<h2 id="id00570" style="margin-top: 4em">CHAPTER VIII</h2>
<h5 id="id00571">DARKNESS AND LIGHT</h5>
<p id="id00572" style="margin-top: 2em">During the next few days there was but little to record. The party
evidently forgot mesmerism and thought-reading, and seemingly enjoyed
themselves without its assistance. The young men and women walked
together and talked together, while the matrons looked complacently on.
During the day there was hunting, skating, and riding, while at night
there was story-telling, charades, games of various sorts, and dancing.
Altogether, it was a right old-fashioned, unconventional English country
party, and day by day we got to enjoy ourselves more, because we learned
to know each other better.</p>
<p id="id00573">Perhaps, however, I am using a wrong expression. I ought not to have
said "we." I cannot say that I enjoyed myself very much. My life was
strange and disappointing. More than that, the calamities I dreaded did
not take place, but the absence of those calamities brought me no
satisfaction. And thus, while all the rest laughed and were joyful, I
was solitary and sad. Once or twice I thought of leaving Temple Hall,
but I could not bring myself to do so. I should be leaving the woman I
was each day loving more and more, to the man who knew no honour, no
mercy, no manliness.</p>
<p id="id00574">During these days I was entirely free from Voltaire's influence, as free
as I was before I saw him. He always spoke to me politely, and to a
casual observer his demeanour towards me was very friendly. Kaffar, on
the other hand, treated me very rudely. He often sought to turn a laugh
against me; he even greeted me with a sneer. I took no notice of him,
however—never replied to his insulting words; and this evidently
maddened him. The truth was, I was afraid lest there should be some
design in Voltaire's apparent friendliness and Kaffar's evident desire
to arouse enmity, and so I determined to be on my guard.</p>
<p id="id00575">I was not so much surprised at my freedom from the influence he had
exercised over me the day after I had placed myself under his power, and
for a reason that was more than painful to me. Miss Forrest avoided ever
meeting me alone, never spoke to me save in monosyllables, and was cold
and haughty to me at all times. Many times had I seen her engaged in
some playful conversation with some members of the party; but the moment
I appeared on the scene her smile was gone, and, if opportunity
occurred, she generally sought occasion to leave. Much as I loved her, I
was too proud to ask a reason for this, and so, although we were so
friendly on Christmas Day, we were exceedingly cold and distant when New
Year's Eve came. This, as may be imagined, grieved me much; and when I
saw Voltaire's smile as he watched Miss Forrest repel any attempt of
mine to converse with her, I began to wish I had never set my foot in
Temple Hall.</p>
<p id="id00576">And yet I thought I might be useful to her yet. So I determined to
remain in Yorkshire until she returned to London, and even then I hoped
to be able to shield her from the designs which I was sure Voltaire
still had.</p>
<p id="id00577">New Year's Day was cold and forbidding. The snow had gone and the ice
had melted; but the raw, biting wind swept across moor and fen,
forbidding the less robust part of the company to come away from the
warm fires.</p>
<p id="id00578">I had come down as usual, and, entering the library, I found Miss<br/>
Forrest seated.<br/></p>
<p id="id00579">"I wish you a happy new year, Miss Forrest," I said. "May it be the
happiest year you have ever known." She looked around the room as if she
expected to see some one else present; then, looking up at me, she said,
with the happy look I loved to see, "And I heartily return your wish,
Mr. Blake."</p>
<p id="id00580">There was no coldness, no restraint in her voice. She spoke as if she
was glad to see me, and wanted me to know it. Instantly a burden rolled
away from my heart, and for a few minutes I was the happiest of men.
