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<h1>WITH FIRE AND SWORD</h1>
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With Fire and Sword</p>
<p class="cen smaller pt">BY</p>
<p class="cen">MAJOR S. H. M. BYERS</p>
<p class="cen smaller">OF GENERAL SHERMAN'S STAFF</p>
<p class="cen smaller pb narrow">Author of "Sherman's March to the Sea," "Iowa
in War Times," "Twenty Years in
Europe," and of other books</p>
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<p class="cen pt">NEW YORK<br/>
THE NEALE PUBLISHING COMPANY<br/>
1911</p>
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Copyright, 1911, by</p>
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THE NEALE PUBLISHING COMPANY</p>
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<h2>CONTENTS</h2>
<table class="small" summary="contents">
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<td class="tdr small">PAGE</td>
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<tr>
<td class="tdl"><SPAN href="#CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER I</SPAN> </td>
<td> </td>
<td class="tdr">11</td>
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<td colspan="2"><p class="hang2">My enlistment in the Union Army—The "Bushwhackers"
of Missouri—The Quantrells and the
James Brothers—Cutting a man's head off—My
first adventure in the war—Capturing a guerrilla.</p>
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<td class="tdl"><SPAN href="#CHAPTER_II">CHAPTER II</SPAN> </td>
<td> </td>
<td class="tdr">22</td>
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<tr>
<td colspan="2"><p class="hang2">We leave Missouri and go South—The prisoners of
Donelson—The taking of New Madrid—"Kindly
bury this unfortunate officer"—Quaker guns at
Shiloh—The killing of the colonel.</p>
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<td class="tdl"><SPAN href="#CHAPTER_III">CHAPTER III</SPAN> </td>
<td> </td>
<td class="tdr">29</td>
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<td colspan="2"><p class="hang2">Iuka, the fiercest battle of the war, 217 men out of
482 of my regiment are shot—The awful rebel
charge at Corinth—Moonlight on the battlefield—Bushels
of arms and legs—Tombstones for fireplaces—One
of Grant's mistakes</p>.</td>
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<td class="tdl"><SPAN href="#CHAPTER_IV">CHAPTER IV</SPAN> </td>
<td> </td>
<td class="tdr">40</td>
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<td colspan="2"><p class="hang2">An unlucky campaign led by General Grant—Holly
Springs burned up—The first foragers—Some modern
Falstaffs—Counting dead men.</p>
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<td class="tdl"><SPAN href="#CHAPTER_V">CHAPTER V</SPAN> <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[Pg 6]</SPAN></span></td>
<td> </td>
<td class="tdr">49</td>
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<td colspan="2"><p class="hang2">The laughable campaign of the war—An army floating
among the tree tops of the Yazoo Pass.</p>
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<td class="tdl"><SPAN href="#CHAPTER_VI">CHAPTER VI</SPAN> </td>
<td> </td>
<td class="tdr">54</td>
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<p class="hang2">Grant's new plan at Vicksburg—Running the Vicksburg
batteries—An hour and a half of horror—The
batteries are passed—The most important event
in the war.</p>
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<td class="tdl"><SPAN href="#CHAPTER_VII">CHAPTER VII</SPAN></td>
<td> </td>
<td class="tdr">63</td>
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<td colspan="2"><p class="hang2">Crossing the Mississippi on gunboats and steamers—Battle
of Port Gibson—How General Grant looked
to a private soldier—A boy from Mississippi—Fights
at Raymond—Battle of Jackson in a thunderstorm—Digging
his brothers' grave—Grant in battle—Saving
a flag—How men feel in battle—An awful
spectacle—The critical moment of General Grant's
life—A battlefield letter from him to Sherman.</p>
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<td class="tdl"><SPAN href="#CHAPTER_VIII">CHAPTER VIII</SPAN> </td>
<td> </td>
<td class="tdr">87</td>
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<tr><td colspan="2"><p class="hang2">Assaults on the walls of Vicksburg—Logan in battle—An
army mule—A promotion under the guns of
Vicksburg—A storm of iron hail at Vicksburg—The
Vicksburg clock—The town surrenders—The
glad news—Reading my first order to the regiment—My
regiment put on guard in the captured city—Eight
days' furlough in four years of war.</p>
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<td class="tdl"><SPAN href="#CHAPTER_IX">CHAPTER IX</SPAN> <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[Pg 7]</SPAN></span></td>
<td> </td>
<td class="tdr">102</td>
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<td colspan="2"><p class="hang2">Sherman's army floats across the Tennessee River at
midnight—Washington at the Delaware nothing
compared to this—We assault Missionary Ridge—An
awful battle—My capture.</p>
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<td class="tdl"><SPAN href="#CHAPTER_X">CHAPTER X</SPAN></td>
<td> </td>
<td class="tdr">111</td>
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<td colspan="2"><p class="hang2">In Libby Prison—Life there—"Belle Isle"—All prisons
bad—The great escape—"Maryland, My Maryland."</p>
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<td class="tdl"><SPAN href="#CHAPTER_XI">CHAPTER XI</SPAN></td>
<td> </td>
<td class="tdr">119</td>
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<td colspan="2"><p class="hang2">Escaping from Macon—An adventure in Atlanta—In
the disguise of a Confederate soldier—My wanderings
inside the Confederate army and what I
experienced there—I am captured as a spy—How
I got out of it all.</p>
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<td class="tdl"><SPAN href="#CHAPTER_XII">CHAPTER XII</SPAN></td>
<td> </td>
<td class="tdr">137</td>
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<td colspan="2"><p class="hang2">Under fire of our own guns at Charleston—Trying to
capture a railway train—The secret band—Betrayed—The
desolation of Charleston.</p>
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<td class="tdl"><SPAN href="#CHAPTER_XIII">CHAPTER XIII</SPAN></td>
<td> </td>
<td class="tdr"> 144</td>
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<td colspan="2"><p class="hang2">Living in a grave—An adventure in the woods of
South Carolina—Life in the asylum yard at the
capital of South Carolina—The song of "Sherman's
March to the Sea"—How it came to be written—Final
escape—The burning up of South Carolina's
capitol.</p>
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<td class="tdl"><SPAN href="#CHAPTER_XIV">CHAPTER XIV</SPAN><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[Pg 8]</SPAN></span></td>
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<td class="tdr">174</td>
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<td colspan="2"><p class="hang2">The army in the Carolinas—General Sherman sends
for me—Gives me a place on his staff—Experiences
at army headquarters—Sherman's life on the march—Music
at headquarters—Logan's violin—The General's
false friend—The army wades, swims, and
fights through the Carolinas—I am sent as despatch
bearer to General Grant—A strange ride
down the Cape Fear River in the night—General
Terry—Learn that my song "The March to the
Sea" is sung through the North, and has given the
campaign its name—I bring the first news of Sherman's
success to the North—An interview with
General Grant.</p>
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<td class="tdl"><SPAN href="#CHAPTER_XV">CHAPTER XV</SPAN></td>
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<td class="tdr">198</td>
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<p class="hang2">Washington City in the last three days of the war—Look,
the President!—<i>The last man of the regiment.</i></p>
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<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</SPAN></span></p>
<h2>PREFACE</h2>
<p>In war some persons seek adventures; others have
them in spite of themselves. It happened that the
writer of this book belonged to a regiment that
seemed to be always in the midst of great experiences.
It was, in fact, one of the few regiments that absolutely
fought themselves out of existence. It was
mustered in a thousand strong; it lost seven hundred
and seventy-seven men by death, wounds, and disease.
The fragment that was left over was transferred
to a cavalry command. When the writer
finally escaped from prison, after many months of
confinement and many thrilling adventures both in
prison and in the army of the enemy, he was mustered
out as a "supernumerary officer." His command
had ceased to exist. He was literally the <i>last man of
the regiment</i>. Of the eighty of his regiment who
had been taken to prison with him all but sixteen
were dead. Of the nine captured from his own company
all were dead but one.</p>
<p>While with his command he had served as a
private soldier, as sergeant, and as adjutant. On<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</SPAN></span>
escaping from prison he was for a time on General
Sherman's staff and was selected to run down the
Cape Fear River and carry the great news of Sherman's
successes to the people of the North.</p>
<p>He kept a diary every day in the four years of
war and adventure. The substance of the facts related
here is from its pages; occasionally they are
copied just as they are there set down. The book
is not a history of great army movements, it is simply
a true tale of the thrilling experiences of a subordinate
soldier in the midst of great events.</p>
<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</SPAN></span></p>
<p class="cen biggest">With Fire and Sword</p>
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<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></SPAN>CHAPTER I</h2>
<blockquote class="small pb"><p class="hang2">My enlistment in the Union Army—The "Bushwhackers"
of Missouri—The Quantrells and the James Brothers—Cutting
a man's head off—My first adventure in the
war—Capturing a guerrilla.</p>
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<p>I am writing down these sketches of adventures
of mine from a daily journal or diary kept by me
throughout the four years of the Civil War. Its
pages are crumpled and old and yellow, but I can
read them still.</p>
<p>Fate so arranged it that I was the very first one
to enlist in my regiment, and it all came about
through a confusion of names. A patriotic mass-meeting
was held in the court-house of the village
where I lived. Everybody was there, and everybody
was excited, for the war tocsin was sounding
all over the country. A new regiment had been
ordered by the governor, and no town was so quick
in responding to the call as the village of Newton.
We would be the very first. Drums were beating at
the mass-meeting, fifes screaming, people shouting.
There was a little pause in the patriotic noise, and<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</SPAN></span>
then someone called out, "Myers to the platform!"
"Myers! Myers! Myers!" echoed a hundred other
voices. Mr. Myers never stirred, as he was no public
speaker. I sat beside him near the aisle. Again the
voices shouted "Myers! Myers!" Myers turned to
me, laughed, and said, "They are calling you, Byers,"
and fairly pushed me out into the aisle. A handful
of the audience seeing Myers would not respond, did
then call my own name, and both names were cried
together. Some of the audience becoming confused
called loudly for me. "Go on," said Myers, half-rising
and pushing me toward the platform.</p>
<p>I was young,—just twenty-two,—ambitious, had
just been admitted to the bar, and now was all on
fire with the newly awakened patriotism. I went up
to the platform and stood by the big drum. The
American flag, the flag that had been fired on by the
South, was hanging above my head. In a few minutes
I was full of the mental champagne that comes
from a cheering multitude. I was burning with
excitement, with patriotism, enthusiasm, pride, and
my enthusiasm lent power to the words I uttered. I
don't know why nor how, but I was moving my
audience. The war was not begun to put down
slavery, but what in the beginning had been an incident
I felt in the end would become a cause.</p>
<p>The year before I had been for many months on<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</SPAN></span>
a plantation in Mississippi, and there with my own
eyes had seen the horrors of slavery. I had seen
human beings flogged; men and women bleeding
from an overseer's lash. Now in my excitement I
pictured it all. I recalled everything. "And the
war, they tell us," I cried, "is to perpetuate this
curse!" In ten minutes after my stormy words one
hundred youths and men, myself the first, had
stepped up to the paper lying on the big drum and
had put down our names for the war.</p>
<p>We all mustered on the village green. Alas, not
half of them were ever to see that village green again!
No foreboding came to me, the enthusiastic youth
about to be a soldier, of the "dangers by flood and
field," the adventures, the thrilling scenes, the battles,
the prisons, the escapes, that were awaiting me.</p>
<p>Now we were all enthusiasm to be taken quickly
to the front, to the "seat of war." We could bide
no delay. Once our men were on the very point of
mobbing and "egging" our great, good Governor Kirkwood,
because for a moment he thought he would be
compelled to place us in a later regiment. However,
we were immediately started in wagons for the nearest
railroad, fifty miles away.</p>
<p>At the town of Burlington, on the 15th of July,
1861, we were mustered into the service as Company
B of the Fifth Iowa Infantry. Our colonel, W. H.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</SPAN></span>
Worthington, was a military martinet from some
soldier school in Kentucky. His sympathies were
with his native South. Why he was leading a Northern
regiment was a constant mystery to his men.</p>
<p>The regiment spent scant time in Burlington, for
in a little while we were whisked down the Mississippi
River in a steamer to St. Louis, and soon joined
the army of Frémont, organizing at Jefferson City
to march against General Price, who was flying toward
Springfield with the booty he had gained in his
capture of Mulligan and his men at Boonville. Now
all began to look like war. Missouri was neither
North nor South; she was simply hell, for her people
were cutting one another's throats, and neighboring
farmers killed each other and burned each other's
homes. The loyal feared to shut their eyes in sleep;
the disloyal did not know if a roof would be above
their heads in the morning. Brothers of the same
family were in opposing armies, and the State was
overrun by Southern guerrillas and murderers. The
Quantrells, the James Brothers, and other irregular
and roaming bands of villains rode everywhere, waylaying,
bushwhacking, and murdering.</p>
<p>We followed General Price's army to the Ozark
Mountains, marching day and night—the nights
made hideous by the burning of homes on the track
of both the armies, while unburied corpses lay at<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</SPAN></span>
the roadside. We marched half the nights and all
the days and just as we got close enough to fight,
the Washington politicians caused Frémont to be removed
from his command. Frémont had been ahead
of his time. He had freed some slaves, and the
dough-faced politicians were not yet ready for action
of that character.</p>
<p>The campaign had been to no purpose. Some of
our regiment, indignant at the removal of their general,
had to be guarded to prevent mutiny and disorder.
Now we turned about and made the long
march back to the Missouri River. Half that cold
winter was spent near Syracuse, in guarding the
Pacific Railway. We lived in wedge tents, and
spite of the cold and snow and storm, our squads by
turn tramped for miles up and down the railroad in
the darkness every night. What terrible tales, too,
we had in our little tents that winter, of the deeds
of Quantrell's men. It did not seem possible that
the South could set loose a lot of murderers to hang on
the skirts of our army, to "bushwhack" an honorable
foe, burn villages, destroy farms, and drive whole
counties into conditions as frightful as war was in
the Middle Ages. Only savage Indians fought that
way. Yet Quantrell's band of murderers was said
to be on the payroll of the Confederate States. Here
and there, however, his guerrilla outlaws met with aw<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</SPAN></span>ful
punishment, and horrible incidents became the
order of the day and night.</p>
<p>I recall now how a prize was once offered by one
of our commanders for the head of a certain man
among those desperate murderers, a desperado with a
band of men that knew no mercy. His troop of riders
had ambuscaded almost scores of our soldiers, and
innocent farmers who did not happen to like his ways
were strung up to trees as unceremoniously as one
would drown a kitten. The offered prize of a thousand
dollars stimulated certain of our men in taking
chances with this beast of the Confederacy, and a
corporal of our cavalry learned of the desperado's
occasional visits at night to his home, only a dozen
miles away from where we were camped. Several
nights he secretly watched from a thicket near the
cabin for the bandit's return. Once in the darkness
he heard a horse's hoofs, and then a man dismounted
and entered at the door. The evening was chilly,
and a bright fire in the open fireplace of the cabin
shone out as the man entered.</p>
<p>The corporal, who had disguised himself in an old
gray overcoat, knocked for entrance, and pretended
to be a sick Confederate going on a furlough to his
home not far away. He was cautiously admitted
and given a seat by the open fire. He had no arms,
and to the bandit and his wife his story of sickness<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</SPAN></span>
and a furlough seemed probable enough. The two
men and the one woman sat in front of the fireplace
talking for an hour. The corporal, with the guerrilla
sitting within a few feet of him, thought of the prize,
and of his comrades murdered by this man. But
what could he do? Suddenly the thought came, "I
must kill or be killed." Outside there was only darkness
and silence; inside the cabin, the low voices of
these three people and the flickering fire.</p>
<p>The corporal glanced about him. There was no
gun to be seen that he could seize. The guerrilla's
big revolver hung at his belt. While sitting thus, a bit
of burning wood rolled out onto the hearth. The guerrilla
stooped over to put it in its place. Instantly the
corporal saw his chance and, springing for the iron
poker at the fireside, dealt the guerrilla a blow on
the head that stretched him dead on the cabin floor.
In an instant his big jackknife was out of his pocket
and in the presence of the screaming wife the brute
severed the man's head from his body. Then he left
the cabin, mounted his horse in the thicket, and in
the darkness carried his ghostly trophy into camp.
It is a horrible ride to think of, that dozen miles,
with the bleeding head of a murdered man on the
saddle bow.</p>
<p>So the awful things went on all that winter in
Missouri. As for myself, I was tramping about as<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</SPAN></span>
a corporal, helping in a small way to keep the great
railroad free from marauders and in possession of
the Union army.</p>
<p>I don't know how it happened, but one morning
our colonel, who had always treated me with extreme
gruffness, though he well knew I did my duties with
patriotic zeal, sent for me to come to his tent. I was
a little alarmed, not knowing what was about to happen
to me. The colonel called me by name as I
entered, saluting him cap in hand, and for once he
actually smiled.</p>
<p>"Corporal," he said dryly, as if suddenly regretting
his smile, "I have noticed that you always did
the duty assigned you with promptness. I need a
quartermaster sergeant. You are the man."</p>
<p>I was almost paralyzed with astonishment and pleasure.
I stood stock still, without a word of gratitude.
At last, recovering myself, I explained that I had
enlisted expecting to fight, and not to fill some easy
position with the trains.</p>
<p>"If I could only be allowed to find a substitute,"
I ventured to say, "in case of a fight, so I might
share the danger with my comrades, I would like the
promotion."</p>
<p>Again the colonel tried to smile. "You probably
will change your mind; you will find excitement
enough," he remarked, dismissing me.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>I was hardly installed in my new post when to my
surprise I was ordered by the colonel to take a good
horse and ride twelve miles across the lone prairies
and carry a message to a command at the village of
Tipton. Instantly my mind was excited with the
hopes of an adventure. I don't know, even now, just
why I was selected for the venturesome undertaking.
I knew there was scarcely a road and not a house in
the whole distance. I knew, too, the whole country
was full of murderous guerrillas. But nevertheless I
was full of elation. This was the kind of a thing I
had hoped for when I enlisted.</p>
<p>Light flakes of snow were falling when, with
exultant spirits, I started from the camp. The trip
outward proved uneventful, for nothing happened
to me on my way. As I was returning, however, at
a point halfway across the prairie I was surprised
to see a man in gray, probably a guerrilla, ride out
of a long slough or hollow to my left and gallop into
the road directly ahead of me. He was in complete
gray uniform, wore a saber, and had revolvers at
his saddle bow. The man glanced back at me, and
I saw him reaching for his pistols. "Here comes
my first fight in the war," I thought instantly, "out
here alone on the prairie." Save my one half-loaded
revolver, strapped to my waist, I was unarmed.
The stranger, without firing, galloped faster.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</SPAN></span>
I, too, galloped faster, the distance between us remaining
about the same. Each of us now had a
pistol in his hand, but it looked as if each were
afraid to commence the duel. If the stranger
checked his horse to give him breath, I checked mine.
If he galloped again, I, too, put spurs to my animal.
Imagining that other guerrillas must be lurking
quite near, I was not over-anxious to bring on the
engagement, and I suppose the armed man felt much
the same way, for he could not have thought that I
was in such a place absolutely alone. So neither
fired. We just looked at each other and galloped.
Finally we approached a little wood, and in a
twinkling he turned into a path and was out of
sight. I did not care to follow him to his hiding-place
just then, and quickly galloped to our camp a
few miles off.</p>
<p>Before midnight that night I, with a dozen of
my regiment, surrounded the little wood and a cabin
secreted in its center. Approaching, we looked into
the windows, and, sure enough, there, roasting his
feet in front of an open fire, sat my rider of the
day. When three of us suddenly entered the house
and demanded his surrender he sprang for a rifle that
stood like a poker by the fireside, aimed it at me,
and shouted "Never! Surrender yourself." A
bayonet that instant against his breast brought him<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</SPAN></span>
to terms, however. There followed a little farewell
scene between him and his wife, who poured
bottles of wrath on the heads of the "bluecoats," and
our captive—my captive—was hurried to the guardhouse
at the camp. It had been a perfectly bloodless
encounter, but next morning it turned out that I
had by chance captured one of the most dangerous
guerrillas in Missouri.</p>
<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</SPAN></span></p>
<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></SPAN>CHAPTER II</h2>
<blockquote class="small pb"><p class="hang2">We leave Missouri and go South—The prisoners of Donelson—The
taking of New Madrid—"Kindly bury this
unfortunate officer"—Quaker guns at Shiloh—The killing
of the colonel.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>It was a trifling incident, this capture, compared
with the dreadful things I have referred to as going
on in Missouri that memorable first year of the
Civil War. A great volume would not contain the
record of them all. The first dead men I saw while
in the army were eight Missouri farmers murdered
by guerrillas and left lying in the hot sun and dust
at the roadside. The sight moved me as no great
battle ever did afterward.</p>
<p>One half of the male population of Missouri was
trying to kill the other half. They were not opponents
from different far-off sections fighting, but
near neighbors, and nothing seemed too awful or too
cruel for them to do. How I pitied the women and
children who lived in the State in those awful days!</p>
<p>General Sherman's designation of war as "hell"
found more confirmation in the dreadful raids, out<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</SPAN></span>rages,
and murders by Quantrell's guerrillas in Missouri
than in the bloodiest battles of the four years'
conflict.</p>
<p>Now for months my regiment, with others, had
chased up and down, and all over that unhappy old
State of Missouri, trying to capture and punish
these bands of murderers. On the old steamboat
<i>War Eagle</i>, too, we paddled for weeks along the
"Muddy Missouri" River, landing every here and
there to have a little brush with guerrillas who had
fired on our boat from the banks or from secret
recesses in the woods. It was rare that we could
catch them or have a real fight. Their kind of war
meant ambuscades and murder.</p>
<p>At last an end came to this dreadful guerrilla-chasing
business in Missouri so far as we were concerned,
anyway. We were to stop running after
Price's ubiquitous army too. We were no longer to
be the victims of ambuscades and night riding murderers.</p>
<p>The glad news came to my regiment that we were
to be transferred to the South, where the real war
was.</p>
<p>One morning we left the cold and snow, where we
had lived and shivered in thin tents all the winter,
left the thankless duty of patrolling railroads in the
storm at midnight, and marched in the direction of<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</SPAN></span>
St. Louis. A long, cold, miserable march it was too,
hurrying in the daytime and freezing in our bivouacs
in the snow and woods at night. Many a man we
left to sicken and die at some farmhouse by the roadside.
Our destination was New Madrid, where we
were to be a part of Pope's army in the siege and
capture of that town.</p>
<p>As we were about to embark on boats at St. Louis
we beheld in the snow and storm many steamers
anchored out in the pitiless waters of the Mississippi
River. These vessels were loaded with shivering
thousands in gray and brown uniforms, the
prisoners whom General Grant had captured at the
battle of Fort Donelson. There were twelve or fifteen
thousand of them. Seeing this host of prisoners
made us feel that at last the Union army had a
general, although we had scarcely heard of U. S.
Grant before. This army of prisoners taken in battle
was his introduction to the world.</p>
<p>Shortly we were before New Madrid, and the siege
conducted by General Pope commenced. The town
was defended by strong forts and many cannon, but
its speedy capture by us helped to open up the Mississippi
River. It was a new experience to us, to
have cannonballs come rolling right into our camp
occasionally. Yet few men were injured by them.
We were in more danger when a fool officer one day<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</SPAN></span>
took our brigade of infantry down through a cornfield
to assault a gunboat that lay in a creek close by.</p>
<p>The Rebel commander had expected us, and had
his grape shot and his hot water hose, and such
things all ready for us. We went out of that cornfield
faster than we went in. This was real war, the
thing my regiment had been so longing for, in place
of chasing murderers and guerrillas in Missouri.</p>
<p>We entered New Madrid one morning before
daylight. The enemy had left in awful haste. I
recall finding a dead Rebel officer, lying on a table
in his tent, in full uniform. He had been killed by
one of our shells. A candle burned beside him, and
his cold hands closed on a pencil note that said,
"Kindly bury this unfortunate officer." His
breakfast waited on a table in the tent, showing how
unexpected was his taking off.</p>
<p>Our victory was a great one for the nation, and it
put two stars on the shoulder straps of General Pope.
It made him, too, commander of the Eastern army.</p>
<p>A comrade in Company A of my regiment had
been wounded a few days before and had died in
the enemy's hands. I now found his grave. At its
head stood a board with this curious inscription:
"This man says he was a private in the Fifth Iowa
Regiment. He was killed while trying to attend to
other people's business."<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>Our command was now hurried to the Shiloh
battlefield, of course too late to be of any use. But
we took part in the long, wonderful, and ridiculous
siege of Corinth, under Halleck, when our great army
was held back by red tape, martinets, and the fear of
a lot of wooden guns that sat on top of the enemy's
breastworks, while that enemy, with all his men, and
with all his guns, and bag and baggage, was escaping
to the south. Our deeds were no credit to anybody,
though here and there we had a little fight.</p>
<p>One incident of great importance, however, happened
to my regiment here. It was the death of our
colonel. One night when he was going the rounds
of the picket lines out in the woods he was shot dead
by one of our own men. The sentinel who did the
killing declared that Rebels had been slipping up to
his post all night, and when he would hail with "Who
goes there?" they would fire at him and run into the
darkness. He resolved to stand behind a tree the next
time and fire without hailing. By some accident
Colonel Worthington and his adjutant were approaching
this sentinel from the direction of the
enemy. Suddenly the sentinel held his gun around
the tree and fired. The bullet struck the colonel in
the forehead, killing him instantly. As he fell from
his horse the adjutant sprang to the ground and cried,
"Who shot the officer of the day?" "I fired," ex<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</SPAN></span>claimed
the sentinel, and he then told of his experiences
of the night. He was arrested, tried, and
acquitted. Yet there were many among us who believed
that the colonel had been intentionally murdered.
He was one of the most competent colonels
in the army, but among his soldiers he was fearfully
unpopular. He was, however, a splendid disciplinarian,
but this was something the volunteers did not
want. In their minds the colonel had been only a
petty tyrant, and not even wholly loyal. With a different
disposition he certainly would have been a distinguished
soldier. He was one of the most military-looking
men in the whole army, but friends he had
none. More than once his life had been threatened
by soldiers who regarded themselves as having been
treated badly by him.</p>
<p>His body was brought into camp the next morning
and lay in his tent in state. He was given a military
funeral, and the horse that was bearing him when he
was killed was led behind his coffin.</p>
<p>After his death numbers of the men of the regiment
were indignant, when they found among his
papers warrants and commissions intended by the governor
for them, commissions that had never been delivered.
Their promotions had never come about.
Now they knew why.</p>
<p>Worthington was succeeded by Colonel C. L. Mat<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</SPAN></span>thies,
one of the bravest, best, and most loved commanders
of our army. Later Matthies was made a
general, and at the close of the war died of wounds
received in battle.</p>
<p>Although I was quartermaster sergeant of the regiment,
I was always careful that this should not keep
me away from the command when enduring hard
marches or when engagements were coming on. When
in camp I kept my rifle in one of the ammunition
wagons (of several of which I had charge), but
if the alarm sounded my rifle was on my shoulder
and I was the private soldier in the ranks of the company.
