<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></SPAN>CHAPTER IX.</h2>
<p class="chapterhead">MRS. HOUGHTON.</p>
<p><span class="firstwords">Lady Sarah</span>, who was generally regarded as the arbiter of the very
slender hospitalities exercised at Manor Cross, was not at all well
pleased at being forced to entertain Mrs. Houghton, whom she especially
disliked; but, circumstanced as they were, there was no alternative.
She had been put to bed with a dislocated arm, and had
already suffered much in having it reduced, before the matter could
be even discussed. And then it was of course felt that she could not<!-- Page 53 -->
be turned out of the house. She was not only generally hurt, but
she was a cousin, also. "We must ask him, mamma," Lady Sarah
said. The Marchioness whined piteously. Mr. Houghton's name had
always been held in great displeasure by the ladies at Manor Cross.
"I don't think we can help it. Mr. Sawyer"—Mr. Sawyer was the
very clever young surgeon from Brotherton—"Mr. Sawyer says that
she ought not to be removed for at any rate a week." The Marchioness
groaned. But the evil became less than had been anticipated,
by Mr. Houghton's refusal. At first, he seemed inclined to stay, but
after he had seen his wife he declared that, as there was no danger,
he would not intrude upon Lady Brotherton, but would, if permitted,
ride over and see how his wife was progressing on the morrow.
"That is a relief," said Lady Sarah to her mother; and yet Lady
Sarah had been almost urgent in assuring Mr. Houghton that they
would be delighted to have him.</p>
<p>In spite of her suffering, which must have been real, and her
fainting, which had partly been so, Mrs. Houghton had had force
enough to tell her husband that he would himself be inexpressibly
bored by remaining at Manor Cross, and that his presence would inexpressibly
bore "all those dowdy old women," as she called the
ladies of the house. "Besides, what's the use?" she said; "I've got
to lay here for a certain time. You would not be any good at nursing.
You'd only kill yourself with ennui. I shall do well enough, and do
you go on with your hunting." He had assented; but finding her to
be well enough to express her opinion as to the desirability of his
absence strongly, thought that she was well enough, also, to be rebuked
for her late disobedience. He began, therefore, to say a word.
"Oh! Jeffrey, are you going to scold me," she said, "while I am in
such a state as this!" and then, again, she almost fainted. He knew
that he was being ill-treated, but knowing, also, that he could not
avoid it, he went away without a further word.</p>
<p>But she was quite cheerful that evening when Lady George came up
to give her her dinner. She had begged that it might be so. She
had known "dear Mary" so long, and was so warmly attached to her.
"Dear Mary" did not dislike the occupation, which was soon found
to comprise that of being head nurse to the invalid. She had never
especially loved Adelaide De Baron, and had felt that there was
something amiss in her conversation when they had met at the
deanery; but she was brighter than the ladies at Manor Cross, was
affectionate in her manner, and was at any rate young. There was an
antiquity about every thing at Manor Cross, which was already
crushing the spirit of the young bride.</p>
<p>"Dear me! this is nice," said Mrs. Houghton, disregarding, apparently
altogether, the pain of her shoulder; "I declare, I shall begin
to be glad of the accident!"</p>
<p>"You shouldn't say that."<!-- Page 54 --></p>
<p>"Why not, if I feel it? Doesn't it seem like a thing in a story
that I should be brought to Lord George's house, and that he was my
lover only quite the other day?" The idea had never occurred to
Mary, and now that it was suggested to her, she did not like it. "I
wonder when he'll come and see me. It would not make you jealous,
I hope."</p>
<p>"Certainly not."</p>
<p>"No, indeed. I think he's quite as much in love with you as ever
he was with me. And yet, he was very, very fond of me once. Isn't
it odd that men should change so?"</p>
<p>"I suppose you are changed, too," said Mary,—hardly knowing
what to say.</p>
<p>"Well,—yes,—no. I don't know that I'm changed at all. I never
told Lord George that I loved him. And what's more, I never told
Mr. Houghton so. I don't pretend to be very virtuous, and of course
I married for an income. I like him very well, and I always mean to
be good to him; that is, if he lets me have my own way. I'm not
going to be scolded, and he need not think so."</p>
<p>"You oughtn't to have gone on to-day, ought you?"</p>
<p>"Why not? If my horse hadn't gone so very quick, and Mr. Price
at that moment hadn't gone so very slow, I shouldn't have come to
grief, and nobody would have known anything about it. Wouldn't
you like to ride?"</p>
<p>"Yes; I should like it. But are not you exerting yourself too
much?"</p>
<p>"I should die if I were made to lie here without speaking to any
one. Just put the pillow a little under me. Now I'm all right.
