<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_LIX" id="CHAPTER_LIX"></SPAN>CHAPTER LIX.</h2>
<p class="chapterhead">BACK IN LONDON.</p>
<p><span class="firstwords">Mary</span> was fond of her house in Munster Court. It was her own; and
her father and Miss Tallowax between them had enabled her to make
it very pretty. The married woman who has not some pet lares of her
own is but a poor woman. Mary worshipped her little household gods
with a perfect religion, and was therefore happy in being among them
again; but she was already beginning to feel that in a certain event
she would be obliged to leave Munster Court. She knew that as
Marchioness of Brotherton she would not be allowed to live there.
There was a large brick house, with an unbroken row of six windows
on the first-floor, in St. James' Square, which she already knew as the
town house of the Marquis of Brotherton. It was, she thought, by far
the most gloomy house in the whole square. It had been uninhabited
for years, the present Marquis having neither resided there nor let it.
Her husband had never spoken to her about the house, had never, as
far as she could remember, been with her in St. James' Square. She
had enquired about it of her father, and he had once taken her through
the square, and had shown her the mansion. But that had been in the
days of the former Popenjoy, when she, at any rate, had never thought
that the dreary-looking mansion would make or mar her own comfort.
Now there had arisen a question of a delicate nature on which she had
said a word or two to her husband in her softest whisper. Might not
certain changes be made in the house at Munster Court in reference
to—well, to a nursery. A room to be baby's own she had called it.
She had thus made herself understood, though she had not said the
word which seemed to imply a plural number. "But you'll be down
at Manor Cross," said Lord George.<!-- Page 385 --></p>
<p>"You don't mean to keep me there always."</p>
<p>"No, not always; but when you come back to London it may be to
another house."</p>
<p>"You don't mean St. James' Square?" But that was just what he
did mean. "I hope we shan't have to live in that prison."</p>
<p>"It's one of the best houses in London," said Lord George, with a
certain amount of family pride. "It used to be, at least, before the
rich tradesmen had built all those palaces at South Kensington."</p>
<p>"It's dreadfully dingy."</p>
<p>"Because it has not been painted lately. Brotherton has never done
anything like anybody else."</p>
<p>"Couldn't we keep this and let that place?"</p>
<p>"Not very well. My father and grandfather, and great-grandfather
lived there. I think we had better wait a bit and see." Then she felt
sure that the glory was coming. Lord George would never have spoken
of her living in St. James' Square had he not felt almost certain that it
would soon come about.</p>
<p>Early in February her father came to town, and he was quite certain.
"The poor wretch can't speak articulately," he said.</p>
<p>"Who says so, papa?"</p>
<p>"I have taken care to find out the truth. What a life! And what
a death! He is there all alone. Nobody ever sees him but an Italian
doctor. If it's a boy, my dear, he will be my lord as soon as he's
born; or for the matter of that, if it's a girl she will be my lady."</p>
<p>"I wish it wasn't so."</p>
<p>"You must take it all as God sends it, Mary."</p>
<p>"They've talked about it till I'm sick of it," said Mary angrily.
Then she checked herself and added—"I don't mean you, papa; but
at Manor Cross they all flatter me now, because that poor man is dying.
If you were me you wouldn't like that."</p>
<p>"You've got to bear it, my dear. It's the way of the world. People
at the top of the tree are always flattered. You can't expect that
Mary Lovelace and the Marchioness of Brotherton will be treated in
the same way."</p>
<p>"Of course it made a difference when I was married."</p>
<p>"But suppose you had married a curate in the neighbourhood."</p>
<p>"I wish I had," said Mary wildly, "and that someone had given
him the living of Pugsty." But it all tended in the same direction.