I deserved no special credit for this. I was
only doing my duty. We had muzzle-loading Whitney
rifles and bayonets. The equipment and rations
we carried in weight would have been a respectable
load for a mule.</p>
<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</SPAN></span></p>
<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></SPAN>CHAPTER III</h2>
<blockquote class="small pb"><p class="hang2">Iuka, the fiercest battle of the war, 217 men out of 482 of
my regiment are shot—The awful Rebel charge at
Corinth—Moonlight on the battlefield—Bushels of arms
and legs—Tombstones for fireplaces—One of Grant's
mistakes.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>All that summer, after taking Corinth, we chased
up and down the State of Mississippi, trying to get
fair battle with the Rebel army. At last the chance
came, and for my regiment it was an awful one—the
battle of Iuka.</p>
<p>The battle of Iuka took place on the 19th of
September, 1862. It was fought by a handful of the
troops of General Rosecrans against half the army
of General Price. Grant was only a few miles away,
but although commander-in-chief, he knew nothing of
the hardest-fought battle of the Civil War until it
was over.</p>
<p>One morning before daylight while camped in
the woods near Jacinto half expecting to be attacked,
we heard that Price's army was in Iuka, some eighteen
miles away, and that if we would hurry there<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</SPAN></span>
and attack from one side, General Grant, with Ord's
troops, would attack from another side. How eagerly
the regiment made the forward march on that beautiful
autumn day! The woods were in their fairest
foliage, and it seemed too lovely a day for war and
bloodshed. The bugles played occasionally as the
men hurried along, but not a shot was fired. No
noise like war fell on the soldiers' ears as they
tramped over the beautiful country road toward the
Tennessee River. They had time for reflection as
they marched, and they knew now they were going
to battle. There had been no time for letters or farewells,
and each thought the other one, not himself,
most likely to fall in the coming engagement.</p>
<p>There were only 482 of my little regiment now
marching there, hoping, almost praying, the enemy
might only wait. How little anyone dreamed that
before the sun set 217 of that little command would
be stretched dead or dying among the autumn leaves!</p>
<p>It was just two o'clock when the regiment ran on
to the army of the enemy, lying in line right across
the road close to Iuka. My own regiment was in
the advance. Instantly it, too, was in line of battle
across that road, and in a few minutes absolutely the
fiercest little conflict of the war began. Our brigade
was fearfully outnumbered. Rosecrans, had ten
thousand soldiers within five miles of the battlefield,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</SPAN></span>
yet let three or four small regiments and a battery do
all the fighting. Ten miles away, in another direction,
lay General Grant and General Ord, with many
other thousands, as silent as if paralyzed. An unlucky
wind blew, they said, and the sound of our
cannon, that was to have been the signal for them
to attack also, was unheard by them.</p>
<p>Charge after charge was made upon our little line,
and the Eleventh Ohio Battery, which the regiment
was protecting, was taken and retaken three times.
There were no breastworks, yet that one little brigade
of Hamilton's division stood there in the open
and repulsed assault after assault. It was the Iowa,
the Missouri, and the Ohio boys against the boys of
Alabama and Mississippi, and the grass and leaves
were covered with the bodies in blue and gray. Not
Balaklava, nor the Alma, saw such fighting. It was
a duel to the death. For hours the blue and the gray
stood within forty yards of each other and poured
in sheets of musketry. Every horse of the battery
at the left of my regiment was killed, and every
gunner but one or two was shot and lying among the
debris. No battery in the whole four years' war
lost so many men in so short a time. Antietam,
Gettysburg, the Wilderness, could show nothing like
it. Only the setting sun put an end to what was
part of the time a hand to hand conflict. One dar<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</SPAN></span>ing
Rebel was shot down and bayoneted clear behind
the line of Company B, where he had broken
through to seize the flag of my regiment.</p>
<p>That night the enemy slipped away, leaving hundreds
and hundreds of his dead and wounded on the
field. With a few lanterns our men then went about
and tried to gather up the wounded; the dead were
left till morning. There were 782 Union men lying
there in their blood that long night, 608 of them out
of a single small brigade. While mothers and sisters
at home were praying for the safety of these dear
ones at the front, their spirits that night were leaving
their torn bodies in the dark and ascending
heavenward. Five of my eight messmates of the day
before were shot. It was not a question who was
dead, or wounded, but who was <i>not</i>. Fifteen officers
of our little half regiment were dead or wounded.
The enemy lost more than one thousand men in trying
to destroy that single brigade and its Ohio
battery.</p>
<p>The burying party the next morning found nineteen
dead Rebels lying together at one place. At
another spot 182 Rebel corpses lay in a row covered
by tarpaulins. The enemy had not had time to bury
them.</p>
<p>It was a principle among our generals that if a
command fought well in a battle or got cut all to<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</SPAN></span>
pieces, that was the particular command to be put
at the very front in the next hard scrap. And so it
was that within two weeks my regiment was placed
outside the breastworks at Corinth, to wait and receive
another awful assault.</p>
<p>The night before the battle of Corinth the Fifth
Iowa Regiment lay across the Purdy road, in the
bright moonlight. I remained awake all night, talking
with a comrade who shared my blanket with me.
Poor Jimmy King! he survived the war only to be
murdered later on a plantation in Mississippi. As
we lay there in the wagon road, the awful losses of
my regiment at Iuka kept us thinking there in the
moonlight what would happen on the morrow. When
morning came the firing opened, and for all that day
the battle raged fiercely at the left and center left,
we getting the worst of it, too. The Rebels were
charging works that they themselves had built when
they held the town during Halleck's siege. General
Haccelman and many other of our officers had fallen.
Our own division, though fighting some, had lost
but few men. That evening an order came for us—Hamilton's
Division—to assault the enemy's left
flank at midnight. Before the hour came, however,
the move was decided to be too dangerous, and we
changed our position to one nearer the forts. All
the night we lay there under the brightest moonlight<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</SPAN></span>
I ever saw. Under the same quiet moonlight, and
only six hundred yards away from us, also lay the
victorious Rebel army. They believed Corinth as
good as taken, but they had only captured our outer
lines of forts. Yet it looked very bad for us. Every
house in town was full of our wounded and our dead
lay everywhere.</p>
<p>Once in the night I slipped away from the bivouac
and hurried to the old Tishimingo Hotel, to
see a lieutenant of my company, who had been shot
through the breast. Never will I forget the horrible
scenes of that night. The town seemed full of the
groans of dying men. In one large room of the
Tishimingo House surgeons worked all the night,
cutting off arms and legs. I could not help my
friend. It was too late, for he was dying. "Go
back to the regiment," he said, smiling, "all will
be needed."</p>
<p>It was a relief to me to get back into the moonlight
and out of the horror, yet out there lay thousands
of others in line, only waiting the daylight to
be also mangled and torn like these. The moon
shone so brightly the men in the lines, tired though
they were, could scarcely sleep. There the thousands
lay, the blue and the gray, under the same
peaceful moon, worshiping the same God, and each
praying for dear ones North and South they would<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</SPAN></span>
never again see. God could not answer the prayers
of the men in both armies that night. Had He done
so, all would have been killed on the morrow. At
early daybreak I again went to see my lieutenant.
As I entered the building a cannonball from the
enemy crashed through the house and killed four
soldiers by the stairway. My friend, with many
others, was being carried out to die elsewhere.</p>
<p>It was soon full day. In one of the rooms I saw
the floors, tables, and chairs covered with amputated
limbs, some white and some broken and bleeding.
There were simply bushels of them, and the floor
was running blood. It was a strange, horrible sight,—but
it was war. Yes, it was "hell." I hastened back
to the lines. Nine o'clock came, and now we knew
that the great assault was to be made. We looked
for it against our own division, as we lay in the
grass waiting. Suddenly we heard something, almost
like a distant whirlwind. My regiment rose to
its feet, fired a few moments at scattering Rebels
in our front, and were amazed to see a great black
column, ten thousand strong, moving like a mighty
storm-cloud out of the woods and attacking the forts
and troops at our left. Instantly we changed direction
a little and, without further firing, witnessed
one of the greatest assaults of any war. It was the
storming of Fort Robinett. The cloud of Rebels<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</SPAN></span>
we had seen divided itself into three columns. These
recklessly advanced on the forts, climbing over the
fallen trees and bending their heads against the awful
storm of grape and canister from all our cannon.
A perfect blaze of close range musketry, too, mowed
them down like grass. Even a foe could feel pity to
see brave men so cruelly slaughtered.</p>
<p>When the assault had failed and the noise of battle
was stilled, I hurried down in front of Robinett.
My canteen was full of water and I pressed it to
the lips of many a dying enemy—enemy no longer.
Our grape shot had torn whole companies of men to
pieces. They lay in heaps of dozens, even close up to
the works. General Rogers, who had led a brigade
into the hopeless pit, lay on his back, dead, with
his flag in his hand. <i>He was the fifth one to die
carrying that flag.</i> When I reached him some cruel
one had stripped him of his boots. Another had
taken his fine gold watch.</p>
<p>In this attack on Corinth the brave Southerners
lost 5000 wounded, and we buried 1423 of their
dead on the battlefield. Our own loss had been 2200
dead and wounded. That night I stood guard under
an oak tree on the battlefield among the unburied
dead. Many of the wounded, even, had not yet been
gathered up. The moon shone as brightly as the
night before, while thousands who had lain there<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</SPAN></span>
under its peaceful rays before the battle were now
again sleeping, but never to waken.</p>
<p>Our regiment now pursued the flying Rebels with
great vigor. The quantities of broken batteries,
wagons, tents, knapsacks, guns, etc., strewn along
the roads behind them were immense. At the
Hatchie River the Rebels were momentarily headed
off by a division under Hurlbut that had hurried
across from Bolivar. A seven hours' battle was
fought at the bridge, but the Rebels got away in
another direction. Possibly the best friend I had in
the world, save my kin, was killed at that bridge.
It was Lieutenant William Dodd, a classmate in
school. His head was shot off by a cannonball just
as his regiment was charging at the bridge.</p>
<p>The pursuit of the enemy was being pushed with
vigor when the army was ordered to desist and return
to camp. It was an astounding order, as it was
in our power to destroy the defeated and flying
columns. That order was one of the mistakes of
Grant's earlier days as a commander. Indeed, we of
the rank and file had little confidence in Grant in
those days. We reflected that at Shiloh he was miles
away from the battlefield at the critical moment.
Sherman had saved the Union army from destruction
there. At Iuka, Grant, though commander, did not
even know a battle was going on. At Corinth he was<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</SPAN></span>
forty miles away, and now, when we had the enemy
almost within our grasp, he suddenly called us back.
Rosecrans protested. It was in vain. The order,
more imperative than before, was repeated. It required
months, and great events, to make Grant the
hero of the army which he afterward became.</p>
<p>This entry I find in my diary in one of those
days: "Our commander of the district is General
U. S. Grant, who took Donelson; but aside from
that one hour's fighting, and a little fighting at
Shiloh, the troops know little about him. Rosecrans
is at present the hero of this army, and, with him
leading it, the boys would storm Hades."</p>
<p>With the mercury at one hundred, the dust in the
roads ankle deep, and the whole atmosphere yellow
and full of it, the regiments exhausted by the pursuit,
and yet disgusted at our recall, slowly tramped
their way back to Corinth. Now I visited my
wounded companions in the hospital. On inquiry
for certain ones I learned that they were dead and
lying out in the improvised graveyard near by.</p>
<p>For some reason the dead at Hatchie Bridge were
not buried. A week after the battle my brother
rode by there on a cavalry expedition and made the
horrible discovery that hogs were eating up the bodies
of our dead heroes. <i>That too was war.</i></p>
<p>We now camped on the edge of the town and went<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</SPAN></span>
on building still other and greater forts. Many of the
soldiers made huts for themselves. It was getting
cooler now, and little fireplaces were built in the
huts and tents. Brick was scarce, and in a few instances
the men used the stone slabs from a graveyard
close at hand. It seemed vandalism, but the
dead did not need them and the living did.</p>
<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</SPAN></span></p>
<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></SPAN>CHAPTER IV</h2>
<blockquote class="small pb"><p class="hang2">An unlucky campaign led by General Grant—Holly Springs
burned up—The first foragers—Some modern Falstaffs—Counting
dead men.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>In a month's time, or by November 2, 1862, the
army, reorganized, our division led by Quimby, and
Grant in command of the whole force, started on that
very first disastrous campaign for the rear of Vicksburg.
Grant had some thirty thousand soldiers to
march with him by way of Grand Junction and
Holly Springs, and another thirty thousand men,
under Sherman, he sent down the Mississippi River
to attack Vicksburg from another direction. We
marched in mud and wind and rain till nearly
Christmas, the enemy constantly retreating before
us. We made a tremendous supply station at Holly
Springs and left it in charge of a garrison. There
were supplies there for a hundred thousand men, besides
a million dollars' worth of captured cotton.</p>
<p>Just as we were confident of overtaking and destroying
the enemy, we were stunned by the tidings
that a great column of Rebel cavalry had dashed in<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</SPAN></span>
behind our army. With torches and firebrands they
had burned Holly Springs to the ground, and had
destroyed all the army stores. There was not a
potato or cracker or a pound of bacon left. How I
remember that dark night when Van Dorn's cavalry
got behind us in the country lanes of Mississippi!
I had been started back to a hospital in Holly
Springs, for my eyes had been inflamed for days.
Just as my little freight train reached the suburb of
what had been the town, the rear guard of the enemy
rode out at the other side. The morning that I
arrived there was nothing there but smoke, and ashes,
and ruins, and a smell of coal oil over all. A million
dollars' worth of our army supplies had been burned
up in a night. The pretty town, too, was in ashes,
and Van Dorn's bold cavalry swung their sabers in
the air and rode away laughing. General Grant's
father and mother, in the town at the time on their
way to visit their illustrious son with the advance
of the army, were captured, but politely paroled and
left among the ruins.</p>
<p>The loss of the town was a disgrace to the North.
There was a fort there, solidly built of cotton bales
and occupied by a colonel and a thousand troops.
The colonel forgot what our ancestors did with cotton
bales at New Orleans, and promptly threw up the
sponge. But then Colonel Murphy was not General<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</SPAN></span>
Jackson. With the loss of Holly Springs and the
destruction of our base of supplies there was nothing
for that whole army of Grant's to do but to trudge its
weary way back to Corinth and Memphis, through
the mud and the wind and the rain.</p>
<p>The tragical part of that campaign was taking
place at the same moment down by the Yazoo River,
right under the guns of Vicksburg. Grant, when he
marched out of Memphis, had sent Sherman and
thirty thousand men down the river in steamboats
to attack Vicksburg from one side while he should
hurry along with another thirty thousand men and
pound it from the other side. Sherman and his
heroes made the awful assaults at Chickasaw bayou
we read of, never dreaming of the fiasco that had befallen
the main army at Holly Springs. Not one
word of the news ever reached him—and then in
swamps and bayous his soldiers waded in water halfway
to their necks and assaulted impregnable hills
and breastworks. Two thousand men were killed
or mangled to no purpose. Some of the heroic fighting
of the war was done in that Yazoo slaughter pen,
and then Sherman and his crippled army withdrew in
utter failure.</p>
<p>Vicksburg was safe for awhile.</p>
<p>My own duty in that unlucky campaign with
Grant had been to search the country in the neigh<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</SPAN></span>borhood
of our camps and bivouacs for additional
supplies. Many a time, with a dozen or twenty men
for guards, and a couple of six-mule teams, we would
venture miles from camp to confiscate bacon, flour,
poultry, or whatever else a soldier could eat. On
my return to the regiment with a wagon full of good
things, the companies would set up a cheer for the
quartermaster sergeant. The colonel always allowed
me to choose the guards who should accompany me.
Many a time our little squad got back to camp by
the skin of their teeth, chased by guerrillas or some
wandering band of Rebel cavalry. Our habit was,
when we found a plantation with something to spare
on it, to post sentinels in the lanes in every direction,
while a few of us with the aid of the negroes loaded the
wagons. If all went well, the procession, followed by
the slaves we freed and took with us, went back to
camp in state. Sometimes there was indecorous haste
in getting home, owing to our sentinel firing his
gun in warning of near danger. More than one of
the boys of those venturous excursions, to this day,
have not yet come back to camp.</p>
<p>On one of these excursions one day we were surprised
by a little party of rangers, but we took their
leader captive, and with him a fine Kentucky
charger and a splendid rifle. The brigade colonel presented
to me the rifle I myself had captured, for my<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</SPAN></span>
"bravery," he said, but the splendid thoroughbred he
took for himself. Alas! this rifle, the testimonial of
my adventure, was burned up when the Rebel cavalry
took Holly Springs. I had left it there to send North
some day.</p>
<p>These excursions after food that I have described
must have been the forerunners of Sherman's great
forage parties later, on his "march to the sea." It
was easy enough to feed an army that way, if men
could be found to take the risk. Sherman's later
forage parties were so strong that the risk was reduced
to fun.</p>
<p>I copy from my diary here (1862):</p>
<p>"Now the enemy is in front of us. He is on our
flank and all around us. It is dangerous to venture
a mile from camp alone. In fact, orders are strict
for every man and every officer to stay close to his
regiment day or night.</p>
<p>"On all the plantations along our way in this campaign
there are signs of war. The cotton gins, the
fences, the barns, are all gone,—burned by raiders
of both armies, who have scouted through this same
country time and again. The weather is often
gloomy; the fenceless fields are brown and naked;
the big houses left standing on the plantations look
lone and desolate. There is no song of birds. The
army wagons, in long trains, and the soldiers in<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</SPAN></span>
great strung-out columns of blue, go over the soft
ground across the fields, along what once was lanes
and country roads, almost in silence. Here and
there a skirmish of musketry at some creek crossing
or at some wood is the only noise heard. This state
of Mississippi, like the whole South, sees the desolation
of war. But the big, white, lone houses on the
deserted lawns, with their low verandas about them,
are not wholly unoccupied. Though the arms-bearing
men of the country are every one in the army fighting
us, the women and the children and the slaves
are still at home. These slaves desert their mistresses
and come into the Union camps at night by
hundreds, bearing their bundles on their heads and
their pickaninnies under their arms.</p>
<p>"As Rebel cavalry bands are rioting all around us,
the strictest orders are given about leaving camp.
But those who slipped away without leave the oftenest
were themselves officers. Numbers of these went
off almost nightly, to pay their devoirs to ladies
whom they happened to admire at neighboring plantations.
These women, glad enough of the compliments
of the Federal officers, let it be very clearly
understood that they were nevertheless true-blue
Rebels. Things as to the war were simply glossed
over in conversation, and both the lady and the officer
sometimes had a delightful evening, even if<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</SPAN></span>
the delight on the officer's part was in violation of
duty. Sometimes these visits led to ridiculous terminations.
War is not all tragedy."</p>
<p>Again I copy from the journal of that December:</p>
<p>"The other night three of the officers of our brigade,
Captain H—— and Lieutenants D—— and
O—— got themselves into a pretty mess by leaving
camp to visit at a plantation. The laughable facts
are these: We had stopped two or three days, to
mend bridges over the Yocona River. General Grant
had asked our brigade commander to report the
names of three officers for promotion. Captain
H—— and two lieutenants were selected. Among
the private soldiers these men were not regarded as
deserving honor. On the contrary, they were looked
upon as common braggarts. Some politician at
home, probably, had moved the wires for their promotion.
As it happened, these three officers were
the worst offenders of all, as to leaving camp without
orders for the purpose of visiting Rebel ladies
at neighboring plantations. Some of the staff heard
of this and determined to unmask them. Some Rebel
uniforms were secured from prisoners in our hands,
and one dark night when the captain and his friends
were away from camp at the home of a Mrs. S——,
visiting, a dozen of us in disguise were sent to surround
the house. Instantly there was a cry among<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</SPAN></span>
the women of "guerrillas!" "Confederates!" "Confederates!"
"Friends!" and a bonny blue Rebel flag
was waved in the doorway. We were indeed a desperate-looking
lot, but the women met the supposed
Rebel guerrillas almost with embraces. The captain
and his two lieutenants we pulled from under the
bed by their heels, and threatened them with instant
death. The women begged us only not to kill them
in the house. The officers, on their knees, pleaded
for their lives. It was agreed that they should simply
give up their swords, be paroled, and allowed
to return to camp. At headquarters the next morning,
in explanation of the loss of their swords, they
told a wonderful and Falstaffian tale of being overwhelmed
by Van Dorn's guerrillas the night before,
and of their miraculous escape to camp. That moment
they were confronted with their surrendered
swords and their signatures to their paroles. There
was a fine collapse at headquarters that morning.
The names of the three gentlemen were sent to General
Grant the same day, I understand. But not for
promotion."</p>
<p>I had a little taste of life in the hospital that
December. My eyes got worse. For a little time I
was in a fine private home in Holly Springs, for
the town, after its burning by Van Dorn, had been
retaken by us. Every room in the house had its<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</SPAN></span>
floors filled with the sick and the dying of both
armies. Long years after that, while on shipboard
returning from Europe, I made by chance the acquaintance
of Mrs. Kate Sherwood Bonner, the
authoress, who as a girl had lived in Holly Springs.
We talked of the war times, and it transpired that
the mansion where I had witnessed such distressful
scenes among the dead and dying was her father's
home.</p>
<p>I saw General Grant's father and mother there
in Holly Springs daily. At the capture of the town
they had been taken as stated, and released, the
father on parole.</p>
<p>I was now sent to Memphis, as I was still in hospital.
The hospital here was in the old Overton Hotel,
which was crowded with hundreds of wounded. The
room used as a dead house was filled every night. It
was across the court and below my own room. I
could see the corpses distinctly, as the window was
left open. It was my habit, a strange one, when I
awoke in the morning, to look over and count the
corpses of men who had been carried in there while I
had been sleeping. It seems now a ghastly business
enough.</p>
<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</SPAN></span></p>
<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></SPAN>CHAPTER V</h2>
<blockquote class="small pb"><p class="hang2">The laughable campaign of the war—An army floating
among the tree tops of the Yazoo Pass.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>In a little time, February, 1863, Grant's army
was again off to try for Vicksburg. This time it was
to go on that campaign, so laughable now, but romantic
always, called the "Yazoo Pass expedition."
We were to go down the Mississippi River in big
steamers to Helena, and there transfer ourselves on
to a fleet of little steamers, cut the levee into the
overflooded country, and try floating a whole army a
hundred miles across the plantations and swamps of
Mississippi.</p>
<p>My eyes were well again, and I was happy to join
our regiment and be one of the aquatic throng. Just
as we were getting on to the boat at Memphis two of
my company managed to get shot by the provost
guard. They had been full of liquor, and refused
to go to the steamer. They had been heroes at Iuka.
How unlucky now to get crippled for life in a
drunken brawl!<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>On the 22d of March, near Helena, my regiment
went aboard the pretty little schooner called the
<i>Armada</i>. Shortly, dozens of these small boats, crowded
with regiments, accompanied by gunboats, were floating
about, awaiting the order to sail through a big cut
that our engineers had made in the river levee and
get down the pass into Moon Lake. The Mississippi
was high and raging. All the low-lying country for
half a hundred miles was flooded till it looked like
a vast sea, with forests of trees standing in its midst.
Here and there, too, a plantation, higher than the
surrounding country, was noticeable. The first pass
into Moon Lake was but a mile long. But through
that pass swirled and roared the waters of the Mississippi,
so suddenly let loose by the break in the
levee.</p>
<p>At just four in the evening our little steamer got
the order to turn out of the river and into the rushing
waters of the pass. We would not have been
more excited at being told to start over Niagara Falls.
Our engines are working backward and we enter the
crevasse slowly, but in five minutes the fearful, eddying
current seized us, and our boat was whirled
round and round like a toy skiff in a washtub. We
all held our breath as the steamer was hurled among
floating logs and against overhanging trees. In ten
minutes the rushing torrent had carried us, back<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</SPAN></span>ward,
down into the little lake. Not a soul of the
five hundred on board the boat in this crazy ride was
lost. Once in the lake we stopped, and with amazement
watched other boats, crowded with soldiers, also
drift into the whirl and be swept down the pass. It
was luck, not management, that half the little army
was not drowned.</p>
<p>Now for days and days our little fleet coursed its
way toward Vicksburg among the plantations,
swamps, woods, bayous, cane-brakes, creeks, and
rivers of that inland sea. Wherever the water
seemed deepest that was our course, but almost every
hour projecting stumps and trees had to be sawn
off under the water to allow our craft to get through.
Sometimes we advanced only four or five miles a day.
At night the boat would be tied to some tall sycamore.
Here and there we landed at some plantation
that seemed like an island in the flood. The negroes
on the plantation, amazed at our coming, wondered
if it was the day of Jubilee or if it was another
Noah's flood and that these iron gunboats arks of
safety.</p>
<p>We soldiers, if not on duty pushing the boat away
from trees, had nothing to do but sleep and eat and
read. Most of the soldiers slept on the decks, on
the guards, and on the cabin floors. Four of us had
a little stateroom. I had with me a copy of Shake<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</SPAN></span>speare,
cribbed by one of the boys somewhere, and
the Bard of Avon was never studied under stranger
circumstances.</p>
<p>The Yazoo Pass, though not so crazy as the crevasse
we had come through, was nevertheless bad and
dangerous. Two of our craft sank to the bottom,
but the soldiers were saved by getting into trees.
All the boats were torn half to pieces. One day as
we pushed our way along the crooked streams amid
the vine-covered forests we ran onto a Rebel fort
built on a bit of dry land. In front of it were great
rafts that completely obstructed our way. An ocean
steamer was also sunk in the channel in front of us.
To our amazement we learned that it was the <i>Star
of the West</i>, the ship that received the first shot fired
in the war of the Rebellion. That was when it was
trying to take supplies to Fort Sumter. Our gunboats
shelled this "Fort Greenwood" in vain, and
now Rebels were gathering around and behind us and
guerrillas were beginning to fire on the boats. The
waters, too, might soon subside, and our fleet and
army be unable to get back into the Mississippi. We
could not go ahead. Suddenly the orders came to
turn about and steam as fast as possible to a place of
safety.</p>
<p>By April 8 we had made the journey through
the woods and cane-brake back to the pass. The pic<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</SPAN></span>turesque
farce was ended. We could now hunt some
other road to Vicksburg. We know nothing of what
the generals thought of this fiasco, but we private
soldiers had great fun, and the long stay on the boats
had been a rest from hard campaigning. We had not
lost a man. A whole campaign and not a soldier
lost!</p>
<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</SPAN></span></p>
<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></SPAN>CHAPTER VI</h2>
<blockquote class="small pb"><p class="hang2">Grant's new plan at Vicksburg—Running the Vicksburg
batteries—An hour and a half of horror—The batteries
are passed—The most important event in the war.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>The attempt on Vicksburg was not to be given up.
In the spring of 1863 the whole army moved down
the Mississippi to begin one of the most noted campaigns
of history.</p>
<p>A real sane notion had gotten hold of Grant, and
of scarcely anyone else. That notion was, if possible,
to get across the Mississippi <i>below</i> the town (Sherman
had failed trying it above) and throw the whole
army on to the fortifications at the rear. If the
town's defenders should be bold and come out and
fight us, so much the better. We wanted that.</p>
<p>Soon General Grant built long stretches of wagon
roads and corduroy bridges that ran snakelike for
forty miles among the black swamps, cane-brakes,
and lagoons on the west bank of the Mississippi
River. He then marched half his army down these
roads to a point below Vicksburg, below Grand Gulf,
and bivouacked them on the shore of the river. The
other half, of which my regiment was a part, re<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</SPAN></span>mained
near the river above the city. Possibly we
were twenty-five thousand men there.</p>
<p>One night these twenty-five thousand bivouacked
along the levees of the great river were all in great
excitement. "Coming events were casting their
shadows before."</p>
<p>It must have been some great event was about
to happen that April night of 1863, for the Assistant
Secretary of War was there, and General Grant
and General Sherman were there, waiting and watching
in the greatest suspense. What was going to
happen? Some one hundred and fifty private soldiers
were going to perform a deed that should help make
American history. The success of a whole army
and the capture of the best fortified city on the American
continent depended on the heroism of this handful
of private soldiers on this April night. No
wonder the government at Washington sat by the
telegraph and anxiously awaited every scrap of news
sent from Grant's army before Vicksburg. He was
to open the Mississippi River. That very day, almost,
the government at Washington sent a letter
urging General Grant to hurry. "In my opinion,"
telegraphed General Halleck for the President, "<i>this
is the most important operation of the war. To
open the Mississippi River would be better than the
capture of forty Richmonds.</i>"<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>General Grant realized the mighty things he had at
stake.</p>
<p>But what availed it to collect his soldiers there?
