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<h3>CHAPTER XL</h3>
<h3>"And Then!"<br/> </h3>
<p>On the next morning Miss Boncassen did not appear at breakfast. Word
came that she had been so fatigued by the lawn-tennis as not to be
able to leave her bed. "I have been to her," said Mrs. Montacute
Jones, whispering to Lord Silverbridge, as though he were
particularly interested. "There's nothing really the matter. She will
be down to lunch."</p>
<p>"I was afraid she might be ill," said Silverbridge, who was now
hardly anxious to hide his admiration.</p>
<p>"Oh no;—nothing of that sort; but she will not be able to play again
to-day. It was your fault. You should not have made her dance last
night." After that Mrs. Jones said a word about it all to Lady Mabel.
"I hope the Duke will not be angry with me."</p>
<p>"Why should he be angry with you?"</p>
<p>"I don't suppose he will approve of it, and perhaps he'll say I
brought them together on purpose."</p>
<p>Soon afterwards Mabel asked Silverbridge to walk with her to the
waterfall. She had worked herself into such a state of mind that she
hardly knew what to do, what to wish, or how to act. At one moment
she would tell herself that it was better in every respect that she
should cease to think of being Duchess of Omnium. It was not fit that
she should think of it. She herself cared but little for the young
man, and he—she would tell herself—now appeared to care as little
for her. And yet to be Duchess of Omnium! But was it not clear that
he was absolutely in love with this other girl? She had played her
cards so badly that the game was now beyond her powers. Then other
thoughts would come. Was it beyond her powers? Had he not told her in
London that he loved her? Had he not given her the ring which she
well knew he valued? Ah;—if she could but have been aware of all
that had passed between Silverbridge and the Duke, how different
would have been her feelings! And then would it not be so much better
for him that he should marry her, one of his own class, than this
American girl, of whom nobody knew anything? And then,—to be the
daughter of the Duke of Omnium, to be the future Duchess, to escape
from all the cares which her father's vices and follies had brought
upon her, to have come to an end of all her troubles! Would it not be
sweet?</p>
<p>She had made her mind up to nothing when she asked him to walk up to
the waterfall. There was present to her only the glimmer of an idea
that she ought to caution him not to play with the American girl's
feelings. She knew herself to be aware that, when the time for her
own action came, her feminine feelings would get the better of her
purpose. She could not craftily bring him to the necessity of
bestowing himself upon her. Had that been within the compass of her
powers, opportunities had not been lacking to her. On such occasions
she had always "spared him." And should the opportunity come again,
again she would spare him. But she might perhaps do some good,—not
to herself, that was now out of the question,—but to him, by showing
him how wrong he was in trifling with this girl's feelings.</p>
<p>And so they started for their walk. He of course would have avoided
it had it been possible. When men in such matters have two strings to
their bow, much inconvenience is felt when the two become entangled.
Silverbridge no doubt had come over to Killancodlem for the sake of
making love to Mabel Grex, and instead of doing so he had made love
to Isabel Boncassen. And during the watches of the night, and as he
had dressed himself in the morning, and while Mrs. Jones had been
whispering to him her little bulletin as to the state of the young
lady's health, he had not repented himself of the change. Mabel had
been, he thought, so little gracious to him that he would have given
up that notion earlier, but for his indiscreet declaration to his
father. On the other hand, making love to Isabel Boncassen seemed to
him to possess some divine afflatus of joy which made it of all
imaginable occupations the sweetest and most charming. She had
admitted of no embrace. Indeed he had attempted none, unless that
touch of the hand might be so called, from which she had immediately
withdrawn. Her conduct had been such that he had felt it to be
incumbent on him, at the very moment, to justify the touch by a
declaration of love. Then she had told him that she would not promise
to love him in return. And yet it had been so sweet, so heavenly
sweet!</p>
<p>During the morning he had almost forgotten Mabel. When Mrs. Jones
told him that Isabel would keep her room, he longed to ask for leave
to go and make some inquiry at the door. She would not play
lawn-tennis with him. Well;—he did not now care much for that. After
what he had said to her she must at any rate give him some answer.
She had been so gracious to him that his hopes ran very high. It
never occurred to him to fancy that she might be gracious to him
because he was heir to the Dukedom of Omnium. She herself was so
infinitely superior to all wealth, to all rank, to all sublunary
arrangements, conventions, and considerations, that there was no room
for confidence of that nature. But he was confident because her smile
had been sweet, and her eyes bright,—and because he was conscious,
though unconsciously conscious, of something of the sympathy of love.</p>
<p>But he had to go to the waterfall with Mabel. Lady Mabel was always
dressed perfectly,—having great gifts of her own in that direction.
There was a freshness about her which made her morning costume more
charming than that of the evening, and never did she look so well as
when arrayed for a walk. On this occasion she had certainly done her
best. But he, poor blind idiot, saw nothing of this. The white gauzy
fabric which had covered Isabel's satin petticoat on the previous
evening still filled his eyes. Those perfect boots, the little
glimpses of party-coloured stockings above them, the looped-up skirt,
the jacket fitting but never binding that lovely body and waist, the
jaunty hat with its small fresh feathers, all were nothing to him.
