want to know the reason, but to take it like death. Who I<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[233]</SPAN></span>
was, I knew not for the time, nor tried to think; but lay as in
a blank of all things, only conscious of a misery I could not
strive against. I did not even pray to die; for it seemed to
make no difference.</p>
<p>Then up I got, with some sudden change, and the ring of
my heel on the floor, as I struck it without measuring distance,
now echoed in my brain; and anger sent anguish to the right-about.
“This is the enemy’s work,” I cried; “it serves me
right for not wringing their necks, for their cursed tricks at
Hounslow. So help me God, who has made them and me, I
will send them to Him, this time.”</p>
<p>My strength was come back, and the vigour of my limbs,
and the iron control of every nerve. Until the sense of wrong
had touched me, I was but a puling fool. I had felt that all
my life was gone, with her who was the spring of it, and that
nothing lay before me, but to put up my legs and moan. But
praised be the Lord, who has given us that vivid sense of
justice which of all His gifts is noblest, here I stood, a man
again; ready to fight the Devil, and my brethren who are full
of him.</p>
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<h2>CHAPTER XXXVII.<br/> <small>COLD COMFORT.</small></h2>
<p class="unindent"><span class="smcap">In</span> the calm May night, I left my desolate home, to learn the
cause and meaning of its desolation. Some men might have
doubted whether it was worth their while to trace the dark
steps of their own reproach. From what I had seen even now,
I knew that my wife had left me of her own accord. There
was not the smallest sign of struggle, or disorder, anywhere;
nothing whatever to suggest that any compulsion had been
used, or even that any stranger’s foot had crossed our humble
threshold. Of this I should learn more by daylight; and I
took care not to slur the chance, by even treading the little path
that led to the old door in the wall. There was a grass edging
to that path, betwixt it and a row of espalier apple trees in full
bloom now; and along that grass I made my way, with a bull’s-eye
lamp in my hand, as far as the leaden-coloured door, of
which old Tabby had asked a few hours ago. Without stepping
in front of that door, I threw the strong light upon it, and<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[234]</SPAN></span>
perceived at once that it had been opened recently. It was
now unbolted and unlocked, and kept shut only by the old
thumb-latch. This I lifted, and stepped outside, keeping close
to the post, so as not to meddle with any footprints, within or
without. Then I cast my light on the dust outside, for the
weather had lately been quite dry; and there I saw distinctly
the impress of my darling’s foot. I could swear to it among ten
thousand, with its delicate springy curves; for her feet in their
boots had the shapely arch and rise of a small ox-tongue; and
ladies did not wear peg-heels then, to make flat feet seem vaulted.</p>
<p>By the side of that comely footprint were the marks of a
coarser and commonplace shoe, short and square, and as wide as
it was long, probably the sign pedal of a clod-hopping country
boy, or lad. Of these there were some half-dozen, as if the boy
had stamped about as he entered, and repeated the process
when he returned. “I will examine these carefully, when the
sun is up,” thought I; “I must see to other matters now.”</p>
<p>So I hurried at once, by the shortest track, to the lower
corner of the gardens, where my uncle Corny lived. Tabby
Tapscott was gone home, and the house all dark and fast asleep,
for I must have lost an hour in my agony on the bed, besides
all the other time wasted. At last my thunderous knocks
disturbed even the sound sleep of the grower; and he flung up
a window, and looked out, with a nightcap over his frizz of
white hair.</p>
<p>“It is no time for anger,” I replied to his hot exclamations;
“come, and let me in. I want your advice. I am ruined.”</p>
<p>My uncle was thoroughly good at heart; when he came down
with a light, and saw the ghost he had let in, he was very little
better than his visitor. He shook, as if old age were come
upon him suddenly, while I tried to tell my tale.</p>
<p>“My Kitty gone, and gone of her own accord!” he cried, as
if he, and not I, had lost her. “Man, you must be mad. Are
you walking in your sleep?”</p>
<p>“God send that I may be! But when shall I awake?”</p>
<p>The old man’s distress, and his trembling anguish, let loose
all the floods of mine; I fell against the wall, where he hung
his hats and saws, and sobbed like a woman who has lost her
only child.</p>
<p>“Come, come,” he said; “we shall both be ashamed of
this. Your darling is not dead, my boy; but only lured away
by some d——d trick. Don’t blame yourself, or her. I will
answer for her, sooner than I would for myself in this bad<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[235]</SPAN></span>
world. You shall have her back again, Kit; you shall have her
back again. There is a God, who never lets us perish, while
we stick to Him.”</p>
