<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XXXIV" id="CHAPTER_XXXIV"></SPAN>CHAPTER XXXIV.</h2>
<p class="chapterhead">A DREADFUL COMMUNICATION.</p>
<p><span class="firstwords">"A most</span> dreadful communication!" There was something in
Lord George's voice as he uttered these words which so frightened his
wife that she became at the moment quite pale. She was sure, almost
sure from his countenance that the dreadful communication had some
reference to herself. Had any great calamity happened in regard to
his own family he would not have looked at her as he was now looking.
And yet she could not imagine what might be the nature of
the communication. "Has anything happened at Manor Cross?" she
asked.</p>
<p>"It is not about Manor Cross."</p>
<p>"Or your brother?"<!-- Page 221 --></p>
<p>"It is not about my brother; it does not in any way concern my
family. It is about you."</p>
<p>"About me! Oh, George! do not look at me like that. What
is it?"</p>
<p>He was very slow in the telling of the story; slow even in beginning
to tell it; indeed, he hardly knew how to begin. "You know Miss
Augusta Mildmay?" he asked.</p>
<p>Then she understood it all. She might have told him that he could
spare himself all further trouble in telling, only that to do so would
hardly have suited her purpose; therefore she had to listen to the story,
very slowly told. Miss Augusta Mildmay had written to him begging
him to come to her. He, very much astonished at such a request,
had nevertheless obeyed it; and Augusta Mildmay had assured him
that his wife, by wicked wiles and lures, was interfering between her
and her affianced lover Captain De Baron. Mary sat patiently till she
had heard it all,—sat almost without speaking a word; but there was
a stern look on her face which he had never seen there before. Still
he went on with his determined purpose. "These are the kind of
things which are being repeated of you," he said at last. "Susanna
made the same complaint. And it had reached Brotherton's ears. He
spoke to me of it in frightfully strong language. And now this young
lady tells me that you are destroying her happiness."</p>
<p>"Well!"</p>
<p>"You can't suppose that I can hear all this without uneasiness."</p>
<p>"Do you believe it?"</p>
<p>"I do not know what to believe. I am driven mad."</p>
<p>"If you believe it, George, if you believe a word of it, I will go
away from you. I will go back to papa. I will not stay with you to
be doubted."</p>
<p>"That is nonsense."</p>
<p>"It shall not be nonsense. I will not live to hear myself accused
by my husband as to another man. Wicked young woman! Oh, what
women are and what they can do! She has never been engaged to
Captain De Baron."</p>
<p>"What is that to you or me?"</p>
<p>"Nothing, if you had not told me that I stood in her way."</p>
<p>"It is not her engagement, or her hopes, whether ill or well
founded, or his treachery to a lady, that concerns you and me, Mary;
but that she should send for me and tell me to my face that you are
the cause of her unhappiness. Why should she pitch upon you?"</p>
<p>"How can I say? Because she is very wicked."</p>
<p>"And why should Susanna feel herself obliged to caution me as to
this Captain De Baron? She had no motive. She is not wicked."</p>
<p>"I don't know that."</p>
<p>"And why should my brother tell me that all the world is speaking
of your conduct with this very man?"<!-- Page 222 --></p>
<p>"Because he is your bitterest enemy. George, do you believe it?"</p>
<p>"And why, when I come home with all this heavy on my heart, do
I find this very man closeted with you?"</p>
<p>"Closeted with me!"</p>
<p>"You were alone with him."</p>
<p>"Alone with him! Of course I am alone with anyone who calls.
Would you like me to tell the servant that Captain De Baron is to be
excluded,—so that all the world might know that you are jealous?"</p>
<p>"He must be excluded."</p>
<p>"Then you must do it. But it will be unnecessary. As you believe
all this, I will tell my father everything and will go back to him. I
will not live here, George, to be so suspected that the very servants
have to be told that I am not to be allowed to see one special man."</p>
<p>"No; you will go down into the country with me."</p>
<p>"I will not stay in the same house with you," she said, jumping up
from her seat, "unless you tell me that you suspect me of nothing—not
even of an impropriety. You may lock me up, but you cannot
hinder me from writing to my father."</p>
<p>"I trust you will do nothing of the kind."</p>
<p>"Not tell him! Who then is to be my friend if you turn against
me? Am I to be all alone among a set of people who think nothing
but ill of me?"</p>
<p>"I am to be your friend."</p>
<p>"But you think ill of me."</p>
<p>"I have not said so, Mary."</p>
<p>"Then say at once that you think no ill, and do not threaten me
that I am to be taken into the country for protection. And when you
tell me of the bold-faced villany of that young woman, speak of her
with the disgust that she deserves; and say that your sister Susanna
is suspicious and given to evil thoughts; and declare your brother to
be a wicked slanderer if he has said a word against the honour of your
wife. Then I shall know that you think no ill of me; and then I shall
know that I may lean upon you as my real friend."</p>
<p>Her eyes flashed fire as she spoke, and he was silenced for the
moment by an impetuosity and a passion which he had not at all expected.
