<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XXXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXXIII"></SPAN>CHAPTER XXXIII.</h2>
<p class="chapterhead">CAPTAIN DE BARON.</p>
<p><span class="firstwords">Of</span> course as the next day or two passed by, the condition of Mrs.
Houghton was discussed between Lord George and his wife. The
affair could not be passed over without further speech. "I am quite
contented with you," he said; "more than contented. But I suppose
she does not feel herself contented with Mr. Houghton."</p>
<p>"Then why did she marry him?"</p>
<p>"Ah;—why indeed."</p>
<p>"A woman ought to be contented with her husband. But at any
rate what right can she have to disturb other people? I suppose you
never wrote her a love-letter."</p>
<p>"Never, certainly;—since her marriage." This indeed was true.
The lady had frequently written to him, but he had warily kept<!-- Page 214 -->
his hands from pen and ink and had answered her letters by going to
her.</p>
<p>"And yet she could persevere! Women can do such mean things!
I would sooner have broken my heart and died than have asked a man
to say that he loved me. I don't suppose you have much to be proud
of. I daresay she has half a dozen others. You won't see her again?"</p>
<p>"I think I may be driven to do so. I do not wish to have to write
to her, and yet I must make her understand that all this is to be
over."</p>
<p>"She'll understand that fast enough when she does not see you. It
would have served her right to have sent that letter to her husband."</p>
<p>"That would have been cruel, Mary."</p>
<p>"I didn't do it. I thought of doing it, and wouldn't do it. But it
would have served her right. I suppose she was always writing."</p>
<p>"She had written, but not quite like that," said Lord George. He
was not altogether comfortable during this conversation.</p>
<p>"She writes lots of such letters no doubt. You do then mean to go
there again?"</p>
<p>"I think so. Of course I do not look upon her as being so utterly a
castaway as you do."</p>
<p>"I believe her to be a heartless, vile, intriguing woman, who
married an old man without caring a straw for him, and who doesn't
care how miserable she makes other people. And I think she is
very—very ugly. She paints frightfully. Anybody can see it. And
as for false hair,—why, it's nearly all false." Lady George certainly
did not paint, and had not a shred of false hair about her. "Oh,
George, if you do go, do be firm! You will be firm;—will you not?"</p>
<p>"I shall go simply that this annoyance may be at an end."</p>
<p>"Of course you will tell her that I will never speak to her again.
How could I? You would not wish it;—would you?" In answer to
this there was nothing for him to say. He would have wished that a
certain amount of half friendly intercourse should be carried on; but
he could not ask her to do this. After a time he might perhaps be
able to press on her the advantage of avoiding a scandal, but as yet he
could not do even that. He had achieved more than he had a right to
expect in obtaining her permission to call once more in Berkeley
Square himself. After that they would soon be going down to Brotherton,
and when they were there things might be allowed to settle
themselves. Then she asked him another question. "You don't
object to my going to Mrs. Jones' party on Thursday?"</p>
<p>The question was very sudden, so that he was almost startled.
"It is a dance, I suppose."</p>
<p>"Oh yes, a dance of course."</p>
<p>"No;—I have no objection."</p>
<p>She had meant to ask him to reconsider his verdict against round
dances, but she could hardly do so at this moment. She could not<!-- Page 215 -->
take advantage of her present strength to extract from him a privilege
which under other circumstances he had denied to her. Were she to
do so it would be as much as to declare that she meant to waltz because
he had amused himself with Mrs. Houghton. Her mind was not at
all that way given. But she did entertain an idea that something
more of freedom should be awarded to her because her husband had
given her cause of offence and had been forgiven. While he was still
strong with that divine superiority which she had attributed to him, she
had almost acknowledged to herself that he had a right to demand that
she should be dull and decorous. But now that she had found him
to be in the receipt of clandestine love-letters, it did seem that she
might allow herself a little liberty. She had forgiven him freely. She
had really believed that in spite of the letter she herself was the
woman he loved. She had said something to herself about men
amusing themselves, and had told herself that though no woman could
have written such a letter as that without disgracing herself altogether,
a man might receive it and even keep it in his pocket without meaning
very much harm. But the accident must, she thought, be held to
absolve her from some part of the strictness of her obedience. She
almost thought that she would waltz at Mrs. Jones's ball; perhaps not
with Captain De Baron; perhaps not with much energy or with full
enjoyment; but still sufficiently to disenthral herself. If possible she
would say a word to her husband first. They were both going to a
rather crowded affair at Lady Brabazon's before the night of Mrs.
