them the
slaves of her ambition. But it became more than purgation soon, and her mood
approached despair. Months had passed since the brig had been due, but it had
not returned.</p>
<p>Joanna was always hearing or seeing evidences of their arrival. When on the
hill behind the port, whence a view of the open Channel could be obtained, she
felt sure that a little speck on the horizon, breaking the eternally level
waste of waters southward, was the truck of the <i>Joana’s</i> mainmast.
Or when indoors, a shout or excitement of any kind at the corner of the Town
Cellar, where the High Street joined the Quay, caused her to spring to her feet
and cry: ‘’Tis they!’</p>
<p>But it was not. The visionary forms knelt every Sunday afternoon on the
chancel-step, but not the real. Her shop had, as it were, eaten itself hollow.
In the apathy which had resulted from her loneliness and grief she had ceased
to take in the smallest supplies, and thus had sent away her last customer.</p>
<p>In this strait Emily Lester tried by every means in her power to aid the
afflicted woman; but she met with constant repulses.</p>
<p>‘I don’t like you! I can’t bear to see you!’ Joanna
would whisper hoarsely when Emily came to her and made advances.</p>
<p>‘But I want to help and soothe you, Joanna,’ Emily would say.</p>
<p>‘You are a lady, with a rich husband and fine sons! What can you want
with a bereaved crone like me!’</p>
<p>‘Joanna, I want this: I want you to come and live in my house, and not
stay alone in this dismal place any longer.’</p>
<p>‘And suppose they come and don’t find me at home? You wish to
separate me and mine! No, I’ll stay here. I don’t like you, and I
can’t thank you, whatever kindness you do me!’</p>
<p>However, as time went on Joanna could not afford to pay the rent of the shop
and house without an income. She was assured that all hope of the return of
Shadrach and his sons was vain, and she reluctantly consented to accept the
asylum of the Lesters’ house. Here she was allotted a room of her own on
the second floor, and went and came as she chose, without contact with the
family. Her hair greyed and whitened, deep lines channeled her forehead, and
her form grew gaunt and stooping. But she still expected the lost ones, and
when she met Emily on the staircase she would say morosely: ‘I know why
you’ve got me here! They’ll come, and be disappointed at not
finding me at home, and perhaps go away again; and then you’ll be
revenged for my taking Shadrach away from ’ee!’</p>
<p>Emily Lester bore these reproaches from the grief-stricken soul. She was
sure—all the people of Havenpool were sure—that Shadrach and his
sons could not return. For years the vessel had been given up as lost.</p>
<p>Nevertheless, when awakened at night by any noise, Joanna would rise from bed
and glance at the shop opposite by the light from the flickering lamp, to make
sure it was not they.</p>
<p>It was a damp and dark December night, six years after the departure of the
brig <i>Joanna</i>. The wind was from the sea, and brought up a fishy mist
which mopped the face like moist flannel. Joanna had prayed her usual prayer
for the absent ones with more fervour and confidence than she had felt for
months, and had fallen asleep about eleven. It must have been between one and
two when she suddenly started up. She had certainly heard steps in the street,
and the voices of Shadrach and her sons calling at the door of the grocery
shop. She sprang out of bed, and, hardly knowing what clothing she dragged on
herself; hastened down Emily’s large and carpeted staircase, put the
candle on the hall-table, unfastened the bolts and chain, and stepped into the
street. The mist, blowing up the street from the Quay, hindered her seeing the
shop, although it was so near; but she had crossed to it in a moment. How was
it? Nobody stood there. The wretched woman walked wildly up and down with her
bare feet—there was not a soul. She returned and knocked with all her
might at the door which had once been her own—they might have been
admitted for the night, unwilling to disturb her till the morning.</p>
<p>It was not till several minutes had elapsed that the young man who now kept the
shop looked out of an upper window, and saw the skeleton of something human
standing below half-dressed.</p>
<p>‘Has anybody come?’ asked the form.</p>
<p>‘O, Mrs. Jolliffe, I didn’t know it was you,’ said the young
man kindly, for he was aware how her baseless expectations moved her.
‘No; nobody has come.’</p>
<p><i>June</i> 1891.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap06"></SPAN>THE MELANCHOLY HUSSAR OF THE GERMAN LEGION</h2>
<h3>CHAPTER I</h3>
<p>Here stretch the downs, high and breezy and green, absolutely unchanged since
those eventful days. A plough has never disturbed the turf, and the sod that
was uppermost then is uppermost now. Here stood the camp; here are distinct
traces of the banks thrown up for the horses of the cavalry, and spots where
the midden-heaps lay are still to be observed. At night, when I walk across the
lonely place, it is impossible to avoid hearing, amid the scourings of the wind
over the grass-bents and thistles, the old trumpet and bugle calls, the rattle
of the halters; to help seeing rows of spectral tents and the
<i>impedimenta</i> of the soldiery. From within the canvases come guttural
syllables of foreign tongues, and broken songs of the fatherland; for they were
mainly regiments of the King’s German Legion that slept round the
tent-poles hereabout at that time.</p>
<p>It was nearly ninety years ago. The British uniform of the period, with its
immense epaulettes, queer cocked-hat, breeches, gaiters, ponderous
cartridge-box, buckled shoes, and what not, would look strange and barbarous
now. Ideas have changed; invention has followed invention. Soldiers were
monumental objects then. A divinity still hedged kings here and there; and war
was considered a glorious thing.</p>
<p>Secluded old manor-houses and hamlets lie in the ravines and hollows among
these hills, where a stranger had hardly ever been seen till the King chose to
take the baths yearly at the sea-side watering-place a few miles to the south;
as a consequence of which battalions descended in a cloud upon the open country
around. Is it necessary to add that the echoes of many characteristic tales,
dating from that picturesque time, still linger about here in more or less
fragmentary form, to be caught by the attentive ear? Some of them I have
repeated; most of them I have forgotten; one I have never repeated, and
assuredly can never forget.</p>
<p>Phyllis told me the story with her own lips. She was then an old lady of
seventy-five, and her auditor a lad of fifteen. She enjoined silence as to her
share in the incident, till she should be ‘dead, buried, and
forgotten.’ Her life was prolonged twelve years after the day of her
narration, and she has now been dead nearly twenty. The oblivion which in her
modesty and humility she courted for herself has only partially fallen on her,
with the unfortunate result of inflicting an injustice upon her memory; since
such fragments of her story as got abroad at the time, and have been kept alive
ever since, are precisely those which are most unfavourable to her character.</p>
<p>It all began with the arrival of the York Hussars, one of the foreign regiments
above alluded to. Before that day scarcely a soul had been seen near her
father’s house for weeks. When a noise like the brushing skirt of a
visitor was heard on the doorstep, it proved to be a scudding leaf; when a
carriage seemed to be nearing the door, it was her father grinding his sickle
on the stone in the garden for his favourite relaxation of trimming the
box-tree borders to the plots. A sound like luggage thrown down from the coach
was a gun far away at sea; and what looked like a tall man by the gate at dusk
was a yew bush cut into a quaint and attenuated shape. There is no such
solitude in country places now as there was in those old days.</p>
<p>Yet all the while King George and his court were at his favourite sea-side
resort, not more than five miles off.</p>
<p>The daughter’s seclusion was great, but beyond the seclusion of the girl
lay the seclusion of the father. If her social condition was twilight, his was
darkness. Yet he enjoyed his darkness, while her twilight oppressed her. Dr.
Grove had been a professional man whose taste for lonely meditation over
metaphysical questions had diminished his practice till it no longer paid him
to keep it going; after which he had relinquished it and hired at a nominal
rent the small, dilapidated, half farm half manor-house of this obscure inland
nook, to make a sufficiency of an income which in a town would have been
inadequate for their maintenance. He stayed in his garden the greater part of
the day, growing more and more irritable with the lapse of time, and the
increasing perception that he had wasted his life in the pursuit of illusions.
He saw his friends less and less frequently. Phyllis became so shy that if she
met a stranger anywhere in her short rambles she felt ashamed at his gaze,
walked awkwardly, and blushed to her shoulders.</p>
<p>Yet Phyllis was discovered even here by an admirer, and her hand most
unexpectedly asked in marriage.</p>
<p>The King, as aforesaid, was at the neighbouring town, where he had taken up his
abode at Gloucester Lodge and his presence in the town naturally brought many
county people thither. Among these idlers—many of whom professed to have
connections and interests with the Court—was one Humphrey Gould, a
bachelor; a personage neither young nor old; neither good-looking nor
positively plain. Too steady-going to be ‘a buck’ (as fast and
unmarried men were then called), he was an approximately fashionable man of a
mild type. This bachelor of thirty found his way to the village on the down:
beheld Phyllis; made her father’s acquaintance in order to make hers; and
by some means or other she sufficiently inflamed his heart to lead him in that
direction almost daily; till he became engaged to marry her.</p>
<p>As he was of an old local family, some of whose members were held in respect in
the county, Phyllis, in bringing him to her feet, had accomplished what was
considered a brilliant move for one in her constrained position. How she had
done it was not quite known to Phyllis herself. In those days unequal marriages
were regarded rather as a violation of the laws of nature than as a mere
infringement of convention, the more modern view, and hence when Phyllis, of
the watering-place bourgeoisie, was chosen by such a gentlemanly fellow, it was
as if she were going to be taken to heaven, though perhaps the uninformed would
have seen no great difference in the respective positions of the pair, the said
Gould being as poor as a crow.</p>
<p>This pecuniary condition was his excuse—probably a true one—for
postponing their union, and as the winter drew nearer, and the King departed
for the season, Mr. Humphrey Gould set out for Bath, promising to return to
Phyllis in a few weeks. The winter arrived, the date of his promise passed, yet
Gould postponed his coming, on the ground that he could not very easily leave
his father in the city of their sojourn, the elder having no other relative
near him. Phyllis, though lonely in the extreme, was content. The man who had
asked her in marriage was a desirable husband for her in many ways; her father
highly approved of his suit; but this neglect of her was awkward, if not
painful, for Phyllis. Love him in the true sense of the word she assured me she
never did, but she had a genuine regard for him; admired a certain methodical
and dogged way in which he sometimes took his pleasure; valued his knowledge of
what the Court was doing, had done, or was about to do; and she was not without
a feeling of pride that he had chosen her when he might have exercised a more
ambitious choice.</p>
<p>But he did not come; and the spring developed. His letters were regular though
formal; and it is not to be wondered that the uncertainty of her position,
linked with the fact that there was not much passion in her thoughts of
Humphrey, bred an indescribable dreariness in the heart of Phyllis Grove. The
spring was soon summer, and the summer brought the King; but still no Humphrey
Gould. All this while the engagement by letter was maintained intact.</p>
<p>At this point of time a golden radiance flashed in upon the lives of people
here, and charged all youthful thought with emotional interest. This radiance
was the aforesaid York Hussars.</p>
<h3>CHAPTER II</h3>
<p>The present generation has probably but a very dim notion of the celebrated
York Hussars of ninety years ago. They were one of the regiments of the
King’s German Legion, and (though they somewhat degenerated later on)
their brilliant uniform, their splendid horses, and above all, their foreign
air and mustachios (rare appendages then), drew crowds of admirers of both
sexes wherever they went. These with other regiments had come to encamp on the
downs and pastures, because of the presence of the King in the neighbouring
town.</p>
<p>The spot was high and airy, and the view extensive, commanding the Isle of
Portland in front, and reaching to St. Aldhelm’s Head eastward, and
almost to the Start on the west.</p>
<p>Phyllis, though not precisely a girl of the village, was as interested as any
of them in this military investment. Her father’s home stood somewhat
apart, and on the highest point of ground to which the lane ascended, so that
it was almost level with the top of the church tower in the lower part of the
parish. Immediately from the outside of the garden-wall the grass spread away
to a great distance, and it was crossed by a path which came close to the wall.
Ever since her childhood it had been Phyllis’s pleasure to clamber up
this fence and sit on the top—a feat not so difficult as it may seem, the
walls in this district being built of rubble, without mortar, so that there
were plenty of crevices for small toes.</p>
<p>She was sitting up here one day, listlessly surveying the pasture without, when
her attention was arrested by a solitary figure walking along the path. It was
one of the renowned German Hussars, and he moved onward with his eyes on the
ground, and with the manner of one who wished to escape company. His head would
probably have been bent like his eyes but for his stiff neck-gear. On nearer
view she perceived that his face was marked with deep sadness. Without
observing her, he advanced by the footpath till it brought him almost
immediately under the wall.</p>
<p>Phyllis was much surprised to see a fine, tall soldier in such a mood as this.
Her theory of the military, and of the York Hussars in particular (derived
entirely from hearsay, for she had never talked to a soldier in her life), was
that their hearts were as gay as their accoutrements.</p>
<p>At this moment the Hussar lifted his eyes and noticed her on her perch, the
white muslin neckerchief which covered her shoulders and neck where left bare
by her low gown, and her white raiment in general, showing conspicuously in the
bright sunlight of this summer day. He blushed a little at the suddenness of
the encounter, and without halting a moment from his pace passed on.</p>
<p>All that day the foreigner’s face haunted Phyllis; its aspect was so
striking, so handsome, and his eyes were so blue, and sad, and abstracted. It
was perhaps only natural that on some following day at the same hour she should
look over that wall again, and wait till he had passed a second time. On this
occasion he was reading a letter, and at the sight of her his manner was that
of one who had half expected or hoped to discover her. He almost stopped,
smiled, and made a courteous salute. The end of the meeting was that they
exchanged a few words. She asked him what he was reading, and he readily
informed her that he was re-perusing letters from his mother in Germany; he did
not get them often, he said, and was forced to read the old ones a great many
times. This was all that passed at the present interview, but others of the
same kind followed.</p>
<p>Phyllis used to say that his English, though not good, was quite intelligible
to her, so that their acquaintance was never hindered by difficulties of
speech. Whenever the subject became too delicate, subtle, or tender, for such
words of English as were at his command, the eyes no doubt helped out the
tongue, and—though this was later on—the lips helped out the eyes.
In short this acquaintance, unguardedly made, and rash enough on her part,
developed and ripened. Like Desdemona, she pitied him, and learnt his history.</p>
<p>His name was Matthäus Tina, and Saarbrück his native town, where his
mother was still living. His age was twenty-two, and he had already risen to
the grade of corporal, though he had not long been in the army. Phyllis used to
assert that no such refined or well-educated young man could have been found in
the ranks of the purely English regiments, some of these foreign soldiers
having rather the graceful manner and presence of our native officers than of
our rank and file.</p>
<p>She by degrees learnt from her foreign friend a circumstance about himself and
his comrades which Phyllis would least have expected of the York Hussars. So
far from being as gay as its uniform, the regiment was pervaded by a dreadful
melancholy, a chronic home-sickness, which depressed many of the men to such an
extent that they could hardly attend to their drill. The worst sufferers were
the younger soldiers who had not been over here long. They hated England and
English life; they took no interest whatever in King George and his island
kingdom, and they only wished to be out of it and never to see it any more.
Their bodies were here, but their hearts and minds were always far away in
their dear fatherland, of which—brave men and stoical as they were in
many ways—they would speak with tears in their eyes. One of the worst of
the sufferers from this home-woe, as he called it in his own tongue, was
Matthäus Tina, whose dreamy musing nature felt the gloom of exile still
more intensely from the fact that he had left a lonely mother at home with
nobody to cheer her.</p>
<p>Though Phyllis, touched by all this, and interested in his history, did not
disdain her soldier’s acquaintance, she declined (according to her own
account, at least) to permit the young man to overstep the line of mere
friendship for a long while—as long, indeed, as she considered herself
likely to become the possession of another; though it is probable that she had
lost her heart to Matthäus before she was herself aware. The stone wall of
necessity made anything like intimacy difficult; and he had never ventured to
come, or to ask to come, inside the garden, so that all their conversation had
been overtly conducted across this boundary.</p>
<h3>CHAPTER III</h3>
<p>But news reached the village from a friend of Phyllis’s father concerning
Mr. Humphrey Gould, her remarkably cool and patient betrothed. This gentleman
had been heard to say in Bath that he considered his overtures to Miss Phyllis
Grove to have reached only the stage of a half-understanding; and in view of
his enforced absence on his father’s account, who was too great an
invalid now to attend to his affairs, he thought it best that there should be
no definite promise as yet on either side. He was not sure, indeed, that he
might not cast his eyes elsewhere.</p>
<p>This account—though only a piece of hearsay, and as such entitled to no
absolute credit—tallied so well with the infrequency of his letters and
their lack of warmth, that Phyllis did not doubt its truth for one moment; and
from that hour she felt herself free to bestow her heart as she should choose.
Not so her father; he declared the whole story to be a fabrication. He had
known Mr. Gould’s family from his boyhood; and if there was one proverb
which expressed the matrimonial aspect of that family well, it was ‘Love
me little, love me long.’ Humphrey was an honourable man, who would not
think of treating his engagement so lightly. ‘Do you wait in
patience,’ he said; ‘all will be right enough in time.’</p>
<p>From these words Phyllis at first imagined that her father was in
correspondence with Mr. Gould; and her heart sank within her; for in spite of
her original intentions she had been relieved to hear that her engagement had
come to nothing. But she presently learnt that her father had heard no more of
Humphrey Gould than she herself had done; while he would not write and address
her affianced directly on the subject, lest it should be deemed an imputation
on that bachelor’s honour.</p>
<p>‘You want an excuse for encouraging one or other of those foreign fellows
to flatter you with his unmeaning attentions,’ her father exclaimed, his
mood having of late been a very unkind one towards her. ‘I see more than
I say. Don’t you ever set foot outside that garden-fence without my
permission. If you want to see the camp I’ll take you myself some Sunday
afternoon.’</p>
<p>Phyllis had not the smallest intention of disobeying him in her actions, but
she assumed herself to be independent with respect to her feelings. She no
longer checked her fancy for the Hussar, though she was far from regarding him
as her lover in the serious sense in which an Englishman might have been
regarded as such. The young foreign soldier was almost an ideal being to her,
with none of the appurtenances of an ordinary house-dweller; one who had
descended she knew not whence, and would disappear she knew not whither; the
subject of a fascinating dream—no more.</p>
<p>They met continually now—mostly at dusk—during the brief interval
between the going down of the sun and the minute at which the last trumpet-call
summoned him to his tent. Perhaps her manner had become less restrained
latterly; at any rate that of the Hussar was so; he had grown more tender every
day, and at parting after these hurried interviews she reached down her hand
from the top of the wall that he might press it. One evening he held it so long
that she exclaimed, ‘The wall is white, and somebody in the field may see
your shape against it!’</p>
<p>He lingered so long that night that it was with the greatest difficulty that he
could run across the intervening stretch of ground and enter the camp in time.
On the next occasion of his awaiting her she did not appear in her usual place
at the usual hour. His disappointment was unspeakably keen; he remained staring
blankly at the spot, like a man in a trance. The trumpets and tattoo sounded,
and still he did not go.</p>
<p>She had been delayed purely by an accident. When she arrived she was anxious
because of the lateness of the hour, having heard as well as he the sounds
denoting the closing of the camp. She implored him to leave immediately.</p>
<p>‘No,’ he said gloomily. ‘I shall not go in yet—the
moment you come—I have thought of your coming all day.’</p>
<p>‘But you may be disgraced at being after time?’</p>
<p>‘I don’t mind that. I should have disappeared from the world some
time ago if it had not been for two persons—my beloved, here, and my
mother in Saarbrück. I hate the army. I care more for a minute of your
company than for all the promotion in the world.’</p>
<p>Thus he stayed and talked to her, and told her interesting details of his
native place, and incidents of his childhood, till she was in a simmer of
distress at his recklessness in remaining. It was only because she insisted on
bidding him good-night and leaving the wall that he returned to his quarters.</p>
<p>The next time that she saw him he was without the stripes that had adorned his
sleeve. He had been broken to the level of private for his lateness that night;
and as Phyllis considered herself to be the cause of his disgrace her sorrow
was great. But the position was now reversed; it was his turn to cheer her.</p>
<p>‘Don’t grieve, meine Liebliche!’ he said. ‘I have got a
remedy for whatever comes. First, even supposing I regain my stripes, would
your father allow you to marry a non-commissioned officer in the York
Hussars?’</p>
<p>She flushed. This practical step had not been in her mind in relation to such
an unrealistic person as he was; and a moment’s reflection was enough for
it. ‘My father would not—certainly would not,’ she answered
unflinchingly. ‘It cannot be thought of! My dear friend, please do forget
me: I fear I am ruining you and your prospects!’</p>
<p>‘Not at all!’ said he. ‘You are giving this country of yours
just sufficient interest to me to make me care to keep alive in it. If my dear
land were here also, and my old parent, with you, I could be happy as I am, and
would do my best as a soldier. But it is not so. And now listen. This is my
plan. That you go with me to my own country, and be my wife there, and live
there with my mother and me. I am not a Hanoverian, as you know, though I
entered the army as such; my country is by the Saar, and is at peace with
France, and if I were once in it I should be free.’</p>
<p>‘But how get there?’ she asked. Phyllis had been rather amazed than
shocked at his proposition. Her position in her father’s house was
growing irksome and painful in the extreme; his parental affection seemed to be
quite dried up. She was not a native of the village, like all the joyous girls
around her; and in some way Matthäus Tina had infected her with his own
passionate longing for his country, and mother, and home.</p>
<p>‘But how?’ she repeated, finding that he did not answer.
‘Will you buy your discharge?’</p>
<p>‘Ah, no,’ he said. ‘That’s impossible in these times.
No; I came here against my will; why should I not escape? Now is the time, as
we shall soon be striking camp, and I might see you no more. This is my scheme.
I will ask you to meet me on the highway two miles off; on some calm night next
week that may be appointed. There will be nothing unbecoming in it, or to cause
you shame; you will not fly alone with me, for I will bring with me my devoted
young friend Christoph, an Alsatian, who has lately joined the regiment, and
who has agreed to assist in this enterprise. We shall have come from yonder
harbour, where we shall have examined the boats, and found one suited to our
purpose. Christoph has already a chart of the Channel, and we will then go to
the harbour, and at midnight cut the boat from her moorings, and row away round
the point out of sight; and by the next morning we are on the coast of France,
near Cherbourg. The rest is easy, for I have saved money for the land journey,
and can get a change of clothes. I will write to my mother, who will meet us on
the way.’</p>
<p>He added details in reply to her inquiries, which left no doubt in
Phyllis’s mind of the feasibility of the undertaking. But its magnitude
almost appalled her; and it is questionable if she would ever have gone further
in the wild adventure if, on entering the house that night, her father had not
accosted her in the most significant terms.</p>
<p>‘How about the York Hussars?’ he said.</p>
<p>‘They are still at the camp; but they are soon going away, I
believe.’</p>
<p>‘It is useless for you to attempt to cloak your actions in that way. You
have been meeting one of those fellows; you have been seen walking with
him—foreign barbarians, not much better than the French themselves! I
have made up my mind—don’t speak a word till I have done,
please!—I have made up my mind that you shall stay here no longer while
they are on the spot. You shall go to your aunt’s.’</p>
<p>It was useless for her to protest that she had never taken a walk with any
soldier or man under the sun except himself. Her protestations were feeble,
too, for though he was not literally correct in his assertion, he was virtually
only half in error.</p>
<p>The house of her father’s sister was a prison to Phyllis. She had quite
recently undergone experience of its gloom; and when her father went on to
direct her to pack what would be necessary for her to take, her heart died
within her. In after years she never attempted to excuse her conduct during
this week of agitation; but the result of her self-communing was that she
decided to join in the scheme of her lover and his friend, and fly to the
country which he had coloured with such lovely hues in her imagination. She
always said that the one feature in his proposal which overcame her hesitation
was the obvious purity and straightforwardness of his intentions. He showed
himself to be so virtuous and kind; he treated her with a respect to which she
had never before been accustomed; and she was braced to the obvious risks of
the voyage by her confidence in him.</p>
<h3>CHAPTER IV</h3>
<p>It was on a soft, dark evening of the following week that they engaged in the
adventure. Tina was to meet her at a point in the highway at which the lane to
the village branched off. Christoph was to go ahead of them to the harbour
where the boat lay, row it round the Nothe—or Look-out as it was called
in those days—and pick them up on the other side of the promontory, which
they were to reach by crossing the harbour-bridge on foot, and climbing over
the Look-out hill.</p>
<p>As soon as her father had ascended to his room she left the house, and, bundle
in hand, proceeded at a trot along the lane. At such an hour not a soul was
afoot anywhere in the village, and she reached the junction of the lane with
the highway unobserved. Here she took up her position in the obscurity formed
by the angle of a fence, whence she could discern every one who approached
along the turnpike-road, without being herself seen.</p>
<p>She had not remained thus waiting for her lover longer than a
minute—though from the tension of her nerves the lapse of even that short
time was trying—when, instead of the expected footsteps, the stage-coach
could be heard descending the hill. She knew that Tina would not show himself
till the road was clear, and waited impatiently for the coach to pass. Nearing
the corner where she was it slackened speed, and, instead of going by as usual,
drew up within a few yards of her. A passenger alighted, and she heard his
voice. It was Humphrey Gould’s.</p>
<p>He had brought a friend with him, and luggage. The luggage was deposited on the
grass, and the coach went on its route to the royal watering-place.</p>
<p>‘I wonder where that young man is with the horse and trap?’ said
her former admirer to his companion. ‘I hope we shan’t have to wait
here long. I told him half-past nine o’clock precisely.’</p>
<p>‘Have you got her present safe?’</p>
<p>‘Phyllis’s? O, yes. It is in this trunk. I hope it will please
her.’</p>
<p>‘Of course it will. What woman would not be pleased with such a handsome
peace-offering?’</p>
<p>‘Well—she deserves it. I’ve treated her rather badly. But she
has been in my mind these last two days much more than I should care to confess
to everybody. Ah, well; I’ll say no more about that. It cannot be that
she is so bad as they make out. I am quite sure that a girl of her good wit
would know better than to get entangled with any of those Hanoverian soldiers.