Nor was the bright honest face beneath the hat anything to him
now;—for it was an honest face, though misfortunes which had come
had somewhat marred the honesty of the heart.</p>
<p>At first the conversation was about indifferent things,—Killancodlem
and Mrs. Jones, Crummie-Toddie and Reginald Dobbes. They had gone
along the high-road as far as the post-office, and had turned up
through the wood and reached a seat whence there was a beautiful view
down upon the Archay, before a word was said affecting either Miss
Boncassen or the ring. "You got the ring safe?" she said.</p>
<p>"Oh yes."</p>
<p>"How could you be so foolish as to risk it?"</p>
<p>"I did not regard it as mine. You had accepted it,—I thought."</p>
<p>"But if I had, and then repented of my fault in doing so, should you
not have been willing to help me in setting myself right with myself?
Of course, after what had passed, it was a trouble to me when it
came. What was I to do? For a day or two I thought I would take it,
not as liking to take it, but as getting rid of the trouble in that
way. Then I remembered its value, its history, the fact that all who
knew you would want to know what had become of it,—and I felt that
it should be given back. There is only one person to whom you must
give it."</p>
<p>"Who is that?" he said quickly.</p>
<p>"Your wife;—or to her who is to become your wife. No other woman can
be justified in accepting such a present."</p>
<p>"There has been a great deal more said about it than it's worth,"
said he, not anxious at the present moment to discuss any matrimonial
projects with her. "Shall we go on to the Fall?" Then she got up and
led the way till they came to the little bridge from which they could
see the Falls of the Codlem below them. "I call that very pretty," he
said.</p>
<p>"I thought you would like it."</p>
<p>"I never saw anything of that kind more jolly. Do you care for
scenery, Mabel?"</p>
<p>"Very much. I know no pleasure equal to it. You have never seen
Grex?"</p>
<p>"Is it like this?"</p>
<p>"Not in the least. It is wilder than this, and there are not so many
trees; but to my eyes it is very beautiful. I wish you had seen it."</p>
<p>"Perhaps I may some day."</p>
<p>"That is not likely now," she said. "The house is in ruins. If I had
just money enough to keep it for myself, I think I could live alone
there and be happy."</p>
<p>"You;—alone! Of course you mean to marry?"</p>
<p>"Mean to marry! Do persons marry because they mean it? With nineteen
men out of twenty the idea of marrying them would convey the idea of
hating them. You can mean to marry. No doubt you do mean it."</p>
<p>"I suppose I shall,—some day. How very well the house looks from
here." It was incumbent upon him at the present moment to turn the
conversation.</p>
<p>But when she had a project in her head it was not so easy to turn her
away. "Yes, indeed," she said, "very well. But as I was saying,—you
can mean to marry."</p>
<p>"Anybody can mean it."</p>
<p>"But you can carry out a purpose. What are you thinking of doing
now?"</p>
<p>"Upon my honour, Mabel, that is unfair."</p>
<p>"Are we not friends?"</p>
<p>"I think so."</p>
<p>"Dear friends?"</p>
<p>"I hope so."</p>
<p>"Then may I not tell you what I think? If you do not mean to marry
that American young lady you should not raise false hopes."</p>
<p>"False—hopes!" He had hopes, but he had never thought that Isabel
could have any.</p>
<p>"False hopes;—certainly. Do you not know that everyone was looking
at you last night?"</p>
<p>"Certainly not."</p>
<p>"And that that old woman is going about talking of it as her doing,
pretending to be afraid of your father, whereas nothing would please
her better than to humble a family so high as yours."</p>
<p>"Humble!" exclaimed Lord Silverbridge.</p>
<p>"Do you think your father would like it? Would you think that another
man would be doing well for himself by marrying Miss Boncassen?"</p>
<p>"I do," said he energetically.</p>
<p>"Then you must be very much in love with her."</p>
<p>"I say nothing about that."</p>
<p>"If you are so much in love with her that you mean to face the
displeasure of all your <span class="nowrap">friends—"</span></p>
<p>"I do not say what I mean. I could talk more freely to you than to
any one else, but I won't talk about that even to you. As regards
Miss Boncassen, I think that any man might marry her, without
discredit. I won't have it said that she can be inferior to me,—or
to anybody."</p>
<p>There was a steady manliness in this which took Lady Mabel by
surprise. She was convinced that he intended to offer his hand to the
girl, and now was actuated chiefly by a feeling that his doing so
would be an outrage to all English propriety. If a word might have an
effect it would be her duty to speak that word. "I think you are
wrong there, Lord Silverbridge."</p>
<p>"I am sure I am right."</p>
<p>"What have you yourself felt about your sister and Mr. Tregear?"</p>
<p>"It is altogether different;—altogether. Frank's wife will be simply
his wife. Mine, should I outlive my father, will be Duchess of
Omnium."</p>
<p>"But your father? I have heard you speak with bitter regret of this
affair of Lady Mary's, because it vexes him. Would your marriage with
an American lady vex him less?"</p>
<p>"Why should it vex him at all? Is she vulgar, or ill to look at, or
stupid?"</p>
<p>"Think of her mother."</p>
<p>"I am not going to marry her mother. Nor for the matter of that am I
going to marry her. You are taking all that for granted in a most
unfair way."</p>
<p>"How can I help it after what I saw yesterday?"</p>
