<h1>CLARIMONDE</h1>
<p><br/></p>
<h2> By Thophile Gautier </h2>
<p><br/></p>
<h3> Translated By Lafcadio Hearn <br/> <br/> <br/> 1908 </h3>
<p><br/></p>
<p>Brother, you ask me if I have ever loved. Yes. My story is a strange and
terrible one; and though I am sixty-six years of age, I scarcely dare even
now to disturb the ashes of that memory. To you I can refuse nothing; but
I should not relate such a tale to any less experienced mind. So strange
were the circumstances of my story, that I can scarcely believe myself to
have ever actually been a party to them. For more than three years I
remained the victim of a most singular and diabolical illusion. Poor
country priest though I was, I led every night in a dream—would to
God it had been all a dream!—a most worldly life, a damning life, a
life of Sardanapalus. One single look too freely cast upon a woman
well-nigh caused me to lose my soul; but finally by the grace of God and
the assistance of my patron saint, I succeeded in casting out the evil
spirit that possessed me. My daily life was long interwoven with a
nocturnal life of a totally different character. By day I was a priest of
the Lord, occupied with prayer and sacred things; by night, from the
instant that I closed my eyes I became a young nobleman, a fine
connoisseur in women, dogs, and horses; gambling, drinking, and
blaspheming; and when I awoke at early daybreak, it seemed to me, on the
other hand, that I had been sleeping, and had only dreamed that I was a
priest. Of this somnambulistic life there now remains to me only the
recollection of certain scenes and words which I cannot banish from my
memory; but although I never actually left the walls of my presbytery, one
would think to hear me speak that I were a man who, weary of all worldly
pleasures, had become a religious, seeking to end a tempestuous life in
the service of God, rather than a humble seminarist who has grown old in
this obscure curacy, situated in the depths of the woods and even isolated
from the life of the century.</p>
<p>Yes, I have loved as none in the world ever loved—with an insensate
and furious passion—so violent that I am astonished it did not cause
my heart to burst asunder. Ah, what nights—what nights!</p>
<p>From my earliest childhood I had felt a vocation to the priesthood, so
that all my studies were directed with that idea in view. Up to the age of
twenty-four my life had been only a prolonged novitiate. Having completed
my course of theology I successively received all the minor orders, and my
superiors judged me worthy, despite my youth, to pass the last awful
degree. My ordination was fixed for Easter week.</p>
<p>I had never gone into the world. My world was confined by the walls of the
college and the seminary. I knew in a vague sort of a way that there was
something called Woman, but I never permitted my thoughts to dwell on such
a subject, and I lived in a state of perfect innocence. Twice a year only
I saw my infirm and aged mother, and in those visits were comprised my
sole relations with the outer world.</p>
<p>I regretted nothing; I felt not the least hesitation at taking the last
irrevocable step; I was filled with joy and impatience. Never did a
betrothed lover count the slow hours with more feverish ardour; I slept
only to dream that I was saying mass; I believed there could be nothing in
the world more delightful than to be a priest; I would have refused to be
a king or a poet in preference. My ambition could conceive of no loftier
aim.</p>
<p>I tell you this in order to show you that what happened to me could not
have happened in the natural order of things, and to enable you to
understand that I was the victim of an inexplicable fascination.</p>
<p>At last the great day came. I walked to the church with a step so light
that I fancied myself sustained in air, or that I had wings upon my
shoulders. I believed myself an angel, and wondered at the sombre and
thoughtful faces of my companions, for there were several of us. I had
passed all the night in prayer, and was in a condition wellnigh bordering
on ecstasy. The bishop, a venerable old man, seemed to me God the Father
leaning over His Eternity, and I beheld Heaven through the vault of the
temple.</p>
<p>You well know the details of that ceremony—the benediction, the
communion under both forms, the anointing of the palms of the hands with
the Oil of Catechumens, and then the holy sacrifice offered in concert
with the bishop.</p>
<p>Ah, truly spake Job when he declared that the imprudent man is one who
hath not made a covenant with his eyes! I accidentally lifted my head,