Presently I heard voices at the library door, and immediately Miss
Forrest's kindness and cheerfulness vanished, and those who entered the
room must have fancied that I was annoying her with my company. I
remained in the room a few minutes longer, but she was studiously cold
and polite to me, so that when I made a pretence of going out to the
stables to see a new horse Tom Temple had bought, I did so with a heavy
heart.</p>
<p id="id00581">I had no sooner entered the stable-yard than Simon Slowden appeared, and
beckoned to me.</p>
<p id="id00582">"I looked hout for yer honour all day yesterday," he said, "but you lay
like a hare in a furze bush. Things is looking curious, yer honour."</p>
<p id="id00583">"Indeed, Simon. How?"</p>
<p id="id00584">"Can 'ee come this yer way a minit, yer honour?" "Certainly," I said,
and followed him into a room over the stables. I did not like having
confidences in this way; but my brain was confused, and I could not rid
myself from the idea that some plot was being concocted against me.</p>
<p id="id00585">Simon looked around to make sure there were no eavesdroppers; then he
said, "There's a hancient wirgin 'ere called Miss Staggles, ain't there,
Mr. Blake?"</p>
<p id="id00586">"There is. Why?"</p>
<p id="id00587">"It's my belief as 'ow she's bin a waccinated ten times, yer honour."</p>
<p id="id00588">"Why, Simon?"</p>
<p id="id00589">"Why, she's without blood or marrow, she is; and as for flesh, she ain't
got none."</p>
<p id="id00590">"Well, what for that?"</p>
<p id="id00591">"And not honly that," he continued, without heeding my question, "she
hain't a got a hounce of tender feelin's in her natur. In my opinion,
sur, she's a witch, she is, and hev got dealin's with the devil."</p>
<p id="id00592">"And what for all this?" I said. "Surely you haven't taken me up here to
give me your impressions concerning Miss Staggles?"</p>
<p id="id00593" style="margin-top: 2em">"Well, I hev partly, yer honour. The truth is"—here he sunk his voice
to a whisper—"she's very thick with that willain with a hinfidel's
name. They're in league, sur." "How do you know?"</p>
<p id="id00594">"They've bin a-promenadin' together nearly every day since Christmas;
and when a feller like that 'ere Woltaire goes a-walkin' with a creature
like that hancient wirgin on his arm, then I think there must be
somethin' on board."</p>
<p id="id00595">"But this is purely surmise, Simon. There is no reason why Miss Staggles
and Mr. Voltaire may not walk together."</p>
<p id="id00596">"There's more than surmise, sur. You know the plantation up behind the
house, Mr. Blake?"</p>
<p id="id00597">"The fir plantation? Very well."</p>
<p id="id00598">"Well, sur, the night afore last I wur up there. They are hevin' a kind
of Christmas-tree in one of the Sunday schools over in the willage
to-night, and some o' the teachers came to the guv'nor and asked him for
a tree to put some knick-knacks on. So he says to me, 'Simon,' says he,
'go up in the plantation and pull up a young fir tree, and then in the
morning put it in the cart and take it over to the school-room.' This
was day afore yesterday, in the afternoon. I was busy jist then, so I
didn't go to the plantation till 'twas dusk. However, as you know, yer
honour, 'tis moonlight, so I didn't trouble. Well, I got a young fir
tree pulled up, and was jist a-going to light my pipe, when I see some
figures a-comin' threw the plantation towards a summer-'ouse that was
put up 'bout two year ago. So I lied luff. 'I believe,' I says, 'that
it's that hinfidel and the skinny wirgin a-walkin' together.' They goes
into the summer-'ouse, and then I creeps down, and gets behind a tree,
but close enough to the couple to hear every word. Sure 'nough, sur, I
wur right; it was the wirgin Staggles and this 'ere Woltaire.</p>
<p id="id00599">"'They seemed quarrellin' like when I come up, for she wur sayin'—</p>
<p id="id00600">"'Tis no use, she never will.'</p>
<p id="id00601">"'Nonsense!' says he. 'Give her time, and poison her mind against that<br/>
