<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XVII"></SPAN>CHAPTER XVII</h2>
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<p>Alan slept soundly for several hours, but the long strain of the
preceding day did not make him overreach the time he had set for
himself, and he was up at six o'clock. Wegaruk had not forgotten
her old habits, and a tub filled with cold water was waiting for
him. He bathed, shaved himself, put on fresh clothes, and promptly
at seven was at breakfast. The table at which he ordinarily sat
alone was in a little room with double windows, through which, as
he enjoyed his meals, he could see most of the habitations of the
range. Unlike the average Eskimo dwellings they were neatly built
of small timber brought down from the mountains, and were arranged
in orderly fashion like the cottages of a village, strung out
prettily on a single street. A sea of flowers lay in front of them,
and at the end of the row, built on a little knoll that looked down
into one of the watered hollows of the tundra, was Sokwenna's
cabin. Because Sokwenna was the "old man" of the community and
therefore the wisest--and because with him lived his
foster-daughters, Keok and Nawadlook, the loveliest of Alan's
tribal colony--Sokwenna's cabin was next to Alan's in size. And
Alan, looking at it now and then as he ate his breakfast, saw a
thin spiral of smoke rising from the chimney, but no other sign of
life.</p>
<p>The sun was already up almost to its highest point, a little
more than half-way between the horizon and the zenith, performing
the apparent miracle of rising in the north and traveling east
instead of west. Alan knew the men-folk of the village had departed
hours ago for the distant herds. Always, when the reindeer drifted
into the higher and cooler feeding-grounds of the foothills, there
was this apparent abandonment, and after last night's celebration
the women and children were not yet awake to the activities of the
long day, where the rising and setting of the sun meant so
little.</p>
<p>As he rose from the table, he glanced again toward Sokwenna's
cabin. A solitary figure had climbed up out of the ravine and stood
against the sun on the clough-top. Even at that distance, with the
sun in his eyes, he knew it was Mary Standish.</p>
<p>He turned his back stoically to the window and lighted his pipe.
For half an hour after that he sorted out his papers and
range-books in preparation for the coming of Tautuk and Amuk
Toolik, and when they arrived, the minute hand of his watch was at
the hour of eight.</p>
<p>That the months of his absence had been prosperous ones he
perceived by the smiling eagerness in the brown faces of his
companions as they spread out the papers on which they had, in
their own crude fashion, set down a record of the winter's
happenings. Tautuk's voice, slow and very deliberate in its
unfailing effort to master English without a slip, had in it a
subdued note of satisfaction and triumph, while Amuk Toolik, who
was quick and staccato in his manner of speech, using sentences
seldom of greater length than three or four words, and who picked
up slang and swear-words like a parrot, swelled with pride as he
lighted his pipe, and then rubbed his hands with a rasping sound
that always sent a chill up Alan's back.</p>
<p>"A ver' fine and prosper' year," said Tautuk in response to
Alan's first question as to general conditions. "We bean ver'
fortunate."</p>
<p>"One hell-good year," backed up Amuk Toolik with the quickness
of a gun. "Plenty calf. Good hoof. Moss. Little wolf. Herds fat.
This year--she peach!"</p>
<p>After this opening of the matter in hand Alan buried himself in
the affairs of the range, and the old thrill, the glow which comes
through achievement, and the pioneer's pride in marking a new
frontier with the creative forces of success rose uppermost in him,
and he forgot the passing of time. A hundred questions he had to
ask, and the tongues of Tautuk and Amuk Toolik were crowded with
the things they desired to tell him. Their voices filled the room
with a paean of triumph. His herds had increased by a thousand head
during the fawning months of April and May, and interbreeding of
the Asiatic stock with wild, woodland caribou had produced a
hundred calves of the super-animal whose flesh was bound to fill
the markets of the States within a few years. Never had the moss
been thicker under the winter snow; there had been no destructive
fires; soft-hoof had escaped them; breeding records had been
beaten, and dairying in the edge of the Arctic was no longer an
experiment, but an established fact, for Tautuk now had seven deer
giving a pint and a half of milk each twice a day, nearly as rich
as the best of cream from cattle, and more than twenty that were
delivering from a cupful to a pint at a milking. And to this Amuk
Toolik added the amazing record of their running-deer, Kauk, the
three-year-old, had drawn a sledge five miles over unbeaten snow in
thirteen minutes and forty-seven seconds; Kauk and Olo, in team,
had drawn the same sledge ten miles in twenty-six minutes and forty
seconds, and one day he had driven the two ninety-eight miles in a
mighty endurance test; and with Eno and Sutka, the first of their
inter-breed with the wild woodland caribou, and heavier beasts, he
had drawn a load of eight hundred pounds for three consecutive days
at the rate of forty miles a day. From Fairbanks, Tanana, and the
ranges of the Seward Peninsula agents of the swiftly spreading
industry had offered as high as a hundred and ten dollars a head
for breeding stock with the blood of the woodland caribou, and of
these native and larger caribou of the tundras and forests seven
young bulls and nine female calves had been captured and added to
their own propagative forces.</p>
<p>For Alan this was triumph. He saw nothing of what it all meant
in the way of ultimate personal fortune. It was the earth under his
feet, the vast expanse of unpeopled waste traduced and scorned in
the blindness of a hundred million people, which he saw fighting
itself on the glory and reward of the conqueror through such
achievement as this; a land betrayed rising at last out of the
slime of political greed and ignorance; a giant irresistible in its