<p>“I have not stuck to Him. I have stuck to her.” The
truth of my words came upon me like a flash. It was the first
time I had even thought of this.</p>
<p>“Never mind. He knows; and He meant it so,” my uncle
replied with some theology of his own; “no man will be punished
for doing what the Bible orders. You’ll see, my dear
boy, it will all come right. You will live to laugh at this
infernal trick. And I hope to the Lord, that I shall be alive to
grin with you. Cheer up, old fellow. What would your Kitty
think, to see you knock under to a bit of rigmarole? You must
keep up your spirits for poor Kitty’s sake.”</p>
<p>To see an old man show more pluck than a young one, and
to take in a little of his fine faith, set me on my pins again,
more than any one would believe; and I followed him into his
kitchen, where the remnants of the fire were not quite dead.</p>
<p>“Now blow it up, Kit,” he said; “and put a bit of wood
in. Tabby always leaves it in this cupboard. Ah, that was a
fine tree, that old Jargonel! It lived on its bark, I believe,
for about a score of years, and you helped to split it up, when
you were courting Kitty. You shall court her again, my boy,
and have another honeymoon, as they’ve cut yours short in
this confounded way. Now, make a good fire, while I put
my breeches on. You look like a ghost, that has never had a
bit to eat. And I don’t suppose you have touched a morsel to
speak of, since breakfast. ‘Never say die’ is my motto, Kit.
We’ll be at the Police-office, by three o’clock. We can do
nothing till then, you know.”</p>
<p>Even as he spoke, his ancient cuckoo sang out one o’clock;
and I obeyed his orders, and even found a little comfort in the
thought, that Kitty would have smiled to see my clumsy efforts;
for she was very knowing about making fires up. When I had
contrived to eat a bit of something, which my uncle warmed
up for me, though I never knew what it was, he gave me a
glass of old ale, and took a drop himself; and we talked of our
calamity, until it was time to go. He asked me whether anything
within the last few days could be called to mind that
bore at all upon this sudden mystery. Whether any jarring
words, however little thought of, had passed between my wife
and me, as is sometimes the case, even when a couple are all
in all to one another. But I could remember none, nor any<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[236]</SPAN></span>
approach to such a thing; and I had never seen a frown upon
my darling’s forehead.</p>
<p>Then he told me what he had heard about his former tenant,
Harker, the man whom he ejected by a fumigating process,
much more successful than the ejectment of the frost. It was
nothing more than this, and even this perhaps a piece of idle
village gossip. Old Arkerate had taken much amiss his tardy
expulsion, for he meant to live rent-free through winter, and
had been heard to say that he would be—something anticipatory
perhaps of his final doom—if that blessed young couple should
be in his house very long. For he knew a trick worth two of
that. And if he had been smoked out, hang them, they should
be burned out.</p>
<p>I agreed with my uncle that such stuff as this was not worth
repeating, especially as nothing of the kind had come to pass;
and yet again it appeared suspicious that the door through which
my dear wife had vanished should be the very one which old
Harker had used for his special entrance and exit; while he
had even been jealous of any attempt on the part of the owners
to use it. But my uncle and myself were uncommonly poor
hands at anything akin to spying. Our rule had always been
to accept small fibs (such as every man receives by the dozen
daily) without passing them through a fine sieve; which if any
man does, he will have little time for any other employment.</p>
<p>“Take this big stick, Kit; I brought it for the purpose,”
said my uncle, when I had knocked a dozen times in vain, at
the door of Sergeant Biggs, our head policeman; “it is the
toughest bit of stuff I have ever handled. It will go through
the panel of the door, before it breaks. Don’t be afraid, my
boy; take both hands; but let me get out of the way, before
you swing it. Ah, that ought to bring him out. But we must
make allowance for the strength of his sleep, because he has
such practice at it, all day long.”</p>
<p>Our police force at that time consisted of two men, Sergeant
Biggs the chief officer, and Constable Turnover; very good
men both, and highly popular. They were not paid by any
means according to their merits; and we always got up a Christmas-box
for them, which put them on their honour not to make
a fuss for nothing. It is wise of every place to keep its policemen
in good humour; otherwise it gets a shocking name, without
deserving it.</p>
<p>“Coming, master, coming. Don’t you be in such a hurry,”
we heard a very reasonable voice reply at last. “Got one leg<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[237]</SPAN></span>
into these here breeches, and can’t get in the other, ’cos they
wasn’t made for me. Ah, there goes that blessed stair into my
bad leg again! They promised to mend it, last Lady Day
