<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XLV" id="CHAPTER_XLV"></SPAN>CHAPTER XLV.</h2>
<p class="chapterhead">LADY GEORGE AT THE DEANERY.</p>
<p><span class="firstwords">It</span> took Mary a long long morning,—not altogether an unhappy
morning,—to write her letter to her husband. She was forced to make
many attempts before she could tell the great news in a fitting way,
and even when the telling was done she was very far from being
satisfied with the manner of it. There should have been no necessity
that such tidings should be told by letter. It was cruel, very cruel,
that such a moment should not have been made happy to her by his
joy. The whisper made to her father should have been made to him,—but
that things had gone so untowardly with her. And then, in her
present circumstances, she could not devote her letter to the one
event. She must refer to the said subject of their separation. "Dear,
dearest George, pray do not think of quarrelling with me," she said
twice over in her letter. The letter did get itself finished at last, and
the groom was sent over with it on horseback.</p>
<p><SPAN name="tn_pg_302"></SPAN><!-- TN: quotation mark removed-->What answer would he make to her? Would he be very happy?
would he be happy enough to forgive her at once and come and stay
with her at the deanery? or would the importance of the moment make
him more imperious than ever in commanding that she should go with<!-- Page 294 -->
him to Cross Hall. If he did command her now she thought that she
must go. Then she sat meditating what would be the circumstances
of her life there,—how absolutely she would be trodden upon; how
powerless she would be to resist those Dorcas conclaves after her
mutiny and subsequent submission! Though she could not quite guess,
she could nearly guess what bad things had been said of her; and the
ladies at Cross Hall were, as she understood, now in amity with him
who had said them. They had believed evil of her, and of course,
therefore, in going to Cross Hall, she would go to it as to a reformatory.
But the deanery would be to her a paradise if only her husband
would but come to her there. It was not only that she was mistress
of everything, including her own time, but that her father's infinite
tenderness made all things soft and sweet to her. She hated to be
scolded, and the slightest roughness of word or tone seemed to her to
convey a rebuke. But he was never rough. She loved to be caressed
by those who were dear and near and close to her, and his manner was
always caressing. She often loved, if the truth is to be spoken, to be
idle, and to spend hours with an unread book in her hand under the
shade of the deanery trees, and among the flowers of the deanery
garden. The Dean never questioned her as to those idle hours. But
at Cross Hall not a half-hour would be allowed to pass without enquiry
as to its purpose. At Cross Hall there would be no novels,—except
those of Miss Edgeworth, which were sickening to her. She might
have all Mudie down to the deanery if she chose to ask for it. At
Cross Hall she would be driven out with the Dowager, Lady Susanna,
and Lady Amelia, for two hours daily, and would have to get out of
the carriage at every cottage she came to. At the deanery there was
a pair of ponies, and it was her great delight to drive her father about
the roads outside the city. She sometimes thought that a long sojourn
at Cross Hall would kill her. Would he not be kind to her now, and
loving, and would he not come and stay with her for one or two happy
weeks in her father's house? If so, how dearly she would love him;
how good she would be to him; how she would strive to gratify him
in all his whims! Then she thought of Adelaide Houghton and the
letter; and she thought also of those subsequent visits to Berkeley
Square. But still she did not in the least believe that he cared for
Adelaide Houghton. It was impossible that he should like a painted,
unreal, helmeted creature, who smelt of oils, and was never unaffected
for a moment. At any rate she would never, never throw Adelaide
Houghton in his teeth. If she had been imprudent, so had he; and
she would teach him how small errors ought to be forgiven. But
would he come to her, or would he only write? Surely he would come
to her now when there was matter of such vital moment to be discussed
between them! Surely there would be little directions to her given,
which should be obeyed,—oh, with such care, if he would be good
to her.<!-- Page 295 --></p>
<p>That pernicious groom must have ridden home along the road
nearly as quick as the Dean's cob would carry him for the express
purpose of saying that there was no message. When he had been
about ten minutes in the Cross Hall kitchen, he was told that there
was no message, and had trotted off with most unnecessary speed.