She began to feel now that it must be, and must be soon. She
would, she told herself, endeavour to do her duty; she would be
loving to all who had been kind to her, and kind even to those who
had been unkind. To all of them at Manor Cross she would be a
real sister,—even to Lady Susanna whom certainly she had not
latterly loved. She would forgive everybody,—except one. Adelaide
Houghton she never could forgive, but Adelaide Houghton should be
her only enemy. It did not occur to her that Jack De Baron had been<!-- Page 386 -->
very nearly as wicked as Adelaide Houghton. She certainly did not
intend that Jack De Baron should be one of her enemies.</p>
<p>When she had been in London about a week or two Jack De Baron
came to see her. She knew that he had spent his Christmas at Curry
Hall, and she knew that Guss Mildmay had also been there. That
Guss Mildmay should have accepted such an invitation was natural
enough, but she thought that Jack had been very foolish. Why should
he have gone to the house when he had known that the girl whom he
had promised to marry, but whom he did not intend to marry, was
there? And now what was to be the result? She did not think that
she could ask him; but she was almost sure that he would tell her.</p>
<p>"I suppose you've been hunting?" she asked.</p>
<p>"Yes; they put up a couple of horses for me, or I couldn't have
afforded it."</p>
<p>"She is so good-natured."</p>
<p>"Mrs. Jones! I should think she was; but I'm not quite sure that
she intended to be very good-natured to me."</p>
<p>"Why not?" Mary, of course, understood it all; but she could not
pretend to understand it, at any rate as yet.</p>
<p>"Oh, I don't know. It was all fair, and I won't complain. She had
got Miss Green off her hands, and therefore she wanted something to
do. I'm going to exchange, Lady George, into an Indian regiment."</p>
<p>"You're not in earnest."</p>
<p>"Quite in earnest. My wing will be at Aden, at the bottom of the Red
Sea, for the next year or two. Aden, I'm told, is a charming place."</p>
<p>"I thought it was hot."</p>
<p>"I like hot places; and as I have got rather sick of society I shall
do very well there, because there's none. A fellow can't spend any
money, except in soda and brandy. I suppose I shall take to drink."</p>
<p>"Don't talk of yourself in that horrid way, Captain De Baron."</p>
<p>"It won't much matter to any one, for I don't suppose I shall ever
come back again. There's a place called Perim, out in the middle of
the sea, which will just suit me. They only send one officer there at a
time, and there isn't another soul in the place."</p>
<p>"How dreadful!"</p>
<p>"I shall apply to be left there for five years. I shall get through all
my troubles by that time."</p>
<p>"I am sure you won't go at all."</p>
<p>"Why not?"</p>
<p>"Because you have got so many friends here."</p>
<p>"Too many, Lady George. Of course you know what Mrs. Jones
has been doing?"</p>
<p>"What has she been doing?"</p>
<p>"She tells you everything, I fancy. She has got it all cut and dry.
I'm to be married next May, and am to spend the honeymoon at
Curry Hall. Of course I'm to leave the army and put the value of my<!-- Page 387 -->
commission into the three per cents. Mr. Jones is to let me have a
place called Clover Cottage, down in Gloucestershire, and, I believe,
I'm to take a farm and be churchwarden of the parish. After paying
my debts we shall have about two hundred a-year, which of course
will be ample for Clover Cottage. I don't exactly see how I'm to
spend my evenings, but I suppose that will come. It's either that or
Perim. Which would you advise?"</p>
<p>"I don't know what I ought to say."</p>
<p>"Of course I might cut my throat."</p>
<p>"I wish you wouldn't talk in that way. If it's all a joke I'll take
it as a joke."</p>
<p>"It's no joke at all; it's very serious. Mrs. Jones wants me to
marry Guss Mildmay."</p>