I won’t believe it of her, and there’s an end on’t.’</p>
<p>More words in the same strain were casually dropped as the two men waited;
words which revealed to her, as by a sudden illumination, the enormity of her
conduct. The conversation was at length cut off by the arrival of the man with
the vehicle. The luggage was placed in it, and they mounted, and were driven on
in the direction from which she had just come.</p>
<p>Phyllis was so conscience-stricken that she was at first inclined to follow
them; but a moment’s reflection led her to feel that it would only be
bare justice to Matthäus to wait till he arrived, and explain candidly
that she had changed her mind—difficult as the struggle would be when she
stood face to face with him. She bitterly reproached herself for having
believed reports which represented Humphrey Gould as false to his engagement,
when, from what she now heard from his own lips, she gathered that he had been
living full of trust in her. But she knew well enough who had won her love.
Without him her life seemed a dreary prospect, yet the more she looked at his
proposal the more she feared to accept it—so wild as it was, so vague, so
venturesome. She had promised Humphrey Gould, and it was only his assumed
faithlessness which had led her to treat that promise as nought. His solicitude
in bringing her these gifts touched her; her promise must be kept, and esteem
must take the place of love. She would preserve her self-respect. She would
stay at home, and marry him, and suffer.</p>
<p>Phyllis had thus braced herself to an exceptional fortitude when, a few minutes
later, the outline of Matthäus Tina appeared behind a field-gate, over
which he lightly leapt as she stepped forward. There was no evading it, he
pressed her to his breast.</p>
<p>‘It is the first and last time!’ she wildly thought as she stood
encircled by his arms.</p>
<p>How Phyllis got through the terrible ordeal of that night she could never
clearly recollect. She always attributed her success in carrying out her
resolve to her lover’s honour, for as soon as she declared to him in
feeble words that she had changed her mind, and felt that she could not, dared
not, fly with him, he forbore to urge her, grieved as he was at her decision.
Unscrupulous pressure on his part, seeing how romantically she had become
attached to him, would no doubt have turned the balance in his favour. But he
did nothing to tempt her unduly or unfairly.</p>
<p>On her side, fearing for his safety, she begged him to remain. This, he
declared, could not be. ‘I cannot break faith with my friend,’ said
he. Had he stood alone he would have abandoned his plan. But Christoph, with
the boat and compass and chart, was waiting on the shore; the tide would soon
turn; his mother had been warned of his coming; go he must.</p>
<p>Many precious minutes were lost while he tarried, unable to tear himself away.
Phyllis held to her resolve, though it cost her many a bitter pang. At last
they parted, and he went down the hill. Before his footsteps had quite died
away she felt a desire to behold at least his outline once more, and running
noiselessly after him regained view of his diminishing figure. For one moment
she was sufficiently excited to be on the point of rushing forward and linking
her fate with his. But she could not. The courage which at the critical instant
failed Cleopatra of Egypt could scarcely be expected of Phyllis Grove.</p>
<p>A dark shape, similar to his own, joined him in the highway. It was Christoph,
his friend. She could see no more; they had hastened on in the direction of the
town and harbour, four miles ahead. With a feeling akin to despair she turned
and slowly pursued her way homeward.</p>
<p>Tattoo sounded in the camp; but there was no camp for her now. It was as dead
as the camp of the Assyrians after the passage of the Destroying Angel.</p>
<p>She noiselessly entered the house, seeing nobody, and went to bed. Grief, which
kept her awake at first, ultimately wrapped her in a heavy sleep. The next
morning her father met her at the foot of the stairs.</p>
<p>‘Mr. Gould is come!’ he said triumphantly.</p>
<p>Humphrey was staying at the inn, and had already called to inquire for her. He
had brought her a present of a very handsome looking-glass in a frame of
<i>repoussé</i> silverwork, which her father held in his hand. He had
promised to call again in the course of an hour, to ask Phyllis to walk with
him.</p>
<p>Pretty mirrors were rarer in country-houses at that day than they are now, and
the one before her won Phyllis’s admiration. She looked into it, saw how
heavy her eyes were, and endeavoured to brighten them. She was in that wretched
state of mind which leads a woman to move mechanically onward in what she
conceives to be her allotted path. Mr. Humphrey had, in his undemonstrative
way, been adhering all along to the old understanding; it was for her to do the
same, and to say not a word of her own lapse. She put on her bonnet and tippet,
and when he arrived at the hour named she was at the door awaiting him.</p>
<h3>CHAPTER V</h3>
<p>Phyllis thanked him for his beautiful gift; but the talking was soon entirely
on Humphrey’s side as they walked along. He told her of the latest
movements of the world of fashion—a subject which she willingly discussed
to the exclusion of anything more personal—and his measured language
helped to still her disquieted heart and brain. Had not her own sadness been
what it was she must have observed his embarrassment. At last he abruptly
changed the subject.</p>
<p>‘I am glad you are pleased with my little present,’ he said.
‘The truth is that I brought it to propitiate ’ee, and to get you
to help me out of a mighty difficulty.’</p>
<p>It was inconceivable to Phyllis that this independent bachelor—whom she
admired in some respects—could have a difficulty.</p>
<p>‘Phyllis—I’ll tell you my secret at once; for I have a
monstrous secret to confide before I can ask your counsel. The case is, then,
that I am married: yes, I have privately married a dear young belle; and if you
knew her, and I hope you will, you would say everything in her praise. But she
is not quite the one that my father would have chose for me—you know the
paternal idea as well as I—and I have kept it secret. There will be a
terrible noise, no doubt; but I think that with your help I may get over it. If
you would only do me this good turn—when I have told my father, I
mean—say that you never could have married me, you know, or something of
that sort—’pon my life it will help to smooth the way vastly. I am
so anxious to win him round to my point of view, and not to cause any
estrangement.’</p>
<p>What Phyllis replied she scarcely knew, or how she counselled him as to his
unexpected situation. Yet the relief that his announcement brought her was
perceptible. To have confided her trouble in return was what her aching heart
longed to do; and had Humphrey been a woman she would instantly have poured out
her tale. But to him she feared to confess; and there was a real reason for
silence, till a sufficient time had elapsed to allow her lover and his comrade
to get out of harm’s way.</p>
<p>As soon as she reached home again she sought a solitary place, and spent the
time in half regretting that she had not gone away, and in dreaming over the
meetings with Matthäus Tina from their beginning to their end. In his own
country, amongst his own countrywomen, he would possibly soon forget her, even
to her very name.</p>
<p>Her listlessness was such that she did not go out of the house for several
days. There came a morning which broke in fog and mist, behind which the dawn
could be discerned in greenish grey; and the outlines of the tents, and the
rows of horses at the ropes. The smoke from the canteen fires drooped heavily.</p>
<p>The spot at the bottom of the garden where she had been accustomed to climb the
wall to meet Matthäus, was the only inch of English ground in which she
took any interest; and in spite of the disagreeable haze prevailing she walked
out there till she reached the well-known corner. Every blade of grass was
weighted with little liquid globes, and slugs and snails had crept out upon the
plots. She could hear the usual faint noises from the camp, and in the other
direction the trot of farmers on the road to the town, for it was market-day.
She observed that her frequent visits to this corner had quite trodden down the
grass in the angle of the wall, and left marks of garden soil on the
stepping-stones by which she had mounted to look over the top. Seldom having
gone there till dusk, she had not considered that her traces might be visible
by day. Perhaps it was these which had revealed her trysts to her father.</p>
<p>While she paused in melancholy regard, she fancied that the customary sounds
from the tents were changing their character. Indifferent as Phyllis was to
camp doings now, she mounted by the steps to the old place. What she beheld at
first awed and perplexed her; then she stood rigid, her fingers hooked to the
wall, her eyes staring out of her head, and her face as if hardened to stone.</p>
<p>On the open green stretching before her all the regiments in the camp were
drawn up in line, in the mid-front of which two empty coffins lay on the
ground. The unwonted sounds which she had noticed came from an advancing
procession. It consisted of the band of the York Hussars playing a dead march;
next two soldiers of that regiment in a mourning coach, guarded on each side,
and accompanied by two priests. Behind came a crowd of rustics who had been
attracted by the event. The melancholy procession marched along the front of
the line, returned to the centre, and halted beside the coffins, where the two
condemned men were blindfolded, and each placed kneeling on his coffin; a few
minutes pause was now given, while they prayed.</p>
<p>A firing-party of twenty-four men stood ready with levelled carbines. The
commanding officer, who had his sword drawn, waved it through some cuts of the
sword-exercise till he reached the downward stroke, whereat the firing-party
discharged their volley. The two victims fell, one upon his face across his
coffin, the other backwards.</p>
<p>As the volley resounded there arose a shriek from the wall of Dr. Grove’s
garden, and some one fell down inside; but nobody among the spectators without
noticed it at the time. The two executed Hussars were Matthäus Tina and
his friend Christoph. The soldiers on guard placed the bodies in the coffins
almost instantly; but the colonel of the regiment, an Englishman, rode up and
exclaimed in a stern voice: ‘Turn them out—as an example to the
men!’</p>
<p>The coffins were lifted endwise, and the dead Germans flung out upon their
faces on the grass. Then all the regiments wheeled in sections, and marched
past the spot in slow time. When the survey was over the corpses were again
coffined, and borne away.</p>
<p>Meanwhile Dr. Grove, attracted by the noise of the volley, had rushed out into
his garden, where he saw his wretched daughter lying motionless against the
wall. She was taken indoors, but it was long before she recovered
consciousness; and for weeks they despaired of her reason.</p>
<p>It transpired that the luckless deserters from the York Hussars had cut the
boat from her moorings in the adjacent harbour, according to their plan, and,
with two other comrades who were smarting under ill-treatment from their
colonel, had sailed in safety across the Channel. But mistaking their bearings
they steered into Jersey, thinking that island the French coast. Here they were
perceived to be deserters, and delivered up to the authorities. Matthäus
and Christoph interceded for the other two at the court-martial, saying that it
was entirely by the former’s representations that these were induced to
go. Their sentence was accordingly commuted to flogging, the death punishment
being reserved for their leaders.</p>
<p>The visitor to the well-known old Georgian watering-place, who may care to
ramble to the neighbouring village under the hills, and examine the register of
burials, will there find two entries in these words:—</p>
<p class="letter">
‘Matth:—Tina (Corpl.) in His Majesty’s Regmt. of York
Hussars, and Shot for Desertion, was Buried June 30th, 1801, aged 22 years.
Born in the town of Sarrbruk, Germany.</p>
<p class="letter">
‘Christoph Bless, belonging to His Majesty’s Regmt. of York
Hussars, who was Shot for Desertion, was Buried June 30th, 1801, aged 22 years.
Born at Lothaargen, Alsatia.’</p>
<p>Their graves were dug at the back of the little church, near the wall. There is
no memorial to mark the spot, but Phyllis pointed it out to me. While she lived
she used to keep their mounds neat; but now they are overgrown with nettles,
and sunk nearly flat. The older villagers, however, who know of the episode
from their parents, still recollect the place where the soldiers lie. Phyllis
lies near.</p>
<p><i>October</i> 1889.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap07"></SPAN>THE FIDDLER OF THE REELS</h2>
<p>‘Talking of Exhibitions, World’s Fairs, and what not,’ said
the old gentleman, ‘I would not go round the corner to see a dozen of
them nowadays. The only exhibition that ever made, or ever will make, any
impression upon my imagination was the first of the series, the parent of them
all, and now a thing of old times—the Great Exhibition of 1851, in Hyde
Park, London. None of the younger generation can realize the sense of novelty
it produced in us who were then in our prime. A noun substantive went so far as
to become an adjective in honour of the occasion. It was
“exhibition” hat, “exhibition” razor-strop,
“exhibition” watch; nay, even “exhibition” weather,
“exhibition” spirits, sweethearts, babies, wives—for the
time.</p>
<p>‘For South Wessex, the year formed in many ways an extraordinary
chronological frontier or transit-line, at which there occurred what one might
call a precipice in Time. As in a geological “fault,” we had
presented to us a sudden bringing of ancient and modern into absolute contact,
such as probably in no other single year since the Conquest was ever witnessed
in this part of the country.’</p>
<p>These observations led us onward to talk of the different personages, gentle
and simple, who lived and moved within our narrow and peaceful horizon at that
time; and of three people in particular, whose queer little history was oddly
touched at points by the Exhibition, more concerned with it than that of
anybody else who dwelt in those outlying shades of the world, Stickleford,
Mellstock, and Egdon. First in prominence among these three came Wat
Ollamoor—if that were his real name—whom the seniors in our party
had known well.</p>
<p>He was a woman’s man, they said,—supremely so—externally
little else. To men he was not attractive; perhaps a little repulsive at times.
Musician, dandy, and company-man in practice; veterinary surgeon in theory, he
lodged awhile in Mellstock village, coming from nobody knew where; though some
said his first appearance in this neighbourhood had been as fiddle-player in a
show at Greenhill Fair.</p>
<p>Many a worthy villager envied him his power over unsophisticated
maidenhood—a power which seemed sometimes to have a touch of the weird
and wizardly in it. Personally he was not ill-favoured, though rather
un-English, his complexion being a rich olive, his rank hair dark and rather
clammy—made still clammier by secret ointments, which, when he came fresh
to a party, caused him to smell like ‘boys’-love’
(southernwood) steeped in lamp-oil. On occasion he wore curls—a double
row—running almost horizontally around his head. But as these were
sometimes noticeably absent, it was concluded that they were not altogether of
Nature’s making. By girls whose love for him had turned to hatred he had
been nicknamed ‘Mop,’ from this abundance of hair, which was long
enough to rest upon his shoulders; as time passed the name more and more
prevailed.</p>
<p>His fiddling possibly had the most to do with the fascination he exercised,
for, to speak fairly, it could claim for itself a most peculiar and personal
quality, like that in a moving preacher. There were tones in it which bred the
immediate conviction that indolence and averseness to systematic application
were all that lay between ‘Mop’ and the career of a second
Paganini.</p>
<p>While playing he invariably closed his eyes; using no notes, and, as it were,
allowing the violin to wander on at will into the most plaintive passages ever
heard by rustic man. There was a certain lingual character in the supplicatory
expressions he produced, which would well nigh have drawn an ache from the
heart of a gate-post. He could make any child in the parish, who was at all
sensitive to music, burst into tears in a few minutes by simply fiddling one of
the old dance-tunes he almost entirely affected—country jigs, reels, and
‘Favourite Quick Steps’ of the last century—some mutilated
remains of which even now reappear as nameless phantoms in new quadrilles and
gallops, where they are recognized only by the curious, or by such
old-fashioned and far-between people as have been thrown with men like Wat
Ollamoor in their early life.</p>
<p>His date was a little later than that of the old Mellstock quire-band which
comprised the Dewys, Mail, and the rest—in fact, he did not rise above
the horizon thereabout till those well-known musicians were disbanded as
ecclesiastical functionaries. In their honest love of thoroughness they
despised the new man’s style. Theophilus Dewy (Reuben the tranter’s
younger brother) used to say there was no ‘plumness’ in it—no
bowing, no solidity—it was all fantastical. And probably this was true.
Anyhow, Mop had, very obviously, never bowed a note of church-music from his
birth; he never once sat in the gallery of Mellstock church where the others
had tuned their venerable psalmody so many hundreds of times; had never, in all
likelihood, entered a church at all. All were devil’s tunes in his
repertory. ‘He could no more play the Wold Hundredth to his true time
than he could play the brazen serpent,’ the tranter would say. (The
brazen serpent was supposed in Mellstock to be a musical instrument
particularly hard to blow.)</p>
<p>Occasionally Mop could produce the aforesaid moving effect upon the souls of
grown-up persons, especially young women of fragile and responsive
organization. Such an one was Car’line Aspent. Though she was already
engaged to be married before she met him, Car’line, of them all, was the
most influenced by Mop Ollamoor’s heart-stealing melodies, to her
discomfort, nay, positive pain and ultimate injury. She was a pretty,
invocating, weak-mouthed girl, whose chief defect as a companion with her sex
was a tendency to peevishness now and then. At this time she was not a resident
in Mellstock parish where Mop lodged, but lived some miles off at Stickleford,
farther down the river.</p>
<p>How and where she first made acquaintance with him and his fiddling is not
truly known, but the story was that it either began or was developed on one
spring evening, when, in passing through Lower Mellstock, she chanced to pause
on the bridge near his house to rest herself, and languidly leaned over the
parapet. Mop was standing on his door-step, as was his custom, spinning the
insidious thread of semi- and demi-semi-quavers from the E string of his fiddle
for the benefit of passers-by, and laughing as the tears rolled down the cheeks
of the little children hanging around him. Car’line pretended to be
engrossed with the rippling of the stream under the arches, but in reality she
was listening, as he knew. Presently the aching of the heart seized her
simultaneously with a wild desire to glide airily in the mazes of an infinite
dance. To shake off the fascination she resolved to go on, although it would be
necessary to pass him as he played. On stealthily glancing ahead at the
performer, she found to her relief that his eyes were closed in abandonment to
instrumentation, and she strode on boldly. But when closer her step grew timid,
her tread convulsed itself more and more accordantly with the time of the
melody, till she very nearly danced along. Gaining another glance at him when
immediately opposite, she saw that <i>one</i> of his eyes was open, quizzing
her as he smiled at her emotional state. Her gait could not divest itself of
its compelled capers till she had gone a long way past the house; and
Car’line was unable to shake off the strange infatuation for hours.</p>
<p>After that day, whenever there was to be in the neighbourhood a dance to which
she could get an invitation, and where Mop Ollamoor was to be the musician,
Car’line contrived to be present, though it sometimes involved a walk of
several miles; for he did not play so often in Stickleford as elsewhere.</p>
<p>The next evidences of his influence over her were singular enough, and it would
require a neurologist to fully explain them. She would be sitting quietly, any
evening after dark, in the house of her father, the parish clerk, which stood
in the middle of Stickleford village street, this being the highroad between
Lower Mellstock and Moreford, five miles eastward. Here, without a
moment’s warning, and in the midst of a general conversation between her
father, sister, and the young man before alluded to, who devotedly wooed her in
ignorance of her infatuation, she would start from her seat in the
chimney-corner as if she had received a galvanic shock, and spring convulsively
towards the ceiling; then she would burst into tears, and it was not till some
half-hour had passed that she grew calm as usual. Her father, knowing her
hysterical tendencies, was always excessively anxious about this trait in his
youngest girl, and feared the attack to be a species of epileptic fit. Not so
her sister Julia. Julia had found out what was the cause. At the moment before
the jumping, only an exceptionally sensitive ear situated in the chimney-nook
could have caught from down the flue the beat of a man’s footstep along
the highway without. But it was in that footfall, for which she had been
waiting, that the origin of Car’line’s involuntary springing lay.
The pedestrian was Mop Ollamoor, as the girl well knew; but his business that
way was not to visit her; he sought another woman whom he spoke of as his
Intended, and who lived at Moreford, two miles farther on. On one, and only
one, occasion did it happen that Car’line could not control her
utterance; it was when her sister alone chanced to be present.
‘Oh—oh—oh—!’ she cried. ‘He’s going
to <i>her</i>, and not coming to <i>me</i>!’</p>
<p>To do the fiddler justice he had not at first thought greatly of, or spoken
much to, this girl of impressionable mould. But he had soon found out her
secret, and could not resist a little by-play with her too easily hurt heart,
as an interlude between his more serious performances at Moreford. The two
became well acquainted, though only by stealth, hardly a soul in Stickleford
except her sister, and her lover Ned Hipcroft, being aware of the attachment.
Her father disapproved of her coldness to Ned; her sister, too, hoped she might
get over this nervous passion for a man of whom so little was known. The
ultimate result was that Car’line’s manly and simple wooer Edward
found his suit becoming practically hopeless. He was a respectable mechanic, in
a far sounder position than Mop the nominal horse-doctor; but when, before
leaving her, Ned put his flat and final question, would she marry him, then and
there, now or never, it was with little expectation of obtaining more than the
negative she gave him. Though her father supported him and her sister supported
him, he could not play the fiddle so as to draw your soul out of your body like
a spider’s thread, as Mop did, till you felt as limp as withy-wind and
yearned for something to cling to. Indeed, Hipcroft had not the slightest ear
for music; could not sing two notes in tune, much less play them.</p>
<p>The No he had expected and got from her, in spite of a preliminary
encouragement, gave Ned a new start in life. It had been uttered in such a tone
of sad entreaty that he resolved to persecute her no more; she should not even
be distressed by a sight of his form in the distant perspective of the street
and lane. He left the place, and his natural course was to London.</p>
<p>The railway to South Wessex was in process of construction, but it was not as
yet opened for traffic; and Hipcroft reached the capital by a six days’
trudge on foot, as many a better man had done before him. He was one of the
last of the artisan class who used that now extinct method of travel to the
great centres of labour, so customary then from time immemorial.</p>
<p>In London he lived and worked regularly at his trade. More fortunate than many,
his disinterested willingness recommended him from the first. During the
ensuing four years he was never out of employment. He neither advanced nor
receded in the modern sense; he improved as a workman, but he did not shift one
jot in social position. About his love for Car’line he maintained a rigid
silence. No doubt he often thought of her; but being always occupied, and
having no relations at Stickleford, he held no communication with that part of
the country, and showed no desire to return. In his quiet lodging in Lambeth he
moved about after working-hours with the facility of a woman, doing his own
cooking, attending to his stocking-heels, and shaping himself by degrees to a
life-long bachelorhood. For this conduct one is bound to advance the canonical
reason that time could not efface from his heart the image of little
Car’line Aspent—and it may be in part true; but there was also the
inference that his was a nature not greatly dependent upon the ministrations of
the other sex for its comforts.</p>
<p>The fourth year of his residence as a mechanic in London was the year of the
Hyde-Park Exhibition already mentioned, and at the construction of this huge
glass-house, then unexampled in the world’s history, he worked daily. It
was an era of great hope and activity among the nations and industries. Though
Hipcroft was, in his small way, a central man in the movement, he plodded on
with his usual outward placidity. Yet for him, too, the year was destined to
have its surprises, for when the bustle of getting the building ready for the
opening day was past, the ceremonies had been witnessed, and people were
flocking thither from all parts of the globe, he received a letter from
Car’line. Till that day the silence of four years between himself and
Stickleford had never been broken.</p>
<p>She informed her old lover, in an uncertain penmanship which suggested a
trembling hand, of the trouble she had been put to in ascertaining his address,
and then broached the subject which had prompted her to write. Four years ago,
she said with the greatest delicacy of which she was capable, she had been so
foolish as to refuse him. Her wilful wrong-headedness had since been a grief to
her many times, and of late particularly. As for Mr. Ollamoor, he had been
absent almost as long as Ned—she did not know where. She would gladly
marry Ned now if he were to ask her again, and be a tender little wife to him
till her life’s end.</p>
<p>A tide of warm feeling must have surged through Ned Hipcroft’s frame on
receipt of this news, if we may judge by the issue. Unquestionably he loved her
still, even if not to the exclusion of every other happiness. This from his
Car’line, she who had been dead to him these many years, alive to him
again as of old, was in itself a pleasant, gratifying thing. Ned had grown so
resigned to, or satisfied with, his lonely lot, that he probably would not have
shown much jubilation at anything. Still, a certain ardour of preoccupation,
after his first surprise, revealed how deeply her confession of faith in him
had stirred him. Measured and methodical in his ways, he did not answer the
letter that day, nor the next, nor the next. He was having ‘a good
think.’ When he did answer it, there was a great deal of sound reasoning
mixed in with the unmistakable tenderness of his reply; but the tenderness
itself was sufficient to reveal that he was pleased with her straightforward
frankness; that the anchorage she had once obtained in his heart was renewable,
if it had not been continuously firm.</p>
<p>He told her—and as he wrote his lips twitched humorously over the few
gentle words of raillery he indited among the rest of his sentences—that
it was all very well for her to come round at this time of day. Why
wouldn’t she have him when he wanted her? She had no doubt learned that
he was not married, but suppose his affections had since been fixed on another?