In front of him, in high flood, swept the mightiest
river on the continent; he had not a boat to cross
with, and the enemy laughed and dared him from
the other side. His fleet of steamboats was forty
miles and more up the river, and between him and
that fleet were four miles of hostile batteries strong
enough to blow a fleet to pieces. In fact, every hill,
hollow, and secret place above and below the city hid
a dozen cannon. All the way from Vicksburg down
to Warrentown was a fort.</p>
<p>What could be done? Without some steamers on
which to cross, the game was blocked, and Vicksburg,
strong as Sebastopol itself, might stand there forever
and the Mississippi River be blockaded to the end of
the war. Two or three of Grant's ironclad gunboats
had run past these awful batteries one night, their
sides banged to pieces and their iron mail scooped
up as if it had been made of putty. One of them
was sunk. But these iron tubs could not serve as
ferryboats for forty thousand men. Then, the scheme
was proposed to cover some of the wooden steamboats
with cotton bales and on a dark night try and rush
them past the batteries. The boat captains, however,
would not risk it with their own crews, even had they<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</SPAN></span>
as a rule been willing, and so the commands of the
army asked for <i>volunteers</i> from the private soldiers.
Desperate as the undertaking seemed, one hundred
and fifty Union soldiers stepped forward and offered
to run these steamboats past the guns. The writer
was one of these volunteers. But too many had offered
to take the risk. The required number was
selected by lot, and the most I could do that historic
night was to stand on the river levee in the dark
and watch my comrades perform one of the most
heroic acts of any war. It was hardly a secret. The
whole army was excited over the desperate proposal.
The enemy must have heard of it, and been doubly
prepared to destroy us. "If Grant's attempt prove
successful he can destroy the whole Confederate army,
take Vicksburg, and open the Mississippi River."
No wonder the Washington officials sat by the telegraph
day and night just then awaiting great news.</p>
<p>The moon was down by ten o'clock of the night of
April 16. Under the starlight one hardly saw the
dark river or the cane-brakes, swamps, and lagoons
along its border. The whole Northern fleet lay anchored
in silence. Grant's army too, down below,
was silent and waiting. A few miles below us lay
Vicksburg, dark, sullen, and sleeping. Not a gun
was being fired. A few lonesome Confederate river
guards floated above the town in rowboats watching<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</SPAN></span>
to give the alarm at the approach of any foe on the
water.</p>
<p>Three mysterious looking Northern steamboats,
with crews of volunteer soldiers on board, lay out
in the middle of the Mississippi River in front of
Milliken's Bend, a dozen miles above Vicksburg.
Down in the dark hold of each vessel stand a dozen
determined men. They have boards, and pressed
cotton, and piles of gunny sacks beside them there, to
stop up holes that shall be made pretty soon by the
cannon of the enemy. They have none of war's
noise and excitement to keep them up—only its suspense.
They are helpless. If anything happens
they will go to the bottom of the river without a
word. Above the decks the pilot-houses are taken off
and the pilot wheels are down by the bows, and the
pilot will stand there wholly exposed. Lashed to
the sides of each of the three little steamers are barges
piled up with bales of hay and cotton. They look
like floating breastworks. Anchored still a little further
down the stream seven gunboats also wait in
silence. They will lead these steamboats and try the
batteries first. The boats must all move two hundred
yards apart. That is the order.</p>
<p>All is suspense. For a little while the night grows
darker and more silent; the moon now is down. The
thousands of soldiers standing on the levee waiting,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</SPAN></span>
and watching to see them start, almost hold their
breath. At the boats there is no noise save the
gurgling of the water as it grinds past the hulls of
the anchored vessels. That is all the noise the men
waiting down in the dimly lighted hulls can hear.
On a little tug, near by, General Grant, the commander
of the Western armies, waits and listens.
The Assistant Secretary of War is at his side. In
a yawl, farther down the stream, General Sherman
ventures far out on the dark river to watch events.
All is ready, all is suspense. Just then a lantern on
the levee is moved slowly up and down. It is the
signal to start. Down in Vicksburg the unexpectant
enemy sleeps. Their guards out on the river, too, almost
sleep; all is so safe. Quietly we lift anchors
and float off with the current. Our wheels are not
moving. There is a great bend in the river, and as
we round it the river guard wakened, sends up a
rocket, other rockets too go up all along the eastern
or Vicksburg shore. That instant, too, a gun is fired
from a neighboring bluff. We are discovered. "Put
on all steam," calls the captain, and our boats move
swiftly into the maelstrom of sulphur and iron, for
the enemy opens fire vigorously. The enemy sets
houses on fire all along the levee to illuminate the
river, bonfires are lighted everywhere, and suddenly
the whole night seems but one terrific roar of cannon.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</SPAN></span>
The burning houses make the river almost as light
as day. We see the people in the streets of the town
running and gesticulating as if all were mad; their
men at the batteries load and fire and yell as if every
shot sunk a steamboat. On the west side of the river
the lagoons and cane-brakes look weird and dangerous.
The sky above is black, lighted only by sparks
from the burning houses. Down on the river it is a
sheet of flame. One of the steamers and a few of
the barges have caught fire and are burning up, the
men escaping in life-boats and by swimming to the
western shore. The excitement of the moment is
maddening, the heavy fire appalling, while the
musketry on the shore barks and bites at the unprotected
pilots on the boats. Ten-inch cannon and
great columbiads hurl their shot and shell into the
cotton breastworks of the barges or through the
rigging of the steamers. The gunboats tremble from
the impact of shot against their sides, and at times
the little steamers are caught in the powerful eddies
of the river and are whirled three times around right
in front of the hot firing batteries.</p>
<p><i>Five hundred and twenty-five shells and cannonballs
are hurled at the hurrying fleet.</i> The flash of
the guns, the light of the blazing houses, make the
night seem a horrible tempest of lightning and
thunder. Sherman, sitting out there alone in his<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</SPAN></span>
yawl on the dark river, has witnessed awful spectacles,
but this is the sight of a lifetime. "It was,"
he exclaimed, "<i>a picture of the terrible not often
seen</i>." And amid all this roar and thunder and
lightning and crash of cannonballs above, the men
down in the holds of the boats—they are the real
heroes—stand in the dim candle-light waiting, helpless,
ignorant of events, and in terrible suspense,
while sounds like the crash of worlds go on above
their heads. Once some of them climb up to the
hatchways and look out into the night. One look is
enough! What a sight! The whole Mississippi
River seems on fire, the roar of the gunboats answering
the howling cannon on the shore, the terrific
lightnings from the batteries, the screeching shells
above the decks. It was as if hell itself were loose that
night on the Mississippi River. For one hour and
thirty minutes the brave men stood speechless in the
holds of the boats while hell's hurricane went on
above. They lived an age in that hour and a half,
and yet a thousand of us in Grant's army tried to
volunteer that we, too, might have this awful experience.</p>
<p>Daylight saw the little fleet safe below Vicksburg,
where thousands of soldiers welcomed it with cheers.
No such deed had ever been done in the world before.
Only one boat and some barges were lost, and<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</SPAN></span>
only a few of the soldiers were hurt. The cotton
bales had proved a miracle of defense. In a week
still other steamers, though with greater loss, passed
the batteries.</p>
<p>We know the rest. On these same boats Grant's
army would ferry across the Mississippi, and there
on the other side fight five battles and win them all.
Vicksburg will be surrounded and assaulted and
pounded and its soldiers starved, till, on the nation's
birthday, thirty thousand of its brave defenders will
lay down their arms forever.</p>
<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</SPAN></span></p>
<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></SPAN>CHAPTER VII</h2>
<blockquote class="small pb"><p class="hang2">Crossing the Mississippi on gunboats and steamers—Battle
of Port Gibson—How General Grant looked to
a private soldier—A boy from Mississippi—Fights at
Raymond—Battle of Jackson in a thunderstorm—Digging
his brothers' grave—Grant in battle—Saving
a flag—How men feel in battle—An awful spectacle—The
critical moment of General Grant's life—A battlefield
letter from him to Sherman.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Now that the boats were below the city, we were
to begin the Vicksburg campaign in earnest. All the
troops that had been left camped on the river levee
above at Milliken's Bend hurried by roundabout
roads through cane-brakes and swamps to the point
where our little boats had anchored after running
past the batteries that night. Here we joined the
rest of the army, and the ferrying of thousands of
soldiers across the great river day and night at once
commenced.</p>
<p>My own regiment was put on to one of the iron
gunboats and ferried over the Mississippi at a point
close to Grand Gulf. Here our river navy had silenced
the Rebel forts. It was the first gunboat I had<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</SPAN></span>
ever seen. Its sides bore great scars, indentations
made by the enemy's batteries on the preceding day.
We hurried on and became a part of the reserve at
the hot battle of Port Gibson, as we ourselves did
no fighting. In a plantation yard, close by my regiment,
lay our wounded as they were carried back from
the front. It was a terrible sight. Many had been
torn by shrapnel and lay there on the grass in great
agony. Some seemed with their own hands to be
trying to tear their mangled limbs from their bodies.
The possession of all Vicksburg did not seem worth
the pain and the agony I saw there that afternoon.
That was war; and it was "hell," sure enough.</p>
<p>The next day, when the battle was over, I was at
a negro cabin getting a loaf of corn bread. I suddenly
heard a little cheering down by the river,
where some men were putting down pontoons in place
of the bridge burned by the enemy. I went down at
once, and as I stood by the river bank I noticed an
officer on horseback in full general's uniform. Suddenly
he dismounted and came over to the very spot
where I was standing. I did not know his face, but
something told me it was Grant,—Ulysses Grant,—at
that moment the hero of the Western army. Solid
he stood, erect, about five feet eight in height, with
square features, thin, closed lips, brown hair, brown
beard, both cut short, and neat. "He must weigh<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</SPAN></span>
one hundred and forty or fifty pounds. Looks just
like the soldier he is. I think he is larger than
Napoleon, but not much; he is not so dumpy, his legs
are not so short, and his neck is not so short and
thick. He looks like a man in earnest, and the Rebels
think he is one."</p>
<p>This was the first time I saw Grant. I think I
still possess some of the feeling that came over me at
that moment as I stood so near to one who held our
lives, and possibly his country's life, in his hands.
How little I dreamed that some day I would have the
great honor of sitting beside him at my own table.
Yet this occurred.</p>
<p>Now he spoke, "Men, push right along; close up
fast, and hurry over." Two or three men on mules
attempted to wedge past the soldiers on the bridge.
Grant noticed it, and quietly said, "Lieutenant, arrest
those men and send them to the rear." Every
soldier passing turned to gaze on him. But there
was no further recognition. There was no McClellan
begging the boys to allow him to light his
cigar by theirs; no inquiring to what regiment that
exceedingly fine marching company belonged; there
was no Pope bullying the men for not marching
faster, reproving officers for neglecting trivial details
remembered only by martinets; there was no Bonaparte
posturing for effect; no pointing to the pyra<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</SPAN></span>mids,
no calling the centuries to witness. There was
no nonsense, no sentiment. Only a plain business
man of the republic there for the one single purpose
of getting that army across the river in the shortest
time possible. In short, it was just plain General
Grant, as he appeared on his way to Vicksburg. On
a horse near by, and among the still mounted staff,
sat the General's son, a bright-looking lad of perhaps
eleven years. Fastened to his little waist by a broad
yellow belt was his father's sword—that sword on
whose clear steel was yet to be engraved "Vicksburg,"
"Spotsylvania," "The Wilderness," "Appomattox."
The boy talked and jested with the bronzed soldiers
near him, who laughingly inquired where we should
camp that night; to which the young field marshal
replied, "Oh, over the river."</p>
<p>"Over the river!" Ah, that night we slept with
our guns in our hands, and another night, and another,
saw more than one of our division, and of my
own regiment, camped over the river—in that last
tenting ground—where the réveille was heard no
more forever.</p>
<p>My own command crossed the bridge that night
by torchlight. It was a strange weird scene. Many
of the Rebel dead—killed beyond the stream by our
cannon before our approach—still lay at the roadside
or in fields unburied. At one turn in the road my<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</SPAN></span>
regiment marched close by a Rebel battery that had
been completely destroyed. Men, horses, and all
lay there dead in indiscriminate heaps. The face
of one boy lying there among the horses I shall never
forget. It was daylight now, the bright sun was just
rising, when I left the ranks a moment to step aside
to see that boy. He was lying on his back. His
face was young and fair, his beautiful brown hair
curled almost in ringlets, and his eyes, brown and
beautiful, were wide open; his hands were across
his breast. A cannonball had in an instant cut away
the top of his head in as straight a line as if it had
been done with a surgeon's saw. There had been no
time for agony or pain. The boy's lips were almost
in a smile. It was a Mississippi battery that had
been torn to pieces there, and it may be that in a
home near by a mother stood that morning praying
for her boy. The South had such war costs as well
as the North.</p>
<p>My regiment now entered on all those rapid
marches and battles in the rear of Vicksburg—Raymond,
Jackson, Champion Hills, and the assaults on
the breastworks about the city. For days we scarcely
slept at all; it was hurry here and quickstep there,
day or night. None of us soldiers or subordinates
could tell the direction we were marching. We had
few rations, little water, and almost no rest. We<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</SPAN></span>
had left our base at the river, and in a large sense
we were cut off and surrounded all the time. The
capture of a Rebel scout at once changed everything.
Through him Grant learned how hurrying divisions
of the enemy were about to unite. A quick move
could checkmate everything. Indeed, it was nothing
but a great game of chess that was being played,
only we, the moving pieces, had blood and life. At
one time Grant's army was as likely to be captured
as to capture. My regiment, like all the others, hurried
along the country roads through dust that came
to the shoe top. The atmosphere was yellow with it.
The moving of a column far away could be traced by
it. We followed it in the way that Joshua's army followed
the mighty cloud. As we passed farms where
there was something to eat the captains would call out
to a dozen men of the line to hurry in, carry off all
they could, and pass it over to the companies still
marching. It was a singular looking army. So
whole regiments tramped along with sides of bacon
or sheaves of oats on the points of their bayonets. We
dared not halt. When we bivouacked, long after
dark, often it was the dust of the roadside. We
always lay upon our arms. Sometimes there was a
little fire, oftener there was none. The fat bacon
was eaten raw.</p>
<p>My regiment was in advance at the engagement<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</SPAN></span>
at Raymond; also at Jackson. At Jackson it rained
and thundered fearfully during the battle. A Rebel
battery was on a green slope right in front of us,
pouring a terrible shelling into us as we approached
it from the Raymond road. The shocks of thunder
so intermingled with the shocks from the guns that
we could not tell the one from the other, and many
times a sudden crash of thunder caused us all to
drop to the ground, fearing a cannonball would cut
its swath through the regiment. We were marching
in columns of fours. Shortly, we formed line of
battle, and in rushing to the left through a great
cane-brake, while we were advancing in battle line
under a fire of musketry, the order was given to lie
down.</p>
<p>We obeyed quickly. How closely, too, we hugged
the ground and the depression made by a little brook!
While I lay there it happened that my major (Marshall)
was close behind me on horseback. He had
no orders to dismount. I could glance back and see
his face as the bullets zipped over our heads or past
him. He sat on his horse as quiet as a statue, save
that with his right hand he constantly twisted his
mustache. He looked straight into the cane-brake.
He was a brave man. Could the enemy behind the
forests of cane have seen where they were firing he
would not have lived a minute. Shortly there was<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</SPAN></span>
roaring of cannon and quick charges at the other
side of the town. Jackson was won.</p>
<p>At daylight the next morning we hurried in the
direction of Champion Hills. At our left, as we
went down the road, the battlefield of the day before
was strewn with corpses of our own men. In
a few minutes the brave Seventeenth Regiment of
Iowa had lost 80 men at this spot, out of 350 engaged
in an assault. My friend Captain Walden
received honorable mention, among others, for gallantry
in this Jackson charge. A few hundred
yards off I noticed a man in a field quite alone, digging
in the ground. Out of curiosity I went to
him and asked what he was doing alone when the
regiments were all hurrying away. A brown
blanket covered something near by. He pointed to
it and said that two of his brothers lay dead under
that blanket. He was digging a grave for them.
He went on with his work and I hurried to overtake
my command. This was the 15th of May,
1863. I did not know it then, but shortly I was to
see General Grant in the midst of battle. I was
to see several other things, and feel some of them
also.</p>
<p>My situation as to the Fifth Regiment was
a peculiar one; being the quartermaster sergeant,
I belonged to no company in particular. The good<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</SPAN></span>
colonel, however, knowing my love for adventure,
and that I was never lacking in duty, allowed me
to attach myself to any company I liked, provided
only, that there was a reliable substitute performing
my duties with the train at the rear. I had no
trouble in securing such a substitute, usually found
among the slightly wounded soldiers.</p>
<p>Since we crossed the Mississippi I had marched
and carried my rifle all the way,—had been in
every skirmish and engagement. Sometimes I
tramped along with my old Company B of Newton,
sometimes I went with the extreme left of the regiment.
I was no more heroic than all the others in
the command, but I was fond of the risk and the
excitement of battle. I would have resigned my
warrant as quartermaster sergeant in a moment
rather than miss a hard march or an engagement,
let the chance be what it might. I think my love
of adventure, and my seeking it so often away
from my proper post of duty at the rear, was often
the occasion of amused comment. Once when
marching at the left I heard our surgeon, Carpenter,
cry out to another officer riding beside him:
"There's a fight to-day. Look out. The sign's
sure. The quartermaster sergeant has got his gun."</p>
<p>None of us private soldiers now really knew in
what direction we were marching. We heard only<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</SPAN></span>
that the enemy was concentrating at Edwards Ferry
Station, between us and Big Black River. General
Crocker of my State was now leading our division,
and the magnificent General McPherson commanded
the army corps. The night of May 15
the division bivouacked in the woods by the side of
a road that leads from Bolton toward Vicksburg.
We marched hard and late that day. The morning
of the 16th my regiment was up and getting
breakfast long before daylight. The breakfast consisted
of some wet dough cooked on the ends of ramrods;
nothing more.</p>
<p>Troops were hurrying past our bivouac by daylight.
Once I went out to the roadside to look
about a bit. It was scarcely more than early daylight,
yet cannon could occasionally be heard in the
far distance, something like low thunder. As I
stood there watching some batteries hurrying along
I noticed a general and his staff gallop through the
woods, parallel with the road. They were leaping
logs, brush, or whatever came in their way. It was
General Grant, hurrying to the front. Shortly
came the orders, "Fall in!" and we too were hurrying
along that road toward Champion Hills. By
ten o'clock the sound of the cannon fell thundering
on our ears, and we hurried all we could, as riders
came back saying the battle had already begun. As<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</SPAN></span>
we approached the field the sound of great salvos
of musketry told us the hour had surely come. The
sound was indeed terrible.</p>
<p>At the left of the road we passed a pond of dirty
water. All who could broke ranks and filled canteens,
knowing that in the heat of the fight we
would need the water terribly. I not only filled my
canteen, I filled my stomach with the yellow fluid,
in order to save that in the canteen for a critical
moment. Just then there was in front of us a terrific
crashing, not like musketry, but more like the
falling down of a thousand trees at once. Our
brigade, a small one, was hurried into line of battle
at the edge of an open field that sloped down a
little in front of us and then up to a wood-covered
ridge. That wood was full of the Rebel army.
Fighting was going on to the right and left of us,
and bullets flew into our own line, wounding some
of us as we stood there waiting. There was an old
well and curb at the immediate right of my regiment,
and many of our boys were climbing over
each other to get a drop of water. Soon the bullets
came faster, zipping, zipping among us, thicker
and thicker. We must have been in full view of the
enemy as we stood there, not firing a shot. Our
line stood still in terrible suspense, not knowing
why we were put under fire without directions to<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</SPAN></span>
shoot. Zip! zip! zip! came the Rebel bullets, and
now and then a boy in blue would groan, strike his
hand to a wounded limb or arm, drop his gun and
fall to the rear; or perhaps he fell in his tracks
dead, without uttering a word. We too, who saw
it, uttered no word, but watched steadily, anxiously
at the front.</p>
<p>Then General Grant himself rode up behind us,
and so close to the spot where I stood, that I could
have heard his voice. He leaned against his little
bay horse, had the inevitable cigar in his mouth,
and was calm as a statue. Possibly smoking so
much tranquillized his nerves a little and aided in
producing calmness. Still, Grant was calm everywhere;
but he also smoked everywhere. Be that as
it may, it required very solid courage to stand there
quietly behind that line at that moment. For my
own part, I was in no agreeable state of mind. In
short, I might be killed there at any moment, I
thought, and I confess to having been nervous and
alarmed. Every man in the line near me was looking
serious, though determined. We had no reckless
fools near us, whooping for blood. Once a
badly wounded man was carried by the litter-bearers—the
drummers of my regiment—close to the
spot where the General stood. He gave a pitying
glance at the man, I thought,—I was not twenty<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</SPAN></span>
feet away,—but he neither spoke nor stirred. Then
I heard an officer say, "We are going to charge."
It seems that our troops in front of us in the woods
had been sadly repulsed, and now our division was
to rush in and fight in their stead, and the commander-in-chief
was there to witness our assault.
Two or three of us, near each other, expressed dissatisfaction
that the commander of an army in battle
should expose himself, as General Grant was doing
at that moment. When staff officers came up to
him, he gave orders in low tones, and they would
ride away. One of them, listening to him, glanced
over our heads toward the Rebels awhile, looked
very grave, and gave some mysterious nods. The
colonel who was about to lead us also came to the
General's side a moment. He, too, listened, looked,
and gave some mysterious nods. Something was
about to happen.</p>
<p>"My time has probably come now," I said to myself,
and with a little bit of disgust I thought of
the utter uselessness of being killed there without
even firing a shot in self-defense. The suspense,
the anxiety, was indeed becoming fearfully intense.
Soon General Grant quietly climbed upon his horse,
looked at us once, and as quietly rode away. Then
the colonel came along the line with a word to each
officer. As he came near me he called me from the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</SPAN></span>
ranks and said: "I want you to act as sergeant-major
of the regiment in this battle." I was surprised,
but indeed very proud of this mark of confidence
in me. "Hurry to the left," he continued.
"Order the men to fix bayonets—quick!" I ran
as told, shouting at the top of my voice, "Fix bayonets!
fix bayonets!" I was not quite to the left,
when I heard other voices yelling, "Forward! quick!
double quick! forward!" and the line was already
on the run toward the Rebels. I kept up my shouting,
"Fix bayonets!" for by some blunder the order
had not been given in time, and now the men
were trying to get their bayonets in place while
running. We were met in a minute by a storm of
bullets from the wood, but the lines in blue kept
steadily on, as would a storm of wind and cloud
moving among the tree-tops. Now we met almost
whole companies of wounded, defeated men from the
other division, hurrying by us, and they held up
their bleeding and mangled hands to show us they
had not been cowards. They had lost twelve hundred
men on the spot we were about to occupy. Some
of them were laughing even, and yelling at us:
"Wade in and give them hell." We were wading
in faster than I am telling the story.</p>
<p>On the edge of a low ridge we saw a solid wall
of men in gray, their muskets at their shoulders<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</SPAN></span>
blazing into our faces and their batteries of artillery
roaring as if it were the end of the world.
Bravely they stood there. They seemed little over
a hundred yards away. There was no charging
further by our line. We halted, the two lines stood
still, and for over an hour we loaded our guns and
killed each other as fast as we could. The firing
and the noise were simply appalling. Now, I was
not scared. The first shot I fired seemed to take
all my fear away and gave me courage enough to
calmly load my musket at the muzzle and fire it
forty times. Others, with more cartridges, fired
possibly oftener still. Some of the regiments in
that bloody line were resupplied with cartridges
from the boxes of the dead. In a moment I saw
Captain Lindsey throw up his arms, spring upward
and fall dead in his tracks. Corporal McCully was
struck in the face by a shell. The blood covered
him all over, but he kept on firing. Lieutenant
Darling dropped dead, and other officers near me
fell wounded.</p>
<p>I could not see far to left or right, the smoke of
battle was covering everything. I saw bodies of
our men lying near me without knowing who they
were, though some of them were my messmates in
the morning. The Rebels in front we could not see
at all. We simply fired at their lines by guess, and<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</SPAN></span>
occasionally the blaze of their guns showed exactly
where they stood. They kept their line like a wall
of fire. When I fired my first shot I had resolved
to aim at somebody or something as long as I could
see, and a dozen times I tried to bring down an officer
I dimly saw on a gray horse before me. Pretty
soon a musket ball struck me fair in the breast. "I
am dead, now," I said, almost aloud. It felt as if
someone had struck me with a club. I stepped
back a few paces and sat down on a log to finish up
with the world. Other wounded men were there,
covered with blood, and some were lying by me
dead. I spoke to no one. It would have been useless;
thunder could scarcely have been heard at that
moment. My emotions I have almost forgotten. I
remember only that something said to me, "It is
honorable to die so." I had not a thought of friends,
or of home, or of religion. The stupendous things
going on around me filled my mind. On getting my
breath a little I found I was not hurt at all,—simply
stunned; the obliquely-fired bullet had struck the
heavy leather of my cartridge belt and glanced away.
I picked up my gun, stepped back into the line of
battle, and in a moment was shot through the hand.
The wound did not hurt; I was too excited for that.</p>
<p>The awful roar of battle now grew more terrific,
if possible. I wonder that a man on either side was<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</SPAN></span>
left alive. Biting the ends off my cartridges, my
mouth was filled with gunpowder; the thirst was
intolerable. Every soldier's face was black as a
negro's, and, with some, blood from wounds trickled
down over the blackness, giving them a horrible
look. Once a boy from another part of the line to
our left ran up to me crying out: "My regiment is
gone! what shall I do?"</p>
<p>There was now a little moment's lull in the
howling noise; something was going on. "Blaze
away right here," I said to the boy, and he commenced
firing like a veteran. Then I heard one of
our own line cry, "My God, they're flanking us!"
