near him almost, because of his temper and all that. From all<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_387" id="Page_387">[387]</SPAN></span>
I am told, you may depend upon it, he is not enjoying himself,
Mr. Kit, so very much more than you are. And that is not
very much, to go by your face; sorry as I am to see it, sir, after
saving me from the jaws of death.”</p>
<p>“Nonsense, Mrs. Marker; you saved yourself, by your
presence of mind, and a light young foot.”</p>
<p>“You say things beautifully, Mr. Kit. It was always your
gift as a child, I have heard, though not old enough here to
remember it. And now, sir, remember that you have one good
friend, who will never be happy, till you are. A feeble friend,
but a warm one, and able perhaps to do more than you think.
Nothing shall go by me that you ought to hear of. Good-bye,
sir, good-bye. Everything will come right, and you shall pay
me, for telling your fortune.”</p>
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<h2>CHAPTER LX.<br/> <small>ALIVE IN DEATH.</small></h2>
<p class="unindent"><span class="smcap">Downy Bulwrag</span> was indeed in trouble—not brought on by
his evil deeds, as good people might have imagined; or at any
rate not so caused directly, according to present knowledge,
although in the end it proved otherwise. It had seemed an
astonishing thing to me, considering his haughtiness and shrewd
perception, that he should have deigned to expose himself to
that quiet rebuff from Miss Coldpepper. And then that he had
gone upon another quest of money, even more humiliating,
showed that there must be some terrible strait, some crushing
urgency in his affairs.</p>
<p>He was not a man who lived extravagantly; he was rather
of the mean and close-fisted order, even in his self-indulgence.
From what had been said at Sam Henderson’s dinner, it would
seem that he had fallen into certain racing debts; but I could
not believe that these were crippling him, for he generally
managed to work them off, and come out with a balance in his
favour. But there was another thing in the background, of
which I had no knowledge yet; and when I speak of it now,
it must be understood that I do so from later information.</p>
<p>That account in the <i>Globe</i>, which the clergyman showed me,
had been followed by further particulars in the Journals of the
following day, and by one or two extracts from private letters<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_388" id="Page_388">[388]</SPAN></span>
brought to England by the <i>Simon Pure</i>. But the ships had
been parted by a sudden gale, after a very brief interview, and
some despatches, which were not quite ready, had lost their
chance of delivery. There was nothing of interest to me,
except what I had seen at first; and no letter from the Captain
to my wife arrived by post, which surprised me for the moment.
But that was explained by the likelihood that he might have
been hurried with official reports, while intending to send his
private letters with them, and thus had lost the chance of
despatching either. And as any such letter must have missed
its mark, there was no great disappointment.</p>
<p>But the <i>Simon Pure</i> landed near Liverpool, as I came to
know long afterwards, an unhappy and afflicted man, welcome
to no person and to no place on the face of the habitable
globe. An elderly man of great bodily strength, and bulk
of frame, and large stature, he had better have gone beneath
the earth—as the father of poets has it—than linger on
it, lonesome, loathsome, shunned, abominated, and abhorred.</p>
<p>His sins had been many, and his merits few; he had lived for
his own coarse pleasures only; he had never done good to man,
woman, or child; yet he might have called any man worse
than himself, who refused to grieve for his awful grief—for
this man was a leper.</p>
<p>The captain of the <i>Simon Pure</i> was humane as well as
resolute. This Spaniard, as he called himself, had lurked
under a tarpaulin, till the boat of the <i>Archytas</i> was far away,
and the gale began to whistle through the shrouds and chains.