He was not quite disposed to yield to her, to assure her of his
conviction that those to whom she alluded were all wrong, and that she
was all right; but yet he was beginning to wish for peace. That
Captain De Baron was a pestilential young man whose very business it
was to bring unhappiness into families, he did believe; and he feared
also that his wife had allowed herself to fall into an indiscreet intimacy
with this destroyer of women's characters. Then there was that feeling
of Cæsar's wife strong within his bosom, which he could, perhaps,
have more fully explained to her but for that unfortunate letter from
Mrs. Houghton. Any fault, however, of that kind on his part was, in
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once assured that he was indifferent about Mrs. Houghton, would
find no cause for unhappiness in the matter. But what would all
the world be to him if his wife were talked about commonly in connection
with another man? That she should not absolutely be a
castaway would not save him from a perpetual agony which he would
find to be altogether unendurable. He was, he was sure, quite right
as to that theory about Cæsar's wife, even though, from the unfortunate
position of circumstances, he could not dilate upon it at the present
moment. "I think," he said, after a pause, "that you will allow that
you had better drop this gentleman's acquaintance."</p>
<p>"I will allow nothing of the kind, George. I will allow nothing that
can imply the slightest stain upon my name or upon your honour.
Captain De Baron is my friend. I like him very much. A great
many people know how intimate we are. They shall never be taught
to suppose that there was anything wrong in that intimacy. They shall
never, at any rate, be taught so by anything that I will do. I will
admit nothing. I will do nothing myself to show that I am ashamed.
Of course you can take me into the country; of course you can lock
me up if you like; of course you can tell all your friends that I have
misbehaved myself; you can listen to calumny against me from everybody;
but if you do I will have one friend to protect me, and I will
tell papa everything." Then she walked away to the door as though
she were leaving the room.</p>
<p>"Stop a moment," he said. Then she stood with her hand still on
the lock, as though intending to stay merely till he should have
spoken some last word to her. He was greatly surprised by her
strength and resolution, and now hardly knew what more to say to her.
He could not beg her pardon for his suspicion; he could not tell her
that she was right; and yet he found it impossible to assert that
she was wrong. "I do not think that passion will do any good,"
he said.</p>
<p>"I do not know what will do any good. I know what I feel."</p>
<p>"It will do good if you will allow me to advise you."</p>
<p>"What is your advice?"</p>
<p>"To come down to the country as soon as possible, and to avoid, as
far as possible, seeing Captain De Baron before you go."</p>
<p>"That would be running away from Captain De Baron. I am to
meet him at Mrs. Montacute Jones' <SPAN name="tn_pg_232"></SPAN><!-- TN: end quote added-->ball."</p>
<p>"Send an excuse to Mrs. Montacute Jones."</p>
<p>"You may do so, George, if you like. I will not. If I am told
by you that I am not to meet this man, of course I shall obey you; but
I shall consider myself to have been insulted,—to have been insulted
by you." As she said this his brow became very black. "Yes, by
you. You ought to defend me from these people who tell stories
about me, and not accuse me yourself. I cannot and will not live with
you if you think evil of me." Then she opened the door, and slowly<!-- Page 224 -->
left the room. He would have said more had he known what to say.
But her words came more fluently than his, and he was dumbfounded
by her volubility; yet he was as much convinced as ever that it was his
duty to save her from the ill repute which would fall upon her from
further intimacy with this Captain. He could, of course, take her into
the country to-morrow, if he chose to do so; but he could not
hinder her from writing to the Dean; he could not debar her from pen
and ink and the use of the post-office; nor could he very well forbid
her to see her father.</p>
<p>Of course if she did complain to the Dean she would tell the Dean
everything. So he told himself. Now, when a man assumes the divine
superiority of an all-governing husband his own hands should be quite
clean. Lord George's hands were by no means clean. It was not,
perhaps, his own fault that they were dirty. He was able at any rate
to tell himself that the fault had not been his. But there was that undoubted
love-letter from Mrs. Houghton. If the Dean were to question
him about that he could not lie. And though he would assure himself
that the fault had all been with the lady, he could not excuse himself
by that argument in discussing the matter with the Dean. He was in
such trouble that he feared to drive his wife to retaliation; and yet he
must do his duty. His honour and her honour must be his first consideration.