Who do you think was going as well as anybody yesterday? I saw
him."</p>
<p>"Who was it?"</p>
<p>"The very Reverend the Dean of Brotherton, my dear."</p>
<p>"No!"</p>
<p>"But he was. I saw him jump the brook just before I fell into it.
What will Mr. Groschut say?"</p>
<p>"I don't think papa cares much what Mr. Groschut says."</p>
<p>"And the Bishop?"</p>
<p>"I'm not sure that he cares very much for the Bishop either. But
I am quite sure that he would not do anything that he thought to
be wrong."</p>
<p>"A Dean never does, I suppose."</p>
<p>"My papa never does."</p>
<p>"Nor Lord George, I dare say," said Mrs. Houghton.</p>
<p>"I don't say anything about Lord George. I haven't known him
quite so long."</p>
<p>"If you won't speak up for him, I will. I'm quite sure Lord
George Germain never in his life did anything that he ought not to<!-- Page 55 -->
do. That's his fault. Don't you like men who do what they ought
not to do?"</p>
<p>"No," said Mary, "I don't. Everybody always ought to do what
they ought to do. And you ought to go to sleep, and so I shall go
away." She knew that it was not all right,—that there was something
fast, and also something vulgar, about this self-appointed friend
of hers. But though Mrs. Houghton was fast, and though she was
vulgar, she was a relief to the endless gloom of Manor Cross.</p>
<p>On the next day Mr. Houghton came, explaining to everybody that
he had given up his day's hunting for the sake of his wife. But he
could say but little, and could do nothing, and he did not remain long.
"Don't stay away from the meet another day," his wife said to him;
"I shan't get well any the sooner, and I don't like being a drag upon
you." Then the husband went away, and did not come for the next
two days. On the Sunday he came over in the afternoon and stayed
for half-an-hour, and on the following Tuesday he appeared on his way
to the meet in top boots and a red coat. He was, upon the whole,
less troublesome to the Manor Cross people than might have been
expected.</p>
<p>Mr. Price came every morning to enquire, and very gracious
passages passed between him and the lady. On the Saturday she was
up, sitting on a sofa in a dressing gown, and he was brought in to
see her. "It was all my fault, Mr. Price," she said immediately. "I
heard what Mr. Houghton said to you; I couldn't speak then, but
I was so sorry."</p>
<p>"What a husband says, ma'am, at such a time, goes for nothing."</p>
<p>"What husbands say, Mr. Price, very often does go for nothing."
He turned his hat in his hand, and smiled. "If it had not been so,
all this wouldn't have happened, and I shouldn't have upset you into
the water. But all the same, I hope you'll give me a lead another
day, and I'll take great care not to come so close to you again."
This pleased Mr. Price so much, that as he went home he swore to
himself that if ever she asked him again, he would do just the same
as he had done on the day of the accident.</p>
<p>When Price, the farmer, had seen her, of course it became Lord
George's duty to pay her his compliments in person. At first he
visited her in company with his wife and Lady Sarah, and the conversation
was very stiff. Lady Sarah was potent enough to quell even
Mrs. Houghton. But later in the afternoon Lord George came back
again, his wife being in the room, and then there was a little more
ease. "You can't think how it grieves me," she said, "to bring all
this trouble upon you." She emphasised the word "you," as though
to show him that she cared nothing for his mother and sisters.</p>
<p>"It is no trouble to me," said Lord George, bowing low. "I should
say that it was a pleasure, were it not that your presence here is
attended with so much pain to yourself."<!-- Page 56 --></p>
<p>"The pain is nothing," said Mrs. Houghton. "I have hardly
thought of it. It is much more than compensated by the renewal of
my intimacy with Lady George Germain." This she said with her
very prettiest manner, and he told himself that she was, indeed, very
pretty.</p>
<p>Lady George,—or Mary, as we will still call her, for simplicity, in
spite of her promotion,—had become somewhat afraid of Mrs.