I looked to where the boy had come from. His
regiment had indeed given way. The Rebels had
poured through the gap and were already firing into
our rear and yelling to us to surrender. In a moment
we would be surrounded. It was surrender
or try to get back past them. I ran like a racehorse,—so
did the left of the regiment, amid a
storm of bullets and yells and curses. I saved my
musket, anyway. I think all did that,—but that
half-mile race through a hot Mississippi sun, with
bullets and cannonballs plowing the fields behind
us, will never be forgotten. My lungs seemed to
be burning up. Once I saw our regimental flag
lying by a log, the color-bearer wounded or dead.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</SPAN></span>
I cried to a comrade flying near me, "Duncan Teter,
it is a shame—the Fifth Iowa running."</p>
<p>Only the day before Teter had been reduced to
the ranks for some offense or another. He picked
up the flag and with a great oath dared me to stop
and defend it. For a moment we two tried to rally
to the flag the men who were running by. We
might as well have yelled to a Kansas cyclone. Then
Captain John Tait, rushing by, saw us, stopped,
and, recognizing the brave deed of Corporal Teter,
promoted him on the spot. But the oncoming
storm was irresistible, and, carrying the flag, we
all again hurried rearward. We had scarcely passed
the spot where I had seen Grant mount his horse
before the charge when a whole line of Union cannon,
loaded to the muzzle with grape-shot and canister,
opened on the howling mob that was pursuing
us. The Rebels instantly halted, and now again
it seemed our turn. A few minutes rest for breath
and our re-formed lines once more dashed into the
woods. In half an hour the battle of Champion
Hills was won, and the victorious Union army was
shortly in a position to compel the surrender of the
key to the Mississippi River. Grant's crown of immortality
was won, and the jewel that shone most
brightly in it was set there by the blood of the men
of Champion Hills. Had that important battle<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</SPAN></span>
failed, Grant's army, not Pemberton's, would have
become prisoners of war. Where then would have
been Vicksburg, Spotsylvania, Richmond, Appomattox?</p>
<p>Six thousand blue- and gray-coated men were lying
there in the woods, dead or wounded, when the
last gun of Champion Hills was fired. Some of the
trees on the battlefield were tall magnolias, and
many of their limbs were shot away. The trees
were in full bloom, their beautiful blossoms contrasting
with the horrible scene of battle. Besides killing
and wounding three thousand of the enemy, we
had also captured thirty cannon and three thousand
prisoners.</p>
<p>When the troops went off into the road to start in
pursuit of the flying enemy, I searched over the
battlefield for my best friend, poor Captain Poag,
with whom I had talked of our Northern homes only
the night before. He lay dead among the leaves, a
bullet hole in his forehead. Somebody buried him,
but I never saw his grave. Another friend I found
dying. He begged me only to place him against a
tree, and with leaves to shut the burning sun away
from his face. While I was doing this I heard the
groaning of a Rebel officer, who lay helpless in a
little ditch. He called to me to lift him out, as he
was shot through both thighs, and suffering terri<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</SPAN></span>bly.
"Yes," I said, "as soon as I get my friend
here arranged a little comfortably." His reply was
pathetic. "Yes, that's right; help your own first."
I had not meant it so. I instantly got to him and,
with the aid of a comrade, pulled him out of the
ditch. He thanked me and told me he was a lieutenant
colonel, and had been shot while riding in
front of the spot where he lay. I eased his position
as best I could, but all that night, with many
another wounded soldier, blue and gray, he was
left on the desolate battlefield.</p>
<p>Now I realized how terrible the fire had been
about us,—for some comrades counted two hundred
bullet marks on a single oak tree within a few feet
of where the left of the regiment had stood loading
and firing that awful hour and a half. Most of the
bullets had been fired too high, else we had all been
killed. Near by lay the remains of a Rebel battery.
Every horse and most of the cannoneers lay dead in
a heap, the caissons and the gun carriages torn to
pieces by our artillery. Never in any battle had I
seen such a picture of complete annihilation of men,
animals, and material as was the wreck of this battery,
once the pride of some Southern town—its
young men, the loved ones of Southern homes, lying
there dead among their horses. That was war!</p>
<p>Some weeks after this battle, and after Vicks<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</SPAN></span>burg
had been won, my regiment was marched in
pursuit of Joe Johnston, and we recrossed this
same battlefield. We reached it in the night and
bivouacked on the very spot where we had fought.
It was a strange happening. Our sensations were
very unusual, for we realized that all about us
there in the woods were the graves of our buried
comrades and the still unburied bones of many of
our foes. Save an occasional hooting owl the woods
were sad and silent. Before we lay down in the
leaves to sleep the glee club of Company B sang
that plaintive song, "We're Tenting To-night on
the Old Camp Ground." Never was a song sung
under sadder circumstances. All the night a terrible
odor filled the bivouac. When daylight came
one of the boys came to our company and said, "Go
over to that hollow, and you will see hell." Some
of us went. We looked but once. Dante himself
never conjured anything so horrible as the reality
before us. After the battle the Rebels in their haste
had tossed hundreds of their dead into this little
ravine and slightly covered them over with earth,
but the rains had come, and the earth was washed
away, and there stood or lay hundreds of half-decayed
corpses. Some were grinning skeletons, some
were headless, some armless, some had their clothes
torn away, and some were mangled by dogs and<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</SPAN></span>
wolves. The horror of that spectacle followed us
for weeks. That, too, was war!</p>
<p>I have written this random but true sketch of
personal recollections of a severe battle because it
may help young men who are anxious for adventure
and war, as I was, to first realize what war
really is. My experiences probably were the same
as hundreds of others in that same battle. I only
tell of what was nearest me. A third of my comrades
who entered this fight were lost. Other Iowa
and other Western regiments suffered equally or
more. General Hovey's division had a third of its
number slain. I have been in what history pronounces
greater battles than Champion Hills, but
only once did I ever see two lines of blue and gray
stand close together and fire into each other's faces
for an hour and a half. I think the courage of the
private soldiers, standing in that line of fire for that
awful hour and a half, gave us Vicksburg, made
Grant immortal as a soldier, and helped to save this
country.</p>
<p>But I must return to that afternoon of the battle.
All that could be assembled of our men
gathered in line in a road near the field. It was
nearly dark. Sergeant Campbell walked about,
making a list of the dead and wounded of Company
B. As I was not now on the company rolls,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</SPAN></span>
being quartermaster sergeant, my name was not put
down as one of the wounded. Nor, seeing how
many were sadly torn to pieces, did I think my
wound worth reporting. Shortly General Grant
passed us in the road. Knowing well how the regiment
had fought in the battle, he rode to where our
colors hung over a stack of muskets and saluted
them. We all jumped to our feet and cheered. He
spoke a few words to the colonel and rode on into the
darkness. That night we marched ahead, and in the
morning bivouacked in the woods as a reserve for
troops fighting at the Black River bridge. <i>There
it was that Grant reached the crisis of his career.</i>
While sitting on his horse waiting to witness a
charge by Lawler's brigade, a staff officer overtook
him, bringing a peremptory order from Washington
to <i>abandon the campaign</i> and take his army to
Port Hudson to help General Banks. That moment
Grant glanced to the right of his lines and
saw a dashing officer in his shirt sleeves suddenly
come out of a cluster of woods, leading his brigade
to the assault. It was General Lawler, and in five
minutes the Rebel breastworks were carried, the
enemy in flight or drowning in the rapid river.
Then Grant turned to the staff officer and simply
said, "<i>See that charge! I think it is too late to
abandon this campaign.</i>" The movements that were<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</SPAN></span>
to make him immortal went on. Had that order of
Halleck's, written of course without knowledge of
the recent victories, been followed, Banks, and not
Grant, would have been first commander in the
West. Had Lawler's charge failed just then and
the battle been lost, Grant could have had no excuse
for not obeying the order that staff officer held
in his hand, directing him to abandon what turned
out to be one of the great campaigns of history.
While sitting there in his saddle at the close of that
charge, General Grant wrote a little note in pencil,
the original of which is among my treasured souvenirs
of the war:</p>
<blockquote class="small pt"><p>"<span class="smcap">Dear General</span>: Lawler's brigade stormed the enemy's
works a few minutes since; carried them, capturing from
two thousand to three thousand prisoners, ten guns, so far
as heard from, and probably more will be found. The
enemy have fired both bridges. A. J. Smith captured ten
guns this morning, with teams, men, and ammunition. I
send you a note from Colonel Wright.</p>
<p class="midind">
"Yours,</p>
<p class="deepind">"<span class="smcap">U. S. Grant</span>, M. G.</p>
<p>"<span class="smcap">To Major General Sherman.</span>"</p>
</blockquote>
<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</SPAN></span></p>
<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></SPAN>CHAPTER VIII</h2>
<blockquote class="small pb"><p class="hang2">Assaults on the walls of Vicksburg—Logan in battle—An
army mule—A promotion under the guns of Vicksburg—A
storm of iron hail at Vicksburg—The Vicksburg
clock—The town surrenders—The glad news—Reading
my first order to the regiment—My regiment
put on guard in the captured city—Eight days' furlough
in four years of war.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>The next morning (the 18th) my regiment
crossed the pontoon bridge over the Big Black and
marched eight miles further toward Vicksburg.
Now we knew we were getting close to the Richmond
of the West. As we crossed the Black River
we gazed with curiosity at the half-burned bridge
from which so many unfortunates had been hurled
into the water by our artillery the day before.
After Lawler's charge thousands had tried to get
over the stream by the trestle-work and bridge, or
by swimming. General Osterhaus, seeing the fugitives
from a high point where he stood, cried out to
his batteries: "Now, men, is the time to give them
hell." Twenty cannon instantly hurled their iron
missiles at the bridge, and the flying soldiers fell to<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</SPAN></span>
the ground or into the foaming river, almost by
hundreds. "Lost at Black River," was the only
message that ever reached the home of many a
Southern soldier of that day.</p>
<p>On the 19th, at two o'clock, a terrible assault
was made by the army on the walls of Vicksburg.
My own regiment, still in McPherson's corps, lay
close to the Jackson wagon road and under a tremendous
thundering of the enemy's artillery. We
suffered little, however. Once I was ordered to
help some men build sheds of brush for the
wounded. This was in a ravine behind us. In an
hour the work was done, and as I crept up the
slope to get forward to my regiment again I heard
the loud voice of some officer on horseback. It was
General John A. Logan. The enemy's artillery was
sweeping the field at this point, but I could still
hear Logan's voice above the battle, cheering a
number of soldiers that were near. "We have taken
this fort and we have taken that," he cried in tones
that were simply stentorian. "We are giving them
hell everywhere." He was in full uniform, his
long black hair swept his shoulders, his eyes
flashed fire, he seemed the incarnation of the reckless,
fearless soldier. He must have thought cannonballs
would not hurt him. For five minutes,
perhaps, I stood in a little dip in the ground, com<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</SPAN></span>paratively
protected, while he rode up and down
under a storm of cannonballs, calling at the top of
his warrior's voice. I expected every moment to
see him drop from his horse, but nothing happened,
and I went on to the line where all our men were
closely hugging the ground. Soon I, too, was
stretched on the ground, making myself as thin as
I could.</p>
<p>On the 20th we advanced still closer to the frowning
works. It was only a thousand yards to the
forts of Vicksburg. We moved up in the darkness
that night. I think no one knew how close we were
being taken to the enemy. We lay down in line of
battle and in the night our line was moved a little.
When daylight came my regiment was no little
astonished to find that we were on an open place in
full view of the enemy. A comrade and I rose
from the ground and commenced our toilet, by pouring
water into each other's hands from our canteens.
Almost at that moment the Rebels had caught sight
of our men lying there in long lines so close to
them, and instantly commenced throwing shells at
us. My friend and I left our morning toilet uncompleted
and, seizing our rifles, we all stood in
line waiting. We could see the flags of the enemy
above the forts distinctly. With a glass the gunners
could be seen at their guns, hurling shot and<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</SPAN></span>
shell at us. We were in a perilous and helpless position.
We were also very tired and hungry, for
we had had nothing whatever to eat. But here we
stayed, and by the next morning our skirmishers
had advanced so close to the Vicksburg forts that
the Rebel gunners could reach us but little. Our
gunboats too, down in the river now commenced
hurling mighty bombs and balls into the city.</p>
<p>On the morning of the 22d of May all the batteries
of the army and the big guns of the river
fleet bombarded the city for an hour, and under the
fog and the smoke of the battle the infantry advanced
to assault the works. It was a perilous undertaking.
The day was fearfully hot; the forts,
ten feet high, were many and powerful; the ditches
in front of them were seven feet deep. That made
seventeen feet to climb in the face of musketry.
In battle line, my regiment ran down into the
ravines in front and then up the opposite slope to
the smoking breastwork.</p>
<p>The colonel had ordered me to fasten two ammunition
boxes across a mule and follow the regiment
into the assault. I was to lead my mule. A soldier
with a bush was to beat him from behind, so as to
hurry him over an exposed bit of ground at our
front. The moment my mule appeared in full sight
of the enemy the bullets commenced whizzing past<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</SPAN></span>
us. The mule, true to his ancestral instinct, commenced
pulling backward. Yelling and pounding
and pulling helped none at all. Two or three bullets
struck the boxes on his back, and before we had
pulled him half across he braced himself, held his
ears back, and stood stock still. That moment the
bridle came off. My assistant dodged back to our
rifle pit and I hurried down to the ravine in front.
The mule, too, as luck would have it, also ran now,—ran
down into the ravine beside me, right where
he was wanted. I tied him to a little bush and, awful
as the situation about me was, I almost laughed to
see the antics of that animal's ears as the bullets
whizzed past him.</p>
<p>My regiment was all lying against the hill close
up to the fort. In front of them was the ditch
seven feet deep, beyond them an armed fort ten
feet high, emitting a constant blaze of cannon and
musketry. The sun was broiling hot. I crept along
the line of the regiment and gave ammunition to
every company; then I crept back a little to where
my mule was still alive and his ears still at their
antics. Lying there in the line beside the boys,
roasting in the sun and suffering from the musketry
in front, was our brave Colonel Boomer, leading
the brigade. He asked me once what I was doing,
and, when I told him, he gave me some compli<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</SPAN></span>ments
in a kind, but sad, low tone. Now I saw a
company of men creep by me, dragging little ladders
in their hands. They were to make a rush
and throw these ladders across the ditch of the
forts for the assaulters to cross on. They were all
volunteers for a work that seemed sure death. I
looked in each hero's face as he passed me, knowing
almost that he would be dead in a few minutes.
Scarcely a dozen of them returned alive. My regiment,
with the rest of the assaulters, was simply
being shot to pieces without a hope of getting into
the forts. We fell back under the smoke of the
battle as best we could, only to be led into an assault
at another point. McClernand had sent
Grant word that he had taken a fort on our left.
He wanted help to hold it.</p>
<p>Our division, now led by Quimby, was double
quicked to the next place of assault. I saved my
mule. Again I strapped two ammunition boxes
over his back and followed the regiment. This
time I did not risk my mule so close in the battle,
but took all the cartridges I could carry in my arms
and went to the left of the regiment. Once I saw a
body lying on the grass by me, with a handkerchief
over the face. I went up and looked. It was our
own Colonel Boomer, who had spoken so kindly to
me in the morning. A useless charge had already<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</SPAN></span>
been made by the brigade and he, with many brave
men, was dead. Some of my own company lay dead
there too. One of them had come from Iowa and
joined his brother in the company that very morning.
All the assaulting of the 22d of May and all
the sacrifice of life had been for nothing. Vicksburg
was not taken.</p>
<p>Now commenced the regular siege of the city.
We hid ourselves behind ridges, in hollows, and in
holes in the ground, as best we could. Communication
with our gunboats on the Yazoo was opened,
and we had plenty to eat and ammunition enough
to bombard a dozen cities. Then the bombardment
commenced indeed, and lasted to the end, forty-four
days. We often threw three hundred cannonballs
and shells a day into the city. The whole Rebel
army was also hidden in holes and hollows. All
the people of Vicksburg lived in caves at the sides
of the hills or along the bluffs of the river. Their
homes now were like swallows' nests, with small
entrances in the face of hills and bluffs and big,
dug-out chambers inside. It was a strange life.
With the eternal hail of cannon over them day and
night, and starvation a familiar figure to them, it
must have been a horrible one.</p>
<p>Now we advanced our rifle pits and trenches and
mines close up to the Rebel forts, though our main<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</SPAN></span>
lines lay in the ravines and on the ridge a few hundred
feet farther back. As for me, when not looking
after the ammunition, a trifling duty now, I was in
the trenches with the others.</p>
<p>One morning when out there at the front among
our riflemen, who were forever blazing day and
night at every Rebel fort and rifle pit, I noticed
our good Colonel Matthies creeping along the
trench to where I was. He had a package of brown
paper in his hand. Imagine my surprise and pride
to have him come to me and say: "Sergeant, this
officer's sash is yours." Then he announced my
appointment as adjutant of the regiment. He had
been made a general now, and would soon leave for
his new command. This sash was one that he had
worn and honored on many a battlefield. Is it any
wonder that now, after the long and perilous years,
it is preserved by me as a souvenir of honor?
Soon after, I went to a sutler's store on the Yazoo
River to buy a sword and uniform. In those days
swords were not given to officers by committees in
dress coats, until they had been earned. This little
trip to get my sword almost cost me my life.
My path to the river, six miles away, lay partly
along a ridge and partly close to an empty Rebel
fort. This fort showed scarcely any signs of having
ever been used. I stayed all night with the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</SPAN></span>
sutler, whom I knew very well, and at noon on a
hot day started, on my big yellow government
horse, to go back to my regiment. My sword was
buckled on me and my new uniform was tied in a
bundle on my saddle-bow. It was too hot to ride
fast, and my horse almost slept as he slowly carried
me close by the seemingly abandoned fort. Suddenly
there was a crash and a whole volley of musketry
rattled about my ears. My poor horse fell
dead. It was a quick awakening, but I managed
to pull my bundle from the saddle-bow and to escape
into a ravine where our own troops lay.
There I learned that the fort had been occupied by
the Rebels in the night, while I was with the sutler.
It was a close call for me. One of the boys declared
he could save my saddle and bridle. "Take
them as a present," I said, "if you can get them."
He crept up to where my dead horse lay, and as
he rose to his feet to undo the saddle another volley
from the fort hastened him to the ravine. I laughed.
"If your saddle and bridle were made of gold and
silver," he shouted at me as he ran back, "I wouldn't
try it again."</p>
<p>Slowly and without perceptible advance the siege
went on. The little battery that my regiment had
saved at Iuka was still with us and behind some
breastworks at our immediate right. It was no un<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</SPAN></span>common
thing to see even Grant himself come along
and stop and watch Captain Sears' guns knock the
dirt up from some fort in front of us. One day
this battery wounded a man who was running between
two Rebel breastworks. The enemy tried to
secure his body, but every soul that showed himself
for an instant was shot by our riflemen. For half
an hour this shooting over one poor man's body was
kept up, until it seemed that a battle was taking
place.</p>
<p>Now our lines were so close together that our
pickets often had a cup of coffee or a chew of tobacco
with the Rebel pickets at night. Drummer Bain,
of my company, had a brother among the soldiers
inside Vicksburg. One night he met him at the
picket line, and together they walked all through
the beleagured town. But such things were dangerous
business and had to be kept very quiet. The
weather was now very warm and fine, some of the
nights clear moonlight, and when the guns had
stopped their roaring many a time in the quiet
night we heard the bell clock on the Vicksburg
Court House measuring out the hours. It is said
that this clock never stopped for an instant in all
the siege, nor under the hundred cannon that rained
iron hail into the town. At night, too, the big
mortars from our fleet some miles from us tossed<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</SPAN></span>
mighty bombs into the air, that sailed like blazing
comets and fell at last among the people hidden in
their caves.</p>
<p>One day Governor Kirkwood of Iowa visited
our regiment and made a speech to us in a hollow
back of our line. We cheered, and the Rebels, hearing
us and knowing we must be assembled in masses,
hurled a hundred cannonballs and shells over our
heads, yet I think few were hurt. This was the
3d of June. Every night that we lay there on the
line we went to sleep fearing to be waked by an
attack from the army of Rebels under Johnston,
now assembled at our rear. This was the force we
most feared, not the army we had penned up in
Vicksburg. Nevertheless, the batteries in front of
us gave us enough to do to prevent any ennui on
our part. On the 15th of June the enemy got one
big gun in a position to rake from our left the
ravine in which my regiment was lying. We all
stuck close to our little caves on the ridge side, and
few got hurt. In the meantime we were working
day and night putting more breastworks in front
of us, though we were now but four hundred yards
away from the Rebel lines. Here, as many times
elsewhere, I copy from my diary. "Last night, the
16th, the major of our regiment, Marshall, took two
hundred men and worked all night digging new<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</SPAN></span>
ditches and building breastworks. It was rainy
and muddy. The Rebels heard us at the work and
in the darkness slipped up and captured a few men.
Some of the enemy, however, also got taken in.
This is the kind of work that is going on every
night until daybreak, and then we fire bullets all
the day into the enemy's lines, to prevent their repairing
their forts. The cannonading and the rifle
shooting never cease. The roar is simply incessant,
and yet when off duty we sleep like newborn babes.</p>
<p>"All the region we are in is hills and ravines,
brush and cane-brake, with here and there a little
cotton field. Nature defends Vicksburg more than
a dozen armies could. She has built scores of positions
around the town strong as anything at
Sevastapol."</p>
<p>The rumors kept coming of a purposed attack on
our rear. On the 20th of June, at four o'clock in
the morning, all the cannon on Grant's lines and all
the cannon on the gunboats opened fire on the town
and thundered at it for six mortal hours. They
must have been awful hours for the people inside.
No such cannonading ever took place on the continent
before or since. We private soldiers did not
know the exact object of this fearful bombardment.
The Rebels probably lay in battle line, expecting
an assault, and must have suffered greatly.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>In the night of the 22d of June, at midnight,
rumors again came of a great Rebel army marching
on our rear. It was a beautiful moonlight night,
and my regiment, together with whole divisions of
the army, received orders to hurry back toward
Black River, where cavalry skirmishing had taken
place. No battle came on, but for two days we lay
in line of battle, or else built breastworks for defense.</p>
<p>On the 3d of July, as we were bivouacked in a
little wood, news came that the whole Rebel army
in Vicksburg had prepared to surrender the next
day, the Nation's jubilee day. Instantly the regiment
was ordered to fall in. I had no little
pride in reading to the men the dispatch from General
Grant announcing the great news. It was the
first order I had ever read to the regiment as its
adjutant, and its great importance gratified me
much. The whole command acted as if they were
drunken or had suddenly lost their minds. Privates
and officers shook hands and laughed and wept, while
majors and colonels turned somersaults on the
grass. It was indeed a great moment to us all.
Twenty-seven thousand men, with twenty-four generals
and one hundred and eighty cannon, was a
great capture. We all knew we had made history
on that day.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>Now the whole Rebel army passed out along the
roads where we lay. I sat on a rail fence near our
bivouac and watched the host go by. The officers
all looked depressed, but the soldiers seemed glad
the suspense and danger were over and that now
they could have enough to eat. Our regiment freely
divided with them all we had.</p>
<p>"After a few days pursuit of Johnston's army
at our rear (now suddenly our front), my regiment
is ordered into Vicksburg. We pass in over
the breastworks that had been so terrible to us a
few days before. Looking at them, I wonder at
our hardihood in assaulting them. It would be hard
to climb through these ditches and into these forts
even were no cannon and no deadly muskets behind
them.</p>
<p>"My regiment is put on duty as a city guard.
It now seems strange enough to be guarding the
very town and the very forts we had so recently
been assaulting. There are other troops here, but
the Fifth Iowa is the guard proper. We find the
town badly battered up, with terrible signs of war
everywhere. There, too, were the graves of the
dead and brave defenders. If wrong, they still had
been brave men." Years afterward, a shaft was
put up to their memory, and on it I read these
words:<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</SPAN></span></p>
<div class="poem small"><div class="stanza">
<span class="i4q">"We care not whence they came,<br/></span>
<span class="i5">Dear in their lifeless clay,<br/></span>
<span class="i4">Whether unknown, or known to fame,<br/></span>
<span class="i4">Their cause and country's still the same,<br/></span>
<span class="i5">They died, and they wore the gray."<br/></span></div>
</div>
<p>The weather continued hot while we were there
guarding the town, and the place was very sickly;
many citizens and very many colored soldiers died. It
was pitiable to see how little people cared, even our
own soldiers, whether these poor negro soldiers died or
lived. Our own regiment suffered little, yet on July
28 seventy were in the hospital. We camped at
Randolph and Locust streets, and spite of the mercury's
being 100 degrees in the shade, had pleasant
soldier times. I mounted the guard every morning
and then spent most of the day reading to the colonel,
who was sick.</p>
<p>In September I secured a leave of absence to go
North. For the only time during the four years'
war I visited my home. I was there but eight days,
half of my time having been lost by the steamer I
was on sticking on sandbars.</p>
<p>I saw strange sights in the North in those few
days—women and children and old men reaping
the fields; home guards training at every village;
cripples and hospitals everywhere. Yet in spite of
war prosperity was blessing the North.</p>
<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</SPAN></span></p>
<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></SPAN>CHAPTER IX</h2>
<blockquote class="small pb"><p class="hang2">Sherman's army floats across the Tennessee River at midnight—Washington
at the Delaware nothing compared
to this—We assault Missionary Ridge—An awful battle—My
capture.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>On my return from my home to my regiment I
found it had been transported to Memphis, where, as
a part of General Sherman's army corps, we were
now to make a forced march to relieve Rosecrans'
army at Chattanooga. Chickamauga had been lost.
The Union army lying under Lookout Mountain
was starving and its destruction almost certain. We
made now the march of four hundred miles from
the Tennessee River, at Florence, in twenty days,
without incident. On the 22d of November, 1863,
we beheld the heights of Lookout Mountain and Missionary
Ridge.</p>
<p>November 23, 1863, and the great battle of Chattanooga
was about to begin. The victorious Rebel
army, seventy-five thousand strong, lay intrenched
along the heights of Missionary Ridge and on top
of Lookout Mountain. My regiment was in Sherman's
corps that had just hurried across from Mem<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</SPAN></span>phis.
We had marched twenty miles a day. Now
this corps was to form the left of Grant's forces,
cross a deep river in the darkness, and assault the
nearly inaccessible position of Bragg's army. That
night we lay in bivouac in the woods close by the
Tennessee River. We very well knew that 116 rude
pontoon boats had been built for us and were lying
hidden in a creek near by. We had almost no rations
for the army. As for the horses and mules,
they had already starved to death by the thousands,
and were lying around everywhere. Rosecran's
army had been virtually besieged, and was about to
starve or surrender when Grant came on to the
ground and took command. When Sherman's corps
got up it was decided to stake all on a great battle.
If defeated, we should probably all be lost. All the
men in Sherman's corps who were to make the first
great assault realized that, and they realized also
the danger we were now to encounter by attempting
to cross that rapid river in the night.</p>
<p>Midnight came and all were still awake, though
quiet in the bivouac. At two o'clock we heard some
quiet splashing in the water. It was the sound of
muffled oars. The boats had come for us. Every
man seized his rifle, for we knew what was coming
next. "Quietly, boys, fall in quietly," said the
captains. Spades were handed to many of us. We<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</SPAN></span>
did not ask for what, as we knew too well. Quietly,
two by two, we slipped down to the water's edge and
stepped into the rude flatboats that waited there.
"Be prompt as you can, boys; there's room for thirty
in a boat," said a tall man in a long waterproof coat
who stood on the bank near us in the darkness. Few
of us had ever before heard the voice of our beloved
commander. Sherman's kind words gave us all
cheer, and his personal presence, his sharing the
danger we were about to undertake, gave us confidence.</p>
<p>In a quarter of an hour a thousand of us were
out in the middle of the river afloat in the darkness.
Silent we sat there, our rifles and our spades across
our knees. There was no sound but the swashing
of the water against the boats. We had strange
feelings, the chief of which was probably the
thought: Would the enemy on the opposite bank
fire into us and drown us all? Every moment we
expected a flash of musketry or a roar of cannon.