Mary was with her father when word was brought to him, saying that
there was no message. "Oh, papa, he doesn't care!" she said.</p>
<p>"He will be sure to write," said the Dean, "and he would not
allow himself to write in a hurry."</p>
<p>"But why doesn't he come?"</p>
<p>"He ought to come."</p>
<p>"Oh, papa;—if he doesn't care, I shall die."</p>
<p>"Men always care very much."</p>
<p>"But if he has made up his mind to quarrel with me for ever, then
he won't care. Why didn't he send his love?"</p>
<p>"He wouldn't do that by the groom."</p>
<p>"I'd send him mine by a chimney-sweep if there were nobody else."
Then the door was opened, and in half a second she was in her husband's
arms. "Oh, George, my darling, my own, I am so happy. I
thought you would come. Oh, my dear!" Then the Dean crept
out without a word, and the husband and the wife were together for
hours.</p>
<p>"Do you think she is well," said Lord George to the Dean in the
course of the afternoon.</p>
<p>"Well? why shouldn't she be well!"</p>
<p>"In this condition I take it one never quite knows."</p>
<p>"I should say there isn't a young woman in England in better
general health. I never knew her to be ill in my life since she had
the measles."</p>
<p>"I thought she seemed flushed."</p>
<p>"No doubt,—at seeing you."</p>
<p>"I suppose she ought to see the doctor."</p>
<p>"See a fiddlestick. If she's not fretted she won't want a doctor
till the time comes when the doctor will be with her whether she
wants him or not. There's nothing so bad as coddling. Everybody
knows that now. The great thing is to make her <SPAN name="tn_pg_304"></SPAN><!-- TN: end quote added-->happy."</p>
<p>There came a cloud across Lord George's brow as this was said,—a
cloud which he could not control, though, as he had hurried across the
park on horseback, he had made up his mind to be happy and good-humoured.
He certainly had cared very much. He had spoken no
word on the subject to anyone, but he had been very much disappointed
when he had been married twelve months and no hope of an heir
had as yet been vouchsafed to him. When his brother had alluded to
the matter, he had rebuked even his brother. He had never ventured
to ask a question even of his wife. But he had been himself aware of his
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him a feeling of joy keener than any he had before felt. For a moment
he had been almost triumphant. Of course he would go to her. That
distasteful Popenjoy up in London was sick and ailing; and after all
this might be the true Popenjoy who, in coming days, would re-establish
the glory of the family. But, at any rate, she was his wife,
and the bairn would be his bairn. He had been made a happy man,
and had determined to enjoy to the full the first blush of his happiness.
But when he was told that she was not to be fretted, that she
was to be made especially happy, and was so told by her father, he did
not quite clearly see his way for the future. Did this mean that he
was to give up everything, that he was to confess tacitly that he had
been wrong in even asking his wife to go with him to Cross Hall, and
that he was to be reconciled in all things to the Dean? He was quite
ready to take his wife back, to abstain from accusations against her,
to let her be one of the family, but he was as eager as ever to repudiate
the Dean. To the eyes of his mother the Dean was now the most
horrible of human beings, and her eldest born the dearest of sons.
After all that he had endured he was again going to let her live at the
old family house, and all those doubts about Popenjoy had, she
thought, been fully satisfied. The Marquis to her thinking was now
almost a model Marquis, and this dear son, this excellent head of the
family, had been nearly murdered by the truculent Dean. Of course
the Dean was spoken of at Cross Hall in very bitter terms, and of
course those terms made impression on Lord George. In the first
moments of his paternal anxiety he had been willing to encounter the
Dean in order that he might see his wife; but he did not like to be
told by the Dean that his wife ought to be made happy. "I don't
know what there is to make her unhappy," he said, "if she will do
her duty."</p>
<p>"That she has always done," said the Dean, "both before her
marriage and since."</p>
<p>"I suppose she will come home now," said Lord George.</p>
<p>"I hardly know what home means. Your own home I take it is in
Munster Court."</p>
<p>"My own home is at Manor Cross," said Lord George, proudly.</p>
<p>"While that is the residence of Lord Brotherton it is absolutely
impossible that she should go there. Would you take her to the
house of a man who has scurrilously maligned her as he has done?"</p>
<p>"He is not there or likely to be there. Of course she would come
to Cross Hall first."</p>
<p>"Do you think that would be wise? You were speaking just now
with anxiety as to her condition."</p>
<p>"Of course I am anxious."</p>
<p>"You ought to be at any rate. Do you think, that as she is now
she should be subjected to the cold kindnesses of the ladies of your
family?"<!-- Page 297 --></p>
<p>"What right have you to call their kindness cold?"</p>
<p>"Ask yourself. You hear what they say. I do not. You must
know exactly what has been the effect in your mother's house of the
scene between me and your brother at that hotel. I spurned him from
me with violence because he had maligned your wife. I may expect
you to forgive me."</p>
<p>"It was very unfortunate."</p>
<p>"I may feel sure that you as a man must exonerate me from blame
in that matter, but I cannot expect your mother to see it in the same
light. I ask you whether they do not regard her as wayward and unmanageable?"</p>
<p>He paused for a reply; and Lord George found himself obliged to
say something. "She should come and show that she is not wayward
or unmanageable."</p>
<p>"But she would be so to them. Without meaning it they would torment
her, and she would be miserable. Do you not know that it
would be so?" He almost seemed to yield. "If you wish her to be
happy, come here for a while. If you will stay here with us for a
month, so that this stupid idea of a quarrel shall be wiped out of
people's minds, I will undertake that she shall then go to Cross Hall.
