<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XXXVII" id="CHAPTER_XXXVII"></SPAN>CHAPTER XXXVII.</h2>
<p class="chapterhead">PREPARATIONS FOR THE BALL.</p>
<p><span class="firstwords">How</span> was he to keep faith with the Dean? This was Lord George's
first trouble after his reconciliation with his brother. The Dean was
back at the deanery, and Lord George mistrusted his own power of
writing such a letter as would be satisfactory on so abstruse a matter.
He knew that he should fail in making a good story, even face to face,
and that his letter would be worse than spoken words. In intellect he
was much inferior to the Dean, and was only too conscious of his
own inferiority. In this condition of mind he told his story to his
wife. She had never even seen the Marquis, and had never quite
believed in those ogre qualities which had caused so many groans to
Lady Sarah and Lady Susanna. When, therefore, her husband told
her that he had made his peace with his brother she was inclined to
rejoice. "And Popenjoy is Popenjoy," she said smiling.</p>
<p>"I believe he is, with all my heart."</p>
<p>"And that is to be an end of it, George? You know that I have
never been eager for any grandeur."</p>
<p>"I know it. You have behaved beautifully all along."</p>
<p>"Oh; I won't boast. Perhaps I ought to have been more ambitious
for you. But I hate quarrels, and I shouldn't like to have claimed
anything which did not really belong to us. It is all over now."</p>
<p>"I can't answer for your father."</p>
<p>"But you and papa are all one."</p>
<p>"Your father is very steadfast. He does not know yet that I have<!-- Page 242 -->
seen my brother. I think you might write to him. He ought to know
what has taken place. Perhaps he would come up again if he heard
that I had been with my brother."</p>
<p>"Shall I ask him to come here?"</p>
<p>"Certainly. Why should he not come here? There is his room.
He can always come if he pleases." So the matter was left, and Mary
wrote her letter. It was not very lucid;—but it could hardly have been
lucid, the writer knowing so few of the details. "George has become
friends with his brother," she said, "and wishes me to tell you. He
says that Popenjoy is Popenjoy, and I am very glad. It was such a
trouble. George thinks you will come up to town when you hear,
and begs you will come here. Do come, papa! It makes me quite
wretched when you go to that horrid hotel. There is such a lot of
quarrelling, and it almost seems as if you were going to quarrel with
us when you don't come here. Pray, papa, never, never do that. If
I thought you and George weren't friends it would break my heart.
Your room is always ready for you, and if you'll say what day you'll
be here I will get a few people to meet you." The letter was much
more occupied with her desire to see her father than with that
momentous question on which her father was so zealously intent.
Popenjoy is Popenjoy! It was very easy to assert so much. Lord
George would no doubt give way readily, because he disliked the
trouble of the contest. But it was not so with the Dean. "He is no
more Popenjoy than I am Popenjoy," said the Dean to himself when
he read the letter. Yes; he must go up to town again. He must
know what had really taken place between the two brothers. That
was essential, and he did not doubt but that he should get the exact
truth from Lord George. But he would not go to Munster Court.
There was already a difference of opinion between him and his son-in-law
sufficient to make such a sojourn disagreeable. If not disagreeable
to himself, he knew that it would be so to Lord George. He was
sorry to vex Mary, but Mary's interests were more at his heart than
her happiness. It was now the business of his life to make her a Marchioness,
and that business he would follow whether he made himself,
her, and others happy or unhappy. He wrote to her, bidding her tell
her husband that he would again be in London on a day which he
named, but adding that for the present he would prefer going to the
hotel. "I cannot help it," said Lord George moodily. "I have done
all I could to make him welcome here. If he chooses to stand off and
be stiff he must do so."</p>
<p>At this time Lord George had many things to vex him. Every day
he received at his club a letter from Mrs. Houghton, and each letter
was a little dagger. He was abused by every epithet, every innuendo,
and every accusation familiar to the tongues and pens of the irritated
female mind. A stranger reading them would have imagined that he
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of the writer, and then, when successful, had first neglected the lady
and afterwards betrayed her. And with every stab so given there was
a command expressed that he should come instantly to Berkeley
Square in order that he might receive other and worse gashes at the
better convenience of the assailant. But as Mrs. Bond's ducks would
certainly not have come out of the pond had they fully understood
the nature of that lady's invitation, so neither did Lord George go to
Berkeley Square in obedience to these commands. Then there came a
letter which to him was no longer a little dagger, but a great sword,—a
sword making a wound so wide that his life-blood seemed to flow.