<p>"I will not talk any more about it. We had better go down or we shall
get no lunch." Lady Mabel, as she followed him, tried to make herself
believe that all her sorrow came from regret that so fine a scion of
the British nobility should throw himself away upon an American
adventuress.</p>
<p>The guests were still at lunch when they entered the dining-room, and
Isabel was seated close to Mrs. Jones. Silverbridge at once went up
to her,—and place was made for him as though he had almost a right
to be next to her. Miss Boncassen herself bore her honours well,
seeming to regard the little change at table as though it was of no
moment. "I became so eager about that game," she said, "that I went
on too long."</p>
<p>"I hope you are now none the worse."</p>
<p>"At six o'clock this morning I thought I should never use my legs
again."</p>
<p>"Were you awake at six?" said Silverbridge, with pitying voice.</p>
<p>"That was it. I could not sleep. Now I begin to hope that sooner or
later I shall unstiffen."</p>
<p>During every moment, at every word that he uttered, he was thinking
of the declaration of love which he had made to her. But it seemed to
him as though the matter had not dwelt on her mind. When they drew
their chairs away from the table he thought that not a moment was to
be lost before some further explanation of their feelings for each
other should be made. Was not the matter which had been so far
discussed of vital importance for both of them? And, glorious as she
was above all other women, the offer which he had made must have some
weight with her. He did not think that he proposed to give more than
she deserved, but still, that which he was so willing to give was not
a little. Or was it possible that she had not understood his meaning?
If so, he would not willingly lose a moment before he made it plain
to her. But she seemed content to hang about with the other women,
and when she sauntered about the grounds seated herself on a
garden-chair with Lady Mabel, and discussed with great eloquence the
general beauty of Scottish scenery. An hour went on in this way.
Could it be that she knew that he had offered to make her his wife?
During this time he went and returned more than once, but still she
was there, on the same garden-seat, talking to those who came in her
way.</p>
<p>Then on a sudden she got up and put her hand on his arm. "Come and
take a turn with me," she said. "Lord Silverbridge, do you remember
anything of last night?"</p>
<p>"Remember!"</p>
<p>"I thought for a while this morning that I would let it pass as
though it had been mere trifling."</p>
<p>"It would have wanted two to let it pass in that way," he said,
almost indignantly.</p>
<p>On hearing this she looked up at him, and there came over her face
that brilliant smile, which to him was perhaps the most potent of her
spells. "What do you mean by—wanting two?"</p>
<p>"I must have a voice in that as well as you."</p>
<p>"And what is your voice?"</p>
<p>"My voice is this. I told you last night that I loved you. This
morning I ask you to be my wife."</p>
<p>"It is a very clear voice," she said,—almost in a whisper; but in a
tone so serious that it startled him.</p>
<p>"It ought to be clear," he said doggedly.</p>
<p>"Do you think I don't know that? Do you think that if I liked you
well last night I don't like you better now?"</p>
<p>"But do you—like me?"</p>
<p>"That is just the thing I am going to say nothing about."</p>
<p>"Isabel!"</p>
<p>"Just the one thing I will not allude to. Now you must listen to me."</p>
<p>"Certainly."</p>
<p>"I know a great deal about you. We Americans are an inquiring people,
and I have found out pretty much everything." His mind misgave him as
he felt she had ascertained his former purpose respecting Mabel.
"You," she said, "among young men in England are about the foremost,
and therefore,—as I think,—about the foremost in the world. And you
have all personal gifts;—youth and spirits— Well, I will not go on
and name the others. You are, no doubt, supposed to be entitled to
the best and sweetest of God's feminine creatures."</p>
<p>"You are she."</p>
<p>"Whether you be entitled to me or not I cannot yet say. Now I will
tell you something of myself. My father's father came to New York as
a labourer from Holland, and worked upon the quays in that city. Then
he built houses, and became rich, and was almost a miser;—with the
good sense, however, to educate his only son. What my father is you
see. To me he is sterling gold, but he is not like your people. My
dear mother is not at all like your ladies. She is not a lady in your
sense,—though with her unselfish devotion to others she is something
infinitely better. For myself I am,—well, meaning to speak honestly,
I will call myself pretty and smart. I think I know how to be true."</p>
<p>"I am sure you do."</p>
<p>"But what right have you to suppose I shall know how to be a
Duchess?"</p>
<p>"I am sure you will."</p>
<p>"Now listen to me. Go to your friends and ask them. Ask that Lady
Mabel;—ask your father;—ask that Lady Cantrip. And above all, ask
yourself. And allow me to require you to take three months to do
this. Do not come to see me for three months."</p>
<p>"And then?"</p>
<p>"What may happen then I cannot tell, for I want three months also to
think of it myself. Till then, good-bye." She gave him her hand and
left it in his for a few seconds. He tried to draw her to him; but
she resisted him, still smiling. Then she left him.</p>
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