Blake, and she'll come around.'<br/></p>
<p id="id00602">"'I've done that,' says she. 'I've told her that Mr. Blake is a regular
male flirt; that he's had dozens of love affairs with girls; and,
besides that, I told her that her marked preference for him was being
talked about.'</p>
<p id="id00603">"'Yes,' says Woltaire, 'and see how she's treated him since.'</p>
<p id="id00604">"'True enough,' says she; 'but it's made her no softer towards you. If
she avoids him, she dislikes you.'</p>
<p id="id00605">"'And do you think she cares about Blake?' says he.</p>
<p id="id00606">"'I don't know,' she replies. 'She never would tell me anything, and
that's why I dislike her so. But, for all that, she's no hypocrite.'</p>
<p id="id00607">"'Well, what for that?' he asks.</p>
<p id="id00608">"'I went to her room last night, and I began to tell her more about him
and compare him with you.'</p>
<p id="id00609">"'Well?' says he.</p>
<p id="id00610">"'Well, she got into a temper, and told me that she would not allow Mr.<br/>
Blake's name to be associated with yours in her room.'<br/></p>
<p id="id00611">"Then, sur, that 'ere willain he swore like a trooper, and said he'd make
you rue the day you were born. After that, they were silent for a little
while, and then she says to him—</p>
<p id="id00612">"'I believe she knows what you are wanting to do, and has some idea of
the influence you have exerted over him. She's as sharp as a lancet, and
it's difficult to deceive her.'</p>
<p id="id00613">"'If only that Blake hadn't come,' he says, as if talkin' to hisself.</p>
<p id="id00614">"'Yes,' she says, 'but he has come,' says she.</p>
<p id="id00615">"'But if he can be made to leave her, and never speak to her again, will
it not show to her that he's what you said he was, and thus turn her
against him?'</p>
<p id="id00616">"'I don't know. She's been cool enough to drive him away,' said that 'ere<br/>
Miss Staggles.<br/></p>
<p id="id00617">"'But if he leaves disgraced, proved to be a villain, a deceiver, a
blackleg, or worse than that, while I show up as an angel of light?'</p>
<p id="id00618">"'I don't know,' she says. 'You are a wonderful man; you can do almost
anything. You could charm even an angel.'</p>
<p id="id00619">"'Well, you'll do your best for me, won't you?' says he.</p>
<p id="id00620">"'You know I will,' she says; 'but we must not be seen together like
this, or they will suspect something.'</p>
<p id="id00621">"'True,' says he, 'but I want to know how things are goin' on.' Then he
stopped a minit, and a thought seemed to strike him. 'Miss Staggles, my
friend,' he says, 'watch her closely, and meet me here on New Year's
Day, at five o'clock in the evening. It's dark then, and everybody will
be indoors.'"</p>
<p id="id00622">"Then, yer honour, they went away together, and I was on the look-out
for you all day yesterday."</p>
<p id="id00623">There was much in Simon's story to think about, and for a time all was
mystery to me. One thing, however, I thought was clear. He had either
found he could do no good by his mesmeric influences, or else he had
lost them, and so he was working up some other scheme against me. I
pondered long over the words, "If he leaves disgraced, proved to be a
villain, a deceiver, a blackleg, or worse than that, while I show up as
an angel of light?" Surely that meant a great deal! I must be on the
watch. I must be as cunning as he. I did not like eavesdropping or
playing the spy, and yet I felt there were times when it would be right
to do so, and surely that time had come in my history. There was
villainy to be unmasked, there was a true, innocent girl to be saved,
while my reputation, happiness, and perhaps life were in danger. I
determined I would meet stratagem with stratagem. I would hear this
conference in the wood that evening. I would seek to undeceive Miss
Forrest, too, whose behaviour was now explained. Accordingly, after a
few more words with Simon, I wended my way back to the house again.</p>
<p id="id00624">I found Miss Forrest still in the library, together with Tom Temple and<br/>
