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<h4>CHAPTER XIX.</h4>
<h3>"IS IT TANTI?"<br/> </h3>
<p>Reginald Morton entertained serious thoughts of cleansing himself
from the reproach which Larry cast upon him when describing his
character to his mother. "I think I shall take to hunting," he said
to Mary.</p>
<p>"But you'll tumble off, dear."</p>
<p>"No doubt I shall, and I must try to begin in soft places. I don't
see why I shouldn't do it gradually in a small way. I shouldn't ever
become a Nimrod, like Lord Rufford or your particular friend Mr.
Twentyman."</p>
<p>"He is my particular friend."</p>
<p>"So I perceive. I couldn't shine as he shines, but I might gradually
learn to ride after him at a respectful distance. A man at Rome ought
to do as the Romans do."</p>
<p>"Why wasn't Hoppet Hall Rome as much as Bragton?"</p>
<p>"Well;—it wasn't. While fortune enabled me to be happy at Hoppet
<span class="nowrap">Hall—"</span></p>
<p>"That is unkind, Reg."</p>
<p>"While fortune oppressed me with celibate misery at Hoppet Hall,
nobody hated me for not hunting;—and as I could not very well afford
it, I was not considered to be entering a protest against the
amusement. As it is now I find that unless I consent to risk my neck
at any rate five or six times every winter, I shall be regarded in
that light."</p>
<p>"I wouldn't be frightened into doing anything I didn't like," said
Mary.</p>
<p>"How do you know that I shan't like it? The truth is I have had a
letter this morning from a benevolent philosopher which has almost
settled the question for me. He wants me to join a society for the
suppression of British sports as being barbarous and antipathetic to
the intellectual pursuits of an educated man. I would immediately
shoot, fish, hunt and go out ratting, if I could hope for the least
success. I know I should never shoot anything but the dog and the
gamekeepers, and that I should catch every weed in the river; but I
think that in the process of seasons I might jump over a hedge."</p>
<p>"Kate will show you the way to do that."</p>
<p>"With Kate and Mr. Twentyman to help me, and a judicious system of
liberal tips to Tony Tuppett, I could make my way about on a quiet
old nag, and live respected by my neighbours. The fact is I hate with
my whole heart the trash of the philanimalist."</p>
<p>"What is a—a—I didn't quite catch the thing you hate?"</p>
<p>"The thing is a small knot of self-anxious people who think that they
possess among them all the bowels of the world."</p>
<p>"Possess all the what, Reginald?"</p>
<p>"I said bowels,—using an ordinary but very ill-expressed metaphor.
The ladies and gentlemen to whom I allude, not looking very clearly
into the systems of pains and pleasures in accordance with which we
have to live, put their splay feet down now upon this ordinary
operation and now upon that, and call upon the world to curse the
cruelty of those who will not agree with them. A lady whose tippet is
made from the skins of twenty animals who have been wired in the snow
and then left to die of <span class="nowrap">starvation—"</span></p>
<p>"Oh, Reginald!"</p>
<p>"That is the way of it. I am not now saying whether it is right or
wrong. The lady with the tippet will justify the wires and the
starvation because, as she will say, she uses the fur. An honest
blanket would keep her just as warm. But the fox who suffers perhaps
ten minutes of agony should he not succeed as he usually does in
getting away,—is hunted only for amusement! It is true that the one
fox gives amusement for hours to perhaps some hundred;—but it is
only for amusement. What riles me most is that these would-be
philosophers do not or will not see that recreation is as necessary
to the world as clothes or food, and the providing of the one is as
legitimate a business as the purveying of the other."</p>
<p>"People must eat and wear clothes."</p>
<p>"And practically they must be amused. They ignore the great doctrine
of 'tanti.'"</p>
<p>"I never heard of it."</p>
<p>"You shall, dear, some day. It is the doctrine by which you should
regulate everything you do and every word you utter. Now do you and
Kate put on your hats and we'll walk to the bridge."</p>
<p>This preaching of a sermon took place after breakfast at Bragton on
the morning of Saturday, and the last order had reference to a scheme
they had on foot to see the meet at the old kennels. On the previous
afternoon Reginald Morton had come into Dillsborough and had very
quietly settled everything with the attorney. Having made up his mind
to do the thing he was very quick in the doing of it. He hated the
idea of secrecy in such an affair, and when Mrs. Masters asked him
whether he had any objection to have the marriage talked about,
expressed his willingness that she should employ the town crier to
make it public if she thought it expedient. "Oh, Mr. Morton, how very
funny you are," said the lady. "Quite in earnest, Mrs. Masters," he
replied. Then he kissed the two girls who were to be his sisters, and
finished the visit by carrying off the younger to spend a day or two
with her sister at Bragton. "I know," he said, whispering to Mary as
he left the front door, "that I ought not to go out hunting so soon
after my poor cousin's death; but as he was a cousin once removed, I
believe I may walk as far as the bridge without giving offence."</p>
<p>When they were there they saw all the arrivals just as they were seen
on the same spot a few months earlier by a very different party. Mary
and Kate stood on the bridge together, while he remained a little
behind leaning on the stile. She, poor girl, had felt some shame in
showing herself, knowing that some who were present would have heard
of her engagement, and that others would be told of it as soon as she
was seen. "Are you ashamed of what you are going to do?" he asked.</p>
<p>"Ashamed! I don't suppose that there is a girl in England so proud as
I am at this minute."</p>
<p>"I don't know that there is anything to be proud of, but if you are
not ashamed, why shouldn't you show yourself? Marriage is an
honourable state!" She could only pinch his arm, and do as he bade
her.</p>
<p>Glomax in his tandem, and Lord Rufford in his drag, were rather late.