We did not know that a ruse had been played on the
pickets on the other side; that a boatload of our
soldiers had crossed farther up and in the darkness
caught every one of them without firing a shot. One
only got away. Who knew how soon all of Braggs'
army might be alarmed and upon us?</p>
<p>In half an hour we were out on the opposite bank<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</SPAN></span>
and creeping along through the thicket, a spade in
one hand a rifle in the other. What might happen
any moment we knew not. Where was that escaped
picket? And where was Braggs' army? Instantly
we formed in line of battle and commenced digging
holes for ourselves. We worked like beavers, turn
about; no spade was idle for one moment. Daylight
found us there, two thousand strong, with rifle pits
a mile in length. Other brigades got over the river,
pontoons soon were down; still other troops, whole
divisions, were across, and forty cannon were massed
close to the crossing to protect us. What a sight
was that for General Bragg, when he woke up that
morning at his headquarters' perch, on top of Missionary
Ridge! All that day we maneuvered under
heavy cannonading and drove the enemy from hill
to hill at our front. Some of the troops did heavy
fighting, but the Rebels only fell back to their great
position on the Ridge.</p>
<p>That night my regiment stood picket at the front.
The ground was cold and wet, none of us slept a wink,
and we were almost freezing and starving. We had
not slept, indeed, for a hundred hours. It had been
one vast strain, and now a battle was coming on.
All that night we who were on the picket line could
hear the Rebel field batteries taking position on Missionary
Ridge, to fight us on the morrow. The morn<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</SPAN></span>ing
of the 25th dawned clear and beautiful. Instantly
whole divisions of troops commenced slaughtering
each other for the possession of single hills and spurs.
At times the battle in front of Sherman was a hand
to hand encounter. My own brigade was so close
that the Rebels even threw stones down upon us. Over
to the far right Hooker's men were in possession of
Lookout Mountain, and were breaking in on the
enemy's left flank.</p>
<p>It was two o'clock when our division, my own regiment
with it, received orders from Sherman to fix
bayonets and join in the assault on Missionary Ridge.
General J. E. Smith led the division, and General
Matthies, our former colonel, led the brigade. We
had to charge over the open, and by this time all the
cannon in the Rebel army were brought to bear on
the field we had to cross. We emerged from a little
wood, and at that moment the storm of shot and shell
became terrific. In front of us was a rail fence,
and, being in direct line of fire, its splinters and fragments
flew in every direction. "Jump the fence,
men! tear it down!" cried the colonel. Never did
men get over a fence more quickly. Our distance
was nearly half a mile to the Rebel position.</p>
<p>We started on a charge, running across the open
fields. I had heard the roaring of heavy battle before,
but never such a shrieking of cannonballs and<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</SPAN></span>
bursting of shell as met us on that charge. We could
see the enemy working their guns, while in plain view
other batteries galloped up, unlimbered, and let loose
at us. Behind us our own batteries (forty cannon)
were firing at the enemy over our heads, till the
storm and roar became horrible. It sounded as if the
end of the world had come. Halfway over we had
to leap a ditch, perhaps six feet wide and nearly
as many deep. Some of our regiment fell into this
ditch and could not get out, a few tumbled in intentionally
and stayed there. I saw this, and ran back
and ordered them to get out, called them cowards,
threatened them with my revolver; they did not
move. Again I hurried on with the line. All of the
officers were screaming at the top of their voices; I,
too, screamed, trying to make the men hear. "Steady!
steady! bear to the right! keep in line! Don't fire!
don't fire!" was yelled till we all were hoarse and
till the awful thunder of the cannon made all commands
unheard and useless.</p>
<p>In ten minutes, possibly, we were across the field
and at the beginning of the ascent of the Ridge. Instantly
the blaze of Rebel musketry was in our faces,
and we began firing in return. It helped little, the
foe was so hidden behind logs and stones and little
breastworks. Still we charged, and climbed a fence
in front of us and fired and charged again. Then<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</SPAN></span>
the order was given to lie down and continue firing.
That moment someone cried, "Look to the tunnel!
They're coming through the tunnel." Sure enough,
through a railway tunnel in the mountain the gray-coats
were coming by hundreds. They were flanking
us completely.</p>
<p>"Stop them!" cried our colonel to those of us at
the right. "Push them back." It was but the work
of a few moments for four companies to rise to their
feet and run to the tunnel's mouth, firing as they ran.
Too late! an enfilading fire was soon cutting them to
pieces. "Shall I run over there too?" I said to the
colonel. We were both kneeling on the ground close
to the regimental flag. He assented. When I rose to
my feet and started it seemed as if even the blades
of grass were being struck by bullets. As I ran over
I passed many of my comrades stretched out in death,
and some were screaming in agony. For a few minutes
the whole brigade faltered and gave way.</p>
<p>Colonel Matthies, our brigade commander, was
sitting against a tree, shot in the head. Instantly it
seemed as if a whole Rebel army was concentrated on
that single spot. For a few moments I lay down on
the grass, hoping the storm would pass over and leave
me. Lieutenant Miller, at my side, was screaming in
agony. He was shot through the hips. I begged him
to try to be still; he could not. Now, as a second line<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</SPAN></span>
of the enemy was upon us, and the first one was returning,
shooting men as they found them, I rose
to my feet and surrendered. "Come out of that
sword," shrieked a big Georgian, with a terrible oath.
Another grabbed at my revolver and bellowed at me
"to get up the hill quicker than hell." It was time,
for our own batteries were pouring a fearful fire on
the very spot where we stood. I took a blanket from
a dead comrade near me, and at the point of the
bayonet I was hurried up the mountain. We passed
lines of infantry in rifle pits and batteries that were
pouring a hail of shells into our exposed columns.
Once I glanced back, and—glorious sight!—I saw
lines of bluecoats at our right and center, storming up
the ridge.</p>
<p>In a few minutes' time I was taken to where other
prisoners from my regiment and brigade were already
collected together in a hollow. We were
quickly robbed of nearly everything we possessed and
rapidly started down the railroad tracks toward
Atlanta. While we were there in that little hollow
General Breckenridge, the ex-Vice President of the
United States, came in among us prisoners to buy
a pair of Yankee gauntlets. I sold him mine for fifteen
dollars (Confederate money).</p>
<p>General Grant's victorious army was already over
the Ridge and in rapid pursuit. Taking the Ridge<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</SPAN></span>
and Lookout Mountain cost the Union army well on
to six thousand dead and wounded. The Rebels lost
as many, or more, so that twelve thousand human
beings were lying dead, or in agony, that night among
the hills of Chattanooga. Not long before, thirty
thousand had been killed and wounded, on both sides,
close to this same Ridge. Forty-two thousand men
shot for the possession of a single position. <i>That was
war.</i></p>
<p>That night as the guards marched us down the
railroad we saw train after train whiz by loaded with
the wounded of the Rebel army. The next day when
they halted us, to bivouac in the woods, we were
amazed to see quite a line of Union men from East
Tennessee marching along in handcuffs. Many of
them were old men, farmers, whose only crime was
that they were true to the Union. They were hated
ten times worse than the soldiers from the North.
These poor men now were allowed no fire in the
bivouac, and had almost nothing to eat. "They will
everyone be shot or hanged," declared the officer of
our guard to me. I do not know what happened to
these poor Tennesseeans. Shortly after, we Northern
prisoners were put aboard cattle cars and started
off for Libby Prison at Richmond, most of us never
to see the North or our homes again.</p>
<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</SPAN></span></p>
<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></SPAN>CHAPTER X</h2>
<blockquote class="small pb"><p class="hang2">In Libby Prison—Life there—"Belle Isle"—All prisons bad—The
great escape—"Maryland, My Maryland."</p>
</blockquote>
<p>The story of Libby Prison at Richmond has been
told so often I shall not dwell on details about it
here. Besides, the experiences of one man there were
not materially different from the experiences of another.
I was to stay there some seven months, always
in the same room, and oftenest denied the poor privilege
of looking out of the window. Our lives were to
be very wretched there. That is now a thread-worn
tale. At their very best, war prisons in every country
are wretched places. One's friends do not stand
guard there; it is our enemies. They are not penal
establishments; they are simply places for keeping
captives who, until in our so-called civilized days,
would have been put to death on the battlefield.</p>
<p>Our little company of captives from Chattanooga
reached Libby Prison just after daylight of December
8, 1863. As we crossed the big bridge over the
James River we looked down into the stream and
saw "Belle Isle." It was a cold wet sandbar, and<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</SPAN></span>
there, shivering in the wind, we saw five thousand
ragged and emaciated human beings. They were
prisoners of war. Some of them were from my own
regiment. Most of them were never to see their
homes again. The tales of their experiences would
stagger human belief. These were all private soldiers;
the commissioned officers were to be locked up
in Libby Prison.</p>
<p>The old tobacco warehouse of Libby & Son had
been transformed into a monster guardhouse for officers
captured from the Federal army. Little the
two old tobacco merchants must have dreamed with
what infamy their names would go down to history,
through no fault of their own.</p>
<p>The big brick building stood close to the James
River. It had no glass in its windows, and the cold
wind from the bay swept through its vast rooms day
and night. Six hundred other prisoners were already
there on our arrival, picked up from many battlefields.</p>
<p>Libby Prison was three stories high and its floors
were divided into several rooms each. The prisoners
slept on the floor, with only old army blankets around
them. When thus lying down, the floor was entirely
covered with shivering human beings. Each group
of half a dozen men had extemporized tables, made
from old boxes. A few seats were made by cutting<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</SPAN></span>
barrels in two. At night the seats, and whatever else
might be there, were piled on top of the tables, while
the prisoners stretched themselves on the floor to try
to sleep. In my diary of the time I read: "The
food doled out to us is miserable and scanty in the
extreme. A species of corn bread, ground up cobs
and all, and a little rice form the principal part of
the ration. The fact that this bread is burned black
outside and is raw inside renders it more detestable.
Occasionally letters from the North reach us by a
flag of truce, and at very rare intervals a prisoner is
allowed to receive a little box of coffee, sugar, and
salt, sent to him by his friends in the North."</p>
<p>As the time went on this privilege was denied us.
The high price of everything South in the war times
was the flimsy excuse for giving the captured ones so
little.</p>
<p>Prices of provisions were indeed terrible in Richmond.
This list I copied from a Richmond paper,
December 20, 1863: Bacon, $3 per pound; potatoes,
$18 per bushel; turkeys, $25 each; sugar, $3 per
pound; beef, $1 per pound; butter, $5 per pound;
shad, $34 per pair; whisky, $75 a gallon. This was
in the discounted money of the Confederates.</p>
<p>The beginning of the new year 1864 came in cold
and gloomy. We could keep warm only by running
and jumping and pushing each other about the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</SPAN></span>
prison. I was in the upper east room, and had for
messmates Captains Page and Bascom and Lieutenants
Austin and Hoffman, all of my own regiment.
In the little box of provisions sent me by my mother
in the North was a copy of a Latin grammar, put
there by good old Professor Drake, my former school-teacher.
Evidently he thought the mind needed feeding
as well as the body. I took the hint and studied
the book faithfully. I recited to Major Marshall,
and eight times I went through this Latin grammar.
I had nothing else to do, but Latin is no go on an
empty stomach. When, later, I got out of prison
Latin was as strange to me as if I had never seen
a grammar in my life. My memory had been well-nigh
ruined by my confinement. One day, fearing
our escape, the authorities put iron bars on all our
windows. They did not think to put glass in them
to keep the cold air out.</p>
<p>On the night of February 10 occurred the famous
escape of one hundred and nine prisoners. For
many weeks certain officers had been missing. They
were in the earth under the prison, digging a tunnel
to liberty. The length of this secret tunnel, dug
under the prison, under stone walls, under the street
and under the very feet of the guards, was eighty-six
feet.</p>
<p>Forty-six nights were consumed in digging it.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</SPAN></span>
Only certain of the prisoners knew anything about it.
On the night of the escape I was told of it. I stood
in the dark at an upper window and watched the
prisoners as they came out at the farther end of the
tunnel and slipped away. I did not try to enter the
tunnel when I heard of it; there was already five
times as many men in the cellar as could possible get
away by daylight. As it was, a third of those escaping
were captured and brought back again to the
prison.</p>
<p>On the 20th of March some exchanged Confederates
were sent into Richmond under flag of truce.
The President, Jefferson Davis, and all the dignitaries
welcomed them. The President also came into
Libby Prison one day, possibly to see with his own
eyes and hear with his own ears if all the terrible
tales of hardship and cruelties occurring there were
true. Whatever conclusion he may have reached,
the hard lines of our life in the prison were not visibly
altered. They have been told of a hundred of
times.</p>
<p>All the nights now it was very cold. I had but one
blanket. I, like all the others, slept on the floor,
and in my clothes, with my boots under my head for
a pillow. One night,—it was at the close of February,
1864,—we in the prison were greatly excited
over a report that Union cavalry under Generals Kil<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</SPAN></span>patrick
and Dahlgren were making a raid on the city
for the purpose of releasing us. It was raining outside,
and very dark, but we were sure we heard the
Union cannon close at hand. We thought the hour
of our deliverance had come. Instantly, but secretly,
we organized ourselves into bands to break out and
help.</p>
<p>Soon Major Turner, the prison commander,
came into the prison, making mysterious threats of
something awful that would happen should we lift
a single hand. Some negro help about the prison
whispered to us all that, under Turner's direction,
they had been compelled to carry thirty kegs of gunpowder
into the cellar of the prison. Rumor said
that it was Turner's intention, if our troops should
get into Richmond, to blow up the prison and destroy
us. A horrible plan, if true. Sadly for us, the
great raid proved a failure. Dahlgren was killed,
and his body was mutilated and exposed to an enraged
public at one of the railroad depots in the city.
These things were not done by honorable Confederate
soldiers, but by irresponsible home guards and undisciplined
rowdies.</p>
<p>Now we saw no hopes of ever getting away. We
would at last all die here, we thought. The nights
seemed colder than ever; perhaps our blood was
getting thinner. Some of us played chess; numbers<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</SPAN></span>
sat with cards in their hands from early morning till
bedtime. A few, experts with the knife, made bone
rings and the like to sell, and so increased their
rations a little. Generally now the rations were getting
poorer, if such a thing were possible. Many
prisoners were breaking down and were carried out
to die. My own health—and I was young and strong—was
beginning to give way. Once I fell on the
floor in an utter swoon from weakness and hunger.
From Andersonville, where the private soldiers were,
came the horrible reports that "all were dying."</p>
<p>One day a lot of Marylanders, most of whom had
run through the Union lines from Baltimore, were
organized into a battalion called "The Maryland
Line." They were led by Marshall Wilder. They
were marched past the prison, singing "Maryland,
My Maryland." It was the first time I ever heard
the song sung by Southerners. The music seemed
to stir the whole city.<SPAN name="FNanchor_A_1" id="FNanchor_A_1"></SPAN><SPAN href="#Footnote_A_1" class="fnanchor">[A]</SPAN></p>
<p>Great battles were being fought in Virginia, and
sometimes Grant's soldiers approached close to Richmond.
Before daylight of May 7 our captors, fearing
mutiny and escape, placed all the prisoners in
cattle cars and hurried us across the Confederacy<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</SPAN></span>
to Macon, Ga. For seven long, dreary, awful months
I had been in one room in Libby Prison, with little
to eat or wear. It all seems a horrible dream as I
write of it now.</p>
<p>Now there were rumors that we were to be taken
to a prison farther South.</p>
<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</SPAN></span></p>
<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></SPAN>CHAPTER XI</h2>
<blockquote class="small pb"><p class="hang2">Escaping from Macon—An adventure in Atlanta—In the
disguise of a Confederate soldier—My wanderings
inside the Confederate army and what I experienced
there—I am captured as a spy—How I got out of it
all.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>I have related how suddenly we prisoners were
hurried from Libby Prison in Richmond to the
town of Macon in Georgia.</p>
<p>It was now the hot summer of 1864, that summer
when Sherman, only a hundred and fifty miles from
our prison, was having a battle every day. He was
marching and fighting his way to Atlanta. Seven
hundred of us, all Federal officers, were now penned
up in a hot stockade. I copy a page from my diary:</p>
<p>"The walls here at Macon prison are twelve feet
high. Sentries are posted near the top of them on
a platform running around the outside. Their orders
are to shoot any prisoners seen approaching the dead
line. This dead line is simply marked off by an
occasional stake, and is twelve feet inside the surrounding
wall. It is fearfully hot here inside this
stockade. The ground is pure sand, reflecting the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</SPAN></span>
sun's rays powerfully. We had no cover of any kind
at first, save the blankets stretched over pine sticks.
It is as hot here at Macon as it was cold at Libby
Prison."</p>
<p>We tried digging a tunnel by which to escape. It
was four feet under ground and seventy-five feet
long. It was barely ready when some spy revealed it,
and our chance was lost. For my own part, I was
determined to get away. The food was now again
horrible, and all kinds of indignities and insults
were heaped upon the prisoners. One night during
a hard rain I attempted to escape through a washout
under the stockade. I remained by the spot till
nearly midnight, not knowing that I was being
watched every moment. As I was about to give up
the attempt and go away Captain Gesner, of a New
York regiment, came to the little brook for a cup
of water. The guard who had been watching me then
fired, and Gesner dropped dead. They came in with
lanterns to see who had been killed, and the guard
who had fired related how he had watched the man
for nearly two hours trying to escape. I did not dare
say that it was I, not poor Gesner, who had been
trying to get away.</p>
<p>Now I contemplated, too, a different means of
escape. It was to get a Rebel uniform, escape from
the stockade by some means, and enter the Rebel<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</SPAN></span>
army in disguise, trusting my chance to get away
during the first battle.</p>
<p>There was but one gate or door to the stockade,
and this door was kept constantly closed. It was
guarded by a sentinel who stood, gun in hand, immediately
above it while a corporal stood watch below.
Once a day a few guards and officers entered
this door, closed it behind them, and formed us into
lines for counting. I had studied a small map of
the country for days, and by dint of trading tobacco,
etc., with an occasional guard who was dying for
the weed I acquired, piece by piece, a pretty decent
Rebel uniform. This I kept buried in the sand
where I slept. July 15, 1864, came around. My
term of enlistment expired that day. I had been in
the Union army three years; was it not a good time
to give the Rebels a trial? There were a few old
sheds not far from the gate, and in one of these one
morning about nine o'clock I waited with a friend,
and saw the sergeants and the guards come in, when
the bell rang, to count the prisoners. I had resurrected
my Rebel uniform and had quietly slipped it
on. It fitted amazingly. My friend was lingering
there, simply to see what would become of me. He
has often declared since then that he expected me
to be shot the moment I should approach the dead-line.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>The prisoners were some way off, in rows, being
counted. I stepped from under cover and quickly
walked up to and over the dead-line by the gate. The
guard walking above brought his gun from his shoulder,
halted, and looked at me. I paid no attention,
but knocked, when the door opened, and the corporal
stepped in the opening and asked what I wanted.
"The lieutenant misses a roll-list, and I must run
out and bring it from headquarters," I answered,
pushing by him hurriedly. There was no time for
questions, and the corporal, before getting over his
surprise, had passed me out as a Rebel sergeant. I
quickly turned the corner, passed a number of
"Johnnies" sitting on the grass drinking coffee and
went straight up to the commandent's tent, near the
edge of the wood, but did not go in. I had not looked
behind me once, but expected every moment to hear
a bullet whizzing after me. I passed behind the
tent, walked slowly into the wood, and then ran my
best for an hour.</p>
<p>I was outside of prison. How free, how green,
how beautiful all things seemed! It was the joy of
years in a few minutes. Of course I was instantly
missed at the roll-call, and bloodhounds were soon
upon my track. I avoided them, however, by different
maneuvers. I changed my course, shortly repassed
the prison pen on the opposite side, and went back<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</SPAN></span>
and up into the city of Macon. After wandering
through its streets for an hour I again took to the
woods. That night I slept in a swamp of the Ocmulgee
River. What bedfellows I had!—frogs, lizards,
bats, and alligators. But it was better than the inside
of a war prison. All the next day I lay in a blackberry
patch, fearing to move, but feasting on the luscious,
ripe berries. What a contrast it was to my
previous starving! Never in this world shall I enjoy
food so again.</p>
<p>Near to me was a watering-station for the railway
to Atlanta. As I lay in the bushes I heard trains
halting all the day. With night came a glorious
moon. Such a flood of heaven's own light I had
never seen before. By ten at night a long, empty
train halted, and in two minutes I had sprung from
the bushes and was inside of an empty freight car.
In ten minutes more I stood in the door of the car
watching the fair farms and the hamlets of Georgia
sleeping under the glorious moonlight, while I was
being hurled along heaven knew where.</p>
<p>That was the strangest ride of my life. The conductor
came along when we were near Atlanta, swinging
his lantern into the cars, and found a strange
passenger. He threatened all sorts of things if my
fare were not paid, of course I had no money, but
I put myself on my dignity, told him I was a con<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</SPAN></span>valescent
soldier coming back from a furlough, and
dared him or any other civilian to put me off the
train. That ended the colloquy, and just before daylight
the whistle screamed for Atlanta, and I was
inside the lines of Hood's army.</p>
<p>I left the train and in a few moments was tucked
away in the haymow of a barn near the station. So
far, good; but daylight brought a squad of Rebel
cavalry into the barn, who, to my dismay, soon commenced
climbing up to the mow for hay for their
horses. My presence of mind was about leaving me
utterly when I happened to notice an empty sugar
hogshead in the corner of the mow. Before the
Rebels were up I was in it, and there I sat and perspired
for six mortal hours. Those hours were days,
every one of them. All of this time Sherman's army,
then besieging Atlanta, was throwing shells into our
neighborhood. At last, at last! the Rebels saddled
their horses and rode out of the barnyard.</p>
<p>I was not long in changing my headquarters. For
days and days I walked up and down Atlanta among
the troops, to the troops, away from the troops, always
moving, always just going to the regiment,
to which I had attached myself as ordnance sergeant.
I was very careful, however, to keep far
away from that particular regiment. I knew its
position, its chief officers, knew, in fact, the position<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</SPAN></span>
of every brigade in Hood's army. It was to my interest,
under the circumstances, to know them well, for
I was continually halted with such exclamations as,
"Hallo! which way? Where's your regiment?
What you doing away over here?" A hundred times
I was on the point of being arrested and carried to
my alleged command. For every man I met I had
a different tale, to suit the circumstances. At night
I slept where I could—under a tree, behind a drygoods
box; it made little difference, as my lying
down on the ground, hungry, pillowless, and blanketless,
and fearing every moment to be arrested, could
not be called sleeping. This life was growing monotonous
at last; the more so as, aside from an occasional
apple, I had nothing at all to eat.</p>
<p>About the fifth day I overheard an old Irishman,
hoeing among his potatoes, bitterly reviling the war
to his wife. I made his acquaintance and discovered
our sentiments as to the rebellion to be very
nearly identical. Under the most tremendous of
oaths as to secrecy, I told who I was and that I was
absolutely starving. If he would help me, I knew
how to save his property when Sherman's army
should enter. That it would enter, and that Atlanta
would be razed to the ground, and every human
being's throat cut, he had not a doubt. Still, if
detected in secreting or feeding me, he would be<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</SPAN></span>
hanged from his own door-post. There was no doubting
that, either.</p>
<p>However, that night I slept in his cellar and was
fed with more than the crumbs from his table. It
was arranged that I should wander about the army
day-times, and come to his cellar—unknown to him,
of course—about ten every night, when his family
were likely to be in bed. The outside door was to be
left unlocked for me. Prisoners did not carry timepieces
in the South. Mine disappeared with my
pistols on the battlefield of Chattanooga, and as an
unfortunate result I went to my den in the cellar an
hour too early one evening. None of my protector's
family seemed to have been aware of the guest in the
cellar.</p>
<p>I was sitting quietly in a corner of the dark, damp
place when the trap-door opened above and a young
lady, bearing a lamp, descended and seemed to be
searching for something. It was a romantic situation—destined
to be more so. Groping about the
cellar, the young lady approached me. I moved
along the wall to avoid her. She unluckily followed.
I moved farther again. She followed, cornered
me, screamed at the top of her voice, dropped
the lamp, and fainted. In half a minute three soldiers
who had happened to be lunching upstairs,
the old lady, and my friend, her husband, rushed<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</SPAN></span>
down the steps, armed with lights. The old gentleman
recognized me and was in despair. I think I
too was in despair, but, rightfully or wrongfully, I
took to my heels and escaped through the door which
I had entered, leaving the fainting girl, the despairing
father, and the astonished soldiers to arrange
matters as they might. The girl recovered, I learned
years afterward, and her father's house was one of
the few that escaped the flames when Sherman started
to the sea.</p>
<p>From that night on I slept again at the roadsides,
and as for rations, I might say I did not have any.
The weather was terribly hot, but I spent my days
wandering from regiment to regiment and from fort
to fort, inspecting the positions and the works. I
knew if I did get through, all this would be equal
to any army corps for Sherman.</p>
<p>Once I crept into a little deserted frame house
and, happening to find an old white palmetto hat
there, I changed it for my own, on account of the
heat. I then laid my Rebel jacket and cap under
the boards and, fastening my pantaloons up with a
piece of broad red calico that happened to be with
the hat, sallied out, seeing what I could see. I very
soon saw more than I had calculated on. I had wandered
well off to the right of the army and was
quietly looking about when a squad of cavalry dashed<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</SPAN></span>
in, shouting, "The Yankees are on us!" There was
a regiment of infantry close by, which sprang to its
feet, and every man in sight was ordered to seize a
gun and hurry to the front. I, too, was picked up,
and before I had time to explain that I was just
going over to my division a gun was in my hands and
I was pushed into the line. The whole force ran for
a quarter of an hour into the woods, firing as they
ran, and shouting. Suddenly, as a few shots were
fired into us, we stopped and formed line of battle.</p>
<p>The skirmish was soon over. Some cavalry had
flanked the Yanks and brought them in, and while
their pockets were being gone through with by my
fellow-soldiers I slipped to the rear, and was glad to
get back into my own cap and jacket.</p>
<p>I lay in the little empty house that night. Sherman's
army had been banging at the city fearfully,
and setting houses on fire all night. It was a little
revenge, I presume, for the losses in the skirmish in
which I had taken so picturesque a part. These
shelled houses had emptied their occupants into the
street, and a little after daylight I noticed a family,
with its worldly baggage piled on a one-mule wagon,
stop in front of my residence. "Here's a house out
of range of bullets. Why not move in?" I heard a
manly voice call to the women and children, following
with the traps. "Move in," I thought to myself.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</SPAN></span>
"Well, they can stand it, if I can." The house consisted
of but one large room, unceiled, and reaching
to the rafters, with the exception of a small compartment,
finished off and ceiled, in one corner. On top
of this little compartment were my headquarters.</p>
<p>In they moved, bag and baggage, and the women
folks soon commenced preparing a meal outside, under
the shadows of the front door. This half-finished
room had been used as a butcher shop in the past,
it seemed, and the meat hooks in the corner had
served me as a ladder to mount to my perch on the
ceiling. "Now, Johnny," chirped the wife, "do run
uptown and buy some red and white muslin. We will
make a Union flag, and when Sherman gits in, as
he's bound to, we're jest as good Union folks as he
is. You know I'm dyin' for real coffee. I'm tired
of chicory and Injun bread, and I don't keer if Sherman's
folks is in to-morrow. We'll draw government
rations, and be Union."</p>
<p>These good people were probably "poor trash" of
the South, not caring much which way the war went
provided they could get rations. Their general talk,
however, was of the real Rebel character, and it was
an unsafe place for me to stop in. In an hour the
banquet before the front door was prepared, and all
hands went out to partake. Soon they were joined
by a Rebel soldier, who seemed to be on a half-hour's<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</SPAN></span>
furlough to visit the young lady of the party, whom I
took to be his sweetheart. Sherman's army, I was
sorry to learn from this soldier, was being simply
"mowed out of existence." "All the woods about
Atlanta were as a reeking corpse." Sherman himself
was in flight northward.</p>
<p>By looking more closely through a chink in the
weather-boarding of my hiding-place I discovered
that he was reading all this dreadful information
from a Copperhead newspaper from Chicago, and
then I felt easier.</p>
<p>Again, there was the talk about money purses
made of Yankee's scalps and finger rings from
Yankee bones; and during the dinner I was no little
astonished to see this valiant Southerner exhibit to
his eager listeners a veritable ring, rough and yellow,
made, as he said, from the bones of one of Sherman's
cavalrymen. This was probably brag.</p>
<p>The banquet of cucumbers, chicory, and Injun
bread was about terminating. My soldier with the
ring had used up his furlough and was gone. The
house was still empty, and it was now, or never, if I
proposed getting down from my perch without alarm.