To Manor Cross she cannot go while the Marquis is its ostensible
master."</p>
<p>Lord George was very far from being prepared to yield in this way.
He had thought that his wife in her present condition would have been
sure to obey him, and had even ventured to hope that the Dean would
make no further objection. "I don't think that this is the place for
her," he said. "Wherever I am she should be with me."</p>
<p>"Then come here, and it will be all right," said the Dean.</p>
<p>"I don't think that I can do that."</p>
<p>"If you are anxious for her health you will." A few minutes ago
the Dean had been very stout in his assurances that everything was
well with his daughter, but he was by no means unwilling to take advantage
of her interesting situation to forward his own views. "I
certainly cannot say that she ought to go to Cross Hall at present. She
would be wretched there. Ask yourself."</p>
<p>"Why should she be wretched?"</p>
<p>"Ask yourself. You had promised her that you would come here.
Does not the very fact of your declining to keep that promise declare
that you are dissatisfied with her conduct, and with mine?" Lord
George was dissatisfied with his wife's conduct and with the Dean's, but
at the present moment did not wish to say so. "I maintain that her
conduct is altogether irreproachable; and as for my own, I feel that
I am entitled to your warmest thanks for what I have done. I must
desire you to understand that we will neither of us submit to blame."</p>
<p>Nothing had been arranged when Lord George left the deanery.
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When she begged him to promise that he would come over to the
deanery, he shook his head. Then she shed a tear, but as she did it
she kissed him, and he could not answer her love by any rough word.
So he rode back to Cross Hall, feeling that the difficulties of his position
were almost insuperable.</p>
<p>On the next morning Mr. Price came to him. Mr. Price was the
farmer who had formerly lived at Cross Hall, who had given his house
up to the Dowager, and who had in consequence been told that he
must quit the land at the expiration of his present term. "So, my
lord, his lordship ain't going to stay very long after all," said Mr.
Price.</p>
<p>"I don't quite know as yet," said Lord George.</p>
<p>"I have had Mr. Knox with me this morning, saying that I may go
back to the Hall whenever I please. He took me so much by surprise,
I didn't know what I was doing."</p>
<p>"My mother is still there, Mr. Price."</p>
<p>"In course she is, my lord. But Mr. Knox was saying that she is
going to move back at once to the old house. It's very kind of his
lordship, I'm sure, to let bygones be bygones." Lord George could
only say that nothing was as yet settled, but that Mr. Price would be,
of course, welcome to Cross Hall, should the family go back to Manor
Cross.</p>
<p>This took place about the 10th of June, and for a fortnight after
that no change took place in any of their circumstances. Lady Alice
Holdenough called upon Lady George, and, with her husband, dined
at the deanery; but Mary saw nothing else of any of the ladies of
the family. No letter came from either of her sisters-in-law congratulating
her as to her new hopes, and the Manor Cross carriage never
stopped at the Dean's door. The sisters came to see Lady Alice, who
lived also in the Close, but they never even asked for Lady George. All
this made the Dean very angry, so that he declared that his daughter
should under no circumstances be the first to give way. As she had
not offended, she should never be driven to ask for pardon. During
this time Lord George more than once saw his wife, but he had no
further interview with the Dean.</p>
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