<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></SPAN>CHAPTER I</h2>
<h4><br/>BEGINNING AND EARLY DAYS OF THE ORPHAN WORK.</h4>
<div class="blockquot"><p>"That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of
gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be
found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of
Jesus Christ."—1 Peter, i. 7.</p>
</div>
<p><br/>Mr. George Müller, the founder of the New Orphan-Houses, Ashley Down,
Bristol (institutions that have been for many years the greatest
monuments of modern times to a prayer-answering God), gives in that most
valuable and instructive book, "A Narrative of Some of the Lord's
Dealings with George Müller," Vol. I., among other reasons for
establishing an Orphan-House, the following:—</p>
<p>"Sometimes I found children of God tried in mind by the prospect of old
age, when they might be unable to work any longer, and therefore were
harassed by the fear of having to go into the poor-*house. If in such a
case I pointed out to them, how their Heavenly Father has always helped
those who<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_8" id="Page_8"></SPAN></span> put their trust in Him, they might not, perhaps, always say,
that times have changed; but yet it was evident enough, that God was not
looked upon by them as the <span class="smcap">Living</span> God. My spirit was ofttimes bowed down
by this, and I longed to set something before the children of God,
whereby they might see, that He does not forsake, even in our day, those
who rely upon Him.</p>
<p>"Another class of persons were brethren in business, who suffered in
their souls, and brought guilt on their consciences, by carrying on
their business, almost in the same way as unconverted persons do. The
competition in trade, the bad times, the over-peopled country, were
given as reasons why, if the business were carried on simply according
to the word of God, it could not be expected to do well. Such a brother,
perhaps, would express the wish, that he might be differently situated;
but very rarely did I see <i>that there was a stand made for God, that
there was the holy determination to trust in the living God, and to
depend on Him, in order that a good conscience might be maintained</i>. To
this class likewise I desired to show, by a visible proof, that God is
unchangeably the same.</p>
<p>"Then there was another class of persons, individuals who were in
professions in which they could not continue with a good conscience, or
persons who were in an unscriptural position with reference to spiritual
things; but both classes feared, on account of the consequences, to give
up the profession in<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_9" id="Page_9"></SPAN></span> which they could not abide with God, or to leave
their position, lest they should be thrown out of employment. My spirit
longed to be instrumental in strengthening their faith, by giving them
not only instances from the word of God, of His willingness and ability
to help all those who rely upon Him, but <i>to show them by proofs</i>, that
He is the same in our day. I well knew <i>that the Word of God ought to be
enough</i>, and it was, by grace, enough, to me; but still, I considered
that I ought to lend a helping hand to my brethren, if by any means, by
this visible proof to the unchangeable faithfulness of the Lord, I might
strengthen their hands in God; for I remembered what a great blessing my
own soul had received through the Lord's dealings with His servant A. H.
Franke, who in dependence upon the living God alone, established an
immense Orphan-House, which I had seen many times with my own eyes. I,
therefore, judged myself bound to be the servant of the Church of God,
in the particular point on which I had obtained mercy: namely, <i>in being
able to take God by His word and to rely upon it</i>. All these exercises
of my soul, which resulted from the fact that so many believers, with
whom I became acquainted, were harassed and distressed in mind, or
brought guilt on their consciences, on account of not trusting in the
Lord; were used by God to awaken in my heart the desire of setting
before the church at large, and before the world, a proof that He has
not in the least changed; and this seemed to me best done, by<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_10" id="Page_10"></SPAN></span> the
establishing of an Orphan-House. It needed to be something which could
be seen, even by the natural eye. Now, if I, a poor man, simply by
prayer and faith, obtained <i>without asking any individual</i>, the means
for establishing and carrying on an Orphan-House, there would be
something which, with the Lord's blessing, might be instrumental in
strengthening the faith of the children of God, besides being a
testimony to the consciences of the unconverted, of the reality of the
things of God. This, then, was the primary reason for establishing the
Orphan-House. I certainly did from my heart desire to be used by God to