My plan was silently to climb down the meat hooks
which I had ascended and to slip out at the still open
back door of the house. On peeping over the edge
of the ceiling, however, what was my amazement<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</SPAN></span>
to see a bull-dog of immense proportions tied to one
of my hooks!</p>
<p>Here was a "situation"! He was sound asleep, but
had an amiable countenance. I dropped a bit of
plaster on his nose. He looked up amazed, and
smiled. Then I smiled, and then he smiled again;
and then I carefully crept down, patted him on the
head, said good-by in a whisper, and in a twinkling
was out at the back door. My gratitude to this dog
is boundless.</p>
<p>I had found it unsafe to be about houses, and again
I took my lodgings in the field. Again I was busy,
just <i>going to my division</i>, but never getting there.
Once, near the sacred quarters of a brigadier, the
guard arrested me. I protested, and our loud talk
brought the brigadier to the rescue. I explained how
I was "just going to my regiment," and how my
pass had been lost, and the necessity of my going on
at once. The brigadier took in the situation at a
glance, and with a pencil wrote me a pass, good
for that day.</p>
<p>Fighting was going on about Atlanta constantly,
but with so many apparent reverses to our arms that
I feared I should never get away.</p>
<p>The memorable 22d of July came, and with it the
most terrific fighting on Hood's right, and in fact all
round the semi-circle about the city. A divi<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</SPAN></span>sion,
with my Alabama regiment, entered the battle
on Hood's right wing, and I followed, at a safe distance,
as an ordnance sergeant. Everybody was too
busy and excited to ask me questions, and in the hope
that Hood would be defeated and an opportunity for
getting through the lines be at last presented, I was
feeling good. Hundreds, thousands possibly, of
wounded men fell back by me, but all shouting,
"The Yankees are beaten, and McPherson is killed."</p>
<p>It was too true! McPherson had fallen and, if reports
were correct, Sherman's army had met with an
awful disaster. For me, there was nothing left but
to get back to the rear and try another direction. I
knew that Sherman's advance was at the ford, at
Sandtown, on the Chattahoochie River, at our left.
Could I only get there, I might still be saved. I had
now been seen among the Rebel forts and troops so
much that there was the greatest danger of my being
recaptured, and shot as a spy. On the night of the
22d I took refuge under a hedge, near to a field
hospital.</p>
<p>No food and no sleep for days was killing me.
Still there was no rest, for all the night long I heard
the groans of the poor fellows whose arms and legs
were being chopped off by the surgeons. The whole
night was simply horrible. I might have died there
myself; I wonder that I did not. Only the hope of<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</SPAN></span>
escape was keeping me alive. I had not eaten a pound
of food in days.</p>
<p>Daylight of the 23d came. It was my birthday.
Auspicious day, I thought, and again my hopes gave
me strength and courage to work my way past lines
of infantry and cavalry.</p>
<p>All day, till nearly sunset, I had crept around
in the woods, avoiding sentinels, and now I was almost
in sight of the longed-for goal. It was not a
mile to the ford. When darkness set in I should
swim the river and be a free man. More, I had news
that would help Sherman's army to capture Atlanta.
A thousand pictures of home, of freedom, peace, were
painting themselves in my mind. One hour more,
and all would be well.</p>
<p>Hark! a shot, and then a call to halt and hold up
my arms. I was surrounded in a moment by fifty
cavalrymen who had been secreted in the bushes—how
or where I know not. We were in sight of the
river, and the Union flag was just beyond. It was
no use here to talk about being a Confederate. I was
arrested as a spy, and in great danger of being shot
then and there, without a hearing. I was partly
stripped, searched thoroughly, and then marched between
two cavalrymen to General Ross, of Texas,
who, with his staff, was also at a hidden point in
the woods. General Ross treated me kindly and gave<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</SPAN></span>
me lunch and a blanket to rest on. It was his duty,
however, to send me to the division headquarters, to
be tried. I was again marched till nine at night,
when I was turned over to General H——. He was
sitting by a fire in the woods roasting potatoes and
reviling the Yankees. As I was arrested as a spy,
and to be tried, I deemed it best to say nothing.
"Try to escape from me tonight," shouted General
H——, as if he were commanding an army corps,
"and I'll put you where there is no more 'scaping."
Through the whole night a soldier sat at my head
with a cocked pistol, but for the first time in days
I slept soundly. Why not? The worst had happened.
By daylight a guard marched me up to the
city, where Hood had army headquarters in the yard
of a private residence.</p>
<p>On the way there my guard, a mere boy, was communicative,
and I persuaded him to show me the
paper that was being sent around with me, from one
headquarters to another. I read it. Sure enough,
I was considered a spy, and was being forwarded for
trial. The paper gave the hour and place of my
capture, with the statement that one of those capturing
me had seen me inspecting a fort on the previous
Sunday.</p>
<p>When we reached Hood's tents, in the dooryard of
the Atlanta mansion, I was turned over to a new<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</SPAN></span>
guard, and the document brought with me was carelessly
thrown into an open pigeon-hole of a desk out
on the grass by a clerk who seemed too much disturbed
about other matters to ask where the guard
came from or what I was accused of. I, at least,
noticed where the paper was put. There was the
most tremendous excitement at headquarters. Orderlies
and officers were dashing everywhere at once,
fighting was constantly going on, and an immediate
retreat seemed to be determined. I was left that
night in a tent with a few other prisoners, among
them two deserters, sentenced to be shot. Close by
on the lawn was the desk where the clerk had deposited
my paper. Our guard was very accommodating,
or very negligent, for he allowed different
persons to go in and out from our tent at all hours
during the night. Daylight brought the provost-marshal
general to the tent, to dispose of the prisoners.
The name of each was called, and all but
myself were taken out, heard, and sent off.</p>
<p>"And who are you?" he said, pleasantly enough
to me. I stepped forward. The clerk was asked for
the paper, but it was gone. "It certainly had been
misplaced," said the clerk, in embarrassment. He
had put it in that particular pigeon-hole. I testified
to that myself, and added,—this sudden inspiration
coming to me in the emergency,—that "it was of<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</SPAN></span>
little consequence, as it was from an officer,—I didn't
know whom,—who had simply picked me up as an
escaped prisoner." The provost-marshal took me
aside and asked me if I had been about the works or
the troops any. I told him my name, that I was
really an escaped prisoner, and that I had just walked
up from Macon and had hoped to get away. "You
have had a hard time of it," he said, "and I almost
wish you had got away. I hope you will soon be
free," he added, "and that the cruel war is almost
over." It was a sudden and great relief to me to
know that now I was not to be regarded as a spy.
What became of the "papers" and the charges against
me afterward in the midst of war excitements, I
never knew. The next night the provost-marshal sent
me under guard back to Macon prison whence I had
escaped.</p>
<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</SPAN></span></p>
<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></SPAN>CHAPTER XII</h2>
<blockquote class="small pb"><p class="hang2">Under fire of our own guns at Charleston—Trying to capture
a railway train—The secret band—Betrayed—The
desolation of Charleston.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>I was scarcely returned to the Macon prison again
when two hundred of us, all officers, were selected to
be placed under the fire from our navy then bombarding
Charleston. By some wonderful fiction of
military law the "Confederates," as the Rebels called
themselves, pretended to regard the bombardment of
Charleston as a crime. I do not remember now how
the selection of victims to be sent to Charleston was
made one evening about the end of July, 1864.
This, however, happened that night, to add adventure
and excitement to the Charleston trip. The
greater number of those selected were members of a
"Secret Band" of prisoners who had resolved to
mutiny or to do any act in our power that could
result in our escape from captivity. I recall how
Major Marshall one afternoon secretly administered
to me the oath of this desperate band. With my hand
on my heart I swore to instantly obey every order<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</SPAN></span>
given to me by the "head captain." I was to ask no
questions, but to strike, whenever told; to kill, no
matter whom, even were my own brother to be the
victim. I was ready to do anything. I had been
mistreated and starved long enough. Death could be
little worse than all of us had been undergoing for
months. The news coming to us from our prison comrades
at Andersonville was perfectly horrible. History
had never related the like of it. We received the
<i>Telegraph</i>, a Macon newspaper, into the prison pen
every morning. At the head of one of its columns
each day the editor reported the awful number of
poor starving creatures who had died at Andersonville
the day before. It was not unlike the reports
of the number of dumb beasts killed each day in the
Chicago slaughter pens. Pretty soon I learned that
the eighty comrades of my regiment captured with
me at Missionary Ridge were nearly every one dead.
The details of their sufferings were too horrible to
dilate upon. <span class="smcap">We wondered sometimes if God had
forsaken the world.</span></p>
<p>We who joined the "Band," and took the awful
oath we did, knew what it all meant. Outside our
stockade loaded cannon waited but the least alarm
to fire upon us. On top of the stockade guards walked
day and night with orders to instantly kill any prisoner
who should approach within twelve feet of the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</SPAN></span>
high wall. We were only eight hundred prisoners all
told, and nothing to fight with but naked hands. Outside
whole regiments armed to the teeth lay with guns
in their hands waiting to destroy every one of us
should we offer to escape. What was our chance?
Almost nothing; or if anything, death! Still we
resolved to try.</p>
<p>Then came that night when we were to get on
the cars and start for Charleston. Instantly the
word was passed along for every member of the
secret "Band" to quietly arm himself with a short
club, made from our bunks and sheds, and to keep
it hid under his coat or blanket. Now we were
counted and put into a train of box cattle cars.
Twenty-five prisoners were in a car, and in the side
door of each car stood a guard with his loaded musket.
We who were not leaders of the "Band" wondered
what desperate thing we were about to try.
I do not know where the tools came from, but when
the train was well in motion, and the noise deadened
our movements, a big hole, large enough to permit
a man to creep through, was knocked in the end of
each car. The darkness, the crowd in the cars and
the noise prevented the guards knowing what was
going on. This was the first "<i>vestibule</i>" railroad
train ever made.</p>
<p>Shortly now one of our leaders came creeping<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</SPAN></span>
along from car to car, and in a low voice he told us
what was about to happen. The train on its way to
Charleston would halt close to the sea at a little town
called Pocotaligo. We knew that some ships of the
Union navy lay out in the water there, scarce a
dozen miles away. The design was to seize on our
guards as we reached the village, disarm them, kill
them, if necessary, ditch the train, destroy the road
and the telegraph, and then escape to the ships. I
think not a soul of us doubted the likelihood of our
success. We would be free men on the morrow if all
went well. It would be two or three o'clock in the
night when the train would pass the point of action.
Every one of us had his club and his pocket knife
in his hand ready to strike. At the proper moment
Colonel ——, our leader, with three comrades, was
to spring through the end of the front car where he
was, onto the tender, seize the engineer and fireman
and wave a lantern violently as a signal for us to
suddenly lay hold of every Rebel soldier on the
train. Ten miles out from Pocotaligo our hearts
beat in terrible excitement. No one spoke; we only
waited. It was silence, all save the rumbling of the
car wheels. So far our guards seemed in perfect
ignorance of the approaching danger. Five miles
out, so sure were we of success, a few began to act
without waiting for the signal. In one or two of the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</SPAN></span>
cars the guards had been suddenly seized and their
muskets were in our hands. In the car where I was,
one of the astonished guards, finding himself without
a gun, coolly said: "And what are you 'uns going
to do with we 'uns?" It was a tremendous moment,
as the train sped along in the dark. Three miles
to Pocotaligo; two miles; one mile. With quick
beating heart I leaned from our car door, straining
my eyes for the lantern signal. Then the whistle
blew loudly, but the train only hastened its speed,
and in two minutes, instead of stopping, we shot
past the station at lightning speed.</p>
<p>What had happened? Were we discovered? Not
a signal had been given to us. In the morning we
were all hurried inside the jail yard of Charleston.
Now we knew it all. At the crucial moment our
leader <i>had lost his nerve</i> and <i>become a coward</i>; or
had he betrayed us? He had not waved the lantern,
though he had captured it, and held it in his hand.
We were now much alarmed as to what would be
done with us for seizing the guards. We might lose
our lives. Colonel ——, the false leader, was taken
to another prison to save him from being torn to
pieces by his own comrades.</p>
<p>The newspapers of Charleston that morning contained
flaming articles, describing how a terrible
catastrophe had been averted by the cowardice or<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</SPAN></span>
treason of one man. Where they got the details of
the proposed capture of the train, no one will ever
know. Was the leader simply a coward, or was he
paid for betraying us?</p>
<p>After a while we were transferred to what was
called the "Roper Hospital." It was close to the
jail, and the danger of being killed by the shells
from our own fleet was still very great, though, in
fact, few of us were hurt. The yellow fever was
to be a greater scourge than Yankee cannon.</p>
<p>Our fleet officers had learned the locality where the
prisoners were guarded, and fired their shells mostly
in other directions. It was a grand spectacle at
night—the soaring through the heavens of so many
blazing bombshells and their bursting in the city.
Parts of Charleston that we could see were perfect
pictures of desolation; whole quarters stood in black
ruins and uninhabited. The weather was exceedingly
hot, and the yellow fever broke out and raged
fearfully among both prisoners and guards. It
seemed as if we should all die there. At last they
transported us away to a little open field in the
woods, close to the town of Columbia, the capital of
South Carolina.</p>
<p>The surgeon of the prison camp at Charleston was
Dr. Todd, a brother of President Lincoln's wife. A
more rabid Secessionist was nowhere to be found.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</SPAN></span>
It was a curious situation, that the brother-in-law of
the great President should be so attached to the
country's opponents.</p>
<p>On our way to the prison at Columbia Major
Marshall of my regiment and two captains escaped
from the train and reached the North by tramping
at night through the mountains of North Carolina
and Tennessee. They had horrible experiences for
many weeks.</p>
<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</SPAN></span></p>
<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></SPAN>CHAPTER XIII</h2>
<blockquote class="small pb"><p class="hang2">Living in a grave—An adventure in the woods of South
Carolina—Life in the asylum yard at the capital of
South Carolina—The song of "Sherman's March to the
Sea"—How it came to be written—Final escape—The
burning up of South Carolina's capital.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Now we were near the capital of South Carolina.
It is our third prison. We were placed in a cleared
field among the pine woods, a few miles from the
town. Here we spent a part of a terrible winter exposed
to the storm and rain. We had no shelter
save such as we made at last of sticks and logs that
we were allowed to carry in from the neighboring
wood. Our food was wretched, we had almost no
clothing, and the weather was very bad nearly all
the time. We were surrounded by a line of guards.
A battery constantly in readiness to fire on us
should an alarm be given stood near by. Our food
was still the half-cooked corn and cobs together, with
quantities of a poor and sickly sorghum molasses.
We heard that the Rebel army was living little better
than we were. In ridicule of the rations the
prisoners dubbed this prison pen "Camp Sorghum."<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</SPAN></span>
Every man among us was sick with diarrhœa. The
little grave-yard for the prisoners near by grew
rapidly. The details of our life in this miserable
camp I shall not relate. They were simply too horrible.
As for myself,—my only shelter was a hole
in the ground, four feet deep, four feet wide and
eight feet long. It was covered with boughs and
earth. Lieutenant Morris and myself occupied this
living grave for months. We had a tiny fire-place
of clay built in the end of it, where we burned roots,
and the long rainy nights we two sat there alone,
reading an old newspaper by our root-light or talking
of our far-away homes. One very stormy night
our water-soaked roof fell in on us, and then we were
compelled to walk about in the rain. I wonder now
that any soul survived the miseries of that camp.
Valley Forge was paradise compared to it. But all
this misery was a part of war.</p>
<p>Naturally, numbers ran the guard lines at this
woeful prison pen and escaped into the woods. Firing
by the sentinels on these escaping prisoners was
a common occurrence on dark nights. Here and
there an officer was killed, and sometimes under circumstances
that marked the sentinel a common murderer.
A battery of loaded cannons stood outside the
guard line, with orders to open on the prisoners
should five musket shots be heard. With the con<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</SPAN></span>stant
escaping of prisoners at night these five fatal
shots could occur at any hour.</p>
<p>For my own part, I resolved to again attempt escape,
but my efforts failed again, and twice in succession.
I recall with a shudder how one night late
in November my friend, Lieutenant Ecking of New
York, was foully murdered. He had bribed a guard
to let two or three of us run across the line that night
at midnight. The bribe was to consist of a silver
watch. Some of these men were easily bribed. They
were not regular Confederate soldiers, but usually
cowardly home guards, who regarded the murdering
of a helpless prisoner a heroic act.</p>
<p>When midnight came three of us were secreted
close to the dead line. As soon as the bribed sentinel
came to his post and commenced walking up and
down his beat Lieutenant Ecking rose and approached
him. The night was clear moonlight.
The moment Ecking had crossed the dead line, and
was holding the watch up to the guard, the coward
shot him dead. For this outrage the home guard
received a furlough.</p>
<p>About this time, too, Lieutenant Turbayne was
murdered by a guard for mistaking the ringing of a
bell. Some of us had been permitted to go out on
parole and carry in wood at stated times. Without
notice, this privilege was suspended, but the bellman,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</SPAN></span>
by mistake, rang as usual. Turbayne started for the
dead line. "Go back, halt!" shouted a sentinel.
Turbayne turned to obey, but was instantly shot in
the back and dropped dead. There was a furious
commotion among the prisoners. The guards, too,
collected about the spot. The Rebel officer in charge
left his lunch and walked over also. He held in his
hand a great piece of pumpkin pie, and continued
eating from it as he stood there by the corpse of the
man they had murdered. There was almost a mutiny
in the prison camp, and one proper leader at that
moment would have put an end to the whole Rebel
outfit. In the end it would have been death to the
whole of us.</p>
<p>Previous to this threatened outbreak I had again
tried my own chance at escaping. It was now November
4, 1864, a cold blustering day, and the prisoners
in their rags and almost barefooted stood and
shivered in the naked field. At four o'clock a dozen
were paroled and allowed to go out to the woods and
carry in some fuel.</p>
<p>Lieutenant Fritchie and myself managed to mix
ourselves among this little paroled company, and
forgot to return to the enclosure. We helped a little
in the fuel getting, and then suddenly disappeared in
the pine forests. For some days we crept about in
the great pine woods, scarcely knowing our direc<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</SPAN></span>tion
or where we were going. Our leaving had been
so sudden that we were planless. Here and there
we stumbled onto a darkey, who never hesitated to
bring us corn hoe cake or whatever eatables he might
happen to have in his cabin. The slaves universally
were the prisoners' friends, and they knew a hundred
times more about the war and its object than
their plantation masters ever supposed. Many an escaping
prisoner was fed by them and, with the north
star as a guide, conducted to safety. Many an army
movement was made possible by loyal negroes.
Barring an occasional Union white man, they were
the only friends the soldiers had in the South.</p>
<p>Lieutenant Fritchie and I had some queer adventures
while we wandered about the woods of South
Carolina during this little leave of absence from the
Confederates. We did not see a single white man,
save one, and he tried to shoot us. One night we
lodged in an open-topped corn-crib, not knowing in
the darkness that we were quite close to an inhabited
farmhouse. When daylight came we peeped
over the corn-crib and were much astonished to see
a woman at her wash-tub on the back porch of a
cabin close by. She must have seen our heads, for
that very moment she stopped her washing and entered
the cabin. Shortly she appeared again, followed
by a man, who took one long steady look at the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</SPAN></span>
corn-crib; then he entered the cabin, and we knew
it was to get his gun. Very quick resolution and action
on our part became advisable. A little plowed
field only separated our corn-crib, at the back, from
a thick piece of woods. In a moment the man was
out again on the porch, bearing a musket.</p>
<p>"Drop to the ground behind the crib and run to
the woods," said Fritchie. "I'll keep watch on the
man. I'll drop down too. When you are across
wave your hand if he is not coming, and then I'll
run." In a moment's time I was running across the
plowed field, keeping the crib between me and the
porch of the cabin. The man with the musket never
saw me. I waved to Fritchie; he, too, started on the
run, and to this hour I laugh to myself when I picture
to my mind Fritchie, a short, stumpy fellow, tumbling
absolutely heels over head in his haste to cover
that bit of plowed ground.</p>
<p>Very shortly we heard bloodhounds bellowing.
We knew too well what that meant. Numbers of escaping
prisoners had been torn to pieces by them.
That was the common way of catching runaway
slaves and prisoners of war down South. They hunt
"niggers" that way to-day down there.</p>
<p>By hard running, turns and counter-turns, and
frequent crossing and recrossing little streams, we
threw the dogs off our track, and slept until night<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</SPAN></span>
in the thicket. The wind blew hard and cold that
night, and as we stood secreted under a thorn-tree
by the roadside two men passed, so close we could
have touched them. Something told us they, too,
were escaping prisoners. We tried to attract their
attention enough to be sure. One of us spoke,
scarcely more than whisper. Instantly and in alarm
the two men bounded away like scared wolves. Days
afterward we found out that they had been not only
fleeing prisoners, but were, indeed, two of our personal
friends.</p>
<p>The next night was fair, and a full round moon
lighted up the sandy desert with its oasis of tall, immense
pine trees. The white winding road of sand
that seemed to have been abandoned for a hundred
years was almost trackless. Here and there, too,
we saw an abandoned turpentine camp, the spiles
still in the trees and the troughs lying rotting at
their feet.</p>
<p>There was nothing but silence there, and loneliness,
and moonlight. Here in the quiet night, if
anywhere in the world, two poor escaping prisoners
of war would be in no danger of a foe.</p>
<p>For hours we trudged along, going where we
knew not, when suddenly to our amazement two
mounted cavalrymen stood right in our way and
called to us to surrender. There was nothing to do<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</SPAN></span>
but to obey. Our capture had been an accident.
These two officers, a captain and a lieutenant, had
been riding the country trying to catch some deserters
from their army and had blundered on to us.
They started with us to Lexington jail, some miles
away. The captain rode a dozen yards or so ahead,
with a revolver in his hand. I trudged along in the
sand at his side, faithfully hanging on to his stirrup
strap. The lieutenant and Fritchie followed us in a
like manner in the moonlight. It seems to have been
a romantic occasion, when I think of it now; we two
Federals and these two Confederates, there alone
in the moonlight, and the big pine trees and the
white sands about. I could not help reflecting,
though, how many a captured prisoner had never
been accounted for. Possibly we should never see
Lexington jail. It would be an easy thing for these
men to leave our bodies there in the sand somewhere.
There were few words at first as we plodded
our slow way in the moonlight. At last my captain
and I entered into lively conversation about the
South in general, and then both of us hoped the
war would soon come to an end. To my surprise
the young captain confided to me that he was, at
heart, a Union man. "And why in the Confederate
army?" I asked, in astonishment. "Because," said
the captain, "everybody in my village in South<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</SPAN></span>
Carolina is. I would have been hooted to death had
I remained at home. My father is a rich man; he
is opposed to the war, but he, too, is in the service
at Richmond."</p>
<p>"Under the circumstances," I said, "I being
Union, and you being Union, why not look the other
way a moment and let me try the time required to
reach yonder clump of trees." "No, not a thought
of it," he answered almost hotly. "You are my
prisoner, I will do my duty." The subject was
dropped, and in half an hour Fritchie and I were
inside a stone cell in Lexington jail. "You can lie
down on the stone floor and sleep if you want to,"
the jailer said, crustily. The two young officers said
a cheery good-by and went away.</p>
<p>Before daybreak the door of our cell opened again
and the gruff jailer called, "Which of you is Adjutant
Byers." Then he pushed a basket and blanket
in to me, and a little note. The basket was full of
good warm food and the little note, in a woman's
hand, said: "With the compliments of the captain's
wife."</p>
<p>I think tears came to the eyes of both of us
there in that cell that night. It was among the few
kindnesses I ever experienced in the Confederacy.
Of course it was a woman's act. The captain had
gone to his home near by and told his wife about<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</SPAN></span>
his prisoners, and here was the remembrance. The
world is not so bad after all, we said to each other,
Fritchie and I.</p>
<p>The next day the jailer paraded us out in the
corridor, and I think all the people in the county
came to see us, to remark on us, and touch us with
their hands. Most of these men, women, and children
had absolutely never seen a Northern man before,
and a Yankee soldier was a greater curiosity
than a whole menagerie of polar bears. I saw the
ignorance of the "poor white trash" of the South
that day. Not one in twenty of them knew what the
war was about. The negroes had a more intelligent
notion of affairs than did the people of the Carolinas.</p>
<p>In a few days Fritchie and I were conducted back
to our prison pen near Columbia, South Carolina.</p>
<p>Shortly they moved us once more. This time to
the high-walled yard of the lunatic asylum, inside
the city. As they marched us through the streets
we could see how beautiful the little capital of
South Carolina was. It had handsome shops and
residences, and beautiful shade trees everywhere
gave it a most attractive appearance. It was almost
the best known city of the South and here the fatal
heresy of secession had been born. As we went along
the streets a mob of people gathered around us, hoot<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</SPAN></span>ing
and hissing their hatred at us, just as they had
done that first time we were taken through the town.
A few wanted the guards to give them a chance to
hang us. It was a sorry sight—this band of ragged,
helpless, hungry loyalists being led like slaves and
animals through the hooting, threatening crowd.
That mob, thirsting for our blood, did not dream
what was about to happen.</p>
<p>Here now in Columbia we were walled in just
as we had been at Macon, and our lives continued
in much the same hardship as before. Only here I
do not recall that any prisoner was murdered. It is
right to say, too, that the outrages so often committed
on prisoners here and elsewhere in the South
were not by the regular Confederate soldiers, but
by home guards usually set over us. It seems now,
when I recall it, that life was not quite so bad here.
We soon had some boards given us; so we built
sheds to live in. As for myself, I, with three or four
comrades, lived in a little wedge tent. It was very
cold and midwinter now. I scarcely slept at night,
but walked about to keep warm. It was on one of
these midnight tramps that it occurred to me to
write the song, "Sherman's March to the Sea." I
recur to it here because it gave its name to the great
campaign it celebrates.</p>
<p>The story of how it came to be written cannot<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</SPAN></span>
perhaps be wholly without interest. During the days
that Sherman's army was tramping from Atlanta toward
Savannah we prisoners were not permitted to
have any news from the outside of any kind whatever.
There was a fear that if we knew what was
going on a mutiny might follow. We were constantly
being told by our guards that Sherman's invading
army was being headed off or destroyed. In the beginning
we feared these stories to be true, but the
uneasy actions and sullen looks of our captors soon
began to belie their statements. As said, three or
four of us prisoners occupied a little wedge tent.
