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<h1> LADY SUSAN </h1>
<h2> by Jane Austen </h2>
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<p><big><b>CONTENTS</b></big></p>
<p><br/> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0001"> I </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0002"> II </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0003"> III </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0004"> IV </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0005"> V </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0006"> VI </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0007"> VII </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0008"> VIII </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0009"> IX </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0010"> X </SPAN> <br/> <br/> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0011"> XI </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0012"> XII </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0013"> XIII </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0014"> XIV </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0015"> XV </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0016"> XVI </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0017"> XVII </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0018"> XVIII </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0019"> XIX </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0020"> XX </SPAN> <br/> <br/> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0021"> XXI </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0022"> XXII </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0023"> XXIII </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0024"> XXIV </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0025"> XXV </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0026"> XXVI </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0027"> XXVII </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0028"> XXVIII </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0029"> XXIX </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0030"> XXX </SPAN> <br/> <br/> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0031"> XXXI </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0032"> XXXII </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0033"> XXXIII </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0034"> XXXIV </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0035"> XXXV </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0036"> XXXVI </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0037"> XXXVII </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0038"> XXXVIII </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0039"> XXXIX </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0040"> XL </SPAN> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_4_0041"> XLI </SPAN> <br/> <br/> <br/><br/><SPAN href="#link2H_CONC"> CONCLUSION </SPAN></p>
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<h2> I </h2>
<p>LADY SUSAN VERNON TO MR. VERNON</p>
<p>Langford, Dec.</p>
<p>MY DEAR BROTHER,—I can no longer refuse myself the pleasure of
profiting by your kind invitation when we last parted of spending some
weeks with you at Churchhill, and, therefore, if quite convenient to you
and Mrs. Vernon to receive me at present, I shall hope within a few days
to be introduced to a sister whom I have so long desired to be acquainted
with. My kind friends here are most affectionately urgent with me to
prolong my stay, but their hospitable and cheerful dispositions lead them
too much into society for my present situation and state of mind; and I
impatiently look forward to the hour when I shall be admitted into your
delightful retirement.</p>
<p>I long to be made known to your dear little children, in whose hearts I
shall be very eager to secure an interest I shall soon have need for all
my fortitude, as I am on the point of separation from my own daughter. The
long illness of her dear father prevented my paying her that attention
which duty and affection equally dictated, and I have too much reason to
fear that the governess to whose care I consigned her was unequal to the
charge. I have therefore resolved on placing her at one of the best
private schools in town, where I shall have an opportunity of leaving her
myself in my way to you. I am determined, you see, not to be denied
admittance at Churchhill. It would indeed give me most painful sensations
to know that it were not in your power to receive me.</p>
<p>Your most obliged and affectionate sister,</p>
<p>S. VERNON. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0002" id="link2H_4_0002"></SPAN></p>
<h2> II </h2>
<p>LADY SUSAN VERNON TO MRS. JOHNSON</p>
<p>Langford.</p>
<p>You were mistaken, my dear Alicia, in supposing me fixed at this place for
the rest of the winter: it grieves me to say how greatly you were
mistaken, for I have seldom spent three months more agreeably than those
which have just flown away. At present, nothing goes smoothly; the females
of the family are united against me. You foretold how it would be when I
first came to Langford, and Mainwaring is so uncommonly pleasing that I
was not without apprehensions for myself. I remember saying to myself, as
I drove to the house, "I like this man, pray Heaven no harm come of it!"
But I was determined to be discreet, to bear in mind my being only four
months a widow, and to be as quiet as possible: and I have been so, my
dear creature; I have admitted no one's attentions but Mainwaring's. I
have avoided all general flirtation whatever; I have distinguished no
creature besides, of all the numbers resorting hither, except Sir James
Martin, on whom I bestowed a little notice, in order to detach him from
Miss Mainwaring; but, if the world could know my motive THERE they would
honour me. I have been called an unkind mother, but it was the sacred
impulse of maternal affection, it was the advantage of my daughter that
led me on; and if that daughter were not the greatest simpleton on earth,
I might have been rewarded for my exertions as I ought.</p>
<p>Sir James did make proposals to me for Frederica; but Frederica, who was
born to be the torment of my life, chose to set herself so violently
against the match that I thought it better to lay aside the scheme for the
present. I have more than once repented that I did not marry him myself;
and were he but one degree less contemptibly weak I certainly should: but
I must own myself rather romantic in that respect, and that riches only
will not satisfy me. The event of all this is very provoking: Sir James is
gone, Maria highly incensed, and Mrs. Mainwaring insupportably jealous; so
jealous, in short, and so enraged against me, that, in the fury of her
temper, I should not be surprized at her appealing to her guardian, if she
had the liberty of addressing him: but there your husband stands my
friend; and the kindest, most amiable action of his life was his throwing
her off for ever on her marriage. Keep up his resentment, therefore, I
charge you. We are now in a sad state; no house was ever more altered; the
whole party are at war, and Mainwaring scarcely dares speak to me. It is
time for me to be gone; I have therefore determined on leaving them, and
shall spend, I hope, a comfortable day with you in town within this week.
If I am as little in favour with Mr. Johnson as ever, you must come to me
at 10 Wigmore street; but I hope this may not be the case, for as Mr.
Johnson, with all his faults, is a man to whom that great word
"respectable" is always given, and I am known to be so intimate with his
wife, his slighting me has an awkward look.</p>
<p>I take London in my way to that insupportable spot, a country village; for
I am really going to Churchhill. Forgive me, my dear friend, it is my last
resource. Were there another place in England open to me I would prefer
it. Charles Vernon is my aversion; and I am afraid of his wife. At
Churchhill, however, I must remain till I have something better in view.
My young lady accompanies me to town, where I shall deposit her under the
care of Miss Summers, in Wigmore street, till she becomes a little more
reasonable. She will made good connections there, as the girls are all of
the best families. The price is immense, and much beyond what I can ever
attempt to pay.</p>
<p>Adieu, I will send you a line as soon as I arrive in town.</p>
<p>Yours ever,</p>
<p>S. VERNON. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0003" id="link2H_4_0003"></SPAN></p>
<h2> III </h2>
<p>MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY</p>
<p>Churchhill.</p>
<p>My dear Mother,—I am very sorry to tell you that it will not be in
our power to keep our promise of spending our Christmas with you; and we
are prevented that happiness by a circumstance which is not likely to make
us any amends. Lady Susan, in a letter to her brother-in-law, has declared
her intention of visiting us almost immediately; and as such a visit is in
all probability merely an affair of convenience, it is impossible to
conjecture its length. I was by no means prepared for such an event, nor
can I now account for her ladyship's conduct; Langford appeared so exactly
the place for her in every respect, as well from the elegant and expensive
style of living there, as from her particular attachment to Mr.
Mainwaring, that I was very far from expecting so speedy a distinction,
though I always imagined from her increasing friendship for us since her
husband's death that we should, at some future period, be obliged to
receive her. Mr. Vernon, I think, was a great deal too kind to her when he
was in Staffordshire; her behaviour to him, independent of her general
character, has been so inexcusably artful and ungenerous since our
marriage was first in agitation that no one less amiable and mild than
himself could have overlooked it all; and though, as his brother's widow,
and in narrow circumstances, it was proper to render her pecuniary
assistance, I cannot help thinking his pressing invitation to her to visit
us at Churchhill perfectly unnecessary. Disposed, however, as he always is
to think the best of everyone, her display of grief, and professions of
regret, and general resolutions of prudence, were sufficient to soften his
heart and make him really confide in her sincerity; but, as for myself, I
am still unconvinced, and plausibly as her ladyship has now written, I
cannot make up my mind till I better understand her real meaning in coming
to us. You may guess, therefore, my dear madam, with what feelings I look
forward to her arrival. She will have occasion for all those attractive
powers for which she is celebrated to gain any share of my regard; and I
shall certainly endeavour to guard myself against their influence, if not
accompanied by something more substantial. She expresses a most eager
desire of being acquainted with me, and makes very gracious mention of my
children but I am not quite weak enough to suppose a woman who has behaved
with inattention, if not with unkindness, to her own child, should be
attached to any of mine. Miss Vernon is to be placed at a school in London
before her mother comes to us which I am glad of, for her sake and my own.
It must be to her advantage to be separated from her mother, and a girl of
sixteen who has received so wretched an education, could not be a very
desirable companion here. Reginald has long wished, I know, to see the
captivating Lady Susan, and we shall depend on his joining our party soon.
I am glad to hear that my father continues so well; and am, with best
love, &c.,</p>
<p>CATHERINE VERNON. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0004" id="link2H_4_0004"></SPAN></p>
<h2> IV </h2>
<p>MR. DE COURCY TO MRS. VERNON</p>
<p>Parklands.</p>
<p>My dear Sister,—I congratulate you and Mr. Vernon on being about to
receive into your family the most accomplished coquette in England. As a
very distinguished flirt I have always been taught to consider her, but it
has lately fallen in my way to hear some particulars of her conduct at
Langford: which prove that she does not confine herself to that sort of
honest flirtation which satisfies most people, but aspires to the more
delicious gratification of making a whole family miserable. By her
behaviour to Mr. Mainwaring she gave jealousy and wretchedness to his
wife, and by her attentions to a young man previously attached to Mr.
Mainwaring's sister deprived an amiable girl of her lover.</p>
<p>I learnt all this from Mr. Smith, now in this neighbourhood (I have dined
with him, at Hurst and Wilford), who is just come from Langford where he
was a fortnight with her ladyship, and who is therefore well qualified to
make the communication.</p>
<p>What a woman she must be! I long to see her, and shall certainly accept
your kind invitation, that I may form some idea of those bewitching powers
which can do so much—engaging at the same time, and in the same
house, the affections of two men, who were neither of them at liberty to
bestow them—and all this without the charm of youth! I am glad to
find Miss Vernon does not accompany her mother to Churchhill, as she has
not even manners to recommend her; and, according to Mr. Smith's account,
is equally dull and proud. Where pride and stupidity unite there can be no
dissimulation worthy notice, and Miss Vernon shall be consigned to
unrelenting contempt; but by all that I can gather Lady Susan possesses a
degree of captivating deceit which it must be pleasing to witness and
detect. I shall be with you very soon, and am ever,</p>
<p>Your affectionate brother,</p>
<p>R. DE COURCY. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0005" id="link2H_4_0005"></SPAN></p>
<h2> V </h2>
<p>LADY SUSAN VERNON TO MRS. JOHNSON</p>
<p>Churchhill.</p>
<p>I received your note, my dear Alicia, just before I left town, and rejoice
to be assured that Mr. Johnson suspected nothing of your engagement the
evening before. It is undoubtedly better to deceive him entirely, and
since he will be stubborn he must be tricked. I arrived here in safety,
and have no reason to complain of my reception from Mr. Vernon; but I
confess myself not equally satisfied with the behaviour of his lady. She
is perfectly well-bred, indeed, and has the air of a woman of fashion, but
her manners are not such as can persuade me of her being prepossessed in
my favour. I wanted her to be delighted at seeing me. I was as amiable as
possible on the occasion, but all in vain. She does not like me. To be
sure when we consider that I DID take some pains to prevent my
brother-in-law's marrying her, this want of cordiality is not very
surprizing, and yet it shows an illiberal and vindictive spirit to resent
a project which influenced me six years ago, and which never succeeded at
last.</p>
<p>I am sometimes disposed to repent that I did not let Charles buy Vernon
Castle, when we were obliged to sell it; but it was a trying circumstance,
especially as the sale took place exactly at the time of his marriage; and
everybody ought to respect the delicacy of those feelings which could not
endure that my husband's dignity should be lessened by his younger
brother's having possession of the family estate. Could matters have been
so arranged as to prevent the necessity of our leaving the castle, could
we have lived with Charles and kept him single, I should have been very
far from persuading my husband to dispose of it elsewhere; but Charles was
on the point of marrying Miss De Courcy, and the event has justified me.
Here are children in abundance, and what benefit could have accrued to me
from his purchasing Vernon? My having prevented it may perhaps have given
his wife an unfavourable impression, but where there is a disposition to
dislike, a motive will never be wanting; and as to money matters it has
not withheld him from being very useful to me. I really have a regard for
him, he is so easily imposed upon! The house is a good one, the furniture
fashionable, and everything announces plenty and elegance. Charles is very
rich I am sure; when a man has once got his name in a banking-house he
rolls in money; but they do not know what to do with it, keep very little
company, and never go to London but on business. We shall be as stupid as
possible. I mean to win my sister-in-law's heart through the children; I
know all their names already, and am going to attach myself with the
greatest sensibility to one in particular, a young Frederic, whom I take
on my lap and sigh over for his dear uncle's sake.</p>
<p>Poor Mainwaring! I need not tell you how much I miss him, how perpetually
he is in my thoughts. I found a dismal letter from him on my arrival here,
full of complaints of his wife and sister, and lamentations on the cruelty
of his fate. I passed off the letter as his wife's, to the Vernons, and
when I write to him it must be under cover to you.</p>
<p>Ever yours, S. VERNON.</p>
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<h2> VI </h2>
<p>MRS. VERNON TO MR. DE COURCY</p>
<p>Churchhill.</p>
<p>Well, my dear Reginald, I have seen this dangerous creature, and must give
you some description of her, though I hope you will soon be able to form
your own judgment. She is really excessively pretty; however you may
choose to question the allurements of a lady no longer young, I must, for
my own part, declare that I have seldom seen so lovely a woman as Lady
Susan. She is delicately fair, with fine grey eyes and dark eyelashes; and
from her appearance one would not suppose her more than five and twenty,
though she must in fact be ten years older, I was certainly not disposed
to admire her, though always hearing she was beautiful; but I cannot help
feeling that she possesses an uncommon union of symmetry, brilliancy, and
grace. Her address to me was so gentle, frank, and even affectionate,
that, if I had not known how much she has always disliked me for marrying
Mr. Vernon, and that we had never met before, I should have imagined her
an attached friend. One is apt, I believe, to connect assurance of manner
with coquetry, and to expect that an impudent address will naturally
attend an impudent mind; at least I was myself prepared for an improper
degree of confidence in Lady Susan; but her countenance is absolutely
sweet, and her voice and manner winningly mild. I am sorry it is so, for
what is this but deceit? Unfortunately, one knows her too well. She is
clever and agreeable, has all that knowledge of the world which makes
conversation easy, and talks very well, with a happy command of language,
which is too often used, I believe, to make black appear white. She has
already almost persuaded me of her being warmly attached to her daughter,
though I have been so long convinced to the contrary. She speaks of her
with so much tenderness and anxiety, lamenting so bitterly the neglect of
her education, which she represents however as wholly unavoidable, that I
am forced to recollect how many successive springs her ladyship spent in
town, while her daughter was left in Staffordshire to the care of
servants, or a governess very little better, to prevent my believing what
she says.</p>
<p>If her manners have so great an influence on my resentful heart, you may
judge how much more strongly they operate on Mr. Vernon's generous temper.