benefit the bodies of poor children, bereaved of both parents, and seek
in other respects, with the help of God, to do them good for this
life;—I also particularly longed to be used by God in getting the dear
orphans trained up in the fear of God;—but still, the first and primary
object of the work was (and still is:) that God might be magnified by
the fact, that the orphans under my care are provided with all they
need, only by <i>prayer and faith</i> without anyone being asked by me or my
fellow-laborers whereby it may be seen, that God is <span class="smcap">FAITHFUL STILL</span>, and
<span class="smcap">HEARS PRAYER STILL</span>. That I was not mistaken, has been abundantly proved
since November, 1835, both by the conversion of many sinners who have
read the accounts, which have been published in connection with this
work, and also by the abundance of fruit that has followed in the hearts
of the saints, for which from my inmost soul, I desire to be grateful<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_11" id="Page_11"></SPAN></span>
to God, and the honor and glory of which not only is due to Him alone,
but, which I, by His help, am enabled to ascribe to Him."</p>
<h4><br/>"OPEN THY MOUTH WIDE."</h4>
<p>In the account written by Mr. Müller dated Jan. 16, 1836, respecting the
Orphan-House intended to be established in Bristol in connection with
the Scriptural Knowledge Institution for Home and Abroad, we read:—</p>
<p>"When, of late, the thoughts of establishing an Orphan-House, in
dependence upon the Lord, revived in my mind, during the first two weeks
I only prayed that if it were of the Lord, he would bring it about, but
if not that He graciously would be pleased to take all thoughts about it
out of my mind. My uncertainty about knowing the Lord's mind did not
arise from questioning whether it would be pleasing in His sight, that
there should be an abode and Scriptural education provided for destitute
fatherless and motherless children; but whether it were His will that I
should be the instrument of setting such an object on foot, as my hands
were already more than filled. My comfort, however, was, that, if it
were His will, He would provide not merely the means, but also suitable
individuals to take care of the children, so that my part of the work
would take only such a portion of my time, as, considering the
importance of the matter, I might give, notwithstanding my many other
en<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_12" id="Page_12"></SPAN></span>gagements. The whole of those two weeks I never asked the Lord for
money or for persons to engage in the work.</p>
<p>"On December 5th, however, the subject of my prayer all at once became
different. I was reading Psalm lxxxi., and was particularly struck, more
than at any time before, with verse 10: "<i>Open thy month wide, and I
will fill it</i>." I thought a few moments about these words, and then was
led to apply them to the case of the Orphan-House. It struck me that I
had never asked the Lord for anything concerning it, except to know His
will, respecting its being established or not; and I then fell on my
knees and opened my mouth wide, asking Him for much. I asked in
submission to His will, and without fixing a time when He should answer
my petition. I prayed that He would give me a house, <i>i. e.</i>, either as
a loan, or that someone might be led to pay the rent for one, or that
one might be given permanently for this object; further, I asked Him for
£1000; and likewise for suitable individuals to take care of the
children. Besides this, I have been since led to ask the Lord, to put
into the hearts of His people to send me articles of furniture for the
house, and some clothes for the children. When I was asking the
petition, I was fully aware what I was doing, <i>i. e.</i>, that I was asking
for something which I had no natural prospect of obtaining from the
brethren whom I know, but which was not too much for the Lord to grant."</p>
<p>"December 10, 1835.—This morning I received<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_13" id="Page_13"></SPAN></span> a letter, in which a
brother and sister wrote thus:—"We propose ourselves for the service of
the intended Orphan-House, if you think us qualified for it; also to
give up all the furniture, &c., which the Lord has given us, for its
use; and to do this without receiving any salary whatever; believing
that if it be the will of the Lord to employ us, He will supply all our
needs, &c."</p>
<p>"Dec. 13.—A brother was influenced this day to give 4s. per week, or
£10 8s. yearly, as long as the Lord gives the means; 8s. was given by
him as two weeks' subscriptions. To-day a brother and sister offered
themselves, with all their furniture, and all the provisions which they
have in the house, if they can be usefully employed in the concerns of
the Orphan-House."</p>
<h4><br/>A GREAT ENCOURAGEMENT.</h4>
<p>"Dec. 17.—I was rather cast down last evening and this morning about
the matter, questioning whether I ought to be engaged in this way, and
