<h2>25</h2>
<p>Across the universe, two billion years ago, there too a planet
coalesced from the mutually attracted vortices of twisted space;
gases compelled by gravitational forces solidifying to hardened
matter, forming a crust over a molten core. In the soupy atmosphere
of metallic salts and gases, tortured and rent by electrical
storms of incalculable fury, among the vibrating crystals one
formed that was aware.</p>
<p>Not in the sharp awareness of later times, but at the first only
ill-defined, perhaps no more than the awareness of acid chains of
molecules that formed into non-crystalline viscid protoplasm on
another planet across the universe. No distinct line of cleavage
where affinity to other chemicals left off and sentient selectivity
began marked the distinction here as in that protoplasm.</p>
<p>As with its cousin across the universe, the one-celled amoeba,
these crystals too were sensitive to light, to heat, to cold—to food.
Ill-defined, but distinct already from the non-sentient crystals
about them, these life forms grew through absorbing from the
rich and soupy atmosphere those elements necessary to growth,
to branching, to cleavage into new individuals.</p>
<p>What is awareness? At what point even in protoplasmic life
does it appear? The amoeba avoids pain, seeks food, reproduces
itself, and blunders blindly through its environment in search
for condition more favorable to its continuance.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[161]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>In the monotony of a purposeless existence, most humans do
no more than that.</p>
<p>Must awareness, too, be defined in terms of the consciousness
of me-and-mine? Defined only by what me-and-mine can feel,
know? A protoplasmic growth feeling awareness, excluding all
possibility of awareness in other kinds of growth because they
are not a part of me-and-mine, therefore too inferior to know
awareness?</p>
<p>Each crystal structure has its own vibration characteristic, and
on that planet, in time, one special vibratory rate knew awareness
of self. Mutation here too gave added complexity to the structure,
and self-awareness took on that added growth of awareness of
surroundings.</p>
<p>Through eons of time, and the mutations brought by time,
awareness of self and surroundings grew into awareness of wider
peripheries, to sensing their world, its structure, its nature.</p>
<p>Another mutant leap and there was comprehension of other
worlds, of other stars. Theirs was a vibratory awareness, directly
akin to the vibrating fields of force which compose the material
universe, and the vibrations of fields of force can be altered. To
change their surroundings to a more suitable environment
through vibration rates of things led surely to negation of distance.
To change from crystal form to fields of energy and back again
combined with negation of distance—they too spread out and out
among the stars.</p>
<p>At first it was enough. But awareness is never still. Questions
form.</p>
<p>In all the universe were they the only sentient thing? Did any
cry but theirs rise to the stars, seeking to know? Because of the
nature of their being their search was unconcerned with the
outer shape of things which could be changed by them at will,
but rather with the inner vibratory rate which would signal
sentience, awareness.</p>
<p>They found no more than unconscious interaction of forces.
Water runs down hill without knowing that it does, without the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[162]</SPAN></span>
internal structure to provide the vibratory rate which would permit
knowing.</p>
<p>For long eras they too were imprisoned within the confines of a
me-and-mine envisioning, and it took a major leap for them to
conceive that other structures than the crystalline might have a
form of awareness. Alien to their kind, perhaps, yet a kind which
must be acknowledged.</p>
<p>For they found something, at last, in a viscid non-crystalline
substance, protoplasm.</p>
<p>On one distant planet this substance was already differentiated
and specialized to a high degree. From the simplest to the most
complex of its organization there were degrees of awareness, and
in the most complex of these there was undeniable evidence of
sentience outside of self.</p>
<p>Joy! Unparalleled ecstasy!</p>
<p>Recognition is not wisdom. With the unwisdom of inexperience
in communicating with an unlike thing, not realizing that the
values of their kind of awareness might not be the values of this
differing kind, they rushed in with all their powers and forces, a
joyful rapturous pyrotechnical display of material manipulation
to show this new life form that they too were aware—to communicate
that the loneliness of one might now be softened by the
presence of the other.</p>
<p>And man fell down to the ground and groveled his face in the
dust.</p>
<p>His awareness was of the outer shapes of things, his security lay
in adapting himself to those shapes, his certainties lay in the
dependability of those shapes. A rock was a rock.</p>
<p>But no! The crystals were delighted that they had brought
something which they could share with this new life form. The
rock could be a tree! See!</p>
<p>And lo, the rock was a tree.</p>
<p>And the people were sore afraid.</p>
<p>For that which had been certain and sure was no longer so.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[163]</SPAN></span>
This mountain wall which had formed an impassable barrier to
migration into a new and richer valley was rent asunder, so!
