<h2>19</h2>
<p>By lunchtime, Trigger was acting almost cordial
again. "I've got the Precol job lined up," she reported
to Holati Tate. "I'll handle it like I used to,
whenever I can. When I can't, the kids will shift in
automatically." The kids were the five assistants
among whom her duties had been divided in her
absence.</p>
<p>"Major Quillan called me up to Mantelish's lab
around ten," she went on. "They wanted to see
Repulsive, so I took him up there. Then it turned
out Mantelish wanted to take Repulsive along on
a field trip this afternoon."</p>
<p>Holati looked startled. "He can't do that, and he
knows it!" He reached for the desk transmitter.</p>
<p>"Don't bother, Commissioner. I told Mantelish
I'd been put in charge of Repulsive, and that he'd
lose an arm if he tried to walk out of the lab with
him."</p>
<p><span class='pagenumber'><SPAN name="213">p. 213</SPAN></span></p>
<p>Holati cleared his throat. "I see! How did Mantelish
react?"</p>
<p>"Oh, he huffed a bit. Like he does. Then he
calmed down and agreed he could get by without
Repulsive out there. So we stood by while he
measured and weighed the thing, and so on. After
that he got friendly and said you'd asked him to
fill me in on current plasmoid theory."</p>
<p>"So I did," said Holati. "Did he?"</p>
<p>"He tried, I think. But it's like you say. I got lost
in about three sentences and never caught up."
She looked curiously at the Commissioner. "I
didn't have a chance to talk to Major Quillan
alone, so I'm wondering why Mantelish was told
the I-Fleets in the Vishni area are hunting for
planets with plasmoids on them. I thought you
felt he was too woolly-minded to be trusted."</p>
<p>"We couldn't keep that from him very well,"
Holati said. "He was the boy who thought of it."</p>
<p>"You didn't have to tell him they'd found some
possibles did you?"</p>
<p>"He did, unfortunately. He's had those plasmoid
detectors of his for about a month, but he
didn't happen to think of mentioning them. The
reason he was to come back to Manon originally
was to sort over the stuff the Fleets have been
sending back here. It's as weird a collection of
low-grade life-forms as I've ever seen, but not
plasmoid. Mantelish went into a temper and
wanted to know why the idiots weren't using
detectors."</p>
<p>"Oh, Lord!" Trigger said.</p>
<p>"That's what it's like when you're working with
<span class='pagenumber'><SPAN name="214">p. 214</SPAN></span>
him," said the Commissioner. "We started making
up detectors wholesale and rushing them out
there, but the new results haven't come in yet."</p>
<p>"Well, that explains it." Trigger looked down at
the desk a moment, then glanced up and met the
Commissioner's eye. She colored slightly.</p>
<p>"Incidentally," she said, "I did take the opportunity
to apologize to Major Quillan for clipping
him a couple this morning. I shouldn't have done
that."</p>
<p>"He didn't seem offended," said Holati.</p>
<p>"No, not really," she agreed.</p>
<p>"And I explained to him that you had a very
good reason to feel disturbed."</p>
<p>"Thanks," said Trigger. "By the way, was he
really a smuggler at one time? And a hijacker?"</p>
<p>"Yes—very successful at it. It's excellent cover
for some phases of Intelligence work. As I heard it,
though, Quillan happened to scramble up one of
the Hub's nastier dope rings in the process, and
was broken two grades in rank."</p>
<p>"Broken?" Trigger said. "Why?"</p>
<p>"Unwarranted interference with a political
situation. The Scouts are rough about that. You're
supposed to see those things. Sometimes you
don't. Sometimes you do and go ahead anyway.