was led to ask the Lord to give me some further encouragement. Soon
after were sent by a brother two pieces of print, the one seven and the
other 23¾ yards, 6¾ yards of calico, four pieces of lining, about four
yards altogether, a sheet, and a yard measure. This evening another
brother brought a clothes horse, three frocks, four pinafores, six
handkerchiefs, three counterpanes, one blanket, two pewter salt cellars,
six tin cups, and six metal tea<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_14" id="Page_14"></SPAN></span> spoons; he also brought 3s. 6d. given
to him by three different individuals. At the same time he told me that
it had been put into the heart of an individual to send to-morrow £100."</p>
<h4><br/>ONE THOUSAND POUNDS.</h4>
<p>"June 15, 1837.—To-day I gave myself once more earnestly to prayer
respecting the remainder of the £1000. This evening £5 was given, so
that now the whole sum is made up. To the Glory of the Lord, whose I am,
and whom I serve, I would state again, that every shilling of this
money, and all the articles of clothing and furniture, which have been
mentioned in the foregoing pages, have been given to me, <i>without one
single individual having been asked by me for anything</i>."</p>
<h4><br/>ORPHANS FOR THE BUILDING.</h4>
<p>In a third statement, containing the announcement of the opening of the
Orphan-House, for destitute female children, and a proposal for the
establishment of an Infant Orphan-House, which was sent to the press on
May 18, 1836, Mr. Müller wrote:—</p>
<p>"So far as I remember, I brought even the most minute circumstances
concerning the Orphan-House before the Lord in my petitions, being
conscious of my own weakness and ignorance. There was, however, one
point I never had prayed about,<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_15" id="Page_15"></SPAN></span> namely that the Lord would send
children; for I naturally took it for granted that there would be plenty
of applications. The nearer, however, the day came which had been
appointed for receiving applications, the more I had a secret
consciousness, that the Lord might disappoint my natural expectations,
and show me that I could not prosper in one single thing without Him.
The appointed time came, and not even one application was made. I had
before this been repeatedly tried, whether I might not, after all,
against the Lord's mind, have engaged in the work. This circumstance now
led me to lie low before my God in prayer the whole of the evening,
February 3, and to examine my heart once more as to all the motives
concerning it; and being able, as formerly, to say, that His glory was
my <i>chief aim</i>, <i>i. e.</i>, that it might be seen that it is not a vain
thing to trust in the living God,—and that my <i>second aim</i> was the
spiritual welfare of the orphan-children,—and the <i>third</i> their bodily
welfare; and still continuing in prayer, I was at last brought to this
state, that I could say <i>from my heart</i>, that I should rejoice in God
being glorified in this matter, though it were by <i>bringing the whole to
nothing</i>. But as still, after all, it seemed to me more tending to the
glory of God, to establish and prosper the Orphan-House, I could then
ask Him heartily, to send applications. I enjoyed now a peaceful state
of heart concerning the subject, and was also more assured than ever
that God would establish it. <i>The very next day</i>, Feb<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_16" id="Page_16"></SPAN></span>ruary 4, the first
application was made, and since then 42 more have been made."</p>
<h4><br/>"JUST FOR TO-DAY."</h4>
<p>Later on, when there were nearly 100 persons to be maintained, and the
funds were reduced to about £20, Mr. Müller writes:—</p>
<p>"July 22 [1838].—This evening I was walking in our little garden,
meditating on Heb. xiii. 8, "Jesus Christ the same yesterday, and
to-day, and for ever." Whilst meditating on His unchangeable love,
power, wisdom, &c.—and turning all, as I went on, into prayer
respecting myself; and whilst applying likewise His unchangeable love,
and power and wisdom, &c., both to my present spiritual and temporal
circumstances:—all at once the present need of the Orphan-House was
brought to my mind. Immediately I was led to say to myself, Jesus in His
love and power has hitherto supplied me with what I have needed for the
Orphans, and in the same unchangeable love and power He will provide me
with what I may need for the future. A flow of joy came into my soul
whilst realising thus the unchangeableness of our adorable Lord. About
one minute after, a letter was brought me, enclosing a bill for £20. In
it was written: "Will you apply the amount of the enclosed bill to the
furtherance of the objects of your Scriptural Knowledge Society, or of
your Orphan Establishment, or in the work and cause of our Master in any
way that He<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_17" id="Page_17"></SPAN></span> Himself, on your application to Him, may point out to you.