She ought to beg his pardon. Still, he was not the man to forget her. But
considering how he had been used, and what he had suffered, she could not quite
expect him to go down to Stickleford and fetch her. But if she would come to
him, and say she was sorry, as was only fair; why, yes, he would marry her,
knowing what a good little woman she was at the core. He added that the request
for her to come to him was a less one to make than it would have been when he
first left Stickleford, or even a few months ago; for the new railway into
South Wessex was now open, and there had just begun to be run wonderfully
contrived special trains, called excursion-trains, on account of the Great
Exhibition; so that she could come up easily alone.</p>
<p>She said in her reply how good it was of him to treat her so generously, after
her hot and cold treatment of him; that though she felt frightened at the
magnitude of the journey, and was never as yet in a railway-train, having only
seen one pass at a distance, she embraced his offer with all her heart; and
would, indeed, own to him how sorry she was, and beg his pardon, and try to be
a good wife always, and make up for lost time.</p>
<p>The remaining details of when and where were soon settled, Car’line
informing him, for her ready identification in the crowd, that she would be
wearing ‘my new sprigged-laylock cotton gown,’ and Ned gaily
responding that, having married her the morning after her arrival, he would
make a day of it by taking her to the Exhibition. One early summer afternoon,
accordingly, he came from his place of work, and hastened towards Waterloo
Station to meet her. It was as wet and chilly as an English June day can
occasionally be, but as he waited on the platform in the drizzle he glowed
inwardly, and seemed to have something to live for again.</p>
<p>The ‘excursion-train’—an absolutely new departure in the
history of travel—was still a novelty on the Wessex line, and probably
everywhere. Crowds of people had flocked to all the stations on the way up to
witness the unwonted sight of so long a train’s passage, even where they
did not take advantage of the opportunity it offered. The seats for the humbler
class of travellers in these early experiments in steam-locomotion, were open
trucks, without any protection whatever from the wind and rain; and damp
weather having set in with the afternoon, the unfortunate occupants of these
vehicles were, on the train drawing up at the London terminus, found to be in a
pitiable condition from their long journey; blue-faced, stiff-necked, sneezing,
rain-beaten, chilled to the marrow, many of the men being hatless; in fact,
they resembled people who had been out all night in an open boat on a rough
sea, rather than inland excursionists for pleasure. The women had in some
degree protected themselves by turning up the skirts of their gowns over their
heads, but as by this arrangement they were additionally exposed about the
hips, they were all more or less in a sorry plight.</p>
<p>In the bustle and crush of alighting forms of both sexes which followed the
entry of the huge concatenation into the station, Ned Hipcroft soon discerned
the slim little figure his eye was in search of, in the sprigged lilac, as
described. She came up to him with a frightened smile—still pretty,
though so damp, weather-beaten, and shivering from long exposure to the wind.</p>
<p>‘O Ned!’ she sputtered, ‘I—I—’ He clasped
her in his arms and kissed her, whereupon she burst into a flood of tears.</p>
<p>‘You are wet, my poor dear! I hope you’ll not get cold,’ he
said. And surveying her and her multifarious surrounding packages, he noticed
that by the hand she led a toddling child—a little girl of three or
so—whose hood was as clammy and tender face as blue as those of the other
travellers.</p>
<p>‘Who is this—somebody you know?’ asked Ned curiously.</p>
<p>‘Yes, Ned. She’s mine.’</p>
<p>‘Yours?’</p>
<p>‘Yes—my own!’</p>
<p>‘Your own child?’</p>
<p>‘Yes!’</p>
<p>‘Well—as God’s in—’</p>
<p>‘Ned, I didn’t name it in my letter, because, you see, it would
have been so hard to explain! I thought that when we met I could tell you how
she happened to be born, so much better than in writing! I hope you’ll
excuse it this once, dear Ned, and not scold me, now I’ve come so many,
many miles!’</p>
<p>‘This means Mr. Mop Ollamoor, I reckon!’ said Hipcroft, gazing
palely at them from the distance of the yard or two to which he had withdrawn
with a start.</p>
<p>Car’line gasped. ‘But he’s been gone away for years!’
she supplicated. ‘And I never had a young man before! And I was so
onlucky to be catched the first time, though some of the girls down there go on
like anything!’</p>
<p>Ned remained in silence, pondering.</p>
<p>‘You’ll forgive me, dear Ned?’ she added, beginning to sob
outright. ‘I haven’t taken ’ee in after all,
because—because you can pack us back again, if you want to; though
’tis hundreds o’ miles, and so wet, and night a-coming on, and I
with no money!’</p>
<p>‘What the devil can I do!’ Hipcroft groaned.</p>
<p>A more pitiable picture than the pair of helpless creatures presented was never
seen on a rainy day, as they stood on the great, gaunt, puddled platform, a
whiff of drizzle blowing under the roof upon them now and then; the pretty
attire in which they had started from Stickleford in the early morning
bemuddled and sodden, weariness on their faces, and fear of him in their eyes;
for the child began to look as if she thought she too had done some wrong,
remaining in an appalled silence till the tears rolled down her chubby cheeks.</p>
<p>‘What’s the matter, my little maid?’ said Ned mechanically.</p>
<p>‘I do want to go home!’ she let out, in tones that told of a
bursting heart. ‘And my totties be cold, an’ I shan’t have no
bread an’ butter no more!’</p>
<p>‘I don’t know what to say to it all!’ declared Ned, his own
eye moist as he turned and walked a few steps with his head down; then regarded
them again point blank. From the child escaped troubled breaths and silently
welling tears.</p>
<p>‘Want some bread and butter, do ’ee?’ he said, with
factitious hardness.</p>
<p>‘Ye-e-s!’</p>
<p>‘Well, I daresay I can get ’ee a bit! Naturally, you must want
some. And you, too, for that matter, Car’line.’</p>
<p>‘I do feel a little hungered. But I can keep it off,’ she murmured.</p>
<p>‘Folk shouldn’t do that,’ he said gruffly. . . . ‘There
come along!’ he caught up the child, as he added, ‘You must bide
here to-night, anyhow, I s’pose! What can you do otherwise? I’ll
get ’ee some tea and victuals; and as for this job, I’m sure I
don’t know what to say! This is the way out.’</p>
<p>They pursued their way, without speaking, to Ned’s lodgings, which were
not far off. There he dried them and made them comfortable, and prepared tea;
they thankfully sat down. The ready-made household of which he suddenly found
himself the head imparted a cosy aspect to his room, and a paternal one to
himself. Presently he turned to the child and kissed her now blooming cheeks;
and, looking wistfully at Car’line, kissed her also.</p>
<p>‘I don’t see how I can send ’ee back all them miles,’
he growled, ‘now you’ve come all the way o’ purpose to join
me. But you must trust me, Car’line, and show you’ve real faith in
me. Well, do you feel better now, my little woman?’</p>
<p>The child nodded, her mouth being otherwise occupied.</p>
<p>‘I did trust you, Ned, in coming; and I shall always!’</p>
<p>Thus, without any definite agreement to forgive her, he tacitly acquiesced in
the fate that Heaven had sent him; and on the day of their marriage (which was
not quite so soon as he had expected it could be, on account of the time
necessary for banns) he took her to the Exhibition when they came back from
church, as he had promised. While standing near a large mirror in one of the
courts devoted to furniture, Car’line started, for in the glass appeared
the reflection of a form exactly resembling Mop Ollamoor’s—so
exactly, that it seemed impossible to believe anybody but that artist in person
to be the original. On passing round the objects which hemmed in Ned, her, and
the child from a direct view, no Mop was to be seen. Whether he were really in
London or not at that time was never known; and Car’line always stoutly
denied that her readiness to go and meet Ned in town arose from any rumour that
Mop had also gone thither; which denial there was no reasonable ground for
doubting.</p>
<p>And then the year glided away, and the Exhibition folded itself up and became a
thing of the past. The park trees that had been enclosed for six months were
again exposed to the winds and storms, and the sod grew green anew. Ned found
that Car’line resolved herself into a very good wife and companion,
though she had made herself what is called cheap to him; but in that she was
like another domestic article, a cheap tea-pot, which often brews better tea
than a dear one. One autumn Hipcroft found himself with but little work to do,
and a prospect of less for the winter. Both being country born and bred, they
fancied they would like to live again in their natural atmosphere. It was
accordingly decided between them that they should leave the pent-up London
lodging, and that Ned should seek out employment near his native place, his
wife and her daughter staying with Car’line’s father during the
search for occupation and an abode of their own.</p>
<p>Tinglings of pleasure pervaded Car’line’s spasmodic little frame as
she journeyed down with Ned to the place she had left two or three years
before, in silence and under a cloud. To return to where she had once been
despised, a smiling London wife with a distinct London accent, was a triumph
which the world did not witness every day.</p>
<p>The train did not stop at the petty roadside station that lay nearest to
Stickleford, and the trio went on to Casterbridge. Ned thought it a good
opportunity to make a few preliminary inquiries for employment at workshops in
the borough where he had been known; and feeling cold from her journey, and it
being dry underfoot and only dusk as yet, with a moon on the point of rising,
Car’line and her little girl walked on toward Stickleford, leaving Ned to
follow at a quicker pace, and pick her up at a certain half-way house, widely
known as an inn.</p>
<p>The woman and child pursued the well-remembered way comfortably enough, though
they were both becoming wearied. In the course of three miles they had passed
Heedless-William’s Pond, the familiar landmark by Bloom’s End, and
were drawing near the Quiet Woman Inn, a lone roadside hostel on the lower
verge of the Egdon Heath, since and for many years abolished. In stepping up
towards it Car’line heard more voices within than had formerly been
customary at such an hour, and she learned that an auction of fat stock had
been held near the spot that afternoon. The child would be the better for a
rest as well as herself, she thought, and she entered.</p>
<p>The guests and customers overflowed into the passage, and Car’line had no
sooner crossed the threshold than a man whom she remembered by sight came
forward with glass and mug in his hands towards a friend leaning against the
wall; but, seeing her, very gallantly offered her a drink of the liquor, which
was gin-and-beer hot, pouring her out a tumblerful and saying, in a moment or
two: ‘Surely, ’tis little Car’line Aspent that was—down
at Stickleford?’</p>
<p>She assented, and, though she did not exactly want this beverage, she drank it
since it was offered, and her entertainer begged her to come in farther and sit
down. Once within the room she found that all the persons present were seated
close against the walls, and there being a chair vacant she did the same. An
explanation of their position occurred the next moment. In the opposite corner
stood Mop, rosining his bow and looking just the same as ever. The company had
cleared the middle of the room for dancing, and they were about to dance again.
As she wore a veil to keep off the wind she did not think he had recognized
her, or could possibly guess the identity of the child; and to her satisfied
surprise she found that she could confront him quite calmly—mistress of
herself in the dignity her London life had given her. Before she had quite
emptied her glass the dance was called, the dancers formed in two lines, the
music sounded, and the figure began.</p>
<p>Then matters changed for Car’line. A tremor quickened itself to life in
her, and her hand so shook that she could hardly set down her glass. It was not
the dance nor the dancers, but the notes of that old violin which thrilled the
London wife, these having still all the witchery that she had so well known of
yore, and under which she had used to lose her power of independent will. How
it all came back! There was the fiddling figure against the wall; the large,
oily, mop-like head of him, and beneath the mop the face with closed eyes.</p>
<p>After the first moments of paralyzed reverie the familiar tune in the familiar
rendering made her laugh and shed tears simultaneously. Then a man at the
bottom of the dance, whose partner had dropped away, stretched out his hand and
beckoned to her to take the place. She did not want to dance; she entreated by
signs to be left where she was, but she was entreating of the tune and its
player rather than of the dancing man. The saltatory tendency which the fiddler
and his cunning instrument had ever been able to start in her was seizing
Car’line just as it had done in earlier years, possibly assisted by the
gin-and-beer hot. Tired as she was she grasped her little girl by the hand, and
plunging in at the bottom of the figure, whirled about with the rest. She found
that her companions were mostly people of the neighbouring hamlets and
farms—Bloom’s End, Mellstock, Lewgate, and elsewhere; and by
degrees she was recognized as she convulsively danced on, wishing that Mop
would cease and let her heart rest from the aching he caused, and her feet
also.</p>
<p>After long and many minutes the dance ended, when she was urged to fortify
herself with more gin-and-beer; which she did, feeling very weak and
overpowered with hysteric emotion. She refrained from unveiling, to keep Mop in
ignorance of her presence, if possible. Several of the guests having left,
Car’line hastily wiped her lips and also turned to go; but, according to
the account of some who remained, at that very moment a five-handed reel was
proposed, in which two or three begged her to join.</p>
<p>She declined on the plea of being tired and having to walk to Stickleford, when
Mop began aggressively tweedling ‘My Fancy-Lad,’ in D major, as the
air to which the reel was to be footed. He must have recognized her, though she
did not know it, for it was the strain of all seductive strains which she was
least able to resist—the one he had played when she was leaning over the
bridge at the date of their first acquaintance. Car’line stepped
despairingly into the middle of the room with the other four.</p>
<p>Reels were resorted to hereabouts at this time by the more robust spirits, for
the reduction of superfluous energy which the ordinary figure-dances were not
powerful enough to exhaust. As everybody knows, or does not know, the five
reelers stood in the form of a cross, the reel being performed by each line of
three alternately, the persons who successively came to the middle place
dancing in both directions. Car’line soon found herself in this place,
the axis of the whole performance, and could not get out of it, the tune
turning into the first part without giving her opportunity. And now she began
to suspect that Mop did know her, and was doing this on purpose, though
whenever she stole a glance at him his closed eyes betokened obliviousness to
everything outside his own brain. She continued to wend her way through the
figure of 8 that was formed by her course, the fiddler introducing into his
notes the wild and agonizing sweetness of a living voice in one too highly
wrought; its pathos running high and running low in endless variation,
projecting through her nerves excruciating spasms, a sort of blissful torture.
The room swam, the tune was endless; and in about a quarter of an hour the only
other woman in the figure dropped out exhausted, and sank panting on a bench.</p>
<p>The reel instantly resolved itself into a four-handed one. Car’line would
have given anything to leave off; but she had, or fancied she had, no power,
while Mop played such tunes; and thus another ten minutes slipped by, a haze of
dust now clouding the candles, the floor being of stone, sanded. Then another
dancer fell out—one of the men—and went into the passage, in a
frantic search for liquor. To turn the figure into a three-handed reel was the
work of a second, Mop modulating at the same time into ‘The Fairy
Dance,’ as better suited to the contracted movement, and no less one of
those foods of love which, as manufactured by his bow, had always intoxicated
her.</p>
<p>In a reel for three there was no rest whatever, and four or five minutes were
enough to make her remaining two partners, now thoroughly blown, stamp their
last bar and, like their predecessors, limp off into the next room to get
something to drink. Car’line, half-stifled inside her veil, was left
dancing alone, the apartment now being empty of everybody save herself, Mop,
and their little girl.</p>
<p>She flung up the veil, and cast her eyes upon him, as if imploring him to
withdraw himself and his acoustic magnetism from the atmosphere. Mop opened one
of his own orbs, as though for the first time, fixed it peeringly upon her, and
smiling dreamily, threw into his strains the reserve of expression which he
could not afford to waste on a big and noisy dance. Crowds of little chromatic
subtleties, capable of drawing tears from a statue, proceeded straightway from
the ancient fiddle, as if it were dying of the emotion which had been pent up
within it ever since its banishment from some Italian city where it first took
shape and sound. There was that in the look of Mop’s one dark eye which
said: ‘You cannot leave off, dear, whether you would or no!’ and it
bred in her a paroxysm of desperation that defied him to tire her down.</p>
<p>She thus continued to dance alone, defiantly as she thought, but in truth
slavishly and abjectly, subject to every wave of the melody, and probed by the
gimlet-like gaze of her fascinator’s open eye; keeping up at the same
time a feeble smile in his face, as a feint to signify it was still her own
pleasure which led her on. A terrified embarrassment as to what she could say
to him if she were to leave off, had its unrecognized share in keeping her
going. The child, who was beginning to be distressed by the strange situation,
came up and said: ‘Stop, mother, stop, and let’s go home!’ as
she seized Car’line’s hand.</p>
<p>Suddenly Car’line sank staggering to the floor; and rolling over on her
face, prone she remained. Mop’s fiddle thereupon emitted an elfin shriek
of finality; stepping quickly down from the nine-gallon beer-cask which had
formed his rostrum, he went to the little girl, who disconsolately bent over
her mother.</p>
<p>The guests who had gone into the back-room for liquor and change of air,
hearing something unusual, trooped back hitherward, where they endeavoured to
revive poor, weak Car’line by blowing her with the bellows and opening
the window. Ned, her husband, who had been detained in Casterbridge, as
aforesaid, came along the road at this juncture, and hearing excited voices
through the open casement, and to his great surprise, the mention of his
wife’s name, he entered amid the rest upon the scene. Car’line was
now in convulsions, weeping violently, and for a long time nothing could be
done with her. While he was sending for a cart to take her onward to
Stickleford Hipcroft anxiously inquired how it had all happened; and then the
assembly explained that a fiddler formerly known in the locality had lately
revisited his old haunts, and had taken upon himself without invitation to play
that evening at the inn.</p>
<p>Ned demanded the fiddler’s name, and they said Ollamoor.</p>
<p>‘Ah!’ exclaimed Ned, looking round him. ‘Where is he, and
where—where’s my little girl?’</p>
<p>Ollamoor had disappeared, and so had the child. Hipcroft was in ordinary a
quiet and tractable fellow, but a determination which was to be feared settled
in his face now. ‘Blast him!’ he cried. ‘I’ll beat his
skull in for’n, if I swing for it to-morrow!’</p>
<p>He had rushed to the poker which lay on the hearth, and hastened down the
passage, the people following. Outside the house, on the other side of the
highway, a mass of dark heath-land rose sullenly upward to its not easily
accessible interior, a ravined plateau, whereon jutted into the sky, at the
distance of a couple of miles, the fir-woods of Mistover backed by the Yalbury
coppices—a place of Dantesque gloom at this hour, which would have
afforded secure hiding for a battery of artillery, much less a man and a child.</p>
<p>Some other men plunged thitherward with him, and more went along the road. They
were gone about twenty minutes altogether, returning without result to the inn.
Ned sat down in the settle, and clasped his forehead with his hands.</p>
<p>‘Well—what a fool the man is, and hev been all these years, if he
thinks the child his, as a’ do seem to!’ they whispered. ‘And
everybody else knowing otherwise!’</p>
<p>‘No, I don’t think ’tis mine!’ cried Ned hoarsely, as
he looked up from his hands. ‘But she is mine, all the same!
Ha’n’t I nussed her? Ha’n’t I fed her and teached her?
Ha’n’t I played wi’ her? O, little Carry—gone with that
rogue—gone!’</p>
<p>‘You ha’n’t lost your mis’ess, anyhow,’ they said
to console him. ‘She’s throwed up the sperrits, and she is feeling
better, and she’s more to ’ee than a child that isn’t
yours.’</p>
<p>‘She isn’t! She’s not so particular much to me, especially
now she’s lost the little maid! But Carry’s everything!’</p>
<p>‘Well, ver’ like you’ll find her to-morrow.’</p>
<p>‘Ah—but shall I? Yet he <i>can’t</i> hurt her—surely he
can’t! Well—how’s Car’line now? I am ready. Is the cart
here?’</p>
<p>She was lifted into the vehicle, and they sadly lumbered on toward Stickleford.
Next day she was calmer; but the fits were still upon her; and her will seemed
shattered. For the child she appeared to show singularly little anxiety, though
Ned was nearly distracted. It was nevertheless quite expected that the impish
Mop would restore the lost one after a freak of a day or two; but time went on,
and neither he nor she could be heard of, and Hipcroft murmured that perhaps he
was exercising upon her some unholy musical charm, as he had done upon
Car’line herself. Weeks passed, and still they could obtain no clue
either to the fiddler’s whereabouts or the girl’s; and how he could
have induced her to go with him remained a mystery.</p>
<p>Then Ned, who had obtained only temporary employment in the neighbourhood, took
a sudden hatred toward his native district, and a rumour reaching his ears
through the police that a somewhat similar man and child had been seen at a
fair near London, he playing a violin, she dancing on stilts, a new interest in
the capital took possession of Hipcroft with an intensity which would scarcely
allow him time to pack before returning thither.</p>
<p>He did not, however, find the lost one, though he made it the entire business
of his over-hours to stand about in by-streets in the hope of discovering her,
and would start up in the night, saying, ‘That rascal’s torturing
her to maintain him!’ To which his wife would answer peevishly,
‘Don’t ’ee raft yourself so, Ned! You prevent my getting a
bit o’ rest! He won’t hurt her!’ and fall asleep again.</p>
<p>That Carry and her father had emigrated to America was the general opinion;
Mop, no doubt, finding the girl a highly desirable companion when he had
trained her to keep him by her earnings as a dancer. There, for that matter,
they may be performing in some capacity now, though he must be an old scamp
verging on threescore-and-ten, and she a woman of four-and-forty.</p>
<p>May 1893,</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap08"></SPAN>A TRADITION OF EIGHTEEN HUNDRED AND FOUR</h2>
<p>The widely discussed possibility of an invasion of England through a Channel
tunnel has more than once recalled old Solomon Selby’s story to my mind.</p>
<p>The occasion on which I numbered myself among his audience was one evening when
he was sitting in the yawning chimney-corner of the inn-kitchen, with some
others who had gathered there, and I entered for shelter from the rain.
Withdrawing the stem of his pipe from the dental notch in which it habitually
rested, he leaned back in the recess behind him and smiled into the fire. The
smile was neither mirthful nor sad, not precisely humorous nor altogether
thoughtful. We who knew him recognized it in a moment: it was his narrative
smile. Breaking off our few desultory remarks we drew up closer, and he thus
began:—</p>
<p>‘My father, as you mid know, was a shepherd all his life, and lived out
by the Cove four miles yonder, where I was born and lived likewise, till I
moved here shortly afore I was married. The cottage that first knew me stood on
the top of the down, near the sea; there was no house within a mile and a half
of it; it was built o’ purpose for the farm-shepherd, and had no other
use. They tell me that it is now pulled down, but that you can see where it
stood by the mounds of earth and a few broken bricks that are still lying
about. It was a bleak and dreary place in winter-time, but in summer it was
well enough, though the garden never came to much, because we could not get up
a good shelter for the vegetables and currant bushes; and where there is much
wind they don’t thrive.</p>
<p>‘Of all the years of my growing up the ones that bide clearest in my mind
were eighteen hundred and three, four, and five. This was for two reasons: I
had just then grown to an age when a child’s eyes and ears take in and
note down everything about him, and there was more at that date to bear in mind
than there ever has been since with me. It was, as I need hardly tell ye, the
time after the first peace, when Bonaparte was scheming his descent upon
England. He had crossed the great Alp mountains, fought in Egypt, drubbed the
Turks, the Austrians, and the Proossians, and now thought he’d have a
slap at us. On the other side of the Channel, scarce out of sight and hail of a
man standing on our English shore, the French army of a hundred and sixty
thousand men and fifteen thousand horses had been brought together from all
parts, and were drilling every day. Bonaparte had been three years a-making his
preparations; and to ferry these soldiers and cannon and horses across he had
contrived a couple of thousand flat-bottomed boats. These boats were small
things, but wonderfully built. A good few of ’em were so made as to have
a little stable on board each for the two horses that were to haul the cannon
carried at the stern. To get in order all these, and other things required, he
had assembled there five or six thousand fellows that worked at
trades—carpenters, blacksmiths, wheelwrights, saddlers, and what not. O
’twas a curious time!</p>
<p>‘Every morning Neighbour Boney would muster his multitude of soldiers on
the beach, draw ’em up in line, practise ’em in the manoeuvre of
embarking, horses and all, till they could do it without a single hitch. My
father drove a flock of ewes up into Sussex that year, and as he went along the
drover’s track over the high downs thereabout he could see this drilling
actually going on—the accoutrements of the rank and file glittering in
the sun like silver. It was thought and always said by my uncle Job, sergeant
of foot (who used to know all about these matters), that Bonaparte meant to
cross with oars on a calm night. The grand query with us was, Where would my
gentleman land? Many of the common people thought it would be at Dover; others,
who knew how unlikely it was that any skilful general would make a business of
landing just where he was expected, said he’d go either east into the
River Thames, or west’ard to some convenient place, most likely one of
the little bays inside the Isle of Portland, between the Beal and St.
Alban’s Head—and for choice the three-quarter-round Cove, screened
from every mortal eye, that seemed made o’ purpose, out by where we
lived, and which I’ve climmed up with two tubs of brandy across my
shoulders on scores o’ dark nights in my younger days. Some had heard
that a part o’ the French fleet would sail right round Scotland, and come
up the Channel to a suitable haven. However, there was much doubt upon the
matter; and no wonder, for after-years proved that Bonaparte himself could
hardly make up his mind upon that great and very particular point, where to
land. His uncertainty came about in this wise, that he could get no news as to
where and how our troops lay in waiting, and that his knowledge of possible
places where flat-bottomed boats might be quietly run ashore, and the men they
brought marshalled in order, was dim to the last degree. Being flat-bottomed,
they didn’t require a harbour for unshipping their cargo of men, but a
good shelving beach away from sight, and with a fair open road toward London.