A negro had recently been allowed to come into the
prison pen mornings to sell bread to those who had
any money with which to buy. Our little mess got
a small loaf now every morning; not more for the
bread, though we needed that badly enough, than for
a certain little roll of paper carefully hidden away
in the middle of the loaf. It was a Columbia morning
newspaper printed on soft thin paper and of extremely
small size. Our loyal negro had easily
enough been persuaded to hide a copy of this paper
in the bread for us as often as he could have the
chance unobserved. A knowing wink from him told
us when to eat our loaf of bread inside the tent and
with one of us watching at the door while another
read in a low voice the news from the invading<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</SPAN></span>
army. The paper rolled up was not larger than a
walnut.</p>
<p>It was full of misrepresentations and reports of
disasters to Sherman, to mislead the Georgians and
lessen their alarm. Yet between the lines we easily
enough read that Sherman was surely marching on,
and victorious. His columns were coming nearer to
us; and how we longed night and day that he might
capture the prison! At last we saw that there was
no hope. He was passing us,—though, but many
miles away.</p>
<p>Then one morning, when we unrolled the little
paper in the bread and read it, we knew that <i>he had
reached the sea</i>. Savannah had fallen. The consternation
of the Southerners was tremendous. But,
next, they pretended that they could box Sherman up
in Savannah and capture his whole army.</p>
<p>One December night when I was tramping up and
down the prison pen in the dark, trying to keep
warm, I reflected on the tremendous importance of
what Sherman had done. And I wondered what so
curious a campaign would be called. It was not a
series of battles—it was a great <i>march</i>. And then
the title, and almost the words, of the song came to
me.</p>
<p>The next morning when my tent comrades were
out of doors shivering over a little fire I remained<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</SPAN></span>
in our little heap of straw, and completed the
verses.</p>
<p>I went out to the fire and read them to my comrades.
A Lieutenant Rockwell happened to be present
and asked permission to make a copy of the
verses. He, with many others, slept on the ground
under the hospital building. One had to crawl on
his hands and knees to enter there. There was a
most capable Glee Club among the officers, and they
had by some means secured a flute, violins, and bass
viol for accompaniments. They kept their instruments
under the house, too, where they slept.</p>
<p>Every afternoon this Glee Club was permitted to
sing and play on the little elevated porch of the
hospital. The only condition was that Southern
songs should be sung, not less than Northern songs.
There was no trouble about that. The songs of our
captors were better than no songs. Besides, these
singers made music. All the crowd of prisoners,
eight hundred now, often stood in front of the little
porch to enjoy the singing. Almost hundreds of the
Rebels, too, together with many ladies of Columbia,
climbed up onto the walls, where the guards stood,
and applauded the singers as much as any.</p>
<p>One drizzly afternoon I was standing by a little
persimmon tree in the midst of the crowd listening
to the songs, when Major Isett, leader of the Glee<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</SPAN></span>
Club, said: "Now we will have a song about Sherman."
To my astonishment, it was my "Sherman's
March to the Sea."</p>
<p>It was received in a tremendous fashion. Everybody
cheered and hurrahed. The news of Sherman's
victories was fresh upon them. In five minutes' time
the good fortune of my song was settled. The name
of the author was loudly called for; someone saw
me by the little tree, and I was quickly hauled to the
front and up onto the platform. In a few moments
an unknown officer among the many prisoners became
a sort of prison hero.</p>
<p>Everybody wanted the song, everybody sang it;
and clever penmen made a good thing making copies
at twenty dollars apiece, Confederate money. As a
little compliment to me the captain of the prison
allowed me to sleep on the floor of the hospital
room. To me that was important, as shall appear.
Later in this narrative, too, will be seen how an exchanged
prisoner, by the name of Tower, who had
an artificial leg, carried the song in this wooden
limb through the lines to our soldiers in the North,
where it was sung everywhere and with demonstration.
In a week it had given its name to the campaign,
and a million copies of it soon passed into
circulation.</p>
<p>Lieutenant Rockwell, who had asked my leave to<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</SPAN></span>
copy the verses that first morning, was a composer,
and there in the dust under the old hospital he had,
unknown to me, written the first music to which the
song was ever sung. Later, it had many other settings,
but that one, though difficult, remained the
best. The song has often since been sung to the air
of "The Red, White, and Blue." This is the history
of the song, which I print here as a part of this narrative.</p>
<p class="cen small pt">SHERMAN'S MARCH TO THE SEA</p>
<div class="poem small"><div class="stanza">
<span class="i2">Our camp fires shone bright on the mountains<br/></span>
<span class="i3">That frowned on the river below,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">While we stood by our guns in the morning<br/></span>
<span class="i3">And eagerly watched for the foe—<br/></span>
<span class="i2">When a rider came out from the darkness<br/></span>
<span class="i3">That hung over mountain and tree,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">And shouted, "Boys, up and be ready,<br/></span>
<span class="i3">For Sherman will march to the sea."<br/></span></div>
<div class="stanza">
<span class="i2">Then cheer upon cheer for bold Sherman<br/></span>
<span class="i3">Went up from each valley and glen,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">And the bugles re-echoed the music<br/></span>
<span class="i3">That came from the lips of the men.<br/></span>
<span class="i2">For we knew that the stars in our banner<br/></span>
<span class="i3">More bright in their splendor would be,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">And that blessings from Northland would greet us<br/></span>
<span class="i3">When Sherman marched down to the sea.<br/></span><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</SPAN></span></div>
<div class="stanza">
<span class="i2">Then forward, boys, forward to battle,<br/></span>
<span class="i3">We marched on our wearisome way,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">And we stormed the wild hills of Resaca,—<br/></span>
<span class="i3">God bless those who fell on that day—<br/></span>
<span class="i2">Then Kenesaw, dark in its glory,<br/></span>
<span class="i3">Frowned down on the flag of the free,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">But the East and the West bore our standards,<br/></span>
<span class="i3">And Sherman marched on to the sea.<br/></span></div>
<div class="stanza">
<span class="i2">Still onward we pressed, till our banners<br/></span>
<span class="i3">Swept out from Atlanta's grim walls,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">And the blood of the patriot dampened<br/></span>
<span class="i3">The soil where the traitor flag falls;<br/></span>
<span class="i2">But we paused not to weep for the fallen,<br/></span>
<span class="i3">Who slept by each river and tree;<br/></span>
<span class="i2">Yet we twined them a wreath of the laurel<br/></span>
<span class="i3">As Sherman marched down to the sea.<br/></span></div>
<div class="stanza">
<span class="i2">O, proud was our army that morning<br/></span>
<span class="i3">That stood where the pine darkly towers,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">When Sherman said: "Boys, you are weary,<br/></span>
<span class="i3">This day fair Savannah is ours."<br/></span>
<span class="i2">Then sang we a song for our chieftain<br/></span>
<span class="i3">That echoed over river and lea,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">And the stars in our banner shown brighter<br/></span>
<span class="i3">When Sherman marched down to the sea.<br/></span></div>
</div>
<blockquote class="small"><p>[<span class="smcap">Sherman's March to the Sea.</span>—From <i>Eggleston's
Famous War Ballads</i>.—General Sherman, in a recent conversation
with the editor of this collection, declared that it
was this poem with its phrase, "march to the sea," that<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</SPAN></span>
threw a glamour of romance over the campaign which it
celebrates. Said General Sherman: "The thing was nothing
more or less than a change of base; an operation perfectly
familiar to every military man, but a poet got hold
of it, gave it the captivating label, 'The March to the Sea,'
and the unmilitary public made a romance out of it." It
may be remarked that the General's modesty overlooks the
important fact that the romance lay really in his own deed
of derring-do; the poet merely recorded it, or at most interpreted
it to the popular intelligence. The glory of the great
campaign was Sherman's and his army's; the joy of celebrating
it was the poet's; the admiring memory of it is the
people's.—<span class="smcap">Editor.</span>]</p>
</blockquote>
<p>As stated, I slept nights now on the floor of the
prison hospital. This added comfort, however, did
not tempt me to stay in prison, if I could get away.
Once more we heard that the prisoners were to be
carted away to some safer place, out of the line of
Sherman's army, now turned North and moving
rapidly toward us. A night or two before this move
of prisoners really commenced Lieutenant Devine of
Philadelphia joined me in an effort to get away.
The walls of the least used room of the hospital were
made of joined boards. By the use of an old case
knife, hacked into a saw, or auger, we managed to
cut a hole sufficiently large to permit us to pull ourselves
through and out into an attic above a little
porch. We repaired the boards as best we could and<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</SPAN></span>
crept out into the dark hole. It was the attic of the
same porch on which our Glee Club stood when they
sang my song. It was a little cramped up place we
were in, where we could neither sit erect nor lie at
full length. There were no guards inside the prison
hospital; the night was very dark; the sick prisoners
seemed to be sleeping. A dim lamp hung from
the ceiling. We were not detected. The next night
at midnight, when the prisoners were being marched
away, two of them were missing. What a night and
day and part of another night that was for us,
crooked and cramped as we were, in the top of that
little porch.</p>
<p>At the next midnight, when every soul, prisoners,
guards and all, seemed to be gone far away and dead
silence was upon the place, Devine and I crept down
from our hiding place. The big gate was closed and
locked. By the aid of a scantling I managed to get
up onto the high brick wall. My surprise was immense
to see guards waiting for us outside, and to
know that we were discovered. One of the guards
rushed up to his post at the top of the wall, but he
was too late to shoot; we were already in hiding
among the empty board huts and barracks.<SPAN name="FNanchor_B_2" id="FNanchor_B_2"></SPAN><SPAN href="#Footnote_B_2" class="fnanchor">[B]</SPAN></p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>In a moment the big gate opened and a hundred
men rushed in, looking for the escaping Yankees.
They howled, they cursed at us, they set the barracks
on fire. Then amid the mêlée and excitement
in the dark my comrade and myself pulled our gray
blankets about us, picked up a water bucket each, and
pushed up to the guard at the gate. We were "going
for water," we said. "The lieutenant says the
fire must be put out." Without waiting a reply we
hurried out in the darkness. There were some vain
shots after us.</p>
<p>Shortly we heard the tramp of horses coming toward
us. A friendly culvert in the road into which
we dodged afforded us protection while a whole
company of Johnny Rebs rode over our heads. What
would they have thought, that night, had they known
it as they went skipping along with arms and jingling
sabers, to confront Sherman's advance guards?</p>
<p>We were gone. After a while, in the outskirts of
the city, we saw a light in a cabin and a negro walking
up and down by the window. Every negro we
knew to be a loyal friend. This one we called out
among some rose bushes in the dooryard. Instantly,
and without fear, we told him who we were and that<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</SPAN></span>
we were in his power. There is not a question but
he would have been well rewarded had he betrayed
us to the Confederate soldiers in the city that night.
Few words were spoken. That morning two escaped
prisoners were secreted under some bean stalks in the
garret of the negro's cabin. The negro's sick wife
lay in the single room below. Had we been discovered
now that negro would have been hanged from
his own door lintel. And well he knew it.</p>
<p>Sherman's army was already pounding at the gates
of the town. He was crossing the river and his
shells reached to the capital. This much we knew
from what we could hear in the yard below, for the
negro's cabin stood at the edge of a green lawn
where General Chestnut had his headquarters. We
broke a little hole through the siding of the house,
and now could see what the general and his staff
were doing. We also could hear much that was said.
Once we thought ourselves discovered, for we observed
two or three of the general's negro servants
standing in a group on the grass looking steadily toward
the spot where our little improvised window
was. What on earth were they looking at?</p>
<p>It was not much the old negro could give us to
eat. A little dried beef and some cold corn bread;
that was all, save that once he brought us a gallon
of buttermilk. He had no cow, but he would not<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</SPAN></span>
tell us where this, to us, heavenly nectar had come
from.</p>
<p>There was much hurrying of officers back and
forth at General Chestnut's headquarters, and plainly
we could see there was great excitement. Our own
negro was kept going back and forth into the town
to pick up for us whatever news he could of the
fight going on at the river. After awhile the cannonading
grew louder, and it seemed to us the conflict
must be right at the outskirts of the town. Then
we saw General Chestnut hurriedly ride on to the
headquarter's lawn, and we distinctly heard him say
to an officer, "Sherman has got a bridge down. The
game's up. We must evacuate." In a few minutes
the sound of the guns increased, and then we saw
General Chestnut call his slaves to him to bid them
farewell. It was a touching scene, amid the dramatic
surroundings. He seemed very kind, and some of
them in their ignorance wept. "You will be free,"
he said. "Be good." I thought, he too was affected
as he mounted his horse and, followed by his staff,
rode away. He was hardly out of sight when our
negro protector came running toward the cabin. He
was tremendously excited. A tall, old cylinder hat
he had picked up on the way was on his head, his
eyes bulged out, his hands waved like windmills; he
was celebrating. In a moment the black face and the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</SPAN></span>
cylinder hat shot up the ladder and through the
hatch-way to where we were.</p>
<p>"God Almighty be thanked!" he cried in a loud
voice. "Massa, the Stars and Stripes are waving
above the capital of South Carolina. Praise to the
God Almighty!"</p>
<p>Sure enough, Union troops, had entered, and a
flag from my own State had been run up on the
State House. Instantly we bade him hurry and bring
some Union soldiers to us. In his absence Devine
and I stood shaking each other's hands and thanking
God for our deliverance. No slave who had his
chains knocked off that day by the coming of the
Union army felt more thankful than we, freed from
the wretchedness and horrors of fifteen months of imprisonment.
Now we could see the Confederate
cavalry evacuating the town. Whole companies
passed, each trooper having a sheaf of oats slung to
his saddle bow. Shortly our black friend returned,
and with him two Union soldiers. "It is time to
drink, boys," they cried out, as they fairly forced us
to partake of the whisky in their canteens. When
we all went down into the yard I was sure we would
be recaptured, for the Rebel rear-guard was passing
close to our cabin. The flying troops, however, had
fish of their own to fry, and were in too much haste
to be looking after us. Now, too, we were sur<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</SPAN></span>rounded
by General Chestnut's black servants, who
were hopping about, giving thanks for their freedom.
I asked one of them what it was they had been looking
at so attentively the day before, when I had
seen them gazing right at our hiding-place. "Ha
ha! massa! we just knowed you was up there all the
time. Reckon you didn't like that ar buttermilk
what we'uns sent you." Our negro friend then had
made confidents of them, and we had been fed, without
knowing it, on some of the good things from
General Chestnut's kitchen. Should the general ever
read this little book, I hope he will cease wondering
what became of his buttermilk that day at Columbia.</p>
<p>Now, our two soldiers escorted us to a street where
some of the army had halted and stacked arms. A
Union flag hung over a stack of muskets, and no human
being will ever know with what thankful heart-beatings
and tears we gathered its silken folds into
our arms. Now we knew that we were free. The terrible
days were indeed over, and God's rainbow illumined
our sky.</p>
<p>In half an hour the victorious veterans of Sherman's
army, their great leader riding before, with
bands playing and banners flying, entered the captured
city. My comrade and I stood on a high door-step
and saw them pass. Someone pointed us out to
Sherman, and for a moment the whole moving army<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</SPAN></span>
was halted till he greeted the freed prisoners. We
two comrades lived a month in that short seventeenth
day of February, 1865, in Columbia. I think we
shook hands with a thousand soldiers, even with
many soldiers we had never seen before. It seemed
to us that everybody must be as glad to see us as we
were to see them.</p>
<p>That night Columbia was burned to the ground
amid untold horrors. The conflagration had commenced
from bales of cotton that the enemy had fired
and left in the street to prevent falling into the
Union hands. A big wind rose toward evening and
the burning cotton flakes were flying all over the
city. It was a terrible spectacle that night. My
comrade and I walked about the streets till nearly
morning. Whole squares and streets were crumbling
to ashes and tall buildings tumbled down everywhere.
Here and there, too, there was a terrific explosion.
It was Moscow done over on a smaller scale. A division
of Union troops, under Hazen, was sent into
the town to fight the flames and to arrest every man
discovered firing houses or walking around without
a pass. So it happened that my comrade and myself,
though but innocent spectators, were at midnight arrested
and taken to provost headquarters. We very
soon explained ourselves and were released and sent
to comfortable quarters, where we slept till late the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</SPAN></span>
next day. It was four nights since we had had any
sleep at all.</p>
<p>But the sights of that awful night will never fade
from my memory. Most of the citizens of Columbia
had sons or relations in the Rebel army. Half of
them were dead, the army itself was flying everywhere,
and in the blackness of this terrible night
their fortunes were all lost, their homes were all
burning up. Many wandered about wringing their
hands and crying; some sat stolid and speechless in
the street watching everything that they had go to
destruction. A few wandered around, wholly demented.
Some of the invading soldiers tried earnestly
to extinguish the flames; others broke into houses
and added to the conflagration. Numbers of the
Federal prisoners, who only a few weeks before had
been marched through the streets like felons, had escaped,
and what average human nature led them to
do never will be known. There were fearful things
going on everywhere. It was reported that an explosion
occurred in one house and that twenty-four
soldiers, carousing there, were lost in the ruins.
Most of the people of Columbia would have been willing
to have died that night, then and there. What
had they left to live for? <i>This, too, was war.</i></p>
<p>When the army entered in the afternoon, Lieutenant
Devine and I, as related, stood on the high steps<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</SPAN></span>
of a mansion and watched it pass. Shortly after a
very charming young woman, a Mrs. C——, seeing
us, came down and invited us into her father's house
and gave us food. It was the first real food we had
had for many, many months. The lady's father was
a rich jeweler, and, though a Southerner, was a Union
man. Her own husband, however, was somewhere
in the Southern army. My comrade and I spent an
entertaining hour in the mansion, and then went and
walked about the city.</p>
<p>At six o'clock the awful cry, "The town is burning
up, the town is burning up!" was heard everywhere.
Devine and I at once thought of Mrs. C——
and our friends of the afternoon, and hurried to their
home to offer help. The flames were already across
the street from there. Mrs. C——'s father was
weeping in the drawing-room. Once he took me by
the arm and led me to where we could see his own
business establishment burning to the ground. "There
goes the savings of a life," said he, in bitterness.
"There is what the curse of secession has done for us;
there is what Wade Hampton and the other political
firebrands have done for South Carolina." My comrade
and I at once began carrying some of the more
valuable goods out of the house for them, doing
everything possible to help them save some remnant
from their beautiful and luxurious home. We ran<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</SPAN></span>
up and down the mansion stairs until we were almost
dead with exhaustion. Everything we could save
we piled into a phaeton that stood by the yard. Once
the lady cried that her child was still in the house,
burning up. Her shrieks pierced even the noise of
that fearful night. Her alarm was without cause,
for I soon found the child safe in the arms of a faithful
slave nurse. She had simply carried it out of
danger.</p>
<p>When the walls of the house seemed about to
fall, Devine and I took the loaded buggy, he pulling
in the shafts, I pushing behind, and, followed by the
weeping family on foot, we drew it for a mile or
more to the outer edge of the town. Here we left
them in safety by a little wood, yet not knowing if
we would ever see them again. Many of our soldiers
were burnt up that night.</p>
<p>The next day Sherman's army left the ruins of
the city behind them and marched away. They had,
however, left supplies of rations for their unfortunate
enemies. A train of empty wagons was also
furnished for those fugitives who wished to follow
the army and work their way North. Hundreds,
possibly thousands, left the smoking ruins of their
homes and traveled along with us in every conceivable
conveyance that was heard of. Black and white,
slave and free, rich and poor, joined in the proces<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</SPAN></span>sion
behind the army. Mrs. C—— and her father's
family were among them.</p>
<p>I now tried to find my regiment. It was gone.
Many battles and many marches had so decimated it
that the little fragment left had been disbanded and
transferred into a regiment of cavalry.</p>
<p>Colonel Silsby, of the Tenth Iowa, offered me a
place with his mess. I accepted. The Colonel, as
it happened, had charge of perhaps a hundred prisoners,
captured on the march. Naturally, I was interested
to go among them. I soon saw how much
better they fared than I had done when in Southern
hands. Two or three of them, as it happened, had
been among the guards who had treated us so badly
while we were in the prison known as "Camp Sorghum,"
outside of Columbia. They were perfectly
terrified when they learned that I had been there
under their charge. They seemed to fear instant and
awful retaliation; but I thought of nothing of the
kind. I was too glad just to be free to be thinking
of any vengeance.</p>
<p>A curious incident now happened. This was the
discovery, among these prisoners, of the husband
of the young Mrs. C—— who had given us food in
Columbia and whose belongings I and my comrade
had tried to save. He was overjoyed to learn from
me that his wife and child were at least alive. I in<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</SPAN></span>stantly
went to General Logan, and related to him how
this man's family had been kind to me the day that
I escaped. I had no trouble in securing his release.
It was at Logan's headquarters, too, that I had secured
money and an order for provisions to give to
Edward Edwards, the black man who had been the
means of my final rescue. His sick wife had kept
him behind, else he would have followed the army.
We left him in Columbia. Years later, as a sign
of my gratitude toward this slave, I dedicated a
little volume to him, in which I had described my
prison life.</p>
<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</SPAN></span></p>
<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></SPAN>CHAPTER XIV</h2>
<blockquote class="small pb"><p class="hang2">The army in the Carolinas—General Sherman sends for
me—Gives me a place on his staff—Experiences at
army headquarters—Sherman's life on the march—Music
at headquarters—Logan's violin—The General's
false friend—The army wades, swims, and fights
through the Carolinas—I am sent as a despatch bearer
to General Grant—A strange ride down the Cape Fear
River in the night—General Terry—Learn that my
song "The March to the Sea" is sung through the
North, and has given the campaign its name—I bring
the first news of Sherman's successes to the North—An
interview with General Grant.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>It was on this march in the Carolinas that General
Sherman sent for me to come to army headquarters.
We were two days away from Columbia. I was
ashamed to go in my prison rags, so I waited. The
next day the request was repeated, and Major Nichols
of the staff came and said, "But you must go, it is
an order." And I went. The General was sitting
by a little rail fire in front of his tent, reading a
newspaper, when we approached his bivouac in the
woods. I was introduced. He at once told me how
pleased he had been with my song, that I had written
in prison about his army. Devine had given him a<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</SPAN></span>
copy at that time when he halted his column to
greet us by the door-step at Columbia. "Our boys
shall all sing this song," he said; "and as for you,
I shall give you a position on my staff. Tomorrow
you will be furnished a horse and all that you need;
and you must mess with me."</p>
<p>It would be very hard to express my feelings at
this sudden transition from a prisoner in rags to a
post at the headquarters of the great commander. I
was almost overcome, but General Sherman's extreme
kindness of manner and speech at last put me partly
at my ease. Shortly a big colored man, in a green
coat, announced dinner. "Come," said the General,
pushing me ahead of him into a tent, where a number
of handsomely uniformed staff officers stood
around a table waiting his approach. I was still in
my rags. I could not help noticing the curious
glances of the fine gentlemen, who doubtless were
wondering what General Sherman had picked up
now.</p>
<p>My embarrassment was extreme. The commander
however soon told them who I was, gave me the seat
at his right hand, and almost his entire conversation
at the table was directed to me. The officers of the
staff quickly took the General's cue, and I was soon
an object of interest, even to them.</p>
<p>He directed a hundred questions to me as to the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</SPAN></span>
general treatment of war prisoners in the South, and
he, as well as the staff, interested themselves in all
the details of my escape. Telling the story very
soon relieved me of my embarrassment as to my
clothes. The horrible tales of Southern prison pens,
however, was nothing new to General Sherman, for
he related to me some of the awful things he had
heard of Andersonville while his army was at Atlanta.</p>
<p>"At one time," said he, "I had great hopes of
rescuing all of them at one quick blow. I gave
General Stoneman a large body of cavalry, with directions
to raid down about Macon. This raid was
to go farther, and, by a quick, secret dash capture
Andersonville and release every prisoner there. It
was a chance to do the noblest deed of the war, but
it all failed miserably. Stoneman had not fully
obeyed orders, and, instead of releasing a whole army
of suffering captives, he got captured himself, and,
with him, a lot of my best cavalry."</p>
<p>It happened that I saw General Stoneman the
very day he was brought to the prison. My narrative
of how by desperately bold and violent cursing he
denounced and defied his captors, and everything in
Rebeldom, greatly amused Sherman and all at the
table.</p>
<p>Stoneman's awful language and flashing eyes<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</SPAN></span>
did indeed fairly intimidate the officer in charge.
Evidently he thought he had captured a tiger. It was
a wonder Stoneman was not killed.</p>
<p>The conversation about the prisoners continued.
Twenty-five thousand of them were starving and dying
in Andersonville. "It is one of the awful fates of
war," said the General. "It can't be helped; they
would have been better off had all been killed on
the battlefield; and one almost wishes they had
been." After a pause, he continued. "At times, I
am almost satisfied it would be just as well to <i>kill
all prisoners</i>." The remark, to me, a prisoner just
escaped, seemed shocking. I am sure he noticed it,
for he soon added: "They would be spared these
atrocities. Besides, <i>the more awful you can make
war the sooner it will be over</i>."</p>
<p>It would, after all, be a mercy.</p>
<p>"<i>War is hell, at the best</i>," he went on, half in
anger, and using an expression common to him.</p>
<p>For the moment I thought him heartless, but
other remarks made to me, and to the staff, soon told
us that whatever the cruelties imposed on him as a
commander, they were executed with heart-pain and
only as plain duty for the salvation of his own
army. He even talked of how glad he would be to
be out of the whole bloody business, once the Union<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</SPAN></span>
were restored. But if the rebellion continued all his
life, he would stay and fight it out.</p>
<p>When the dinner was over each looked about him
to find some garment to give me. This one had an
extra coat, that one a pair of trousers, and another
one a hat. In short I was quickly attired in a rather
respectable uniform.</p>
<p>This matter was just about ended when a beautiful
woman was conducted to Sherman, to ask protection
for her home, that was in his line of march. She
was "true blue Union," despite her surroundings.
In a moment the whole atmosphere about the tent
was changed. The red-handed warrior, who a moment
before was ready to kill even prisoners, suddenly
became the most amiable, the most gallant and
knightly looking man I ever saw. Beauty, that can
draw a soldier with a single hair, had ensnared the
great commander. He had become a gentle knight.
The whole army if need be, would stand stock still
to do her one little favor. I now recall how long
after the war I noticed a hundred times this perfectly
knightly gallantry of Sherman toward all
women.</p>
<p>This one particular woman seemed a hundred
times more beautiful, more fascinating, there in the
green wood alone, with an army of a hundred thou<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</SPAN></span>sand
strangers about her, when, pointing her hand
toward a great banner that swung in the wind between
two tall pines, she smiled and cried: "General
Sherman, <span class="smcap">THAT IS MY FLAG TOO</span>." There was a
clapping of hands from all of us, and any one of
us would have been glad to be sent as the protector
of her home.</p>
<p>The great army was now marching, or rather
swimming and wading, in the direction of Fayetteville,
N. C. There were heavy rains and the country,
naturally swampy, was flooded everywhere. I
soon learned from the staff where the army had already
been. After the end of the march to the sea
and the capture of Savannah, Sherman had started
in with sixty thousand men, to treat South Carolina
in the manner he had treated Georgia—march
through it and desolate it. His proposed march
northward from Savannah was regarded by the
Southern generals as an impossibility. The obstacles
were so great as to make it a hundred times
as difficult as his march from Atlanta to the sea.
But he led a great army of picked veterans, accustomed
to everything, whose flags had almost never
known defeat. Their confidence in their general and
in themselves was simply absolute. So far, in their
march from Savannah they had hesitated at nothing.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>It was midwinter, and yet that army had often
waded in swamps with the cold water waist deep,
carrying their clothes and their muskets on their
heads. Half the roads they followed had to be corduroyed,
or their horses would all have been lost in
the bottomless mire and swamps. Often their artillery
was for miles pulled along by the men themselves,
and that in the face of the enemy, hidden behind
every stream, and ready to ambush them at every
roadside. Over all these infamous wagon roads,
across all these bridgeless rivers and endless swamps,
our army now dragged with it a train of sixty-nine
cannon, twenty-five hundred six-mule wagons, and six
hundred ambulances. The tremendous obstacles they
encountered before reaching Columbia they were
again to encounter beyond. Not a bridge was left
on any creek or river in the Carolinas. Roads were
built of poles and logs through swamps ten miles
wide. Sherman's army had few rations and no
tents. The foragers brought in all the food they
could pick up near the line of march. The little
rubber blankets the soldiers carried were their sole
protection from storm. They were almost shoeless.