Houghton; but now, seeing her husband's courtesy to her guest,
understanding from his manner that he liked her society, began to
thaw, and to think that she might allow herself to be intimate with
the woman. It did not occur to her to be in any degree jealous,—not,
at least, as yet. In her innocence she did not think it possible that
her husband's heart should be untrue to her, nor did it occur to her
that such a one as Mrs. Houghton could be preferred to herself. She
thought that she knew herself to be better than Mrs. Houghton, and
she certainly thought herself to be the better looking of the two.</p>
<p>Mrs. Houghton's beauty, such as it was, depended mainly on style;
on a certain dash and manner which she had acquired, and which, to
another woman, were not attractive. Mary knew that she, herself,
was beautiful. She could not but know it. She had been brought up
by all belonging to her with that belief; and so believing, had taught
herself to acknowledge that no credit was due to herself on that score.
Her beauty now belonged entirely to her husband. There was nothing
more to be done with it, except to maintain her husband's love, and
that, for the present, she did not in the least doubt. She had heard
of married men falling in love with other people's wives, but she did
not in the least bring home the fact to her own case.</p>
<p>In the course of that afternoon all the ladies of the family sat for a
time with their guest. First came Lady Sarah and Lady Susanna.
Mrs. Houghton, who saw very well how the land lay, rather snubbed
Lady Sarah. She had nothing to fear from the dragon of the <SPAN name="tn_pg_65"></SPAN><!-- TN: period added after "family"-->family.
Lady Sarah, in spite of their cousinship, had called her Mrs. Houghton,
and Mrs. Houghton, in return, called the other Lady Sarah. There
was to be no intimacy, and she was only received there because of her
dislocated shoulder. Let it be so. Lord George and his wife were
coming up to town, and the intimacy should be there. She certainly
would not wish to repeat her visit to Manor Cross.</p>
<p>"Some ladies do like hunting, and some don't," she said, in answer
to a severe remark from Lady Sarah. "I am one of those who do,
and I don't think an accident like that has anything to do with it."</p>
<p>"I can't say I think it an amusement fit for ladies," said Lady Sarah.</p>
<p>"I suppose ladies may do what clergymen do. The Dean jumped
over the brook just before me." There was not much of an argument
in this, but Mrs. Houghton knew that it would vex Lady Sarah,
because of the alliance between the Dean and the Manor Cross
family.<!-- Page 57 --></p>
<p>"She's a detestable young woman," Lady Sarah said to her mother,
"and I can only hope that Mary won't see much of her up in town."</p>
<p>"I don't see how she can, after what there has been between her
and George," said the innocent old lady. In spite, however, of this
strongly expressed opinion, the old lady made her visit, taking Lady
Amelia with her. "I hope, my dear, you find yourself getting
better."</p>
<p>"So much better, Lady Brotherton! But I am so sorry to have
given you all this trouble; but it has been very pleasant to me to be
here, and to see Lord George and Mary together. I declare I think
hers is the sweetest face I ever looked upon. And she is so much
improved. That's what perfect happiness does. I do so like her."</p>
<p>"We love her very dearly," said the Marchioness.</p>
<p>"I am sure you do. And he is so proud of her!" Lady Sarah
had said that the woman was detestable, and therefore the Marchioness
felt that she ought to detest her. But, had it not been
for Lady Sarah, she would have been rather pleased with her guest
than otherwise. She did not remain very long, but promised that
she would return on the next day.</p>
<p>On the following morning Mr. Houghton came again, staying only
a few minutes; and while he was in his wife's sitting-room, both Lord
George and Mary found them. As they were all leaving her together,
she contrived to say a word to her old lover. "Don't desert me all
the morning. Come and talk to me a bit. I am well now, though
they won't let me move about." In obedience to this summons, he
returned to her when his wife was called upon to attend to the ordinary
cloak and petticoat conclave of the other ladies. In regard to these
charitable meetings she had partly carried her own way. She had so
far thrown off authority as to make it understood that she was not to
be bound by the rules which her sisters-in-law had laid down for their
own guidance. But her rebellion had not been complete, and she still
gave them a certain number of weekly stitches. Lord George had
said nothing of his purpose; but for a full hour before luncheon he
was alone with Mrs. Houghton. If a gentleman may call on a lady in
her house, surely he may, without scandal, pay her a visit in his own.