Jones's party. They had agreed that they would do little more than
shew themselves there. He was obliged to go to this special place and
he hated staying. But even at Lady Brabazon's she might find an
opportunity of saying what she wished to say.</p>
<p>On that day she took him out in her brougham, and on her return
home was alone all the afternoon till about five; and then who should
come to her but Captain De Baron. No doubt they two had become
very intimate. She could not at all have defined her reasons for liking
him. She was quite sure of one thing,—she was not in the least in
love with him. But he was always gay, always good humoured, always
had plenty to say. He was the source of all the fun that ever came
in her way; and fun was very dear to her. He was nice-looking
and manly, and gentle withal. Why should she not have her
friend? He would not write abominable letters and ask her to say
that she loved him! And yet she was aware that there was a danger.
She knew that her husband was a little jealous. She knew that
Augusta Mildmay was frightfully jealous. That odious creature Mrs.
Houghton had made ever so many nasty little allusions to her and
Jack. When his name was announced she almost wished that he had
not come; but yet she received him very pleasantly. He immediately
began about the Baroness Banmann. The Baroness had on the previous
evening made her way on to the platform at the Disabilities<!-- Page 216 -->
when Dr. Fleabody was lecturing, and Lady Selina was presiding and
had, to use Jack's own words, "Kicked up the most delightful bobbery
that had ever been witnessed! She bundled poor old Lady Selina
out of the chair."</p>
<p>"Nonsense!"</p>
<p>"So I am told;—took the chair by the back and hoisted her out."</p>
<p>"Didn't they send for the police?"</p>
<p>"I suppose they did at last; but the American doctor was too many
for her. The Baroness strove to address the meeting; but Olivia Q.
Fleabody has become a favourite, and carried the day. I am told that
at last the bald-headed old gentleman took the Baroness home in a
cab. I'd have given a five-pound note to be there. I think I must
go some night and hear the Doctor."</p>
<p>"I wouldn't go again for anything."</p>
<p>"You women are all so jealous of each other. Poor Lady Selina!
I'm told she was very much shaken."</p>
<p>"How did you hear it all?"</p>
<p>"From Aunt Ju," said the Captain. "Aunt Ju was there, of
course. The Baroness tried to fly into Aunt Ju's arms, but Aunt Ju
seems to have retired."</p>
<p>Then the quarrel must have been made up between Captain De
Baron and Miss Mildmay. That was the idea which at once came into
Mary's head. He could hardly have seen Aunt Ju without seeing her
niece at the same time. Perhaps it was all settled. Perhaps, after
all, they would be married. It would be a pity, because she was not
half nice enough for him. And then Mary doubted whether Captain
De Baron as a married man would be nearly so pleasant as in his
present condition. "I hope Miss Mildmay is none the worse," she
said.</p>
<p>"A little shaken in her nerves."</p>
<p>"Was—Augusta Mildmay there?"</p>
<p>"Oh dear no. It is quite out of her line. She is not at all disposed
to lay aside the feeblenesses of her sex and go into one of the
learned professions. By the bye, I am afraid you and she are not very
good friends."</p>
<p>"What makes you say that, Captain De Baron?"</p>
<p>"But are you?"</p>
<p>"I don't know why you should enquire."</p>
<p>"It is natural to wish that one's own friends should be friends."</p>
<p>"Has Miss Mildmay said—anything about—me?"</p>
<p>"Not a word;—nor you about her. And, therefore, I know that
something is wrong."</p>
<p>"The last time I saw her I did not think that Miss Mildmay was
very happy," said Mary, in a low voice.</p>
<p>"Did she complain to you?" Mary had no answer ready for this
question. She could not tell a lie easily, nor could she acknowledge<!-- Page 217 -->
the complaint which the lady had made, and had made so loudly. "I
suppose she did complain," he said, "and I suppose I know the
nature of her complaint."</p>
<p>"I cannot tell;—though, of course, it was nothing to me."</p>
<p>"It is very much to me, though. I wish, Lady George, you could
bring yourself to tell me the truth." He paused, but she did not
speak. "If it were as I fear, you must know how much I am implicated.