How the question posed that great Corsican tyrant (as we used to call him),
what pains he took to settle it, and, above all, what a risk he ran on one
particular night in trying to do so, were known only to one man here and there;
and certainly to no maker of newspapers or printer of books, or my account
o’t would not have had so many heads shaken over it as it has by gentry
who only believe what they see in printed lines.</p>
<p>‘The flocks my father had charge of fed all about the downs near our
house, overlooking the sea and shore each way for miles. In winter and early
spring father was up a deal at nights, watching and tending the lambing. Often
he’d go to bed early, and turn out at twelve or one; and on the other
hand, he’d sometimes stay up till twelve or one, and then turn in to bed.
As soon as I was old enough I used to help him, mostly in the way of keeping an
eye upon the ewes while he was gone home to rest. This is what I was doing in a
particular month in either the year four or five—I can’t certainly
fix which, but it was long before I was took away from the sheepkeeping to be
bound prentice to a trade. Every night at that time I was at the fold, about
half a mile, or it may be a little more, from our cottage, and no living thing
at all with me but the ewes and young lambs. Afeard? No; I was never afeard of
being alone at these times; for I had been reared in such an out-step place
that the lack o’ human beings at night made me less fearful than the
sight of ’em. Directly I saw a man’s shape after dark in a lonely
place I was frightened out of my senses.</p>
<p>‘One day in that month we were surprised by a visit from my uncle Job,
the sergeant in the Sixty-first foot, then in camp on the downs above King
George’s watering-place, several miles to the west yonder. Uncle Job
dropped in about dusk, and went up with my father to the fold for an hour or
two. Then he came home, had a drop to drink from the tub of sperrits that the
smugglers kept us in for housing their liquor when they’d made a run, and
for burning ’em off when there was danger. After that he stretched
himself out on the settle to sleep. I went to bed: at one o’clock father
came home, and waking me to go and take his place, according to custom, went to
bed himself. On my way out of the house I passed Uncle Job on the settle. He
opened his eyes, and upon my telling him where I was going he said it was a
shame that such a youngster as I should go up there all alone; and when he had
fastened up his stock and waist-belt he set off along with me, taking a drop
from the sperrit-tub in a little flat bottle that stood in the corner-cupboard.</p>
<p>‘By and by we drew up to the fold, saw that all was right, and then, to
keep ourselves warm, curled up in a heap of straw that lay inside the thatched
hurdles we had set up to break the stroke of the wind when there was any.
To-night, however, there was none. It was one of those very still nights when,
if you stand on the high hills anywhere within two or three miles of the sea,
you can hear the rise and fall of the tide along the shore, coming and going
every few moments like a sort of great snore of the sleeping world. Over the
lower ground there was a bit of a mist, but on the hill where we lay the air
was clear, and the moon, then in her last quarter, flung a fairly good light on
the grass and scattered straw.</p>
<p>‘While we lay there Uncle Job amused me by telling me strange stories of
the wars he had served in and the wounds he had got. He had already fought the
French in the Low Countries, and hoped to fight ’em again. His stories
lasted so long that at last I was hardly sure that I was not a soldier myself,
and had seen such service as he told of. The wonders of his tales quite
bewildered my mind, till I fell asleep and dreamed of battle, smoke, and flying
soldiers, all of a kind with the doings he had been bringing up to me.</p>
<p>‘How long my nap lasted I am not prepared to say. But some faint sounds
over and above the rustle of the ewes in the straw, the bleat of the lambs, and
the tinkle of the sheep-bell brought me to my waking senses. Uncle Job was
still beside me; but he too had fallen asleep. I looked out from the straw, and
saw what it was that had aroused me. Two men, in boat-cloaks, cocked hats, and
swords, stood by the hurdles about twenty yards off.</p>
<p>‘I turned my ear thitherward to catch what they were saying, but though I
heard every word o’t, not one did I understand. They spoke in a tongue
that was not ours—in French, as I afterward found. But if I could not
gain the meaning of a word, I was shrewd boy enough to find out a deal of the
talkers’ business. By the light o’ the moon I could see that one of
’em carried a roll of paper in his hand, while every moment he spoke
quick to his comrade, and pointed right and left with the other hand to spots
along the shore. There was no doubt that he was explaining to the second
gentleman the shapes and features of the coast. What happened soon after made
this still clearer to me.</p>
<p>‘All this time I had not waked Uncle Job, but now I began to be afeared
that they might light upon us, because uncle breathed so heavily
through’s nose. I put my mouth to his ear and whispered, “Uncle
Job.”</p>
<p>‘“What is it, my boy?” he said, just as if he hadn’t
been asleep at all.</p>
<p>‘“Hush!” says I. “Two French generals—”</p>
<p>‘“French?” says he.</p>
<p>‘“Yes,” says I. “Come to see where to land their
army!”</p>
<p>‘I pointed ’em out; but I could say no more, for the pair were
coming at that moment much nearer to where we lay. As soon as they got as near
as eight or ten yards, the officer with a roll in his hand stooped down to a
slanting hurdle, unfastened his roll upon it, and spread it out. Then suddenly
he sprung a dark lantern open on the paper, and showed it to be a map.</p>
<p>‘“What be they looking at?” I whispered to Uncle Job.</p>
<p>‘“A chart of the Channel,” says the sergeant (knowing about
such things).</p>
<p>‘The other French officer now stooped likewise, and over the map they had
a long consultation, as they pointed here and there on the paper, and then
hither and thither at places along the shore beneath us. I noticed that the
manner of one officer was very respectful toward the other, who seemed much his
superior, the second in rank calling him by a sort of title that I did not know
the sense of. The head one, on the other hand, was quite familiar with his
friend, and more than once clapped him on the shoulder.</p>
<p>‘Uncle Job had watched as well as I, but though the map had been in the
lantern-light, their faces had always been in shade. But when they rose from
stooping over the chart the light flashed upward, and fell smart upon one of
’em’s features. No sooner had this happened than Uncle Job gasped,
and sank down as if he’d been in a fit.</p>
<p>‘“What is it—what is it, Uncle Job?” said I.</p>
<p>‘“O good God!” says he, under the straw.</p>
<p>‘“What?” says I.</p>
<p>‘“Boney!” he groaned out.</p>
<p>‘“Who?” says I.</p>
<p>‘“Bonaparty,” he said. “The Corsican ogre. O that I had
got but my new-flinted firelock, that there man should die! But I haven’t
got my new-flinted firelock, and that there man must live. So lie low, as you
value your life!”</p>
<p>‘I did lie low, as you mid suppose. But I couldn’t help peeping.
And then I too, lad as I was, knew that it was the face of Bonaparte. Not know
Boney? I should think I did know Boney. I should have known him by half the
light o’ that lantern. If I had seen a picture of his features once, I
had seen it a hundred times. There was his bullet head, his short neck, his
round yaller cheeks and chin, his gloomy face, and his great glowing eyes. He
took off his hat to blow himself a bit, and there was the forelock in the
middle of his forehead, as in all the draughts of him. In moving, his cloak
fell a little open, and I could see for a moment his white-fronted jacket and
one of his epaulets.</p>
<p>‘But none of this lasted long. In a minute he and his general had rolled
up the map, shut the lantern, and turned to go down toward the shore.</p>
<p>‘Then Uncle Job came to himself a bit. “Slipped across in the
night-time to see how to put his men ashore,” he said. “The like
o’ that man’s coolness eyes will never again see! Nephew, I must
act in this, and immediate, or England’s lost!”</p>
<p>‘When they were over the brow, we crope out, and went some little way to
look after them. Half-way down they were joined by two others, and six or seven
minutes brought them to the shore. Then, from behind a rock, a boat came out
into the weak moonlight of the Cove, and they jumped in; it put off instantly,
and vanished in a few minutes between the two rocks that stand at the mouth of
the Cove as we all know. We climmed back to where we had been before, and I
could see, a little way out, a larger vessel, though still not very large. The
little boat drew up alongside, was made fast at the stern as I suppose, for the
largest sailed away, and we saw no more.</p>
<p>‘My uncle Job told his officers as soon as he got back to camp; but what
they thought of it I never heard—neither did he. Boney’s army never
came, and a good job for me; for the Cove below my father’s house was
where he meant to land, as this secret visit showed. We coast-folk should have
been cut down one and all, and I should not have sat here to tell this
tale.’</p>
<p>We who listened to old Selby that night have been familiar with his simple
grave-stone for these ten years past. Thanks to the incredulity of the age his
tale has been seldom repeated. But if anything short of the direct testimony of
his own eyes could persuade an auditor that Bonaparte had examined these shores
for himself with a view to a practicable landing-place, it would have been
Solomon Selby’s manner of narrating the adventure which befell him on the
down.</p>
<p><i>Christmas</i> 1882.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap09"></SPAN>A FEW CRUSTED CHARACTERS</h2>
<p>It is a Saturday afternoon of blue and yellow autumn time, and the scene is the
High Street of a well-known market-town. A large carrier’s van stands in
the quadrangular fore-court of the White Hart Inn, upon the sides of its
spacious tilt being painted, in weather-beaten letters: ‘Burthen, Carrier
to Longpuddle.’ These vans, so numerous hereabout, are a respectable, if
somewhat lumbering, class of conveyance, much resorted to by decent travellers
not overstocked with money, the better among them roughly corresponding to the
old French <i>diligences</i>.</p>
<p>The present one is timed to leave the town at four in the afternoon precisely,
and it is now half-past three by the clock in the turret at the top of the
street. In a few seconds errand-boys from the shops begin to arrive with
packages, which they fling into the vehicle, and turn away whistling, and care
for the packages no more. At twenty minutes to four an elderly woman places her
basket upon the shafts, slowly mounts, takes up a seat inside, and folds her
hands and her lips. She has secured her corner for the journey, though there is
as yet no sign of a horse being put in, nor of a carrier. At the
three-quarters, two other women arrive, in whom the first recognizes the
postmistress of Upper Longpuddle and the registrar’s wife, they
recognizing her as the aged groceress of the same village. At five minutes to
the hour there approach Mr. Profitt, the schoolmaster, in a soft felt hat, and
Christopher Twink, the master-thatcher; and as the hour strikes there rapidly
drop in the parish clerk and his wife, the seedsman and his aged father, the
registrar; also Mr. Day, the world-ignored local landscape-painter, an elderly
man who resides in his native place, and has never sold a picture outside it,
though his pretensions to art have been nobly supported by his
fellow-villagers, whose confidence in his genius has been as remarkable as the
outer neglect of it, leading them to buy his paintings so extensively (at the
price of a few shillings each, it is true) that every dwelling in the parish
exhibits three or four of those admired productions on its walls.</p>
<p>Burthen, the carrier, is by this time seen bustling round the vehicle; the
horses are put in, the proprietor arranges the reins and springs up into his
seat as if he were used to it—which he is.</p>
<p>‘Is everybody here?’ he asks preparatorily over his shoulder to the
passengers within.</p>
<p>As those who were not there did not reply in the negative the muster was
assumed to be complete, and after a few hitches and hindrances the van with its
human freight was got under way. It jogged on at an easy pace till it reached
the bridge which formed the last outpost of the town. The carrier pulled up
suddenly.</p>
<p>‘Bless my soul!’ he said, ‘I’ve forgot the
curate!’</p>
<p>All who could do so gazed from the little back window of the van, but the
curate was not in sight.</p>
<p>‘Now I wonder where that there man is?’ continued the carrier.</p>
<p>‘Poor man, he ought to have a living at his time of life.’</p>
<p>‘And he ought to be punctual,’ said the carrier. ‘“Four
o’clock sharp is my time for starting,” I said to ’en. And he
said, “I’ll be there.” Now he’s not here, and as a
serious old church-minister he ought to be as good as his word. Perhaps Mr.
Flaxton knows, being in the same line of life?’ He turned to the parish
clerk.</p>
<p>‘I was talking an immense deal with him, that’s true, half an hour
ago,’ replied that ecclesiastic, as one of whom it was no erroneous
supposition that he should be on intimate terms with another of the cloth.
‘But he didn’t say he would be late.’</p>
<p>The discussion was cut off by the appearance round the corner of the van of
rays from the curate’s spectacles, followed hastily by his face and a few
white whiskers, and the swinging tails of his long gaunt coat. Nobody
reproached him, seeing how he was reproaching himself; and he entered
breathlessly and took his seat.</p>
<p>‘Now be we all here?’ said the carrier again. They started a second
time, and moved on till they were about three hundred yards out of the town,
and had nearly reached the second bridge, behind which, as every native
remembers, the road takes a turn and travellers by this highway disappear
finally from the view of gazing burghers.</p>
<p>‘Well, as I’m alive!’ cried the postmistress from the
interior of the conveyance, peering through the little square back-window along
the road townward.</p>
<p>‘What?’ said the carrier.</p>
<p>‘A man hailing us!’</p>
<p>Another sudden stoppage. ‘Somebody else?’ the carrier asked.</p>
<p>‘Ay, sure!’ All waited silently, while those who could gaze out did
so.</p>
<p>‘Now, who can that be?’ Burthen continued. ‘I just put it to
ye, neighbours, can any man keep time with such hindrances? Bain’t we
full a’ready? Who in the world can the man be?’</p>
<p>‘He’s a sort of gentleman,’ said the schoolmaster, his
position commanding the road more comfortably than that of his comrades.</p>
<p>The stranger, who had been holding up his umbrella to attract their notice, was
walking forward leisurely enough, now that he found, by their stopping, that it
had been secured. His clothes were decidedly not of a local cut, though it was
difficult to point out any particular mark of difference. In his left hand he
carried a small leather travelling bag. As soon as he had overtaken the van he
glanced at the inscription on its side, as if to assure himself that he had
hailed the right conveyance, and asked if they had room.</p>
<p>The carrier replied that though they were pretty well laden he supposed they
could carry one more, whereupon the stranger mounted, and took the seat cleared
for him within. And then the horses made another move, this time for good, and
swung along with their burden of fourteen souls all told.</p>
<p>‘You bain’t one of these parts, sir?’ said the carrier.
‘I could tell that as far as I could see ’ee.’</p>
<p>‘Yes, I am one of these parts,’ said the stranger.</p>
<p>‘Oh? H’m.’</p>
<p>The silence which followed seemed to imply a doubt of the truth of the
new-comer’s assertion. ‘I was speaking of Upper Longpuddle more
particular,’ continued the carrier hardily, ‘and I think I know
most faces of that valley.’</p>
<p>‘I was born at Longpuddle, and nursed at Longpuddle, and my father and
grandfather before me,’ said the passenger quietly.</p>
<p>‘Why, to be sure,’ said the aged groceress in the background,
‘it isn’t John Lackland’s son—never—it
can’t be—he who went to foreign parts five-and-thirty years ago
with his wife and family? Yet—what do I hear?—that’s his
father’s voice!’</p>
<p>‘That’s the man,’ replied the stranger. ‘John Lackland
was my father, and I am John Lackland’s son. Five-and-thirty years ago,
when I was a boy of eleven, my parents emigrated across the seas, taking me and
my sister with them. Kytes’s boy Tony was the one who drove us and our
belongings to Casterbridge on the morning we left; and his was the last
Longpuddle face I saw. We sailed the same week across the ocean, and there
we’ve been ever since, and there I’ve left those I went
with—all three.’</p>
<p>‘Alive or dead?’</p>
<p>‘Dead,’ he replied in a low voice. ‘And I have come back to
the old place, having nourished a thought—not a definite intention, but
just a thought—that I should like to return here in a year or two, to
spend the remainder of my days.’</p>
<p>‘Married man, Mr. Lackland?’</p>
<p>‘No.’</p>
<p>‘And have the world used ’ee well, sir—or rather John,
knowing ’ee as a child? In these rich new countries that we hear of so
much, you’ve got rich with the rest?’</p>
<p>‘I am not very rich,’ Mr. Lackland said. ‘Even in new
countries, you know, there are failures. The race is not always to the swift,
nor the battle to the strong; and even if it sometimes is, you may be neither
swift nor strong. However, that’s enough about me. Now, having answered
your inquiries, you must answer mine; for being in London, I have come down
here entirely to discover what Longpuddle is looking like, and who are living
there. That was why I preferred a seat in your van to hiring a carriage for
driving across.’</p>
<p>‘Well, as for Longpuddle, we rub on there much as usual. Old figures have
dropped out o’ their frames, so to speak it, and new ones have been put
in their places. You mentioned Tony Kytes as having been the one to drive your
family and your goods to Casterbridge in his father’s waggon when you
left. Tony is, I believe, living still, but not at Longpuddle. He went away and
settled at Lewgate, near Mellstock, after his marriage. Ah, Tony was a sort
o’ man!’</p>
<p>‘His character had hardly come out when I knew him.’</p>
<p>‘No. But ’twas well enough, as far as that goes—except as to
women. I shall never forget his courting—never!’</p>
<p>The returned villager waited silently, and the carrier went on:—</p>
<h2>TONY KYTES, THE ARCH-DECEIVER</h2>
<p>‘I shall never forget Tony’s face. ’Twas a little, round,
firm, tight face, with a seam here and there left by the smallpox, but not
enough to hurt his looks in a woman’s eye, though he’d had it
badish when he was a boy. So very serious looking and unsmiling ’a was,
that young man, that it really seemed as if he couldn’t laugh at all
without great pain to his conscience. He looked very hard at a small speck in
your eye when talking to ’ee. And there was no more sign of a whisker or
beard on Tony Kytes’s face than on the palm of my hand. He used to sing
“The Tailor’s Breeches” with a religious manner, as if it
were a hymn:—</p>
<p class="poem">
‘“O the petticoats went off, and the breeches they went on!”</p>
<p>and all the rest of the scandalous stuff. He was quite the women’s
favourite, and in return for their likings he loved ’em in shoals.</p>
<p>‘But in course of time Tony got fixed down to one in particular, Milly
Richards, a nice, light, small, tender little thing; and it was soon said that
they were engaged to be married. One Saturday he had been to market to do
business for his father, and was driving home the waggon in the afternoon. When
he reached the foot of the very hill we shall be going over in ten minutes who
should he see waiting for him at the top but Unity Sallet, a handsome girl, one
of the young women he’d been very tender toward before he’d got
engaged to Milly.</p>
<p>‘As soon as Tony came up to her she said, “My dear Tony, will you
give me a lift home?”</p>
<p>‘“That I will, darling,” said Tony. “You don’t
suppose I could refuse ’ee?”</p>
<p>‘She smiled a smile, and up she hopped, and on drove Tony.</p>
<p>‘“Tony,” she says, in a sort of tender chide, “why did
ye desert me for that other one? In what is she better than I? I should have
made ’ee a finer wife, and a more loving one too. ’Tisn’t
girls that are so easily won at first that are the best. Think how long
we’ve known each other—ever since we were children almost—now
haven’t we, Tony?”</p>
<p>‘“Yes, that we have,” says Tony, a-struck with the truth
o’t.</p>
<p>‘“And you’ve never seen anything in me to complain of, have
ye, Tony? Now tell the truth to me?”</p>
<p>‘“I never have, upon my life,” says Tony.</p>
<p>‘“And—can you say I’m not pretty, Tony? Now look at
me!”</p>
<p>‘He let his eyes light upon her for a long while. “I really
can’t,” says he. “In fact, I never knowed you was so pretty
before!”</p>
<p>‘“Prettier than she?”</p>
<p>‘What Tony would have said to that nobody knows, for before he could
speak, what should he see ahead, over the hedge past the turning, but a feather
he knew well—the feather in Milly’s hat—she to whom he had
been thinking of putting the question as to giving out the banns that very
week.</p>
<p>‘“Unity,” says he, as mild as he could, “here’s
Milly coming. Now I shall catch it mightily if she sees ’ee riding here
with me; and if you get down she’ll be turning the corner in a moment,
and, seeing ’ee in the road, she’ll know we’ve been coming on
together. Now, dearest Unity, will ye, to avoid all unpleasantness, which I
know ye can’t bear any more than I, will ye lie down in the back part of
the waggon, and let me cover you over with the tarpaulin till Milly has passed?
It will all be done in a minute. Do!—and I’ll think over what
we’ve said; and perhaps I shall put a loving question to you after all,
instead of to Milly. ’Tisn’t true that it is all settled between
her and me.”</p>
<p>‘Well, Unity Sallet agreed, and lay down at the back end of the waggon,
and Tony covered her over, so that the waggon seemed to be empty but for the
loose tarpaulin; and then he drove on to meet Milly.</p>
<p>‘“My dear Tony!” cries Milly, looking up with a little pout
at him as he came near. “How long you’ve been coming home! Just as
if I didn’t live at Upper Longpuddle at all! And I’ve come to meet
you as you asked me to do, and to ride back with you, and talk over our future
home—since you asked me, and I promised. But I shouldn’t have come
else, Mr. Tony!”</p>
<p>‘“Ay, my dear, I did ask ye—to be sure I did, now I think of
it—but I had quite forgot it. To ride back with me, did you say, dear
Milly?”</p>
<p>‘“Well, of course! What can I do else? Surely you don’t want
me to walk, now I’ve come all this way?”</p>
<p>‘“O no, no! I was thinking you might be going on to town to meet
your mother. I saw her there—and she looked as if she might be expecting
’ee.”</p>
<p>‘“O no; she’s just home. She came across the fields, and so
got back before you.”</p>
<p>‘“Ah! I didn’t know that,” says Tony. And there was no
help for it but to take her up beside him.</p>
<p>‘They talked on very pleasantly, and looked at the trees, and beasts, and
birds, and insects, and at the ploughmen at work in the fields, till presently
who should they see looking out of the upper window of a house that stood
beside the road they were following, but Hannah Jolliver, another young beauty
of the place at that time, and the very first woman that Tony had fallen in
love with—before Milly and before Unity, in fact—the one that he
had almost arranged to marry instead of Milly. She was a much more dashing girl
than Milly Richards, though he’d not thought much of her of late. The
house Hannah was looking from was her aunt’s.</p>
<p>‘“My dear Milly—my coming wife, as I may call
’ee,” says Tony in his modest way, and not so loud that Unity could
overhear, “I see a young woman alooking out of window, who I think may
accost me. The fact is, Milly, she had a notion that I was wishing to marry
her, and since she’s discovered I’ve promised another, and a
prettier than she, I’m rather afeard of her temper if she sees us
together. Now, Milly, would you do me a favour—my coming wife, as I may
say?”</p>
<p>‘“Certainly, dearest Tony,” says she.</p>
<p>‘“Then would ye creep under the empty sacks just here in the front
of the waggon, and hide there out of sight till we’ve passed the house?
She hasn’t seen us yet. You see, we ought to live in peace and good-will
since ’tis almost Christmas, and ’twill prevent angry passions
rising, which we always should do.”</p>
<p>‘“I don’t mind, to oblige you, Tony,” Milly said; and
though she didn’t care much about doing it, she crept under, and crouched
down just behind the seat, Unity being snug at the other end. So they drove on
till they got near the road-side cottage. Hannah had soon seen him coming, and
waited at the window, looking down upon him. She tossed her head a little
disdainful and smiled off-hand.</p>
<p>‘“Well, aren’t you going to be civil enough to ask me to ride
home with you!” she says, seeing that he was for driving past with a nod
and a smile.</p>
<p>‘“Ah, to be sure! What was I thinking of?” said Tony, in a
flutter. “But you seem as if you was staying at your aunt’s?”</p>
<p>‘“No, I am not,” she said. “Don’t you see I have
my bonnet and jacket on? I have only called to see her on my way home. How can
you be so stupid, Tony?”</p>
<p>‘“In that case—ah—of course you must come along
wi’ me,” says Tony, feeling a dim sort of sweat rising up inside
his clothes. And he reined in the horse, and waited till she’d come
downstairs, and then helped her up beside him. He drove on again, his face as
long as a face that was a round one by nature well could be.</p>
<p>‘Hannah looked round sideways into his eyes. “This is nice,
isn’t it, Tony?” she says. “I like riding with you.”</p>
<p>‘Tony looked back into her eyes. “And I with you,” he said
after a while. In short, having considered her, he warmed up, and the more he
looked at her the more he liked her, till he couldn’t for the life of him
think why he had ever said a word about marriage to Milly or Unity while Hannah
Jolliver was in question. So they sat a little closer and closer, their feet
upon the foot-board and their shoulders touching, and Tony thought over and
over again how handsome Hannah was. He spoke tenderer and tenderer, and called
her “dear Hannah” in a whisper at last.</p>
<p>‘“You’ve settled it with Milly by this time, I
suppose,” said she.</p>
<p>‘“N-no, not exactly.”</p>
<p>‘“What? How low you talk, Tony.”</p>
<p>‘“Yes—I’ve a kind of hoarseness. I said, not
exactly.”</p>
<p>‘“I suppose you mean to?”</p>
<p>‘“Well, as to that—” His eyes rested on her face, and
hers on his. He wondered how he could have been such a fool as not to follow up
Hannah. “My sweet Hannah!” he bursts out, taking her hand, not
being really able to help it, and forgetting Milly and Unity, and all the world
besides. “Settled it? I don’t think I have!”</p>
<p>‘“Hark!” says Hannah.</p>
<p>‘“What?” says Tony, letting go her hand.</p>
<p>‘“Surely I heard a sort of little screaming squeak under those
sacks? Why, you’ve been carrying corn, and there’s mice in this
waggon, I declare!” She began to haul up the tails of her gown.</p>
<p>‘“Oh no; ’tis the axle,” said Tony in an assuring way.
