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<h2> CHAPTER XVIII </h2>
<h3> WITCHERY LEADS TO WITCHCRAFT </h3>
<p>Although wellnigh the end of March, the wind blew wild and piercing, as I
went on foot that afternoon to Mother Melldrum's dwelling. It was safer
not to take a horse, lest (if anything vexed her) she should put a spell
upon him; as had been done to Farmer Snowe's stable by the wise woman of
Simonsbath.</p>
<p>The sun was low on the edge of the hills by the time I entered the valley,
for I could not leave home till the cattle were tended, and the distance
was seven miles or more. The shadows of rocks fell far and deep, and the
brown dead fern was fluttering, and brambles with their sere leaves
hanging, swayed their tatters to and fro, with a red look on them. In
patches underneath the crags, a few wild goats were browsing; then they
tossed their horns, and fled, and leaped on ledges, and stared at me.
Moreover, the sound of the sea came up, and went the length of the valley,
and there it lapped on a butt of rocks, and murmured like a shell.</p>
<p>Taking things one with another, and feeling all the lonesomeness, and
having no stick with me, I was much inclined to go briskly back, and come
at a better season. And when I beheld a tall grey shape, of something or
another, moving at the lower end of the valley, where the shade was, it
gave me such a stroke of fear, after many others, that my thumb which lay
in mother's Bible (brought in my big pocket for the sake of safety) shook
so much that it came out, and I could not get it in again. 'This serves me
right,' I said to myself, 'for tampering with Beelzebub. Oh that I had
listened to parson!'</p>
<p>And thereupon I struck aside; not liking to run away quite, as some people
might call it; but seeking to look like a wanderer who was come to see the
valley, and had seen almost enough of it. Herein I should have succeeded,
and gone home, and then been angry at my want of courage, but that on the
very turn and bending of my footsteps, the woman in the distance lifted up
her staff to me, so that I was bound to stop.</p>
<p>And now, being brought face to face, by the will of God (as one might say)
with anything that might come of it, I kept myself quite straight and
stiff, and thrust away all white feather, trusting in my Bible still,
hoping that it would protect me, though I had disobeyed it. But upon that
remembrance, my conscience took me by the leg, so that I could not go
forward.</p>
<p>All this while, the fearful woman was coming near and more near to me; and
I was glad to sit down on a rock because my knees were shaking so. I tried
to think of many things, but none of them would come to me; and I could
not take my eyes away, though I prayed God to be near me.</p>
<p>But when she was come so nigh to me that I could descry her features,
there was something in her countenance that made me not dislike her. She
looked as if she had been visited by many troubles, and had felt them one
by one, yet held enough of kindly nature still to grieve for others. Long
white hair, on either side, was falling down below her chin; and through
her wrinkles clear bright eyes seemed to spread themselves upon me. Though
I had plenty of time to think, I was taken by surprise no less, and unable
to say anything; yet eager to hear the silence broken, and longing for a
noise or two.</p>
<p>'Thou art not come to me,' she said, looking through my simple face, as if
it were but glass, 'to be struck for bone-shave, nor to be blessed for
barn-gun. Give me forth thy hand, John Ridd; and tell why thou art come to
me.'</p>
<p>But I was so much amazed at her knowing my name and all about me, that I
feared to place my hand in her power, or even my tongue by speaking.</p>
<p>'Have no fear of me, my son; I have no gift to harm thee; and if I had, it
should be idle. Now, if thou hast any wit, tell me why I love thee.'</p>
<p>'I never had any wit, mother,' I answered in our Devonshire way; 'and
never set eyes on thee before, to the furthest of my knowledge.'</p>
<p>'And yet I know thee as well, John, as if thou wert my grandson. Remember
you the old Oare oak, and the bog at the head of Exe, and the child who
would have died there, but for thy strength and courage, and most of all
thy kindness? That was my granddaughter, John; and all I have on earth to
love.'</p>
<p>Now that she came to speak of it, with the place and that, so clearly, I
remembered all about it (a thing that happened last August), and thought
how stupid I must have been not to learn more of the little girl who had
fallen into the black pit, with a basketful of whortleberries, and who
might have been gulfed if her little dog had not spied me in the distance.
