<h2 id="id01031" style="margin-top: 4em">CHAPTER XIII</h2>
<h5 id="id01032">A MESMERIST'S SPELL</h5>
<p id="id01033" style="margin-top: 2em">I found on entering the breakfast-room that my presence caused no
surprise, neither did any of the guests regard me suspiciously. It had
gone abroad that I had gone out to find Kaffar, but was unable to do so;
and as Voltaire had publicly spoken of Kaffar's luggage being sent to
Cairo, there was, to them, no mystery regarding him.</p>
<p id="id01034">Several spoke of his going away as being a good riddance, and declared
him to be unfit for respectable society; but I did not answer them, and
after a while the subject dropped.</p>
<p id="id01035">Voltaire, however, was not in the room; and when, after having
breakfasted, I was wondering where he was, I felt the old terrible
sensation come over me. I tried to resist the influence that was drawing
me out of the room, but I could not. I put on my overcoat and hat, and,
drawn on by an unseen power, I went away towards the fir plantation in
which the summer-house was built.</p>
<p id="id01036">As I knew I should, I found Voltaire there. He smiled on me and lifted
his hat politely. "I thought I would allow you to have a good breakfast
before summoning you," he said, "especially as this is the last
conversation we shall have for some time."</p>
<p id="id01037">I thought I detected a look of triumph in his eyes, yet I was sure he
regarded me with intense hatred.</p>
<p id="id01038">"Yes," I said, "I am come. What is your will now?"</p>
<p id="id01039">"This. I find that Mr. Temple has told you about an interview which was
held in the library last night."</p>
<p id="id01040">"Yes; it is true."</p>
<p id="id01041">"Do you know of what you are in danger?"</p>
<p id="id01042">"No—what?"</p>
<p id="id01043">"Hanging."</p>
<p id="id01044">"What for?"</p>
<p id="id01045">"For murdering Kaffar."</p>
<p id="id01046">"Did I kill him? I remember nothing. What was done was not because of
me, but because of the demon that caused me blindly to act."</p>
<p id="id01047">"Names are cheap, my man, and I don't mind. Claptrap morality is
nothing to me. Yes, you killed Kaffar—killed him with that knife you
held in your hand. I meant that you should. Kaffar was getting
troublesome to me, and I wanted to get him out of the way. To use you as
I did was killing two birds with one stone. You know that Miss Forrest
has promised to marry me if Kaffar be not forthcoming by next Christmas
Eve. That, of course, can never be, so my beautiful bride is safe;" and
he looked at me with a savage leer.</p>
<p id="id01048">"Have you brought me here to tell me that?"</p>
<p id="id01049">"No; but to tell you a little good news. I have decided to hold you as
the slave to my will until the day Miss Gertrude Forrest becomes Mrs.
Herod Voltaire, and then to set you free. Meanwhile, I want to give you
a few instructions."</p>
<p id="id01050">"What are they?"</p>
<p id="id01051">"You are not to take one step in trying to prove that Kaffar is alive."</p>
<p id="id01052">"Ah!" I cried; "you fear I might produce him. Then I have not killed
him, even through you. Thank God! thank God!"</p>
<p id="id01053">"Stop your pious exclamations," he said. "No, you are wrong. You did
kill Kaffar, and he lies at the bottom of yonder ghostly pool; so that
is not the reason. Why I do not wish you to search for him is that
thereby you might find out things about me that I do not wish you to
do. In such a life as mine there are naturally things that I do not wish
known. In going to my old haunts, trying to unearth Kaffar, you would
learn something about them. And so I command you," he continued, in a
hoarse tone that made me shudder, "that you do not move one step in that
direction. If you do—well, you know my power."</p>
<p id="id01054">From that moment I felt more enslaved than ever. I shuddered at the
thought of disobeying him; I felt more than ever a lost man. As I felt
at that moment, in spite of my desire to let every one know this man's
power over me, I would rather have pulled out my tongue than have done
so.</p>
<p id="id01055">"Are those all your commands?" I said humbly.</p>
<p id="id01056">"Ah! you are cowed at last, are you?" he said mockingly. "You matched
your strength with mine; now you know what it means. You did not think I
could crush you like a grasshopper, did you? Yes, I have one other
command for you. You must go to London to-morrow, and go on with your
old work. You must not hold any communication with Miss Forrest, my
affianced bride. I myself am going to London to-day, and most likely
shall remain there for a while. Perhaps I shall want to see you
occasionally. If I do, you will quickly know. I shall have no need to
tell you my address;" and he laughed a savage laugh.</p>
<p id="id01057">"Is that all?" I said.</p>
<p id="id01058">"That is all. You will come to the wedding, Mr. Blake. You shall see her
arrayed for her husband, dressed all in white, as a bride should be. You
shall see her lips touch mine. You shall see us go away together—the
woman you love, and the man who has crushed you as if you were a worm."</p>
<p id="id01059">This maddened me. By a tremendous effort of will I was free. "That shall
never be. Somehow, some way, I will thwart you," I cried. "I will free
myself from you; I will snap your cruel chain asunder."</p>
<p id="id01060">"I defy you!" he said. "You can do nothing that I have commanded you not
to do. For the rest I care not a jot."</p>
<p id="id01061">He went away, leaving me alone, and then all the sensations of the
previous nights came back to me. I remembered what the ghost was
supposed to foretell, and the evil influence the dark pond was said to
have. I saw again the large red hand on the water's surface. I recalled
dimly the struggle, the fighting, the strange feeling I had as my senses
began to leave me. Could I have killed him? If I did, I was guiltless
of crime. It was not my heart that conceived the thought; it was not I
who really did the deed. I had no pangs of conscience, no feeling of
remorse, and yet the thought that I had hurried a man into eternity was
horrible.</p>
<p id="id01062">I wandered in the plantation for hours, brooding, thinking, despairing.