I wish I could be as well satisfied as he is, that it was really her
choice to leave Langford for Churchhill; and if she had not stayed there
for months before she discovered that her friend's manner of living did
not suit her situation or feelings, I might have believed that concern for
the loss of such a husband as Mr. Vernon, to whom her own behaviour was
far from unexceptionable, might for a time make her wish for retirement.
But I cannot forget the length of her visit to the Mainwarings, and when I
reflect on the different mode of life which she led with them from that to
which she must now submit, I can only suppose that the wish of
establishing her reputation by following though late the path of
propriety, occasioned her removal from a family where she must in reality
have been particularly happy. Your friend Mr. Smith's story, however,
cannot be quite correct, as she corresponds regularly with Mrs.
Mainwaring. At any rate it must be exaggerated. It is scarcely possible
that two men should be so grossly deceived by her at once.</p>
<p>Yours, &c.,</p>
<p>CATHERINE VERNON <SPAN name="link2H_4_0007" id="link2H_4_0007"></SPAN></p>
<h2> VII </h2>
<p>LADY SUSAN VERNON TO MRS. JOHNSON</p>
<p>Churchhill.</p>
<p>My dear Alicia,—You are very good in taking notice of Frederica, and
I am grateful for it as a mark of your friendship; but as I cannot have
any doubt of the warmth of your affection, I am far from exacting so heavy
a sacrifice. She is a stupid girl, and has nothing to recommend her. I
would not, therefore, on my account, have you encumber one moment of your
precious time by sending for her to Edward Street, especially as every
visit is so much deducted from the grand affair of education, which I
really wish to have attended to while she remains at Miss Summers's. I
want her to play and sing with some portion of taste and a good deal of
assurance, as she has my hand and arm and a tolerable voice. I was so much
indulged in my infant years that I was never obliged to attend to
anything, and consequently am without the accomplishments which are now
necessary to finish a pretty woman. Not that I am an advocate for the
prevailing fashion of acquiring a perfect knowledge of all languages,
arts, and sciences. It is throwing time away to be mistress of French,
Italian, and German: music, singing, and drawing, &c., will gain a
woman some applause, but will not add one lover to her list—grace
and manner, after all, are of the greatest importance. I do not mean,
therefore, that Frederica's acquirements should be more than superficial,
and I flatter myself that she will not remain long enough at school to
understand anything thoroughly. I hope to see her the wife of Sir James
within a twelvemonth. You know on what I ground my hope, and it is
certainly a good foundation, for school must be very humiliating to a girl
of Frederica's age. And, by-the-by, you had better not invite her any more
on that account, as I wish her to find her situation as unpleasant as
possible. I am sure of Sir James at any time, and could make him renew his
application by a line. I shall trouble you meanwhile to prevent his
forming any other attachment when he comes to town. Ask him to your house
occasionally, and talk to him of Frederica, that he may not forget her.
Upon the whole, I commend my own conduct in this affair extremely, and
regard it as a very happy instance of circumspection and tenderness. Some
mothers would have insisted on their daughter's accepting so good an offer
on the first overture; but I could not reconcile it to myself to force
Frederica into a marriage from which her heart revolted, and instead of
adopting so harsh a measure merely propose to make it her own choice, by
rendering her thoroughly uncomfortable till she does accept him—but
enough of this tiresome girl. You may well wonder how I contrive to pass
my time here, and for the first week it was insufferably dull. Now,
however, we begin to mend, our party is enlarged by Mrs. Vernon's brother,
a handsome young man, who promises me some amusement. There is something
about him which rather interests me, a sort of sauciness and familiarity
which I shall teach him to correct. He is lively, and seems clever, and
when I have inspired him with greater respect for me than his sister's
kind offices have implanted, he may be an agreeable flirt. There is
exquisite pleasure in subduing an insolent spirit, in making a person
predetermined to dislike acknowledge one's superiority. I have
disconcerted him already by my calm reserve, and it shall be my endeavour
to humble the pride of these self important De Courcys still lower, to
convince Mrs. Vernon that her sisterly cautions have been bestowed in
vain, and to persuade Reginald that she has scandalously belied me. This
project will serve at least to amuse me, and prevent my feeling so acutely
this dreadful separation from you and all whom I love.</p>
<p>Yours ever,</p>
<p>S. VERNON. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0008" id="link2H_4_0008"></SPAN></p>
<h2> VIII </h2>
<p>MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY</p>
<p>Churchhill.</p>
<p>My dear Mother,—You must not expect Reginald back again for some
time. He desires me to tell you that the present open weather induces him
to accept Mr. Vernon's invitation to prolong his stay in Sussex, that they
may have some hunting together. He means to send for his horses
immediately, and it is impossible to say when you may see him in Kent. I
will not disguise my sentiments on this change from you, my dear mother,
though I think you had better not communicate them to my father, whose
excessive anxiety about Reginald would subject him to an alarm which might
seriously affect his health and spirits. Lady Susan has certainly
contrived, in the space of a fortnight, to make my brother like her. In
short, I am persuaded that his continuing here beyond the time originally
fixed for his return is occasioned as much by a degree of fascination
towards her, as by the wish of hunting with Mr. Vernon, and of course I
cannot receive that pleasure from the length of his visit which my
brother's company would otherwise give me. I am, indeed, provoked at the
artifice of this unprincipled woman; what stronger proof of her dangerous
abilities can be given than this perversion of Reginald's judgment, which
when he entered the house was so decidedly against her! In his last letter
he actually gave me some particulars of her behaviour at Langford, such as
he received from a gentleman who knew her perfectly well, which, if true,
must raise abhorrence against her, and which Reginald himself was entirely
disposed to credit. His opinion of her, I am sure, was as low as of any
woman in England; and when he first came it was evident that he considered
her as one entitled neither to delicacy nor respect, and that he felt she
would be delighted with the attentions of any man inclined to flirt with
her. Her behaviour, I confess, has been calculated to do away with such an
idea; I have not detected the smallest impropriety in it—nothing of
vanity, of pretension, of levity; and she is altogether so attractive that
I should not wonder at his being delighted with her, had he known nothing
of her previous to this personal acquaintance; but, against reason,
against conviction, to be so well pleased with her, as I am sure he is,
does really astonish me. His admiration was at first very strong, but no
more than was natural, and I did not wonder at his being much struck by
the gentleness and delicacy of her manners; but when he has mentioned her
of late it has been in terms of more extraordinary praise; and yesterday
he actually said that he could not be surprised at any effect produced on
the heart of man by such loveliness and such abilities; and when I
lamented, in reply, the badness of her disposition, he observed that
whatever might have been her errors they were to be imputed to her
neglected education and early marriage, and that she was altogether a
wonderful woman. This tendency to excuse her conduct or to forget it, in
the warmth of admiration, vexes me; and if I did not know that Reginald is
too much at home at Churchhill to need an invitation for lengthening his
visit, I should regret Mr. Vernon's giving him any. Lady Susan's
intentions are of course those of absolute coquetry, or a desire of
universal admiration; I cannot for a moment imagine that she has anything
more serious in view; but it mortifies me to see a young man of Reginald's
sense duped by her at all.</p>
<p>I am, &c.,</p>
<p>CATHERINE VERNON. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0009" id="link2H_4_0009"></SPAN></p>
<h2> IX </h2>
<p>MRS. JOHNSON TO LADY S. VERNON</p>
<p>Edward Street.</p>
<p>My dearest Friend,—I congratulate you on Mr. De Courcy's arrival,
and I advise you by all means to marry him; his father's estate is, we
know, considerable, and I believe certainly entailed. Sir Reginald is very
infirm, and not likely to stand in your way long. I hear the young man
well spoken of; and though no one can really deserve you, my dearest
Susan, Mr. De Courcy may be worth having. Mainwaring will storm of course,
but you easily pacify him; besides, the most scrupulous point of honour
could not require you to wait for HIS emancipation. I have seen Sir James;
he came to town for a few days last week, and called several times in
Edward Street. I talked to him about you and your daughter, and he is so
far from having forgotten you, that I am sure he would marry either of you
with pleasure. I gave him hopes of Frederica's relenting, and told him a
great deal of her improvements. I scolded him for making love to Maria
Mainwaring; he protested that he had been only in joke, and we both
laughed heartily at her disappointment; and, in short, were very
agreeable. He is as silly as ever.</p>
<p>Yours faithfully,</p>
<p>ALICIA. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0010" id="link2H_4_0010"></SPAN></p>
<h2> X </h2>
<p>LADY SUSAN VERNON TO MRS. JOHNSON</p>
<p>Churchhill.</p>
<p>I am much obliged to you, my dear Friend, for your advice respecting Mr.
De Courcy, which I know was given with the full conviction of its
expediency, though I am not quite determined on following it. I cannot
easily resolve on anything so serious as marriage; especially as I am not
at present in want of money, and might perhaps, till the old gentleman's
death, be very little benefited by the match. It is true that I am vain
enough to believe it within my reach. I have made him sensible of my
power, and can now enjoy the pleasure of triumphing over a mind prepared
to dislike me, and prejudiced against all my past actions. His sister,
too, is, I hope, convinced how little the ungenerous representations of
anyone to the disadvantage of another will avail when opposed by the
immediate influence of intellect and manner. I see plainly that she is
uneasy at my progress in the good opinion of her brother, and conclude
that nothing will be wanting on her part to counteract me; but having once
made him doubt the justice of her opinion of me, I think I may defy her.
It has been delightful to me to watch his advances towards intimacy,
especially to observe his altered manner in consequence of my repressing
by the cool dignity of my deportment his insolent approach to direct
familiarity. My conduct has been equally guarded from the first, and I
never behaved less like a coquette in the whole course of my life, though
perhaps my desire of dominion was never more decided. I have subdued him
entirely by sentiment and serious conversation, and made him, I may
venture to say, at least half in love with me, without the semblance of
the most commonplace flirtation. Mrs. Vernon's consciousness of deserving
every sort of revenge that it can be in my power to inflict for her
ill-offices could alone enable her to perceive that I am actuated by any
design in behaviour so gentle and unpretending. Let her think and act as
she chooses, however. I have never yet found that the advice of a sister
could prevent a young man's being in love if he chose. We are advancing
now to some kind of confidence, and in short are likely to be engaged in a
sort of platonic friendship. On my side you may be sure of its never being
more, for if I were not attached to another person as much as I can be to
anyone, I should make a point of not bestowing my affection on a man who
had dared to think so meanly of me. Reginald has a good figure and is not
unworthy the praise you have heard given him, but is still greatly
inferior to our friend at Langford. He is less polished, less insinuating
than Mainwaring, and is comparatively deficient in the power of saying
those delightful things which put one in good humour with oneself and all
the world. He is quite agreeable enough, however, to afford me amusement,
and to make many of those hours pass very pleasantly which would otherwise
be spent in endeavouring to overcome my sister-in-law's reserve, and
listening to the insipid talk of her husband. Your account of Sir James is
most satisfactory, and I mean to give Miss Frederica a hint of my
intentions very soon.</p>
<p>Yours, &c.,</p>
<p>S. VERNON. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0011" id="link2H_4_0011"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XI </h2>
<p>MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY</p>
<p>Churchhill</p>
<p>I really grow quite uneasy, my dearest mother, about Reginald, from
witnessing the very rapid increase of Lady Susan's influence. They are now
on terms of the most particular friendship, frequently engaged in long
conversations together; and she has contrived by the most artful coquetry
to subdue his judgment to her own purposes. It is impossible to see the
intimacy between them so very soon established without some alarm, though
I can hardly suppose that Lady Susan's plans extend to marriage. I wish
you could get Reginald home again on any plausible pretence; he is not at
all disposed to leave us, and I have given him as many hints of my
father's precarious state of health as common decency will allow me to do
in my own house. Her power over him must now be boundless, as she has
entirely effaced all his former ill-opinion, and persuaded him not merely
to forget but to justify her conduct. Mr. Smith's account of her
proceedings at Langford, where he accused her of having made Mr.