There was no accusation of betrayal in this letter. It was simply the
broken-hearted wailings of a woman whose love was too strong for
her. Had he not taught her to regard him as the only man in the
world whose presence was worth having? Had he not so wound himself
into every recess of her heart as to make life without seeing him
insupportable? Could it be possible that, after having done all this,
he had no regard for her? Was he so hard, so cruel, such adamant
as to deny her at least a farewell? As for herself, she was now beyond
all fear of consequences. She was ready to die if it were necessary,—ready
to lose all the luxuries of her husband's position rather than
never see him again. She had a heart! She was inclined to doubt
whether any one among her acquaintances was so burdened. Why,
oh why, had she thought so steadfastly of his material interests when
he used to kneel at her feet and ask her to be his bride, before he had
ever seen Mary Lovelace? Then this long epistle was brought to an
end. "Come to me to-morrow, A. H. Destroy this the moment you
have read it." The last behest he did obey. He would put no second
letter from this woman in his wife's way. He tore the paper into
minute fragments, and deposited the portions in different places. That
was easily done; but what should be done as to the other behest? If
he went to Berkeley Square again, would he be able to leave it
triumphantly as he had done on his last visit? That he did not wish
to see her for his own sake he was quite certain. But he thought it
incumbent on him to go yet once again. He did not altogether believe
all that story as to her tortured heart. Looking back at what had
passed between them since he had first thought himself to be in love
with her, he could not remember such a depth of love-making on his
part as that which she described. In the ordinary way he had proposed
to her, and had, in the ordinary way, been rejected. Since that,
and since his marriage, surely the protestations of affection had come
almost exclusively from the lady! He thought that it was so, and yet
was hardly sure. If he had got such a hold on her affections as she
described, certainly, then, he owed to her some reparation. But as he
remembered her great head of false hair and her paint, and called to
mind his wife's description of her, he almost protested to himself that
she was deceiving him;—he almost read her rightly. Nevertheless,<!-- Page 244 -->
he would go once more. He would go and tell her sternly that the
thing must come to an end, and that no more letters were to be
written.</p>
<p>He did go and found Jack De Baron there, and heard Jack discourse
enthusiastically about Mrs. Montacute Jones's ball, which was
to be celebrated in two or three days from the present time. Then
Mrs. Houghton was very careful to ask some question in Lord George's
presence as to some special figure-dance which was being got up for
the occasion. It was a dance newly introduced from Moldavia,
and was the most ravishing thing in the way of dancing that had ever
yet found its way into this country. Nobody had yet seen it, and it
was being kept a profound secret,—to be displayed only at Mrs. Montacute
Jones's party. It was practised in secret in her back drawing
room by the eight performers, with the assistance of a couple of most
trustworthy hired musicians, whom that liberal old lady, Mrs. Montacute
Jones, supplied,—so that the rehearsals might make the performers
perfect for the grand night. This was the story as told with
great interest by Mrs. Houghton, who seemed for the occasion almost
to have recovered from her heart complaint. That, however, was
necessarily kept in abeyance during Jack's presence. Jack, though he
had been enthusiastic about Mrs. Jones and her ball before Lord
George's arrival, and though he had continued to talk freely up to a
certain point, suddenly became reticent as to the great Moldavian
dance. But Mrs. Houghton would not be reticent. She declared the
four couple who had been selected as performers to be the happy, fortunate
ones of the season. Mrs. Montacute Jones was a nasty old
woman for not having asked her. Of course there was a difficulty, but
there might have been two sets. "And Jack is such a false loon,"
she said to Lord George, "that he won't show me one of the figures."</p>
<p>"Are you going to dance it?" asked Lord George.</p>
<p>"I fancy I'm to be one of the team."</p>
<p>"He is to dance with Mary," said Mrs. Houghton. Then Lord
George thought that he understood the young man's reticence, and he
was once again very wretched. There came that cloud upon his brow
which never sat there without being visible to all who were in the company.