twelve-month; but mend it they won’t, till I’ve got a running
sore. Now, gents both, what can I do for you? Always at
the post of duty. That’s the motto of the Force. Why, bless
me, if it isn’t Mr. Orchardson! Any delinquents in your
garden, sir?”</p>
<p>“Ever so much worse than that,” replied my uncle; “Biggs,
are you wide awake? A dreadful thing has happened. Where
is Turnover? We shall want you both at once.”</p>
<p>“On duty, sir; patrolling—unless he have turned in. But
he’s very good for that, when I looks after him. Which I do
pretty sharp, as he knows to his credit. A very active constable
is Turnover. But come inside, Mr. Orchardson. Don’t
stand out in the cold, sir.”</p>
<p>There was a streak of dawn among the trees towards
Hampton, and the white frost-fog had rolled up from the river;
and I saw that a dark cloud was gathering in the south. The
change that my uncle had foretold was coming even sooner
than he had expected it.</p>
<p>We went inside; and Sergeant Biggs, who had a light,
pulled on a coat, and sat down in state before a railed desk, on
which a square book was lying. Then he turned the brass
cover off the ink, and squared his elbows.</p>
<p>“Now, sir, the particulars, if you please. We must make
entry, afore we does nothing. You were quite right in coming
to head-quarters, Mr. Orchardson. Let me see; May the fourteenth,
isn’t it?”</p>
<p>“No, Biggs, no. It is morning now; and yesterday was the
fifteenth of May.”</p>
<p>“Quite right, sir. Here it is upon the <i>Standard</i>. May 16th,
1861, 3.30 a.m. by office clock. Information received from
Cornelius Orchardson, of the Fruit-Gardens, Sunbury. Everything
ready, sir. Please to go ahead.”</p>
<p>“Kit, you tell him. You know most about it. Scratch out
‘Cornelius;’ and put ‘Christopher,’ Biggs.”</p>
<p>Sergeant Biggs did not like to disfigure his book. However,
he was a most obliging man. “Stay, sir, stay,” he exclaimed:
“I can do it better and neater than that is. ‘Cornelius
Orchardson, of the Fruit-Gardens, Sunbury, and his nephew
Christopher Orchardson.’ That meets the point exactly. Now<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[238]</SPAN></span>
then, gentlemen, fire away. And I will reduce it into proper
form.”</p>
<p>Chafing at all this rigmarole, which was sending another
good hour to waste, I poured out my tale in a very few words,
and had the satisfaction of seeing at last an expression of
amazement gathering and deepening on the large fat countenance
of Sergeant Biggs.</p>
<p>“Why this beats everything as was ever done in Sunbury,
since Squire Coldpepper’s daughter ran away! And in the
same family, too, as you might say! How long ago was that?
Why, let me see.” He was going to refer to some books,
and took off his horn spectacles first to consider where they
were.</p>
<p>“Come along, Biggs. No time for that,” cried my uncle
impatiently; “we want you to come and examine the place at
once. It was useless for us to go up, till daylight. There are
footsteps for you to examine, and the doors.”</p>
<p>“Now this here will be all over London, afore the clock strikes
twelve to-day. Ah, you may stare, gentlemen; and we don’t
tell how we do it. But such is our organization, and things
are brought to such perfection now—”</p>
<p>“Come along, Biggs. Why, it’s pouring with rain! I
knew the white frosts were sure to bring it. But I did not
expect it till the afternoon. And it sounds like hail—shocking
thing for all my blossom.”</p>
<p>“I’ll be with you, Mr. Orchardson, in about ten minutes.
But I must put my toggery to rights first, you see. Sergeant
Biggs does not think much of himself; but Sunbury does, and
it would stare to see him go on duty without any waistcoat or
stock, or even a pair of braces on. By-the-bye, gents, have you
been to Tompkins’ house?”</p>
<p>This was about the first sensible thing he had said; and I
answered that we had not been there yet; but would go there
at once, as it was not far out of our course, and we would
rejoin him at the cottage. I had thought more than once in
the long hours of that night of going to see the girl Polly, but
was loth to knock up a hard-working household for nothing,
and felt sure that Polly could throw no light upon the matter:
as she always left our cottage about five in the afternoon.</p>
<p>And so it proved when we saw her now. For she could
only stare, and exclaim, “Oh Lor’!” having most of her wits,
which were not very active, absorbed in hard work, and the
necessity of living. And the more I examined her, the more<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[239]</SPAN></span>
nervous she became, fancying that she was undergoing trial,
and perhaps likely to be hanged for the loss of her young
mistress.</p>
<p>“I never see nawbody take her away: nor nawbody come
anigh the house, all the time as I were in it. Mother knows
I didn’t.” This she said over and over again.</p>
<p>“Nobody says that you did, Polly,” I answered as gently
as possible; “but did you see anything to make you think,
that your mistress meant to go away, when you were gone?”</p>
<p>“I don’now what she was athinking of. She never told
me nort about it. No, I never see nawbody take her away.