Mainwaring and a young man engaged to Miss Mainwaring distractedly in love
with her, which Reginald firmly believed when he came here, is now, he is
persuaded, only a scandalous invention. He has told me so with a warmth of
manner which spoke his regret at having believed the contrary himself. How
sincerely do I grieve that she ever entered this house! I always looked
forward to her coming with uneasiness; but very far was it from
originating in anxiety for Reginald. I expected a most disagreeable
companion for myself, but could not imagine that my brother would be in
the smallest danger of being captivated by a woman with whose principles
he was so well acquainted, and whose character he so heartily despised. If
you can get him away it will be a good thing.</p>
<p>Yours, &c.,</p>
<p>CATHERINE VERNON. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0012" id="link2H_4_0012"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XII </h2>
<p>SIR REGINALD DE COURCY TO HIS SON</p>
<p>Parklands.</p>
<p>I know that young men in general do not admit of any enquiry even from
their nearest relations into affairs of the heart, but I hope, my dear
Reginald, that you will be superior to such as allow nothing for a
father's anxiety, and think themselves privileged to refuse him their
confidence and slight his advice. You must be sensible that as an only
son, and the representative of an ancient family, your conduct in life is
most interesting to your connections; and in the very important concern of
marriage especially, there is everything at stake—your own
happiness, that of your parents, and the credit of your name. I do not
suppose that you would deliberately form an absolute engagement of that
nature without acquainting your mother and myself, or at least, without
being convinced that we should approve of your choice; but I cannot help
fearing that you may be drawn in, by the lady who has lately attached you,
to a marriage which the whole of your family, far and near, must highly
reprobate. Lady Susan's age is itself a material objection, but her want
of character is one so much more serious, that the difference of even
twelve years becomes in comparison of small amount. Were you not blinded
by a sort of fascination, it would be ridiculous in me to repeat the
instances of great misconduct on her side so very generally known.</p>
<p>Her neglect of her husband, her encouragement of other men, her
extravagance and dissipation, were so gross and notorious that no one
could be ignorant of them at the time, nor can now have forgotten them. To
our family she has always been represented in softened colours by the
benevolence of Mr. Charles Vernon, and yet, in spite of his generous
endeavours to excuse her, we know that she did, from the most selfish
motives, take all possible pains to prevent his marriage with Catherine.</p>
<p>My years and increasing infirmities make me very desirous of seeing you
settled in the world. To the fortune of a wife, the goodness of my own
will make me indifferent, but her family and character must be equally
unexceptionable. When your choice is fixed so that no objection can be
made to it, then I can promise you a ready and cheerful consent; but it is
my duty to oppose a match which deep art only could render possible, and
must in the end make wretched. It is possible her behaviour may arise only
from vanity, or the wish of gaining the admiration of a man whom she must
imagine to be particularly prejudiced against her; but it is more likely
that she should aim at something further. She is poor, and may naturally
seek an alliance which must be advantageous to herself; you know your own
rights, and that it is out of my power to prevent your inheriting the
family estate. My ability of distressing you during my life would be a
species of revenge to which I could hardly stoop under any circumstances.</p>
<p>I honestly tell you my sentiments and intentions: I do not wish to work on
your fears, but on your sense and affection. It would destroy every
comfort of my life to know that you were married to Lady Susan Vernon; it
would be the death of that honest pride with which I have hitherto
considered my son; I should blush to see him, to hear of him, to think of
him. I may perhaps do no good but that of relieving my own mind by this
letter, but I felt it my duty to tell you that your partiality for Lady
Susan is no secret to your friends, and to warn you against her. I should
be glad to hear your reasons for disbelieving Mr. Smith's intelligence;
you had no doubt of its authenticity a month ago. If you can give me your
assurance of having no design beyond enjoying the conversation of a clever
woman for a short period, and of yielding admiration only to her beauty
and abilities, without being blinded by them to her faults, you will
restore me to happiness; but, if you cannot do this, explain to me, at
least, what has occasioned so great an alteration in your opinion of her.</p>
<p>I am, &c., &c,</p>
<p>REGINALD DE COURCY <SPAN name="link2H_4_0013" id="link2H_4_0013"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XIII </h2>
<p>LADY DE COURCY TO MRS. VERNON</p>
<p>Parklands.</p>
<p>My dear Catherine,—Unluckily I was confined to my room when your
last letter came, by a cold which affected my eyes so much as to prevent
my reading it myself, so I could not refuse your father when he offered to
read it to me, by which means he became acquainted, to my great vexation,
with all your fears about your brother. I had intended to write to
Reginald myself as soon as my eyes would let me, to point out, as well as
I could, the danger of an intimate acquaintance, with so artful a woman as
Lady Susan, to a young man of his age, and high expectations. I meant,
moreover, to have reminded him of our being quite alone now, and very much
in need of him to keep up our spirits these long winter evenings. Whether
it would have done any good can never be settled now, but I am excessively
vexed that Sir Reginald should know anything of a matter which we foresaw
would make him so uneasy. He caught all your fears the moment he had read
your letter, and I am sure he has not had the business out of his head
since. He wrote by the same post to Reginald a long letter full of it all,
and particularly asking an explanation of what he may have heard from Lady
Susan to contradict the late shocking reports. His answer came this
morning, which I shall enclose to you, as I think you will like to see it.
I wish it was more satisfactory; but it seems written with such a
determination to think well of Lady Susan, that his assurances as to
marriage, &c., do not set my heart at ease. I say all I can, however,
to satisfy your father, and he is certainly less uneasy since Reginald's
letter. How provoking it is, my dear Catherine, that this unwelcome guest
of yours should not only prevent our meeting this Christmas, but be the
occasion of so much vexation and trouble! Kiss the dear children for me.</p>
<p>Your affectionate mother,</p>
<p>C. DE COURCY. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0014" id="link2H_4_0014"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XIV </h2>
<p>MR. DE COURCY TO SIR REGINALD</p>
<p>Churchhill.</p>
<p>My dear Sir,—I have this moment received your letter, which has
given me more astonishment than I ever felt before. I am to thank my
sister, I suppose, for having represented me in such a light as to injure
me in your opinion, and give you all this alarm. I know not why she should
choose to make herself and her family uneasy by apprehending an event
which no one but herself, I can affirm, would ever have thought possible.
To impute such a design to Lady Susan would be taking from her every claim
to that excellent understanding which her bitterest enemies have never
denied her; and equally low must sink my pretensions to common sense if I
am suspected of matrimonial views in my behaviour to her. Our difference
of age must be an insuperable objection, and I entreat you, my dear
father, to quiet your mind, and no longer harbour a suspicion which cannot
be more injurious to your own peace than to our understandings. I can have
no other view in remaining with Lady Susan, than to enjoy for a short time
(as you have yourself expressed it) the conversation of a woman of high
intellectual powers. If Mrs. Vernon would allow something to my affection
for herself and her husband in the length of my visit, she would do more
justice to us all; but my sister is unhappily prejudiced beyond the hope
of conviction against Lady Susan. From an attachment to her husband, which
in itself does honour to both, she cannot forgive the endeavours at
preventing their union, which have been attributed to selfishness in Lady
Susan; but in this case, as well as in many others, the world has most
grossly injured that lady, by supposing the worst where the motives of her
conduct have been doubtful. Lady Susan had heard something so materially
to the disadvantage of my sister as to persuade her that the happiness of
Mr. Vernon, to whom she was always much attached, would be wholly
destroyed by the marriage. And this circumstance, while it explains the
true motives of Lady Susan's conduct, and removes all the blame which has
been so lavished on her, may also convince us how little the general
report of anyone ought to be credited; since no character, however
upright, can escape the malevolence of slander. If my sister, in the
security of retirement, with as little opportunity as inclination to do
evil, could not avoid censure, we must not rashly condemn those who,
living in the world and surrounded with temptations, should be accused of
errors which they are known to have the power of committing.</p>
<p>I blame myself severely for having so easily believed the slanderous tales
invented by Charles Smith to the prejudice of Lady Susan, as I am now
convinced how greatly they have traduced her. As to Mrs. Mainwaring's
jealousy it was totally his own invention, and his account of her
attaching Miss Mainwaring's lover was scarcely better founded. Sir James
Martin had been drawn in by that young lady to pay her some attention; and
as he is a man of fortune, it was easy to see HER views extended to
marriage. It is well known that Miss M. is absolutely on the catch for a
husband, and no one therefore can pity her for losing, by the superior
attractions of another woman, the chance of being able to make a worthy
man completely wretched. Lady Susan was far from intending such a
conquest, and on finding how warmly Miss Mainwaring resented her lover's
defection, determined, in spite of Mr. and Mrs. Mainwaring's most urgent
entreaties, to leave the family. I have reason to imagine she did receive
serious proposals from Sir James, but her removing to Langford immediately
on the discovery of his attachment, must acquit her on that article with
any mind of common candour. You will, I am sure, my dear Sir, feel the
truth of this, and will hereby learn to do justice to the character of a
very injured woman. I know that Lady Susan in coming to Churchhill was
governed only by the most honourable and amiable intentions; her prudence
and economy are exemplary, her regard for Mr. Vernon equal even to HIS
deserts; and her wish of obtaining my sister's good opinion merits a
better return than it has received. As a mother she is unexceptionable;
her solid affection for her child is shown by placing her in hands where
her education will be properly attended to; but because she has not the
blind and weak partiality of most mothers, she is accused of wanting
maternal tenderness. Every person of sense, however, will know how to
value and commend her well-directed affection, and will join me in wishing
that Frederica Vernon may prove more worthy than she has yet done of her
mother's tender care. I have now, my dear father, written my real
sentiments of Lady Susan; you will know from this letter how highly I
admire her abilities, and esteem her character; but if you are not equally
convinced by my full and solemn assurance that your fears have been most
idly created, you will deeply mortify and distress me.</p>
<p>I am, &c., &c.,</p>
<p>R. DE COURCY. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0015" id="link2H_4_0015"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XV </h2>
<p>MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY</p>
<p>Churchhill</p>
<p>My dear Mother,—I return you Reginald's letter, and rejoice with all
my heart that my father is made easy by it: tell him so, with my
congratulations; but, between ourselves, I must own it has only convinced
ME of my brother's having no PRESENT intention of marrying Lady Susan, not
that he is in no danger of doing so three months hence. He gives a very
plausible account of her behaviour at Langford; I wish it may be true, but
his intelligence must come from herself, and I am less disposed to believe
it than to lament the degree of intimacy subsisting between them, implied
by the discussion of such a subject. I am sorry to have incurred his
displeasure, but can expect nothing better while he is so very eager in
Lady Susan's justification. He is very severe against me indeed, and yet I
hope I have not been hasty in my judgment of her. Poor woman! though I
have reasons enough for my dislike, I cannot help pitying her at present,
as she is in real distress, and with too much cause. She had this morning
a letter from the lady with whom she has placed her daughter, to request
that Miss Vernon might be immediately removed, as she had been detected in
an attempt to run away. Why, or whither she intended to go, does not
appear; but, as her situation seems to have been unexceptionable, it is a
sad thing, and of course highly distressing to Lady Susan. Frederica must
be as much as sixteen, and ought to know better; but from what her mother
insinuates, I am afraid she is a perverse girl. She has been sadly
neglected, however, and her mother ought to remember it. Mr. Vernon set
off for London as soon as she had determined what should be done. He is,
if possible, to prevail on Miss Summers to let Frederica continue with
her; and if he cannot succeed, to bring her to Churchhill for the present,
till some other situation can be found for her. Her ladyship is comforting
herself meanwhile by strolling along the shrubbery with Reginald, calling
forth all his tender feelings, I suppose, on this distressing occasion.
She has been talking a great deal about it to me. She talks vastly well; I
am afraid of being ungenerous, or I should say, TOO well to feel so very
deeply; but I will not look for her faults; she may be Reginald's wife!
Heaven forbid it! but why should I be quicker-sighted than anyone else?
Mr. Vernon declares that he never saw deeper distress than hers, on the
receipt of the letter; and is his judgment inferior to mine? She was very
unwilling that Frederica should be allowed to come to Churchhill, and
justly enough, as it seems a sort of reward to behaviour deserving very
differently; but it was impossible to take her anywhere else, and she is
not to remain here long. "It will be absolutely necessary," said she, "as
you, my dear sister, must be sensible, to treat my daughter with some
severity while she is here; a most painful necessity, but I will ENDEAVOUR
to submit to it. I am afraid I have often been too indulgent, but my poor
Frederica's temper could never bear opposition well: you must support and
encourage me; you must urge the necessity of reproof if you see me too
lenient." All this sounds very reasonable. Reginald is so incensed against
the poor silly girl. Surely it is not to Lady Susan's credit that he
should be so bitter against her daughter; his idea of her must be drawn
from the mother's description. Well, whatever may be his fate, we have the
comfort of knowing that we have done our utmost to save him. We must
commit the event to a higher power.</p>
<p>Yours ever, &c.,</p>
<p>CATHERINE VERNON. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0016" id="link2H_4_0016"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XVI </h2>
<p>LADY SUSAN TO MRS. JOHNSON</p>
<p>Churchhill.</p>
<p>Never, my dearest Alicia, was I so provoked in my life as by a letter this
morning from Miss Summers. That horrid girl of mine has been trying to run
away. I had not a notion of her being such a little devil before, she
seemed to have all the Vernon milkiness; but on receiving the letter in
which I declared my intention about Sir James, she actually attempted to
elope; at least, I cannot otherwise account for her doing it. She meant, I
suppose, to go to the Clarkes in Staffordshire, for she has no other
acquaintances. But she shall be punished, she shall have him. I have sent
Charles to town to make matters up if he can, for I do not by any means
want her here. If Miss Summers will not keep her, you must find me out
another school, unless we can get her married immediately. Miss S. writes
word that she could not get the young lady to assign any cause for her
extraordinary conduct, which confirms me in my own previous explanation of
it. Frederica is too shy, I think, and too much in awe of me to tell
tales, but if the mildness of her uncle should get anything out of her, I
am not afraid. I trust I shall be able to make my story as good as hers.
