<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_LVI" id="CHAPTER_LVI"></SPAN>CHAPTER LVI.</h2>
<p class="chapterhead">SIR HENRY SAID IT WAS THE ONLY THING.</p>
<p><span class="firstwords">The</span> dinner at the deanery went off without much excitement. Captain
De Baron would of course have preferred that Lord George should
have remained at Manor Cross, but under no circumstances could he
have had much more to say to the lady. They understood each other
now. He was quite certain that any evil thing spoken of her had
been sheer slander, and yet he had managed to tell her everything of
himself without subjecting himself to her undying anger. When she
left the drawing-room, the conversation turned again upon the great
Popenjoy question, and from certain words which fell from the Dean,
Jack was enabled to surmise that Lord George had reason to hope that
an heir might be born to him. "He does not look as though he would
live long himself," said the Dean, speaking of the Marquis.</p>
<p>"I trust he may with all my heart," said Lord George.</p>
<p>"That's another question," replied the Dean. "I only say that he
doesn't look like it." Lord George went away early, and Jack De
Baron thought it prudent to retire at the same time. "So you're
going to-morrow, dear," said the Dean.</p>
<p>"Yes, papa. Is it not best?"</p>
<p>"Oh yes. Nothing could be worse than a prolonged separation.
He means to be honest and good."</p>
<p>"He is honest and good, papa."</p>
<p>"You have had your triumph."</p>
<p>"I did not want to triumph;—not at least over him."</p>
<p>"After what had occurred it was necessary that you should have
your own way in coming here. Otherwise he would have triumphed.<!-- Page 366 -->
He would have taken you away, and you and I would have been
separated. Of course you are bound to obey him;—but there must
be limits. He would have taken you away as though in disgrace, and
that I could not stand. There will be an end of that now. God knows
when I shall see you again, Mary."</p>
<p>"Why not, papa?"</p>
<p>"Because he hasn't got over his feeling against me. I don't
think he ever gets over any feeling. Having no home of his own why
does he not bring you here?"</p>
<p>"I don't think he likes the idea of being a burden to you."</p>
<p>"Exactly. He has not cordiality enough to feel that when two
men are in a boat together, as he and I are because of you, all that
feeling should go to the wind. He ought not to be more ashamed to
sit at my table and drink of my cup than you are. If it were all well
between us and he had the property, should I scruple to go and stay
at Manor Cross."</p>
<p>"You would still have your own house to go back to."</p>
<p>"So will he,—after a while. But it can't be altered, dear, and God
forbid that I should set you against him. He is not a rake nor a
spendthrift, nor will he run after other women." Mary thought of
Mrs. Houghton, but she held her tongue. "He is not a bad man and
I think he loves you."</p>
<p>"I am sure he does."</p>
<p>"But I can't help feeling sad at parting with you. I suppose I
shall at any rate be able to see you up in town next season." The
Dean as he said this was almost weeping.</p>
<p>Mary, when she was alone in her room, of course thought much of
Captain De Baron and his story. It was a pity,—a thousand pities,—that
it should be so. It was to be regretted,—much regretted,—that
he had been induced to tell his story. She was angry with herself because
she had been indiscreet, and she was still angry,—a little angry
with him,—because he had yielded to the temptation. But there had
been something sweet in it. She was sorry, grieved in her heart of
hearts that he should love her. She had never striven to gain his
love. She had never even thought of it. It ought not to have been
so. She should have thought of it; she should not have shown herself
to be so pleased with his society. But yet,—yet it was sweet. Then
there came upon her some memory of her old dreams, before she had
been engaged to Lord George. She knew how vain had been those
dreams, because she now loved Lord George with her whole heart;
but yet she remembered them, and felt as though they had come true
with a dreamy half truth. And she brought to mind all those flattering
words with which he had spoken her praises,—how he had told her
that she was an angel, too good and pure to be supposed capable of
evil; how he had said that in his castles in the air he would still think
of her as his wife. Surely a man may build what castles in the air he<!-- Page 367 -->
pleases, if he will only hold his tongue! She was quite sure that she
did not love him, but she was sure also that his was the proper way of
making love. And then she thought of Guss Mildmay. Could she
not in pure charity do a good turn to that poor girl? Might she not
tell Captain De Baron that it was his duty to marry her? And if he
felt it to be his duty would he not do so? It may be doubted whether
in these moments she did not think much better of Captain De Baron
than that gentleman deserved.</p>
<p>On the next day the Manor Cross carriage came over for her. The
Dean had offered to send her, but Lord George had explained that his
mother was anxious that the carriage should come. There would be a
cart for the luggage. As to Lady George herself there was a general
feeling at Manor Cross that in the present circumstances the family
carriage should bring her home. But it came empty. "God bless
you, dearest," said the Dean as he put her into the vehicle.</p>
<p>"Good-bye, papa. I suppose you can come over and see me."</p>
<p>"I don't know that I can. I saw none of the ladies when I was
there yesterday."</p>
<p>"I don't care a bit for the ladies. Where I go, papa, you can come.