“It do go like that sometimes in dry weather.”</p>
<p>‘“Perhaps it was . . . Well, now, to be quite honest, dear Tony, do
you like her better than me? Because—because, although I’ve held
off so independent, I’ll own at last that I do like ’ee, Tony, to
tell the truth; and I wouldn’t say no if you asked me—you know
what.”</p>
<p>‘Tony was so won over by this pretty offering mood of a girl who had been
quite the reverse (Hannah had a backward way with her at times, if you can
mind) that he just glanced behind, and then whispered very soft, “I
haven’t quite promised her, and I think I can get out of it, and ask you
that question you speak of.”</p>
<p>‘“Throw over Milly?—all to marry me! How delightful!”
broke out Hannah, quite loud, clapping her hands.</p>
<p>‘At this there was a real squeak—an angry, spiteful squeak, and
afterward a long moan, as if something had broke its heart, and a movement of
the empty sacks.</p>
<p>‘“Something’s there!” said Hannah, starting up.</p>
<p>‘“It’s nothing, really,” says Tony in a soothing voice,
and praying inwardly for a way out of this. “I wouldn’t tell
’ee at first, because I wouldn’t frighten ’ee. But, Hannah,
I’ve really a couple of ferrets in a bag under there, for rabbiting, and
they quarrel sometimes. I don’t wish it knowed, as ’twould be
called poaching. Oh, they can’t get out, bless ye—you are quite
safe! And—and—what a fine day it is, isn’t it, Hannah, for
this time of year? Be you going to market next Saturday? How is your aunt
now?” And so on, says Tony, to keep her from talking any more about love
in Milly’s hearing.</p>
<p>‘But he found his work cut out for him, and wondering again how he should
get out of this ticklish business, he looked about for a chance. Nearing home
he saw his father in a field not far off, holding up his hand as if he wished
to speak to Tony.</p>
<p>‘“Would you mind taking the reins a moment, Hannah,” he said,
much relieved, “while I go and find out what father wants?”</p>
<p>‘She consented, and away he hastened into the field, only too glad to get
breathing time. He found that his father was looking at him with rather a stern
eye.</p>
<p>‘“Come, come, Tony,” says old Mr. Kytes, as soon as his son
was alongside him, “this won’t do, you know.”</p>
<p>‘“What?” says Tony.</p>
<p>‘“Why, if you mean to marry Milly Richards, do it, and
there’s an end o’t. But don’t go driving about the country
with Jolliver’s daughter and making a scandal. I won’t have such
things done.”</p>
<p>‘“I only asked her—that is, she asked me, to ride
home.”</p>
<p>‘“She? Why, now, if it had been Milly, ’twould have been
quite proper; but you and Hannah Jolliver going about by
yourselves—”</p>
<p>‘“Milly’s there too, father.”</p>
<p>‘“Milly? Where?”</p>
<p>‘“Under the corn-sacks! Yes, the truth is, father, I’ve got
rather into a nunny-watch, I’m afeard! Unity Sallet is there
too—yes, at the other end, under the tarpaulin. All three are in that
waggon, and what to do with ’em I know no more than the dead! The best
plan is, as I’m thinking, to speak out loud and plain to one of ’em
before the rest, and that will settle it; not but what ’twill cause
’em to kick up a bit of a miff, for certain. Now which would you marry,
father, if you was in my place?”</p>
<p>‘“Whichever of ’em did <i>not</i> ask to ride with
thee.”</p>
<p>‘“That was Milly, I’m bound to say, as she only mounted by my
invitation. But Milly—”</p>
<p>“Then stick to Milly, she’s the best . . . But look at that!”</p>
<p>‘His father pointed toward the waggon. “She can’t hold that
horse in. You shouldn’t have left the reins in her hands. Run on and take
the horse’s head, or there’ll be some accident to them
maids!”</p>
<p>‘Tony’s horse, in fact, in spite of Hannah’s tugging at the
reins, had started on his way at a brisk walking pace, being very anxious to
get back to the stable, for he had had a long day out. Without another word
Tony rushed away from his father to overtake the horse.</p>
<p>‘Now of all things that could have happened to wean him from Milly there
was nothing so powerful as his father’s recommending her. No; it could
not be Milly, after all. Hannah must be the one, since he could not marry all
three. This he thought while running after the waggon. But queer things were
happening inside it.</p>
<p>‘It was, of course, Milly who had screamed under the sack-bags, being
obliged to let off her bitter rage and shame in that way at what Tony was
saying, and never daring to show, for very pride and dread o’ being
laughed at, that she was in hiding. She became more and more restless, and in
twisting herself about, what did she see but another woman’s foot and
white stocking close to her head. It quite frightened her, not knowing that
Unity Sallet was in the waggon likewise. But after the fright was over she
determined to get to the bottom of all this, and she crept and crept along the
bed of the waggon, under the tarpaulin, like a snake, when lo and behold she
came face to face with Unity.</p>
<p>‘“Well, if this isn’t disgraceful!” says Milly in a
raging whisper to Unity.</p>
<p>‘“’Tis,” says Unity, “to see you hiding in a
young man’s waggon like this, and no great character belonging to either
of ye!”</p>
<p>‘“Mind what you are saying!” replied Milly, getting louder.
“I am engaged to be married to him, and haven’t I a right to be
here? What right have you, I should like to know? What has he been promising
you? A pretty lot of nonsense, I expect! But what Tony says to other women is
all mere wind, and no concern to me!”</p>
<p>‘“Don’t you be too sure!” says Unity. “He’s
going to have Hannah, and not you, nor me either; I could hear that.”</p>
<p>‘Now at these strange voices sounding from under the cloth Hannah was
thunderstruck a’most into a swound; and it was just at this time that the
horse moved on. Hannah tugged away wildly, not knowing what she was doing; and
as the quarrel rose louder and louder Hannah got so horrified that she let go
the reins altogether. The horse went on at his own pace, and coming to the
corner where we turn round to drop down the hill to Lower Longpuddle he turned
too quick, the off wheels went up the bank, the waggon rose sideways till it
was quite on edge upon the near axles, and out rolled the three maidens into
the road in a heap.</p>
<p>‘When Tony came up, frightened and breathless, he was relieved enough to
see that neither of his darlings was hurt, beyond a few scratches from the
brambles of the hedge. But he was rather alarmed when he heard how they were
going on at one another.</p>
<p>‘“Don’t ye quarrel, my dears—don’t ye!”
says he, taking off his hat out of respect to ’em. And then he would have
kissed them all round, as fair and square as a man could, but they were in too
much of a taking to let him, and screeched and sobbed till they was quite
spent.</p>
<p>‘“Now I’ll speak out honest, because I ought to,” says
Tony, as soon as he could get heard. “And this is the truth,” says
he. “I’ve asked Hannah to be mine, and she is willing, and we are
going to put up the banns next—”</p>
<p>‘Tony had not noticed that Hannah’s father was coming up behind,
nor had he noticed that Hannah’s face was beginning to bleed from the
scratch of a bramble. Hannah had seen her father, and had run to him, crying
worse than ever.</p>
<p>‘“My daughter is <i>not</i> willing, sir!” says Mr. Jolliver
hot and strong. “Be you willing, Hannah? I ask ye to have spirit enough
to refuse him, if yer virtue is left to ’ee and you run no risk?”</p>
<p>‘“She’s as sound as a bell for me, that I’ll
swear!” says Tony, flaring up. “And so’s the others, come to
that, though you may think it an onusual thing in me!”</p>
<p>‘“I have spirit, and I do refuse him!” says Hannah, partly
because her father was there, and partly, too, in a tantrum because of the
discovery, and the scratch on her face. “Little did I think when I was so
soft with him just now that I was talking to such a false deceiver!”</p>
<p>‘“What, you won’t have me, Hannah?” says Tony, his jaw
hanging down like a dead man’s.</p>
<p>‘“Never—I would sooner marry no—nobody at all!”
she gasped out, though with her heart in her throat, for she would not have
refused Tony if he had asked her quietly, and her father had not been there,
and her face had not been scratched by the bramble. And having said that, away
she walked upon her father’s arm, thinking and hoping he would ask her
again.</p>
<p>‘Tony didn’t know what to say next. Milly was sobbing her heart
out; but as his father had strongly recommended her he couldn’t feel
inclined that way. So he turned to Unity.</p>
<p>‘“Well, will you, Unity dear, be mine?” he says.</p>
<p>‘“Take her leavings? Not I!” says Unity. “I’d
scorn it!” And away walks Unity Sallet likewise, though she looked back
when she’d gone some way, to see if he was following her.</p>
<p>‘So there at last were left Milly and Tony by themselves, she crying in
watery streams, and Tony looking like a tree struck by lightning.</p>
<p>‘“Well, Milly,” he says at last, going up to her, “it
do seem as if fate had ordained that it should be you and I, or nobody. And
what must be must be, I suppose. Hey, Milly?”</p>
<p>‘“If you like, Tony. You didn’t really mean what you said to
them?”</p>
<p>‘“Not a word of it!” declares Tony, bringing down his fist
upon his palm.</p>
<p>‘And then he kissed her, and put the waggon to rights, and they mounted
together; and their banns were put up the very next Sunday. I was not able to
go to their wedding, but it was a rare party they had, by all account.
Everybody in Longpuddle was there almost; you among the rest, I think, Mr.
Flaxton?’ The speaker turned to the parish clerk.</p>
<p>‘I was,’ said Mr. Flaxton. ‘And that party was the cause of a
very curious change in some other people’s affairs; I mean in Steve
Hardcome’s and his cousin James’s.’</p>
<p>‘Ah! the Hardcomes,’ said the stranger. ‘How familiar that
name is to me! What of them?’</p>
<p>The clerk cleared his throat and began:—</p>
<h2>THE HISTORY OF THE HARDCOMES</h2>
<p>‘Yes, Tony’s was the very best wedding-randy that ever I was at;
and I’ve been at a good many, as you may suppose’—turning to
the newly-arrived one—‘having as a church-officer, the privilege to
attend all christening, wedding, and funeral parties—such being our
Wessex custom.</p>
<p>‘’Twas on a frosty night in Christmas week, and among the folk
invited were the said Hardcomes o’ Climmerston—Steve and
James—first cousins, both of them small farmers, just entering into
business on their own account. With them came, as a matter of course, their
intended wives, two young women of the neighbourhood, both very pretty and
sprightly maidens, and numbers of friends from Abbot’s-Cernel, and
Weatherbury, and Mellstock, and I don’t know where—a regular
houseful.</p>
<p>‘The kitchen was cleared of furniture for dancing, and the old folk
played at “Put” and “All-fours” in the parlour, though
at last they gave that up to join in the dance. The top of the figure was by
the large front window of the room, and there were so many couples that the
lower part of the figure reached through the door at the back, and into the
darkness of the out-house; in fact, you couldn’t see the end of the row
at all, and ’twas never known exactly how long that dance was, the lowest
couples being lost among the faggots and brushwood in the out-house.</p>
<p>‘When we had danced a few hours, and the crowns of we taller men were
swelling into lumps with bumping the beams of the ceiling, the first fiddler
laid down his fiddle-bow, and said he should play no more, for he wished to
dance. And in another hour the second fiddler laid down his, and said he wanted
to dance too; so there was only the third fiddler left, and he was a’
old, veteran man, very weak in the wrist. However, he managed to keep up a
faltering tweedle-dee; but there being no chair in the room, and his knees
being as weak as his wrists, he was obliged to sit upon as much of the little
corner-table as projected beyond the corner-cupboard fixed over it, which was
not a very wide seat for a man advanced in years.</p>
<p>‘Among those who danced most continually were the two engaged couples, as
was natural to their situation. Each pair was very well matched, and very
unlike the other. James Hardcome’s intended was called Emily Darth, and
both she and James were gentle, nice-minded, in-door people, fond of a quiet
life. Steve and his chosen, named Olive Pawle, were different; they were of a
more bustling nature, fond of racketing about and seeing what was going on in
the world. The two couples had arranged to get married on the same day, and
that not long thence; Tony’s wedding being a sort of stimulant, as is
often the case; I’ve noticed it professionally many times.</p>
<p>‘They danced with such a will as only young people in that stage of
courtship can dance; and it happened that as the evening wore on James had for
his partner Stephen’s plighted one, Olive, at the same time that Stephen
was dancing with James’s Emily. It was noticed that in spite o’ the
exchange the young men seemed to enjoy the dance no less than before. By and by
they were treading another tune in the same changed order as we had noticed
earlier, and though at first each one had held the other’s mistress
strictly at half-arm’s length, lest there should be shown any objection
to too close quarters by the lady’s proper man, as time passed there was
a little more closeness between ’em; and presently a little more
closeness still.</p>
<p>‘The later it got the more did each of the two cousins dance with the
wrong young girl, and the tighter did he hold her to his side as he whirled her
round; and, what was very remarkable, neither seemed to mind what the other was
doing. The party began to draw towards its end, and I saw no more that night,
being one of the first to leave, on account of my morning’s business. But
I learnt the rest of it from those that knew.</p>
<p>‘After finishing a particularly warming dance with the changed partners,
as I’ve mentioned, the two young men looked at one another, and in a
moment or two went out into the porch together.</p>
<p>‘“James,” says Steve, “what were you thinking of when
you were dancing with my Olive?”</p>
<p>‘“Well,” said James, “perhaps what you were thinking of
when you were dancing with my Emily.”</p>
<p>‘“I was thinking,” said Steve, with some hesitation,
“that I wouldn’t mind changing for good and all!”</p>
<p>‘“It was what I was feeling likewise,” said James.</p>
<p>‘“I willingly agree to it, if you think we could manage it.”</p>
<p>‘“So do I. But what would the girls say?”</p>
<p>‘“’Tis my belief,” said Steve, “that they
wouldn’t particularly object. Your Emily clung as close to me as if she
already belonged to me, dear girl.”</p>
<p>‘“And your Olive to me,” says James. “I could feel her
heart beating like a clock.”</p>
<p>‘Well, they agreed to put it to the girls when they were all four walking
home together. And they did so. When they parted that night the exchange was
decided on—all having been done under the hot excitement of that
evening’s dancing. Thus it happened that on the following Sunday morning,
when the people were sitting in church with mouths wide open to hear the names
published as they had expected, there was no small amazement to hear them
coupled the wrong way, as it seemed. The congregation whispered, and thought
the parson had made a mistake; till they discovered that his reading of the
names was verily the true way. As they had decided, so they were married, each
one to the other’s original property.</p>
<p>‘Well, the two couples lived on for a year or two ordinarily enough, till
the time came when these young people began to grow a little less warm to their
respective spouses, as is the rule of married life; and the two cousins
wondered more and more in their hearts what had made ’em so mad at the
last moment to marry crosswise as they did, when they might have married
straight, as was planned by nature, and as they had fallen in love. ’Twas
Tony’s party that had done <i>it</i>, plain enough, and they half wished
they had never gone there. James, being a quiet, fireside, perusing man, felt
at times a wide gap between himself and Olive, his wife, who loved riding and
driving and out-door jaunts to a degree; while Steve, who was always knocking
about hither and thither, had a very domestic wife, who worked samplers, and
made hearthrugs, scarcely ever wished to cross the threshold, and only drove
out with him to please him.</p>
<p>‘However, they said very little about this mismating to any of their
acquaintances, though sometimes Steve would look at James’s wife and
sigh, and James would look at Steve’s wife and do the same. Indeed, at
last the two men were frank enough towards each other not to mind mentioning it
quietly to themselves, in a long-faced, sorry-smiling, whimsical sort of way,
and would shake their heads together over their foolishness in upsetting a
well-considered choice on the strength of an hour’s fancy in the whirl
and wildness of a dance. Still, they were sensible and honest young fellows
enough, and did their best to make shift with their lot as they had arranged
it, and not to repine at what could not now be altered or mended.</p>
<p>‘So things remained till one fine summer day they went for their yearly
little outing together, as they had made it their custom to do for a long while
past. This year they chose Budmouth-Regis as the place to spend their holiday
in; and off they went in their best clothes at nine o’clock in the
morning.</p>
<p>‘When they had reached Budmouth-Regis they walked two and two along the
shore—their new boots going squeakity-squash upon the clammy velvet
sands. I can seem to see ’em now! Then they looked at the ships in the
harbour; and then went up to the Look-out; and then had dinner at an inn; and
then again walked two and two, squeakity-squash, upon the velvet sands. As
evening drew on they sat on one of the public seats upon the Esplanade, and
listened to the band; and then they said “What shall we do next?”</p>
<p>‘“Of all things,” said Olive (Mrs. James Hardcome, that is),
“I should like to row in the bay! We could listen to the music from the
water as well as from here, and have the fun of rowing besides.”</p>
<p>‘“The very thing; so should I,” says Stephen, his tastes
being always like hers.</p>
<p>Here the clerk turned to the curate.</p>
<p>‘But you, sir, know the rest of the strange particulars of that strange
evening of their lives better than anybody else, having had much of it from
their own lips, which I had not; and perhaps you’ll oblige the
gentleman?’</p>
<p>‘Certainly, if it is wished,’ said the curate. And he took up the
clerk’s tale:—</p>
<hr />
<p>‘Stephen’s wife hated the sea, except from land, and couldn’t
bear the thought of going into a boat. James, too, disliked the water, and said
that for his part he would much sooner stay on and listen to the band in the
seat they occupied, though he did not wish to stand in his wife’s way if
she desired a row. The end of the discussion was that James and his
cousin’s wife Emily agreed to remain where they were sitting and enjoy
the music, while they watched the other two hire a boat just beneath, and take
their water-excursion of half an hour or so, till they should choose to come
back and join the sitters on the Esplanade; when they would all start homeward
together.</p>
<p>‘Nothing could have pleased the other two restless ones better than this
arrangement; and Emily and James watched them go down to the boatman below and
choose one of the little yellow skiffs, and walk carefully out upon the little
plank that was laid on trestles to enable them to get alongside the craft. They
saw Stephen hand Olive in, and take his seat facing her; when they were settled
they waved their hands to the couple watching them, and then Stephen took the
pair of sculls and pulled off to the tune beat by the band, she steering
through the other boats skimming about, for the sea was as smooth as glass that
evening, and pleasure-seekers were rowing everywhere.</p>
<p>‘“How pretty they look moving on, don’t they?” said
Emily to James (as I’ve been assured). “They both enjoy it equally.
In everything their likings are the same.”</p>
<p>‘“That’s true,” said James.</p>
<p>‘“They would have made a handsome pair if they had married,”
said she.</p>
<p>‘“Yes,” said he. “’Tis a pity we should have
parted ’em”</p>
<p>‘“Don’t talk of that, James,” said she. “For
better or for worse we decided to do as we did, and there’s an end of
it.”</p>
<p>‘They sat on after that without speaking, side by side, and the band
played as before; the people strolled up and down; and Stephen and Olive shrank
smaller and smaller as they shot straight out to sea. The two on shore used to
relate how they saw Stephen stop rowing a moment, and take off his coat to get
at his work better; but James’s wife sat quite still in the stern,
holding the tiller-ropes by which she steered the boat. When they had got very
small indeed she turned her head to shore.</p>
<p>‘“She is waving her handkerchief to us,” said Stephen’s
wife, who thereupon pulled out her own, and waved it as a return signal.</p>
<p>‘The boat’s course had been a little awry while Mrs. James
neglected her steering to wave her handkerchief to her husband and Mrs.
Stephen; but now the light skiff went straight onward again, and they could
soon see nothing more of the two figures it contained than Olive’s light
mantle and Stephen’s white shirt sleeves behind.</p>
<p>‘The two on the shore talked on. “’Twas very
curious—our changing partners at Tony Kytes’s wedding,” Emily
declared. “Tony was of a fickle nature by all account, and it really
seemed as if his character had infected us that night. Which of you two was it
that first proposed not to marry as we were engaged?”</p>
<p>‘“H’m—I can’t remember at this moment,”
says James. “We talked it over, you know; and no sooner said than
done.”</p>
<p>‘“’Twas the dancing,” said she. “People get quite
crazy sometimes in a dance.”</p>
<p>‘“They do,” he owned.</p>
<p>‘“James—do you think they care for one another still?”
asks Mrs. Stephen.</p>
<p>‘James Hardcome mused and admitted that perhaps a little tender feeling
might flicker up in their hearts for a moment now and then. “Still,
nothing of any account,” he said.</p>
<p>‘“I sometimes think that Olive is in Steve’s mind a good
deal,” murmurs Mrs. Stephen; “particularly when she pleases his
fancy by riding past our window at a gallop on one of the draught-horses . . .
I never could do anything of that sort; I could never get over my fear of a
horse.”</p>
<p>‘“And I am no horseman, though I pretend to be on her
account,” murmured James Hardcome. “But isn’t it almost time
for them to turn and sweep round to the shore, as the other boating folk have
done? I wonder what Olive means by steering away straight to the horizon like
that? She has hardly swerved from a direct line seaward since they
started.”</p>
<p>‘“No doubt they are talking, and don’t think of where they
are going,” suggests Stephen’s wife.</p>
<p>‘“Perhaps so,” said James. “I didn’t know Steve
could row like that.”</p>
<p>‘“O yes,” says she. “He often comes here on business,
and generally has a pull round the bay.”</p>
<p>‘“I can hardly see the boat or them,” says James again;
“and it is getting dark.”</p>
<p>‘The heedless pair afloat now formed a mere speck in the films of the
coming night, which thickened apace, till it completely swallowed up their
distant shapes. They had disappeared while still following the same straight
course away from the world of land-livers, as if they were intending to drop
over the sea-edge into space, and never return to earth again.</p>
<p>‘The two on the shore continued to sit on, punctually abiding by their
agreement to remain on the same spot till the others returned. The Esplanade
lamps were lit one by one, the bandsmen folded up their stands and departed,
the yachts in the bay hung out their riding lights, and the little boats came
back to shore one after another, their hirers walking on to the sands by the
plank they had climbed to go afloat; but among these Stephen and Olive did not
appear.</p>
<p>‘“What a time they are!” said Emily. “I am getting
quite chilly. I did not expect to have to sit so long in the evening
air.”</p>
<p>‘Thereupon James Hardcome said that he did not require his overcoat, and
insisted on lending it to her.</p>
<p>‘He wrapped it round Emily’s shoulders.</p>
<p>‘“Thank you, James,” she said. “How cold Olive must be
in that thin jacket!”</p>
<p>‘He said he was thinking so too. “Well, they are sure to be quite
close at hand by this time, though we can’t see ’em. The boats are
not all in yet. Some of the rowers are fond of paddling along the shore to
finish out their hour of hiring.”</p>
<p>‘“Shall we walk by the edge of the water,” said she,
“to see if we can discover them?”</p>
<p>‘He assented, reminding her that they must not lose sight of the seat,
lest the belated pair should return and miss them, and be vexed that they had
not kept the appointment.</p>
<p>‘They walked a sentry beat up and down the sands immediately opposite the
seat; and still the others did not come. James Hardcome at last went to the
boatman, thinking that after all his wife and cousin might have come in under
shadow of the dusk without being perceived, and might have forgotten the
appointment at the bench.</p>
<p>‘“All in?” asked James.</p>
<p>‘“All but one boat,” said the lessor. “I can’t
think where that couple is keeping to. They might run foul of something or
other in the dark.”</p>
<p>‘Again Stephen’s wife and Olive’s husband waited, with more
and more anxiety. But no little yellow boat returned. Was it possible they
could have landed further down the Esplanade?</p>
<p>‘“It may have been done to escape paying,” said the
boat-owner. “But they didn’t look like people who would do
that.”</p>
<p>‘James Hardcome knew that he could found no hope on such a reason as
that. But now, remembering what had been casually discussed between Steve and
himself about their wives from time to time, he admitted for the first time the
possibility that their old tenderness had been revived by their face-to-face
position more strongly than either had anticipated at starting—the
excursion having been so obviously undertaken for the pleasure of the
performance only,—and that they had landed at some steps he knew of
further down toward the pier, to be longer alone together.</p>
<p>‘Still he disliked to harbour the thought, and would not mention its
existence to his companion. He merely said to her, “Let us walk further
on.”</p>
<p>‘They did so, and lingered between the boat-stage and the pier till
Stephen Hardcome’s wife was uneasy, and was obliged to accept
James’s offered arm. Thus the night advanced. Emily was presently so worn
out by fatigue that James felt it necessary to conduct her home; there was,
too, a remote chance that the truants had landed in the harbour on the other
side of the town, or elsewhere, and hastened home in some unexpected way, in
the belief that their consorts would not have waited so long.</p>
<p>‘However, he left a direction in the town that a lookout should be kept,
though this was arranged privately, the bare possibility of an elopement being
enough to make him reticent; and, full of misgivings, the two remaining ones
hastened to catch the last train out of Budmouth-Regis; and when they got to
Casterbridge drove back to Upper Longpuddle.’</p>
<p>‘Along this very road as we do now,’ remarked the parish clerk.</p>
<p>‘To be sure—along this very road,’ said the curate.