which until then I had kept down, and beheld before me, so close that it
seemed that I could have touched her—although she was actually a
considerable distance from me and on the further side of the sanctuary
railing—a young woman of extraordinary beauty, and attired with
royal magnificence. It seemed as though scales had suddenly fallen from my
eyes. I felt like a blind man who unexpectedly recovers his sight. The
bishop, so radiantly glorious but an instant before, suddenly vanished
away, the tapers paled upon their golden candlesticks like stars in the
dawn, and a vast darkness seemed to fill the whole church. The charming
creature appeared in bright relief against the background of that
darkness, like some angelic revelation. She seemed herself radiant, and
radiating light rather than receiving it.</p>
<p>I lowered my eyelids, firmly resolved not to again open them, that I might
not be influenced by external objects, for distraction had gradually taken
possession of me until I hardly knew what I was doing.</p>
<p>In another minute, nevertheless, I reopened my eyes, for through my
eyelashes I still beheld her, all sparkling with prismatic colours, and
surrounded with such a penumbra as one beholds in gazing at the sun.</p>
<p>Oh, how beautiful she was! The greatest painters, who followed ideal
beauty into heaven itself, and thence brought back to earth the true
portrait of the Madonna, never in their delineations even approached that
wildly beautiful reality which I saw before me. Neither the verses of the
poet nor the palette of the artist could convey any conception of her. She
was rather tall, with a form and bearing of a goddess. Her hair, of a soft
blonde hue, was parted in the midst and flowed back over her temples in
two rivers of rippling gold; she seemed a diademed queen. Her forehead,
bluish-white in its transparency, extended its calm breadth above the
arches of her eyebrows, which by a strange singularity were almost black,
and admirably relieved the effect of sea-green eyes of unsustainable
vivacity and brilliancy. What eyes! With a single flash they could have
decided a man's destiny. They had a life, a limpidity, an ardour, a humid
light which I have never seen in human eyes; they shot forth rays like
arrows, which I could distinctly <i>see</i> enter my heart. I know not if
the fire which illumined them came from heaven or from hell, but assuredly
it came from one or the other. That woman was either an angel or a demon,
perhaps both. Assuredly she never sprang from the flank of Eve, our common
mother. Teeth of the most lustrous pearl gleamed in her ruddy smile, and
at every inflection of her lips little dimples appeared in the satiny rose
of her adorable cheeks. There was a delicacy and pride in the regal
outline of her nostrils bespeaking noble blood. Agate gleams played over
the smooth lustrous skin of her half-bare shoulders, and strings of great
blonde pearls—almost equal to her neck in beauty of colour—descended
upon her bosom. From time to time she elevated her head with the
undulating grace of a startled serpent or peacock, thereby imparting a
quivering motion to the high lace ruff which surrounded it like a silver
trellis-work.</p>
<p>She wore a robe of orange-red velvet, and from her wide ermine-lined
sleeves there peeped forth patrician hands of infinite delicacy, and so
ideally transparent that, like the fingers of Aurora, they permitted the
light to shine through them.</p>
<p>All these details I can recollect at this moment as plainly as though they
were of yesterday, for notwithstanding I was greatly troubled at the time,
nothing escaped me; the faintest touch of shading, the little dark speck
at the point of the chin, the imperceptible down at the corners of the
lips, the velvety floss upon the brow, the quivering shadows of the
eyelashes upon the cheeks—I could notice everything with astonishing
lucidity of perception.</p>
<p>And gazing I felt opening within me gates that had until then remained
closed; vents long obstructed became all clear, permitting glimpses of
unfamiliar perspectives within; life suddenly made itself visible to me
under a totally novel aspect. I felt as though I had just been born into a
new world and a new order of things. A frightful anguish commenced to
torture-my heart as with red-hot pincers. Every successive minute seemed
to me at once but a second and yet a century. Meanwhile the ceremony was
proceeding, and I shortly found myself transported far from that world of
which my newly born desires were furiously besieging the entrance.