And beyond, the new valley beckoned. But the people huddled in
their caves and dared not venture forth.</p>
<p>The vibrating entities, no longer dependent upon their
crystalline forms, withdrew to confer among themselves. To one
life form, awareness composed of the outer shape of things, the
relationship of those shapes, security in the unchanging shape.
To the other life form, awareness composed of the inner vibration,
the relationships of those vibrations, with outer shapes changed
at will, and therefore meaningless.</p>
<p>Yet even this protoplasmic life must see the changing shapes
of things. The clouds that formed and disappeared; the seed
that became root and stem and leaf and flower; the infant that
became man, and man that decomposed as corpse. Surely this life
form must see an inner cause! Surely they must see that even
the permanent rock changed slowly into dust, that the eternal
sea was restless, never still; that stars moved in the vault of
heavens, warmth changed to cold and night to day. How did they
account for changes in these outer forms if not by inner cause?</p>
<p>They changed the shapes of things themselves, these men; the
seed ground into meal, the moving animal shot down with stick
or stone and stilled and changed to food, the moving of the smaller
rocks, erection of a dwelling made of poles and thatch to change
environment for the man inside. Change, then, man knew; why
fear the greater change, the easier one? Why tug and lift and
strain to move the boulder from the path, when all was needed
was to shift proportion in one tiny way, rebalance the equation of
relationship with one slight thought, and lo, the stone no longer
barred the way?</p>
<p>Too long ago, lost in the distant past, the crystals had forgot
their own once-orientation of all other things to me-and-mine,
forgot to credit it to man. To lift the boulder with one's strength
to serve a purpose was within the ken of man, a thing that he<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[164]</SPAN></span>
could do. To see it lifted, moved, without his strength, bespoke a
greater strength than his, and purpose that he could not understand.
And man fell to his knees in fear and awe.</p>
<p>For man knew only one relation to all things—to conquer if he
could, and force acknowledgment of superior strength and purpose.
To kill if that acknowledgment was not given. To survive
by giving that acknowledgment to a stronger one than he.</p>
<p>Man groveled in the dust, the only pattern of survival that he
knew when strength beyond his own was shown. But even while
he knelt, to scheme a way that he-and-his might find ascendancy
in future days. The one invariable pattern persisting from the
cave man dressed in furs to diplomat in striped pants, the only
pattern possible while me-and-mine ascendant is the aim and
goal.</p>
<p>To show another pattern then, the crystals aim. Ascendancy
of me-and-mine was meaningless, belonged to orders of awareness
lower than intelligence that they could meet in partnership.