It is not a great sum, but it is a sufficient provision for the exigency
of to-day; and it is for <i>to-day's</i> exigencies, that, ordinarily, the
Lord provides. To-morrow, as it brings its demands, will find its
supply, etc."</p>
<p>"[Of this £20 I took £10 for the Orphan fund, and £10 for trip other
objects, and was thus enabled to meet the expenses of about £34 which,
in connection with the Orphan-Houses, came upon me within four days
afterwards, and which I knew beforehand would come.]"</p>
<h4><br/>WAITING FOR HELP.</h4>
<p>"Nov. 21, 1838.—Never were we so reduced in funds as to-day. There was
not a single halfpenny in hand between the matrons of the three houses.
Nevertheless there was a good dinner, and by managing so as to help one
another with bread, etc., there was a prospect of getting over this day
also; but for none of the houses had we the prospect of being able to
take in bread. When I left the brethren and sisters at one o'clock,
after prayer, I told them that we must wait for help, and see how the
Lord would deliver us this time. I was sure of help, but we were indeed
straitened. When I came to Kingsdown, I felt that I needed more
exercise, being very cold; wherefore I went not the nearest way home,
but round by Clarence Place. About twenty yards from my house, I met a
brother who<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_18" id="Page_18"></SPAN></span> walked back with me, and after a little conversation gave
me £10 to be handed over to the brethren, the deacons, towards providing
the poor saints with coals, blankets and warm clothing; also £5 for the
Orphans, and £5 for the other objects of the Scriptural Knowledge
Institution. The brother had called twice while I was gone to the
Orphan-Houses, and had I now been <i>one half minute</i> later, I should have
missed him. But the Lord knew our need, and therefore allowed me to meet
him. I sent off the £5 immediately to the matrons."</p>
<h4><br/>BEYOND DISAPPOINTMENT.</h4>
<p>"Sept. 21 [1840], Monday. By what was in hand for the Orphans, and by
what had come in yesterday, the need of to-day is more than supplied, as
there is enough for to-morrow also. To-day a brother from the
neighbourhood of London gave me £10, to be laid out as it might be most
needed. As we have been praying many days for the School,—Bible,—and
Missionary Funds, I took it all for them. This brother knew nothing
about our work, when he came three days since to Bristol. Thus the Lord,
to show His continued care over us, raises up new helpers. They that
trust in the Lord shall never be confounded! Some who helped for a while
may fall asleep in Jesus; others may grow cold in the service of the
Lord; others may be as desirous as ever to help, but have no longer the
means; others may have both a willing heart to help,<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_19" id="Page_19"></SPAN></span> and have also the
means, but may see it the Lord's will to lay them out in another
way;—and thus, from one cause or another, were we to lean upon man, we
should surely be confounded; but, in leaning upon the living God alone,
we are <i><span class="smcap">BEYOND</span> disappointment, and <span class="smcap">BEYOND</span> being forsaken because of
death</i>, or <i>want of means</i>, or <i>want of love</i>, or <i>because of the claims
of other work</i>. How precious to have learned in any measure to stand
with God alone in the world, and yet to be happy, and to know that
surely no good thing shall be withheld from us whilst we walk
uprightly!"</p>
<h4><br/>A GREAT SINNER CONVERTED.</h4>
<p>In his <span class="smcap">REVIEW OF THE YEAR</span> 1841, Mr. Müller writes:—</p>
<p>"During this year I was informed about the conversion of one of the very
greatest sinners, that I ever heard of in all my service for the Lord.