‘However, Stephen and Olive were not at their homes; neither had entered
the village since leaving it in the morning. Emily and James Hardcome went to
their respective dwellings to snatch a hasty night’s rest, and at
daylight the next morning they drove again to Casterbridge and entered the
Budmouth train, the line being just opened.</p>
<p>‘Nothing had been heard of the couple there during this brief absence. In
the course of a few hours some young men testified to having seen such a man
and woman rowing in a frail hired craft, the head of the boat kept straight to
sea; they had sat looking in each other’s faces as if they were in a
dream, with no consciousness of what they were doing, or whither they were
steering. It was not till late that day that more tidings reached James’s
ears. The boat had been found drifting bottom upward a long way from land. In
the evening the sea rose somewhat, and a cry spread through the town that two
bodies were cast ashore in Lullstead Bay, several miles to the eastward. They
were brought to Budmouth, and inspection revealed them to be the missing pair.
It was said that they had been found tightly locked in each other’s arms,
his lips upon hers, their features still wrapt in the same calm and dream-like
repose which had been observed in their demeanour as they had glided along.</p>
<p>‘Neither James nor Emily questioned the original motives of the
unfortunate man and woman in putting to sea. They were both above suspicion as
to intention. Whatever their mutual feelings might have led them on to,
underhand behaviour was foreign to the nature of either. Conjecture pictured
that they might have fallen into tender reverie while gazing each into a pair
of eyes that had formerly flashed for him and her alone, and, unwilling to avow
what their mutual sentiments were, they had continued thus, oblivious of time
and space, till darkness suddenly overtook them far from land. But nothing was
truly known. It had been their destiny to die thus. The two halves, intended by
Nature to make the perfect whole, had failed in that result during their lives,
though “in their death they were not divided.” Their bodies were
brought home, and buried on one day. I remember that, on looking round the
churchyard while reading the service, I observed nearly all the parish at their
funeral.’</p>
<p>‘It was so, sir,’ said the clerk.</p>
<p>‘The remaining two,’ continued the curate (whose voice had grown
husky while relating the lovers’ sad fate), ‘were a more thoughtful
and far-seeing, though less romantic, couple than the first. They were now
mutually bereft of a companion, and found themselves by this accident in a
position to fulfil their destiny according to Nature’s plan and their own
original and calmly-formed intention. James Hardcome took Emily to wife in the
course of a year and a half; and the marriage proved in every respect a happy
one. I solemnized the service, Hardcome having told me, when he came to give
notice of the proposed wedding, the story of his first wife’s loss almost
word for word as I have told it to you.’</p>
<p>‘And are they living in Longpuddle still?’ asked the new-comer.</p>
<p>‘O no, sir,’ interposed the clerk. ‘James has been dead these
dozen years, and his mis’ess about six or seven. They had no children.
William Privett used to be their odd man till he died.’</p>
<p>‘Ah—William Privett! He dead too?—dear me!’ said the
other. ‘All passed away!’</p>
<p>‘Yes, sir. William was much older than I. He’d ha’ been over
eighty if he had lived till now.’</p>
<p>‘There was something very strange about William’s death—very
strange indeed!’ sighed a melancholy man in the back of the van. It was
the seedsman’s father, who had hitherto kept silence.</p>
<p>‘And what might that have been?’ asked Mr. Lackland.</p>
<h2>THE SUPERSTITIOUS MAN’S STORY</h2>
<p>‘William, as you may know, was a curious, silent man; you could feel when
he came near ’ee; and if he was in the house or anywhere behind your back
without your seeing him, there seemed to be something clammy in the air, as if
a cellar door was opened close by your elbow. Well, one Sunday, at a time that
William was in very good health to all appearance, the bell that was ringing
for church went very heavy all of a sudden; the sexton, who told me o’t,
said he’d not known the bell go so heavy in his hand for years—it
was just as if the gudgeons wanted oiling. That was on the Sunday, as I say.
During the week after, it chanced that William’s wife was staying up late
one night to finish her ironing, she doing the washing for Mr. and Mrs.
Hardcome. Her husband had finished his supper and gone to bed as usual some
hour or two before. While she ironed she heard him coming down stairs; he
stopped to put on his boots at the stair-foot, where he always left them, and
then came on into the living-room where she was ironing, passing through it
towards the door, this being the only way from the staircase to the outside of
the house. No word was said on either side, William not being a man given to
much speaking, and his wife being occupied with her work. He went out and
closed the door behind him. As her husband had now and then gone out in this
way at night before when unwell, or unable to sleep for want of a pipe, she
took no particular notice, and continued at her ironing. This she finished
shortly after, and as he had not come in she waited awhile for him, putting
away the irons and things, and preparing the table for his breakfast in the
morning. Still he did not return, but supposing him not far off, and wanting to
get to bed herself, tired as she was, she left the door unbarred and went to
the stairs, after writing on the back of the door with chalk: <i>Mind and do
the door</i> (because he was a forgetful man).</p>
<p>‘To her great surprise, and I might say alarm, on reaching the foot of
the stairs his boots were standing there as they always stood when he had gone
to rest; going up to their chamber she found him in bed sleeping as sound as a
rock. How he could have got back again without her seeing or hearing him was
beyond her comprehension. It could only have been by passing behind her very
quietly while she was bumping with the iron. But this notion did not satisfy
her: it was surely impossible that she should not have seen him come in through
a room so small. She could not unravel the mystery, and felt very queer and
uncomfortable about it. However, she would not disturb him to question him
then, and went to bed herself.</p>
<p>‘He rose and left for his work very early the next morning, before she
was awake, and she waited his return to breakfast with much anxiety for an
explanation, for thinking over the matter by daylight made it seem only the
more startling. When he came in to the meal he said, before she could put her
question, “What’s the meaning of them words chalked on the
door?”</p>
<p>‘She told him, and asked him about his going out the night before.
William declared that he had never left the bedroom after entering it, having
in fact undressed, lain down, and fallen asleep directly, never once waking
till the clock struck five, and he rose up to go to his labour.</p>
<p>‘Betty Privett was as certain in her own mind that he did go out as she
was of her own existence, and was little less certain that he did not return.
She felt too disturbed to argue with him, and let the subject drop as though
she must have been mistaken. When she was walking down Longpuddle street later
in the day she met Jim Weedle’s daughter Nancy, and said, “Well,
Nancy, you do look sleepy to-day!”</p>
<p>‘“Yes, Mrs. Privett,” says Nancy. “Now don’t tell
anybody, but I don’t mind letting you know what the reason o’t is.
Last night, being Old Midsummer Eve, some of us went to church porch, and
didn’t get home till near one.”</p>
<p>‘“Did ye?” says Mrs. Privett. “Old Midsummer yesterday
was it? Faith I didn’t think whe’r ’twas Midsummer or
Michaelmas; I’d too much work to do.”</p>
<p>‘“Yes. And we were frightened enough, I can tell ’ee, by what
we saw.”</p>
<p>‘“What did ye see?”</p>
<p>‘(You may not remember, sir, having gone off to foreign parts so young,
that on Midsummer Night it is believed hereabout that the faint shapes of all
the folk in the parish who are going to be at death’s door within the
year can be seen entering the church. Those who get over their illness come out
again after a while; those that are doomed to die do not return.)</p>
<p>‘“What did you see?” asked William’s wife.</p>
<p>‘“Well,” says Nancy, backwardly—“we needn’t
tell what we saw, or who we saw.”</p>
<p>‘“You saw my husband,” says Betty Privett, in a quiet way.</p>
<p>‘“Well, since you put it so,” says Nancy, hanging fire,
“we—thought we did see him; but it was darkish, and we was
frightened, and of course it might not have been he.”</p>
<p>‘“Nancy, you needn’t mind letting it out, though ’tis
kept back in kindness. And he didn’t come out of church again: I know it
as well as you.”</p>
<p>‘Nancy did not answer yes or no to that, and no more was said. But three
days after, William Privett was mowing with John Chiles in Mr. Hardcome’s
meadow, and in the heat of the day they sat down to eat their bit o’
nunch under a tree, and empty their flagon. Afterwards both of ’em fell
asleep as they sat. John Chiles was the first to wake, and as he looked towards
his fellow-mower he saw one of those great white miller’s-souls as we
call ’em—that is to say, a miller-moth—come from
William’s open mouth while he slept, and fly straight away. John thought
it odd enough, as William had worked in a mill for several years when he was a
boy. He then looked at the sun, and found by the place o’t that they had
slept a long while, and as William did not wake, John called to him and said it
was high time to begin work again. He took no notice, and then John went up and
shook him, and found he was dead.</p>
<p>‘Now on that very day old Philip Hookhorn was down at Longpuddle Spring
dipping up a pitcher of water; and as he turned away, who should he see coming
down to the spring on the other side but William, looking very pale and odd.
This surprised Philip Hookhorn very much, for years before that time
William’s little son—his only child—had been drowned in that
spring while at play there, and this had so preyed upon William’s mind
that he’d never been seen near the spring afterwards, and had been known
to go half a mile out of his way to avoid the place. On inquiry, it was found
that William in body could not have stood by the spring, being in the mead two
miles off; and it also came out that the time at which he was seen at the
spring was the very time when he died.’</p>
<hr />
<p>‘A rather melancholy story,’ observed the emigrant, after a
minute’s silence.</p>
<p>‘Yes, yes. Well, we must take ups and downs together,’ said the
seedsman’s father.</p>
<p>‘You don’t know, Mr. Lackland, I suppose, what a rum start that was
between Andrey Satchel and Jane Vallens and the pa’son and clerk o’
Scrimpton?’ said the master-thatcher, a man with a spark of subdued
liveliness in his eye, who had hitherto kept his attention mainly upon small
objects a long way ahead, as he sat in front of the van with his feet outside.
‘Theirs was a queerer experience of a pa’son and clerk than some
folks get, and may cheer ’ee up a little after this dampness that’s
been flung over yer soul.’</p>
<p>The returned one replied that he knew nothing of the history, and should be
happy to hear it, quite recollecting the personality of the man Satchel.</p>
<p>‘Ah no; this Andrey Satchel is the son of the Satchel that you knew; this
one has not been married more than two or three years, and ’twas at the
time o’ the wedding that the accident happened that I could tell
’ee of, or anybody else here, for that matter.’</p>
<p>‘No, no; you must tell it, neighbour, if anybody,’ said several; a
request in which Mr. Lackland joined, adding that the Satchel family was one he
had known well before leaving home.</p>
<p>‘I’ll just mention, as you be a stranger,’ whispered the
carrier to Lackland, ‘that Christopher’s stories will bear
pruning.’</p>
<p>The emigrant nodded.</p>
<p>‘Well, I can soon tell it,’ said the master-thatcher, schooling
himself to a tone of actuality. ‘Though as it has more to do with the
pa’son and clerk than with Andrey himself, it ought to be told by a
better churchman than I.’</p>
<h2>ANDREY SATCHEL AND THE PARSON AND CLERK</h2>
<p>‘It all arose, you must know, from Andrey being fond of a drop of drink
at that time—though he’s a sober enough man now by all account, so
much the better for him. Jane, his bride, you see, was somewhat older than
Andrey; how much older I don’t pretend to say; she was not one of our
parish, and the register alone may be able to tell that. But, at any rate, her
being a little ahead of her young man in mortal years, coupled with other
bodily circumstances—’</p>
<p>(‘Ah, poor thing!’ sighed the women.)</p>
<p>‘—made her very anxious to get the thing done before he changed his
mind; and ’twas with a joyful countenance (they say) that she, with
Andrey and his brother and sister-in-law, marched off to church one November
morning as soon as ’twas day a’most, to be made one with Andrey for
the rest of her life. He had left our place long before it was light, and the
folks that were up all waved their lanterns at him, and flung up their hats as
he went.</p>
<p>‘The church of her parish was a mile and more from the houses, and, as it
was a wonderful fine day for the time of year, the plan was that as soon as
they were married they would make out a holiday by driving straight off to Port
Bredy, to see the ships and the sea and the sojers, instead of coming back to a
meal at the house of the distant relation she lived wi’, and moping about
there all the afternoon.</p>
<p>‘Well, some folks noticed that Andrey walked with rather wambling steps
to church that morning; the truth o’t was that his nearest
neighbour’s child had been christened the day before, and Andrey, having
stood godfather, had stayed all night keeping up the christening, for he had
said to himself, “Not if I live to be thousand shall I again be made a
godfather one day, and a husband the next, and perhaps a father the next, and
therefore I’ll make the most of the blessing.” So that when he
started from home in the morning he had not been in bed at all. The result was,
as I say, that when he and his bride-to-be walked up the church to get married,
the pa’son (who was a very strict man inside the church, whatever he was
outside) looked hard at Andrey, and said, very sharp:</p>
<p>‘“How’s this, my man? You are in liquor. And so early, too.
I’m ashamed of you!”</p>
<p>‘“Well, that’s true, sir,” says Andrey. “But I
can walk straight enough for practical purposes. I can walk a chalk
line,” he says (meaning no offence), “as well as some other folk:
and—” (getting hotter)—“I reckon that if you,
Pa’son Billy Toogood, had kept up a christening all night so thoroughly
as I have done, you wouldn’t be able to stand at all; d--- me if you
would!”</p>
<p>‘This answer made Pa’son Billy—as they used to call
him—rather spitish, not to say hot, for he was a warm-tempered man if
provoked, and he said, very decidedly: “Well, I cannot marry you in this
state; and I will not! Go home and get sober!” And he slapped the book
together like a rat-trap.</p>
<p>‘Then the bride burst out crying as if her heart would break, for very
fear that she would lose Andrey after all her hard work to get him, and begged
and implored the pa’son to go on with the ceremony. But no.</p>
<p>‘“I won’t be a party to your solemnizing matrimony with a
tipsy man,” says Mr. Toogood. “It is not right and decent. I am
sorry for you, my young woman, but you’d better go home again. I wonder
how you could think of bringing him here drunk like this!”</p>
<p>‘“But if—if he don’t come drunk he won’t come at
all, sir!” she says, through her sobs.</p>
<p>‘“I can’t help that,” says the pa’son; and plead
as she might, it did not move him. Then she tried him another way.</p>
<p>‘“Well, then, if you’ll go home, sir, and leave us here, and
come back to the church in an hour or two, I’ll undertake to say that he
shall be as sober as a judge,” she cries. “We’ll bide here,
with your permission; for if he once goes out of this here church unmarried,
all Van Amburgh’s horses won’t drag him back again!”</p>
<p>‘“Very well,” says the parson. “I’ll give you two
hours, and then I’ll return.”</p>
<p>‘“And please, sir, lock the door, so that we can’t
escape!” says she.</p>
<p>‘“Yes,” says the parson.</p>
<p>‘“And let nobody know that we are here.”</p>
<p>‘The pa’son then took off his clane white surplice, and went away;
and the others consulted upon the best means for keeping the matter a secret,
which it was not a very hard thing to do, the place being so lonely, and the
hour so early. The witnesses, Andrey’s brother and brother’s wife,
neither one o’ which cared about Andrey’s marrying Jane, and had
come rather against their will, said they couldn’t wait two hours in that
hole of a place, wishing to get home to Longpuddle before dinner-time. They
were altogether so crusty that the clerk said there was no difficulty in their
doing as they wished. They could go home as if their brother’s wedding
had actually taken place and the married couple had gone onward for their
day’s pleasure jaunt to Port Bredy as intended, he, the clerk, and any
casual passer-by would act as witnesses when the pa’son came back.</p>
<p>‘This was agreed to, and away Andrey’s relations went, nothing
loath, and the clerk shut the church door and prepared to lock in the couple.
The bride went up and whispered to him, with her eyes a-streaming still.</p>
<p>‘“My dear good clerk,” she says, “if we bide here in
the church, folk may see us through the winders, and find out what has
happened; and ’twould cause such a talk and scandal that I never should
get over it: and perhaps, too, dear Andrey might try to get out and leave me!
Will ye lock us up in the tower, my dear good clerk?” she says.
“I’ll tole him in there if you will.”</p>
<p>‘The clerk had no objection to do this to oblige the poor young woman,
and they toled Andrey into the tower, and the clerk locked ’em both up
straightway, and then went home, to return at the end of the two hours.</p>
<p>‘Pa’son Toogood had not been long in his house after leaving the
church when he saw a gentleman in pink and top-boots ride past his windows, and
with a sudden flash of heat he called to mind that the hounds met that day just
on the edge of his parish. The pa’son was one who dearly loved sport, and
much he longed to be there.</p>
<p>‘In short, except o’ Sundays and at tide-times in the week,
Pa’son Billy was the life o’ the Hunt. ’Tis true that he was
poor, and that he rode all of a heap, and that his black mare was rat-tailed
and old, and his tops older, and all over of one colour, whitey-brown, and full
o’ cracks. But he’d been in at the death of three thousand foxes.
And—being a bachelor man—every time he went to bed in summer he
used to open the bed at bottom and crawl up head foremost, to mind 'em of the
coming winter and the good sport he’d have, and the foxes going to earth.
And whenever there was a christening at the Squire’s, and he had dinner
there afterwards, as he always did, he never failed to christen the chiel over
again in a bottle of port wine.</p>
<p>‘Now the clerk was the parson’s groom and gardener and jineral
manager, and had just got back to his work in the garden when he, too, saw the
hunting man pass, and presently saw lots more of ’em, noblemen and
gentry, and then he saw the hounds, the huntsman, Jim Treadhedge, the
whipper-in, and I don’t know who besides. The clerk loved going to cover
as frantical as the pa’son, so much so that whenever he saw or heard the
pack he could no more rule his feelings than if they were the winds of heaven.
He might be bedding, or he might be sowing—all was forgot. So he throws
down his spade and rushes in to the pa’son, who was by this time as
frantical to go as he.</p>
<p>‘“That there mare of yours, sir, do want exercise bad, very bad,
this morning!” the clerk says, all of a tremble. “Don’t ye
think I’d better trot her round the downs for an hour, sir?”</p>
<p>‘“To be sure, she does want exercise badly. I’ll trot her
round myself,” says the parson.</p>
<p>‘“Oh—you’ll trot her yerself? Well, there’s the
cob, sir. Really that cob is getting oncontrollable through biding in a stable
so long! If you wouldn’t mind my putting on the saddle—”</p>
<p>‘“Very well. Take him out, certainly,” says the pa’son,
never caring what the clerk did so long as he himself could get off
immediately. So, scrambling into his riding-boots and breeches as quick as he
could, he rode off towards the meet, intending to be back in an hour. No sooner
was he gone than the clerk mounted the cob, and was off after him. When the
pa’son got to the meet, he found a lot of friends, and was as jolly as he
could be: the hounds found a’most as soon as they threw off, and there
was great excitement. So, forgetting that he had meant to go back at once, away
rides the pa’son with the rest o’ the hunt, all across the fallow
ground that lies between Lippet Wood and Green’s Copse; and as he
galloped he looked behind for a moment, and there was the clerk close to his
heels.</p>
<p>‘“Ha, ha, clerk—you here?” he says.</p>
<p>‘“Yes, sir, here be I,” says t’other.</p>
<p>‘“Fine exercise for the horses!”</p>
<p>‘“Ay, sir—hee, hee!” says the clerk.</p>
<p>‘So they went on and on, into Green’s Copse, then across to Higher
Jirton; then on across this very turnpike-road to Climmerston Ridge, then away
towards Yalbury Wood: up hill and down dale, like the very wind, the clerk
close to the pa’son, and the pa’son not far from the hounds. Never
was there a finer run knowed with that pack than they had that day; and neither
pa’son nor clerk thought one word about the unmarried couple locked up in
the church tower waiting to get j’ined.</p>
<p>‘“These hosses of yours, sir, will be much improved by this!”
says the clerk as he rode along, just a neck behind the pa’son.
“’Twas a happy thought of your reverent mind to bring ’em out
to-day. Why, it may be frosty in a day or two, and then the poor things mid not
be able to leave the stable for weeks.”</p>
<p>‘“They may not, they may not, it is true. A merciful man is
merciful to his beast,” says the pa’son.</p>
<p>‘“Hee, hee!” says the clerk, glancing sly into the
pa’son’s eye.</p>
<p>‘“Ha, ha!” says the pa’son, a-glancing back into the
clerk’s. “Halloo!” he shouts, as he sees the fox break cover
at that moment.</p>
<p>‘“Halloo!” cries the clerk. “There he goes! Why, dammy,
there’s two foxes—”</p>
<p>‘“Hush, clerk, hush! Don’t let me hear that word again!
Remember our calling.”</p>
<p>‘“True, sir, true. But really, good sport do carry away a man so,
that he’s apt to forget his high persuasion!” And the next minute
the corner of the clerk’s eye shot again into the corner of the
pa’son’s, and the pa’son’s back again to the
clerk’s. “Hee, hee!” said the clerk.</p>
<p>‘“Ha, ha!” said Pa’son Toogood.</p>
<p>‘“Ah, sir,” says the clerk again, “this is better than
crying Amen to your Ever-and-ever on a winter’s morning!”</p>
<p>‘“Yes, indeed, clerk! To everything there’s a season,”
says Pa’son Toogood, quite pat, for he was a learned Christian man when
he liked, and had chapter and ve’se at his tongue’s end, as a
pa’son should.</p>
<p>‘At last, late in the day, the hunting came to an end by the fox running
into a’ old woman’s cottage, under her table, and up the
clock-case. The pa’son and clerk were among the first in at the death,
their faces a-staring in at the old woman’s winder, and the clock
striking as he’d never been heard to strik’ before. Then came the
question of finding their way home.</p>
<p>‘Neither the pa’son nor the clerk knowed how they were going to do
this, for their beasts were wellnigh tired down to the ground. But they started
back-along as well as they could, though they were so done up that they could
only drag along at a’ amble, and not much of that at a time.</p>
<p>‘“We shall never, never get there!” groaned Mr. Toogood,
quite bowed down.</p>
<p>‘“Never!” groans the clerk. “’Tis a judgment upon
us for our iniquities!”</p>
<p>‘“I fear it is,” murmurs the pa’son.</p>
<p>‘Well, ’twas quite dark afore they entered the pa’sonage
gate, having crept into the parish as quiet as if they’d stole a hammer,
little wishing their congregation to know what they’d been up to all day
long. And as they were so dog-tired, and so anxious about the horses, never
once did they think of the unmarried couple. As soon as ever the horses had
been stabled and fed, and the pa’son and clerk had had a bit and a sup
theirselves, they went to bed.</p>
<p>‘Next morning when Pa’son Toogood was at breakfast, thinking of the
glorious sport he’d had the day before, the clerk came in a hurry to the
door and asked to see him.</p>
<p>‘“It has just come into my mind, sir, that we’ve forgot all
about the couple that we was to have married yesterday!”</p>
<p>‘The half-chawed victuals dropped from the pa’son’s mouth as
if he’d been shot. “Bless my soul,” says he, “so we
have! How very awkward!”</p>
<p>‘“It is, sir; very. Perhaps we’ve ruined the
’ooman!”</p>
<p>‘“Ah—to be sure—I remember! She ought to have been
married before.”</p>
<p>‘“If anything has happened to her up in that there tower, and no
doctor or nuss—”</p>
<p>(‘Ah—poor thing!’ sighed the women.)</p>
<p>‘“—’twill be a quarter-sessions matter for us, not to
speak of the disgrace to the Church!”</p>
<p>‘“Good God, clerk, don’t drive me wild!” says the
pa’son. “Why the hell didn’t I marry ’em, drunk or
sober!” (Pa’sons used to cuss in them days like plain honest men.)
“Have you been to the church to see what happened to them, or inquired in
the village?”</p>
<p>‘“Not I, sir! It only came into my head a moment ago, and I always
like to be second to you in church matters. You could have knocked me down with
a sparrer’s feather when I thought o’t, sir; I assure ’ee you
could!”</p>
<p>‘Well, the parson jumped up from his breakfast, and together they went
off to the church.</p>
<p>‘“It is not at all likely that they are there now,” says Mr.
Toogood, as they went; “and indeed I hope they are not. They be pretty
sure to have ’scaped and gone home.”</p>
<p>‘However, they opened the church-hatch, entered the churchyard, and
looking up at the tower, there they seed a little small white face at the
belfry-winder, and a little small hand waving. ’Twas the bride.</p>
<p>‘“God my life, clerk,” says Mr. Toogood, “I don’t
know how to face ’em!” And he sank down upon a tombstone.
