<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XI"></SPAN>CHAPTER XI</h2>
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<p>That night, in Olaf's cabin, Alan put himself back on the old
track again. He made no effort to minimize the tragedy that had
come into his life, and he knew its effect upon him would never be
wiped away, and that Mary Standish would always live in his
thoughts, no matter what happened in the years to come. But he was
not the sort to let any part of himself wither up and die because
of a blow that had darkened his mental visions of things. His plans
lay ahead of him, his old ambitions and his dreams of achievement.
They seemed pulseless and dead now, but he knew it was because his
own fire had temporarily burned out. And he realized the vital
necessity of building it up again. So he first wrote a letter to
Ellen McCormick, and in this placed a second letter--carefully
sealed--which was not to be opened unless they found Mary Standish,
and which contained something he had found impossible to put into
words in Sandy's cabin. It was trivial and embarrassing when spoken
to others, but it meant a great deal to him. Then he made the final
arrangements for Olaf to carry him to Seward in the <i>Norden</i>,
for Captain Rifle's ship was well on her way to Unalaska. Thought
of Captain Rifle urged him to write another letter in which he told
briefly the disappointing details of his search.</p>
<p>He was rather surprised the next morning to find he had entirely
forgotten Rossland. While he was attending to his affairs at the
bank, Olaf secured information that Rossland was resting
comfortably in the hospital and had not one chance in ten of dying.
It was not Alan's intention to see him. He wanted to hear nothing
he might have to say about Mary Standish. To associate them in any
way, as he thought of her now, was little short of sacrilege. He
was conscious of the change in himself, for it was rather an
amazing upsetting of the original Alan Holt. That person would have
gone to Rossland with the deliberate and businesslike intention of
sifting the matter to the bottom that he might disprove his own
responsibility and set himself right in his own eyes. In
self-defense he would have given Rossland an opportunity to break
down with cold facts the disturbing something which his mind had
unconsciously built up. But the new Alan revolted. He wanted to
carry the thing away with him, he wanted it to live, and so it went
with him, uncontaminated by any truths or lies which Rossland might
have told him.</p>
<p>They left Cordova early in the afternoon, and at sunset that
evening camped on the tip of a wooded island a mile or two from the
mainland. Olaf knew the island and had chosen it for reasons of his
own. It was primitive and alive with birds. Olaf loved the birds,
and the cheer of their vesper song and bedtime twitter comforted
Alan. He seized an ax, and for the first time in seven months his
muscles responded to the swing of it. And Ericksen, old as his
years in the way of the north, whistled loudly and rumbled a bit of
crude song through his beard as he lighted a fire, knowing the
medicine of the big open was getting its hold on Alan again. To
Alan it was like coming to the edge of home once more. It seemed an
age, an infinity, since he had heard the sputtering of bacon in an
open skillet and the bubbling of coffee over a bed of coals with
the mysterious darkness of the timber gathering in about him. He
loaded his pipe after his chopping, and sat watching Olaf as he
mothered the half-baked bannock loaf. It made him think of his
father. A thousand times the two must have camped like this in the
days when Alaska was new and there were no maps to tell them what
lay beyond the next range.</p>
<p>Olaf felt resting upon him something of the responsibility of a
doctor, and after supper he sat with his back to a tree and talked
of the old days as if they were yesterday and the day before, with
tomorrow always the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow which he
had pursued for thirty years. He was sixty just a week ago this
evening, he said, and he was beginning to doubt if he would remain
on the beach at Cordova much longer. Siberia was dragging him--that
forbidden world of adventure and mystery and monumental opportunity
which lay only a few miles across the strait from the Seward
Peninsula. In his enthusiasm he forgot Alan's tragedy. He cursed
Cossack law and the prohibitory measures to keep Americans out.
More gold was over there than had ever been dreamed of in Alaska;
even the mountains and rivers were unnamed; and he was going if he
lived another year or two--going to find his fortune or his end in
the Stanovoi Mountains and among the Chukchi tribes. Twice he had
tried it since his old comrade had died, and twice he had been
driven out. The next time he would know how to go about it, and he
invited Alan to go with him.</p>
<p>There was a thrill in this talk of a land so near, scarcely a
night ride across the neck of Bering Sea, and yet as proscribed as
the sacred plains of Tibet. It stirred old desires in Alan's blood,
for he knew that of all frontiers the Siberian would be the last
and the greatest, and that not only men, but nations, would play
their part in the breaking of it. He saw the red gleam of firelight
in Olaf's eyes.</p>
<p>"And if we don't go in first from <i>this side</i>, Alan, the
yellow fellows will come out some day from <i>that,"</i> rumbled
the old sour-dough, striking his pipe in the hollow of his hand.