I would not for the world that you should think I am behaving
badly."</p>
<p>"You should not permit her to think so, Captain De Baron."</p>
<p>"She doesn't think so. She can't think so. I am not going to
say a word against her. She and I have been dear friends, and there
is no one,—hardly any one,—for whom I have a greater regard. But
I do protest to you, Lady George, that I have never spoken an untrue
word to Augusta Mildmay in my life."</p>
<p>"I have not accused you."</p>
<p>"But has she? Of course it is a kind of thing that a man cannot
talk about without great difficulty."</p>
<p>"Is it not a thing that a man should not talk about at all?"</p>
<p>"That is severe, Lady George;—much more severe than I should
have expected from your usual good nature. Had you told me that
nothing had been said to you, there would have been an end of it.
But I cannot bear to think that you should have been told that I
had behaved badly, and that I should be unable to vindicate myself."</p>
<p>"Have you not been engaged to marry Miss Mildmay?"</p>
<p>"Never."</p>
<p>"Then why did you allow yourself to become so—so much to her?"</p>
<p>"Because I liked her. Because we were thrown together. Because
the chances of things would have it so. Don't you know that that
kind of thing is occurring every day? Of course, if a man were made
up of wisdom and prudence and virtue and self-denial, this kind of
thing wouldn't occur. But I don't think the world would be pleasanter
if men were like that. Adelaide Houghton is Miss Mildmay's most
intimate friend, and Adelaide has always known that I couldn't marry."
As soon as Mrs. Houghton's name was mentioned a dark frown came
across Lady George's brow. Captain De Baron saw it, but did not as
yet know anything of its true cause.</p>
<p>"Of course I am not going to judge between you," said Lady
George, very gravely.</p>
<p>"But I want you to judge me. I want you of all the world to
feel that I have not been a liar and a blackguard."</p>
<p>"Captain De Baron! how can you use such language?"</p>
<p>"Because I feel this very acutely. I do believe that Miss Mildmay
has accused me to you. I do not wish to say a word against her. I
would do anything in the world to protect her from the ill words of
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me. Will you believe me when I tell you that I have never said a
word to Miss Mildmay which could possibly be taken as an offer of
marriage?"</p>
<p>"I had rather give no opinion."</p>
<p>"Will you ask Adelaide?"</p>
<p>"No; certainly not." This she said with so much vehemence that
he was thoroughly startled. "Mrs. Houghton is not among the number
of my acquaintances."</p>
<p>"Why not? What is the <SPAN name="tn_pg_227"></SPAN><!-- TN: end quote added-->matter?"</p>
<p>"I can give no explanation, and I had rather that no questions
should be asked. But so it is."</p>
<p>"Has she offended Lord George?"</p>
<p>"Oh dear no; that is to say I cannot tell you anything more about
it. You will never see me in Berkeley Square again. And now, pray
say no more about it."</p>
<p>"Poor Adelaide. Well; it does seem terrible that there should be
such misunderstandings. She knows nothing about it. I was with
her this morning, and she was speaking of you with the greatest affection."
Mary struggled hard to appear indifferent to all this, but
struggled in vain. She could not restrain herself from displaying her
feeling. "May I not ask any further questions?"</p>
<p>"No, Captain De Baron."</p>
<p>"Nor hope that I may be a peacemaker between you?"</p>
<p>"Certainly not. I wish you wouldn't talk about it any more."</p>
<p>"I certainly will not if it offends you. I would not offend you for
all the world. When you came up to town, Lady George, a few months
ago, there were three or four of us that soon became such excellent
friends! And now it seems that everything has gone wrong. I hope we
need not quarrel—you and I?"</p>
<p>"I know no reason why we should."</p>
<p>"I have liked you so much. I am sure you have known that.
Sometimes one does come across a person that one really likes; but it
is so seldom."</p>
<p>"I try to like everybody," she said.</p>
<p>"I don't do that. I fear that at first starting I try to dislike everybody.