Nevertheless I answered 'Yes' when I wished to say 'No,' though all within
me protested against the violence done to my soul by my tongue. Some
occult power seemed to force the words from my throat against my will.
Thus it is, perhaps, that so many young girls walk to the altar firmly
resolved to refuse in a startling manner the husband imposed upon them,
and that yet not one ever fulfils her intention. Thus it is, doubtless,
that so many poor novices take the veil, though they have resolved to tear
it into shreds at the moment when called upon to utter the vows. One dares
not thus cause so great a scandal to all present, nor deceive the
expectation of so many people. All those eyes, all those wills seem to
weigh down upon you like a cope of lead, and, moreover, measures have been
so well taken, everything has been so thoroughly arranged beforehand and
after a fashion so evidently irrevocable, that the will yields to the
weight of circumstances and utterly breaks down.</p>
<p>As the ceremony proceeded the features of the fair unknown changed their
expression. Her look had at first been one of caressing tenderness; it
changed to an air of disdain and of mortification, as though at not having
been able to make itself understood.</p>
<p>With an effort of will sufficient to have uprooted a mountain, I strove to
cry out that I would not be a priest, but I could not speak; my tongue
seemed nailed to my palate, and I found it impossible to express my will
by the least syllable of negation. Though fully awake, I felt like one
under the influence of a nightmare, who vainly strives to shriek out the
one word upon which life depends.</p>
<p>She seemed conscious of the martyrdom I was undergoing, and, as though to
encourage me, she gave me a look replete with divinest promise. Her eyes
were a poem; their every glance was a song.</p>
<p>She said to me:</p>
<p>'If thou wilt be mine, I shall make thee happier than God Himself in His
paradise. The angels themselves will be jealous of thee. Tear off that
funeral shroud in which thou art about to wrap thyself. I am Beauty, I am
Youth, I am Life. Come to me! Together we shall be Love. Can Jehovah offer
thee aught in exchange? Our lives will flow on like a dream, in one
eternal kiss.</p>
<p>'Fling forth the wine of that chalice, and thou art free. I will conduct
thee to the Unknown Isles. Thou shalt sleep in my bosom upon a bed of
massy gold under a silver pavilion, for I love thee and would take thee
away from thy God, before whom so many noble hearts pour forth floods of
love which never reach even the steps of His throne!'</p>
<p>These words seemed to float to my ears in a rhythm of infinite sweetness,
for her look was actually sonorous, and the utterances of her eyes were
reechoed in the depths of my heart as though living lips had breathed them
into my life. I felt myself willing to renounce God, and yet my tongue
mechanically fulfilled all the formalities of the ceremony. The fair one
gave me another look, so beseeching, so despairing that keen blades seemed
to pierce my heart, and I felt my bosom transfixed by more swords than
those of Our Lady of Sorrows.</p>
<p>All was consummated; I had become a priest.</p>
<p>Never was deeper anguish painted on human face than upon hers. The maiden
who beholds her affianced lover suddenly fall dead at her side, the mother
bending over the empty cradle of her child, Eve seated at the threshold of
the gate of Paradise, the miser who finds a stone substituted for his
stolen treasure, the poet who accidentally permits the only manuscript of
his finest work to fall into the fire, could not wear a look so
despairing, so inconsolable. All the blood had abandoned her charming
face, leaving it whiter than marble; her beautiful arms hung lifelessly on
either side of her body as though their muscles had suddenly relaxed, and
she sought the support of a pillar, for her yielding limbs almost betrayed
her. As for myself, I staggered toward the door of the church, livid as
death, my forehead bathed with a sweat bloodier than that of Calvary; I
felt as though I were being strangled; the vault seemed to have flattened
down upon my shoulders, and it seemed to me that my head alone sustained
the whole weight of the dome.</p>
<p>As I was about to cross the threshold a hand suddenly caught mine—a
woman's hand! I had never till then touched the hand of any woman. It was
cold as a serpent's skin, and yet its impress remained upon my wrist,
burnt there as though branded by a glowing iron. It was she. 'Unhappy man!
