<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XIX" id="CHAPTER_XIX"></SPAN>CHAPTER XIX</h2>
<h3>EIGHTEEN</h3>
<p><span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_179" id="Page_179"></SPAN></span>In fact, at this very moment our scene-shifter changes
the picture. Away rolls the image of Mrs. Kittridge's
kitchen, with its sanded floor, its scoured rows of bright
pewter platters, its great, deep fireplace, with wide stone
hearth, its little looking-glass with a bit of asparagus bush,
like a green mist, over it. <i>Exeunt</i> the image of Mrs. Kittridge,
with her hands floury from the bread she has been
moulding, and the dry, ropy, lean Captain, who has been
sitting tilting back in a splint-bottomed chair,—and the
next scene comes rolling in. It is a chamber in the house
of Zephaniah Pennel, whose windows present a blue panorama
of sea and sky. Through two windows you look
forth into the blue belt of Harpswell Bay, bordered on the
farther edge by Harpswell Neck, dotted here and there
with houses, among which rises the little white meeting-house,
like a mother-bird among a flock of chickens. The
third window, on the other side of the room, looks far out
to sea, where only a group of low, rocky islands interrupts
the clear sweep of the horizon line, with its blue infinitude
of distance.</p>
<p>The furniture of this room, though of the barest and
most frigid simplicity, is yet relieved by many of those
touches of taste and fancy which the indwelling of a person
of sensibility and imagination will shed off upon the physical
surroundings. The bed was draped with a white spread,
embroidered with a kind of knotted tracery, the working
of which was considered among the female accomplishments<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_180" id="Page_180"></SPAN></span>
of those days, and over the head of it was a painting of a
bunch of crimson and white trillium, executed with a fidelity
to Nature that showed the most delicate gifts of observation.
Over the mantelpiece hung a painting of the Bay
of Genoa, which had accidentally found a voyage home in
Zephaniah Pennel's sea-chest, and which skillful fingers
had surrounded with a frame curiously wrought of moss
and sea-shells. Two vases of India china stood on the
mantel, filled with spring flowers, crowfoot, anemones, and
liverwort, with drooping bells of the twin-flower. The
looking-glass that hung over the table in one corner of the
room was fancifully webbed with long, drooping festoons
of that gray moss which hangs in such graceful wreaths
from the boughs of the pines in the deep forest shadows of
Orr's Island. On the table below was a collection of
books: a whole set of Shakespeare which Zephaniah Pennel
had bought of a Portland bookseller; a selection, in
prose and verse, from the best classic writers, presented to
Mara Lincoln, the fly-leaf said, by her sincere friend,
Theophilus Sewell; a Virgil, much thumbed, with an old,
worn cover, which, however, some adroit fingers had concealed
under a coating of delicately marbled paper;—there
was a Latin dictionary, a set of Plutarch's Lives, the Mysteries
of Udolpho, and Sir Charles Grandison, together
with Edwards on the Affections, and Boston's Fourfold
State;—there was an inkstand, curiously contrived from
a sea-shell, with pens and paper in that phase of arrangement
which betokened frequency of use; and, lastly, a
little work-basket, containing a long strip of curious and
delicate embroidery, in which the needle yet hanging
showed that the work was in progress.</p>
<p>By a table at the sea-looking window sits our little Mara,
now grown to the maturity of eighteen summers, but retaining
still unmistakable signs of identity with the little
golden-haired, dreamy, excitable, fanciful "Pearl" of Orr's
<i>Island</i>.<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_181" id="Page_181"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>She is not quite of a middle height, with something
beautiful and child-like about the moulding of her delicate
form. We still see those sad, wistful, hazel eyes, over
which the lids droop with a dreamy languor, and whose
dark lustre contrasts singularly with the golden hue of the
abundant hair which waves in a thousand rippling undulations
around her face. The impression she produces is not
that of paleness, though there is no color in her cheek; but
her complexion has everywhere that delicate pink tinting
which one sees in healthy infants, and with the least emotion
brightens into a fluttering bloom. Such a bloom is on
her cheek at this moment, as she is working away, copying
a bunch of scarlet rock-columbine which is in a wine-glass
of water before her; every few moments stopping and holding
her work at a distance, to contemplate its effect. At
this moment there steps behind her chair a tall, lithe figure,
a face with a rich Spanish complexion, large black eyes,
glowing cheeks, marked eyebrows, and lustrous black hair
arranged in shining braids around her head. It is our old
friend, Sally Kittridge, whom common fame calls the handsomest
girl of all the region round Harpswell, Maquoit,
and Orr's Island. In truth, a wholesome, ruddy, blooming
creature she was, the sight of whom cheered and
warmed one like a good fire in December; and she seemed
to have enough and to spare of the warmest gifts of vitality
and joyous animal life. She had a well-formed mouth,
but rather large, and a frank laugh which showed all her
teeth sound—and a fortunate sight it was, considering
that they were white and even as pearls; and the hand
that she laid upon Mara's at this moment, though twice as
large as that of the little artist, was yet in harmony with
her vigorous, finely developed figure.</p>
<p>"Mara Lincoln," she said, "you are a witch, a perfect
little witch, at painting. How you can make things look
so like, I don't see. Now, I could paint the things we<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_182" id="Page_182"></SPAN></span>
painted at Miss Plucher's; but then, dear me! they didn't
look at all like flowers. One needed to write under them
what they were made for."</p>
<p>"Does this look like to you, Sally?" said Mara. "I
wish it would to me. Just see what a beautiful clear color
that flower is. All I can do, I can't make one like it.