“How I wish I hadn’t been so cussed particular!”</p>
<p>‘“Yes—’twas a pity we didn’t finish it when
we’d begun,” the clerk said. “Still, since the feelings of
your holy priestcraft wouldn’t let ye, the couple must put up with
it.”</p>
<p>‘“True, clerk, true! Does she look as if anything premature had
took place?”</p>
<p>‘“I can’t see her no lower down than her arm-pits,
sir.”</p>
<p>‘“Well—how do her face look?”</p>
<p>‘“It do look mighty white!”</p>
<p>‘“Well, we must know the worst! Dear me, how the small of my back
do ache from that ride yesterday! . . . But to more godly business!”</p>
<p>‘They went on into the church, and unlocked the tower stairs, and
immediately poor Jane and Andrey busted out like starved mice from a cupboard,
Andrey limp and sober enough now, and his bride pale and cold, but otherwise as
usual.</p>
<p>‘“What,” says the pa’son, with a great breath of
relief, “you haven’t been here ever since?”</p>
<p>‘“Yes, we have, sir!” says the bride, sinking down upon a
seat in her weakness. “Not a morsel, wet or dry, have we had since! It
was impossible to get out without help, and here we’ve stayed!”</p>
<p>‘“But why didn’t you shout, good souls?” said the
pa’son.</p>
<p>‘“She wouldn’t let me,” says Andrey.</p>
<p>‘“Because we were so ashamed at what had led to it,” sobs
Jane. “We felt that if it were noised abroad it would cling to us all our
lives! Once or twice Andrey had a good mind to toll the bell, but then he said:
“No; I’ll starve first. I won’t bring disgrace on my name and
yours, my dear.” And so we waited and waited, and walked round and round;
but never did you come till now!”</p>
<p>‘“To my regret!” says the parson. “Now, then, we will
soon get it over.”</p>
<p>‘“I—I should like some victuals,” said Andrey,
“’twould gie me courage if it is only a crust o’ bread and
a’ onion; for I am that leery that I can feel my stomach rubbing against
my backbone.”</p>
<p>‘“I think we had better get it done,” said the bride, a bit
anxious in manner; “since we are all here convenient, too!”</p>
<p>‘Andrey gave way about the victuals, and the clerk called in a second
witness who wouldn’t be likely to gossip about it, and soon the knot was
tied, and the bride looked smiling and calm forthwith, and Andrey limper than
ever.</p>
<p>‘“Now,” said Pa’son Toogood, “you two must come
to my house, and have a good lining put to your insides before you go a step
further.”</p>
<p>‘They were very glad of the offer, and went out of the churchyard by one
path while the pa’son and clerk went out by the other, and so did not
attract notice, it being still early. They entered the rectory as if
they’d just come back from their trip to Port Bredy; and then they
knocked in the victuals and drink till they could hold no more.</p>
<p>‘It was a long while before the story of what they had gone through was
known, but it was talked of in time, and they themselves laugh over it now;
though what Jane got for her pains was no great bargain after all. ’Tis
true she saved her name.’</p>
<hr />
<p>‘Was that the same Andrey who went to the squire’s house as one of
the Christmas fiddlers?’ asked the seedsman.</p>
<p>‘No, no,’ replied Mr. Profitt, the schoolmaster. ‘It was his
father did that. Ay, it was all owing to his being such a man for eating and
drinking.’ Finding that he had the ear of the audience, the schoolmaster
continued without delay:—</p>
<h2>OLD ANDREY’S EXPERIENCE AS A MUSICIAN</h2>
<p>‘I was one of the choir-boys at that time, and we and the players were to
appear at the manor-house as usual that Christmas week, to play and sing in the
hall to the squire’s people and visitors (among ’em being the
archdeacon, Lord and Lady Baxby, and I don’t know who); afterwards going,
as we always did, to have a good supper in the servants’ hall. Andrew
knew this was the custom, and meeting us when we were starting to go, he said
to us: “Lord, how I should like to join in that meal of beef, and turkey,
and plum-pudding, and ale, that you happy ones be going to just now! One more
or less will make no difference to the squire. I am too old to pass as a
singing boy, and too bearded to pass as a singing girl; can ye lend me a
fiddle, neighbours, that I may come with ye as a bandsman?”</p>
<p>‘Well, we didn’t like to be hard upon him, and lent him an old one,
though Andrew knew no more of music than the Cerne Giant; and armed with the
instrument he walked up to the squire’s house with the others of us at
the time appointed, and went in boldly, his fiddle under his arm. He made
himself as natural as he could in opening the music-books and moving the
candles to the best points for throwing light upon the notes; and all went well
till we had played and sung “While shepherds watch,” and
“Star, arise,” and “Hark the glad sound.” Then the
squire’s mother, a tall gruff old lady, who was much interested in
church-music, said quite unexpectedly to Andrew: “My man, I see you
don’t play your instrument with the rest. How is that?”</p>
<p>‘Every one of the choir was ready to sink into the earth with concern at
the fix Andrew was in. We could see that he had fallen into a cold sweat, and
how he would get out of it we did not know.</p>
<p>‘“I’ve had a misfortune, mem,” he says, bowing as meek
as a child. “Coming along the road I fell down and broke my bow.”</p>
<p>‘“Oh, I am sorry to hear that,” says she. “Can’t
it be mended?”</p>
<p>‘“Oh no, mem,” says Andrew. “’Twas broke all to
splinters.”</p>
<p>‘“I’ll see what I can do for you,” says she.</p>
<p>‘And then it seemed all over, and we played “Rejoice, ye drowsy
mortals all,” in D and two sharps. But no sooner had we got through it
than she says to Andrew,</p>
<p>‘“I’ve sent up into the attic, where we have some old musical
instruments, and found a bow for you.” And she hands the bow to poor
wretched Andrew, who didn’t even know which end to take hold of.
“Now we shall have the full accompaniment,” says she.</p>
<p>‘Andrew’s face looked as if it were made of rotten apple as he
stood in the circle of players in front of his book; for if there was one
person in the parish that everybody was afraid of, ’twas this hook-nosed
old lady. However, by keeping a little behind the next man he managed to make
pretence of beginning, sawing away with his bow without letting it touch the
strings, so that it looked as if he were driving into the tune with heart and
soul. ’Tis a question if he wouldn’t have got through all right if
one of the squire’s visitors (no other than the archdeacon) hadn’t
noticed that he held the fiddle upside down, the nut under his chin, and the
tail-piece in his hand; and they began to crowd round him, thinking ’twas
some new way of performing.</p>
<p>‘This revealed everything; the squire’s mother had Andrew turned
out of the house as a vile impostor, and there was great interruption to the
harmony of the proceedings, the squire declaring he should have notice to leave
his cottage that day fortnight. However, when we got to the servants’
hall there sat Andrew, who had been let in at the back door by the orders of
the squire’s wife, after being turned out at the front by the orders of
the squire, and nothing more was heard about his leaving his cottage. But
Andrew never performed in public as a musician after that night; and now
he’s dead and gone, poor man, as we all shall be!’</p>
<hr />
<p>‘I had quite forgotten the old choir, with their fiddles and
bass-viols,’ said the home-comer, musingly. ‘Are they still going
on the same as of old?’</p>
<p>‘Bless the man!’ said Christopher Twink, the master-thatcher;
‘why, they’ve been done away with these twenty year. A young
teetotaler plays the organ in church now, and plays it very well; though
’tis not quite such good music as in old times, because the organ is one
of them that go with a winch, and the young teetotaler says he can’t
always throw the proper feeling into the tune without wellnigh working his arms
off.’</p>
<p>‘Why did they make the change, then?’</p>
<p>‘Well, partly because of fashion, partly because the old musicians got
into a sort of scrape. A terrible scrape ’twas too—wasn’t it,
John? I shall never forget it—never! They lost their character as
officers of the church as complete as if they’d never had any character
at all.’</p>
<p>‘That was very bad for them.’</p>
<p>‘Yes.’ The master-thatcher attentively regarded past times as if
they lay about a mile off, and went on:—</p>
<h2>ABSENT-MINDEDNESS IN A PARISH CHOIR</h2>
<p>‘It happened on Sunday after Christmas—the last Sunday ever they
played in Longpuddle church gallery, as it turned out, though they didn’t
know it then. As you may know, sir, the players formed a very good
band—almost as good as the Mellstock parish players that were led by the
Dewys; and that’s saying a great deal. There was Nicholas Puddingcome,
the leader, with the first fiddle; there was Timothy Thomas, the bass-viol man;
John Biles, the tenor fiddler; Dan’l Hornhead, with the serpent; Robert
Dowdle, with the clarionet; and Mr. Nicks, with the oboe—all sound and
powerful musicians, and strong-winded men—they that blowed. For that
reason they were very much in demand Christmas week for little reels and
dancing parties; for they could turn a jig or a hornpipe out of hand as well as
ever they could turn out a psalm, and perhaps better, not to speak irreverent.
In short, one half-hour they could be playing a Christmas carol in the
squire’s hall to the ladies and gentlemen, and drinking tea and coffee
with ’em as modest as saints; and the next, at The Tinker’s Arms,
blazing away like wild horses with the “Dashing White Sergeant” to
nine couple of dancers and more, and swallowing rum-and-cider hot as flame.</p>
<p>‘Well, this Christmas they’d been out to one rattling randy after
another every night, and had got next to no sleep at all. Then came the Sunday
after Christmas, their fatal day. ’Twas so mortal cold that year that
they could hardly sit in the gallery; for though the congregation down in the
body of the church had a stove to keep off the frost, the players in the
gallery had nothing at all. So Nicholas said at morning service, when
’twas freezing an inch an hour, “Please the Lord I won’t
stand this numbing weather no longer: this afternoon we’ll have something
in our insides to make us warm, if it cost a king’s ransom.”</p>
<p>‘So he brought a gallon of hot brandy and beer, ready mixed, to church
with him in the afternoon, and by keeping the jar well wrapped up in Timothy
Thomas’s bass-viol bag it kept drinkably warm till they wanted it, which
was just a thimbleful in the Absolution, and another after the Creed, and the
remainder at the beginning o’ the sermon. When they’d had the last
pull they felt quite comfortable and warm, and as the sermon went on—most
unfortunately for ’em it was a long one that afternoon—they fell
asleep, every man jack of ’em; and there they slept on as sound as rocks.</p>
<p>‘’Twas a very dark afternoon, and by the end of the sermon all you
could see of the inside of the church were the pa’son’s two candles
alongside of him in the pulpit, and his spaking face behind ’em. The
sermon being ended at last, the pa’son gie’d out the Evening Hymn.
But no choir set about sounding up the tune, and the people began to turn their
heads to learn the reason why, and then Levi Limpet, a boy who sat in the
gallery, nudged Timothy and Nicholas, and said, “Begin! begin!”</p>
<p>‘“Hey? what?” says Nicholas, starting up; and the church
being so dark and his head so muddled he thought he was at the party they had
played at all the night before, and away he went, bow and fiddle, at “The
Devil among the Tailors,” the favourite jig of our neighbourhood at that
time. The rest of the band, being in the same state of mind and nothing
doubting, followed their leader with all their strength, according to custom.
They poured out that there tune till the lower bass notes of “The Devil
among the Tailors” made the cobwebs in the roof shiver like ghosts; then
Nicholas, seeing nobody moved, shouted out as he scraped (in his usual
commanding way at dances when the folk didn’t know the figures),
“Top couples cross hands! And when I make the fiddle squeak at the end,
every man kiss his pardner under the mistletoe!”</p>
<p>‘The boy Levi was so frightened that he bolted down the gallery stairs
and out homeward like lightning. The pa’son’s hair fairly stood on
end when he heard the evil tune raging through the church, and thinking the
choir had gone crazy he held up his hand and said: “Stop, stop, stop!
Stop, stop! What’s this?” But they didn’t hear’n for
the noise of their own playing, and the more he called the louder they played.</p>
<p>‘Then the folks came out of their pews, wondering down to the ground, and
saying: “What do they mean by such wickedness! We shall be consumed like
Sodom and Gomorrah!”</p>
<p>‘Then the squire came out of his pew lined wi’ green baize, where
lots of lords and ladies visiting at the house were worshipping along with him,
and went and stood in front of the gallery, and shook his fist in the
musicians’ faces, saying, “What! In this reverent edifice!
What!”</p>
<p>‘And at last they heard’n through their playing, and stopped.</p>
<p>‘“Never such an insulting, disgraceful thing—never!”
says the squire, who couldn’t rule his passion.</p>
<p>‘“Never!” says the pa’son, who had come down and stood
beside him.</p>
<p>‘“Not if the Angels of Heaven,” says the squire (he was a
wickedish man, the squire was, though now for once he happened to be on the
Lord’s side)—“not if the Angels of Heaven come down,”
he says, “shall one of you villanous players ever sound a note in this
church again; for the insult to me, and my family, and my visitors, and God
Almighty, that you’ve a-perpetrated this afternoon!”</p>
<p>‘Then the unfortunate church band came to their senses, and remembered
where they were; and ’twas a sight to see Nicholas Pudding come and
Timothy Thomas and John Biles creep down the gallery stairs with their fiddles
under their arms, and poor Dan’l Hornhead with his serpent, and Robert
Dowdle with his clarionet, all looking as little as ninepins; and out they
went. The pa’son might have forgi’ed ’em when he learned the
truth o’t, but the squire would not. That very week he sent for a
barrel-organ that would play two-and-twenty new psalm-tunes, so exact and
particular that, however sinful inclined you was, you could play nothing but
psalm-tunes whatsomever. He had a really respectable man to turn the winch, as
I said, and the old players played no more.’</p>
<hr />
<p>‘And, of course, my old acquaintance, the annuitant, Mrs. Winter, who
always seemed to have something on her mind, is dead and gone?’ said the
home-comer, after a long silence.</p>
<p>Nobody in the van seemed to recollect the name.</p>
<p>‘O yes, she must be dead long since: she was seventy when I as a child
knew her,’ he added.</p>
<p>‘I can recollect Mrs. Winter very well, if nobody else can,’ said
the aged groceress. ‘Yes, she’s been dead these five-and-twenty
year at least. You knew what it was upon her mind, sir, that gave her that
hollow-eyed look, I suppose?’</p>
<p>‘It had something to do with a son of hers, I think I once was told. But
I was too young to know particulars.’</p>
<p>The groceress sighed as she conjured up a vision of days long past.
‘Yes,’ she murmured, ‘it had all to do with a son.’
Finding that the van was still in a listening mood, she spoke on:—</p>
<h2>THE WINTERS AND THE PALMLEYS</h2>
<p>‘To go back to the beginning—if one must—there were two women
in the parish when I was a child, who were to a certain extent rivals in good
looks. Never mind particulars, but in consequence of this they were at
daggers-drawn, and they did not love each other any better when one of them
tempted the other’s lover away from her and married him. He was a young
man of the name of Winter, and in due time they had a son.</p>
<p>‘The other woman did not marry for many years: but when she was about
thirty a quiet man named Palmley asked her to be his wife, and she accepted
him. You don’t mind when the Palmleys were Longpuddle folk, but I do
well. She had a son also, who was, of course, nine or ten years younger than
the son of the first. The child proved to be of rather weak intellect, though
his mother loved him as the apple of her eye.</p>
<p>‘This woman’s husband died when the child was eight years old, and
left his widow and boy in poverty. Her former rival, also a widow now, but
fairly well provided for, offered for pity’s sake to take the child as
errand-boy, small as he was, her own son, Jack, being hard upon seventeen. Her
poor neighbour could do no better than let the child go there. And to the
richer woman’s house little Palmley straightway went.</p>
<p>‘Well, in some way or other—how, it was never exactly
known—the thriving woman, Mrs. Winter, sent the little boy with a message
to the next village one December day, much against his will. It was getting
dark, and the child prayed to be allowed not to go, because he would be afraid
coming home. But the mistress insisted, more out of thoughtlessness than
cruelty, and the child went. On his way back he had to pass through Yalbury
Wood, and something came out from behind a tree and frightened him into fits.
The child was quite ruined by it; he became quite a drivelling idiot, and soon
afterward died.</p>
<p>‘Then the other woman had nothing left to live for, and vowed vengeance
against that rival who had first won away her lover, and now had been the cause
of her bereavement. This last affliction was certainly not intended by her
thriving acquaintance, though it must be owned that when it was done she seemed
but little concerned. Whatever vengeance poor Mrs. Palmley felt, she had no
opportunity of carrying it out, and time might have softened her feelings into
forgetfulness of her supposed wrongs as she dragged on her lonely life. So
matters stood when, a year after the death of the child, Mrs. Palmley’s
niece, who had been born and bred in the city of Exonbury, came to live with
her.</p>
<p>‘This young woman—Miss Harriet Palmley—was a proud and
handsome girl, very well brought up, and more stylish and genteel than the
people of our village, as was natural, considering where she came from. She
regarded herself as much above Mrs. Winter and her son in position as Mrs.
Winter and her son considered themselves above poor Mrs. Palmley. But love is
an unceremonious thing, and what in the world should happen but that young Jack
Winter must fall wofully and wildly in love with Harriet Palmley almost as soon
as he saw her.</p>
<p>‘She, being better educated than he, and caring nothing for the village
notion of his mother’s superiority to her aunt, did not give him much
encouragement. But Longpuddle being no very large world, the two could not help
seeing a good deal of each other while she was staying there, and, disdainful
young woman as she was, she did seem to take a little pleasure in his
attentions and advances.</p>
<p>‘One day when they were picking apples together, he asked her to marry
him. She had not expected anything so practical as that at so early a time, and
was led by her surprise into a half-promise; at any rate she did not absolutely
refuse him, and accepted some little presents that he made her.</p>
<p>‘But he saw that her view of him was rather as a simple village lad than
as a young man to look up to, and he felt that he must do something bold to
secure her. So he said one day, “I am going away, to try to get into a
better position than I can get here.” In two or three weeks he wished her
good-bye, and went away to Monksbury, to superintend a farm, with a view to
start as a farmer himself; and from there he wrote regularly to her, as if
their marriage were an understood thing.</p>
<p>‘Now Harriet liked the young man’s presents and the admiration of
his eyes; but on paper he was less attractive to her. Her mother had been a
school-mistress, and Harriet had besides a natural aptitude for pen-and-ink
work, in days when to be a ready writer was not such a common thing as it is
now, and when actual handwriting was valued as an accomplishment in itself.
Jack Winter’s performances in the shape of love-letters quite jarred her
city nerves and her finer taste, and when she answered one of them, in the
lovely running hand that she took such pride in, she very strictly and loftily
bade him to practise with a pen and spelling-book if he wished to please her.
Whether he listened to her request or not nobody knows, but his letters did not
improve. He ventured to tell her in his clumsy way that if her heart were more
warm towards him she would not be so nice about his handwriting and spelling;
which indeed was true enough.</p>
<p>‘Well, in Jack’s absence the weak flame that had been set alight in
Harriet’s heart soon sank low, and at last went out altogether. He wrote
and wrote, and begged and prayed her to give a reason for her coldness; and
then she told him plainly that she was town born, and he was not sufficiently
well educated to please her.</p>
<p>‘Jack Winter’s want of pen-and-ink training did not make him less
thin-skinned than others; in fact, he was terribly tender and touchy about
anything. This reason that she gave for finally throwing him over grieved him,
shamed him, and mortified him more than can be told in these times, the pride
of that day in being able to write with beautiful flourishes, and the sorrow at
not being able to do so, raging so high. Jack replied to her with an angry
note, and then she hit back with smart little stings, telling him how many
words he had misspelt in his last letter, and declaring again that this alone
was sufficient justification for any woman to put an end to an understanding
with him. Her husband must be a better scholar.</p>
<p>‘He bore her rejection of him in silence, but his suffering was
sharp—all the sharper in being untold. She communicated with Jack no
more; and as his reason for going out into the world had been only to provide a
home worthy of her, he had no further object in planning such a home now that
she was lost to him. He therefore gave up the farming occupation by which he
had hoped to make himself a master-farmer, and left the spot to return to his
mother.</p>
<p>‘As soon as he got back to Longpuddle he found that Harriet had already
looked wi’ favour upon another lover. He was a young road-contractor, and
Jack could not but admit that his rival was both in manners and scholarship
much ahead of him. Indeed, a more sensible match for the beauty who had been
dropped into the village by fate could hardly have been found than this man,
who could offer her so much better a chance than Jack could have done, with his
uncertain future and narrow abilities for grappling with the world. The fact
was so clear to him that he could hardly blame her.</p>
<p>‘One day by accident Jack saw on a scrap of paper the handwriting of
Harriet’s new beloved. It was flowing like a stream, well spelt, the work
of a man accustomed to the ink-bottle and the dictionary, of a man already
called in the parish a good scholar. And then it struck all of a sudden into
Jack’s mind what a contrast the letters of this young man must make to
his own miserable old letters, and how ridiculous they must make his lines
appear. He groaned and wished he had never written to her, and wondered if she
had ever kept his poor performances. Possibly she had kept them, for women are
in the habit of doing that, he thought, and whilst they were in her hands there
was always a chance of his honest, stupid love-assurances to her being joked
over by Harriet with her present lover, or by anybody who should accidentally
uncover them.</p>
<p>‘The nervous, moody young man could not bear the thought of it, and at
length decided to ask her to return them, as was proper when engagements were
broken off. He was some hours in framing, copying, and recopying the short note
in which he made his request, and having finished it he sent it to her house.
His messenger came back with the answer, by word of mouth, that Miss Palmley
bade him say she should not part with what was hers, and wondered at his
boldness in troubling her.</p>
<p>‘Jack was much affronted at this, and determined to go for his letters
himself. He chose a time when he knew she was at home, and knocked and went in
without much ceremony; for though Harriet was so high and mighty, Jack had
small respect for her aunt, Mrs. Palmley, whose little child had been his
boot-cleaner in earlier days. Harriet was in the room, this being the first
time they had met since she had jilted him. He asked for his letters with a
stern and bitter look at her.</p>
<p>‘At first she said he might have them for all that she cared, and took
them out of the bureau where she kept them. Then she glanced over the outside
one of the packet, and suddenly altering her mind, she told him shortly that
his request was a silly one, and slipped the letters into her aunt’s
work-box, which stood open on the table, locking it, and saying with a
bantering laugh that of course she thought it best to keep ’em, since
they might be useful to produce as evidence that she had good cause for
declining to marry him.</p>
<p>‘He blazed up hot. “Give me those letters!” he said.
“They are mine!”</p>
<p>‘“No, they are not,” she replied; “they are
mine.”</p>
<p>‘“Whos’ever they are I want them back,” says he.
“I don’t want to be made sport of for my penmanship: you’ve
another young man now! he has your confidence, and you pour all your tales into
his ear. You’ll be showing them to him!”</p>
<p>‘“Perhaps,” said my lady Harriet, with calm coolness, like
the heartless woman that she was.</p>
<p>‘Her manner so maddened him that he made a step towards the work-box, but
she snatched it up, locked it in the bureau, and turned upon him triumphant.
For a moment he seemed to be going to wrench the key of the bureau out of her
hand; but he stopped himself, and swung round upon his heel and went away.</p>
<p>‘When he was out-of-doors alone, and it got night, he walked about
restless, and stinging with the sense of being beaten at all points by her. He
could not help fancying her telling her new lover or her acquaintances of this
scene with himself, and laughing with them over those poor blotted, crooked
lines of his that he had been so anxious to obtain. As the evening passed on he
worked himself into a dogged resolution to have them back at any price, come
what might.</p>
<p>‘At the dead of night he came out of his mother’s house by the back
door, and creeping through the garden hedge went along the field adjoining till
he reached the back of her aunt’s dwelling. The moon struck bright and
flat upon the walls, ’twas said, and every shiny leaf of the creepers was
like a little looking-glass in the rays. From long acquaintance Jack knew the
arrangement and position of everything in Mrs. Palmley’s house as well as
in his own mother’s. The back window close to him was a casement with
little leaded squares, as it is to this day, and was, as now, one of two
lighting the sitting-room. The other, being in front, was closed up with
shutters, but this back one had not even a blind, and the moonlight as it
streamed in showed every article of the furniture to him outside. To the right
of the room is the fireplace, as you may remember; to the left was the bureau
at that time; inside the bureau was Harriet’s work-box, as he supposed
(though it was really her aunt’s), and inside the work-box were his
letters. Well, he took out his pocket-knife, and without noise lifted the
leading of one of the panes, so that he could take out the glass, and putting
his hand through the hole he unfastened the casement, and climbed in through
the opening. All the household—that is to say, Mrs. Palmley, Harriet, and
the little maid-servant—were asleep. Jack went straight to the bureau, so
he said, hoping it might have been unfastened again—it not being kept
locked in ordinary—but Harriet had never unfastened it since she secured
her letters there the day before. Jack told afterward how he thought of her
asleep upstairs, caring nothing for him, and of the way she had made sport of
him and of his letters; and having advanced so far, he was not to be hindered
now. By forcing the large blade of his knife under the flap of the bureau, he
burst the weak lock; within was the rosewood work-box just as she had placed it
in her hurry to keep it from him. There being no time to spare for getting the
letters out of it then, he took it under his arm, shut the bureau, and made the
best of his way out of the house, latching the casement behind him, and
refixing the pane of glass in its place.</p>
<p>‘Winter found his way back to his mother’s as he had come, and
being dog-tired, crept upstairs to bed, hiding the box till he could destroy
its contents. The next morning early he set about doing this, and carried it to
the linhay at the back of his mother’s dwelling. Here by the hearth he
opened the box, and began burning one by one the letters that had cost him so
much labour to write and shame to think of, meaning to return the box to
Harriet, after repairing the slight damage he had caused it by opening it
without a key, with a note—the last she would ever receive from
him—telling her triumphantly that in refusing to return what he had asked
for she had calculated too surely upon his submission to her whims.</p>
<p>‘But on removing the last letter from the box he received a shock; for
underneath it, at the very bottom, lay money—several golden
guineas—“Doubtless Harriet’s pocket-money,” he said to
himself; though it was not, but Mrs. Palmley’s. Before he had got over
his qualms at this discovery he heard footsteps coming through the
house-passage to where he was. In haste he pushed the box and what was in it
under some brushwood which lay in the linhay; but Jack had been already seen.