Unhappy man! What hast thou done?' she exclaimed in a low voice, and
immediately disappeared in the crowd.</p>
<p>The aged bishop passed by. He cast a severe and scrutinising look upon me.
My face presented the wildest aspect imaginable: I blushed and turned pale
alternately; dazzling lights flashed before my eyes. A companion took pity
on me. He seized my arm and led me out. I could not possibly have found my
way back to the seminary unassisted. At the corner of a street, while the
young priest's attention was momentarily turned in another direction, a
negro page, fantastically garbed, approached me, and without pausing on
his way slipped into my hand a little pocket-book with gold-embroidered
corners, at the same time giving me a sign to hide it. I concealed it in
my sleeve, and there kept it until I found myself alone in my cell. Then I
opened the clasp. There were only two leaves within, bearing the words,
'Clarimonde. At the Concini Palace.' So little acquainted was I at that
time with the things of this world that I had never heard of Clarimonde,
celebrated as she was, and I had no idea as to where the Concini Palace
was situated. I hazarded a thousand conjectures, each more extravagant
than the last; but, in truth, I cared little whether she were a great lady
or a courtesan, so that I could but see her once more.</p>
<p>My love, although the growth of a single hour, had taken imperishable
root. I did not even dream of attempting to tear it up, so fully was I
convinced such a thing would be impossible. That woman had completely
taken possession of me. One look from her had sufficed to change my very
nature. She had breathed her will into my life, and I no longer lived in
myself, but in her and for her. I gave myself up to a thousand
extravagancies. I kissed the place upon my hand which she had touched, and
I repeated her name over and over again for hours in succession. I only
needed to close my eyes in order to see her distinctly as though she were
actually present; and I reiterated to myself the words she had uttered in
my ear at the church porch: 'Unhappy man! Unhappy man! What hast thou
done?' I comprehended at last the full horror of my situation, and the
funereal and awful restraints of the state into which I had just entered
became clearly revealed to me. To be a priest!—that is, to be
chaste, to never love, to observe no distinction of sex or age, to turn
from the sight of all beauty, to put out one's own eyes, to hide for ever
crouching in the chill shadows of some church or cloister, to visit none
but the dying, to watch by unknown corpses, and ever bear about with one
the black soutane as a garb of mourning for oneself, so that your very
dress might serve as a pall for your coffin.</p>
<p>And I felt life rising within me like a subterranean lake, expanding and
overflowing; my blood leaped fiercely through my arteries; my
long-restrained youth suddenly burst into active being, like the aloe
which blooms but once in a hundred years, and then bursts into blossom
with a clap of thunder.</p>
<p>What could I do in order to see Clarimonde once more? I had no pretext to
offer for desiring to leave the seminary, not knowing any person in the
city. I would not even be able to remain there but a short time, and was
only waiting my assignment to the curacy which I must thereafter occupy. I
tried to remove the bars of the window; but it was at a fearful height
from the ground, and I found that as I had no ladder it would be useless
to think of escaping thus. And, furthermore, I could descend thence only
by night in any event, and afterward how should I be able to find my way
through the inextricable labyrinth of streets? All these difficulties,
which to many would have appeared altogether insignificant, were gigantic
to me, a poor seminarist who had fallen in love only the day before for
the first time, without experience, without money, without attire.</p>
<p>'Ah!' cried I to myself in my blindness, 'were I not a priest I could have
seen her every day; I might have been her lover, her spouse. Instead of
being wrapped in this dismal shroud of mine I would have had garments of
silk and velvet, golden chains, a sword, and fair plumes like other
handsome young cavaliers. My hair, instead of being dishonoured by the
tonsure, would flow down upon my neck in waving curls; I would have a fine
waxed moustache; I would be a gallant.' But one hour passed before an
altar, a few hastily articulated words, had for ever cut me off from the