Then he came forth and showed himself, holding forth his
hands, defying the sailors to throw him overboard. For a
month he had been treated well by the crew of the exploring
ship, who were all picked men of some education, and ready to
listen to reason. He had managed to quit them without their
knowledge, and cast his lot among a less enlightened crew.</p>
<p>The boldest feared to touch him, but with nautical skill
they encoiled him in ropes from a distance, and were just beginning
their yo-heave-oh chant, when the captain rushed up and
dashed them right and left. With his own hand he unbound
the leper, and led him forward, and allotted him a place on the
forecastle, where none might come near him, except to bring
him food, and where he must abide, if he cared to live. His
chief desire was to get back to England, and finding himself
well on the way for that, he indulged in strange antics, and
shouted and roared, as if all the ship belonged to him. When<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_389" id="Page_389">[389]</SPAN></span>
the moon was high—for the moon appears to have strange
power over those outcasts—the sailors were afraid to keep the
deck, with his wild songs flowing aft to them; for he had
belonged to a colony of Indian lepers, and had learned their
poetry.</p>
<p>As soon as the ship was in the Mersey, he contrived to be
quit of her. Perhaps he was afraid that his condition would
be made known to the authorities, who might find it their duty
to observe him, though they could not legally confine him. At
any rate he escaped any such trouble, by dropping into a boat,
and landing on the south side of the river. A purse had been
made for him by the sailors, not a very heavy one, for they
were short of cash, but enough to carry him to London—at
once the fountain and the cesspool of diseased humanity.</p>
<p>Donovan Bulwrag had been unable, after his recovery, to
put up with the control and order of his mother’s house in
Kensington. He had taken private rooms again, in a little
street near Berkeley Square; and though his mother was not
well pleased, she had now to contend with a will as strong as
her own, and even firmer. He must have his own way in this,
he must be indulged at every cost, rather than driven to mutiny
when all depended on him. If once he were married to Lady
Clara, all would be wealth and prosperity. She had hoped to
see it done ere now, but a wicked chance had crossed her.</p>
<p>It was nearly twelve o’clock one night, towards the end of
February; and Bulwrag, having returned from his club much
earlier than usual, was sitting by the fire in his dressing-gown,
with a cigar in his mouth and a bottle of very old Cognac on
the table. He was not in a pleasant humour, for the luck had
been against him, and foreseeing worse he had come away, for
he was growing superstitious.</p>
<p>He was dwelling gloomily on the dull necessity before him—the
“brilliant prospect,” his mother called it, but he disliked
his intended bride; and this good thing (alone perhaps) may
be said in his favour—he was not wholly mercenary. I would
fain hope, though without much faith, that he may have felt
some true regret at the cruel wrong he had done me—for verily
the expiation was nigh.</p>
<p>Suddenly the front-door bell rang sharply, and the poor
weary maid shuffled down the stairs. She had told him, when
he came in that night, that a tall strange-looking gentleman, with
his face muffled in a white cravat, had called about nine o’clock
and left word that he would come again that evening. He had<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_390" id="Page_390">[390]</SPAN></span>
given his name as “Senhor Diaz,” and Bulwrag, after wondering
vainly, concluded that it must be some one connected with
the sailor Migwell, whom he had seen in the autumn.</p>
<p>Slow heavy steps approached his door, and the maid was
dismissed with some gruff words in a foreign language quite
unknown to Donovan. Then the door was opened without a
knock, and a big man stood and looked at him.</p>
<p>“Who are you? And what do you mean by coming at this
time of night?” Bulwrag spoke in his roughest tone, for the
man was shabby and repulsive.</p>
<p>The visitor coolly took a chair, handling it in a peculiar
manner, for he seemed to have bags on, instead of gloves.