No pen can describe what I felt, no words can convey to the mind the
thoughts and pains of my mind and heart. Never did I love Miss Forrest
so much, never was Voltaire's villainy so real; and yet I was to lose
her, and that man—a fiend in human form—was to wed her. I could do
nothing. He had paralyzed my energies. He had set a command before me
which was as ghastly as hell, and yet I dared not disobey. I, a young,
strong man, was a slave—a slave of the worst kind. I was the plaything,
the tool of a villain. I had to do as he told me; I had to refrain from
doing what he told me I was not to do. I had done I knew not what.
Perchance a hangman's rope was hanging near me even now. I could not
tell. And yet I dared not rise from my chains, and see whether the
things I had been accused of doing were true.</p>
<p id="id01063">I went back to the house. Voltaire was gone, while the guests and family
were having their lunch. I felt that I could not join them, so I went
into the library. I had not been there ten minutes when Miss Forrest
entered. She looked pale and worried. I suppose that I, too, must have
been haggard, for she started when she saw me. She hesitated a moment,
and then spoke.</p>
<p id="id01064">"The whole party are going for a ride this afternoon. They have just
been making arrangements. They are going to ask you to join them. Shall
you go?" she asked.</p>
<p id="id01065">"No; I shall not go," I replied.</p>
<p id="id01066">"Will you come here at three o'clock?"</p>
<p id="id01067">"Yes," I said, wondering what she meant; but I had not time to ask her,
for two young men came into the room.</p>
<p id="id01068">I went to my room and tried to think, but I could not. My mind refused
to work. I watched the party ride away—it was comparatively small now,
for several had returned to their homes—and then I found my way to the
library.</p>
<p id="id01069">I sat for a while in silence, scarcely conscious of my surroundings; and
then I wondered how long Miss Forrest would be before she came, and what
she would tell me. The clock on the mantelpiece began to strike three;
it had not finished when she entered the room.</p>
<p id="id01070">I placed a chair for her beside my own, which she accepted without a
word.</p>
<p id="id01071">For a minute neither of us spoke; then she said abruptly, "You told me
you loved me when we rode out together the other day."</p>
<p id="id01072">"I did," I said, "and I do love you with all the intensity that a human
heart is capable of loving; but it is hopeless now."</p>
<p id="id01073">"Why?"</p>
<p id="id01074">"You have promised to marry another man."</p>
<p id="id01075">"What do you know of this?"</p>
<p id="id01076">Both of us were very excited. We were moved to talk in an unconventional
strain.</p>
<p id="id01077">"Mr. Temple told me of your interview together last night."</p>
<p id="id01078">A slight flush came to her face. "But Mr. Temple has told you the
condition of the promise as well," she said.</p>
<p id="id01079">"Yes; but that condition makes me hopeless."</p>
<p id="id01080">"What!" she cried. "But no, I will not entertain such a thought. You are
as innocent as I am."</p>
<p id="id01081">"Yes, I am innocent in thought, in intent, and in heart; but as for the
deed itself, I know not."</p>
<p id="id01082">"I do not understand you," she said; "you speak in words that convey no
meaning to my mind. Will you explain?"</p>
<p id="id01083">"I cannot, Miss Forrest. I would give all I possess if I could. I have
nothing that I would keep secret from you, and yet I cannot tell you
that which you would know."</p>
<p id="id01084">Did she understand me? Did her quick mind guess my condition? I could
not tell, and yet a strange look of intelligence flashed from her eyes.</p>
<p id="id01085">"Mr. Blake," she said, "my soul loathes the thought of marrying that
man. If ever my promise has to be fulfilled, I shall die the very day on
which he calls me wife."</p>
<p id="id01086">My heart gave a great throb of joy; her every word gave me hope in spite
of myself.</p>
<p id="id01087">"Mr. Blake," she continued, "I never must marry him."</p>
<p id="id01088">"God grant you may not," I said.</p>
<p id="id01089">"I must not," she said, "and you must keep me from danger."</p>