No man told the tale of his own feelings so plainly as he did.
And Mrs. Houghton, though declaring herself to be ignorant of the
figure, had described the dance as a farrago of polkas, waltzes, and
galops, so that the thing might be supposed to be a fast rapturous
whirl from the beginning to the end. And his wife was going through
this indecent exhibition at Mrs. Montacute Jones' ball with Captain
de Baron after all that he had said!</p>
<p>"You are quite wrong in your ideas about the dance," said Jack to
his cousin. "It is the quietest thing out,—almost as grave as a
minuet. It's very pretty, but people here will find it too slow." It
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George thought that he was lying, though he had almost thought
before that Mrs. Houghton was lying on the other side. But it was
true at any rate that after all that had passed a special arrangement
had been made for his wife to dance with Jack De Baron. And then
his wife had been called by implication, "One of the team."</p>
<p>Jack got up to go, but before he left the room Aunt Ju was there,
and then that sinful old woman Mrs. Montacute Jones herself. "My
dear," she said in answer to a question from Mrs. Houghton about the
dance, "I am not going to tell anybody anything about it. I don't
know why it should have been talked of. Four couple of good looking
young people are going to amuse themselves, and I have no doubt that
those who look on will be very much gratified." Oh, that his wife,
that Lady Mary Germain, should be talked of as one of "four couple
of good looking young people," and that she should be about to dance
with Jack De Baron, in order that strangers might be gratified by
looking at her!</p>
<p>It was manifest that nothing special could be said to Mrs. Houghton
on that occasion, as one person came after another. She looked all
the while perfectly disembarrassed. Nobody could have imagined
that she was in the presence of the man whose love was all the world
to her. When he got up to take his leave she parted from him as
though he were no more to her than he ought to have been. And
indeed he too had for the time been freed from the flurry of his affair
with Mrs. Houghton by the other flurry occasioned by the Moldavian
dance. The new dance was called, he had been told, the Kappa-kappa.
There was something in the name suggestive of another dance of which
he had heard,—and he was very unhappy.</p>
<p>He found the Dean in Munster Court when he reached his own
house. The first word that his wife spoke to him was about the ball.
"George, papa is going with me on Friday to Mrs. Montacute Jones'."</p>
<p>"I hope he will like it," said Lord George.</p>
<p>"I wish you would come."</p>
<p>"Why should I go? I have already said that I would not."</p>
<p>"As for the invitation that does not signify in the least. Do come
just about twelve o'clock. We've got up such a dance, and I should
like you to come and see it."</p>
<p>"Who is we?"</p>
<p>"Well;—the parties are not quite arranged yet. I think I'm to
dance with Count Costi. Something depends on colours of dress and
other matters. The gentlemen are all to be in some kind of uniform.