Two constables entered the out-house, and seized him as he knelt before the
fireplace, securing the work-box and all it contained at the same moment. They
had come to apprehend him on a charge of breaking into the dwelling-house of
Mrs. Palmley on the night preceding; and almost before the lad knew what had
happened to him they were leading him along the lane that connects that end of
the village with this turnpike-road, and along they marched him between
’em all the way to Casterbridge jail.</p>
<p>‘Jack’s act amounted to night burglary—though he had never
thought of it—and burglary was felony, and a capital offence in those
days. His figure had been seen by some one against the bright wall as he came
away from Mrs. Palmley’s back window, and the box and money were found in
his possession, while the evidence of the broken bureau-lock and tinkered
window-pane was more than enough for circumstantial detail. Whether his
protestation that he went only for his letters, which he believed to be
wrongfully kept from him, would have availed him anything if supported by other
evidence I do not know; but the one person who could have borne it out was
Harriet, and she acted entirely under the sway of her aunt. That aunt was
deadly towards Jack Winter. Mrs. Palmley’s time had come. Here was her
revenge upon the woman who had first won away her lover, and next ruined and
deprived her of her heart’s treasure—her little son. When the
assize week drew on, and Jack had to stand his trial, Harriet did not appear in
the case at all, which was allowed to take its course, Mrs. Palmley testifying
to the general facts of the burglary. Whether Harriet would have come forward
if Jack had appealed to her is not known; possibly she would have done it for
pity’s sake; but Jack was too proud to ask a single favour of a girl who
had jilted him; and he let her alone. The trial was a short one, and the death
sentence was passed.</p>
<p>‘The day o’ young Jack’s execution was a cold dusty Saturday
in March. He was so boyish and slim that they were obliged in mercy to hang him
in the heaviest fetters kept in the jail, lest his heft should not break his
neck, and they weighed so upon him that he could hardly drag himself up to the
drop. At that time the gover’ment was not strict about burying the body
of an executed person within the precincts of the prison, and at the earnest
prayer of his poor mother his body was allowed to be brought home. All the
parish waited at their cottage doors in the evening for its arrival: I remember
how, as a very little girl, I stood by my mother’s side. About eight
o’clock, as we hearkened on our door-stones in the cold bright starlight,
we could hear the faint crackle of a waggon from the direction of the
turnpike-road. The noise was lost as the waggon dropped into a hollow, then it
was plain again as it lumbered down the next long incline, and presently it
entered Longpuddle. The coffin was laid in the belfry for the night, and the
next day, Sunday, between the services, we buried him. A funeral sermon was
preached the same afternoon, the text chosen being, “He was the only son
of his mother, and she was a widow.” . . . Yes, they were cruel times!</p>
<p>‘As for Harriet, she and her lover were married in due time; but by all
account her life was no jocund one. She and her good-man found that they could
not live comfortably at Longpuddle, by reason of her connection with
Jack’s misfortunes, and they settled in a distant town, and were no more
heard of by us; Mrs. Palmley, too, found it advisable to join ’em shortly
after. The dark-eyed, gaunt old Mrs. Winter, remembered by the emigrant
gentleman here, was, as you will have foreseen, the Mrs. Winter of this story;
and I can well call to mind how lonely she was, how afraid the children were of
her, and how she kept herself as a stranger among us, though she lived so
long.’</p>
<hr />
<p>‘Longpuddle has had her sad experiences as well as her sunny ones,’
said Mr. Lackland.</p>
<p>‘Yes, yes. But I am thankful to say not many like that, though good and
bad have lived among us.’</p>
<p>‘There was Georgy Crookhill—he was one of the shady sort, as I have
reason to know,’ observed the registrar, with the manner of a man who
would like to have his say also.</p>
<p>‘I used to hear what he was as a boy at school.’</p>
<p>‘Well, as he began so he went on. It never got so far as a hanging matter
with him, to be sure; but he had some narrow escapes of penal servitude; and
once it was a case of the biter bit.’</p>
<h2>INCIDENT IN THE LIFE OF MR. GEORGE CROOKHILL</h2>
<p>‘One day,’ the registrar continued, ‘Georgy was ambling out
of Melchester on a miserable screw, the fair being just over, when he saw in
front of him a fine-looking young farmer riding out of the town in the same
direction. He was mounted on a good strong handsome animal, worth fifty guineas
if worth a crown. When they were going up Bissett Hill, Georgy made it his
business to overtake the young farmer. They passed the time o’ day to one
another; Georgy spoke of the state of the roads, and jogged alongside the
well-mounted stranger in very friendly conversation. The farmer had not been
inclined to say much to Georgy at first, but by degrees he grew quite affable
too—as friendly as Georgy was toward him. He told Crookhill that he had
been doing business at Melchester fair, and was going on as far as
Shottsford-Forum that night, so as to reach Casterbridge market the next day.
When they came to Woodyates Inn they stopped to bait their horses, and agreed
to drink together; with this they got more friendly than ever, and on they went
again. Before they had nearly reached Shottsford it came on to rain, and as
they were now passing through the village of Trantridge, and it was quite dark,
Georgy persuaded the young farmer to go no further that night; the rain would
most likely give them a chill. For his part he had heard that the little inn
here was comfortable, and he meant to stay. At last the young farmer agreed to
put up there also; and they dismounted, and entered, and had a good supper
together, and talked over their affairs like men who had known and proved each
other a long time. When it was the hour for retiring they went upstairs to a
double-bedded room which Georgy Crookhill had asked the landlord to let them
share, so sociable were they.</p>
<p>‘Before they fell asleep they talked across the room about one thing and
another, running from this to that till the conversation turned upon disguises,
and changing clothes for particular ends. The farmer told Georgy that he had
often heard tales of people doing it; but Crookhill professed to be very
ignorant of all such tricks; and soon the young farmer sank into slumber.</p>
<p>‘Early in the morning, while the tall young farmer was still asleep (I
tell the story as ’twas told me), honest Georgy crept out of his bed by
stealth, and dressed himself in the farmer’s clothes, in the pockets of
the said clothes being the farmer’s money. Now though Georgy particularly
wanted the farmer’s nice clothes and nice horse, owing to a little
transaction at the fair which made it desirable that he should not be too
easily recognized, his desires had their bounds: he did not wish to take his
young friend’s money, at any rate more of it than was necessary for
paying his bill. This he abstracted, and leaving the farmer’s purse
containing the rest on the bedroom table, went downstairs. The inn folks had
not particularly noticed the faces of their customers, and the one or two who
were up at this hour had no thought but that Georgy was the farmer; so when he
had paid the bill very liberally, and said he must be off, no objection was
made to his getting the farmer’s horse saddled for himself; and he rode
away upon it as if it were his own.</p>
<p>‘About half an hour after the young farmer awoke, and looking across the
room saw that his friend Georgy had gone away in clothes which didn’t
belong to him, and had kindly left for himself the seedy ones worn by Georgy.
At this he sat up in a deep thought for some time, instead of hastening to give
an alarm. “The money, the money is gone,” he said to himself,
“and that’s bad. But so are the clothes.”</p>
<p>‘He then looked upon the table and saw that the money, or most of it, had
been left behind.</p>
<p>‘“Ha, ha, ha!” he cried, and began to dance about the room.
“Ha, ha, ha!” he said again, and made beautiful smiles to himself
in the shaving glass and in the brass candlestick; and then swung about his
arms for all the world as if he were going through the sword exercise.</p>
<p>‘When he had dressed himself in Georgy’s clothes and gone
downstairs, he did not seem to mind at all that they took him for the other;
and even when he saw that he had been left a bad horse for a good one, he was
not inclined to cry out. They told him his friend had paid the bill, at which
he seemed much pleased, and without waiting for breakfast he mounted
Georgy’s horse and rode away likewise, choosing the nearest by-lane in
preference to the high-road, without knowing that Georgy had chosen that
by-lane also.</p>
<p>‘He had not trotted more than two miles in the personal character of
Georgy Crookhill when, suddenly rounding a bend that the lane made thereabout,
he came upon a man struggling in the hands of two village constables. It was
his friend Georgy, the borrower of his clothes and horse. But so far was the
young farmer from showing any alacrity in rushing forward to claim his property
that he would have turned the poor beast he rode into the wood adjoining, if he
had not been already perceived.</p>
<p>‘“Help, help, help!” cried the constables. “Assistance
in the name of the Crown!”</p>
<p>‘The young farmer could do nothing but ride forward. “What’s
the matter?” he inquired, as coolly as he could.</p>
<p>‘“A deserter—a deserter!” said they. “One
who’s to be tried by court-martial and shot without parley. He deserted
from the Dragoons at Cheltenham some days ago, and was tracked; but the
search-party can’t find him anywhere, and we told ’em if we met him
we’d hand him on to ’em forthwith. The day after he left the
barracks the rascal met a respectable farmer and made him drunk at an inn, and
told him what a fine soldier he would make, and coaxed him to change clothes,
to see how well a military uniform would become him. This the simple farmer
did; when our deserter said that for a joke he would leave the room and go to
the landlady, to see if she would know him in that dress. He never came back,
and Farmer Jollice found himself in soldier’s clothes, the money in his
pockets gone, and, when he got to the stable, his horse gone too.”</p>
<p>‘“A scoundrel!” says the young man in Georgy’s clothes.
“And is this the wretched caitiff?” (pointing to Georgy).</p>
<p>‘“No, no!” cries Georgy, as innocent as a babe of this matter
of the soldier’s desertion. “He’s the man! He was wearing
Farmer Jollice’s suit o’ clothes, and he slept in the same room
wi’ me, and brought up the subject of changing clothes, which put it into
my head to dress myself in his suit before he was awake. He’s got on
mine!”</p>
<p>‘“D’ye hear the villain?” groans the tall young man to
the constables. “Trying to get out of his crime by charging the first
innocent man with it that he sees! No, master soldier—that won’t
do!”</p>
<p>‘“No, no! That won’t do!” the constables chimed in.
“To have the impudence to say such as that, when we caught him in the act
almost! But, thank God, we’ve got the handcuffs on him at last.”</p>
<p>‘“We have, thank God,” said the tall young man. “Well,
I must move on. Good luck to ye with your prisoner!” And off he went, as
fast as his poor jade would carry him.</p>
<p>‘The constables then, with Georgy handcuffed between ’em, and
leading the horse, marched off in the other direction, toward the village where
they had been accosted by the escort of soldiers sent to bring the deserter
back, Georgy groaning: “I shall be shot, I shall be shot!” They had
not gone more than a mile before they met them.</p>
<p>‘“Hoi, there!” says the head constable.</p>
<p>‘“Hoi, yerself!” says the corporal in charge.</p>
<p>‘“We’ve got your man,” says the constable.</p>
<p>‘“Where?” says the corporal.</p>
<p>‘“Here, between us,” said the constable. “Only you
don’t recognize him out o’ uniform.”</p>
<p>‘The corporal looked at Georgy hard enough; then shook his head and said
he was not the absconder.</p>
<p>‘“But the absconder changed clothes with Farmer Jollice, and took
his horse; and this man has ’em, d’ye see!”</p>
<p>‘“’Tis not our man,” said the soldiers.
“He’s a tall young fellow with a mole on his right cheek, and a
military bearing, which this man decidedly has not.”</p>
<p>‘“I told the two officers of justice that ’twas the
other!” pleaded Georgy. “But they wouldn’t believe me.”</p>
<p>‘And so it became clear that the missing dragoon was the tall young
farmer, and not Georgy Crookhill—a fact which Farmer Jollice himself
corroborated when he arrived on the scene. As Georgy had only robbed the
robber, his sentence was comparatively light. The deserter from the Dragoons
was never traced: his double shift of clothing having been of the greatest
advantage to him in getting off; though he left Georgy’s horse behind him
a few miles ahead, having found the poor creature more hindrance than
aid.’</p>
<hr />
<p>The man from abroad seemed to be less interested in the questionable characters
of Longpuddle and their strange adventures than in the ordinary inhabitants and
the ordinary events, though his local fellow-travellers preferred the former as
subjects of discussion. He now for the first time asked concerning young
persons of the opposite sex—or rather those who had been young when he
left his native land. His informants, adhering to their own opinion that the
remarkable was better worth telling than the ordinary, would not allow him to
dwell upon the simple chronicles of those who had merely come and gone. They
asked him if he remembered Netty Sargent.</p>
<p>‘Netty Sargent—I do, just remember her. She was a young woman
living with her uncle when I left, if my childish recollection may be
trusted.’</p>
<p>‘That was the maid. She was a oneyer, if you like, sir. Not any harm in
her, you know, but up to everything. You ought to hear how she got the copyhold
of her house extended. Oughtn’t he, Mr. Day?’</p>
<p>‘He ought,’ replied the world-ignored old painter.</p>
<p>‘Tell him, Mr. Day. Nobody can do it better than you, and you know the
legal part better than some of us.’</p>
<p>Day apologized, and began:—</p>
<h2>NETTY SARGENT’S COPYHOLD</h2>
<p>‘She continued to live with her uncle, in the lonely house by the copse,
just as at the time you knew her; a tall spry young woman. Ah, how well one can
remember her black hair and dancing eyes at that time, and her sly way of
screwing up her mouth when she meant to tease ye! Well, she was hardly out of
short frocks before the chaps were after her, and by long and by late she was
courted by a young man whom perhaps you did not know—Jasper Cliff was his
name—and, though she might have had many a better fellow, he so greatly
took her fancy that ’twas Jasper or nobody for her. He was a selfish
customer, always thinking less of what he was going to do than of what he was
going to gain by his doings. Jasper’s eyes might have been fixed upon
Netty, but his mind was upon her uncle’s house; though he was fond of her
in his way—I admit that.</p>
<p>‘This house, built by her great-great-grandfather, with its garden and
little field, was copyhold—granted upon lives in the old way, and had
been so granted for generations. Her uncle’s was the last life upon the
property; so that at his death, if there was no admittance of new lives, it
would all fall into the hands of the lord of the manor. But ’twas easy to
admit—a slight “fine,” as ’twas called, of a few
pounds, was enough to entitle him to a new deed o’ grant by the custom of
the manor; and the lord could not hinder it.</p>
<p>‘Now there could be no better provision for his niece and only relative
than a sure house over her head, and Netty’s uncle should have seen to
the renewal in time, owing to the peculiar custom of forfeiture by the dropping
of the last life before the new fine was paid; for the Squire was very anxious
to get hold of the house and land; and every Sunday when the old man came into
the church and passed the Squire’s pew, the Squire would say, “A
little weaker in his knees, a little crookeder in his back—and the
readmittance not applied for: ha! ha! I shall be able to make a complete
clearing of that corner of the manor some day!”</p>
<p>‘’Twas extraordinary, now we look back upon it, that old Sargent
should have been so dilatory; yet some people are like it; and he put off
calling at the Squire’s agent’s office with the fine week after
week, saying to himself, “I shall have more time next market-day than I
have now.” One unfortunate hindrance was that he didn’t very well
like Jasper Cliff; and as Jasper kept urging Netty, and Netty on that account
kept urging her uncle, the old man was inclined to postpone the re-liveing as
long as he could, to spite the selfish young lover. At last old Mr. Sargent
fell ill, and then Jasper could bear it no longer: he produced the fine-money
himself, and handed it to Netty, and spoke to her plainly.</p>
<p>‘“You and your uncle ought to know better. You should press him
more. There’s the money. If you let the house and ground slip between ye,
I won’t marry; hang me if I will! For folks won’t deserve a husband
that can do such things.”</p>
<p>‘The worried girl took the money and went home, and told her uncle that
it was no house no husband for her. Old Mr. Sargent pooh-poohed the money, for
the amount was not worth consideration, but he did now bestir himself; for he
saw she was bent upon marrying Jasper, and he did not wish to make her unhappy,
since she was so determined. It was much to the Squire’s annoyance that
he found Sargent had moved in the matter at last; but he could not gainsay it,
and the documents were prepared (for on this manor the copy-holders had
writings with their holdings, though on some manors they had none). Old Sargent
being now too feeble to go to the agent’s house, the deed was to be
brought to his house signed, and handed over as a receipt for the money; the
counterpart to be signed by Sargent, and sent back to the Squire.</p>
<p>‘The agent had promised to call on old Sargent for this purpose at five
o’clock, and Netty put the money into her desk to have it close at hand.
While doing this she heard a slight cry from her uncle, and turning round, saw
that he had fallen forward in his chair. She went and lifted him, but he was
unconscious; and unconscious he remained. Neither medicine nor stimulants would
bring him to himself. She had been told that he might possibly go off in that
way, and it seemed as if the end had come. Before she had started for a doctor
his face and extremities grew quite cold and white, and she saw that help would
be useless. He was stone-dead.</p>
<p>‘Netty’s situation rose upon her distracted mind in all its
seriousness. The house, garden, and field were lost—by a few
hours—and with them a home for herself and her lover. She would not think
so meanly of Jasper as to suppose that he would adhere to the resolution
declared in a moment of impatience; but she trembled, nevertheless. Why could
not her uncle have lived a couple of hours longer, since he had lived so long?
It was now past three o’clock; at five the agent was to call, and, if all
had gone well, by ten minutes past five the house and holding would have been
securely hers for her own and Jasper’s lives, these being two of the
three proposed to be added by paying the fine. How that wretched old Squire
would rejoice at getting the little tenancy into his hands! He did not really
require it, but constitutionally hated these tiny copyholds and leaseholds and
freeholds, which made islands of independence in the fair, smooth ocean of his
estates.</p>
<p>‘Then an idea struck into the head of Netty how to accomplish her object
in spite of her uncle’s negligence. It was a dull December afternoon: and
the first step in her scheme—so the story goes, and I see no reason to
doubt it—’</p>
<p>‘’Tis true as the light,’ affirmed Christopher Twink.
‘I was just passing by.’</p>
<p>‘The first step in her scheme was to fasten the outer door, to make sure
of not being interrupted. Then she set to work by placing her uncle’s
small, heavy oak table before the fire; then she went to her uncle’s
corpse, sitting in the chair as he had died—a stuffed arm-chair, on
casters, and rather high in the seat, so it was told me—and wheeled the
chair, uncle and all, to the table, placing him with his back toward the
window, in the attitude of bending over the said oak table, which I knew as a
boy as well as I know any piece of furniture in my own house. On the table she
laid the large family Bible open before him, and placed his forefinger on the
page; and then she opened his eyelids a bit, and put on him his spectacles, so
that from behind he appeared for all the world as if he were reading the
Scriptures. Then she unfastened the door and sat down, and when it grew dark
she lit a candle, and put it on the table beside her uncle’s book.</p>
<p>‘Folk may well guess how the time passed with her till the agent came,
and how, when his knock sounded upon the door, she nearly started out of her
skin—at least that’s as it was told me. Netty promptly went to the
door.</p>
<p>‘“I am sorry, sir,” she says, under her breath; “my
uncle is not so well to-night, and I’m afraid he can’t see
you.”</p>
<p>‘“H’m!—that’s a pretty tale,” says the
steward. “So I’ve come all this way about this trumpery little job
for nothing!”</p>
<p>‘“O no, sir—I hope not,” says Netty. “I suppose
the business of granting the new deed can be done just the same?”</p>
<p>‘“Done? Certainly not. He must pay the renewal money, and sign the
parchment in my presence.”</p>
<p>‘She looked dubious. “Uncle is so dreadful nervous about law
business,” says she, “that, as you know, he’s put it off and
put it off for years; and now to-day really I’ve feared it would verily
drive him out of his mind. His poor three teeth quite chattered when I said to
him that you would be here soon with the parchment writing. He always was
afraid of agents, and folks that come for rent, and such-like.”</p>
<p>‘“Poor old fellow—I’m sorry for him. Well, the thing
can’t be done unless I see him and witness his signature.”</p>
<p>‘“Suppose, sir, that you see him sign, and he don’t see you
looking at him? I’d soothe his nerves by saying you weren’t strict
about the form of witnessing, and didn’t wish to come in. So that it was
done in your bare presence it would be sufficient, would it not? As he’s
such an old, shrinking, shivering man, it would be a great considerateness on
your part if that would do?”</p>
<p>‘“In my bare presence would do, of course—that’s all I
come for. But how can I be a witness without his seeing me?”</p>
<p>‘“Why, in this way, sir; if you’ll oblige me by just stepping
here.” She conducted him a few yards to the left, till they were opposite
the parlour window. The blind had been left up purposely, and the candle-light
shone out upon the garden bushes. Within the agent could see, at the other end
of the room, the back and side of the old man’s head, and his shoulders
and arm, sitting with the book and candle before him, and his spectacles on his
nose, as she had placed him.</p>
<p>‘“He’s reading his Bible, as you see, sir,” she says,
quite in her meekest way.</p>
<p>‘“Yes. I thought he was a careless sort of man in matters of
religion?”</p>
<p>‘“He always was fond of his Bible,” Netty assured him.
“Though I think he’s nodding over it just at this moment However,
that’s natural in an old man, and unwell. Now you could stand here and
see him sign, couldn’t you, sir, as he’s such an invalid?”</p>
<p>‘“Very well,” said the agent, lighting a cigar. “You
have ready by you the merely nominal sum you’ll have to pay for the
admittance, of course?”</p>
<p>‘“Yes,” said Netty. “I’ll bring it out.”
She fetched the cash, wrapped in paper, and handed it to him, and when he had
counted it the steward took from his breast pocket the precious parchments and
gave one to her to be signed.</p>
<p>‘“Uncle’s hand is a little paralyzed,” she said.
“And what with his being half asleep, too, really I don’t know what
sort of a signature he’ll be able to make.”</p>
<p>‘“Doesn’t matter, so that he signs.”</p>
<p>‘“Might I hold his hand?”</p>
<p>‘“Ay, hold his hand, my young woman—that will be near
enough.”</p>
<p>‘Netty re-entered the house, and the agent continued smoking outside the
window. Now came the ticklish part of Netty’s performance. The steward
saw her put the inkhorn—“horn,” says I in my old-fashioned
way—the inkstand, before her uncle, and touch his elbow as to arouse him,
and speak to him, and spread out the deed; when she had pointed to show him
where to sign she dipped the pen and put it into his hand. To hold his hand she
artfully stepped behind him, so that the agent could only see a little bit of
his head, and the hand she held; but he saw the old man’s hand trace his
name on the document. As soon as ’twas done she came out to the steward
with the parchment in her hand, and the steward signed as witness by the light
from the parlour window. Then he gave her the deed signed by the Squire, and
left; and next morning Netty told the neighbours that her uncle was dead in his
bed.’</p>
<p>‘She must have undressed him and put him there.’</p>
<p>‘She must. Oh, that girl had a nerve, I can tell ye! Well, to cut a long
story short, that’s how she got back the house and field that were,
strictly speaking, gone from her; and by getting them, got her a husband.</p>
<p>‘Every virtue has its reward, they say. Netty had hers for her ingenious
contrivance to gain Jasper. Two years after they were married he took to
beating her—not hard, you know; just a smack or two, enough to set her in
a temper, and let out to the neighbours what she had done to win him, and how
she repented of her pains. When the old Squire was dead, and his son came into
the property, this confession of hers began to be whispered about. But Netty
was a pretty young woman, and the Squire’s son was a pretty young man at
that time, and wider-minded than his father, having no objection to little
holdings; and he never took any proceedings against her.’</p>
<p>There was now a lull in the discourse, and soon the van descended the hill
leading into the long straggling village. When the houses were reached the
passengers dropped off one by one, each at his or her own door. Arrived at the
inn, the returned emigrant secured a bed, and having eaten a light meal,
sallied forth upon the scene he had known so well in his early days. Though
flooded with the light of the rising moon, none of the objects wore the
attractiveness in this their real presentation that had ever accompanied their
images in the field of his imagination when he was more than two thousand miles
removed from them. The peculiar charm attaching to an old village in an old
country, as seen by the eyes of an absolute foreigner, was lowered in his case
by magnified expectations from infantine memories. He walked on, looking at
this chimney and that old wall, till he came to the churchyard, which he
entered.</p>
<p>The head-stones, whitened by the moon, were easily decipherable; and now for
the first time Lackland began to feel himself amid the village community that
he had left behind him five-and-thirty years before. Here, besides the Sallets,
the Darths, the Pawles, the Privetts, the Sargents, and others of whom he had
just heard, were names he remembered even better than those: the Jickses, and
the Crosses, and the Knights, and the Olds. Doubtless representatives of these
families, or some of them, were yet among the living; but to him they would all
be as strangers. Far from finding his heart ready-supplied with roots and
tendrils here, he perceived that in returning to this spot it would be
incumbent upon him to re-establish himself from the beginning, precisely as
though he had never known the place, nor it him. Time had not condescended to
wait his pleasure, nor local life his greeting.</p>
<p>The figure of Mr. Lackland was seen at the inn, and in the village street, and
in the fields and lanes about Upper Longpuddle, for a few days after his
arrival, and then, ghost-like, it silently disappeared. He had told some of the
villagers that his immediate purpose in coming had been fulfilled by a sight of
the place, and by conversation with its inhabitants: but that his ulterior
purpose—of coming to spend his latter days among them—would
probably never be carried out. It is now a dozen or fifteen years since his
visit was paid, and his face has not again been seen.</p>
<p><i>March</i> 1891.</p>
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