number of the living, and I had myself sealed down the stone of my own
tomb; I had with my own hand bolted the gate of my prison! I went to the
window. The sky was beautifully blue; the trees had donned their spring
robes; nature seemed to be making parade of an ironical joy. The <i>Place</i>
was filled with people, some going, others coming; young beaux and young
beauties were sauntering in couples toward the groves and gardens; merry
youths passed by, cheerily trolling refrains of drinking-songs—it
was all a picture of vivacity, life, animation, gaiety, which formed a
bitter contrast with my mourning and my solitude. On the steps of the gate
sat a young mother playing with her child. She kissed its little rosy
mouth still impearled with drops of milk, and performed, in order to amuse
it, a thousand divine little puerilities such as only mothers know how to
invent. The father standing at a little distance smiled gently upon the
charming group, and with folded arms seemed to hug his joy to his heart. I
could not endure that spectacle. I closed the window with violence, and
flung myself on my bed, my heart filled with frightful hate and jealousy,
and gnawed my fingers and my bedcovers like a tiger that has passed ten
days without food.</p>
<p>I know not how long I remained in this condition, but at last, while
writhing on the bed in a fit of spasmodic fury, I suddenly perceived the
Abb� S�rapion, who was standing erect in the centre of the room, watching
me attentively. Filled with shame of myself, I let my head fall upon my
breast and covered my face with my hands.</p>
<p>'Romuald, my friend, something very extraordinary is transpiring within
you,' observed S�rapion, after a few moments' silence; 'your conduct is
altogether inexplicable. You—always so quiet, so pious, so gentle—you
to rage in your cell like a wild beast! Take heed, brother—do not
listen to the suggestions of the devil The Evil Spirit, furious that you
have consecrated yourself for ever to the Lord, is prowling around you
like a ravening wolf and making a last effort to obtain possession of you.
Instead of allowing yourself to be conquered, my dear Romuald, make to
yourself a cuirass of prayers, a buckler of mortifications, and combat the
enemy like a valiant man; you will then assuredly overcome him. Virtue
must be proved by temptation, and gold comes forth purer from the hands of
the assayer. Fear not. Never allow yourself to become discouraged. The
most watchful and steadfast souls are at moments liable to such
temptation. Pray, fast, meditate, and the Evil Spirit will depart from
you.'</p>
<p>The words of the Abb� S�rapion restored me to myself, and I became a
little more calm. 'I came,' he continued, 'to tell you that you have been
appointed to the curacy of C———. The priest who had
charge of it has just died, and Monseigneur the Bishop has ordered me to
have you installed there at once. Be ready, therefore, to start
to-morrow.' I responded with an inclination of the head, and the Abb�
retired. I opened my missal and commenced reading some prayers, but the
letters became confused and blurred under my eyes, the thread of the ideas
entangled itself hopelessly in my brain, and the volume at last fell from
my hands without my being aware of it.</p>
<p>To leave to-morrow without having been able to see her again, to add yet
another barrier to the many already interposed between us, to lose for
ever all hope of being able to meet her, except, indeed, through a
miracle! Even to write to her, alas! would be impossible, for by whom
could I dispatch my letter? With my sacred character of priest, to whom
could I dare unbosom myself, in whom could I confide? I became a prey to
the bitterest anxiety.</p>
<p>Then suddenly recurred to me the words of the Abb� S�rapion regarding the
artifices of the devil; and the strange character of the adventure, the
supernatural beauty of Clarimonde, the phosphoric light of her eyes, the
burning imprint of her hand, the agony into which she had thrown me, the
sudden change wrought within me when all my piety vanished in a single
instant—these and other things clearly testified to the work of the
Evil One, and perhaps that satiny hand was but the glove which concealed
his claws. Filled with terror at these fancies, I again picked up the
missal which had slipped from my knees and fallen upon the floor, and once
more gave myself up to prayer.</p>
<p>Next morning S�rapion came to take me away. Two mules freighted with our
miserable valises awaited us at the gate. He mounted one, and I the other