If I am vain of anything, it is of my eloquence. Consideration and esteem
as surely follow command of language as admiration waits on beauty, and
here I have opportunity enough for the exercise of my talent, as the chief
of my time is spent in conversation.</p>
<p>Reginald is never easy unless we are by ourselves, and when the weather is
tolerable, we pace the shrubbery for hours together. I like him on the
whole very well; he is clever and has a good deal to say, but he is
sometimes impertinent and troublesome. There is a sort of ridiculous
delicacy about him which requires the fullest explanation of whatever he
may have heard to my disadvantage, and is never satisfied till he thinks
he has ascertained the beginning and end of everything. This is one sort
of love, but I confess it does not particularly recommend itself to me. I
infinitely prefer the tender and liberal spirit of Mainwaring, which,
impressed with the deepest conviction of my merit, is satisfied that
whatever I do must be right; and look with a degree of contempt on the
inquisitive and doubtful fancies of that heart which seems always debating
on the reasonableness of its emotions. Mainwaring is indeed, beyond all
compare, superior to Reginald—superior in everything but the power
of being with me! Poor fellow! he is much distracted by jealousy, which I
am not sorry for, as I know no better support of love. He has been teazing
me to allow of his coming into this country, and lodging somewhere near
INCOG.; but I forbade everything of the kind. Those women are inexcusable
who forget what is due to themselves, and the opinion of the world.</p>
<p>Yours ever, S. VERNON.</p>
<p><SPAN name="link2H_4_0017" id="link2H_4_0017"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XVII </h2>
<p>MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY</p>
<p>Churchhill.</p>
<p>My dear Mother,—Mr. Vernon returned on Thursday night, bringing his
niece with him. Lady Susan had received a line from him by that day's
post, informing her that Miss Summers had absolutely refused to allow of
Miss Vernon's continuance in her academy; we were therefore prepared for
her arrival, and expected them impatiently the whole evening. They came
while we were at tea, and I never saw any creature look so frightened as
Frederica when she entered the room. Lady Susan, who had been shedding
tears before, and showing great agitation at the idea of the meeting,
received her with perfect self-command, and without betraying the least
tenderness of spirit. She hardly spoke to her, and on Frederica's bursting
into tears as soon as we were seated, took her out of the room, and did
not return for some time. When she did, her eyes looked very red and she
was as much agitated as before. We saw no more of her daughter. Poor
Reginald was beyond measure concerned to see his fair friend in such
distress, and watched her with so much tender solicitude, that I, who
occasionally caught her observing his countenance with exultation, was
quite out of patience. This pathetic representation lasted the whole
evening, and so ostentatious and artful a display has entirely convinced
me that she did in fact feel nothing. I am more angry with her than ever
since I have seen her daughter; the poor girl looks so unhappy that my
heart aches for her. Lady Susan is surely too severe, for Frederica does
not seem to have the sort of temper to make severity necessary. She looks
perfectly timid, dejected, and penitent. She is very pretty, though not so
handsome as her mother, nor at all like her. Her complexion is delicate,
but neither so fair nor so blooming as Lady Susan's, and she has quite the
Vernon cast of countenance, the oval face and mild dark eyes, and there is
peculiar sweetness in her look when she speaks either to her uncle or me,
for as we behave kindly to her we have of course engaged her gratitude.</p>
<p>Her mother has insinuated that her temper is intractable, but I never saw
a face less indicative of any evil disposition than hers; and from what I
can see of the behaviour of each to the other, the invariable severity of
Lady Susan and the silent dejection of Frederica, I am led to believe as
heretofore that the former has no real love for her daughter, and has
never done her justice or treated her affectionately. I have not been able
to have any conversation with my niece; she is shy, and I think I can see
that some pains are taken to prevent her being much with me. Nothing
satisfactory transpires as to her reason for running away. Her
kind-hearted uncle, you may be sure, was too fearful of distressing her to
ask many questions as they travelled. I wish it had been possible for me
to fetch her instead of him. I think I should have discovered the truth in
the course of a thirty-mile journey. The small pianoforte has been removed
within these few days, at Lady Susan's request, into her dressing-room,
and Frederica spends great part of the day there, practising as it is
called; but I seldom hear any noise when I pass that way; what she does
with herself there I do not know. There are plenty of books, but it is not
every girl who has been running wild the first fifteen years of her life,
that can or will read. Poor creature! the prospect from her window is not
very instructive, for that room overlooks the lawn, you know, with the
shrubbery on one side, where she may see her mother walking for an hour
together in earnest conversation with Reginald. A girl of Frederica's age
must be childish indeed, if such things do not strike her. Is it not
inexcusable to give such an example to a daughter? Yet Reginald still
thinks Lady Susan the best of mothers, and still condemns Frederica as a
worthless girl! He is convinced that her attempt to run away proceeded
from no, justifiable cause, and had no provocation. I am sure I cannot say
that it HAD, but while Miss Summers declares that Miss Vernon showed no
signs of obstinacy or perverseness during her whole stay in Wigmore
Street, till she was detected in this scheme, I cannot so readily credit
what Lady Susan has made him, and wants to make me believe, that it was
merely an impatience of restraint and a desire of escaping from the
tuition of masters which brought on the plan of an elopement. O Reginald,
how is your judgment enslaved! He scarcely dares even allow her to be
handsome, and when I speak of her beauty, replies only that her eyes have
no brilliancy! Sometimes he is sure she is deficient in understanding, and
at others that her temper only is in fault. In short, when a person is
always to deceive, it is impossible to be consistent. Lady Susan finds it
necessary that Frederica should be to blame, and probably has sometimes
judged it expedient to excuse her of ill-nature and sometimes to lament
her want of sense. Reginald is only repeating after her ladyship.</p>
<p>I remain, &c., &c.,</p>
<p>CATHERINE VERNON. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0018" id="link2H_4_0018"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XVIII </h2>
<p>FROM THE SAME TO THE SAME</p>
<p>Churchhill.</p>
<p>My dear Mother,—I am very glad to find that my description of
Frederica Vernon has interested you, for I do believe her truly deserving
of your regard; and when I have communicated a notion which has recently
struck me, your kind impressions in her favour will, I am sure, be
heightened. I cannot help fancying that she is growing partial to my
brother. I so very often see her eyes fixed on his face with a remarkable
expression of pensive admiration. He is certainly very handsome; and yet
more, there is an openness in his manner that must be highly
prepossessing, and I am sure she feels it so. Thoughtful and pensive in
general, her countenance always brightens into a smile when Reginald says
anything amusing; and, let the subject be ever so serious that he may be
conversing on, I am much mistaken if a syllable of his uttering escapes
her. I want to make him sensible of all this, for we know the power of
gratitude on such a heart as his; and could Frederica's artless affection
detach him from her mother, we might bless the day which brought her to
Churchhill. I think, my dear mother, you would not disapprove of her as a
daughter. She is extremely young, to be sure, has had a wretched
education, and a dreadful example of levity in her mother; but yet I can
pronounce her disposition to be excellent, and her natural abilities very
good. Though totally without accomplishments, she is by no means so
ignorant as one might expect to find her, being fond of books and spending
the chief of her time in reading. Her mother leaves her more to herself
than she did, and I have her with me as much as possible, and have taken
great pains to overcome her timidity. We are very good friends, and though
she never opens her lips before her mother, she talks enough when alone
with me to make it clear that, if properly treated by Lady Susan, she
would always appear to much greater advantage. There cannot be a more
gentle, affectionate heart; or more obliging manners, when acting without
restraint; and her little cousins are all very fond of her.</p>
<p>Your affectionate daughter,</p>
<p>C. VERNON <SPAN name="link2H_4_0019" id="link2H_4_0019"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XIX </h2>
<p>LADY SUSAN TO MRS. JOHNSON</p>
<p>Churchhill.</p>
<p>You will be eager, I know, to hear something further of Frederica, and
perhaps may think me negligent for not writing before. She arrived with
her uncle last Thursday fortnight, when, of course, I lost no time in
demanding the cause of her behaviour; and soon found myself to have been
perfectly right in attributing it to my own letter. The prospect of it
frightened her so thoroughly, that, with a mixture of true girlish
perverseness and folly, she resolved on getting out of the house and
proceeding directly by the stage to her friends, the Clarkes; and had
really got as far as the length of two streets in her journey when she was
fortunately missed, pursued, and overtaken. Such was the first
distinguished exploit of Miss Frederica Vernon; and, if we consider that
it was achieved at the tender age of sixteen, we shall have room for the
most flattering prognostics of her future renown. I am excessively
provoked, however, at the parade of propriety which prevented Miss Summers
from keeping the girl; and it seems so extraordinary a piece of nicety,
considering my daughter's family connections, that I can only suppose the
lady to be governed by the fear of never getting her money. Be that as it
may, however, Frederica is returned on my hands; and, having nothing else
to employ her, is busy in pursuing the plan of romance begun at Langford.
She is actually falling in love with Reginald De Courcy! To disobey her
mother by refusing an unexceptionable offer is not enough; her affections
must also be given without her mother's approbation. I never saw a girl of
her age bid fairer to be the sport of mankind. Her feelings are tolerably
acute, and she is so charmingly artless in their display as to afford the
most reasonable hope of her being ridiculous, and despised by every man
who sees her.</p>
<p>Artlessness will never do in love matters; and that girl is born a
simpleton who has it either by nature or affectation. I am not yet certain
that Reginald sees what she is about, nor is it of much consequence. She
is now an object of indifference to him, and she would be one of contempt
were he to understand her emotions. Her beauty is much admired by the
Vernons, but it has no effect on him. She is in high favour with her aunt
altogether, because she is so little like myself, of course. She is
exactly the companion for Mrs. Vernon, who dearly loves to be firm, and to
have all the sense and all the wit of the conversation to herself:
Frederica will never eclipse her. When she first came I was at some pains
to prevent her seeing much of her aunt; but I have relaxed, as I believe I
may depend on her observing the rules I have laid down for their
discourse. But do not imagine that with all this lenity I have for a
moment given up my plan of her marriage. No; I am unalterably fixed on
this point, though I have not yet quite decided on the manner of bringing
it about. I should not chuse to have the business brought on here, and
canvassed by the wise heads of Mr. and Mrs. Vernon; and I cannot just now
afford to go to town. Miss Frederica must therefore wait a little.</p>
<p>Yours ever,</p>
<p>S. VERNON. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0020" id="link2H_4_0020"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XX </h2>
<p>MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY</p>
<p>Churchhill</p>
<p>We have a very unexpected guest with us at present, my dear Mother: he
arrived yesterday. I heard a carriage at the door, as I was sitting with
my children while they dined; and supposing I should be wanted, left the
nursery soon afterwards, and was half-way downstairs, when Frederica, as
pale as ashes, came running up, and rushed by me into her own room. I
instantly followed, and asked her what was the matter. "Oh!" said she, "he
is come—Sir James is come, and what shall I do?" This was no
explanation; I begged her to tell me what she meant. At that moment we
were interrupted by a knock at the door: it was Reginald, who came, by
Lady Susan's direction, to call Frederica down. "It is Mr. De Courcy!"
said she, colouring violently. "Mamma has sent for me; I must go." We all
three went down together; and I saw my brother examining the terrified
face of Frederica with surprize. In the breakfast-room we found Lady
Susan, and a young man of gentlemanlike appearance, whom she introduced by
the name of Sir James Martin—the very person, as you may remember,
whom it was said she had been at pains to detach from Miss Mainwaring; but
the conquest, it seems, was not designed for herself, or she has since
transferred it to her daughter; for Sir James is now desperately in love
with Frederica, and with full encouragement from mamma. The poor girl,
however, I am sure, dislikes him; and though his person and address are
very well, he appears, both to Mr. Vernon and me, a very weak young man.
Frederica looked so shy, so confused, when we entered the room, that I
felt for her exceedingly. Lady Susan behaved with great attention to her
visitor; and yet I thought I could perceive that she had no particular
pleasure in seeing him. Sir James talked a great deal, and made many civil
excuses to me for the liberty he had taken in coming to Churchhill—mixing
more frequent laughter with his discourse than the subject required—said
many things over and over again, and told Lady Susan three times that he
had seen Mrs. Johnson a few evenings before. He now and then addressed
Frederica, but more frequently her mother. The poor girl sat all this time
without opening her lips—her eyes cast down, and her colour varying
every instant; while Reginald observed all that passed in perfect silence.
At length Lady Susan, weary, I believe, of her situation, proposed
walking; and we left the two gentlemen together, to put on our pelisses.
As we went upstairs Lady Susan begged permission to attend me for a few
moments in my dressing-room, as she was anxious to speak with me in
private. I led her thither accordingly, and as soon as the door was
closed, she said: "I was never more surprized in my life than by Sir
James's arrival, and the suddenness of it requires some apology to you, my
dear sister; though to ME, as a mother, it is highly flattering. He is so
extremely attached to my daughter that he could not exist longer without
seeing her. Sir James is a young man of an amiable disposition and
excellent character; a little too much of the rattle, perhaps, but a year
or two will rectify THAT: and he is in other respects so very eligible a
match for Frederica, that I have always observed his attachment with the
greatest pleasure; and am persuaded that you and my brother will give the
alliance your hearty approbation. I have never before mentioned the
likelihood of its taking place to anyone, because I thought that whilst
Frederica continued at school it had better not be known to exist; but
now, as I am convinced that Frederica is too old ever to submit to school
confinement, and have, therefore, begun to consider her union with Sir
James as not very distant, I had intended within a few days to acquaint
yourself and Mr. Vernon with the whole business. I am sure, my dear
sister, you will excuse my remaining silent so long, and agree with me
that such circumstances, while they continue from any cause in suspense,
cannot be too cautiously concealed. When you have the happiness of
bestowing your sweet little Catherine, some years hence, on a man who in
connection and character is alike unexceptionable, you will know what I
feel now; though, thank Heaven, you cannot have all my reasons for
rejoicing in such an event. Catherine will be amply provided for, and not,
like my Frederica, indebted to a fortunate establishment for the comforts
of life." She concluded by demanding my congratulations. I gave them
somewhat awkwardly, I believe; for, in fact, the sudden disclosure of so
important a matter took from me the power of speaking with any clearness.