That a married man should chat for an hour with another man's wife
in a country house is not much. Where is the man and where the
woman who has not done that, quite as a matter of course? And yet
when Lord George knocked at the door there was a feeling on him that
he was doing something in which he would not wish to be detected.
"This is so good of you," she said. "Do sit down; and don't run
away. Your mother and sisters have been here,—so nice of them, you
know; but everybody treats me as though I oughtn't to open my
mouth for above five minutes at a time. I feel as though I should
like to jump the brook again immediately."</p>
<p>"Pray don't do that."<!-- Page 58 --></p>
<p>"Well, no; not quite yet. You don't like hunting, I'm afraid?"</p>
<p>"The truth is," said Lord George, "that I've never been able to
afford to keep horses."</p>
<p>"Ah, that's a reason. Mr. Houghton, of course, is a rich man;
but I don't know anything so little satisfactory in itself as being rich."</p>
<p>"It is comfortable."</p>
<p>"Oh yes, it is comfortable; but so unsatisfactory! Of course Mr.
Houghton can keep any number of horses; but, what's the use, when
he never rides to hounds? Better not have them at all, I think. I am
very fond of hunting myself."</p>
<p>"I daresay I should have liked it had it come in my way early in
life."</p>
<p>"You speak of yourself as if you were a hundred years old. I know
your age exactly. You are just seventeen years younger than Mr.
Houghton!" To this Lord George had no reply to make. Of course
he had felt that when Miss De Baron had married Mr. Houghton she
had married quite an old man. "I wonder whether you were much
surprised when you heard that I was engaged to Mr. Houghton?"</p>
<p>"I was, rather."</p>
<p>"Because he is so old?"</p>
<p>"Not that altogether."</p>
<p>"I was surprised myself, and I knew that you would be. But what
was I to do?"</p>
<p>"I think you have been very wise," said Lord George.</p>
<p>"Yes, but you think I have been heartless. I can see it in your
eyes and hear it in your voice. Perhaps I was heartless;—but then I
was bound to be wise. A man may have a profession before him. He
may do anything. But what has a girl to think of? You say that
money is comfortable."</p>
<p>"Certainly it is."</p>
<p>"How is she to get it, if she has not got it of her own, like dear
Mary?"</p>
<p>"You do not think that I have blamed you."</p>
<p>"But even though you have not, yet I must excuse myself to you,"
she said with energy, bending forward from her sofa towards him.
"Do you think that I do not know the difference?"</p>
<p>"What difference?"</p>
<p>"Ah, you shouldn't ask. I may hint at it, but you shouldn't ask.
But it wouldn't have done, would it?" Lord George hardly understood
what it was that wouldn't have done; but he knew that a
reference was being made to his former love by the girl he had loved;
and, upon the whole, he rather liked it. The flattery of such intrigues
is generally pleasant to men, even when they cannot bring their minds
about quick enough to understand all the little ins and outs of the
woman's manœuvres. "It is my very nature to be extravagant. Papa
has brought me up like that. And yet I had nothing that I could call<!-- Page 59 -->
my own. I had no right to marry any one but a rich man. You said
just now you couldn't afford to hunt."</p>
<p>"I never could."</p>
<p>"And I couldn't afford to have a heart. You said just now, too,
that money is very comfortable. There was a time when I should have
found it very, very comfortable to have had a fortune of my own."</p>
<p>"You have plenty now."</p>
<p>She wasn't angry with him, because she had already found out that
it is the nature of men to be slow. And she wasn't angry with him,
again, because, though he was slow, yet also was he evidently gratified.
"Yes," she said, "I have plenty now. I have secured so much.
I couldn't have done without a large income; but a large income
doesn't make me happy. It's like eating and drinking. One has to
eat and drink, but yet one doesn't care very much about it. Perhaps
you don't regret hunting very much?"</p>
<p>"Yes I do, because it enables a man to know his neighbours."</p>
<p>"I know that I regret the thing I couldn't afford."</p>
<p>Then a glimmer of what she meant did come across him, and he
blushed. "Things will not always turn out as they are wanted,"
he said. Then his conscience upbraided him, and he corrected himself.