as well as I knew how.</p>
<p>As we passed along the streets of the city, I gazed attentively at all the
windows and balconies in the hope of seeing Clarimonde, but it was yet
early in the morning, and the city had hardly opened its eyes. Mine sought
to penetrate the blinds and window-curtains of all the palaces before
which we were passing. S�rapion doubtless attributed this curiosity to my
admiration of the architecture, for he slackened the pace of his animal in
order to give me time to look around me. At last we passed the city gates
and commenced to mount the hill beyond. When we arrived at its summit I
turned to take a last look at the place where Clarimonde dwelt. The shadow
of a great cloud hung over all the city; the contrasting colours of its
blue and red roofs were lost in the uniform half-tint, through which here
and there floated upward, like white flakes of foam, the smoke of freshly
kindled fires. By a singular optical effect one edifice, which surpassed
in height all the neighbouring buildings that were still dimly veiled by
the vapours, towered up, fair and lustrous with the gilding of a solitary
beam of sunlight—although actually more than a league away it seemed
quite near. The smallest details of its architecture were plainly
distinguishable—the turrets, the platforms, the window-casements,
and even the swallow-tailed weather-vanes.</p>
<p>'What is that palace I see over there, all lighted up by the sun?' I asked
S�rapion. He shaded his eyes with his hand, and having looked in the
direction indicated, replied: 'It is the ancient palace which the Prince
Concini has given to the courtesan Clarimonde. Awful things are done
there!'</p>
<p>At that instant, I know not yet whether it was a reality or an illusion, I
fancied I saw gliding along the terrace a shapely white figure, which
gleamed for a moment in passing and as quickly vanished. It was
Clarimonde.</p>
<p>Oh, did she know that at that very hour, all feverish and restless—from
the height of the rugged road which separated me from her, and which,
alas! I could never more descend—I was directing my eyes upon the
palace where she dwelt, and which a mocking beam of sunlight seemed to
bring nigh to me, as though inviting me to enter therein as its lord?
Undoubtedly she must have known it, for her soul was too sympathetically
united with mine not to have felt its least emotional thrill, and that
subtle sympathy it must have been which prompted her to climb—although
clad only in her nightdress—to the summit of the terrace, amid the
icy dews of the morning.</p>
<p>The shadow gained the palace, and the scene became to the eye only a
motionless ocean of roofs and gables, amid which one mountainous
undulation was distinctly visible. S�rapion urged his mule forward, my own
at once followed at the same gait, and a sharp angle in the road at last
hid the city of S——— for ever from my eyes, as I was
destined never to return thither. At the close of a weary three-days'
journey through dismal country fields, we caught sight of the cock upon
the steeple of the church which I was to take charge of, peeping above the
trees, and after having followed some winding roads fringed with thatched
cottages and little gardens, we found ourselves in front of the fa�ade,
which certainly possessed few features of magnificence. A porch ornamented
with some mouldings, and two or three pillars rudely hewn from sandstone;
a tiled roof with counterforts of the same sandstone as the pillars—that
was all. To the left lay the cemetery, overgrown with high weeds, and
having a great iron cross rising up in its centre; to the right stood the
presbytery under the shadow of the church. It was a house of the most
extreme simplicity and frigid cleanliness. We entered the enclosure. A few
chickens were picking up some oats scattered upon the ground; accustomed,
seemingly, to the black habit of ecclesiastics, they showed no fear of our
presence and scarcely troubled themselves to get out of our way. A hoarse,
wheezy barking fell upon our ears, and we saw an aged dog running toward
us.</p>
<p>It was my predecessor's dog. He had dull bleared eyes, grizzled hair, and
every mark of the greatest age to which a dog can possibly attain. I
patted him gently, and he proceeded at once to march along beside me with
an air of satisfaction unspeakable. A very old woman, who had been the
housekeeper of the former cur�, also came to meet us, and after having
invited me into a little back parlour, asked whether I intended to retain