She thanked me, however, most affectionately, for my kind concern in the
welfare of herself and daughter; and then said: "I am not apt to deal in
professions, my dear Mrs. Vernon, and I never had the convenient talent of
affecting sensations foreign to my heart; and therefore I trust you will
believe me when I declare, that much as I had heard in your praise before
I knew you, I had no idea that I should ever love you as I now do; and I
must further say that your friendship towards me is more particularly
gratifying because I have reason to believe that some attempts were made
to prejudice you against me. I only wish that they, whoever they are, to
whom I am indebted for such kind intentions, could see the terms on which
we now are together, and understand the real affection we feel for each
other; but I will not detain you any longer. God bless you, for your
goodness to me and my girl, and continue to you all your present
happiness." What can one say of such a woman, my dear mother? Such
earnestness such solemnity of expression! and yet I cannot help suspecting
the truth of everything she says. As for Reginald, I believe he does not
know what to make of the matter. When Sir James came, he appeared all
astonishment and perplexity; the folly of the young man and the confusion
of Frederica entirely engrossed him; and though a little private discourse
with Lady Susan has since had its effect, he is still hurt, I am sure, at
her allowing of such a man's attentions to her daughter. Sir James invited
himself with great composure to remain here a few days—hoped we
would not think it odd, was aware of its being very impertinent, but he
took the liberty of a relation; and concluded by wishing, with a laugh,
that he might be really one very soon. Even Lady Susan seemed a little
disconcerted by this forwardness; in her heart I am persuaded she
sincerely wished him gone. But something must be done for this poor girl,
if her feelings are such as both I and her uncle believe them to be. She
must not be sacrificed to policy or ambition, and she must not be left to
suffer from the dread of it. The girl whose heart can distinguish Reginald
De Courcy, deserves, however he may slight her, a better fate than to be
Sir James Martin's wife. As soon as I can get her alone, I will discover
the real truth; but she seems to wish to avoid me. I hope this does not
proceed from anything wrong, and that I shall not find out I have thought
too well of her. Her behaviour to Sir James certainly speaks the greatest
consciousness and embarrassment, but I see nothing in it more like
encouragement. Adieu, my dear mother.</p>
<p>Yours, &c.,</p>
<p>C. VERNON. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0021" id="link2H_4_0021"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XXI </h2>
<p>MISS VERNON TO MR DE COURCY</p>
<p>Sir,—I hope you will excuse this liberty; I am forced upon it by the
greatest distress, or I should be ashamed to trouble you. I am very
miserable about Sir James Martin, and have no other way in the world of
helping myself but by writing to you, for I am forbidden even speaking to
my uncle and aunt on the subject; and this being the case, I am afraid my
applying to you will appear no better than equivocation, and as if I
attended to the letter and not the spirit of mamma's commands. But if you
do not take my part and persuade her to break it off, I shall be half
distracted, for I cannot bear him. No human being but YOU could have any
chance of prevailing with her. If you will, therefore, have the
unspeakably great kindness of taking my part with her, and persuading her
to send Sir James away, I shall be more obliged to you than it is possible
for me to express. I always disliked him from the first: it is not a
sudden fancy, I assure you, sir; I always thought him silly and
impertinent and disagreeable, and now he is grown worse than ever. I would
rather work for my bread than marry him. I do not know how to apologize
enough for this letter; I know it is taking so great a liberty. I am aware
how dreadfully angry it will make mamma, but I remember the risk.</p>
<p>I am, Sir, your most humble servant,</p>
<p>F. S. V. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0022" id="link2H_4_0022"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XXII </h2>
<p>LADY SUSAN TO MRS. JOHNSON</p>
<p>Churchhill.</p>
<p>This is insufferable! My dearest friend, I was never so enraged before,
and must relieve myself by writing to you, who I know will enter into all
my feelings. Who should come on Tuesday but Sir James Martin! Guess my
astonishment, and vexation—for, as you well know, I never wished him
to be seen at Churchhill. What a pity that you should not have known his
intentions! Not content with coming, he actually invited himself to remain
here a few days. I could have poisoned him! I made the best of it,
however, and told my story with great success to Mrs. Vernon, who,
whatever might be her real sentiments, said nothing in opposition to mine.
I made a point also of Frederica's behaving civilly to Sir James, and gave
her to understand that I was absolutely determined on her marrying him.
She said something of her misery, but that was all. I have for some time
been more particularly resolved on the match from seeing the rapid
increase of her affection for Reginald, and from not feeling secure that a
knowledge of such affection might not in the end awaken a return.
Contemptible as a regard founded only on compassion must make them both in
my eyes, I felt by no means assured that such might not be the
consequence. It is true that Reginald had not in any degree grown cool
towards me; but yet he has lately mentioned Frederica spontaneously and
unnecessarily, and once said something in praise of her person. HE was all
astonishment at the appearance of my visitor, and at first observed Sir
James with an attention which I was pleased to see not unmixed with
jealousy; but unluckily it was impossible for me really to torment him, as
Sir James, though extremely gallant to me, very soon made the whole party
understand that his heart was devoted to my daughter. I had no great
difficulty in convincing De Courcy, when we were alone, that I was
perfectly justified, all things considered, in desiring the match; and the
whole business seemed most comfortably arranged. They could none of them
help perceiving that Sir James was no Solomon; but I had positively
forbidden Frederica complaining to Charles Vernon or his wife, and they
had therefore no pretence for interference; though my impertinent sister,
I believe, wanted only opportunity for doing so. Everything, however, was
going on calmly and quietly; and, though I counted the hours of Sir
James's stay, my mind was entirely satisfied with the posture of affairs.
Guess, then, what I must feel at the sudden disturbance of all my schemes;
and that, too, from a quarter where I had least reason to expect it.
Reginald came this morning into my dressing-room with a very unusual
solemnity of countenance, and after some preface informed me in so many
words that he wished to reason with me on the impropriety and unkindness
of allowing Sir James Martin to address my daughter contrary to her
inclinations. I was all amazement. When I found that he was not to be
laughed out of his design, I calmly begged an explanation, and desired to
know by what he was impelled, and by whom commissioned, to reprimand me.
He then told me, mixing in his speech a few insolent compliments and
ill-timed expressions of tenderness, to which I listened with perfect
indifference, that my daughter had acquainted him with some circumstances
concerning herself, Sir James, and me which had given him great
uneasiness. In short, I found that she had in the first place actually
written to him to request his interference, and that, on receiving her
letter, he had conversed with her on the subject of it, in order to
understand the particulars, and to assure himself of her real wishes. I
have not a doubt but that the girl took this opportunity of making
downright love to him. I am convinced of it by the manner in which he
spoke of her. Much good may such love do him! I shall ever despise the man
who can be gratified by the passion which he never wished to inspire, nor
solicited the avowal of. I shall always detest them both. He can have no
true regard for me, or he would not have listened to her; and SHE, with
her little rebellious heart and indelicate feelings, to throw herself into
the protection of a young man with whom she has scarcely ever exchanged
two words before! I am equally confounded at HER impudence and HIS
credulity. How dared he believe what she told him in my disfavour! Ought
he not to have felt assured that I must have unanswerable motives for all
that I had done? Where was his reliance on my sense and goodness then?
Where the resentment which true love would have dictated against the
person defaming me—that person, too, a chit, a child, without talent
or education, whom he had been always taught to despise? I was calm for
some time; but the greatest degree of forbearance may be overcome, and I
hope I was afterwards sufficiently keen. He endeavoured, long endeavoured,
to soften my resentment; but that woman is a fool indeed who, while
insulted by accusation, can be worked on by compliments. At length he left
me, as deeply provoked as myself; and he showed his anger more. I was
quite cool, but he gave way to the most violent indignation; I may
therefore expect it will the sooner subside, and perhaps his may be
vanished for ever, while mine will be found still fresh and implacable. He
is now shut up in his apartment, whither I heard him go on leaving mine.
How unpleasant, one would think, must be his reflections! but some
people's feelings are incomprehensible. I have not yet tranquillised
myself enough to see Frederica. SHE shall not soon forget the occurrences
of this day; she shall find that she has poured forth her tender tale of
love in vain, and exposed herself for ever to the contempt of the whole
world, and the severest resentment of her injured mother.</p>
<p>Your affectionate</p>
<p>S. VERNON. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0023" id="link2H_4_0023"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XXIII </h2>
<p>MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY</p>
<p>Churchhill.</p>
<p>Let me congratulate you, my dearest Mother! The affair which has given us
so much anxiety is drawing to a happy conclusion. Our prospect is most
delightful, and since matters have now taken so favourable a turn, I am
quite sorry that I ever imparted my apprehensions to you; for the pleasure
of learning that the danger is over is perhaps dearly purchased by all
that you have previously suffered. I am so much agitated by delight that I
can scarcely hold a pen; but am determined to send you a few short lines
by James, that you may have some explanation of what must so greatly
astonish you, as that Reginald should be returning to Parklands. I was
sitting about half an hour ago with Sir James in the breakfast parlour,
when my brother called me out of the room. I instantly saw that something
was the matter; his complexion was raised, and he spoke with great
emotion; you know his eager manner, my dear mother, when his mind is
interested. "Catherine," said he, "I am going home to-day; I am sorry to
leave you, but I must go: it is a great while since I have seen my father
and mother. I am going to send James forward with my hunters immediately;
if you have any letter, therefore, he can take it. I shall not be at home
myself till Wednesday or Thursday, as I shall go through London, where I
have business; but before I leave you," he continued, speaking in a lower
tone, and with still greater energy, "I must warn you of one thing—do
not let Frederica Vernon be made unhappy by that Martin. He wants to marry
her; her mother promotes the match, but she cannot endure the idea of it.
Be assured that I speak from the fullest conviction of the truth of what I
say; I know that Frederica is made wretched by Sir James's continuing
here. She is a sweet girl, and deserves a better fate. Send him away
immediately; he is only a fool: but what her mother can mean, Heaven only
knows! Good bye," he added, shaking my hand with earnestness; "I do not
know when you will see me again; but remember what I tell you of
Frederica; you MUST make it your business to see justice done her. She is
an amiable girl, and has a very superior mind to what we have given her
credit for." He then left me, and ran upstairs. I would not try to stop
him, for I know what his feelings must be. The nature of mine, as I
listened to him, I need not attempt to describe; for a minute or two I
remained in the same spot, overpowered by wonder of a most agreeable sort
indeed; yet it required some consideration to be tranquilly happy. In
about ten minutes after my return to the parlour Lady Susan entered the
room. I concluded, of course, that she and Reginald had been quarrelling;
and looked with anxious curiosity for a confirmation of my belief in her
face. Mistress of deceit, however, she appeared perfectly unconcerned, and
after chatting on indifferent subjects for a short time, said to me, "I
find from Wilson that we are going to lose Mr. De Courcy—is it true
that he leaves Churchhill this morning?" I replied that it was. "He told
us nothing of all this last night," said she, laughing, "or even this
morning at breakfast; but perhaps he did not know it himself. Young men
are often hasty in their resolutions, and not more sudden in forming than
unsteady in keeping them. I should not be surprised if he were to change
his mind at last, and not go." She soon afterwards left the room. I trust,
however, my dear mother, that we have no reason to fear an alteration of
his present plan; things have gone too far. They must have quarrelled, and
about Frederica, too. Her calmness astonishes me. What delight will be
yours in seeing him again; in seeing him still worthy your esteem, still
capable of forming your happiness! When I next write I shall be able to
tell you that Sir James is gone, Lady Susan vanquished, and Frederica at
peace. We have much to do, but it shall be done. I am all impatience to
hear how this astonishing change was effected. I finish as I began, with
the warmest congratulations.</p>
<p>Yours ever, &c.,</p>
<p>CATH. VERNON. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0024" id="link2H_4_0024"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XXIV </h2>
<p>FROM THE SAME TO THE SAME</p>
<p>Churchhill.</p>
<p>Little did I imagine, my dear Mother, when I sent off my last letter, that
the delightful perturbation of spirits I was then in would undergo so
speedy, so melancholy a reverse. I never can sufficiently regret that I
wrote to you at all. Yet who could have foreseen what has happened? My
dear mother, every hope which made me so happy only two hours ago has
vanished. The quarrel between Lady Susan and Reginald is made up, and we
are all as we were before. One point only is gained. Sir James Martin is
dismissed. What are we now to look forward to? I am indeed disappointed;
Reginald was all but gone, his horse was ordered and all but brought to
the door; who would not have felt safe? For half an hour I was in
momentary expectation of his departure. After I had sent off my letter to
you, I went to Mr. Vernon, and sat with him in his room talking over the
whole matter, and then determined to look for Frederica, whom I had not
seen since breakfast. I met her on the stairs, and saw that she was
crying. "My dear aunt," said she, "he is going—Mr. De Courcy is
going, and it is all my fault. I am afraid you will be very angry with me,
but indeed I had no idea it would end so." "My love," I replied, "do not
think it necessary to apologize to me on that account. I shall feel myself
under an obligation to anyone who is the means of sending my brother home,
because," recollecting myself, "I know my father wants very much to see
him. But what is it you have done to occasion all this?" She blushed
deeply as she answered: "I was so unhappy about Sir James that I could not
help—I have done something very wrong, I know; but you have not an
idea of the misery I have been in: and mamma had ordered me never to speak
to you or my uncle about it, and—" "You therefore spoke to my
brother to engage his interference," said I, to save her the explanation.