They may pat you on the back privately, but they
also give you the axe."</p>
<p>"I see," she said. She smiled.</p>
<p>"Just how far did we get in bringing you up to
date yesterday?" the Commissioner asked.</p>
<p>"The remains that weren't Doctor Azol," Trigger
said.</p>
<p><span class='pagenumber'><SPAN name="215">p. 215</SPAN></span></p>
<p>If it hadn't been for the funny business with
Trigger, Holati said, he mightn't have been immediately
skeptical about Doctor Azol's supposed
demise by plasmoid during a thrombosis-induced
spell of unconsciousness. There had
been no previous indications that the U-League's
screening of its scientists, in connection with the
plasmoid find, might have been strategically
loused up from the start.</p>
<p>But as things stood, he did look on the event
with very considerable skepticism. Doctor Azol's
death, in that particular form, seemed too much of
a coincidence. For, beside himself, only Azol
knew that another person already had suddenly
and mysteriously lost consciousness on Harvest
Moon. Only Azol therefore might expect that the
Commissioner would quietly inform the official
investigators of the preceding incident, thus
cinching the accidental death theory in Azol's
case much more neatly than the assumed heart
attack had done.</p>
<p>The Commissioner went on from there to the
reflection that if Azol had chosen to disappear, it
might well have been with the intention of conveying
important information secretly back to
somebody waiting for it in the Hub. He saw to it
that the remains were preserved, and that word of
what could have happened was passed on to a
high Federation official whom he knew to be
trustworthy. That was all he was in a position to
do, or interested in doing, himself. Security men
presently came and took the supposed vestiges of
Doctor Azol's body back to the Hub.</p>
<p><span class='pagenumber'><SPAN name="216">p. 216</SPAN></span></p>
<p>"It wasn't until some months later, when the
works blew up and I was put on this job, that I
heard any more about it," Holati Tate said. "It
wasn't Azol. It was part of some unidentifiable
cadaver which he'd presumably brought with
him for just such a use. Anyway, they had Azol's
gene patterns on record, and they didn't jibe."</p>
<p>His desk transmitter buzzed and Trigger took it
on an earphone extension.</p>
<p>"Argee," she said. She listened a moment. "All
right. Coming over." She stood up, replacing the
earphone. "Office tangle," she explained. "Guess
they feel I'm fluffing, now I'm back. I'll get back
here as soon as it's straightened out. Oh, by the
way."</p>
<p>"Yes?"</p>
<p>"The Psychology Service ship messaged in during
the morning. It'll arrive some time tomorrow
and wants a station assigned to it outside the
system, where it won't be likely to attract attention.
Are they really as huge as all that?"</p>
<p>"I've seen one or two that were bigger," the
Commissioner said. "But not much."</p>
<p>"When they're stationed, they'll send someone
over in a shuttle to pick me up."</p>
<p>The Commissioner nodded. "I'll check on the
arrangements for that. The idea of the interview
still bothering you?"</p>
<p>"Well, I'd sooner it wasn't necessary," Trigger
admitted. "But I guess it is." She grinned briefly.
"Anyway, I'll be able to tell my grandchildren
some day that I once talked to one of the real egg
heads!"</p>
<p><span class='pagenumber'><SPAN name="217">p. 217</SPAN></span></p>
<p>The Psychology Service woman who stood up
from a couch as Trigger came into the small
spaceport lounge next evening looked startlingly
similar to Major Quillan's Dawn City assistant,
Gaya. Standing, you could see that she was considerably
more slender than Gaya. She had all of
Gaya's good looks.</p>
<p>"The name is Pilch," she said. She looked at
Trigger and smiled. It was a good smile, Trigger
thought; not the professional job she'd expected.
"And everyone who knows Gaya," she went on,
"thinks we must be twins."</p>
<p>Trigger laughed. "Aren't you?"</p>
<p>"Just first cousins." The voice was all right
too—clear and easy. Trigger felt herself relax
somewhat. "That's one reason they picked me to
come and get you. We're already almost acquainted.
Another is that I've been assigned to
take you through the preliminary work for your
interview after we get to the ship. We can chat a
bit on the way, and that should make it seem less
disagreeable. Boat's in the speedboat park over
there."</p>
<p>They started down a short hallway to the park
area. "Just how disagreeable is it going to be?"
Trigger asked.</p>
<p>"Not at all bad in your case. You're conditioned
to the processes more than you know. Your interviewer
will just pick up where the last job ended
and go on from there. It's when you have to work
down through barriers that you have a little trouble."</p>
<p>Trigger was still mulling that over as she
<span class='pagenumber'><SPAN name="218">p. 218</SPAN></span>
stepped ahead of Pilch into the smaller of two
needle-nosed craft parked side by side. Pilch followed
her in and closed the lock behind them.
"The other one's a combat job," she remarked.