I carried her on my back to mother; and then we dressed her all anew, and
took her where she ordered us; but she did not tell us who she was, nor
anything more than her Christian name, and that she was eight years old,
and fond of fried batatas. And we did not seek to ask her more; as our
manner is with visitors.</p>
<p>But thinking of this little story, and seeing how she looked at me, I lost
my fear of Mother Melldrum, and began to like her; partly because I had
helped her grandchild, and partly that if she were so wise, no need would
have been for me to save the little thing from drowning. Therefore I stood
up and said, though scarcely yet established in my power against hers,—</p>
<p>'Good mother, the shoe she lost was in the mire, and not with us. And we
could not match it, although we gave her a pair of sister Lizzie's.'</p>
<p>'My son, what care I for her shoe? How simple thou art, and foolish!
according to the thoughts of some. Now tell me, for thou canst not lie,
what has brought thee to me.'</p>
<p>Being so ashamed and bashful, I was half-inclined to tell her a lie, until
she said that I could not do it; and then I knew that I could not.</p>
<p>'I am come to know,' I said, looking at a rock the while, to keep my voice
from shaking, 'when I may go to see Lorna Doone.'</p>
<p>No more could I say, though my mind was charged to ask fifty other
questions. But although I looked away, it was plain that I had asked
enough. I felt that the wise woman gazed at me in wrath as well as sorrow;
and then I grew angry that any one should seem to make light of Lorna.</p>
<p>'John Ridd,' said the woman, observing this (for now I faced her bravely),
'of whom art thou speaking? Is it a child of the men who slew your
father?'</p>
<p>'I cannot tell, mother. How should I know? And what is that to thee?'</p>
<p>'It is something to thy mother, John, and something to thyself, I trow;
and nothing worse could befall thee.'</p>
<p>I waited for her to speak again, because she had spoken so sadly that it
took my breath away.</p>
<p>'John Ridd, if thou hast any value for thy body or thy soul, thy mother,
or thy father's name, have nought to do with any Doone.'</p>
<p>She gazed at me in earnest so, and raised her voice in saying it, until
the whole valley, curving like a great bell echoed 'Doone,' that it seemed
to me my heart was gone for every one and everything. If it were God's
will for me to have no more of Lorna, let a sign come out of the rocks,
and I would try to believe it. But no sign came, and I turned to the
woman, and longed that she had been a man.</p>
<p>'You poor thing, with bones and blades, pails of water, and door-keys,
what know you about the destiny of a maiden such as Lorna? Chilblains you
may treat, and bone-shave, ringworm, and the scaldings; even scabby sheep
may limp the better for your strikings. John the Baptist and his cousins,
with the wool and hyssop, are for mares, and ailing dogs, and fowls that
have the jaundice. Look at me now, Mother Melldrum, am I like a fool?'</p>
<p>'That thou art, my son. Alas that it were any other! Now behold the end of
that; John Ridd, mark the end of it.'</p>
<p>She pointed to the castle-rock, where upon a narrow shelf, betwixt us and
the coming stars, a bitter fight was raging. A fine fat sheep, with an
honest face, had clomb up very carefully to browse on a bit of juicy
grass, now the dew of the land was upon it. To him, from an upper crag, a
lean black goat came hurrying, with leaps, and skirmish of the horns, and
an angry noise in his nostrils. The goat had grazed the place before, to
the utmost of his liking, cropping in and out with jerks, as their manner
is of feeding. Nevertheless he fell on the sheep with fury and great
malice.</p>
<p>The simple wether was much inclined to retire from the contest, but looked
around in vain for any way to peace and comfort. His enemy stood between
him and the last leap he had taken; there was nothing left him but to
fight, or be hurled into the sea, five hundred feet below.</p>
<p>'Lie down, lie down!' I shouted to him, as if he were a dog, for I had
seen a battle like this before, and knew that the sheep had no chance of
life except from his greater weight, and the difficulty of moving him.</p>
<p>'Lie down, lie down, John Ridd!' cried Mother Melldrum, mocking me, but
without a sign of smiling.</p>
<p>The poor sheep turned, upon my voice, and looked at me so piteously that I
could look no longer; but ran with all my speed to try and save him from
the combat. He saw that I could not be in time, for the goat was bucking
to leap at him, and so the good wether stooped his forehead, with the
harmless horns curling aside of it; and the goat flung his heels up, and
rushed at him, with quick sharp jumps and tricks of movement, and the
points of his long horns always foremost, and his little scut cocked like
a gun-hammer.</p>
<p>As I ran up the steep of the rock, I could not see what they were doing,
but the sheep must have fought very bravely at last, and yielded his
ground quite slowly, and I hoped almost to save him. But just as my head
topped the platform of rock, I saw him flung from it backward, with a sad
low moan and a gurgle. His body made quite a short noise in the air, like
a bucket thrown down a well shaft, and I could not tell when it struck the
water, except by the echo among the rocks. So wroth was I with the goat at
the moment (being somewhat scant of breath and unable to consider), that I
caught him by the right hind-leg, before he could turn from his victory,
and hurled him after the sheep, to learn how he liked his own compulsion.</p>
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