There were not a dozen full tents in the army.
Officers used tent flies sometimes, but oftener simply
rolled themselves up in their blankets, as their men
did. At army headquarters we had but one large<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</SPAN></span>
tent, used generally for dining under; so we usually
slept in deserted cabins at the roadside.</p>
<p>I recall one fearfully stormy night when the
General and his staff had all crept into a little
church we found in the woods. The General would
not accept the bit of carpet one of us had improvised
into a bed for him on the pulpit platform. "No,"
he said, "keep that for some of you young fellows
who are not well." He then stretched himself out
on a wooden bench for the night. I think he never
removed his uniform during the campaign. Day
and night he was alert, and seemed never to be
really asleep. We of the staff now had little to do
save carrying orders occasionally to other commanders.</p>
<p>General Sherman did most of his own writing,
and he wrote a rapid, beautiful hand. We had
breakfast by the light of the campfire almost every
morning, and were immediately in the saddle,
floundering along through the mud, always near to,
or quite at, the head of the army. At noon we
always dismounted and ate a simple lunch at the
roadside, sometimes washed down by a little whisky.
Now and then some one of the army, recognizing the
General riding past, would give a cheer that would
be taken up by brigades and divisions a mile away.
There seemed to be something peculiar about this<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</SPAN></span>
Sherman cheer, for soldiers far off would cry out:
"Listen to them cheering Billy Sherman."</p>
<p>On the 3d of March we took Cheraw, and twenty-four
cannon, also nearly four thousand barrels of
gunpowder. That day General Logan, General
Howard, General Kilpatrick, General Hazen, and
many other notables came to headquarters. There
was a jolly time of rejoicing.</p>
<p>Here General Logan, who could play the violin,
entertained them by singing my song of "Sherman's
March to the Sea," accompanying his voice with the
instrument. A dozen famous generals joined in the
chorus. After the singing, Logan insisted that I
should also recite the poem. I did so, meeting with
great applause from the very men who had been the
leaders in the great "March." Alas! save one or
two, they are now all dead.</p>
<p>Among the captures that day had been eight
wagonloads of fine, old wine. It was now distributed
among the different headquarters of the
Union army, and as a result some of the said headquarters
were pretty nearly drunk. One of our
staff, at dinner the next day, attempted to explain
his condition of the day before. "Never mind explaining,"
said General Sherman crustily, and without
looking up, "but only see that the like of that
does not happen again; that is all." That staff<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</SPAN></span>
officer was a very sober man the rest of the campaign.</p>
<p>While we were lying there in Cheraw we heard
an awful explosion; the very earth shook. I supposed
it to be an earthquake until a messenger
brought word that a lot of captured gunpowder had
exploded and killed and wounded twenty soldiers.</p>
<p>As we were crossing on our pontoons over the
Pedee River at Cheraw I noticed a singular way of
punishing army thieves. An offender of this kind
stood on the bridge, guarded by two sentinels. He
was inside of a barrel that had the ends knocked out.
On the barrel in big letters were the words: "I am
a thief." The whole army corps passed close by
him. An occasional man indulged in some joke at
his expense, but the body of soldiers affected not to
see him. The day we entered Cheraw General
Sherman and his staff rode through the country alone
for ten miles, going across from one column to another.
It was a hazardous ride, as the whole
country was full of guerrillas. But nothing of note
happened to us.</p>
<p>On the 8th of March the headquarters staff was
bivouacked in the woods near Laurel Hill. The
army was absolutely cut off from everywhere. It
had no base; it was weeks since Sherman had heard
from the North or since the North had heard from<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</SPAN></span>
him. Now he resolved to try to get a courier with
a message through to Wilmington, at the seaside.
An experienced spy by the name of Pike was selected
to float down the Cape Fear River to ask the commander
to try to send a tugboat up, to communicate
with the army. I did not know then that the next
one to run down Cape Fear River would be myself.</p>
<p>In four days we had taken Fayetteville and its
wonderful arsenal, built years before by the
American people, and where now half the war
supplies of the Rebel army were made.</p>
<p>When the General and his staff first rode into
Fayetteville headquarters were established in the
arsenal. The General, wishing to look about the
town for an hour or so, left me in charge. The other
officers rode away with him. Very shortly a well-dressed,
fine-looking old Southerner came to me and
complained that his home was being disturbed by
some of our soldiers. He was, he said, an old West
Point friend of General Sherman's. While waiting
the return of the commander, he regaled me with
incidents of their early days together in the North
and with his intimacies with one who would now
doubtless be overwhelmed with joy at seeing him.
He begged me to observe what would be his reception
when the General should come. Impressed
by his conversation, I at once sent a soldier or two
to guard his home.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>Shortly after General Sherman rode in through
the arsenal portal and dismounted. The Southerner
advanced with open arms, and for a moment there
was a ray of pleasure illuminating Sherman's face.
Then he went and leaned against a column, and,
turning to the Southerner, said, "Yes, we were long
together, weren't we?" "Yes," answered the
Southerner, delighted. "You shared my friendship,
shared my bread, even, didn't you?" continued
Sherman. "Indeed, indeed!" the Southerner replied,
with increasing warmth. The General gave
the Southerner a long, steady, almost pathetic look,
and answered, "You have betrayed it all; me, your
friend, your country that educated you for its defense.
You are here a traitor, and you ask me to
be again your friend, to protect your property, to
send you these brave men, some of whose comrades
were murdered by your neighbors this very morning—fired
on from hidden houses by you and yours as
they entered the town. Turn your back to me forever.
I will not punish you; only go your way.
There is room in the world even for traitors." The
Southerner turned ashy white and walked away
from us in silence. Sherman sat down with the rest
of us to our noonday lunch. We sat about the portal
on stones, or barrels, or whatever happened to
answer for seats. The General could scarcely eat.
Never had I seen him under such emotion; the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</SPAN></span>
corners of his mouth twitched as he continued talking
to us of this false friend. The hand that held
the bread trembled and for a moment tears were in
his eyes. For a little while we all sat in silence,
and we realized as never before what treason to the
republic really meant. The General spoke as if he,
nor we, might ever live through it all.</p>
<p>Very soon General Howard rode in to complain
anew of the outrages committed on our troops by
men firing from windows as they passed along the
streets. Two or three soldiers had been killed.
"Who did this outrage?" cried Sherman, in a loud
and bitter voice, "Texans, I think," answered
General Howard. "Then shoot some Texan prisoners
in retaliation," said Sherman sternly. "We
have no Texans," replied Howard, not inclined,
apparently, to carry out the serious, but just order.
"Then take other prisoners, take any prisoners,"
continued General Sherman. "I will not permit
my soldiers to be murdered." He turned on his
heel and walked away. Howard mounted and rode
into the town. What happened, I do not know.</p>
<p>On Sunday morning General Sherman asked me
to take a walk with him through the immense arsenal
of Fayetteville before he should blow it up. We
were gone an hour, and I was surprised at his great
familiarity with all the machinery and works of the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</SPAN></span>
immense establishment. He talked constantly and
explained many things to me. Never more than at
that time was I impressed with the universal
knowledge, the extraordinary genius, of the man.
There seemed to be nothing there he did not understand.
On our way back to headquarters I heard
him give the order to destroy everything, to burn
the arsenal down, blow it up, to leave absolutely
nothing, and he added the prayer that the American
government might never again give North Carolina
an arsenal and forts to betray. He was very angry
now at those who had used the United States
property in their desire to destroy the government
itself. He had seen nothing in the war that seemed
so treasonable, unless it was the base ingratitude of
those who entered the service of the Rebellion after
having been educated at West Point at the Government's
expense.</p>
<p>Pretty soon he said to me: "If I can get any kind
of a boat up here, I am going to have you try to
reach Wilmington with dispatches." Almost at that
minute a steam whistle sounded in the woods below
us. "There it is," said the General joyfully. "Pike
got through." Very soon someone came running to
say a communication had come from the seashore; a
little tug had run the Rebel gauntlet all the way from
Wilmington.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>We went in to lunch and the General announced
to the staff his intention of sending me down the
river, and off to General Grant with dispatches.
This chance to get word of his movements and his
successes to General Grant and the North was of
vast importance, and it moved him greatly. He left
his lunch half finished and commenced writing
letters and reports to the commander-in-chief. That
evening at twilight General Sherman walked with
me down to the riverside where the little tug lay
waiting. "When you reach the North," he said,
putting his arm around me, "don't tell them we
have been cutting any great swath in the Carolinas;
simply tell them the plain facts; tell them that the
army is not lost, but is well, and still marching."
So careful was I as to his injunctions, that even the
newspapers at Washington never knew how the great
news from Sherman reached the North.</p>
<p>I did not know then, starting down the river with
my message, that it was to be seven years before I
was again to see the face of my beloved commander.</p>
<p>The Cape Fear River was flooded at this time,
a mile wide, in places even more, and though its
banks were lined with guerrillas there could not be
great danger, if we could stay in the middle of the
stream, unless our little boat should get wrecked in
the darkness by floating trees or by running into<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</SPAN></span>
shallow places. The lights were all put out. The
pilot house and the sides of the boat were covered
by bales of cotton, to protect us against the Rebel
bullets. My dispatches to General Grant were carefully
sewed up inside my shirt, and were weighted,
so that I could hastily sink them in the river should
we be captured. A half dozen refugees from
Columbia joined us. Among them was the Mrs.
C——, whose property Devine and I had tried to
save the night of the fire. It was a curious and
dangerous voyage down that roaring, flooded river
for a woman to be undertaking in the darkness, but
this woman had now undertaken many dangers.
Another of my companions on that strange voyage
was Theodore Davis, a corresponding artist of
<i>Harper's Weekly</i>. We kept the boat in the channel
as far as we could guess it, and, for the rest, simply
floated in the darkness. We went through undiscovered;
not a shot fired at us. Before daylight, so
swift had been the current, we were in Wilmington.</p>
<p>General Terry had just taken Wilmington and
was in command of the city. Some of my dispatches
were for him. He was still in bed, in one
of the fine residences of the place, but instantly
arose and urged me to jump into bed and get some
rest while he should arrange to get me immediate
transportation to Grant. I slept till nine, and when<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</SPAN></span>
I came down to the drawing-room, now used as
headquarters, General Terry asked if perhaps it
were I who wrote the song about Sherman's March
from Atlanta seaward. It had been sung at the
theater the night before, he said. I was much
gratified to have him tell me that the whole army
had taken it up. "Tens of thousands of men," he
said, "were singing it." I knew, as already told,
that an exchanged prisoner had brought the song
through the Rebel lines in an artificial leg he
wore, but it was an agreeable surprise to now learn
of its sudden and tremendous success.</p>
<p>General Terry impressed me as the handsomest
soldier I had seen in the army—McPherson, the
commander of my own corp, only excepted. He was,
too, a refined and perfect gentleman. Looking at
him I thought of the cavaliers of romance. Here
was real knighthood, born and bred in the soil of the
republic. The laurels for his heroic capture of Fort
Fisher were fresh on his brow.</p>
<p>Before noon an ocean steamer, the <i>Edward
Everett</i>, was ordered to take me at once to Fortress
Monroe. Two of my army friends went along. The
captain, leaving on so short notice, had provided his
ship with insufficient ballast, and to me, a landsman,
the vessel's lurchings were very astonishing. I had
never seen the ocean before, and it was not long till<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</SPAN></span>
I wished I might never see it again. To add to my
alarm, a fierce tempest sprang up as we passed
around Cape Hatteras, and the danger was no longer
imaginary, but very real. The few passengers on
the boat might as well have been dead, so far as
any self-help was to be thought of in case of disaster.
Even the captain was very seasick, and, altogether,
passengers and crew were badly scared. For
many hours it was nothing but a fierce blow and a
roll about on the mad waters. All things come to
an end; so did this storm, and at last we reached
Fortress Monroe, where I was hurriedly transferred
by some sailors in a yawl over to a boat that had
already started up the James toward Richmond. Our
captain had signaled that he had a dispatch bearer
from the Carolinas. We had not gone far until we
passed the top of a ship's mast sticking a few feet
above the water. It was the mast of the <i>Cumberland</i>,
that had gone down in her fight with the
<i>Merrimac</i> with as brave a crew as ever manned a
war boat.</p>
<p>The steamer I was now on was crowded with
officers in bright uniforms, apparently returning to
their regiments. I wondered if all the Eastern
army had been home on a furlough. I could not
help contrasting to myself this ship full of sleek,
brightly uniformed officers with the rough-clad<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</SPAN></span>
soldiers and officers of the army of Sherman. Sherman's
foragers and veterans of the March to the
Sea might have cut an awkward figure alongside
these gay youths just from Washington.</p>
<p>In the afternoon the ship came to at City Point,
and I climbed up the bank of the river bluff for
perhaps a hundred feet, and was soon directed to
the headquarters of the commander-in-chief of the
United States armies.</p>
<p>When I reached the open door of Grant's famous
little cabin a young officer asked me to come in, and
was introducing me to the chief of staff, Rawlins,
who stood there with some letters in his hands.
That instant General Grant showed his face at the
door in the back of the room. I knew who it was
at once. He stepped forward to where General
Rawlins was speaking with me, listened to the conversation
a moment, and without any formal introduction,
smiled, took me by the hand and led me
into the back room of the cabin shutting the door
behind us. He asked me to sit down, but I first
proceeded to rip the dispatches out of my clothing,
and with intense interest watched his features while
he sat on a camp stool by the window, his legs
crossed, and read Sherman's letter. I could see the
glow of silent satisfaction as he glanced along the
lines that told of his great lieutenant's successes in<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</SPAN></span>
the South. He glanced at another letter I held in
my hand. "It is for the President," I said. "He
will be here yet to-night," he answered. "His boat
must now be coming up the bay."</p>
<p>Then General Grant questioned me as to all I
knew about Sherman's army, the character of the
opposition he had met, the condition of his soldiers,
their clothing, the roads, the weather. He also asked
me how I had reached him with the dispatches,
coming all the way from the interior of North
Carolina. He seemed to have thought for a moment
that I had come across Virginia on foot. He
wanted to know of me again about the terrible treatment
of prisoners in the South. What I told him
only "confirmed," he said, what he had heard from
a hundred sources.</p>
<p>Very shortly he heard the voice of General Ord
in the outer room.</p>
<p>"Come in here, Ord," he said, holding the door
open. "Come in and hear the news from Sherman.
Look at that, listen to this," and again he went
through Sherman's letter, reading parts of it aloud.
"Good! Good!" cried Ord, fairly dancing about the
cabin, his spurs and saber jingling. "I was really
getting afraid." "Not I, not I, not a bit," exclaimed
Grant enthusiastically, as he rose to his
feet. "<i>I knew my man. I knew General Sherman.</i>"<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>I was astonished now at the simple and perfectly
frank manner with which General Grant talked to
me about the situation of the army. I had ventured
to ask if there was any outlook for the immediate
fall of Richmond or a battle.</p>
<p>"Very great," he answered. "I am only afraid
Lee may slip out before we can get a great blow at
him. Any hour this may happen." Just then there
was cannonading. I wondered if a fight were commencing
somewhere in the line already. General
Grant did not change a muscle in his face. "Send
out and see what the firing is," he said to an officer
quietly, and then as quietly continued talking,
asking me to tell him all I knew of a recent escapade
of Kilpatrick and his cavalry. It happened that I
knew all about it. Only a couple of weeks before
Kilpatrick and his headquarters had been surprised
in bed at a bivouac on the flank of Sherman's army,
and were surrounded and some were captured. By
a heroic struggle the cavalry leader had escaped his
captors, had instantly rallied his troops there in the
dark woods and given the bold Rebels a little drubbing.
The next day I had been with Sherman at
headquarters and listened to Kilpatrick's recital of
his adventure. My own narration of the night's
cavalry fight, reciting how the cavalrymen and his
aids dashed about with nothing on but their shirts,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</SPAN></span>
made General Grant smile very audibly. "I had
expected the whole thing to be about as you say,"
he exclaimed, in a grateful way, "but the Richmond
newspapers which fell into my hands made a big
thing of the so-called capture of Sherman's cavalry
leader."</p>
<p>Once, as the General rose and stood directly in
front of us, I was astonished to see how small he
seemed. I had seen Grant before, but on horseback
or in battle, and, somehow, I had always regarded
him as a rather large, solidly built man. To-day in
the little back room of his cabin, talking with him,
I saw how mistaken I had been. General Grant, as
I now saw him, was, in fact, a little man. Several
times he rose and walked about the room. He was
not more than five feet seven or eight inches high,
and he could not have weighed more than one hundred
and forty or fifty pounds. He wore a simple
fatigue uniform, and his coat thrown open gave him
the appearance of being larger chested than he really
was. His brown hair was neither short nor long,
and he wore a full beard, well trimmed. Had I not
known to whom I was talking, or had I not seen
the three stars on his shoulders, I would have supposed
myself in the presence of some simple army
captain. There was nothing whatever about him to
announce the presence of genius or extraordinary<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</SPAN></span>
ability of any kind. He was in no sense a striking-looking
man. His manner and words to me were
kind and earnest. There was an agreeable look
about his mouth and eyes that made him seem very
sincere. Indeed, if any one thing about him impressed
me more than another, it was his apparent
sincerity and earnestness. And he looked to me
like a man of great common sense. Of vanity, pretence,
or power there was not a single sign. He
could not have looked very greatly different when
he was hewing logs for his house at his father-in-law's
farm ten years before, from what he looked
just now, quietly directing a million soldiers in the
greatest war of modern times.</p>
<p>Like General Sherman, he repeatedly expressed
his interest concerning the terrible experiences I had
undergone in Southern prisons.</p>
<p>"I suppose you will want to get home as quickly
as possible, won't you?" he inquired, "or would you
rather remain here awhile and look about the army?"
A steamer was to leave for the North in an hour.
Privately, I was fearing a sudden break-down of my
health, and longed for a home that I had visited
but eight days during four long years of war. Then
I thought of my letter to Mr. Lincoln. The General
seemed to anticipate my thought. "Leave the
President's letter with me," he said, "if you choose,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</SPAN></span>
and I will give it to him, or stay over and give it
to him yourself."</p>
<p>There was no man living I was so anxious to see
as Abraham Lincoln. And this was my opportunity.
But something like a premonition said, "Go home."
When I expressed my feeling General Grant stepped
to the door of the office room and directed General
Rawlins to see that I be provided with leave of absence
and transportation. That little order, signed
by Rawlins, I still possess.</p>
<p>With an earnest handshake and good-by General
Grant thanked me for bringing him the dispatches.
I was not to see him again for many years.<SPAN name="FNanchor_C_3" id="FNanchor_C_3"></SPAN><SPAN href="#Footnote_C_3" class="fnanchor">[C]</SPAN></p>
<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</SPAN></span></p>
<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></SPAN>CHAPTER XV</h2>
<blockquote class="small pb"><p class="hang2">Washington City in the last days of the war—Look, the
President!—<i>The last man of the regiment.</i></p>
</blockquote>
<p>Leaving General Grant's headquarters at City
Point was for me a final good-by to the army. The
little steamer <i>Martin</i> carried me down the James
River, up the Chesapeake Bay, and the Potomac,
toward the North. I recall now the strange sensations
I had in passing Washington's tomb at Mount
Vernon. The green slopes and the oak wood in
front of the old mansion were in full view. I could
even see the front columns of the house, and someone
on the steamer's deck pointed out to me the spot
where stood the simple brick mausoleum where with
folded arms slept the Father of his Country. I
could not help reflecting that at that moment not a
hundred miles away stood nearly all George Washington's
State's descendants, with arms in their hands,
striving to destroy the government that he had
founded.</p>
<p>How I enjoyed that ship ride! Here there was
no sandy prison pen with poor, starving, dying com<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</SPAN></span>rades
lying around; no futile efforts at escape; no
taunts and jeers that the American flag had gone
down in disgrace; now all was free and beautiful, and
<i>mine</i>. The hated rag of the Confederacy that had
floated over my head and threatened me every day
with death for fifteen long months was gone forever.
At the mast of our little vessel waved the
Stars and Stripes, conscious, it seemed to me, of the
free air I was breathing. That was a happy day for
me.</p>
<p>Some time in the following night the wheels of
the boat stopped revolving—there was silence; and
when I woke at daylight there was the land. The
ship was fast in the slip at the wharf, and there, too,
was the capital of the republic. I went ashore by
myself and wandered into the city, my mind
crowded every moment with the thoughts of what
had taken place here in the last four years. Soldiers
I saw everywhere, with arms and without arms.
Negroes, now freedmen, by the ten thousand fairly
darkened the population. With some friends I
found a boarding place on the avenue above the
National Hotel. If I wanted to see great men,
notorious men, men making history, all kinds of
men, I had only to step into the corridors of the
National.</p>
<p>I had little or no ready money, nor could I<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</SPAN></span>
get any until the government settled my accounts.
I waited in Washington for a week. General Sherman
had given me papers that would insure my
promotion in the regular army. I presented them;
they were all-sufficient; I needed only to say the
word. But I was sick and tired of war, and would
not have exchanged a glimpse of my Western home
for the commission of a brigadier.</p>
<p>But while I stayed in Washington what sights I
saw! Our capital is now possibly the finest in the
world. Then it was the most hateful; the most
hateful in every way. Militarism, treason, political
scoundrelism, and every other bad ism reigned in
every hotel, on every street corner, in Congress, out
of Congress—everywhere; reigned right at the
elbows of loyalty and patriotism such as the world
never saw. Society was one grand conglomeration
of everything good and bad.</p>
<p>Washington City itself was a spectacle. It had
no streets, save one or two—simply dirty unpaved
roads. The dirty street cars, pulled by worn-out
horses, were crowded inside and outside by a mass
of struggling politicians, soldiers, gamblers, adventurers,
and women. The city was also full of
hospitals; everywhere there were lazarettos and
graveyards. It looked as if half the Union army
had dragged itself into the capital to die. The<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</SPAN></span>
great Capital building was uncompleted; its dome
stood there covered with scaffoldings and windlasses.
The plaza at the east end of the structure looked like
a vast stone quarry. The Washington Monument
had only gotten itself safe above high-water mark;
and what there was of it was in danger of falling
down. It stood in the middle of the flats, the
mud and the malaria—the graveyard, in short, that
formed the unsavory prospect from the White House
windows.</p>
<p>Aside from the unfinished government buildings
there was not a pretense of architecture in all Washington.
There was nothing beautiful there. The
very atmosphere seemed sickly; fever, malaria, were
everywhere. It was the one city in all creation to
get out of as soon as possible.</p>
<p>Once I tried to get a glimpse of the President.
I failed. The White House gates were held by
sentries. "Why do you want to see that old Ape?"
said a man to me one day. I was shocked, and
would like to have killed him. But he was not alone
in his vileness. Thousands in Washington affected
to despise Lincoln. I wondered then that it was
regarded safe for him to appear in public. One day
a carriage rolled rapidly up the avenue in front of
the National. I heard some men cry, "Look, the
President!" I glanced quickly. A tall, dark man,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</SPAN></span>
wearing a silk hat sat in the carriage; at his side
a lady.</p>
<p>In a moment they were out of sight. There
was not a cheer, not a hat touched, not a hand
waved, and yet <i>that was Abraham Lincoln passing</i>,
soon to be the greatest man in history. A little
wrangle and almost a fist-fight between some bystanders
on the pavement followed; one party denouncing
the President for freeing the "damned
niggers"; another thanking God for the President's
noble deed. Such scenes were going on everywhere
all over the capital, pro and con. Approval and
hatred. The best praised, the worst abused mortal
in America was just entering on his second term at
the White House. I never even had a glimpse of
the kindly face again.</p>
<p>At last my accounts were ready. "But your regiment,"
said the Assistant War Secretary, "does not
exist. What was left of them were all put into a
cavalry troop long ago. <i>You are the last man of the
regiment.</i>" Across the face of my paper he wrote,
"<i>Discharged as a supernumerary officer.</i>" That
paper lies before me while I write. I was paid off
in shining greenbacks for all the time I had been in
prison.</p>
<p>As to the eighty comrades who had been captured
with me that 25th of November in the assault on<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</SPAN></span>
Missionary Ridge, all but sixteen were dead. Nine
of my old Company B of the Fifth Regiment were
taken prisoners, and only one of them had survived
the horrors of Andersonville. Poor Cartwright died
not long after, and I alone of the little band was
left to tell the story.</p>
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<div class="notes small">
<p class="cen">FOOTNOTES:</p>
<div class="footnote"><p class="noin"><SPAN name="Footnote_A_1" id="Footnote_A_1"></SPAN><SPAN href="#FNanchor_A_1"><span class="label">[A]</span></SPAN> Years afterwards I wrote a song to this music myself
("The Song of Iowa"). To this day it is well known, and
has become the official State song.</p>
</div>
<div class="footnote"><p class="noin"><SPAN name="Footnote_B_2" id="Footnote_B_2"></SPAN><SPAN href="#FNanchor_B_2"><span class="label">[B]</span></SPAN> When springing down from the top of that wall I lost
my shoes—I had had them in my hand. I also let fall
from my pocket the pages of this diary. I could not think
of losing them, and at the risk of my life I slipped over
the dead line and from under the guard's very feet, I
snatched them up and ran behind one of the huts.</p>
</div>
<div class="footnote"><p class="noin"><SPAN name="Footnote_C_3" id="Footnote_C_3"></SPAN><SPAN href="#FNanchor_C_3"><span class="label">[C]</span></SPAN> At the town of Lucerne in Switzerland there is in front
of the Schweizerhof a quay lined with castanien trees. It
overlooks the beautiful lake. Long years after the war
General Grant sat there on a bench one quiet summer
night and talked to me of the time I brought the news
to him from Sherman in the Carolinas. In a few weeks
from that night by the lakeside I had the honor of entertaining
my old commander at my own home, in the city of
Zurich, where I was now representing the government as
one of his appointees. The order naming me to go to
Zurich had, on a certain time, been written by his own
hand.</p>
<p class="noin">
This night at Zurich proved to be almost the last time
I was ever to see the great commander. His presence and
words that evening are among the treasured memories of
my life.</p>
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<p class="cen">TRANSCRIBER'S NOTE:</p>
<p class="noin">Obvious typos and printer errors have been corrected without comment.
Other than obvious errors, the author's spelling, grammar, and use of
punctuation are retained as in the original publication. In addition
to obvious errors, the following changes have been made:</p>
<blockquote><p class="noin">Page 50: "dozen" changed to "dozens" in the phrase, "Shortly, dozens
of these small boats...."</p>
<p class="noin">Page 89: "connonballs" changed to "cannonballs" in the phrase,
"... storm of cannonballs...."</p>
<p class="noin">Page 100: opening quote mark added: "My regiment is put...."</p>
<p class="noin">Page 132: "thousand" changed to "thousands" in the phrase, "Hundreds,
thousands possibly, of...."</p>
<p class="noin">Page 187: "gaunlet" changed to "gauntlet" in the phrase, "... had run
the Rebel gauntlet...."</p>
<p class="noin">Page 192: "cammander" changed to "commander"</p>
<p class="noin">Page 198: "straving" changed to "starving" in the phrase, "... poor,
starving...."</p>
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