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<h3> CHAPTER XXXII. </h3>
<p>At nine o'clock the next morning Melbury dressed himself up in shining
broadcloth, creased with folding and smelling of camphor, and started
for Hintock House. He was the more impelled to go at once by the
absence of his son-in-law in London for a few days, to attend, really
or ostensibly, some professional meetings. He said nothing of his
destination either to his wife or to Grace, fearing that they might
entreat him to abandon so risky a project, and went out unobserved. He
had chosen his time with a view, as he supposed, of conveniently
catching Mrs. Charmond when she had just finished her breakfast, before
any other business people should be about, if any came. Plodding
thoughtfully onward, he crossed a glade lying between Little Hintock
Woods and the plantation which abutted on the park; and the spot being
open, he was discerned there by Winterborne from the copse on the next
hill, where he and his men were working. Knowing his mission, the
younger man hastened down from the copse and managed to intercept the
timber-merchant.</p>
<p>"I have been thinking of this, sir," he said, "and I am of opinion that
it would be best to put off your visit for the present."</p>
<p>But Melbury would not even stop to hear him. His mind was made up, the
appeal was to be made; and Winterborne stood and watched him sadly till
he entered the second plantation and disappeared.</p>
<p>Melbury rang at the tradesmen's door of the manor-house, and was at
once informed that the lady was not yet visible, as indeed he might
have guessed had he been anybody but the man he was. Melbury said he
would wait, whereupon the young man informed him in a neighborly way
that, between themselves, she was in bed and asleep.</p>
<p>"Never mind," said Melbury, retreating into the court, "I'll stand
about here." Charged so fully with his mission, he shrank from contact
with anybody.</p>
<p>But he walked about the paved court till he was tired, and still nobody
came to him. At last he entered the house and sat down in a small
waiting-room, from which he got glimpses of the kitchen corridor, and
of the white-capped maids flitting jauntily hither and thither. They
had heard of his arrival, but had not seen him enter, and, imagining
him still in the court, discussed freely the possible reason of his
calling. They marvelled at his temerity; for though most of the
tongues which had been let loose attributed the chief blame-worthiness
to Fitzpiers, these of her household preferred to regard their mistress
as the deeper sinner.</p>
<p>Melbury sat with his hands resting on the familiar knobbed thorn
walking-stick, whose growing he had seen before he enjoyed its use.
The scene to him was not the material environment of his person, but a
tragic vision that travelled with him like an envelope. Through this
vision the incidents of the moment but gleamed confusedly here and
there, as an outer landscape through the high-colored scenes of a
stained window. He waited thus an hour, an hour and a half, two hours.
He began to look pale and ill, whereupon the butler, who came in, asked
him to have a glass of wine. Melbury roused himself and said, "No, no.
Is she almost ready?"</p>
<p>"She is just finishing breakfast," said the butler. "She will soon see
you now. I am just going up to tell her you are here."</p>
<p>"What! haven't you told her before?" said Melbury.</p>
<p>"Oh no," said the other. "You see you came so very early."</p>
<p>At last the bell rang: Mrs. Charmond could see him. She was not in her
private sitting-room when he reached it, but in a minute he heard her
coming from the front staircase, and she entered where he stood.</p>
<p>At this time of the morning Mrs. Charmond looked her full age and more.
She might almost have been taken for the typical femme de trente ans,
though she was really not more than seven or eight and twenty. There
being no fire in the room, she came in with a shawl thrown loosely
round her shoulders, and obviously without the least suspicion that
Melbury had called upon any other errand than timber. Felice was,
indeed, the only woman in the parish who had not heard the rumor of her
own weaknesses; she was at this moment living in a fool's paradise in
respect of that rumor, though not in respect of the weaknesses
themselves, which, if the truth be told, caused her grave misgivings.</p>
<p>"Do sit down, Mr. Melbury. You have felled all the trees that were to
be purchased by you this season, except the oaks, I believe."</p>
<p>"Yes," said Melbury.</p>
<p>"How very nice! It must be so charming to work in the woods just now!"</p>
<p>She was too careless to affect an interest in an extraneous person's
affairs so consummately as to deceive in the manner of the perfect
social machine. Hence her words "very nice," "so charming," were
uttered with a perfunctoriness that made them sound absurdly unreal.</p>
<p>"Yes, yes," said Melbury, in a reverie. He did not take a chair, and
she also remained standing. Resting upon his stick, he began: "Mrs.