her. I replied that I would take care of her, and the dog, and the
chickens, and all the furniture her master had bequeathed her at his
death. At this she became fairly transported with joy, and the Abb�
S�rapion at once paid her the price which she asked for her little
property.</p>
<p>As soon as my installation was over, the Abb� S�rapion returned to the
seminary. I was, therefore, left alone, with no one but myself to look to
for aid or counsel. The thought of Clarimonde again began to haunt me, and
in spite of all my endeavours to banish it, I always found it present in
my meditations. One evening, while promenading in my little garden along
the walks bordered with box-plants, I fancied that I saw through the
elm-trees the figure of a woman, who followed my every movement, and that
I beheld two sea-green eyes gleaming through the foliage; but it was only
an illusion, and on going round to the other side of the garden, I could
find nothing except a footprint on the sanded walk—a footprint so
small that it seemed to have been made by the foot of a child. The garden
was enclosed by very high walls. I searched every nook and corner of it,
but could discover no one there. I have never succeeded in fully
accounting for this circumstance, which, after all, was nothing compared
with the strange things which happened to me afterward.</p>
<p>For a whole year I lived thus, filling all the duties of my calling with
the most scrupulous exactitude, praying and fasting, exhorting and lending
ghostly aid to the sick, and bestowing alms even to the extent of
frequently depriving myself of the very necessaries of life. But I felt a
great aridness within me, and the sources of grace seemed closed against
me. I never found that happiness which should spring from the fulfilment
of a holy mission; my thoughts were far away, and the words of Clarimonde
were ever upon my lips like an involuntary refrain. Oh, brother, meditate
well on this! Through having but once lifted my eyes to look upon a woman,
through one fault apparently so venial, I have for years remained a victim
to the most miserable agonies, and the happiness of my life has been
destroyed for ever.</p>
<p>I will not longer dwell upon those defeats, or on those inward victories
invariably followed by yet more terrible falls, but will at once proceed
to the facts of my story. One night my door-bell was long and violently
rung. The aged housekeeper arose and opened to the stranger, and the
figure of a man, whose complexion was deeply bronzed, and who was richly
clad in a foreign costume, with a poniard at his girdle, appeared under
the rays of Barbara's lantern. Her first impulse was one of terror, but
the stranger reassured her, and stated that he desired to see me at once
on matters relating to my holy calling. Barbara invited him upstairs,
where I was on the point of retiring. The stranger told me that his
mistress, a very noble lady, was lying at the point of death, and desired
to see a priest. I replied that I was prepared to follow him, took with me
the sacred articles necessary for extreme unction, and descended in all
haste. Two horses black as the night itself stood without the gate, pawing
the ground with impatience, and veiling their chests with long streams of
smoky vapour exhaled from their nostrils. He held the stirrup and aided me
to mount upon one; then, merely laying his hand upon the pommel of the
saddle, he vaulted on the other, pressed the animal's sides with his
knees, and loosened rein. The horse bounded forward with the velocity of
an arrow. Mine, of which the stranger held the bridle, also started off at
a swift gallop, keeping up with his companion. We devoured the road. The
ground flowed backward beneath us in a long streaked line of pale gray,
and the black silhouettes of the trees seemed fleeing by us on either side
like an army in rout. We passed through a forest so profoundly gloomy that
I felt my flesh creep in the chill darkness with superstitious fear. The
showers of bright sparks which flew from the stony road under the ironshod
feet of our horses remained glowing in our wake like a fiery trail; and
had any one at that hour of the night beheld us both—my guide and
myself—he must have taken us for two spectres riding upon
nightmares. Witch-fires ever and anon flitted across the road before us,
and the night-birds shrieked fearsomely in the depth of the woods beyond,
where we beheld at intervals glow the phosphorescent eyes of wild cats.