Of course George will see you, and you could ask for me." The Dean
smiled, and kissed her again, and then she was gone.</p>
<p>She hardly knew what grand things were in store for her. She was
still rebelling in her heart against skirts and petticoats, and resolving
that she would not go to church twice on Sundays unless she liked it,
when the carriage drove up to the door. They were all in the hall,
all except the Marchioness. "We wouldn't go in," said Lady Amelia,
"because we didn't like to fill the carriage."</p>
<p>"And George wanted us to send it early," said Lady Sarah, "before
we had done our work." They all kissed her affectionately, and then
she was again in her husband's arms. Mrs. Toff curtseyed to her most
respectfully. Mary observed the curtsey and reminded herself at the
moment that Mrs. Toff had never curtseyed to her before. Even the
tall footman in knee-breeches stood back with a demeanour which had
hitherto been vouchsafed only to the real ladies of the family. Who
could tell how soon that wicked Marquis would die; and then,—then
how great would not be the glory of the Dean's daughter! "Perhaps
you won't mind coming up to mamma as soon as you have got your hat
off," said Lady Susanna. "Mamma is so anxious to see you." Mary's
hat was immediately off, and she declared herself ready to go to the
Marchioness. "Mamma has had a great deal to trouble her since you
were here," said Lady Susanna, as she led the way upstairs. "She
has aged very much. You'll be kind to her, I know."</p>
<p>"Of course I'll be kind," said Mary; "I hope I never was unkind."</p>
<p>"She thinks so much of things now, and then she cries so often.
We do all we can to prevent her from crying, because it does make her
so weak. Beef-tea is best, we think; and then we try to get her to<!-- Page 368 -->
sleep a good deal. Mary has come, mamma. Here she is. The
carriage has only just arrived." Mary followed Lady Susanna into
the room, and the Marchioness was immediately immersed in a flood
of tears.</p>
<p>"My darling!" she exclaimed; "my dearest, if anything can ever
make me happy again it is that you should have come back to me."
Mary kissed her mother-in-law and submitted to be kissed with a
pretty grace, as though she and the old lady had always been the
warmest, most affectionate friends. "Sit down, my love. I have had
the easy chair brought there on purpose for you. Susanna, get her
that footstool." Susanna, without moving a muscle of her face, brought
the footstool. "Now sit down, and let me look at you. I don't think
she's much changed." This was very distressing to poor Mary, who,
with all her desire to oblige the Marchioness could not bring herself to
sit down in the easy chair. "So that poor little boy has gone, my dear?"</p>
<p>"I was so sorry to hear it."</p>
<p>"Yes, of course. That was quite proper. When anybody dies we
ought to be sorry for them. I'm sure I did all I could to make things
comfortable for him. Didn't I, Susanna?"</p>
<p>"You were quite anxious about him, mamma."</p>
<p>"So I was,—quite anxious. I have no doubt his mother neglected
him. I always thought that. But now there will be another, won't
there?" This was a question which the mother expectant could not
answer, and in order to get over the difficulty Susanna suggested that
Mary should be allowed to go down to lunch.</p>
<p>"Certainly, my dear. In her condition she ought not to be kept
waiting a minute. And mind, Susanna, she has bottled porter. I
spoke about it before. She should have a pint at lunch and a pint at
dinner."</p>
<p>"I can't drink porter," said Mary, in despair.</p>
<p>"My dear, you ought to; you ought indeed; you must. I remember
as well as if it were yesterday Sir Henry telling me it was the only
sure thing. That was before Popenjoy was born,—I mean Brotherton.
