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<h2> CHAPTER IV. LIGHTS—SOUNDS </h2>
<p>I am by nature a thoroughly practical woman. If I had not been, the many
misfortunes of my life would have made me so. Yet, when the library door
closed behind the mayor and I found myself again alone in a spot where I
had not felt comfortable from the first, I experienced an odd sensation
not unlike fear. It left me almost immediately and my full reasoning
powers reasserted themselves; but the experience had been mine and I could
not smile it away.</p>
<p>The result was a conviction, which even reason could not dispel, that
whatever secret tragedy or wrong had signalized this house, its
perpetration had taken place in this very room. It was a fancy, but it
held, and under its compelling if irrational influence, I made a second
and still more minute survey of the room to which this conviction had
imparted so definite an interest.</p>
<p>I found it just as ordinary and unsuggestive as before; an old-fashioned,
square apartment renovated and redecorated to suit modern tastes. Its
furnishings I have already described; they were such as may be seen in any
comfortable abode. I did not linger over them a moment; besides, they were
the property of the present tenant, and wholly disconnected with the past
I was insensibly considering. Only the four walls and what they held,
doors, windows and mantel-piece, remained to speak of those old days. Of
the doors there were two, one opening into the main hall under the stairs,
the other into a cross corridor separating the library from the
dining-room. It was through the dining-room door Nixon had come when he so
startled me by speaking unexpectedly over my shoulder! The two windows
faced the main door, as did the ancient, heavily carved mantel. I could
easily imagine the old-fashioned shutters hidden behind the modern
curtains, and, being anxious to test the truth of my imaginings, rose and
pulled aside one of these curtains only to see, just as I expected, the
blank surface of a series of unslatted shutters, tightly fitting one to
another with old-time exactitude. A flat hook and staple fastened them.
Gently raising the window, and lifting one, I pulled the shutter open and
looked out. The prospect was just what I had been led to expect from the
location of the room—the long, bare wall of the neighboring house. I
was curious about that house, more curious at this moment than ever
before; for though it stood a good ten feet away from the one I was now
in, great pains had been taken by its occupants to close every opening
which might invite the glances of a prying eye. A door which had once
opened on the alley running between the two houses had been removed and
its place boarded up. So with a window higher up; the half-circle window
near the roof, I could not see from my present point of view.</p>
<p>Drawing back, I reclosed the shutter, lowered the window and started for
my own room. As I passed the first stair-head, I heard a baby’s laugh,
followed by a merry shout, which, ringing through the house, seemed to
dispel all its shadows.</p>
<p>I had touched reality again. Remembering Mayor Packard’s suggestion that I
might through the child find a means of reaching the mother, I paid a
short visit to the nursery where I found a baby whose sweetness must
certainly have won its mother’s deepest love. Letty, the nurse, was of a
useful but commonplace type, a conscientious nurse, that was all.</p>
<p>But I was to have a further taste of the unusual that night and to
experience another thrill before I slept. My room was dark when I entered
it, and, recognizing a condition favorable to the gratification of my
growing curiosity in regard to the neighboring house, I approached the
window and stole a quick look at the gable-end where, earlier in the
evening I had seen peering out at me an old woman’s face. Conceive my
astonishment at finding the spot still lighted and a face looking out, but
not the same face, a countenance as old, one as intent, but of different
conformation and of a much more intellectual type. I considered myself the
victim of an illusion; I tried to persuade myself that it was the same
woman, only in another garb and under a different state of feeling; but
the features were much too dissimilar for such an hypothesis to hold. The
eagerness, the unswerving attitude were the same, but the first woman had
had a weak round face with pinched features, while this one showed a
virile head and long heavy cheeks and chin, which once must have been full
of character, though they now showed only heaviness of heart and the dull
apathy of a fixed idea.</p>
<p>Two women, total strangers to me, united in an unceasing watch upon me in
my room! I own that the sense of mystery which this discovery brought
struck me at the moment as being fully as uncanny and as unsettling to
contemplate as the idea of a spirit haunting walls in which I was destined
for a while to live, breathe and sleep. However, as soon as I had drawn
the shade and lighted the gas, I forgot the whole thing, and not till I
was quite ready for bed, and my light again turned low, did I feel the
least desire to take another peep at that mysterious window. The face was
still there, peering at me through a flood of moonlight. The effect was
ghastly, and for hours I could not sleep, imagining that face still
staring down upon me, illuminated with the unnatural light and worn with a
profitless and unmeaning vigil.</p>
<p>That there was something to fear in this house was evident from the
halting step with which the servants, one and all, passed my door on their
way up to their own beds. I now knew, or thought I knew, what was in their