I think it is natural to hate people the first time you see
them."</p>
<p>"Did you hate me?" she asked, laughing.</p>
<p>"Oh, horribly,—for two minutes. Then you laughed, or cried, or
sneezed, or did something in a manner that I liked, and I saw at once
that you were the most charming human being in the world."</p>
<p>When a young man tells a young woman that she is the most charming
human being in the world, he is certainly using peculiar language.
In most cases the young man would be supposed to be making love to
the young woman. Mary, however, knew very well that Captain De
Baron was not making love to her. There seemed to be an under<!-- Page 219 -->standing
that all manner of things should be said between them, and
that yet they should mean nothing. But, nevertheless, she felt that
the language which this man had used to her would be offensive
to her husband if he knew that it had been used when they two were
alone together. Had it been said before a room-full of people it would
not have mattered. And yet she could not rebuke him. She could
not even look displeased. She had believed all that he had said to
her about Augusta Mildmay, and was glad to believe it. She liked
him so much, that she would have spoken to him as to a brother of
the nature of her quarrel with Mrs. Houghton, only that, even to a
brother, she would not have mentioned her husband's folly. When
he spoke of her crying, or laughing, or sneezing, she liked the little
attempt at drollery. She liked to know that he had found her charming.
Where is the woman who does not wish to charm, and is not
proud to think that she has succeeded with those whom she most
likes? She could not rebuke him. She could not even avoid letting
him see that she was pleased. "You have a dozen human beings in
the world who are the most delightful," she said, "and another dozen
who are the most odious."</p>
<p>"Quite a dozen who are the most odious, but only one, Lady George,
who is the most delightful." He had hardly said this when the door
opened and Lord George entered the room. Lord George was not a
clever hypocrite. If he disliked a person he soon showed his dislike
in his manner. It was very clear to both of them on the present
occasion that he did not like the presence of Captain De Baron. He
looked very gloomy,—almost angry, and after speaking hardly more
than a single word to his wife's guest, he stood silent and awkward,
leaning against the mantel-piece. "What do you think Captain De
Baron tells me?" Mary said, trying, but not very successfully, to speak
with natural ease.</p>
<p>"I don't in the least know."</p>
<p>"There has been such a scene at the Women's Institute! That
Baroness made a dreadful attack on poor Lady Selina Protest."</p>
<p>"She and the American female doctor were talking against each
other from the same platform, at the same time," said De Baron.</p>
<p>"Very disgraceful!" said Lord George. "But then the whole
thing is disgraceful, and always was. I should think Lord Plausible
must be thoroughly ashamed of his sister." Lady Selina was sister to
the Earl of Plausible, but, as all the world knew, was not on speaking
terms with her brother.</p>
<p>"I suppose that unfortunate German lady will be put in prison,"
said Lady George.</p>
<p>"I only trust she may never be able to put her foot into your house
again."</p>
<p>Then there was a pause. He was apparently so cross that conversation
seemed to be impossible. The Captain would have gone away at<!-- Page 220 -->
once had he been able to escape suddenly. But there are times when
it is very hard to get out of a room, at which a sudden retreat would
imply a conviction that something was wrong. It seemed to him that
for her sake he was bound to remain a few minutes longer. "When
do you go down to Brothershire?" he asked.</p>
<p>"About the 7th of July," said Mary.</p>
<p>"Or probably earlier," said Lord George;—at which his wife looked
up at him, but without making any remark.</p>
<p>"I shall be down at my cousin's place some day in August," De
Baron said. Lord George frowned more heavily than ever. "Mr. De
Baron is going to have a large gathering of people about the end of
the month."</p>
<p>"Oh, indeed," said Mary.</p>
<p>"The Houghtons will be there." Then Mary also frowned. "And
I have an idea that your brother, Lord George, has half promised to
be one of the party."</p>
<p>"I know nothing at all about it."</p>
<p>"My cousin was up in town yesterday with the Houghtons. Good-bye,
Lady George; I shan't be at Lady Brabazon's, because she has
forgotten to invite me, but I suppose I shall see you at Mrs. Montacute
Jones'?"</p>
<p>"I shall certainly be at Mrs. Montacute Jones'," said Mary, trying
to speak cheerfully.</p>
<p>The bell was rang and the door was closed, and then the husband
and wife were together. "A dreadful communication has just been
made to me," said Lord George in his most solemn and funereal
voice;—"a most dreadful communication!"</p>
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