I do so hope it will be a Popenjoy, my dear." This was the last word
said to her as Mary was escaping from the room.</p>
<p>She was not expected to make cloaks and skirts, but she was obliged
to fight against a worse servitude even than that. She almost longed
for the cloaks and skirts when day after day she was entreated to take
her place in the easy chair by the couch of the Marchioness. There
was a cruelty in refusing, but in yielding there was a crushing misery.
The Marchioness evidently thought that the future stability of the
family depended on Mary's quiescence and capability for drinking beer.
Very many lies were necessarily told her by all the family. She was
made to believe that Mary never got up before eleven; and the doctor
who came to see herself and to whose special care Mary was of course
recommended, was induced to say that it was essential that Lady<!-- Page 369 -->
George should be in the open air three hours every day. "You know
I'm not the least ill, mother," Mary said to her one day. Since these
new hopes and the necessity for such hopes had come up the Marchioness
had requested that she might be called mother by her
daughter-in-law.</p>
<p>"No, my dear, not ill; but I remember as though it were yesterday
what Sir Henry said to me when Popenjoy was going to be
born. Of course he was Popenjoy when he was born. I don't think
they've any physicians like Sir Henry now. I do hope it'll be a
Popenjoy."</p>
<p>"But that can't be, mother. You are forgetting."</p>
<p>The old woman thought for a while, and then remembered the difficulty.
"No, not quite at once." Then her mind wandered again.
"But if this isn't a Popenjoy, my dear,—and it's all in the hands of
God,—then the next may be. My three first were all girls; and it was
a great trouble; but Sir Henry said the next would be a Popenjoy;
and so it was. I hope this will be a Popenjoy, because I might die
before the next." When a week of all this had been endured Mary in
her heart was glad that the sentence of expulsion from Manor Cross
still stood against her husband, feeling that six months of reiterated
longings for a Popenjoy would kill her and the possible Popenjoy also.</p>
<p>Then came the terrible question of an immediate residence. The
month was nearly over, and Lord George had determined that he
would go up to town for a few days when the time came. Mary begged
to be taken with him, but to this he would not accede, alleging that
his sojourn there would only be temporary, till something should be
settled. "I am sure," said Mary, "your brother would dislike my
being here worse than you." That might be true, but the edict, as it
had been pronounced, had not been against her. The Marquis had
simply ordered that in the event of Lord George remaining in the
house, the house and park should be advertised for letting. "George,
I think he must be mad," said Mary.</p>
<p>"He is sane enough to have the control of his own property."</p>
<p>"If it is let, why shouldn't you take it?"</p>
<p>"Where on earth should I get the money?"</p>
<p>"Couldn't we all do it among us?"</p>
<p>"He wouldn't let it to us; he will allow my mother and sisters to
live here for nothing; and I don't think he has said anything to Mr.
Knox about you. But I am to be banished."</p>
<p>"He must be mad."</p>
<p>"Mad or not, I must go."</p>
<p>"Do,—do let me go with you! Do go to the deanery. Papa will
make it all square by coming up to us in London."</p>
<p>"Your father has a right to be in the house in London," said Lord
George with a scowl.</p>
<p>When the month was over he did go up to town, and saw Mr. Knox.<!-- Page 370 -->
Mr. Knox advised him to go back to Manor Cross, declaring that he
himself would take no further steps without further orders. He had
not had a line from the Marquis. He did not even know where the
Marquis was, supposing, however, that he was in his house on the lake;
but he did know that the Marchioness was not with him, as separate
application had been made to him by her Ladyship for money. "I
don't think I can do it," said Lord George. Mr. Knox shrugged his
shoulders, and again said that he saw no objection. "I should be
very slow in advertising, you know," said Mr. Knox.</p>
<p>"But I don't think that I have a right to be in a man's house without
his leave. I don't think I am justified in staying there against his
will because he is my brother." Mr. Knox could only shrug his
shoulders.</p>
<p>He remained up in town doing nothing, doubtful as to where he
should go and whither he should take his wife, while she was still at
Manor Cross, absolutely in the purple, but still not satisfied with her
position. She was somewhat cheered at this time by a highspirited
letter from her friend Mrs. Jones, written from Killancodlem.</p>
<p>"We are all here," said Mrs. Jones, "and we do so wish you were
with us. I have heard of your condition at last, and of course it would
not be fit that you should be amusing yourself with wicked idle people
like us, while all the future of all the Germains is, so to say, in your
keeping. How very opportune that that poor boy should have gone
just as the other is coming! Mind that you are a good girl and take
care of yourselves. I daresay all the Germain ladies are looking after
you day and night, so that you can't misbehave very much. No more
Kappa-kappas for many a long day for you!</p>
<p>"We have got Lord Giblet here. It was such a task! I thought
cart-ropes wouldn't have brought him? Now he is as happy as the day
is long, and like a tame cat in my hands. I really think he is very
much in love with her, and she behaves quite prettily. I took care
that Green père should come down in the middle of it, and that
clenched it. The lover didn't make the least fight when papa appeared,
but submitted himself like a sheep to the shearers. I shouldn't have
done it if I hadn't known that he wanted a wife and if I hadn't been
sure that she would make a good one. There are some men who never
really get on their legs till they're married, and never would get married
without a little help. I'm sure he'll bless me, or would do, only he'll
think after a bit that he did it all by himself.</p>
<p>"Our friend Jack is with us, behaving very well, but not quite like
himself. There are two or three very pretty girls here, but he goes
about among them quite like a steady old man. I got him to tell me
that he'd seen you at Brotherton, and then he talked a deal of
nonsense about the good you'd do when you were Marchioness. I
don't see, my dear, why you should do more good than other people.
