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<h3> CHAPTER 29 </h3>
<p>Rosamund took the Chelsea lodgings proposed to her by Bertha Cross, and
in a few days went to live there. The luggage which she brought from
Ashtead enabled her to add a personal touch to the characterless rooms:
in the place of the landlady's ornaments, which were not things of
beauty, she scattered her own <i>bibelots</i>, and about the walls she hung
a number of her own drawings, framed for the purpose, as well as
several which bore the signature, "Norbert Franks." Something less than
a year ago, when her father went abroad, their house at Bath had been
given up, and the furniture warehoused; for the present, Rosamund and
her sister were content to leave things thus. The inheritance of each
amounted only to a few hundred pounds.</p>
<p>"It's enough to save one from worry for a year or two," said Rosamund
to her friend Bertha. "I'm not extravagant; I can live here very
comfortably. And there's a pleasure in the thought that one's work not
only <i>may</i> succeed but <i>must</i>."</p>
<p>"I'm sure I hope so," replied Bertha, "but where's the <i>must</i>?"</p>
<p>"What am I to do if it doesn't?" asked Miss Elvan, with her sweet
smile, and in a tone of irresistible argument.</p>
<p>"True," conceded her humorous friend. "There's no other way out of the
difficulty."</p>
<p>This was on the day of Rosamund's coming to Chelsea. A week later,
Bertha found the sitting-room brightened with the hanging
water-colours, with curtains of some delicate fabric at the windows,
with a new rug before the fire place.</p>
<p>"These things have cost so little," said Rosamund, half apologetically.
"And—yes, I was obliged to buy this little tea service; I really
couldn't use Mrs. Darby's; it spoilt the taste of the tea. Trifles, but
they really have their importance; they help to keep one in the right
mind. Oh, I must show you an amusing letter I've had from Winnie.
Winifred is prudence itself. She wouldn't spend a sixpence
unnecessarily. 'Suppose one fell ill,' she writes, 'what a blessing it
would be to feel that one wasn't helpless and dependent. Oh, do be
careful with your money, and consider very, very seriously what is the
best course to take in your position.' Poor, dear old Winnie! I know
she frets and worries about me, and pictures me throwing gold away by
the handful. Yet, as you know, that isn't my character at all. If I lay
out a few sovereigns to make myself comfortable here, I know what I'm
doing; it'll all come back again in work. As you know, Bertha, I'm not
afraid of poverty—not a bit! I had very much rather be shockingly
poor, living in a garret and half starved, than just keep myself tidily
going in lodgings such as these were before I made the little changes.
Winnie has a terror of finding herself destitute. She jumped for joy
when she was offered that work, and I'm sure she'd be content to live
there in the same way for years. She feels safe as long as she needn't
touch her money."</p>
<p>Winifred Elvan, since her father's death, had found an engagement as
governess in an English family at St. Jean de Luz. This, in the younger
sister's eyes, involved a social decline, more disagreeable to her than
she chose to confess.</p>
<p>"The one thing," pursued Rosamund, "that I really dread, is the
commonplace. If I were utterly, wretchedly, grindingly poor, there'd be
at all events a savour of the uncommon about it. I can't imagine myself
marrying a prosperous shopkeeper; but if I cared for a clerk who had
nothing but a pound a week, I would marry him to-morrow."</p>
<p>"The result," said Bertha, "might be lamentably commonplace."</p>
<p>"Not if it was the right sort of man.—Tell me what you think of that
bit." She pointed to a framed drawing. "It's in the valley of Bidassoa."</p>
<p>They talked art for a little, then Rosamund fell into musing, and
presently said:</p>
<p>"Don't you think Norbert has behaved very well."</p>
<p>"How well?"</p>
<p>"I mean, it would have been excusable, perhaps, if he had betrayed a
little unkind feeling toward me. But nothing of the kind, absolutely
nothing. I'm afraid I didn't give him credit for so much manliness.
When he came to Ashtead the second time, of course I understood his
motive at once. He wished to show me that his behaviour at the first
meeting wasn't mere bravado and to assure me that I needn't be afraid
of him. There's a great deal of delicacy in that; it really pleased me."</p>
<p>Bertha Cross was gazing at her friend with a puzzled smile.</p>
<p>"You're a queer girl," she remarked.</p>
<p>"Queer? Why?"</p>
<p>"Do you mean that you were really and truly surprised that Mr. Franks
behaved like a gentleman?"</p>
<p>"Oh, Bertha!" protested the other. "What a word!"</p>
<p>"Well, like a man, then."</p>
<p>"Perhaps I oughtn't to have felt that," admitted Rosamund thoughtfully.