awakening, that was destined in his lifetime to rock the destiny of
a continent. It was Alaska rising up slowly but inexorably out of
its eternity of sleep, mountain-sealed forces of a great land that
was once the cradle of the earth coming into possession of life and
power again; and his own feeble efforts in that long and fighting
process of planting the seeds which meant its ultimate ascendancy
possessed in themselves their own reward.</p>
<p>Long after Tautuk and Amuk Toolik had gone, his heart was filled
with the song of success.</p>
<p>He was surprised at the swiftness with which time had gone, when
he looked at his watch. It was almost dinner hour when he had
finished with his papers and books and went outside. He heard
Wegaruk's voice coming from the dark mouth of the underground
icebox dug into the frozen subsoil of the tundra, and pausing at
the glimmer of his old housekeeper's candle, he turned aside,
descended the few steps, and entered quietly into the big, square
chamber eight feet under the surface, where the earth had remained
steadfastly frozen for some hundreds of thousands of years. Wegaruk
had a habit of talking when alone, but Alan thought it odd that she
should be explaining to herself that the tundra-soil, in spite of
its almost tropical summer richness and luxuriance, never thawed
deeper than three or four feet, below which point remained the icy
cold placed there so long ago that "even the spirits did not know."
He smiled when he heard Wegaruk measuring time and faith in terms
of "spirits," which she had never quite given up for the
missionaries, and was about to make his presence known when a voice
interrupted him, so close at his side that the speaker, concealed
in the shadow of the wall, could have reached out a hand and
touched him.</p>
<p>"Good morning, Mr. Holt!"</p>
<p>It was Mary Standish, and he stared rather foolishly to make her
out in the gloom.</p>
<p>"Good morning," he replied. "I was on my way to your place when
Wegaruk's voice brought me here. You see, even this icebox seems
like a friend after my experience in the States. Are you after a
steak, Mammy?" he called.</p>
<p>Wegaruk's strong, squat figure turned as she answered him, and
the light from her candle, glowing brightly in a split tomato can,
fell clearly upon Mary Standish as the old woman waddled toward
them. It was as if a spotlight had been thrown upon the girl
suddenly out of a pit of darkness, and something about her, which
was not her prettiness or the beauty that was in her eyes and hair,
sent a sudden and unaccountable thrill through Alan. It remained
with him when they drew back out of gloom and chill into sunshine
and warmth, leaving Wegaruk to snuff her tomato-can lantern and
follow with the steak, and it did not leave him when they walked
over the tundra together toward Sokwenna's cabin. It was a puzzling
thrill, stirring an emotion which it was impossible for him to
subdue or explain; something which he knew he should understand but
could not. And it seemed to him that knowledge of this mystery was
in the girl's face, glowing in a gentle embarrassment, as she told
him she had been expecting him, and that Keok and Nawadlook had
given up the cabin to them, so that he might question her
uninterrupted. But with this soft flush of her uneasiness,
revealing itself in her eyes and cheeks, he saw neither fear nor
hesitation.</p>
<p>In the "big room" of Sokwenna's cabin, which was patterned after
his own, he sat down amid the color and delicate fragrance of
masses of flowers, and the girl seated herself near him and waited
for him to speak.</p>
<p>"You love flowers," he said lamely. "I want to thank you for the
flowers you placed in my cabin. And the other things."</p>
<p>"Flowers are a habit with me," she replied, "and I have never
seen such flowers as these. Flowers--and birds. I never dreamed
that there were so many up here."</p>
<p>"Nor the world," he added. "It is ignorant of Alaska."</p>
<p>He was looking at her, trying to understand the inexplicable
something about her. She knew what was in his mind, because the
strangely thrilling emotion that possessed him could not keep its
betrayal from his eyes. The color was fading slowly out of her
cheeks; her lips grew a little tense, yet in her attitude of
suspense and of waiting there was no longer a suspicion of
embarrassment, no trace of fear, and no sign that a moment was at
hand when her confidence was on the ebb. In this moment Alan did
not think of John Graham. It seemed to him that she was like a
child again, the child who had come to him in his cabin, and who
had stood with her back against his cabin door, entreating him to
achieve the impossible; an angel, almost, with her smooth, shining
hair, her clear, beautiful eyes, her white throat which waited with
its little heart-throb for him to beat down the fragile defense
which now lay in the greater power of his own hands. The inequality
of it, and the pitilessness of what had been in his mind to say and
do, together with an inundating sense of his own brute mastery,
swept over him, and in sudden desperation he reached out his hands
toward her and cried:</p>
<p>"Mary Standish, in God's name tell me the truth. Tell me why you
have come up here!"</p>
<p>"I have come," she said, looking at him steadily, "because I
know that a man like you, when he loves a woman, will fight for her
and protect her even though he may not possess her."</p>
<p>"But you didn't know that--not until--the cottonwoods!" he
protested.</p>
<p>"Yes, I did. I knew it in Ellen McCormick's cabin."</p>
<p>She rose slowly before him, and he, too, rose to his feet,
staring at her like a man who had been struck, while
intelligence--a dawning reason--an understanding of the strange
mystery of her that morning, sent the still greater thrill of its
shock through him. He gave an exclamation of amazement.</p>
<p>"You were at Ellen McCormick's! She gave you--<i>that!</i>"</p>
<p>She nodded. "Yes, the dress you brought from the ship. Please
don't scold me, Mr. Holt. Be a little kind with me when you have
heard what I am going to tell you. I was in the cabin that last
day, when you returned from searching for me in the sea. Mr.