"No, but I wrote to him—I did indeed, I got up this morning before
it was light, and was two hours about it; and when my letter was done I
thought I never should have courage to give it. After breakfast however,
as I was going to my room, I met him in the passage, and then, as I knew
that everything must depend on that moment, I forced myself to give it. He
was so good as to take it immediately. I dared not look at him, and ran
away directly. I was in such a fright I could hardly breathe. My dear
aunt, you do not know how miserable I have been." "Frederica" said I, "you
ought to have told me all your distresses. You would have found in me a
friend always ready to assist you. Do you think that your uncle or I
should not have espoused your cause as warmly as my brother?" "Indeed, I
did not doubt your kindness," said she, colouring again, "but I thought
Mr. De Courcy could do anything with my mother; but I was mistaken: they
have had a dreadful quarrel about it, and he is going away. Mamma will
never forgive me, and I shall be worse off than ever." "No, you shall
not," I replied; "in such a point as this your mother's prohibition ought
not to have prevented your speaking to me on the subject. She has no right
to make you unhappy, and she shall NOT do it. Your applying, however, to
Reginald can be productive only of good to all parties. I believe it is
best as it is. Depend upon it that you shall not be made unhappy any
longer." At that moment how great was my astonishment at seeing Reginald
come out of Lady Susan's dressing-room. My heart misgave me instantly. His
confusion at seeing me was very evident. Frederica immediately
disappeared. "Are you going?" I said; "you will find Mr. Vernon in his own
room." "No, Catherine," he replied, "I am not going. Will you let me speak
to you a moment?" We went into my room. "I find," he continued, his
confusion increasing as he spoke, "that I have been acting with my usual
foolish impetuosity. I have entirely misunderstood Lady Susan, and was on
the point of leaving the house under a false impression of her conduct.
There has been some very great mistake; we have been all mistaken, I
fancy. Frederica does not know her mother. Lady Susan means nothing but
her good, but she will not make a friend of her. Lady Susan does not
always know, therefore, what will make her daughter happy. Besides, I
could have no right to interfere. Miss Vernon was mistaken in applying to
me. In short, Catherine, everything has gone wrong, but it is now all
happily settled. Lady Susan, I believe, wishes to speak to you about it,
if you are at leisure." "Certainly," I replied, deeply sighing at the
recital of so lame a story. I made no comments, however, for words would
have been vain.</p>
<p>Reginald was glad to get away, and I went to Lady Susan, curious, indeed,
to hear her account of it. "Did I not tell you," said she with a smile,
"that your brother would not leave us after all?" "You did, indeed,"
replied I very gravely; "but I flattered myself you would be mistaken." "I
should not have hazarded such an opinion," returned she, "if it had not at
that moment occurred to me that his resolution of going might be
occasioned by a conversation in which we had been this morning engaged,
and which had ended very much to his dissatisfaction, from our not rightly
understanding each other's meaning. This idea struck me at the moment, and
I instantly determined that an accidental dispute, in which I might
probably be as much to blame as himself, should not deprive you of your
brother. If you remember, I left the room almost immediately. I was
resolved to lose no time in clearing up those mistakes as far as I could.
The case was this—Frederica had set herself violently against
marrying Sir James." "And can your ladyship wonder that she should?" cried
I with some warmth; "Frederica has an excellent understanding, and Sir
James has none." "I am at least very far from regretting it, my dear
sister," said she; "on the contrary, I am grateful for so favourable a
sign of my daughter's sense. Sir James is certainly below par (his boyish
manners make him appear worse); and had Frederica possessed the
penetration and the abilities which I could have wished in my daughter, or
had I even known her to possess as much as she does, I should not have
been anxious for the match." "It is odd that you should alone be ignorant
of your daughter's sense!" "Frederica never does justice to herself; her
manners are shy and childish, and besides she is afraid of me. During her
poor father's life she was a spoilt child; the severity which it has since
been necessary for me to show has alienated her affection; neither has she
any of that brilliancy of intellect, that genius or vigour of mind which
will force itself forward." "Say rather that she has been unfortunate in
her education!" "Heaven knows, my dearest Mrs. Vernon, how fully I am
aware of that; but I would wish to forget every circumstance that might
throw blame on the memory of one whose name is sacred with me." Here she
pretended to cry; I was out of patience with her. "But what," said I, "was
your ladyship going to tell me about your disagreement with my brother?"
"It originated in an action of my daughter's, which equally marks her want
of judgment and the unfortunate dread of me I have been mentioning—she
wrote to Mr. De Courcy." "I know she did; you had forbidden her speaking
to Mr. Vernon or to me on the cause of her distress; what could she do,
therefore, but apply to my brother?" "Good God!" she exclaimed, "what an
opinion you must have of me! Can you possibly suppose that I was aware of
her unhappiness! that it was my object to make my own child miserable, and
that I had forbidden her speaking to you on the subject from a fear of
your interrupting the diabolical scheme? Do you think me destitute of
every honest, every natural feeling? Am I capable of consigning HER to
everlasting misery whose welfare it is my first earthly duty to promote?
The idea is horrible!" "What, then, was your intention when you insisted
on her silence?" "Of what use, my dear sister, could be any application to
you, however the affair might stand? Why should I subject you to
entreaties which I refused to attend to myself? Neither for your sake nor
for hers, nor for my own, could such a thing be desirable. When my own
resolution was taken I could not wish for the interference, however
friendly, of another person. I was mistaken, it is true, but I believed
myself right." "But what was this mistake to which your ladyship so often
alludes! from whence arose so astonishing a misconception of your
daughter's feelings! Did you not know that she disliked Sir James?" "I
knew that he was not absolutely the man she would have chosen, but I was
persuaded that her objections to him did not arise from any perception of
his deficiency. You must not question me, however, my dear sister, too
minutely on this point," continued she, taking me affectionately by the
hand; "I honestly own that there is something to conceal. Frederica makes
me very unhappy! Her applying to Mr. De Courcy hurt me particularly."
"What is it you mean to infer," said I, "by this appearance of mystery? If
you think your daughter at all attached to Reginald, her objecting to Sir
James could not less deserve to be attended to than if the cause of her
objecting had been a consciousness of his folly; and why should your
ladyship, at any rate, quarrel with my brother for an interference which,
you must know, it is not in his nature to refuse when urged in such a
manner?"</p>
<p>"His disposition, you know, is warm, and he came to expostulate with me;
his compassion all alive for this ill-used girl, this heroine in distress!
We misunderstood each other: he believed me more to blame than I really
was; I considered his interference less excusable than I now find it. I
have a real regard for him, and was beyond expression mortified to find
it, as I thought, so ill bestowed. We were both warm, and of course both
to blame. His resolution of leaving Churchhill is consistent with his
general eagerness. When I understood his intention, however, and at the
same time began to think that we had been perhaps equally mistaken in each
other's meaning, I resolved to have an explanation before it was too late.
For any member of your family I must always feel a degree of affection,
and I own it would have sensibly hurt me if my acquaintance with Mr. De
Courcy had ended so gloomily. I have now only to say further, that as I am
convinced of Frederica's having a reasonable dislike to Sir James, I shall
instantly inform him that he must give up all hope of her. I reproach
myself for having, even though innocently, made her unhappy on that score.
She shall have all the retribution in my power to make; if she value her
own happiness as much as I do, if she judge wisely, and command herself as
she ought, she may now be easy. Excuse me, my dearest sister, for thus
trespassing on your time, but I owe it to my own character; and after this
explanation I trust I am in no danger of sinking in your opinion." I could
have said, "Not much, indeed!" but I left her almost in silence. It was
the greatest stretch of forbearance I could practise. I could not have
stopped myself had I begun. Her assurance! her deceit! but I will not
allow myself to dwell on them; they will strike you sufficiently. My heart
sickens within me. As soon as I was tolerably composed I returned to the
parlour. Sir James's carriage was at the door, and he, merry as usual,
soon afterwards took his leave. How easily does her ladyship encourage or
dismiss a lover! In spite of this release, Frederica still looks unhappy:
still fearful, perhaps, of her mother's anger; and though dreading my
brother's departure, jealous, it may be, of his staying. I see how closely
she observes him and Lady Susan, poor girl! I have now no hope for her.
There is not a chance of her affection being returned. He thinks very
differently of her from what he used to do; he does her some justice, but
his reconciliation with her mother precludes every dearer hope. Prepare,
my dear mother, for the worst! The probability of their marrying is surely
heightened! He is more securely hers than ever. When that wretched event
takes place, Frederica must belong wholly to us. I am thankful that my
last letter will precede this by so little, as every moment that you can
be saved from feeling a joy which leads only to disappointment is of
consequence.</p>
<p>Yours ever, &c.,</p>
<p>CATHERINE VERNON. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0025" id="link2H_4_0025"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XXV </h2>
<p>LADY SUSAN TO MRS. JOHNSON</p>
<p>Churchhill.</p>
<p>I call on you, dear Alicia, for congratulations: I am my own self, gay and
triumphant! When I wrote to you the other day I was, in truth, in high
irritation, and with ample cause. Nay, I know not whether I ought to be
quite tranquil now, for I have had more trouble in restoring peace than I
ever intended to submit to—a spirit, too, resulting from a fancied
sense of superior integrity, which is peculiarly insolent! I shall not
easily forgive him, I assure you. He was actually on the point of leaving
Churchhill! I had scarcely concluded my last, when Wilson brought me word
of it. I found, therefore, that something must be done; for I did not
choose to leave my character at the mercy of a man whose passions are so
violent and so revengeful. It would have been trifling with my reputation
to allow of his departing with such an impression in my disfavour; in this
light, condescension was necessary. I sent Wilson to say that I desired to
speak with him before he went; he came immediately. The angry emotions
which had marked every feature when we last parted were partially subdued.
He seemed astonished at the summons, and looked as if half wishing and
half fearing to be softened by what I might say. If my countenance
expressed what I aimed at, it was composed and dignified; and yet, with a
degree of pensiveness which might convince him that I was not quite happy.
"I beg your pardon, sir, for the liberty I have taken in sending for you,"
said I; "but as I have just learnt your intention of leaving this place
to-day, I feel it my duty to entreat that you will not on my account
shorten your visit here even an hour. I am perfectly aware that after what
has passed between us it would ill suit the feelings of either to remain
longer in the same house: so very great, so total a change from the
intimacy of friendship must render any future intercourse the severest
punishment; and your resolution of quitting Churchhill is undoubtedly in
unison with our situation, and with those lively feelings which I know you
to possess. But, at the same time, it is not for me to suffer such a
sacrifice as it must be to leave relations to whom you are so much
attached, and are so dear. My remaining here cannot give that pleasure to
Mr. and Mrs. Vernon which your society must; and my visit has already
perhaps been too long. My removal, therefore, which must, at any rate,
take place soon, may, with perfect convenience, be hastened; and I make it
my particular request that I may not in any way be instrumental in
separating a family so affectionately attached to each other. Where I go
is of no consequence to anyone; of very little to myself; but you are of
importance to all your connections." Here I concluded, and I hope you will
be satisfied with my speech. Its effect on Reginald justifies some portion
of vanity, for it was no less favourable than instantaneous. Oh, how
delightful it was to watch the variations of his countenance while I
spoke! to see the struggle between returning tenderness and the remains of
displeasure. There is something agreeable in feelings so easily worked on;
not that I envy him their possession, nor would, for the world, have such
myself; but they are very convenient when one wishes to influence the
passions of another. And yet this Reginald, whom a very few words from me
softened at once into the utmost submission, and rendered more tractable,
more attached, more devoted than ever, would have left me in the first
angry swelling of his proud heart without deigning to seek an explanation.
Humbled as he now is, I cannot forgive him such an instance of pride, and
am doubtful whether I ought not to punish him by dismissing him at once
after this reconciliation, or by marrying and teazing him for ever. But
these measures are each too violent to be adopted without some
deliberation; at present my thoughts are fluctuating between various
schemes. I have many things to compass: I must punish Frederica, and
pretty severely too, for her application to Reginald; I must punish him
for receiving it so favourably, and for the rest of his conduct. I must
torment my sister-in-law for the insolent triumph of her look and manner
since Sir James has been dismissed; for, in reconciling Reginald to me, I
was not able to save that ill-fated young man; and I must make myself
amends for the humiliation to which I have stooped within these few days.
To effect all this I have various plans. I have also an idea of being soon
in town; and whatever may be my determination as to the rest, I shall
probably put THAT project in execution; for London will be always the
fairest field of action, however my views may be directed; and at any rate
I shall there be rewarded by your society, and a little dissipation, for a
ten weeks' penance at Churchhill. I believe I owe it to my character to
complete the match between my daughter and Sir James after having so long
intended it. Let me know your opinion on this point. Flexibility of mind,
a disposition easily biassed by others, is an attribute which you know I
am not very desirous of obtaining; nor has Frederica any claim to the
indulgence of her notions at the expense of her mother's inclinations. Her
idle love for Reginald, too! It is surely my duty to discourage such
romantic nonsense. All things considered, therefore, it seems incumbent on
me to take her to town and marry her immediately to Sir James. When my own
will is effected contrary to his, I shall have some credit in being on
good terms with Reginald, which at present, in fact, I have not; for
though he is still in my power, I have given up the very article by which
our quarrel was produced, and at best the honour of victory is doubtful.
Send me your opinion on all these matters, my dear Alicia, and let me know
whether you can get lodgings to suit me within a short distance of you.</p>
<p>Your most attached</p>
<p>S. VERNON. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0026" id="link2H_4_0026"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XXVI </h2>
<p>MRS. JOHNSON TO LADY SUSAN</p>
<p>Edward Street.</p>
<p>I am gratified by your reference, and this is my advice: that you come to
town yourself, without loss of time, but that you leave Frederica behind.
It would surely be much more to the purpose to get yourself well
established by marrying Mr. De Courcy, than to irritate him and the rest
of his family by making her marry Sir James. You should think more of
yourself and less of your daughter. She is not of a disposition to do you
credit in the world, and seems precisely in her proper place at
Churchhill, with the Vernons. But you are fitted for society, and it is
shameful to have you exiled from it. Leave Frederica, therefore, to punish
herself for the plague she has given you, by indulging that romantic
tender-heartedness which will always ensure her misery enough, and come to
London as soon as you can. I have another reason for urging this:
Mainwaring came to town last week, and has contrived, in spite of Mr.