It isn’t fair, nor true, to say so.”</p>
<p>“But, my good child, nobody supposes that you did. Nobody
is blaming you in the least. Nobody thinks that you saw
her go away. But can’t you tell us whether you saw anything
to show that she was likely to go away?”</p>
<p>“Yes, I saw a big black crow come flying right over the
roof about one o’clock; and then I knowed as some one was
agoing, ’live or dead. But I never told her, feared to frighten
her. Lord in heaven knows I didn’t.”</p>
<p>“And did you see anything else go by? A cat, or a dog, or
a man or a woman, or anything else that did not usually come?
Or did you hear any steps, anywhere near the house, or see anything
more than usual?”</p>
<p>Polly shook her head, as if I was putting a crushing weight
of thought on the top of it. And then she began to cry again,
and her mother came up to protect her. She had cried when
she heard that her mistress was gone; and she must not be
allowed to cry again, or no one could tell what would come of
it.</p>
<p>“Sweetie, tell the whole truth now. Got no need to be
frightened. If perlice does come, they can’t do nothing at all
to you, my dear. Seventeen children have I had, and none
ever put thumb on the Bible.”</p>
<p>Mrs. Tompkins did not mean that her family failed to search
the Scriptures, but that they had never been involved in
criminal proceedings; nay, not even as witnesses.</p>
<p>“Well then, I think as I did see summat,” replied Polly
under this encouragement. I would not have pressed her as I
did, unless I had felt pretty sure that she was keeping something
back. “It worn’t nothin’ to speak of much, nor yet to think
upon, at the time.”</p>
<p>“Well, out with it, deary, whatever it was. All you have<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[240]</SPAN></span>
to do, is to speak the truth, and leave them as can put two and
two together, to make out the meaning of it.”</p>
<p>Thus adjured, Polly, after one more glance to be sure that
no policeman was coming, told her tale. It was not very much,
but it might mean something.</p>
<p>“’Twur about four o’clock, I believe, and all the things
was put back again after mucksing out the rooms, when missus
said to me, ‘You run, Polly, and pick a little bit of chive down
the walk there. I don’t want much,’ she says, ‘but what there
is must be good, and just enough to cover a penny-piece, after
I’ve chopped it up and put it together. I wants to have everything
ready,’ she says, ‘just to make a homily when my husband
comes home. I have got plenty of parsley in that cup,’
she says, ‘but he always likes a little bit of chive, to give it
seasoning. And be sure you pick it clean,’ she says, ‘and it
musn’t be yellow at the tip, or dirty, because if the grit gets in,’
she says, ‘it’s ever so much worse than having none at all.’
So I says, ‘All right, ma’am, I knows where it is; and you
shall have the best bit out of all the row.’ ‘You’re a good girl,’
she says, ‘don’t be longer than you can help, and you shall
have a cup of tea, Polly, before you go home, because you’ve
worked very well to-day; nobody could ’a doed it better,’ says
she. Well, I took a little punnet as was hanging in the kitchen,
not to make it hot in my hands, you see, and I went along the
grass by the gooseberry bushes,—you knows the place I mean,
mother; and there was the chives, all as green as little leeks.
As I was a-stooping over them, with my back up to the sky, all
of a sudden I heer’d a sort of creak like, as made me stand up
and look to know where it come from. And then I seed the
old door, as used to be bolted always, opening just a little way,
in towards me, though I was a good bit off; and then the brim
of a hat come through, and I sings out, ‘Who’s there, please?’
There wasn’t no nose or eyes a-coming through the door yet;
nor yet any legs, so far as I could see; but only that there
brim, like the brim of a soft hat; and I couldn’t say for certain
whether it were brown or black. ‘Nothing here to steal,’ I
says, for I thought it wor some tramp; and then the door shut
softly, and I was half a mind to go and see, whether there was
any one out in the lane. But it all began to look so lonely like,
and I was ordered not to stop, and so I thought the best thing
was to go back, and tell the missus. But something came that
drove it out of my mind altogether. For when I got back to
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