McCormick didn't know. But <i>she</i> did. I lied a little, just a
little, so that she, being a woman, would promise not to tell you I
was there. You see, I had lost a great deal of my faith, and my
courage was about gone, and I was afraid of you."</p>
<p>"Afraid of me?"</p>
<p>"Yes, afraid of everybody. I was in the room behind Ellen
McCormick when she asked you--that question; and when you answered
as you did, I was like stone. I was amazed and didn't believe, for
I was certain that after what had happened on the ship you despised
me, and only through a peculiar sense of honor were making the
search for me. Not until two days later, when your letters came to
Ellen McCormick, and we read them--"</p>
<p>"You opened both?"</p>
<p>"Of course. One was to be read immediately, the other when I was
found--and I had found myself. Maybe it wasn't exactly fair, but
you couldn't expect two women to resist a temptation like that.
And--<i>I wanted to know</i>."</p>
<p>She did not lower her eyes or turn her head aside as she made
the confession. Her gaze met Alan's with beautiful steadiness.</p>
<p>"And then I believed. I knew, because of what you said in that
letter, that you were the one man in all the world who would help
me and give me a fighting chance if I came to you. But it has taken
all my courage--and in the end you will drive me away--"</p>
<p>Again he looked upon the miracle of tears in wide-open,
unfaltering eyes, tears which she did not brush away, but through
which, in a moment, she smiled at him as no woman had ever smiled
at him before. And with the tears there seemed to possess her a
pride which lifted her above all confusion, a living spirit of will
and courage and womanhood that broke away the dark clouds of
suspicion and fear that had gathered in his mind. He tried to
speak, and his lips were thick.</p>
<p>"You have come--because you know I love you, and you--"</p>
<p>"Because, from the beginning, it must have been a great faith in
you that inspired me, Alan Holt."</p>
<p>"There must have been more than that," he persisted. "Some other
reason."</p>
<p>"Two," she acknowledged, and now he noticed that with the
dissolution of tears a flush of color was returning into her
cheeks.</p>
<p>"And those--"</p>
<p>"One it is impossible for you to know; the other, if I tell you,
will make you despise me. I am sure of that."</p>
<p>"It has to do with John Graham?"</p>
<p>She bowed her head. "Yes, with John Graham."</p>
<p>For the first time long lashes hid her eyes from him, and for a
moment it seemed that her resolution was gone and she stood
stricken by the import of the thing that lay behind his question;
yet her cheeks flamed red instead of paling, and when she looked at
him again, her eyes burned with a lustrous fire.</p>
<p>"John Graham," she repeated. "The man you hate and want to
kill."</p>
<p>Slowly he turned toward the door. "I am leaving immediately
after dinner to inspect the herds up in the foothills," he said.
"And you--<i>are welcome here</i>."</p>
<p>He caught the swift intake of her breath as he paused for an
instant at the door, and saw the new light that leaped into her
eyes.</p>
<p>"Thank you, Alan Holt," she cried softly, "<i>Oh, I thank
you!</i>!"</p>
<p>And then, suddenly, she stopped him with a little cry, as if at
last something had broken away from her control. He faced her, and
for a moment they stood in silence.</p>
<p>"I'm sorry--sorry I said to you what I did that night on the
<i>Nome</i>," she said. "I accused you of brutality, of unfairness,
of--of even worse than that, and I want to take it all back. You
are big and clean and splendid, for you would go away now, knowing
I am poisoned by an association with the man who has injured you so
terribly, <i>and you say I am welcome!</i> And I don't want you to
go. You have made me <i>want</i> to tell you who I am, and why I
have come to you, and I pray God you will think as kindly of me as
you can when you have heard."</p>
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