My scarlet and yellows sink dead into the paper."</p>
<p>"Why, I think your flowers are wonderful! You are a
real genius, that's what you are! I am only a common
girl; I can't do things as you can."</p>
<p>"You can do things a thousand times more useful, Sally.
I don't pretend to compare with you in the useful arts,
and I am only a bungler in ornamental ones. Sally, I feel
like a useless little creature. If I could go round as you
can, and do business, and make bargains, and push ahead
in the world, I should feel that I was good for something;
but somehow I can't."</p>
<p>"To be sure you can't," said Sally, laughing. "I
should like to see you try it."</p>
<p>"Now," pursued Mara, in a tone of lamentation, "I
could no more get into a carriage and drive to Brunswick
as you can, than I could fly. I can't drive, Sally—something
is the matter with me; and the horses always know
it the minute I take the reins; they always twitch their
ears and stare round into the chaise at me, as much as to
say, 'What! you there?' and I feel sure they never will
mind me. And then how you can make those wonderful
bargains you do, I can't see!—you talk up to the clerks
and the men, and somehow you talk everybody round; but
as for me, if I only open my mouth in the humblest way
to dispute the price, everybody puts me down. I always
tremble when I go into a store, and people talk to me just
as if I was a little girl, and once or twice they have made
me buy things that I knew I didn't want, just because
they will talk me down."<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_183" id="Page_183"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>"Oh, Mara, Mara," said Sally, laughing till the tears
rolled down her cheeks, "what do <i>you</i> ever go a-shopping
for?—of course you ought always to send me. Why,
look at this dress—real India chintz; do you know I made
old Pennywhistle's clerk up in Brunswick give it to me
just for the price of common cotton? You see there was
a yard of it had got faded by lying in the shop-window,
and there were one or two holes and imperfections in it,
and you ought to have heard the talk I made! I abused
it to right and left, and actually at last I brought the poor
wretch to believe that he ought to be grateful to me for
taking it off his hands. Well, you see the dress I've
made of it. The imperfections didn't hurt it the least in
the world as I managed it,—and the faded breadth makes
a good apron, so you see. And just so I got that red
spotted flannel dress I wore last winter. It was moth-eaten
in one or two places, and I made them let me have it
at half-price;—made exactly as good a dress. But after
all, Mara, I can't trim a bonnet as you can, and I can't
come up to your embroidery, nor your lace-work, nor I can't
draw and paint as you can, and I can't sing like you; and
then as to all those things you talk with Mr. Sewell about,
why they're beyond my depth,—that's all I've got to
say. Now, you are made to have poetry written to you,
and all that kind of thing one reads of in novels. Nobody
would ever think of writing poetry to me, now, or sending
me flowers and rings, and such things. If a fellow
likes me, he gives me a quince, or a big apple; but, then,
Mara, there ain't any fellows round here that are fit to
speak to."</p>
<p>"I'm sure, Sally, there always is a train following you
everywhere, at singing-school and Thursday lecture."</p>
<p>"Yes—but what do I care for 'em?" said Sally, with
a toss of her head. "Why they follow me, I don't see.
I don't do anything to make 'em, and I tell 'em all that<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_184" id="Page_184"></SPAN></span>
they tire me to death; and still they will hang round.
What is the reason, do you suppose?"</p>
<p>"What can it be?" said Mara, with a quiet kind of arch
drollery which suffused her face, as she bent over her
painting.</p>
<p>"Well, you know I can't bear fellows—I think they
are hateful."</p>
<p>"What! even Tom Hiers?" said Mara, continuing her
painting.</p>
<p>"Tom Hiers! Do you suppose I care for him? He
would insist on waiting on me round all last winter, taking
me over in his boat to Portland, and up in his sleigh to
Brunswick; but I didn't care for him."</p>
<p>"Well, there's Jimmy Wilson, up at Brunswick."</p>
<p>"What! that little snip of a clerk! You don't suppose
I care for him, do you?—only he almost runs his head off
following me round when I go up there shopping; he's
nothing but a little dressed-up yard-stick! I never saw a
fellow yet that I'd cross the street to have another look at.
By the by, Mara, Miss Roxy told me Sunday that Moses
was coming down from Umbagog this week."</p>
<p>"Yes, he is," said Mara; "we are looking for him
every day."</p>
<p>"You must want to see him. How long is it since you
saw him?"</p>
<p>"It is three years," said Mara. "I scarcely know what
he is like now. I was visiting in Boston when he came
home from his three-years' voyage, and he was gone into
the lumbering country when I came back. He seems almost
a stranger to me."</p>
<p>"He's pretty good-looking," said Sally. "I saw him on
Sunday when he was here, but he was off on Monday, and
never called on old friends. Does he write to you often?"</p>
<p>"Not very," said Mara; "in fact, almost never; and
when he does, there is so little in his letters."<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_185" id="Page_185"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>"Well, I tell you, Mara, you must not expect fellows to
write as girls can. They don't do it. Now, our boys,
when they write home, they tell the latitude and longitude,
and soil and productions, and such things. But if you or
I were only there, don't you think we should find something
more to say? Of course we should,—fifty thousand
little things that they never think of."</p>
<p>Mara made no reply to this, but went on very intently
with her painting. A close observer might have noticed
a suppressed sigh that seemed to retreat far down into her
heart. Sally did not notice it.</p>
<p>What was in that sigh? It was the sigh of a long,
deep, inner history, unwritten and untold—such as are
transpiring daily by thousands, and of which we take no
heed.</p>
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