minds; but the comfort brought by this understanding was scarcely
sufficient to act as antidote to the keen strain to which my faculties had
been brought. Yet nothing happened, and when a clock somewhere in the
house had assured me by its own clear stroke that the dreaded midnight
hour had passed I rose and stole again to the window. This time both
moonlight and face were gone. Contentment came with the discovery. I crept
back to bed with lightened heart and soon was asleep.</p>
<p>Next morning, however, the first face was again at the window, as I at
once saw on raising the blind. I breakfasted alone. Mrs. Packard was not
yet down and the mayor had already left to fulfil an early appointment
down-town. Old Nixon waited on me. As he, like every other member of the
family, with the possible exception of the mayor, was still an unknown
quantity in the problem given me to solve, I allowed a few stray glances
to follow him as he moved decorously about the board anticipating my wants
and showing himself an adept in his appointed task. Once I caught his eye
and I half expected him to speak, but he was too well-trained for that,
and the meal proceeded in the same silence in which it had begun. But this
short interchange of looks had given me an idea. He showed an eager
interest in me quite apart from his duty to me as waiter. He was nearer
sixty, than fifty, but it was not his age which made his hand tremble as
he laid down a plate before me or served me with coffee and bread. Whether
this interest was malevolent or kindly I found it impossible to judge. He
had a stoic’s face with but one eloquent feature—his eyes; and these
he kept studiously lowered after that one quick glance. Would it help
matters for me to address him? Possibly, but I decided not to risk it.
Whatever my immediate loss I must on no account rouse the least distrust
in this evidently watchful household. If knowledge came naturally, well
and good; I must not seem to seek it.</p>
<p>The result proved my discretion. As I was rising from the table Nixon
himself made this remark:</p>
<p>“Mrs. Packard will be glad to see you in her room up-stairs any time after
ten o’clock. Ellen will show you where.” Then, as I was framing a reply,
he added in a less formal tone: “I hope you were not disturbed last night.
I told the girls not to be so noisy.”</p>
<p>Now they had been very quiet, so I perceived that he simply wanted to open
conversation.</p>
<p>“I slept beautifully,” I assured him. “Indeed, I’m not easily kept awake.
I don’t believe I could keep awake if I knew that a ghost would stalk
through my room at midnight.”</p>
<p>His eyes opened, and he did just what I had intended him to do,—met
my glance directly.</p>
<p>“Ghosts!” he repeated, edging uneasily forward, perhaps with the intention
of making audible his whisper: “Do you believe in ghosts?”</p>
<p>I laughed easily and with a ringing merriment, like the light-hearted girl
I should be and am not.</p>
<p>“No,” said I, “why should I? But I should like to. I really should enjoy
the experience of coming face to face with a wholly shadowless being.”</p>
<p>He stared and now his eyes told nothing. Mechanically I moved to go,
mechanically he stepped aside to give me place. But his curiosity or his
interest would not allow him to see me pass out without making another
attempt to understand me. Stammering in his effort to seem indifferent, he
dropped this quiet observation just as I reached the door.</p>
<p>“Some people say, or at least I have heard it whispered in the
neighborhood, that this house is haunted. I’ve never seen anything,
myself.”</p>
<p>I forced myself to give a tragic start [I was half ashamed of my arts],
and, coming back, turned a purposely excited countenance toward him.</p>
<p>“This house!” I cried. “Oh, how lovely! I never thought I should have the
good fortune of passing the night in a house that is really haunted. What
are folks supposed to see? I don’t know much about ghosts out of books.”</p>
<p>This nonplussed him. He was entirely out of his element. He glanced
nervously at the door and tried to seem at his ease; perhaps tried to copy
my own manner as he mumbled these words:</p>
<p>“I’ve not given much attention to the matter, Miss. It’s not long since we
came here and Mrs. Packard don’t approve of our gossiping with the
neighbors. But I think the people have mostly been driven away by strange
noises and by lights which no one could explain, flickering up over the
ceilings from the halls below. I don’t want to scare you, Miss—”</p>
<p>“Oh, you won’t scare me.”</p>
<p>“Mrs. Packard wouldn’t like me to do that. She never listens to a word
from us about these things, and we don’t believe the half of it ourselves;
but the house does have a bad name, and it’s the wonder of everybody that
the mayor will live in it.”</p>
<p>“Sounds?” I repeated. “Lights?”—and laughed again. “I don’t think I
shall bother myself about them!” I went gaily out.</p>
<p>It did seem very puerile to me, save as it might possibly account in some
remote way for Mrs. Packard’s peculiar mental condition.</p>
<p>Up-stairs I found Ellen. She was in a talkative mood, and this time I
humored her till she had told me all she knew about the house and its
ghostly traditions. This all had come from a servant, a nurse who had
lived in the house before. Ellen herself, like the butler, Nixon, had had
no personal experiences to relate, though the amount of extra wages she
received had quite prepared her for them. Her story, or rather the nurse’s
story, was to the following effect.</p>
<p>The house had been built and afterward inhabited for a term of years by
one of the city fathers, a well-known and still widely remembered
merchant. No unusual manifestations had marked it during his occupancy.