Johnson, to make opportunities of seeing me. He is absolutely miserable
about you, and jealous to such a degree of De Courcy that it would be
highly unadvisable for them to meet at present. And yet, if you do not
allow him to see you here, I cannot answer for his not committing some
great imprudence—such as going to Churchhill, for instance, which
would be dreadful! Besides, if you take my advice, and resolve to marry De
Courcy, it will be indispensably necessary to you to get Mainwaring out of
the way; and you only can have influence enough to send him back to his
wife. I have still another motive for your coming: Mr. Johnson leaves
London next Tuesday; he is going for his health to Bath, where, if the
waters are favourable to his constitution and my wishes, he will be laid
up with the gout many weeks. During his absence we shall be able to chuse
our own society, and to have true enjoyment. I would ask you to Edward
Street, but that once he forced from me a kind of promise never to invite
you to my house; nothing but my being in the utmost distress for money
should have extorted it from me. I can get you, however, a nice
drawing-room apartment in Upper Seymour Street, and we may be always
together there or here; for I consider my promise to Mr. Johnson as
comprehending only (at least in his absence) your not sleeping in the
house. Poor Mainwaring gives me such histories of his wife's jealousy.
Silly woman to expect constancy from so charming a man! but she always was
silly—intolerably so in marrying him at all, she the heiress of a
large fortune and he without a shilling: one title, I know, she might have
had, besides baronets. Her folly in forming the connection was so great
that, though Mr. Johnson was her guardian, and I do not in general share
HIS feelings, I never can forgive her.</p>
<p>Adieu. Yours ever,</p>
<p>ALICIA. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0027" id="link2H_4_0027"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XXVII </h2>
<p>MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY</p>
<p>Churchhill.</p>
<p>This letter, my dear Mother, will be brought you by Reginald. His long
visit is about to be concluded at last, but I fear the separation takes
place too late to do us any good. She is going to London to see her
particular friend, Mrs. Johnson. It was at first her intention that
Frederica should accompany her, for the benefit of masters, but we
overruled her there. Frederica was wretched in the idea of going, and I
could not bear to have her at the mercy of her mother; not all the masters
in London could compensate for the ruin of her comfort. I should have
feared, too, for her health, and for everything but her principles—there
I believe she is not to be injured by her mother, or her mother's friends;
but with those friends she must have mixed (a very bad set, I doubt not),
or have been left in total solitude, and I can hardly tell which would
have been worse for her. If she is with her mother, moreover, she must,
alas! in all probability be with Reginald, and that would be the greatest
evil of all. Here we shall in time be in peace, and our regular
employments, our books and conversations, with exercise, the children, and
every domestic pleasure in my power to procure her, will, I trust,
gradually overcome this youthful attachment. I should not have a doubt of
it were she slighted for any other woman in the world than her own mother.
How long Lady Susan will be in town, or whether she returns here again, I
know not. I could not be cordial in my invitation, but if she chuses to
come no want of cordiality on my part will keep her away. I could not help
asking Reginald if he intended being in London this winter, as soon as I
found her ladyship's steps would be bent thither; and though he professed
himself quite undetermined, there was something in his look and voice as
he spoke which contradicted his words. I have done with lamentation; I
look upon the event as so far decided that I resign myself to it in
despair. If he leaves you soon for London everything will be concluded.</p>
<p>Your affectionate, &c.,</p>
<p>C. VERNON. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0028" id="link2H_4_0028"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XXVIII </h2>
<p>MRS. JOHNSON TO LADY SUSAN</p>
<p>Edward Street.</p>
<p>My dearest Friend,—I write in the greatest distress; the most
unfortunate event has just taken place. Mr. Johnson has hit on the most
effectual manner of plaguing us all. He had heard, I imagine, by some
means or other, that you were soon to be in London, and immediately
contrived to have such an attack of the gout as must at least delay his
journey to Bath, if not wholly prevent it. I am persuaded the gout is
brought on or kept off at pleasure; it was the same when I wanted to join
the Hamiltons to the Lakes; and three years ago, when I had a fancy for
Bath, nothing could induce him to have a gouty symptom.</p>
<p>I am pleased to find that my letter had so much effect on you, and that De
Courcy is certainly your own. Let me hear from you as soon as you arrive,
and in particular tell me what you mean to do with Mainwaring. It is
impossible to say when I shall be able to come to you; my confinement must
be great. It is such an abominable trick to be ill here instead of at Bath
that I can scarcely command myself at all. At Bath his old aunts would
have nursed him, but here it all falls upon me; and he bears pain with
such patience that I have not the common excuse for losing my temper.</p>
<p>Yours ever,</p>
<p>ALICIA. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0029" id="link2H_4_0029"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XXIX </h2>
<p>LADY SUSAN VERNON TO MRS. JOHNSON</p>
<p>Upper Seymour Street.</p>
<p>My dear Alicia,—There needed not this last fit of the gout to make
me detest Mr. Johnson, but now the extent of my aversion is not to be
estimated. To have you confined as nurse in his apartment! My dear Alicia,
of what a mistake were you guilty in marrying a man of his age! just old
enough to be formal, ungovernable, and to have the gout; too old to be
agreeable, too young to die. I arrived last night about five, had scarcely
swallowed my dinner when Mainwaring made his appearance. I will not
dissemble what real pleasure his sight afforded me, nor how strongly I
felt the contrast between his person and manners and those of Reginald, to
the infinite disadvantage of the latter. For an hour or two I was even
staggered in my resolution of marrying him, and though this was too idle
and nonsensical an idea to remain long on my mind, I do not feel very
eager for the conclusion of my marriage, nor look forward with much
impatience to the time when Reginald, according to our agreement, is to be
in town. I shall probably put off his arrival under some pretence or
other. He must not come till Mainwaring is gone. I am still doubtful at
times as to marrying; if the old man would die I might not hesitate, but a
state of dependance on the caprice of Sir Reginald will not suit the
freedom of my spirit; and if I resolve to wait for that event, I shall
have excuse enough at present in having been scarcely ten months a widow.
I have not given Mainwaring any hint of my intention, or allowed him to
consider my acquaintance with Reginald as more than the commonest
flirtation, and he is tolerably appeased. Adieu, till we meet; I am
enchanted with my lodgings.</p>
<p>Yours ever,</p>
<p>S. VERNON. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0030" id="link2H_4_0030"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XXX </h2>
<p>LADY SUSAN VERNON TO MR. DE COURCY</p>
<p>Upper Seymour Street.</p>
<p>I have received your letter, and though I do not attempt to conceal that I
am gratified by your impatience for the hour of meeting, I yet feel myself
under the necessity of delaying that hour beyond the time originally
fixed. Do not think me unkind for such an exercise of my power, nor accuse
me of instability without first hearing my reasons. In the course of my
journey from Churchhill I had ample leisure for reflection on the present
state of our affairs, and every review has served to convince me that they
require a delicacy and cautiousness of conduct to which we have hitherto
been too little attentive. We have been hurried on by our feelings to a
degree of precipitation which ill accords with the claims of our friends
or the opinion of the world. We have been unguarded in forming this hasty
engagement, but we must not complete the imprudence by ratifying it while
there is so much reason to fear the connection would be opposed by those
friends on whom you depend. It is not for us to blame any expectations on
your father's side of your marrying to advantage; where possessions are so
extensive as those of your family, the wish of increasing them, if not
strictly reasonable, is too common to excite surprize or resentment. He
has a right to require; a woman of fortune in his daughter-in-law, and I
am sometimes quarrelling with myself for suffering you to form a
connection so imprudent; but the influence of reason is often acknowledged
too late by those who feel like me. I have now been but a few months a
widow, and, however little indebted to my husband's memory for any
happiness derived from him during a union of some years, I cannot forget
that the indelicacy of so early a second marriage must subject me to the
censure of the world, and incur, what would be still more insupportable,
the displeasure of Mr. Vernon. I might perhaps harden myself in time
against the injustice of general reproach, but the loss of HIS valued
esteem I am, as you well know, ill-fitted to endure; and when to this may
be added the consciousness of having injured you with your family, how am
I to support myself? With feelings so poignant as mine, the conviction of
having divided the son from his parents would make me, even with you, the
most miserable of beings. It will surely, therefore, be advisable to delay
our union—to delay it till appearances are more promising—till
affairs have taken a more favourable turn. To assist us in such a
resolution I feel that absence will be necessary. We must not meet. Cruel
as this sentence may appear, the necessity of pronouncing it, which can
alone reconcile it to myself, will be evident to you when you have
considered our situation in the light in which I have found myself
imperiously obliged to place it. You may be—you must be—well
assured that nothing but the strongest conviction of duty could induce me
to wound my own feelings by urging a lengthened separation, and of
insensibility to yours you will hardly suspect me. Again, therefore, I say
that we ought not, we must not, yet meet. By a removal for some months
from each other we shall tranquillise the sisterly fears of Mrs. Vernon,
who, accustomed herself to the enjoyment of riches, considers fortune as
necessary everywhere, and whose sensibilities are not of a nature to
comprehend ours. Let me hear from you soon—very soon. Tell me that
you submit to my arguments, and do not reproach me for using such. I
cannot bear reproaches: my spirits are not so high as to need being
repressed. I must endeavour to seek amusement, and fortunately many of my
friends are in town; amongst them the Mainwarings; you know how sincerely
I regard both husband and wife.</p>
<p>I am, very faithfully yours,</p>
<p>S. VERNON <SPAN name="link2H_4_0031" id="link2H_4_0031"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XXXI </h2>
<p>LADY SUSAN TO MRS. JOHNSON</p>
<p>Upper Seymour Street.</p>
<p>My dear Friend,—That tormenting creature, Reginald, is here. My
letter, which was intended to keep him longer in the country, has hastened
him to town. Much as I wish him away, however, I cannot help being pleased
with such a proof of attachment. He is devoted to me, heart and soul. He
will carry this note himself, which is to serve as an introduction to you,
with whom he longs to be acquainted. Allow him to spend the evening with
you, that I may be in no danger of his returning here. I have told him
that I am not quite well, and must be alone; and should he call again
there might be confusion, for it is impossible to be sure of servants.
Keep him, therefore, I entreat you, in Edward Street. You will not find
him a heavy companion, and I allow you to flirt with him as much as you
like. At the same time, do not forget my real interest; say all that you
can to convince him that I shall be quite wretched if he remains here; you
know my reasons—propriety, and so forth. I would urge them more
myself, but that I am impatient to be rid of him, as Mainwaring comes
within half an hour. Adieu!</p>
<p>S VERNON <SPAN name="link2H_4_0032" id="link2H_4_0032"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XXXII </h2>
<p>MRS. JOHNSON TO LADY SUSAN</p>
<p>Edward Street.</p>
<p>My dear Creature,—I am in agonies, and know not what to do. Mr. De
Courcy arrived just when he should not. Mrs. Mainwaring had that instant
entered the house, and forced herself into her guardian's presence, though
I did not know a syllable of it till afterwards, for I was out when both
she and Reginald came, or I should have sent him away at all events; but
she was shut up with Mr. Johnson, while he waited in the drawing-room for
me. She arrived yesterday in pursuit of her husband, but perhaps you know
this already from himself. She came to this house to entreat my husband's
interference, and before I could be aware of it, everything that you could
wish to be concealed was known to him, and unluckily she had wormed out of
Mainwaring's servant that he had visited you every day since your being in
town, and had just watched him to your door herself! What could I do!
Facts are such horrid things! All is by this time known to De Courcy, who
is now alone with Mr. Johnson. Do not accuse me; indeed, it was impossible
to prevent it. Mr. Johnson has for some time suspected De Courcy of
intending to marry you, and would speak with him alone as soon as he knew
him to be in the house. That detestable Mrs. Mainwaring, who, for your
comfort, has fretted herself thinner and uglier than ever, is still here,
and they have been all closeted together. What can be done? At any rate, I
hope he will plague his wife more than ever. With anxious wishes, Yours
faithfully,</p>
<p>ALICIA. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0033" id="link2H_4_0033"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XXXIII </h2>
<p>LADY SUSAN TO MRS. JOHNSON</p>
<p>Upper Seymour Street.</p>
<p>This eclaircissement is rather provoking. How unlucky that you should have
been from home! I thought myself sure of you at seven! I am undismayed
however. Do not torment yourself with fears on my account; depend on it, I
can make my story good with Reginald. Mainwaring is just gone; he brought
me the news of his wife's arrival. Silly woman, what does she expect by
such manoeuvres? Yet I wish she had stayed quietly at Langford. Reginald
will be a little enraged at first, but by to-morrow's dinner, everything
will be well again.</p>
<p>Adieu!</p>
<p>S. V. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0034" id="link2H_4_0034"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XXXIV </h2>
<p>MR. DE COURCY TO LADY SUSAN</p>
<p>—Hotel</p>
<p>I write only to bid you farewell, the spell is removed; I see you as you
are. Since we parted yesterday, I have received from indisputable
authority such a history of you as must bring the most mortifying
conviction of the imposition I have been under, and the absolute necessity
of an immediate and eternal separation from you. You cannot doubt to what
I allude. Langford! Langford! that word will be sufficient. I received my
information in Mr. Johnson's house, from Mrs. Mainwaring herself. You know
how I have loved you; you can intimately judge of my present feelings, but
I am not so weak as to find indulgence in describing them to a woman who
will glory in having excited their anguish, but whose affection they have
never been able to gain.</p>
<p>R. DE COURCY. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0035" id="link2H_4_0035"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XXXV </h2>
<p>LADY SUSAN TO MR. DE COURCY</p>
<p>Upper Seymour Street.</p>
<p>I will not attempt to describe my astonishment in reading the note this
moment received from you. I am bewildered in my endeavours to form some
rational conjecture of what Mrs. Mainwaring can have told you to occasion
so extraordinary a change in your sentiments. Have I not explained
everything to you with respect to myself which could bear a doubtful
meaning, and which the ill-nature of the world had interpreted to my
discredit? What can you now have heard to stagger your esteem for me? Have
I ever had a concealment from you? Reginald, you agitate me beyond
expression, I cannot suppose that the old story of Mrs. Mainwaring's
jealousy can be revived again, or at least be LISTENED to again. Come to
me immediately, and explain what is at present absolutely
incomprehensible. Believe me the single word of Langford is not of such
potent intelligence as to supersede the necessity of more. If we ARE to
part, it will at least be handsome to take your personal leave—but I
have little heart to jest; in truth, I am serious enough; for to be sunk,
though but for an hour, in your esteem is a humiliation to which I know
not how to submit. I shall count every minute till your arrival.</p>
<p>S. V. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0036" id="link2H_4_0036"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XXXVI </h2>
<p>MR. DE COURCY TO LADY SUSAN</p>
<p>——Hotel.</p>
<p>Why would you write to me? Why do you require particulars? But, since it
must be so, I am obliged to declare that all the accounts of your
misconduct during the life, and since the death of Mr. Vernon, which had
reached me, in common with the world in general, and gained my entire
belief before I saw you, but which you, by the exertion of your perverted
abilities, had made me resolved to disallow, have been unanswerably proved
to me; nay more, I am assured that a connection, of which I had never
before entertained a thought, has for some time existed, and still
continues to exist, between you and the man whose family you robbed of its
peace in return for the hospitality with which you were received into it;
that you have corresponded with him ever since your leaving Langford; not
with his wife, but with him, and that he now visits you every day. Can
you, dare you deny it? and all this at the time when I was an encouraged,
an accepted lover! From what have I not escaped! I have only to be
grateful. Far from me be all complaint, every sigh of regret. My own folly
had endangered me, my preservation I owe to the kindness, the integrity of
another; but the unfortunate Mrs. Mainwaring, whose agonies while she
related the past seemed to threaten her reason, how is SHE to be consoled!