I hope you'll be gracious to your old friends, and keep a good house,<!-- Page 371 -->
and give nice parties. Try and make other people happy. That's the
goodness I believe in. I asked him why you were to be particularly
good, and then he talked a deal more nonsense, which I need not
repeat.</p>
<p>"I hear very queer accounts about the Marquis. He behaved
himself at Rudham almost like anybody else, and walked into dinner
like a Christian. They say that he is all alone in Italy, and that he
won't see her. I fancy he was more hurt in that little affair than
some people will allow. Whatever it was, it served him right. Of
course I should be glad to see Lord George come to the throne. I
always tell the truth, my dear, about these things. What is the use
of lying. I shall be very glad to see Lord George a marquis,—and
then your Popenjoy will be Popenjoy.</p>
<p>"You remember the Baroness,—your Baroness. Oh, the Baroness!
She absolutely asked me to let her come to Killancodlem. 'But I
hate disabilities and rights,' said I. She gave me to understand that
that made no difference. Then I was obliged to tell her that I hadn't
a bed left. Any little room would do for her. 'We haven't any
little rooms at Killancodlem,' said I;—and then I left her.</p>
<p>"Good-bye. Mind you are good and take care of yourself; and,
whatever you do, let Popenjoy have a royal godfather."</p>
<p>Then her father came over to see her. At this time Lord George
was up in town, and when her father was announced she felt that
there was no one to help her. If none of the ladies of the family
would see her father she never would be gracious to them again.
This was the turning-point. She could forgive them for the old
quarrel. She could understand that they might have found themselves
bound to take their elder brother's part at first. Then they had
quarrelled with her, too. Now they had received her back into their
favour. But she would have none of their favours, unless they would
take her father with her.</p>
<p>She was sitting at the time in that odious arm-chair in the old lady's
room; and when Mrs. Toff brought in word that the Dean was in the
little drawing-room, Lady Susanna was also present. Mary jumped
up immediately, and knew that she was blushing. "Oh! I must go
down to papa," she said. And away she went.</p>
<p>The Dean was in one of his best humours, and was full of Brotherton
news. Mr. Groschut had been appointed to the vicarage of Pugsty,
and would leave Brotherton within a month.</p>
<p>"I suppose it's a good living."</p>
<p>"About £300 a year, I believe. He's been acting not quite on the
square with a young lady, and the Bishop made him take it. It was
that or nothing." The Dean was quite delighted; and when Mary
told him something of her troubles,—how impossible she found it to
drink bottled porter,—he laughed, and bade her be of good cheer, and
told her that there were good days coming. They had been there for<!-- Page 372 -->
nearly an hour together, and Mary was becoming unhappy. If her
father were allowed to go without some recognition from the family,
she would never again be friends with those women. She was beginning
to think that she never would be friends again with any of
them, when the door opened, and Lady Sarah entered the room.</p>
<p>The greeting was very civil on both sides. Lady Sarah could, if
she pleased, be gracious, though she was always a little grand; and
the Dean was quite willing to be pleased, if only any effort was made
to please him. Lady Sarah hoped that he would stay and dine. He
would perhaps excuse the Marchioness, as she rarely now left her
room. The Dean could not dine at Manor Cross on that day, and
then Lady Sarah asked him to come on the Thursday following.</p>
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