Not till it had run to seed and been the home of decaying gentility, and
later of actual poverty, did it acquire a name which made it difficult to
rent, though the neighborhood was a growing one and the house itself
well-enough built to make it a desirable residence. Those who had been
induced to try living within its spacious walls invariably left at the end
of the month. Why, they hesitated to say; yet if pressed would acknowledge
that the rooms were full of terrible sights and sounds which they could
not account for; that a presence other than their own was felt in the
house; and that once [every tenant seemed to be able to cite one instance]
a hand had touched them or a breath had brushed their cheek which had no
visible human source, and could be traced to no mortal presence. Not much
in all this, but it served after a while to keep the house empty, while
its reputation for mystery did not lie idle. Sounds were heard to issue
from it. At times lights were seen glimmering through this or that chink
or rift in the window curtain, but by the time the door was unlocked and
people were able to rush in, the interior was still and dark and seemingly
untouched. Finally the police took a hand in the matter. They were on the
scent just then of a party of counterfeiters and were suspicious of the
sounds and lights in this apparently unoccupied dwelling. But they watched
and waited in vain. One of them got a scare and that was all. The mystery
went unsolved and the sign “To Let” remained indefinitely on the
house-front.</p>
<p>At last a family from the West decided to risk the terrors of this
domicile. The nurse, whose story I was listening to, came with them and
entered upon her duties without prejudice or any sort of belief in ghosts,
general or particular. She held this belief just two weeks. Then her
incredulity began to waver. In fact, she saw the light; almost saw the
ghost, certainly saw the ghost’s penumbra. It was one night, or rather
very early, one morning. She had been sitting up with the baby, who had
been suffering from a severe attack of croup. Hot water was wanted, and
she started for the kitchen for the purpose of making a fire and putting
on the kettle. The gas had not been lit in the hall—they had all
been too busy, and she was feeling her way down the front stairs with a
box of matches in her hand, when suddenly she heard from somewhere below a
sound which she could never describe, and at the same moment saw a light
which spread itself through all the lower hall so that every object stood
out distinctly.</p>
<p>She did not think of the ghost at first, her thoughts were so full of the
child; but when a board creaked in the hall floor, a board that always
creaked when stepped on, she remembered the reputation and what had been
told her about a creaking board and a light that came and went without
human agency. Frightened for a minute, she stood stock-still, then she
rushed down. Whatever it was, natural or supernatural, she went to see it;
but the light vanished before she passed the lower stair, and only a
long-drawn sigh not far from her ear warned her that the space between her
and the real hall was not the solitude she was anxious to consider it. A
sigh! That meant a person. Striking a match, she looked eagerly down the
hall. Something was moving between the two walls. But when she tried to
determine its character, it was swallowed up in darkness,—the match
had gone out. Anxious for the child and determined to go her way to the
kitchen, she now felt about for the gas-fixture and succeeded in lighting
up. The whole hall again burst into view but the thing was no longer
there; the space was absolutely empty. And so were the other rooms, for
she went into every one, lighting the gas as she went; and so was the
cellar when she reached it. For she had to go to its extreme length for
wood and wait about the kitchen till the water boiled, during which time
she searched every nook and cranny. Oh, she was a brave woman, but she did
have this thought as she went upstairs: If the child died she would know
that she had seen a spirit; if the child got well, that she had been the
victim of her own excitement.</p>
<p>And did the child die?</p>
<p>“No, it got well, but the family moved out as soon as it was safe to leave
the house. Her employees did not feel as easy about the matter as she
did.”</p>
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