Instruct them, then. No joy or purpose in conquering them. No
companionship in these disgusting grovelings. Show them the
inner forces that controlled the outer shapes of things.</p>
<p>Once crystals, now divorced from hardened form, the outer
shape of things was no longer a consideration in their life; but
for this form of life, still dependent for that life upon the
maintenance of material form, no doubt the shapes and forms of
things were paramount to them. Well then, show them the true
relationship, sketch out upon the sands the diagram of how the
forces that control the shapes of things are interwoven, interact.</p>
<p>Before the kneeling men, the cabalistic diagrams took shape,
and lo, a spring of water flowed from dry and barren stone.</p>
<p>But man saw only shape of diagram, its cabalistic lines and
form. A sacred thing, a magic thing, a sign that he might draw
with finger in the air or in the sand, protection from the evil
forces that surrounded him.</p>
<p>The sentient fields of force withdrew. Too soon, too soon. Man
was not ready for communication. Too soon, too soon.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[165]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>But man did not forget, the memory lived on. And fathers
spoke to sons, and made the outer forms of gestures, drew the
cabalistic signs, and told of magic things and powers that these
signs could do. To some, one diagram was shown, a way to build
a house of stone that better weathered the storms of Earth. The
house of stone became a holy place, a thing existing in its own
right, and not, as was intended, an example of one use to which
this arrangement of forces might be put.</p>
<p>And to some other man another diagram was shown, this time
to slay an animal for food. And men fought wars over these
differing symbols, each side determined to make its symbol
ascendant over the other.</p>
<p>Deep within the Asian land where contact had been made, the
memories lived on, and some of the meaning of the diagrams
beyond their outer shape had gained sway. The racial memory
persisted, and in the latter Pleistocene epoch the knowledge of
altering shapes through force of mind became a racial memory,
coalesced into cults of belief, degenerated into forms and phrases;
but from generation to generation the memory was kept alive
that once, when the world was new, the form of things was indeed
changed by thought. This holy man, far away and long ago, had
pointed his finger at a tree, and lo! a beautiful nymph had stepped
forth clad in jewels and coins to make him rich. This hero climbed
a mountain and a voice spoke unto him, and proof of this were
letters cut in stone. Well-witnessed, this divine one changed some
water into wine, and fed a multitude from five small loaves and
fishes.</p>
<p>A kind of radiation of its own, always the cults who sought the
inner meanings formed within that Asian land and spread outward
through the world.</p>
<p>But out on the periphery, and not exposed to thought of inner
meanings, another cult took shape. Here concern was solely with
the outer shape and size and weight and measurement of things,
and how the size and shape and weight of one interacted with
another. The Dravidian culture, which grasped only the idea but<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[166]</SPAN></span>
not the method of how the inner vibration could change the
outer shape receded and became submerged in the Western cult
that found a method in the measurement of shape and weight of
things to make them change.</p>
<p>It was Rabindranath, centuries later, who described the
essential difference between the Indian and the Grecian civilization
as that between a forest culture which had known no walls,
and a city culture where everything has limit and every inch must
be mapped.</p>
<p>But perhaps, also, the Greeks had never seen this tree changed
into bird, this cloud changed into flower. Not trapped by memories
grown into tradition that must not die, they hit upon an approach
that man could master. For it was the Greek beginnings which led
to the Oxford definition of how to make scientific inquiry into
the properties of things.</p>
<p>Inquiry into the properties, at first the outer shapes and weights,
led inevitably straight back to vibrations. All matter is merely a
specific vibration of energy, a range of vibrations feeling solid
to the senses, as a range of light vibrations translate into color
through the eyes.</p>
<p>E = MC²!</p>
<p>It took man far. He too began an exploration of the stars!</p>
<p>Failure in their first attempt had brought a wisdom to the
sentient fields of force. This time they did not rush in with
pyrotechnic displays to show the wondrous power they knew.
Observing patiently through the centuries, by now they knew
man well. They knew his weakness, yet by making thing react
with thing, he'd proved his strength. For here he was among the
stars.</p>
<p>Perhaps by now he might communicate? Perhaps, by now, he
would not prostrate himself and grovel in the dust, if someone
said, "Hello!"</p>
<p>But careful, perhaps he would.</p>
<p>There had been a man by name of Galileo, with the first crude
telescope he'd made, who first saw the rings of Saturn. But not as<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[167]</SPAN></span>
rings, but rather in the planet's tilting, he had seen a spot of light
on either side. And sometime later, when he looked again, the
tilting of the planet back had made the rings edge on, and so
they disappeared. He never looked again, nor told of what he'd
seen; for legend had it that the god Saturn periodically devoured
his own children, and this phenomenon he'd seen, if it became
widely known, would be interpreted as the proof the legend was
correct—and do incalculable damage to scientific inquiry. He'd
known the temper of his fellow man well enough to take no
chances of this kind, to note the experience in his works, perhaps
discuss it with a cautious friend or two, but to add no further fuel
to the raging fires of superstition that consumed men's minds and
seared out possibility of rational thought.</p>
<p>So walk with care. For superstition still is paramount, despite
the fact that some men know how to reach the stars.</p>
<p>To communicate this time, the fields of force took a sere planet,
of barren, blistered rock, and with a concept made it into the
garden of man's dreams. On one island, they set up a crystalline
structure, a thing, this much concession to the mind of man; a tool,
to amplify and clarify their thought to reach the still rudimentary
but nevertheless present centers of man's mind—some certain
man who might be ready to receive that thought.</p>
<p>Placed in man's exploratory path, the waiting was not long
until man found it. They had not led him to it through any
intuitive change of course that he might find suspect. The explorers
landed, claimed it for Earth, and went away. None among them
felt any pull from the crystal tool upon the mountaintop.</p>
<p>The scientists came to make their measurements. Their busy
minds were full of weight and size and the relationship of thing
to thing. Perhaps by now they too were so committed to the
use of a thing to act upon another thing that they could not
countenance the thought that thought could act upon a thing direct.