Then he crossed a pair of gigantic legs; and Bulwrag saw that
he wore no boots, but loose slops of hide with the hair on, in
size and shape much like the nosebag of a horse. His hat was
flapped over his ears and forehead, and he spoke not a word, but
gazed at Downy with large red eyes, having never a hair of lash
or brow to shade them. Bulwrag shuddered, and drew his chair
away; he had never been looked at like this, and could not
meet it.</p>
<p>“In the name of the Devil—” He could get no further;
for the eyes of this monster, and the strange formation under
the cloth, where his face should have been, declared that he
was laughing.</p>
<p>“You have learned to swear. Valedon—very good”—the
voice sounded dead through the mufflings, and the accent was
not like an Englishman’s—“chip of the old block. I was
famous for that, at your age, young man.”</p>
<p>“What do you know of my age? Who are you? What
are you? What brings you here at this time of night? What
do you want me to do for you?”</p>
<p>Even Downy Bulwrag was hurried and confused, and lost
his resources in the presence of this man; and a fearful idea
made his blood run cold.</p>
<p>“Ha, he knows me not. He is not a wise son”—the
stranger still kept his red eyes on him—“where is the voice
of nature, that I am compelled to introduce myself?”</p>
<p>“Speak out. Do you mean to stop here all night? Don’t
cover your face up, like a thief. In the name of God, who
are you?”</p>
<p>The stranger slowly uncovered his face, sliding the bandage
from his cheek-bones downward, with a clumsy movement of
his bagged hands; then he rose to his full height and stood<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_391" id="Page_391">[391]</SPAN></span>
before the gas, and looking no longer at Bulwrag, waited to
be looked at by him. His face was transformed into that of
a lion.</p>
<p>“You must go to a hospital. Don’t come near me. Pull
it up again, for God’s sake.”</p>
<p>“It is God who has done it, if there is a God. And why
should a man be ashamed of it? Embrace your father—as the
Frenchmen say—in a few years you will be like him.”</p>
<p>“Don’t come near me, I tell you again. I have a revolver
in this drawer; none of your pop-guns, but a heavy bullet. I
don’t want to hurt you, if you will only go away.”</p>
<p>“My son, I do not intend to go away. It grieves me to
hear you speak of it. Surely you never would cast off your
father, for such a sweet trifle as leprosy.”</p>
<p>Bulwrag began to recover himself, which was more than
most men of his years would have done. Nature had not
endowed him with the largest head in London, without putting
something inside it. His sitting-room was small and plainly
furnished, but having been used by convivial men, it possessed
a long table (now set against the wall) which would slide out
to still greater length with levers. He drew this across the
room, extended it, and closed the gap at the end with the one
in common use. Then he threw up the window at his side of
the room, after fastening back the curtains, and requested his
visitor to throw up the other; for the house was a corner one,
and the room had “cross-lights.”</p>
<p>“Couldn’t do it, my son. Would you like to see my
hands? No? Very well, you must take them upon trust. I
have three fingers left, but the spot is upon them. However,
you are a brave fellow, so far, though infected with popular
ignorance. Nine out of ten would have rushed away, shouting
‘Murder!’ But you may put away your shooting-irons, as
the Yankees call them. A hole in my body does more good
than harm, under the circumstances. Once for all, my complaint
is not contagious, or at any rate not among well-fed
people; and you are well-fed, if ever anybody was. Give me
a cigar; you will do that gladly for your own interest, I dare
say. I can smoke it with my bandage on. Now a glass of
good brandy—no water with it. You may break the glass
afterwards, if you think proper, as the fools did on board the
<i>Simon Pure</i>; but never in the <i>Archytas</i>. Ah, that was a ship
of science!”</p>
<p>“The <i>Archytas</i>? Do you mean to say you have been in her?”</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_392" id="Page_392">[392]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>“Without her and her glorious captain, my son, you would
never have seen your beloved parent. And more than that, if
there had not been a beautiful young lady on board that ship,
I should never have been here. Ah, you may well be surprised
to see me. If ever any man has been knocked about—seventeen
wounds I could count, till this affair took five away.