The manes of the horses became more and more dishevelled, the sweat
streamed over their flanks, and their breath came through their nostrils
hard and fast. But when he found them slacking pace, the guide reanimated
them by uttering a strange, gutteral, unearthly cry, and the gallop
recommenced with fury. At last the whirlwind race ceased; a huge black
mass pierced through with many bright points of light suddenly rose before
us, the hoofs of our horses echoed louder upon a strong wooden drawbridge,
and we rode under a great vaulted archway which darkly yawned between two
enormous towers. Some great excitement evidently reigned in the castle.
Servants with torches were crossing the courtyard in every direction, and
above lights were ascending and descending from landing to landing. I
obtained a confused glimpse of vast masses of architecture—columns,
arcades, flights of steps, stairways—a royal voluptuousness and
elfin magnificence of construction worthy of fairyland. A negro page—the
same who had before brought me the tablet from Clarimonde, and whom I
instantly recognised—approached to aid me in dismounting, and the
major-domo, attired in black velvet with a gold chain about his neck,
advanced to meet me, supporting himself upon an ivory cane. Large tears
were falling from his eyes and streaming over his cheeks and white beard.
'Too late!' he cried, sorrowfully shaking his venerable head. 'Too late,
sir priest! But if you have not been able to save the soul, come at least
to watch by the poor body.'</p>
<p>He took my arm and conducted me to the death-chamber. I wept not less
bitterly than he, for I had learned that the dead one was none other than
that Clarimonde whom I had so deeply and so wildly loved. A <i>prie-dieu</i>
stood at the foot of the bed; a bluish flame flickering in a bronze patern
filled all the room with a wan, deceptive light, here and there bringing
out in the darkness at intervals some projection of furniture or cornice.
In a chiselled urn upon the table there was a faded white rose, whose
leaves—excepting one that still held—had all fallen, like
odorous tears, to the foot of the vase. A broken black mask, a fan, and
disguises of every variety, which were lying on the armchairs, bore
witness that death had entered suddenly and unannounced into that
sumptuous dwelling. Without daring to cast my eyes upon the bed, I knelt
down and commenced to repeat the Psalms for the Dead, with exceeding
fervour, thanking God that He had placed the tomb between me and the
memory of this woman, so that I might thereafter be able to utter her name
in my prayers as a name for ever sanctified by death. But my fervour
gradually weakened, and I fell insensibly into a reverie. That chamber
bore no semblance to a chamber of death. In lieu of the fetid and
cadaverous odours which I had been accustomed to breathe during such
funereal vigils, a languorous vapour of Oriental perfume—I know not
what amorous odour of woman—softly floated through the tepid air.
That pale light seemed rather a twilight gloom contrived for voluptuous
pleasure, than a substitute for the yellow-flickering watch-tapers which
shine by the side of corpses. I thought upon the strange destiny which
enabled me to meet Clarimonde again at the very moment when she was lost
to me for ever, and a sigh of regretful anguish escaped from my breast.
Then it seemed to me that some one behind me had also sighed, and I turned
round to look. It was only an echo. But in that moment my eyes fell upon
the bed of death which they had till then avoided. The red damask
curtains, decorated with large flowers worked in embroidery and looped up
with gold bullion, permitted me to behold the fair dead, lying at full
length, with hands joined upon her bosom. She was covered with a linen
wrapping of dazzling whiteness, which formed a strong contrast with the
gloomy purple of the hangings, and was of so fine a texture that it
concealed nothing of her body's charming form, and allowed the eye to
follow those beautiful outlines—undulating like the neck of a swan—which
even death had not robbed of their supple grace. She seemed an alabaster
statue executed by some skilful sculptor to place upon the tomb of a
queen, or rather, perhaps, like a slumbering maiden over whom the silent
snow had woven a spotless veil.</p>
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