<p id="id01090">"I, Miss Forrest! I would give the world if I could: but how can I? You
do not know the terrible slavery that binds me, neither can I tell you."</p>
<p id="id01091">"I shall trust in you to deliver me from this man," she went on without
heeding me. "You must prove yourself to be innocent."</p>
<p id="id01092">"To do that I must bring this man Kaffar. I know nothing of him. I could
never find him. Oh, I tell you, Miss Forrest, a thousand evil powers
seem to rend me when I attempt to do what I long for."</p>
<p id="id01093">"I shall trust in you," she cried. "Surely you are sufficiently
interested in me to save me from a man like Voltaire?"</p>
<p id="id01094">"Interested?" I cried. "I would die for you, I love you so. And yet I
can do nothing."</p>
<p id="id01095">"You can do something; you can do everything. You can save me from him."</p>
<p id="id01096">"Oh," I cried, "I know I must appear a pitiful coward to you. It is for
me you have placed yourself in this position, while I refuse to try to
liberate you from it. If I only could; if I dared! But I am chained on
every hand."</p>
<p id="id01097">"But you are going to break those chains; you are going to be free; you
are going to be happy."</p>
<p id="id01098">Her words nerved me. The impossible seemed possible, and yet everything
was misty.</p>
<p id="id01099">"Only one thing can make me happy," I said, "and that can never be now.<br/>
I have lost my strength; I am become a pitiful coward."<br/></p>
<p id="id01100">"You are going to be happy!" she repeated.</p>
<p id="id01101">"Miss Forrest," I said, "do not mock me. My life for days has been a
hell. I have had a terrible existence; no light shines in the sky. You
cannot think what your words mean to me, or you would not speak them."</p>
<p id="id01102">"Will you not, for my sake, if not for your own, exert yourself? Will
you not think of my happiness a little? The thought of marrying that
man is madness."</p>
<p id="id01103">"Miss Forrest," I cried, "you must think I have lost all manhood, all
self-respect, when you hear what I say; but the only thing that could
make me think of trying to do what is ten thousand times my duty to do,
is that you will give me some hope that, if I should succeed, you will
be the wife of such a poor thing as I am."</p>
<p id="id01104">She looked at me intently. She was very pale, and her eyes shone like
stars. Beautiful she looked beyond compare, and so grand, so noble. She
was tied down to no conventionalities; whither her pure true heart led
her, she followed.</p>
<p id="id01105">"If you succeed," she said, "I will be your wife."</p>
<p id="id01106">"But not simply from a feeling of pity?" I cried. "I could not let you
do that. I have manliness enough for that even yet."</p>
<p id="id01107">"No," she said proudly, "but because you are the only man I ever did or
can love."</p>
<p id="id01108">For a minute I forgot my woes, my pains. No ghastly deed taunted me with
its memory, no dark cloud hung in the skies. I felt my Gertrude's lips
against mine; I felt that her life was given to me. I was no longer
alone and desolate; a pure, beautiful woman had trusted me so fully, so
truly, that hope dawned in my sky, and earth was heaven.</p>
<p id="id01109">"Now, Justin," she said, after a few minutes of happy silence, "you must
away. Every hour may be precious. God knows how gladly I would be with
you, but it must not be. But remember, my hope lies in you, and my love
is given to you. God bless you!"</p>
<p id="id01110">She went away then and left me; while I, without knowing why, prepared
to start for London.</p>
<p id="id01111">I had a great work to do. I had, if I was to win Gertrude for my wife,
to break and crush Voltaire's power over me. I had to find Kaffar, if he
was to be found, and that to me was an awful uncertainty, and I had to
bring him to Gertrude before the next Christmas Eve.</p>
<p id="id01112">Away from her the skies were dark again, great heavy weights rested on
my heart, and my life seemed clogged. Still her love had nerved me to do
what I otherwise could never have done. It had nerved me to try; and so,
with her warm kiss burning on my lips, I hurried off to the great
metropolis without any definite idea why I was going.</p>
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