Repeatedly I fell on my knees with his wife, and asked the Lord for his
conversion, when she came to me in the deepest distress of soul, on
account of the most barbarous and cruel treatment that she received from
him, in his bitter enmity against her for the Lord's sake, and because
he could not provoke her to be in a passion, and <i>she would not</i> strike
him again, and the like. At the time when it was at its worst I pleaded
especially on his behalf the promise in Matthew xviii. 19: 'Again I say
unto you, that if two of you shall agree on earth as<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_20" id="Page_20"></SPAN></span> touching anything
that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my father which is in
heaven.' And now this awful persecutor is converted."</p>
<h4><br/>PRAYER FOR SPIRITUAL BLESSING AMONG THE SAINTS.</h4>
<p>"On May 25th, I began to ask the Lord for greater real spiritual
prosperity among the saints, among whom I labour in Bristol, than there
ever yet had been among them; and now I have to record to the praise of
the Lord that truly He has answered this request; for, considering all
things, at no period has there been more manifestation of grace and
truth, and spiritual power among us, than there is now while I am
writing this for the press (1845). Not that we have attained to what we
might; we are far, very far from it; but the Lord has been very, very
good to us, and we have most abundant cause for thanksgiving."</p>
<h4><br/>WITHHOLDING THE REPORT.</h4>
<p>"Dec. 9 [1841].—To-day came in for the Orphans by the sale of stockings
10s. 10d.—We are now brought to the close of the sixth year of this
part of the work, <i>having only in hand the money which has been put by
for the rent</i>; but during the whole of this year we have been supplied
with all that was needed.</p>
<p>"During the last three years we had closed the accounts on this day, and
had, a few days after,<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_21" id="Page_21"></SPAN></span> some public meetings, at which, for the benefit
of the hearers, we stated how the Lord had dealt with us during the
year, and the substance of what had been stated at these meetings was
afterwards printed for the benefit of the church at large. This time,
however, it appeared to us better to delay for a while both the public
meetings and the publishing of the Report. Through grace we had learned
to lean upon the Lord only, being assured, that, if we were never to
speak or write one single word more about this work, yet should we be
supplied with means, as long as He should enable us to depend on Himself
alone. But whilst we neither had had those public meetings for the
purpose of exposing our necessity, nor had had the account of the Lord's
dealings with us published for the sake of working thereby upon the
feelings of the readers, and thus inducing them to give money, but only
that we might by our experience benefit other saints; yet it might have
appeared to some that, in making known our circumstances, we were
actuated by some such motives. What better proof, therefore, could we
give of our depending upon the living God alone, and not upon public
meetings or printed Reports, than that, <i>in the midst of our deep
poverty</i>, instead of being glad for the time to have come when we could
make known our circumstances, we still went on quietly for some time
longer, without saying anything. We therefore determined, as we sought
and still seek in this work to act for the profit of the saints
generally, to delay both the public meetings<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_22" id="Page_22"></SPAN></span> and the Report for a few
months. <i>Naturally</i> we should have been, of course, as glad as anyone to
have exposed our poverty at that time; but <i>spiritually</i> we were unable
to delight even then in the prospect of the increased benefit that might
be derived by the church at large from our acting as we did.</p>
<h3>* * * * *</h3>
<p>"Dec. 18. Saturday morning. There is now the greatest need, and only 4d.