After such a discovery as this, you will scarcely affect further wonder at
my meaning in bidding you adieu. My understanding is at length restored,
and teaches no less to abhor the artifices which had subdued me than to
despise myself for the weakness on which their strength was founded.</p>
<p>R. DE COURCY. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0037" id="link2H_4_0037"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XXXVII </h2>
<p>LADY SUSAN TO MR. DE COURCY</p>
<p>Upper Seymour Street.</p>
<p>I am satisfied, and will trouble you no more when these few lines are
dismissed. The engagement which you were eager to form a fortnight ago is
no longer compatible with your views, and I rejoice to find that the
prudent advice of your parents has not been given in vain. Your
restoration to peace will, I doubt not, speedily follow this act of filial
obedience, and I flatter myself with the hope of surviving my share in
this disappointment.</p>
<p>S. V. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0038" id="link2H_4_0038"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XXXVIII </h2>
<p>MRS. JOHNSON TO LADY SUSAN VERNON</p>
<p>Edward Street</p>
<p>I am grieved, though I cannot be astonished at your rupture with Mr. De
Courcy; he has just informed Mr. Johnson of it by letter. He leaves
London, he says, to-day. Be assured that I partake in all your feelings,
and do not be angry if I say that our intercourse, even by letter, must
soon be given up. It makes me miserable; but Mr. Johnson vows that if I
persist in the connection, he will settle in the country for the rest of
his life, and you know it is impossible to submit to such an extremity
while any other alternative remains. You have heard of course that the
Mainwarings are to part, and I am afraid Mrs. M. will come home to us
again; but she is still so fond of her husband, and frets so much about
him, that perhaps she may not live long. Miss Mainwaring is just come to
town to be with her aunt, and they say that she declares she will have Sir
James Martin before she leaves London again. If I were you, I would
certainly get him myself. I had almost forgot to give you my opinion of
Mr. De Courcy; I am really delighted with him; he is full as handsome, I
think, as Mainwaring, and with such an open, good-humoured countenance,
that one cannot help loving him at first sight. Mr. Johnson and he are the
greatest friends in the world. Adieu, my dearest Susan, I wish matters did
not go so perversely. That unlucky visit to Langford! but I dare say you
did all for the best, and there is no defying destiny.</p>
<p>Your sincerely attached</p>
<p>ALICIA. <SPAN name="link2H_4_0039" id="link2H_4_0039"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XXXIX </h2>
<p>LADY SUSAN TO MRS. JOHNSON</p>
<p>Upper Seymour Street.</p>
<p>My dear Alicia,—I yield to the necessity which parts us. Under
circumstances you could not act otherwise. Our friendship cannot be
impaired by it, and in happier times, when your situation is as
independent as mine, it will unite us again in the same intimacy as ever.
For this I shall impatiently wait, and meanwhile can safely assure you
that I never was more at ease, or better satisfied with myself and
everything about me than at the present hour. Your husband I abhor,
Reginald I despise, and I am secure of never seeing either again. Have I
not reason to rejoice? Mainwaring is more devoted to me than ever; and
were we at liberty, I doubt if I could resist even matrimony offered by
HIM. This event, if his wife live with you, it may be in your power to
hasten. The violence of her feelings, which must wear her out, may be
easily kept in irritation. I rely on your friendship for this. I am now
satisfied that I never could have brought myself to marry Reginald, and am
equally determined that Frederica never shall. To-morrow, I shall fetch
her from Churchhill, and let Maria Mainwaring tremble for the consequence.
Frederica shall be Sir James's wife before she quits my house, and she may
whimper, and the Vernons may storm, I regard them not. I am tired of
submitting my will to the caprices of others; of resigning my own judgment
in deference to those to whom I owe no duty, and for whom I feel no
respect. I have given up too much, have been too easily worked on, but
Frederica shall now feel the difference. Adieu, dearest of friends; may
the next gouty attack be more favourable! and may you always regard me as
unalterably yours,</p>
<p>S. VERNON <SPAN name="link2H_4_0040" id="link2H_4_0040"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XL </h2>
<p>LADY DE COURCY TO MRS. VERNON</p>
<p>My dear Catherine,—I have charming news for you, and if I had not
sent off my letter this morning you might have been spared the vexation of
knowing of Reginald's being gone to London, for he is returned. Reginald
is returned, not to ask our consent to his marrying Lady Susan, but to
tell us they are parted for ever. He has been only an hour in the house,
and I have not been able to learn particulars, for he is so very low that
I have not the heart to ask questions, but I hope we shall soon know all.
This is the most joyful hour he has ever given us since the day of his
birth. Nothing is wanting but to have you here, and it is our particular
wish and entreaty that you would come to us as soon as you can. You have
owed us a visit many long weeks; I hope nothing will make it inconvenient
to Mr. Vernon; and pray bring all my grand-children; and your dear niece
is included, of course; I long to see her. It has been a sad, heavy winter
hitherto, without Reginald, and seeing nobody from Churchhill. I never
found the season so dreary before; but this happy meeting will make us
young again. Frederica runs much in my thoughts, and when Reginald has
recovered his usual good spirits (as I trust he soon will) we will try to
rob him of his heart once more, and I am full of hopes of seeing their
hands joined at no great distance.</p>
<p>Your affectionate mother,</p>
<p>C. DE COURCY <SPAN name="link2H_4_0041" id="link2H_4_0041"></SPAN></p>
<h2> XLI </h2>
<p>MRS. VERNON TO LADY DE COURCY</p>
<p>Churchhill.</p>
<p>My dear Mother,—Your letter has surprized me beyond measure! Can it
be true that they are really separated—and for ever? I should be
overjoyed if I dared depend on it, but after all that I have seen how can
one be secure. And Reginald really with you! My surprize is the greater
because on Wednesday, the very day of his coming to Parklands, we had a
most unexpected and unwelcome visit from Lady Susan, looking all
cheerfulness and good-humour, and seeming more as if she were to marry him
when she got to London than as if parted from him for ever. She stayed
nearly two hours, was as affectionate and agreeable as ever, and not a
syllable, not a hint was dropped, of any disagreement or coolness between
them. I asked her whether she had seen my brother since his arrival in
town; not, as you may suppose, with any doubt of the fact, but merely to
see how she looked. She immediately answered, without any embarrassment,
that he had been kind enough to call on her on Monday; but she believed he
had already returned home, which I was very far from crediting. Your kind
invitation is accepted by us with pleasure, and on Thursday next we and
our little ones will be with you. Pray heaven, Reginald may not be in town
again by that time! I wish we could bring dear Frederica too, but I am
sorry to say that her mother's errand hither was to fetch her away; and,
miserable as it made the poor girl, it was impossible to detain her. I was
thoroughly unwilling to let her go, and so was her uncle; and all that
could be urged we did urge; but Lady Susan declared that as she was now
about to fix herself in London for several months, she could not be easy
if her daughter were not with her for masters, &c. Her manner, to be
sure, was very kind and proper, and Mr. Vernon believes that Frederica
will now be treated with affection. I wish I could think so too. The poor
girl's heart was almost broke at taking leave of us. I charged her to
write to me very often, and to remember that if she were in any distress
we should be always her friends. I took care to see her alone, that I
might say all this, and I hope made her a little more comfortable; but I
shall not be easy till I can go to town and judge of her situation myself.
I wish there were a better prospect than now appears of the match which
the conclusion of your letter declares your expectations of. At present,
it is not very likely,</p>
<p>Yours ever, &c.,</p>
<p>C. VERNON <SPAN name="link2H_CONC" id="link2H_CONC"></SPAN></p>
<h2> CONCLUSION </h2>
<p>This correspondence, by a meeting between some of the parties, and a
separation between the others, could not, to the great detriment of the
Post Office revenue, be continued any longer. Very little assistance to
the State could be derived from the epistolary intercourse of Mrs. Vernon
and her niece; for the former soon perceived, by the style of Frederica's
letters, that they were written under her mother's inspection! and
therefore, deferring all particular enquiry till she could make it
personally in London, ceased writing minutely or often. Having learnt
enough, in the meanwhile, from her open-hearted brother, of what had
passed between him and Lady Susan to sink the latter lower than ever in
her opinion, she was proportionably more anxious to get Frederica removed
from such a mother, and placed under her own care; and, though with little
hope of success, was resolved to leave nothing unattempted that might
offer a chance of obtaining her sister-in-law's consent to it. Her anxiety
on the subject made her press for an early visit to London; and Mr.
Vernon, who, as it must already have appeared, lived only to do whatever
he was desired, soon found some accommodating business to call him
thither. With a heart full of the matter, Mrs. Vernon waited on Lady Susan
shortly after her arrival in town, and was met with such an easy and
cheerful affection, as made her almost turn from her with horror. No
remembrance of Reginald, no consciousness of guilt, gave one look of
embarrassment; she was in excellent spirits, and seemed eager to show at
once by ever possible attention to her brother and sister her sense of
their kindness, and her pleasure in their society. Frederica was no more
altered than Lady Susan; the same restrained manners, the same timid look
in the presence of her mother as heretofore, assured her aunt of her
situation being uncomfortable, and confirmed her in the plan of altering
it. No unkindness, however, on the part of Lady Susan appeared.
Persecution on the subject of Sir James was entirely at an end; his name
merely mentioned to say that he was not in London; and indeed, in all her
conversation, she was solicitous only for the welfare and improvement of
her daughter, acknowledging, in terms of grateful delight, that Frederica
was now growing every day more and more what a parent could desire. Mrs.
Vernon, surprized and incredulous, knew not what to suspect, and, without
any change in her own views, only feared greater difficulty in
accomplishing them. The first hope of anything better was derived from
Lady Susan's asking her whether she thought Frederica looked quite as well
as she had done at Churchhill, as she must confess herself to have
sometimes an anxious doubt of London's perfectly agreeing with her. Mrs.
Vernon, encouraging the doubt, directly proposed her niece's returning
with them into the country. Lady Susan was unable to express her sense of
such kindness, yet knew not, from a variety of reasons, how to part with
her daughter; and as, though her own plans were not yet wholly fixed, she
trusted it would ere long be in her power to take Frederica into the
country herself, concluded by declining entirely to profit by such
unexampled attention. Mrs. Vernon persevered, however, in the offer of it,
and though Lady Susan continued to resist, her resistance in the course of
a few days seemed somewhat less formidable. The lucky alarm of an
influenza decided what might not have been decided quite so soon. Lady
Susan's maternal fears were then too much awakened for her to think of
anything but Frederica's removal from the risk of infection; above all
disorders in the world she most dreaded the influenza for her daughter's
constitution!</p>
<p>Frederica returned to Churchhill with her uncle and aunt; and three weeks
afterwards, Lady Susan announced her being married to Sir James Martin.
Mrs. Vernon was then convinced of what she had only suspected before, that
she might have spared herself all the trouble of urging a removal which
Lady Susan had doubtless resolved on from the first. Frederica's visit was
nominally for six weeks, but her mother, though inviting her to return in
one or two affectionate letters, was very ready to oblige the whole party
by consenting to a prolongation of her stay, and in the course of two
months ceased to write of her absence, and in the course of two or more to
write to her at all. Frederica was therefore fixed in the family of her
uncle and aunt till such time as Reginald De Courcy could be talked,
flattered, and finessed into an affection for her which, allowing leisure
for the conquest of his attachment to her mother, for his abjuring all
future attachments, and detesting the sex, might be reasonably looked for
in the course of a twelvemonth. Three months might have done it in
general, but Reginald's feelings were no less lasting than lively. Whether
Lady Susan was or was not happy in her second choice, I do not see how it
can ever be ascertained; for who would take her assurance of it on either
side of the question? The world must judge from probabilities; she had
nothing against her but her husband, and her conscience. Sir James may
seem to have drawn a harder lot than mere folly merited; I leave him,
therefore, to all the pity that anybody can give him. For myself, I
confess that I can pity only Miss Mainwaring; who, coming to town, and
putting herself to an expense in clothes which impoverished her for two
years, on purpose to secure him, was defrauded of her due by a woman ten
years older than herself.</p>
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