"And when they do, they won't come over to us in ones an' twos an'
threes, but in millions. That's what the yellow fellows will do
when they once get started, an' it's up to a few Alaska Jacks an'
Tough-Nut Bills to get their feet planted first on the other side.
Will you go?"</p>
<p>Alan shook his head. "Some day--but not now." The old flash was
in his eyes and he was seeing the fight ahead of him again--the
fight to do his bit in striking the shackles of misgovernment from
Alaska and rousing the world to an understanding of the menace
which hung over her like a smoldering cloud. "But you're right
about the danger," he said. "It won't come from Japan to
California. It will pour like a flood through Siberia and jump to
Alaska in a night. It isn't the danger of the yellow man alone,
Olaf. You've got to combine that with Bolshevism, the menace of
blackest Russia. A disease which, if it crosses the little neck of
water and gets hold of Alaska, will shake the American continent to
bed-rock. It may be a generation from now, maybe a century, but
it's coming sure as God makes light--if we let Alaska go down and
out. And my way of preventing it is different from yours."</p>
<p>He stared into the fire, watching the embers flare up and die.
"I'm not proud of the States," he went on, as if speaking to
something which he saw in the flames. "I can't be, after the ruin
their unintelligent propaganda and legislation have brought upon
Alaska. But they're our salvation and conditions are improving. I
concede we have factions in Alaska and we are not at all unanimous
in what we want. It's going to be largely a matter of education. We
can't take Alaska down to the States--we've got to bring them up to
us. We must make a large part of a hundred and ten million
Americans understand. We must bring a million of them up here
before that danger-flood we speak of comes beyond the Gulf of
Anadyr. It's God's own country we have north of Fifty-eight, Olaf.
And we have ten times the wealth of California. We can care for a
million people easily. But bad politics and bad judgment both here
in Alaska and at Washington won't let them come. With coal enough
under our feet to last a thousand years, we are buying fuel from
the States. We've got billions in copper and oil, but can't touch
them. We should have some of the world's greatest manufacturing
plants, but we can not, because everything up here is locked away
from us. I repeat that isn't conservation. If they had applied a
little of it to the salmon industry--but they didn't. And the
salmon are going, like the buffalo of the plains.</p>
<p>"The destruction of the salmon shows what will happen to us if
the bars are let down all at once to the financial banditti.
Understanding and common sense must guard the gates. The fight we
must win is to bring about an honest and reasonable adjustment,
Olaf. And that fight will take place right here--in Alaska--and not
in Siberia. And if we don't win--"</p>
<p>He raised his eyes from the fire and smiled grimly into Olaf's
bearded face.</p>
<p>"Then we can count on that thing coming across the neck of sea
from the Gulf of Anadyr," he finished. "And if it ever does come,
the people of the States will at last face the tragic realization
of what Alaska could have meant to the nation."</p>
<p>The force of the old spirit surged uppermost in Alan again, and
after that, for an hour or more, something lived for him in the
glow of the fire which Olaf kept burning. It was the memory of Mary
Standish, her quiet, beautiful eyes gazing at him, her pale face
taking form in the lacy wisps of birch-smoke. His mind pictured her
in the flame-glow as she had listened to him that day in Skagway,
when he had told her of this fight that was ahead. And it pleased
him to think she would have made this same fight for Alaska if she
had lived. It was a thought which brought a painful thickening in
his breath, for always these visions which Olaf could not see ended
with Mary Standish as she had faced him in his cabin, her back
against the door, her lips trembling, and her eyes softly radiant
with tears in the broken pride of that last moment of her plea for
life.</p>
<p>He could not have told how long he slept that night. Dreams came
to him in his restless slumber, and always they awakened him, so
that he was looking at the stars again and trying not to think. In
spite of the grief in his soul they were pleasant dreams, as though
some gentle force were at work in him subconsciously to wipe away
the shadows of tragedy. Mary Standish was with him again, between
the mountains at Skagway; she was at his side in the heart of the
tundras, the sun in her shining hair and eyes, and all about them
the wonder of wild roses and purple iris and white seas of
sedge-cotton and yellow-eyed daisies, and birds singing in the
gladness of summer. He heard the birds. And he heard the girl's
voice, answering them in her happiness and turning that happiness
from the radiance of her eyes upon him. When he awoke, it was with
a little cry, as if someone had stabbed him; and Olaf was building
a fire, and dawn was breaking in rose-gleams over the
mountains.</p>
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