Charmond, I have called upon a more serious matter—at least to
me—than tree-throwing. And whatever mistakes I make in my manner of
speaking upon it to you, madam, do me the justice to set 'em down to my
want of practice, and not to my want of care."</p>
<p>Mrs. Charmond looked ill at ease. She might have begun to guess his
meaning; but apart from that, she had such dread of contact with
anything painful, harsh, or even earnest, that his preliminaries alone
were enough to distress her. "Yes, what is it?" she said.</p>
<p>"I am an old man," said Melbury, "whom, somewhat late in life, God
thought fit to bless with one child, and she a daughter. Her mother
was a very dear wife to me, but she was taken away from us when the
child was young, and the child became precious as the apple of my eye
to me, for she was all I had left to love. For her sake entirely I
married as second wife a homespun woman who had been kind as a mother
to her. In due time the question of her education came on, and I said,
'I will educate the maid well, if I live upon bread to do it.' Of her
possible marriage I could not bear to think, for it seemed like a death
that she should cleave to another man, and grow to think his house her
home rather than mine. But I saw it was the law of nature that this
should be, and that it was for the maid's happiness that she should
have a home when I was gone; and I made up my mind without a murmur to
help it on for her sake. In my youth I had wronged my dead friend, and
to make amends I determined to give her, my most precious possession,
to my friend's son, seeing that they liked each other well. Things came
about which made me doubt if it would be for my daughter's happiness to
do this, inasmuch as the young man was poor, and she was delicately
reared. Another man came and paid court to her—one her equal in
breeding and accomplishments; in every way it seemed to me that he only
could give her the home which her training had made a necessity almost.
I urged her on, and she married him. But, ma'am, a fatal mistake was
at the root of my reckoning. I found that this well-born gentleman I
had calculated on so surely was not stanch of heart, and that therein
lay a danger of great sorrow for my daughter. Madam, he saw you, and
you know the rest....I have come to make no demands—to utter no
threats; I have come simply as a father in great grief about this only
child, and I beseech you to deal kindly with my daughter, and to do
nothing which can turn her husband's heart away from her forever.
Forbid him your presence, ma'am, and speak to him on his duty as one
with your power over him well can do, and I am hopeful that the rent
between them may be patched up. For it is not as if you would lose by
so doing; your course is far higher than the courses of a simple
professional man, and the gratitude you would win from me and mine by
your kindness is more than I can say."</p>
<p>Mrs. Charmond had first rushed into a mood of indignation on
comprehending Melbury's story; hot and cold by turns, she had murmured,
"Leave me, leave me!" But as he seemed to take no notice of this, his
words began to influence her, and when he ceased speaking she said,
with hurried, hot breath, "What has led you to think this of me? Who
says I have won your daughter's husband away from her? Some monstrous
calumnies are afloat—of which I have known nothing until now!"</p>
<p>Melbury started, and looked at her simply. "But surely, ma'am, you
know the truth better than I?"</p>
<p>Her features became a little pinched, and the touches of powder on her
handsome face for the first time showed themselves as an extrinsic
film. "Will you leave me to myself?" she said, with a faintness which
suggested a guilty conscience. "This is so utterly unexpected—you
obtain admission to my presence by misrepresentation—"</p>
<p>"As God's in heaven, ma'am, that's not true. I made no pretence; and I
thought in reason you would know why I had come. This gossip—"</p>
<p>"I have heard nothing of it. Tell me of it, I say."</p>
<p>"Tell you, ma'am—not I. What the gossip is, no matter. What really
is, you know. Set facts right, and the scandal will right of itself.
But pardon me—I speak roughly; and I came to speak gently, to coax
you, beg you to be my daughter's friend. She loved you once, ma'am;
you began by liking her. Then you dropped her without a reason, and it
hurt her warm heart more than I can tell ye. But you were within your
right as the superior, no doubt. But if you would consider her
position now—surely, surely, you would do her no harm!"</p>
<p>"Certainly I would do her no harm—I—" Melbury's eye met hers. It was
curious, but the allusion to Grace's former love for her seemed to
touch her more than all Melbury's other arguments. "Oh, Melbury," she
burst out, "you have made me so unhappy! How could you come to me like
this! It is too dreadful! Now go away—go, go!"</p>
<p>"I will," he said, in a husky tone.</p>
<p>As soon as he was out of the room she went to a corner and there sat
and writhed under an emotion in which hurt pride and vexation mingled
with better sentiments.</p>
<p>Mrs. Charmond's mobile spirit was subject to these fierce periods of
stress and storm. She had never so clearly perceived till now that her
soul was being slowly invaded by a delirium which had brought about all
this; that she was losing judgment and dignity under it, becoming an
animated impulse only, a passion incarnate. A fascination had led her
on; it was as if she had been seized by a hand of velvet; and this was
where she found herself—overshadowed with sudden night, as if a
tornado had passed by.</p>
<p>While she sat, or rather crouched, unhinged by the interview,
lunch-time came, and then the early afternoon, almost without her
consciousness. Then "a strange gentleman who says it is not necessary
to give his name," was suddenly announced.</p>
<p>"I cannot see him, whoever he may be. I am not at home to anybody."</p>
<p>She heard no more of her visitor; and shortly after, in an attempt to
recover some mental serenity by violent physical exercise, she put on
her hat and cloak and went out-of-doors, taking a path which led her up
the slopes to the nearest spur of the wood. She disliked the woods,
but they had the advantage of being a place in which she could walk
comparatively unobserved.</p>
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