We have rehearsed it, and in rehearsing we have done it all round, one
with the other."</p>
<p>"Why didn't you tell me before?"</p>
<p>"We weren't to tell till it was settled."</p>
<p>"I mean to go and see it," said the Dean. "I delight in anything
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<p>Mary was so perfectly easy in the matter, so free from doubt, so
disembarrassed, that he was for the moment tranquillised. She had
said that she was to dance, not with that pernicious Captain, but with
a foreign Count. He did not like foreign Counts, but at the present
moment he preferred any one to Jack De Baron. He did not for a
moment doubt her truth. And she had been true,—though Jack De
Baron and Mrs. Houghton had been true also. When Mary had been
last at Mrs. Jones' house the matter had not been quite settled, and
in her absence Jack had foolishly, if not wrongly, carried his point
with the old lady. It had been decided that the performers were to
go through their work in the fashion that might best achieve the
desired effect;—that they were not to dance exactly with whom they
pleased, but were to have their parts assigned them as actors on a
stage. Jack no doubt had been led by his own private wishes in
securing Mary as his partner, but of that contrivance on his part she
had been ignorant when she gave her programme of the affair to her
husband. "Won't you come in and see it?" she said again.</p>
<p>"I am not very fond of those things. Perhaps I may come in for a
few minutes."</p>
<p>"I am fond of them," said the Dean. "I think any innocent thing
that makes life joyous and pretty is good."</p>
<p>"That is rather begging the question," said Lord George, as he left
the room.</p>
<p>Mary had not known what her husband meant by begging the question,
but the Dean had of course understood him. "I hope he is not
going to become ascetic," he said. "I hope at least that he will not
insist that you should be so."</p>
<p>"It is not his nature to be very gay," she answered.</p>
<p>On the next day, in the morning, was the last rehearsal, and then
Mary learned what was her destiny. She regretted it, but could not
remonstrate. Jack's uniform was red. The Count's dress was blue
and gold. Her dress was white, and she was told that the white and
red must go together. There was nothing more to be said. She
could not plead that her husband was afraid of Jack De Baron. Nor
certainly would she admit to herself that she was in the least afraid
of him herself. But for her husband's foolish jealousy she would
infinitely have preferred the arrangement as now made,—just as a
little girl prefers as a playmate a handsome boy whom she has long
known, to some ill-visaged stranger with whom she has never quarrelled
and never again made friends. But when she saw her husband she
found herself unable to tell him of the change which had been made.
She was not actor enough to be able to mention Jack De Baron's name
to him with tranquillity.</p>
<p>On the next morning,—the morning of the important day,—she
heard casually from Mrs. Jones that Lord George had been at Mrs.
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he intended to see that evil woman again after the discovery and reading
of the letter. He had himself told her that he intended it; and
she, if she had not actually assented, had made no protest against his
doing so. But that visit, represented as being one final necessary
visit, had, she was well aware, been made some time since. She had
not asked him what had taken place. She had been unwilling to show
any doubt by such a question. The evil woman's name had never
been on her tongue since the day on which the letter had been read.
But now, when she heard that he was there again, so soon, as a friend
joining in general conversation in the evil woman's house, the matter
did touch her. Could it be that he was deceiving her after all, and
that he loved the woman? Did he really like that helmet, that paint
and that affected laugh? And had he lied to her,—deceived her with a
premeditated story which must have been full of lies? She could
hardly bring herself to believe this; and yet, why, why, why should
he be there? The visit of which he had spoken had been one intended
to put an end to all close friendship,—one in which he was to tell the
woman that though the scandal of an outward quarrel might be
avoided, he and she were to meet no more. And yet he was there.
For aught she knew, he might be there every day! She did know that
Mrs. Montacute Jones had found him there. Then he could come
home to her and talk of the impropriety of dancing! He could do
such thinks as this, and yet be angry with her because she liked the
society of Captain De Baron!</p>
<p>Certainly she would dance with Captain De Baron. Let him come
and see her dancing with him; and then, if he dared to upbraid her,
she would ask him why he continued his intimacy in Berkeley Square.
In her anger she almost began to think that a quarrel was necessary.
Was it not manifest that he was deceiving her about that woman? The
more she thought of it the more wretched she became; but on that
day she said nothing of it to him. They dined together, the Dean
dining with them. He was perturbed and gloomy, the Dean having
assured them that he did not mean to allow the Popenjoy question to
rest. "I stand in no awe of your brother," the Dean had said to him.
This had angered Lord George, and he had refused to discuss the
matter any further.</p>
<p>At nine Lady George went up to dress, and at half-past ten she
started with her father. At that time her husband had left the house
and had said not a word further as to his intention of going to Mrs.
Jones' house. "Do you think he will come?" she said to the Dean.</p>
<p>"Upon my word I don't know. He seems to me to be in an ill-humour
with all the world."</p>
<p>"Don't quarrel with him, papa."</p>
<p>"I do not mean to do so. I never mean to quarrel with anyone,
and least of all with him. But I must do what I conceive to be my
duty whether he likes it or not."<!-- Page 248 --></p>
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