"But I did, and it meant a good deal. It shows how very right I was
when I freed myself."</p>
<p>"Are you quite sure of that?" asked Bertha, raising her eyebrows and
speaking more seriously than usual.</p>
<p>"I never was more sure of anything."</p>
<p>"Do you know, I can't help thinking it an argument on the other side."</p>
<p>Rosamund looked her friend in the eyes.</p>
<p>"Suppose it means that you were altogether mistaken about Mr. Franks?"
went on Bertha, in the same pleasant tone between jest and earnest.</p>
<p>"I wasn't mistaken in my own feeling," said Rosamund in her melodious
undertone.</p>
<p>"No; but your feeling, you have always said, was due to a judgment you
formed of Mr. Franks' character and motives. And now you confess that
it looks very much as if you had judged him wrongly."</p>
<p>Rosamund smiled and shook her head.</p>
<p>"Do you know," asked Bertha, after a pause, "that he has been coming to
our house lately?"</p>
<p>"You never mentioned it. But why shouldn't he go to your house?"</p>
<p>"Rather, why should he?" asked Bertha, with a laugh. "Don't trouble to
guess. The reason was plain enough. He came to talk about you."</p>
<p>"Oh!" exclaimed the listener with amused deprecation.</p>
<p>"There's no doubt of it; no—shadow—of—doubt. In fact, we've had very
pleasant little chats about you. Of course I said all the disagreeable
things I could; I knew that was what you would wish."</p>
<p>"Certainly," fell from Rosamund.</p>
<p>"I didn't positively calumniate you, but just the unpleasant little
hints that a friend is so well able to throw out; the sort of thing
likely to chill any one. I hope you quite approve?"</p>
<p>"Quite."</p>
<p>"Well, the odd thing was that they didn't quite have the effect I aimed
at. He talked of you more and more, instead of less and less. Wasn't it
provoking, Rosamund?"</p>
<p>Again their eyes encountered.</p>
<p>"I wish," continued Miss Elvan, "I knew how much of this is truth, and
how much Bertha's peculiar humour."</p>
<p>"It's substantial truth. That there may be humour in it, I don't deny,
but it isn't of my importing."</p>
<p>"When did he last come to see you?" Rosamund inquired.</p>
<p>"Let me see. Just before he went to see you."</p>
<p>"It doesn't occur to you," said Rosamund, slowly meditative, "that he
had some other reason—not the apparent one—for coming to your house?"</p>
<p>"It doesn't occur to me, and never will occur to me," was Bertha's
amused answer.</p>
<p>When it was time for Bertha to walk home wards, Rosamund put her hat
on, and they went out together. Turning to the west, they passed along
Cheyne Walk, and paused awhile by old Chelsea Church. The associations
of the neighbourhood moved Miss Elvan to a characteristic display of
enthusiasm. Delightful to live here! A joy to work amid such memories,
of ancient and of latter time!</p>
<p>"I must get Mr. Warburton to come and walk about Chelsea with me," she
added.</p>
<p>"Mr. Warburton?"</p>
<p>"He's a great authority on London antiquities. Bertha, if you happen to
see Norbert these days, do ask him for Mr. Warburton's address."</p>
<p>"Why not ask your people at Ashtead?" said Bertha.</p>
<p>"I shan't be going there for two or three weeks. Promise to ask
Norbert—will you? For me, of course."</p>
<p>Bertha had turned to look at the river. Her face wore a puzzled gravity.</p>
<p>"I'll try to think of it," she replied, walking slowly on.</p>
<p>"He's a great mystery," were Rosamund's next words. "My uncle has no
idea what he does, and Norbert, they tell me, is just as ignorant, or
at all events, professes to be. Isn't it a queer thing? He came to
grief in business two years ago, and since then he has lived out of
sight. Uncle Ralph supposes he had to take a clerk's place somewhere,
and that he doesn't care to talk about it."</p>
<p>"Is he such a snob?" asked Bertha, disinterestedly.</p>
<p>"No one would think so who knows him. I'm convinced there's some other
explanation."</p>
<p>"Perhaps the truth is yet more awful," said Bertha solemnly. "He may
have got a place <i>in a shop</i>."</p>
<p>"Hush! hush!" exclaimed the other, with a pained look. "Don't say such
things! A poor clerk is suggestive—it's possible to see him in a
romantic light—but a shopman! If you knew him,' you would laugh at the
idea. Mystery suits him very well indeed; to tell the truth, he's much
more interesting now than when one knew him as a partner in a
manufactory of some kind. You see he's unhappy—there are lines in his
face—"</p>
<p>"Perhaps," suggested Bertha, "he has married a rich widow and daren't
confess it."</p>
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