"Our escort. Commissioner Tate made very sure
we had one, too!<ins class="typo" title="Transcriber's Note: quotation mark missing in the original text.">"</ins> She motioned Trigger to a low
soft seat that took up half the space of the tiny
room behind the lock, sat down beside her and
spoke at a wall pickup. "All set. Let's ride!"</p>
<p>Blue-green tinted sky moved past them in the
little room's viewer screen; then a tilted landscape
flashed by and dropped back. Pilch winked
at Trigger. "Takes off like a scared yazong, that
boy! He'll race the combat job to the ship. About
those barriers. Supposing I told you something
like this. There's no significant privacy invasion
in this line of work. We go directly to the specific
information we're looking for and deal only with
that. Your private life, your personal thoughts,
remain secret, sacred and inviolate. What would
you say?"</p>
<p>"I'd say you're a liar," Trigger said promptly.</p>
<p>"Of course. That sort of thing is sometimes told
to nervous interviewees. We don't bother with it.
But now supposing I told you very sincerely that
no recording will be made of any little personal
glimpses we may get?"</p>
<p>"Lying again."</p>
<p>"Right again," said Pilch. "You've been
scanned about as thoroughly as anyone ever gets
to be outside of a total therapy. Your personal
secrets are already on record, and since I'm doing
most of the preparatory work with you, I've
<span class='pagenumber'><SPAN name="219">p. 219</SPAN></span>
studied all the significant-looking ones very
closely. You're a pretty good person, for my
money. All right?"</p>
<p>Trigger studied her face uncomfortably. Hardly
all right, but....</p>
<p>"I guess I can stand it," she said. "As far as
you're concerned, anyway." She hesitated.
"What's the egghead like?"</p>
<p>"Old Cranadon?" said Pilch. "You won't mind
her a bit, I think. Very motherly old type. Let's get
through the preparations first, and then I'll introduce
you to her. If you think it would make you
more comfortable, I'll just stay around while she's
working. I've sat in on her interviews before.
How's that?"</p>
<p>"Sounds better," Trigger said. She did feel a
good deal relieved.</p>
<p>They slid presently into a tunnel-like lock of the
space vehicle Holati Tate had described as a flying
mountain. From what Trigger could see of it
in the guide lights on the approach, it did rather
closely resemble a very large mountain of the
craggier sort. They went through a series of lifts,
portals and passages, and wound up in a small
and softly lit room with a small desk, a very large
couch, a huge wall-screen, and assorted gadgetry.
Pilch sat down at the desk and invited Trigger to
make herself comfortable on the couch.</p>
<p>Trigger lay down on the couch. She had a very
brief sensation of falling gently through dimness.</p>
<p>Half an hour later she sat up on the couch. Pilch
switched on a desk light and looked at her
thoughtfully. Trigger blinked. Then her eyes
<span class='pagenumber'><SPAN name="220">p. 220</SPAN></span>
widened, first with surprise, then in comprehension.</p>
<p>"Liar!" she said.</p>
<p>"Hm-m-m," said Pilch. "Yes."</p>
<p>"That <i>was</i> the interview!"</p>
<p>"True."</p>
<p>"Then you're the egghead!"</p>
<p>"Tcha!" said Pilch. "Well, I believe I can modestly
describe myself as being like that. Yes.
You're another, by the way. We're just smart about
different things. Not so very different."</p>
<p>"You were smart about this," Trigger said. She
swung her legs off the couch and regarded Pilch
dubiously. Pilch grinned.</p>
<p>"Took most of the disagreeableness out of it,
didn't it?"</p>
<p>"Yes," Trigger admitted, "it did. Now what do
we do?"</p>
<p>"Now," said Pilch, "I'll explain."</p>
<p>The thing that had caught their attention was a
quite simple process. It just happened to be a
process the Psychology Service hadn't observed
under those particular circumstances before.</p>
<p>"Here's what our investigators had the last
time," Pilch said. "Lines and lines of stuff, of
course. But here's a simple continuity which
makes it clear. Your mother dies when you're six
months old. Then there are a few nurses whom
you don't like very much. Good nurses but frankly
much too stupid for you, though you don't know
that, and they don't either, naturally. Next, you're
seven years old—a bit over—and there's a mud
pond on the farm near Ceyce where you spend all
<span class='pagenumber'><SPAN name="221">p. 221</SPAN></span>
your vacations. You just love that old mud pond."</p>
<p>Trigger laughed. "A smelly old hole, actually!
Full of froggy sorts of things. I went out to that
farm six years ago, just to look around it again. But
you're right. I did love that mud pond, once."</p>
<p>"Right up to that seventh summer," Pilch said.