<p>"And you are engaged to her?"</p>
<p>"Only on certain conditions,—which conditions are almost impossible."</p>
<p>"What did you say to—Miss Mildmay at Curry Hall?"</p>
<p>"I told her I should go to Perim."</p>
<p>"And what did she say?"</p>
<p>"Like a brick, she offered to go with me, just as the girl offered to
eat the potato parings when the man said that there would not be
potatoes enough for both. Girls always say that kind of thing, though,
when they are taken at their words, they want bonnets and gloves and
fur cloaks."</p>
<p>"And you are going to take her?"</p>
<p>"Not unless I decide upon Clover Cottage. No; if I do go to
Perim I think that I shall manage to go alone."</p>
<p>"If you don't love her, Captain De Baron, don't marry her."</p>
<p>"There's Giblet doing very well, you know; and I calculate I could
spend a good deal of my time at Curry Hall. Perhaps if we made
ourselves useful, they would ask us to Killancodlem. I should
manage to be a sort of factotum to old Jones. Don't you think it
would suit me?"</p>
<p>"You can't be serious about it."</p>
<p>"Upon my soul, Lady George, I never was so serious in my life. Do
you think that I mean nothing because I laugh at myself? You know
I don't love her."</p>
<p>"Then say so, and have done with it."</p>
<p>"That is so easy to suggest, but so impossible to do. How is a man
to tell a girl that he doesn't love her after such an acquaintance as I
have had with Guss Mildmay? I have tried to do so, but I couldn't
do it. There are men, I believe, hard enough even for that; and things
are changed now, and the affectation of chivalry has gone bye. Women
ask men to marry them, and the men laugh and refuse."</p>
<p>"Don't say that, Captain De Baron."</p>
<p>"I'm told that's the way the thing is done now; but I've no strength<!-- Page 388 -->
myself, and I'm not up to it. I'm not at all joking. I think I shall
exchange and go away. I've brought my pigs to a bad market, but as
far as I can see that is the best that is left for me." Mary could only
say that his friends would be very—very sorry to lose him, but that in
her opinion anything would be better than marrying a girl whom he
did not love.</p>
<p>Courtesies at this time were showered upon Lady George from all
sides. Old Lady Brabazon, to whom she had hardly spoken, wrote to
her at great length. Mrs. Patmore Green came to her on purpose to
talk about her daughter's marriage. "We are very much pleased of
course," said Mrs. Green. "It was altogether a love affair, and the
young people are so fond of each other! I do so hope you and she
will be friends. Of course her position is not so brilliant as yours, but
still it is very good. Poor dear Lord Gossling"—whom, by the bye,
Mrs. Patmore Green had never seen—"is failing very much; he is a
martyr to the gout, and then he is so imprudent."</p>
<p>Lady Mary smiled and was civil, but did not make any promise of
peculiarly intimate friendship. Lady Selina Protest came to her with
a long story of her wrongs, and a petition that she would take the Fleabody
side in the coming contest. It was in vain that she declared that
she had no opinion whatsoever as to the rights of women; a marchioness
she was told would be bound to have opinions, or, at any rate, would
be bound to subscribe.</p>
<p>But the courtesy which surprised and annoyed her most was a visit
from Adelaide Houghton. She came up to London for a week about
the end of February, and had the hardihood to present herself at
the house in Munster Court. This was an insult which Mary had by
no means expected; she had therefore failed to guard herself against
it by any special instructions to her servant. And thus Mrs. Houghton,
the woman who had written love-letters to her husband, was
shown up into her drawing-room before she had the means of escaping.
When the name was announced she felt that she was trembling.