First there came one or two hunting men out of the town, Runciman,
Dr. Nupper, and the hunting saddler. Then there arrived Henry
Stubbings with a string of horses, mounted by little boys, ready for
his customers, and full of wailing to his friend Runciman. Here was
nearly the end of March and the money he had seen since Christmas was
little more, as he declared, than what he could put into his eye and
see none the worse. "Charge 'em ten per cent. interest," said
Runciman. "Then they thinks they can carry on for another year," said
Stubbings despondingly. While this was going on, Larry walked his
favourite mare "Bicycle" on to the ground, dressed with the utmost
care, but looking very moody, almost fierce, as though he did not
wish anybody to speak to him. Tony Tuppett, who had known him since a
boy, nodded at him affectionately, and said how glad he was to see
him;—but even this was displeasing to Larry. He did not see the
girls on the bridge, but took up his place near them. He was thinking
so much of his own unhappiness and of what he believed others would
say of him, that he saw almost nothing. There he sat on his mare,
carrying out the purpose to which he had been led by Mary's message,
but wishing with all his heart that he was back again, hidden within
his own house at the other side of the wood.</p>
<p>Mary, as soon as she saw him, blushed up to her eyes, then turning
round looked with wistful eyes into the face of the man she was
engaged to marry, and with rapid step walked across the bridge up to
the side of Larry's horse, and spoke to him with her sweet low voice.
"Larry," she said. He turned round to her very quickly, showing how
much he was startled. Then she put up her hand to him, and of course
he took it. "Larry, I am so glad to see you. Did papa give you a
message?"</p>
<p>"Yes, Miss Masters. He told me, I know it all."</p>
<p>"Say a kind word to me, Larry."</p>
<p>"I—I—I—You know very well what's in my mind. Though it were to
kill me, I should wish you well."</p>
<p>"I hope you'll have a good hunt, Larry." Then she retired back to the
bridge and again looked to her lover to know whether he would
approve. There were so few there, and Larry had been so far apart
from the others, that she was sure no one had heard the few words
which had passed between them; nor could anyone have observed what
she had done, unless it were old Nupper, or Mr. Runciman, or Tony
Tuppett. But yet she thought that it perhaps was bold, and that he
would be angry. But he came up to her, and placing himself between
her and Kate, whispered into her ear, "Bravely done, my girl. After a
little I will try to be as brave, but I could never do it as well."
Larry in the meantime had moved his mare away, and before the Master
had arrived, was walking slowly up his own road to Chowton Farm.</p>
<p>The Captain was soon there, and Lord Rufford with his friends, and
Harry Stubbings' string, and Tony were set in motion. But before they
stirred there was a consultation,—to which Bean the gamekeeper was
called,—as to the safety of Dillsborough Wood. Dillsborough Wood had
not been drawn yet since Scrobby's poison had taken effect on the old
fox, and there were some few who affected to think that there still
might be danger. Among these was the Master himself, who asked Fred
Botsey with a sneer whether he thought that such hounds as those were
to be picked up at every corner. But Bean again offered to eat any
herring that might be there, poison included, and Lord Rufford
laughed at the danger. "It's no use my having foxes, Glomax, if you
won't draw the cover." This the Lord said with a touch of anger, and
the Lord's anger, if really roused, might be injurious. It was
therefore decided that the hounds should again be put through the
Bragton shrubberies,—just for compliment to the new squire;—and
that then they should go off to Dillsborough Wood as rapidly as might
be.</p>
<p>Larry walked his beast all the way up home very slowly, and getting
off her, put her into the stable and went into the house.</p>
<p>"Is anything wrong?" asked the mother.</p>
<p>"Everything is wrong." Then he stood with his back to the kitchen
fire for nearly half an hour without speaking a word. He was trying
to force himself to follow out her idea of manliness, and telling
himself that it was impossible. The first tone of her voice, the
first glance at her face, had driven him home. Why had she called him
Larry again and again, so tenderly, in that short moment, and looked
at him with those loving eyes? Then he declared to himself, without
uttering a word, that she did not understand anything about it; she
did not comprehend the fashion of his love when she thought, as she
did think, that a soft word would be compensation. He looked round to
see if his mother or the servant were there, and when he found that
the coast was clear, he dashed his hands to his eyes and knocked away
the tears. He threw up both his arms and groaned, and then he
remembered her message, "Bid him be a man."</p>
<p>At that moment he heard the sound of horses, and going near the
window, so as to be hidden from curious eyes as they passed, he saw