And one of them laid me five years by the heels, laid me under
ground, it was said everywhere. I suppose you heard that I
was dead.”</p>
<p>“Yes, and on very good authority too. But I was too
young to know much about it. Do you know what has
happened in the family?”</p>
<p>“Ah, the Spaniards are the men for proverbs. ‘Believe
no man dead till he comes and proves it.’ But women can always
believe what they wish. Curse the woman, she has caused all my
troubles. But wait a little longer.”</p>
<p>The deep thick voice, and the glare of his father’s eyes,
made Downy tremble. “Surely you will not—in this condition—you
will go to a hospital and get cured—you will leave
the management of things to me.”</p>
<p>“Will I? No doctor in the world can cure me, or lengthen
the months of my rotting away. And I got it by goodness, I
took it by goodness. If I had stuck to my nature, I should
have been sound. No more goodness for me in this world, and
none in the next. Can a leper go to heaven?”</p>
<p>For a while they sat silent, the old man puffing his smoke
through his muffler, and lifting the glass between his great
wrists every now and then; the young man absorbed in this
awful puzzle, with his vast head drooping on his breast. It
had never even crossed his mind to ask whether this man
might be an impostor. He felt that every word was true;
and now what possible course remained for him? At length
his father spoke again.</p>
<p>“Come, cheer up, my hearty, as the sailors said to me,
though they took care to say it a long way off. You don’t
seem delighted to have found a father, and a man of such renown
and rank. Why, I am the Marquis of Torobelle, and
you are the heir to the title. Lord Roarmore doesn’t sound
much after that. But alas, I have nothing to keep up the title,
and I dropped it among the Indians. I shall have to trouble
you a little in that way; one cannot live on glory. Oh, but
they treated me infamously, when I could do no more for them.
They drove me across the Rio Negro into Patagonia, and paid<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_393" id="Page_393">[393]</SPAN></span>
a tribe of the wandering Indians never to let me back again.
They passed me on to the Moluches, and I tried to make my
escape from them, but was caught and left for dead again, till
a woman took pity on me. Then I married her, and lived on
putrid fish with a roving horde of the Eastern tribes, in a
miserable country, where no white man goes. Then I took
the disease from the diet and the nursing of my poor woman
in her illness, and for five years I was shut up in the leper’s
den—as they called a reeking peninsula, which explorers know
as Saint Jacob; at the back of a place called the Bottomless
Pit. There was no getting out; there were thirty of us, sometimes
more, and sometimes less, sometimes we got victuals,
and sometimes we starved, and I was the only white man
there.</p>
<p>“Although we were quite close to the sea, and almost
surrounded by it, we were far away from all chance
of ships, on a desolate, barbarous coast in a curve a
hundred leagues out of the line of traffic. And there I must
have wasted into a sandy skeleton, for there was no possibility
of escape inland, unless a good angel had been sent to fetch me.
For the ship was taking soundings, or something of the
sort, having come far away from the usual course, to
find the truth about the bottomless gulf; and all I could do
would have gone for nothing, except for that young lady.
They were giving us a wide berth, as if we all were savages,
when luckily for me she brought her spy-glass to bear, and
declared that she saw a white man among the rest. The
others laughed at her, for you may be pretty sure that there
was not much white about me just then; but she stuck to it,
and ran for the Captain, and insisted that a boat should be
sent to see about it. Oh, I could worship that girl, I could;
though it isn’t much good to me, after all.</p>
<p>“Come, you ought to say you will take care that it is,
and devote all your days and your money to the welfare of your
persecuted parent. You must have expected me long ago, or
at any rate had some hopes of it, for I sent you a message several
years ago, and some documents too from Mendoza, before I was
banished finally. A knockabout fellow swore to find out all
about you, and deliver them the next time he was in London.