There came across her a feeling that she was utterly incapable of behaving
properly in such an emergency. She knew that she blushed
up to the roots of her hair. She got up from her seat as she heard
the name announced, and then seated herself again before her visitor
had entered the room. She did resolve that nothing on earth should
induce her to shake hands with the woman. "My dear Lady
George," said Mrs. Houghton, hurrying across the room, "I hope you
will let me explain." She had half put out her hand, but had done
so in a manner which allowed her to withdraw it without seeming to
have had her overture refused.</p>
<p>"I do not know that there is anything to explain," said Mary.</p>
<p>"You will let me sit down?" Mary longed to refuse; but, not
quite daring to do so, simply bowed,—upon which Mrs. Houghton did
sit down. "You are very angry with me, it seems?"<!-- Page 389 --></p>
<p>"Well;—yes, I am."</p>
<p>"And yet what harm have I done you?"</p>
<p>"None in the least—none at all. I never thought that you could
do me any harm."</p>
<p>"Is it wise, Lady George, to give importance to a little trifle?"</p>
<p>"I don't know what you call a trifle."</p>
<p>"I had known him before you did; and, though it had not suited
me to become his wife, I had always liked him. Then the intimacy
sprang up again; but what did it amount to? I believe you read
some foolish letter?"</p>
<p>"I did read a letter, and I was perfectly sure that my husband had
done nothing, I will not say to justify, but even to excuse the writing
of it. I am quite aware, Mrs. Houghton, that it was all on one
side."</p>
<p>"Did he say so?"</p>
<p>"You must excuse me if I decline altogether to tell you what he
said."</p>
<p>"I am sure he did not say that. But what is the use of talking of
it all. Is it necessary, Lady George, that you and I should quarrel
about such a thing as that?"</p>
<p>"Quite necessary, Mrs. Houghton."</p>
<p>"Then you must be very fond of quarrelling."</p>
<p>"I never quarrelled with anybody else in my life."</p>
<p>"When you remember how near we are to each other in the
country——. I will apologise if you wish it."</p>
<p>"I will remember nothing, and I want no apology. To tell you the
truth, I really think that you ought not to have come here."</p>
<p>"It is childish, Lady George, to make so much of it."</p>
<p>"It may be nothing to you. It is a great deal to me. You must
excuse me if I say that I really cannot talk to you any more." Then
she got up and walked out of the room, leaving Mrs. Houghton
among her treasures. In the dining-room she rang the bell and told
the servant to open the door when the lady upstairs came down. After
a very short pause, the lady upstairs did come down, and walked out
to her carriage with an unabashed demeanour.</p>
<p>After much consideration Lady George determined that she must
tell her husband what had occurred. She was aware that she had
been very uncourteous, and was not sure whether in her anger she
had not been carried further than became her. Nothing could, she
thought, shake her in her determination to have no further friendly
intercourse of any kind with the woman. Not even were her husband
to ask her would that be possible. Such a request from him would be
almost an insult to her. And no request from anyone else could
have any strength, as no one else knew the circumstances of the case.
It was not likely that he would have spoken of it,—and of her own
silence she was quite sure. But how had it come to pass that the<!-- Page 390 -->
woman had had the face to come to her? Could it be that Lord
George had instigated her to do so? She never made enquiries of
her husband as to where he went and whom he saw. For aught that
she knew, he might be in Berkeley Square every day. Then she
called to mind Mrs. Houghton's face, with the paint visible on it in
the broad day, and her blackened eyebrows, and her great crested
helmet of false hair nearly eighteen inches deep, and her affected
voice and false manner,—and then she told herself that it was impossible
that her husband should like such a creature.</p>
<p>"George," she said to him abruptly, as soon as he came home,
"who do you think has been here? Mrs. Houghton has been here."
Then came that old frown across his brow; but she did not know at
first whether it was occasioned by anger against herself or against
Mrs. Houghton. "Don't you think it was very unfortunate?"</p>
<p>"What did she say?"</p>
<p>"She wanted to be friends with me."</p>
<p>"And what did you say?"</p>
<p>"I was very rude to her. I told her that I would never have anything
to do with her; and then I left the room, so that she had to get
out of the house as she could. Was I not right? You don't want me
to know her, do you?"</p>
<p>"Certainly not."</p>
<p>"And I was right."</p>
<p>"Quite right. She must be a very hardened woman."</p>
<p>"Oh George, dear George! You have made me so happy!" Then
she jumped up and threw her arms round him. "I never doubted
you for a moment—never, never; but I was afraid you might have
thought——. I don't know what I was afraid of, but I was a fool.
She is a nasty hardened creature, and I do hate her. Don't you see
how she covers herself with paint?"</p>
<p>"I haven't seen her for the last three months."</p>
<p>Then she kissed him again and again, foolishly betraying her past
fears. "I am almost sorry I bothered you by telling you, only I
didn't like to say nothing about it. It might have come out, and you
would have thought it odd. How a woman can be so nasty I cannot
imagine. But I will never trouble you by talking of her again. Only
I have told James that she is not to be let into the house."<!-- Page 391 --></p>
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