the first whip trot on, with the hounds after him, and Tony Tuppett
among them. Then there was a long string of horsemen, all moving up
to the wood, and a carriage or two, and after them the stragglers of
the field. He let them all go by, and then he repeated the words
again, "Bid him be a man." He took up his hat, jammed it on his head,
and went out into the yard. As he crossed to the stables Runciman
came up alone. "Why, Larry, you'll be late," he said.</p>
<p>"Go on, Mr. Runciman, I'll follow."</p>
<p>"I'll wait till you are mounted. You'll be better for somebody with
you. You've got the mare, have you? You'll show some of them your
heels if they get away from here. Is she as fast as she was last
year, do you think?"</p>
<p>"Upon my word I don't know," said Larry, as he dragged himself into
the saddle.</p>
<p>"Shake yourself, old fellow, and don't carry on like that. What is
she after all but a girl?" The poor fellow looked at his intending
comforter, but couldn't speak a word. "A man shouldn't let hisself be
put upon by circumstances so as to be only half hisself. Hang it,
man, cheer up, and don't let 'em see you going about like that. It
ain't what a fellow of your kidney ought to be. If they haven't found
I'm a nigger,—and by the holy he's away. Come along Larry and forget
the petticoats for half an hour." So saying, Runciman broke into a
gallop, and Larry's mare doing the same, he soon passed the innkeeper
and was up at the covert side just as Tony Tuppett with half a score
of hounds round him, was forcing his way through the bushes, out of
the coverts into the open field. "There ain't no poison this time,
Mr. Twentyman," said the huntsman, as, setting his eye on a gap in
the further fence, he made his way across the field.</p>
<p>The fox headed away for a couple of miles towards Impington, as was
the custom with the Dillsborough foxes, and then turning to the left
was soon over the country borders into Ufford. The pace from the
first starting was very good. Larry, under such provocation as that
of course would ride, and he did ride. Up as far as the country
brook, many were well up. The land was no longer deep; and as the
field had not been scattered at the starting, all the men who usually
rode were fairly well placed as they came to the brook; but it was
acknowledged afterwards that Larry was over it the first. Glomax got
into it,—as he always does into brooks, and young Runce hurt his
horse's shoulder at the opposite bank. Lord Rufford's horse balked
it, to the Lord's disgust; but took it afterwards, not losing very
much ground. Tony went in and out, the crafty old dog knowing the one
bit of hard ground. Then they crossed Purbeck field, as it is still
called—which, twenty years since was a wide waste of land, but is
now divided by new fences, very grievous to half-blown horses. Sir
John Purefoy got a nasty fall over some stiff timber, and here many a
half-hearted rider turned to the right into the lane. Hampton and his
Lordship, and Battersby, with Fred Botsey and Larry, took it all as
it came, but through it all not one of them could give Larry a lead.
Then there was manœuvring into a wood and out of it again, and
that saddest of all sights to the riding man, a cloud of horsemen on
the road as well placed as though they had ridden the line
throughout. In getting out of the road Hampton's horse slipped up
with him, and, though he saw it all, he was never able again to
compete for a place. The fox went through the Hampton Wick coverts
without hanging a moment, just throwing the hounds for two minutes
off their scent at the gravel pits. The check was very useful to
Tony, who had got his second horse and came up sputtering, begging
the field for <span class="nowrap">G——'s</span> sake
to be,—in short to be anywhere but where
they were. Then they were off again down the hill to the left,
through Mappy springs and along the top of Ilveston copse, every yard
of which is grass,—till the number began to be select. At last in a
turnip field, three yards from the fence, they turned him over, and
Tony, as he jumped off his horse among the hounds, acknowledged to
himself that Larry might have had his hand first upon the animal had
he cared to do so.</p>
<p>"Twentyman, I'll give you two hundred for your mare," said Lord
Rufford.</p>
<p>"Ah, my Lord, there are two things that would about kill me."</p>
<p>"What are they, Larry?" asked Harry Stubbings.</p>
<p>"To offend his Lordship, or to part with the mare."</p>
<p>"You shall do neither," said Lord Rufford; "but upon my word I think
she's the fastest thing in this county." All of which did not cure
poor Larry, but it helped to enable him to be a man.</p>
<p>The fox had been killed close to Norrington, and the run was
remembered with intense gratification for many a long day after.
"It's that kind of thing that makes hunting beat everything else,"
said Lord Rufford, as he went home. That day's sport certainly had
been "tanti," and Glomax and the two counties boasted of it for the
next three years.</p>
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