"But, God knows that I have no reason to complain. I have
been fortunate."</p>
<p>"Yes, indeed."</p>
<p>"I sometimes think it is better to remember the good things we
have than to regret those that are gone."</p>
<p>"That is excellent philosophy, Lord George. And therefore I go
out hunting, and break my bones, and fall into rivers, and ride about
with such men as Mr. Price. One has to make the best of it, hasn't
one? But you, I see, have no regrets."</p>
<p>He paused for a moment, and then found himself driven to make
some attempt at gallantry. "I didn't quite say that," he replied.</p>
<p>"You were able to re-establish yourself according to your own
tastes. A man can always do so. I was obliged to take whatever
came. I think that Mary is so nice."</p>
<p>"I think so too, I can assure you."</p>
<p>"You have been very fortunate to find such a girl; so innocent, so
pure, so pretty, and with a fortune too. I wonder how much difference
it would have made in your happiness if you had seen her before we
had ever been acquainted. I suppose we should never have known
each other then."</p>
<p>"Who can say?"</p>
<p>"No; no one can say. For myself, I own that I like it better as
it is. I have something to remember that I can be proud of."</p>
<p>"And I something to be ashamed of."</p>
<p>"To be ashamed of!" she said, almost rising in anger.</p>
<p>"That you should have refused me!"<!-- Page 60 --></p>
<p>She had got it at last. She had <SPAN name="tn_pg_69"></SPAN><!-- TN: second "made" removed-->made her fish rise to the fly.
"Oh, no," she said; "there can be nothing of that. If I did not
tell you plainly then, I tell you plainly now. I should have done
very wrong to marry a poor man."</p>
<p>"I ought not to have asked you."</p>
<p>"I don't know how that may be," she said in a very low voice,
looking down to the ground. "Some say that if a man loves he
should declare his love, let the circumstances be what they may. I
rather think that I agree with them. You at any rate knew that I
felt greatly honoured, though the honour was out of my reach." Then
there was a pause, during which he could find nothing to say. He
was trapped by her flattery, but he did not wish to betray his wife by
making love to the woman. He liked her words and her manner; but
he was aware that she was a thing sacred as being another man's wife.
"But it is all better as it is," she said with a laugh, "and Mary
Lovelace is the happiest girl of her year. I am so glad you are coming
to London, and do so hope you'll come and see me."</p>
<p>"Certainly I will."</p>
<p>"I mean to be such friends with Mary. There is no woman I like
so much. And then circumstances have thrown us together, haven't
they; and if she and I are friends, real friends, I shall feel that our
friendship may be continued,—yours and mine. I don't mean that all
this accident shall go for nothing. I wasn't quite clever enough to
contrive it; but I am very glad of it, because it has brought us once
more together, so that we may understand each other. Good-bye,
Lord George. Don't let me keep you longer now. I wouldn't have
Mary jealous, you know."</p>
<p>"I don't think there is the least fear of that," he said in real displeasure.</p>
<p>"Don't take me up seriously for my little joke," she said as she put
out her left hand. He took it, and once more smiled, and then left her.</p>
<p>When she was alone there came a feeling on her that she had gone
through some hard work with only moderate success; and also a
feeling that the game was hardly worth the candle. She was not in
the least in love with the man, or capable of being in love with any
man. In a certain degree she was jealous, and felt that she owed
Mary Lovelace a turn for having so speedily won her own rejected
lover. But her jealousy was not strong enough for absolute malice.
She had formed no plot against the happiness of the husband and wife
when she came into the house; but the plot made itself, and she liked
the excitement. He was heavy,—certainly heavy; but he was very
handsome, and a lord; and then, too, it was much in her favour that
he certainly had once loved her dearly.</p>
<p>Lord George, as he went down to lunch, felt himself to be almost
guilty, and hardly did more than creep into the room where his wife
and sisters were seated.<!-- Page 61 --></p>
<p>"Have you been with Mrs. Houghton?" asked Lady Sarah in a
firm voice.</p>
<p>"Yes, I have been sitting with her for the last half hour," he
replied; but he couldn't answer the question without hesitation in his
manner. Mary, however, thought nothing about it.</p>
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