"Which was the summer your father's cousin
spent her vacation on the farm with you."</p>
<p>Trigger nodded. "Perhaps. I don't remember
the time too well."</p>
<p>"Well," Pilch said, "she was a brilliant woman.
In some ways. She was about the age your mother
had been when she died. She was very good-looking.
And she was <i>nice</i>! She played games
with a little girl, sang to her. Told her stories.
Cuddled her."</p>
<p>Trigger blinked. "Did she? I don't—"</p>
<p>"However," said Pilch, "she did not play games
with, tell stories to, cuddle, etcetera, little girls
who"—her voice went suddenly thin and
edged—"<i>come in all filthy and smelling from that
dirty, slimy old mud pond!</i>"</p>
<p>Trigger looked startled. "You know," she said,
"I do believe I remember her saying that—just that
way!"</p>
<p>"You remember it," said Pilch, "now. You
never saw her again after that summer. Your
father had good sense. He didn't marry her, as he
apparently intended to do before he saw how she
was going to be with you. You went back to your
old mud pond just once more, on <ins class="typo" title="Transcriber's Note: 'you' in the original text.">your</ins> next vacation.
She wasn't there. What had you done? You
waded around, feeling pretty sad. And you
<span class='pagenumber'><SPAN name="222">p. 222</SPAN></span>
stepped on a sharp stick and cut your foot badly.
Sort of a self-punishment."</p>
<p>She flipped over a few pages of some record on
her desk. "Now before you start asking what's
interesting about that, I'll run over a few crossed-in
items. Age twelve. There's that Maccadon
animal like a dryland jellyfish—a mingo, isn't
it?—that swallowed your kitten."</p>
<p>"The mingo!" Trigger said. "I remember that. I
killed it."</p>
<p>"Right. You kicked it apart and pulled out the
kitten, but the kitten was dead and partly digested.
You bawled all day and half the night
about that."</p>
<p>"I might have, I suppose."</p>
<p>"You did. Now those are two centering points.
There's other stuff connected with them. No need
to go into details. As classes—you've stepped
now and then on things that squirmed or
squashed. Bad smells. Etcetera. How do you feel
about plasmoids?"</p>
<p>Trigger wrinkled her nose. "I just think they're
unpleasant things. All except—"</p>
<p>Oops! She checked herself.</p>
<p>"—Repulsive," said Pilch. "It's quite all right
about Repulsive. We've been informed of that
supersecret little item you're guarding. If we
hadn't been told, we'd know now, of course. Go
ahead."</p>
<p>"Well, it's odd!" Trigger remarked thoughtfully.
"I just said I thought plasmoids were rather
unpleasant. But that's the way I used to feel about
them. I don't feel that way now."</p>
<p><span class='pagenumber'><SPAN name="223">p. 223</SPAN></span></p>
<p>"Except again," said Pilch, "for that little
monstrosity on the ship. If it was a plasmoid. You
rather suspect it was, don't you?"</p>
<p>Trigger nodded. "That would be pretty bad!"</p>
<p>"Very bad," said Pilch. "Plasmoids generally,
you feel about them now as you feel about
potatoes ... rocks ... neutral things like that?"</p>
<p>"That's about it," Trigger said. She still looked
puzzled.</p>
<p>"We'll go over what seems to have changed
your attitude there in a minute or so. Here's
another thing—" Pilch paused a moment, then
said, "Night before last, about an hour after you'd
gone to bed, you had a very light touch of the same
pattern of mental blankness you experienced on
that plasmoid station."</p>
<p>"While I was asleep?" Trigger said, startled.</p>
<p>"That's right. Comparatively very light, very
brief. Five or six minutes. Dream activity, etcetera,
smooths out. Some blocking on various sense
lines. Then, normal sleep until about five minutes
before you woke up. At that point there may have
been another minute touch of the same pattern.
Too brief to be actually definable. A few seconds
at most. The point is that this is a continuing
process."</p>
<p>She looked at Trigger a moment. "Not particularly
alarmed, are you?"</p>
<p>"No," said Trigger. "It just seems very odd."
She added, "I got rather frightened when Commissioner
Tate was first telling me what had been
going on."</p>
<p>"Yes, I know."</p>
<p><span class='pagenumber'><SPAN name="224">p. 224</SPAN></span></p>
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