If she would only promise him not willingly to see Captain
De Baron there should be an end of it, and he would allow her to
stay the allotted time in London; but if she would not do this he
thought that he must face the Dean and all his terrors.</p>
<p>But he hardly knew his wife—was hardly aware of the nature of her
feelings. When she spoke of appealing to her father, no idea crossed
her mind of complaining of her husband's infidelity. She would seek
protection for herself, and would be loud enough in protesting against the
slanderous tongues of those who had injured her. She would wage war
to the knife against the Marquis, and against Lady Susanna, and against
Augusta Mildmay, and would call upon her father to assist her in that
warfare; but she would not condescend to allude to a circumstance which,
if it were an offence against her, she had pardoned, but as to which, in
her heart of hearts, she believed her husband to be, if not innocent, at
least not very guilty. She despised Adelaide Houghton too much to
think that her husband had really loved such a woman, and was too
confident in herself to doubt his love for many minutes. She could
hate Adelaide Houghton for making the attempt, and yet could believe
that the attempt had been futile.</p>
<p>Nevertheless when she was alone she thought much of Mrs. Houghton's
letter. Throughout her interview with her husband she had
thought of it, but had determined from the very first that she would
not cast it in his teeth. She would do nothing ungenerous. But was
it not singular that he should be able to upbraid her for her conduct,
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have known, feeling as he must have felt, that every word of that
letter was dwelling in her memory! He had, at any rate, intended
that the abominable correspondence should be clandestine. He must
have been sadly weak, to make the least of it, to have admitted such a
correspondence. "Pray tell me that you love me!" That had been
the language addressed to him only a few days since by a married lady
to whom he had once made an offer of marriage; and yet he could now
come and trample on her as though his marital superiority had all the
divinity of snow-white purity. This was absolute tyranny. But yet
in complaining to her father of his tyranny she would say nothing of
Adelaide Houghton. Of the accusations made against herself she
would certainly tell her father, unless they were withdrawn as far as
her own husband could withdraw them. For an hour after leaving
him her passion still sustained her. Was this to be her reward for all
her endeavours to become a loving wife?</p>
<p>They were engaged to dine that evening with a certain Mrs. Patmore
Green, who had herself been a Germain, and who had been first
cousin to the late marquis. Mary came down dressed into the drawing
room at the proper time, not having spoken another word to her husband,
and there she found him also dressed. She had schooled herself
to show no sign either of anger or regret, and as she entered the room
said some indifferent words about the brougham. He still looked as
dark as a thunder-cloud, but he rang the bell and asked the servant a
question. The brougham was there, and away they went to Mrs.
Patmore Green's. She spoke half-a-dozen words on the way, but he
hardly answered her. She knew that he would not do so, being aware
that it was not within his power to rise above the feelings of the
moment. But she exerted herself so that he might know that she did
not mean to display her ill-humour at Mrs. Patmore Green's house.</p>
<p>Lady Brabazon, whose sister had married a Germain, was there,
and a Colonel Ansley, who was a nephew of Lady Brotherton's; so that
the party was very much a Germain party. All these people had
been a good deal exercised of late on the great Popenjoy question. So
immense is the power of possession that the Marquis, on his arrival in
town, had been asked to all the Germain houses in spite of his sins,
and had been visited with considerable family affection and regard;
for was he not the head of them all? But he had not received these
offers graciously, and now the current of Germain opinion was running
against him. Of the general propriety of Lord George's conduct
ever since his birth there had never been a doubt, and the Greens and
Brabazons and Ansleys were gradually coming round to the opinion
that he was right to make enquiries as to the little Popenjoy's antecedents.
They had all taken kindly to Mary, though they were,
perhaps, beginning to think that she was a little too frivolous, too
fond of pleasure for Lord George. Mrs. Patmore Green, who was the
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altogether a very worthy woman, almost at once began to whisper to
Mary—"Well, my dear, what news from Italy?"</p>
<p>"I never hear anything about it, Mrs. Green," said Mary, with a
laugh.</p>
<p>"And yet the Dean is so eager, Lady George!"</p>
<p>"I won't let papa talk to me about it. Lord Brotherton is quite
welcome to his wife and his son, and everything else for me—only I
do wish he would have remained away."</p>
<p>"I think we all wish that, my dear."</p>
<p>Mr. Patmore Green, and Colonel Ansley, and Lady Brabazon all
spoke a word or two in the course of the evening to Lord George on
the same subject, but he would only shake his head and say nothing.
At that time this affair of his wife's was nearer to him and more
burdensome to him than even the Popenjoy question. He could not
rid himself of this new trouble even for a moment. He was still
thinking of it when all the enquiries about Popenjoy were being made.
What did it matter to him how that matter should be settled, if all
the happiness of his life were to be dispelled by this terrible domestic
affliction. "I am afraid this quarrel with his brother will be too
much for Lord George," said Mr. Patmore Green to his wife, when
the company were gone. "He was not able to say a word the whole
evening."</p>
<p>"And I never knew her to be more pleasant," said Mrs. Patmore
Green. "She doesn't seem to care about it the least in the world."
The husband and wife did not speak a word to each other as they went
home in the brougham. Mary had done her duty by sustaining
herself in public, but was not willing to let him think that she had as
yet forgiven the cruelty of his suspicions.</p>
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