in hand, which I found in the box at my house; yet I fully believe the
Lord will supply us this day also with all that is required.—Pause a
few moments, dear reader! Observe two things! We acted <i>for God</i> in
delaying the public meetings and the publishing of the Report; but
<i>God's way leads always into trial, so far as sight and sense are
concerned</i>. <i>Nature</i> always will be tried <i>in God's ways</i>. The Lord was
saying by this poverty, 'I will now see whether you truly lean upon me,
and whether you truly look to me.' Of all the seasons that I had ever
passed through since I had been living in this way, <i>up to that time</i>, I
never knew any period in which my faith was tried so sharply, as during
the four months from Dec. 12, 1841, to April 12, 1842. But observe
further: We might even now have altered our minds with respect to the
public meetings and publishing the Report; <i>for no one knew our
determination, at this time</i>, concerning the point. Nay, on the contrary,
we knew with what delight very many children of God were looking forward
to receive further accounts.<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_23" id="Page_23"></SPAN></span> But the Lord kept us steadfast to the
conclusion, at which we had arrived under His guidance."</p>
<h4><br/>"HE ABIDETH FAITHFUL."</h4>
<p>Under the date Jan. 25, 1842, Mr. Müller writes:—</p>
<p>"Perhaps, dear reader, you have said in your heart before you have read
thus far: 'How would it be, suppose the funds for the Orphans were
reduced to nothing, and those who are engaged in the work had nothing of
their own to give, and a meal time were come, and you had no food for
the children.'</p>
<p>"Thus indeed it may be, for our hearts are desperately wicked. If ever
we should be so left to ourselves, as that either we depend no more upon
the living God, or that 'we regard iniquity in our hearts,' then such a
state of things, we have reason to believe, would occur. But so long as
we shall be enabled to trust in the living God, and so long as, though
falling short in every way of what we might be, and ought to be, we are
at least kept from living in sin, such a state of things cannot occur.
Therefore, dear reader, if you yourself walk with God, and if, on that
account, His glory is dear to you, I affectionately and earnestly
entreat you to beseech Him to uphold us; for how awful would be the
disgrace brought upon His holy name if we, who have so publicly made our
boast in Him, and have spoken well of Him, should be left to disgrace
Him,<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_24" id="Page_24"></SPAN></span> either by unbelief in the hour of trial, or by a life of sin in
other respects."</p>
<h4><br/>DELAYED BUT SURE.</h4>
<p>"March 9 [1842].—At a time of the greatest need, both with regard to
the Day-Schools and the Orphans, so much so that we could not have gone
on any longer without help, I received this day £10 from a brother who
lives near Dublin. The money was divided between the Day-Schools and the
Orphan-Houses. The following little circumstance is to be noticed
respecting this donation:—As our need was so great, and my soul was,
through grace, truly waiting upon the Lord, I looked out for supplies in
the course of this morning. The post, however, was out, and no supplies
had come. This did not in the least discourage me. I said to myself, the
Lord can send means without the post, or even now, though the post is
out, by this very delivery of letters He may have sent means, though the
money is not yet in my hands. It was not long after I had thus spoken to
myself, when, according to my hope in God, we were helped; for the
brother who sent us the £10, had this time directed his letter to the
Boys' Orphan-House, whence it was sent to me."</p>
<h4><br/>"LIKE AS A FATHER."</h4>
<p>"March 17.—From the 12th to the 16th had come in £4 5s. 11½d. for the Orphans. This morning<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_25" id="Page_25"></SPAN></span> our poverty, which now has lasted
more or less for several months, had become exceedingly great. I left my
house a few minutes after seven to go to the Orphan-Houses, to see
whether there was money enough to take in the milk, which is brought
about eight o'clock. On my way it was specially my request that the Lord
would be pleased to pity us, even as a father pitieth his children, and
that He would not lay more upon us than He would enable us to bear, I
especially entreated Him that He would now be pleased to refresh our
hearts by sending us help. I likewise reminded Him of the consequences
that would result, both in reference to believers and unbelievers, if we
should have to give up the work because of want of means, and that He
therefore would not permit of its coming to nought. I moreover again
confessed before the Lord that I deserved not that He should continue to
use me in this work any longer. While I was thus in prayer, about two
minutes' walk from the Orphan-Houses, I met a brother who was going at
this early hour to his business. After having exchanged a few words with
him, I went on; but he presently ran after me, and gave me £1 for the
Orphans. Thus the Lord speedily answered my prayer. Truly, it is worth
being poor and greatly tried in faith, for the sake of having day by day
such precious proofs of the loving interest which our kind Father takes
in everything that concerns us. And how should our Father do otherwise?
He that has given us the greatest possible proof of His love which He
could have<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_26" id="Page_26"></SPAN></span> done, in giving us His own Son, surely He will with Him also
freely give us all things."</p>
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