Edith Gray. All three looked up brightly at my entrance.<br/></p>
<p id="id00625">"We were just talking about you, Justin," said Tom, as I joined them. "I
had been telling these ladies what a terrible woman-avoider you have
always been. Miss Forrest wouldn't believe me at first; but that story
of your walking five miles alone, rather than ride in a carriage with
some ladies, has convinced her. I thought you had improved the first day
or so after you came, but you seem to have fallen back into your old
ways."</p>
<p id="id00626">"Don't put the fault on me, Tom," I said.</p>
<p id="id00627">"The fault has generally been with the ladies. The truth is, I'm not a
ladies' man, and hence not liked by them. I have generally been put down
as a kind of bore, I expect, and I've never taken the trouble to improve
my reputation."</p>
<p id="id00628">"Then you ought," said Miss Gray, laughingly. "It's a shame that you
should be under such a ban, because if a man can't make himself pleasant
to ladies, what <i>can</i> he do?"</p>
<p id="id00629">"Well, I should like to turn over a new leaf," I replied; "but then I
don't seem to please. I've no doubt my company is very tiring, and thus
I must be left out in the cold."</p>
<p id="id00630">"Nonsense," replied Tom. "Let us have another ride this afternoon, and
see whether you can't make Miss Forrest a pleasant companion."</p>
<p id="id00631">"If Miss Forrest would allow me, I should be delighted," I said.</p>
<p id="id00632">I expected an excuse, such as a cold, a headache, or some previous
engagement, especially as she had looked steadily into the fire while we
had been talking. Instead of this, however, she frankly accepted my
escort, and accordingly the ride was arranged.</p>
<p id="id00633">Nothing of importance happened before we started. We had gone out
quietly, and had attracted no notice, and rode away towards the ruins of
an old castle which Tom thought we should like to visit.</p>
<p id="id00634">As I stated, it was a raw, cold day; but I did not feel the biting wind,
or notice the weird desolation that was all around. I felt supremely
happy as I rode by Miss Forrest's side.</p>
<p id="id00635">We had gone perhaps two miles from the house, when we found ourselves
separated from Tom Temple and Miss Gray, and we slackened our horses'
speed to a walk.</p>
<p id="id00636">"Have you thought my conduct strange since we last rode out together?"
she said.</p>
<p id="id00637">"I have indeed," I replied bluntly, "especially as I do not remember
having done anything that should merit your evident dislike to me."</p>
<p id="id00638">"I owe you an apology," she said. "I have been very foolish, very
unjust. I am very sorry."</p>
<p id="id00639">"But might I ask why you saw fit to change your conduct from
friendliness to extreme aversion?"</p>
<p id="id00640">"I'm almost ashamed to tell you, Mr. Blake, but I will. If there is one
thing for which I have aversion and contempt, it is for flirting,
coquetry, and the like. If there is any species of mankind that I
despise, it is that of a flirt, a society man, a ladies' man."</p>
<p id="id00641">"And have I ever given evidence of belonging to that class, Miss<br/>
Forrest?"<br/></p>
<p id="id00642">"No," she replied; "and that is why I am so ashamed of myself. But I
listened to some foolish gossip about your boasting of your conquests
with ladies and the like. I know I ought not to have listened to it, but
I did. I am very sorry; will you forgive me?"</p>
<p id="id00643">She said this frankly, and without hesitation; yet I thought I saw a
blush mount her cheek as she spoke.</p>
<p id="id00644">"If there is anything to forgive, I do forgive you," I replied,
"especially as I despise that class of individuals as much as you. The
vapid, dancing society mannikin is everywhere an object of contempt,
while a society girl, as generally accepted, is not a whit more to my
taste."</p>
<p id="id00645">I saw she was pleased at this, and I felt I loved her more than ever.