Do you mean to say he has never done it?”</p>
<p>“Not till last autumn; and it was so old, I thought
nothing more would come of it. A sort of half Englishman,
half Spaniard. But a faithful fellow, and thought wonders of<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_394" id="Page_394">[394]</SPAN></span>
you. When he first came with your message, he got into a
scrape before he could deliver it. He stabbed a man at the
Docks, and had to bolt again, and he fought shy of
London for years after that. But to see you like this
was the last thing I could dream of. You said not a word of
this in your letter.”</p>
<p>“Because I had not got it then. I took it from misery
and starvation, and living among the savages. Ah, I have
seen a good deal of the world, and met with some wonderful
people. How small even London seems to me!”</p>
<p>“Yes, I dare say; and how small the world is! You could
tell many a tale no doubt, but none more wonderful than your
own. Do you know who it was that fetched you off—the
Captain of the <i>Archytas</i>?”</p>
<p>“Give me more brandy. It is good enough for that.” The
great stranger shook himself—though he might have had more
manners—and his clothes rattled round him like mildewed
pea-pods. “I knew nothing about it at the time, of course;
but since I came here I know everything. Why it was the
man who stepped into my shoes, and a devilish sight too good
to do it. Ah, he has had his hair combed, once or twice, I
doubt. Better almost have turned leper at once. How good
he was to me! No haughty airs, no shudders, no ‘keep your
distance, dog!’ He was not at all sure of contagion, till he
looked at his books in the cabin. But it made no difference
to him. He could not tell who I was; he took me for a
Spaniard—‘Diaz’ was the name I went by—but he treated
me as a Christian, as Christ himself would have treated me.”</p>
<p>The poor man lifted his hat as he spoke, from his naked
yellow head, and the glare of his eyes was clouded. The
power to weep was gone, but not the power of things that move
to it.</p>
<p>“And he did a good work for himself,” he resumed, looking
fiercely again at Downy; “he did himself a better turn than me,
without knowing anything about it. Every one of my troubles
has been through that woman. She never knew what a man’s
wife is. She wanted to be man and woman too. The Pulcho
Indians would have taught her something. Top-knot come
down. Your husband is a leper, and the man you have eaten
up for years goes free. I am only waiting till the proper time
comes. I have had a fine time of it; and so shall she.”</p>
<p>“But I suppose you don’t want to hurt your children;”
Donovan spoke in a surly voice, for he saw that this man was<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_395" id="Page_395">[395]</SPAN></span>
not one to be soothed; “what harm have your children ever
done you? By appearing now you would simply starve us;
and what could we do to help you then? You have
been in London for weeks, I dare say, and you have learned
all you could about us. Did you learn that we are living in
Fairthorn’s house, and on Fairthorn’s money? And what
becomes of that, when you turn up? Did you learn that I
am likely to marry a lady of great wealth and good position?
What becomes of that if you turn up? You have not let my
mother know a word as yet?”</p>
<p>“Not I. Not a syllable yet, my son. What a strange thing
it seems to have a son again! No, I don’t want to hurt you,
or the two girls either. I have managed to get a look at them.
How they would have stared, if they had guessed it. I consider
them to be a credit to me, and I hope they are better
than their mother. And you are a credit in a certain way—a
strong, plain-spoken fellow. Not much humbug about you, I
should say. And of course, I can’t expect much affection.
But I dare say you are sorry about your poor father.”</p>
<p>“Father, I am. I am broken down about you. I have
always thought well of you, and made allowance for you.”</p>
<p>“God knows that I have wanted it, my son. I will do all
I can to help you now. I will live in some hole, and not show
myself, for a time. But only for a time, mind you. My
revenge I will have, when it can’t hurt you so much. But you
must give me money, to support me till that day. What will
you pay, and how long will you want?”</p>
<p>“Three months, perhaps four; and pay two pounds a week.
It is all I can afford, for I am awfully hard up. After my
marriage, five pounds, if you like. Give me your address.
You can have two weeks’ money now. It is all I have by me.
But don’t come here again; these people are very suspicious.
I will arrange to meet you somewhere.”</p>
<p>The poor cripple managed to take the money, and after a
few more words departed. Then Bulwrag flung the other
window up, cast the tumbler out of it, and lighted some pastilles.
Then he took a draught of brandy neat, and went
upstairs to sit in his bedroom, and brood over this calamity.</p>
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