They measured the crystal tool, and recorded all their measurements,
but found no meaning in its arches and its spires. If any
felt the impact of the thinking of the fields of force, he made no<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[168]</SPAN></span>
sign nor gave response. Indeed, to preserve his status and
reputation with his fellow scientists he'd not have dared admit a
meaning that could not be measured with his instruments.
Forevermore he'd be outcast, if he but hinted that he thought
their science was insufficient to capture everything of meaning
there. And to scientist most of all, his status with his fellow man
means more than truth. At least to most. But are there some to
whom the truth is paramount?</p>
<p>Yes, for had not scientist after scientist through the years risked
and lost his status through his questioning? And then perhaps
today there are such men.</p>
<p>So walk with care, and wait.</p>
<p>The colonists came, and as the scientists' minds had been filled
with measurements and weights and analyses; the colonists' minds
were filled with cabins, fields, food.</p>
<p>Surely, among men somewhere, there must be those not wholly
captured on the one hand by formless superstition; and on the
other hand not bound within the tightly narrowed circle of weight
and measurement! Surely man must know by now he could not
capture the inner meaning of a thing through a description of its
outer surface.</p>
<p>But as long as man got by, and did great things by using
physical things to act upon other physical things, even in
considering the universal energy as a thing, he would look no
farther.</p>
<p>All right then, a little nudge in another direction. Change the
concept of the planet slightly, so that one thing cannot act upon
another, no tool be used except this crystal set to act as intermediary.
Let that happen, and out from Earth a man would come,
perhaps a dozen men, perhaps a hundred ships, a thousand men,
and all to find their ships, their tools, were gone. But someday
there would come a man with mind trained in the ability to
conceive that there might be a road to truth outside the useless
superstitions that sent man to groveling in the dust at each small<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[169]</SPAN></span>
breath that blew, and also one who would not quit because he
had no weather vane to test the direction of that breath.</p>
<p>And they would know when that mind came.</p>
<p>The first man came. Take away his tools and wait. He did not
fall to earth in awe nor freeze in fear. His mind searched curiously.
Enough. The man was here. Shield off the planet from the rest
that he be undisturbed in his thought.</p>
<p>Could he go farther? Conceive the purpose of this lack of tools,
that it was by design? And still not grovel in the dust? They'd
made their move. Could he respond?</p>
<p>He drew a circle in the sand!</p>
<p>Joy! Ecstasy!</p>
<p>This time there might be surcease to the loneliness, and two
intelligences so unlike commune. The very unlikeness of each
bringing to the other thought not yet considered, and together
going on to find ... to find ...</p>
<p>Now let him see the fallacy of such strict measurement. Now
let him think, to realize that measuring the balance of the status
quo of things in only one relationship of an infinity of possibilities,
to realize that he can change his measurements to balance an
equation designed to express the status quo, or with equal
truth, at his desire, he can change the status quo, the shape of
things, to fit the equation he desires.</p>
<p>Let him wander, puzzled, worrying on this. Let him work it out
himself, for experience from long ago had taught them that if
man was not ready to accept an alien thought he could not,
would not, accept but in his own interpreting.</p>
<p>Now, at last, at his readiness to make things fit the equation he
conceives, instead of making the equation fit the things as they
are, bring him closer in the range of the amplifier, the crystal tool,
that communication might be direct.</p>
<p>He holds the key.</p>
<p>He knows the lock.</p>
<p>He finds the door.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[170]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>Show him the one small step remaining—the diagram, the
design, the movement of the forces of his mind.</p>
<p>To turn the key.</p>
<p>Unlock the lock.</p>
<p>Throw wide the door.</p>
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