Did she, I wondered, care anything for me? Was there any vestige of
interest in her heart beyond that which she felt for any passing
acquaintance?</p>
<p id="id00646">"Mr. Blake," she said, after pausing a second, "do you remember what we
were talking about that day when we last rode out together?"</p>
<p id="id00647">"We were talking of Mr. Voltaire," I said. "Have you found out anything
more about him?"</p>
<p id="id00648">"No, I have not. Is there any mystery connected with him?"</p>
<p id="id00649">"I think there is. I have an indistinct kind of feeling that both he and
the Egyptian are deceivers, while I am sure that Mr. Voltaire is—is
your enemy."</p>
<p id="id00650">"I have no doubt he is," I said.</p>
<p id="id00651">She looked at me strangely.</p>
<p id="id00652">"I had not been in Temple Hall two hours before that man had marked me
as one that he would fain be rid of."</p>
<p id="id00653">"Indeed," she said; "then if that is the case, you should listen to my
advice. Have nothing to do with him."</p>
<p id="id00654">"But I must have something to do with him, and with his friend the<br/>
Egyptian as well."<br/></p>
<p id="id00655">"Don't," she said anxiously; "the two work together, and both are
cunning as serpents. I believe," she continued, after a pause, "that the
thought-reading and mesmerism were somehow designed to injure you. I
think somehow they are acquainted with forces unknown to us, and will
use them for evil."</p>
<p id="id00656">"Yes, I believe all that," I said.</p>
<p id="id00657">"Then why must you have any dealings with them?"</p>
<p id="id00658">"Because they will have dealings with me; because they are plotting
against me; because there are forces, over which I have no control,
drawing me on."</p>
<p id="id00659">"But why will they have dealings with you? Why are they plotting against
you?"</p>
<p id="id00660">"Because Voltaire knows that I love, with all my soul, the woman he
wants to win for his wife."</p>
<p id="id00661">A curious look shot across her face. What was it? Love, astonishment,
pain, vexation, or joy? I could not tell; but my tongue was unloosed.</p>
<p id="id00662">"Do I annoy you, astonish you, Miss Forrest?" I said. "Forgive me if I
do. I have been regarded as a woman-hater, a society-avoider. That is
because I never saw a woman in whom I was sufficiently interested to
court her society. I have heard it said that such characters fall in
love quickly, or not at all. The first day I saw you I fell in love with
you; I love you now with all my soul."</p>
<p id="id00663">She looked at my face steadily, but did not speak a word.</p>
<p id="id00664">"Voltaire has found out this, and he too wants you for his wife; so he
has been trying—is trying—to drive me away from here. How I cannot
tell you; but what I have said is true!" I spoke rapidly, passionately,
and I saw that her face became alternately pale and red, but she did not
reply.</p>
<p id="id00665">"Am I bold to speak thus?" I asked. "I think I must be, for I have
scarcely known you a week. But I cannot help it. My life is given up to
you. If I could but know that my love were not in vain! If you could
give me some word of hope!"</p>
<p id="id00666">A beautiful look lit up her eyes; she opened her mouth to speak, when a
voice shouted—</p>
<p id="id00667">"Come, Justin; don't loiter so. We shall not get back in time for
dinner, if you do."</p>
<p id="id00668">It was Tom Temple who spoke, and a turn in the lane revealed him. To say
I was sorry would be but to hint at my feelings. But I could not hinder
the turn things had taken, so we started our horses into a gallop, I
hoping that soon another opportunity might occur for our being alone,
when I trusted she would tell me what I desired to know.</p>
<p id="id00669">I do not know how I dared to make my confession of love, for certainly I
had but little proof of her caring for me. If I hoped, it was almost
without reason; and yet, as we galloped on, my heart beat right
joyfully.</p>
<p id="id00670">Nothing of importance occurred during the ride. The castle we visited
was grim and grey enough; but it was not the kind of afternoon when one
could enjoy to the full such a place, so we were not long before we
turned our horses' heads homeward. Time after time, on our homeward
journey, did I contrive to be alone with Miss Forrest, but always in
vain. She kept by the side of Edith Gray in spite of all my schemes to
get her by mine. Her lips were compressed, and her eyes had a strange
look. I longed to know what she was thinking about, but her face
revealed nothing.</p>
<p id="id00671">We came to the house at length, however, and then I hastened from her
side to lift her from the saddle. Then my heart gave a great throb, for
I thought she returned the pressure of my hand.</p>
<p id="id00672">"Do be careful about that man," she said hurriedly, and then ran into
the house.</p>
<p id="id00673">It was joy and light to me, and I needed it in the dark days that came
after.</p>
<p id="id00674">The stable-boy had scarcely taken the horses when a thought struck me. I
looked at my watch, and it was almost too dark for me to discern the
time, but I saw, after some difficulty, that it wanted but a few minutes
to five. In my joy I had forgotten my determination, but now I quickly
made my way to the summer-house that stood in the dark fir plantation.</p>
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