<h2 id="VIII">CHAPTER VIII.<br/>THE RESULTS OF A SNOW-SLIDE.</h2></div>
<p>Dr. Ambrose and I stuck together,
picking our way through the
storm. Snow-covered mountains under
an angry sky are not a cheerful prospect,
and the work was fearfully tiresome.
Down my boot would crush under my
weight through a foot of snow, and to
lift it out again was like drawing a wedge
from a log.</p>
<p>It was winter, but I grew hot, and my
brow produced sweat. My breath
shortened, and my muscles said they
were tired. The doctor noticed me.</p>
<p>"You'd better go back, Mr. West,"
he said. "This is very exhausting business
for one who is not used to it."</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[196]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>But I was a bit ashamed of playing
out so soon, and insisted upon going on.
He said nothing then, but when he
raised the question a half-hour later I
was forced to confess that he was right.
A tuckered-out man was of no use on
such a trail.</p>
<p>"You'd better go straight back to the
camp, and I've no doubt you'll find one
or two there who played out before you
did," he said.</p>
<p>Leaving him regretfully, I faced about
and began to plough my way through
the snow on the return journey. I had
noted the landmarks well, and recognized
them easily. The snow, still falling,
had buried all trace of our footsteps
under two or three inches of white. I
tugged along with a fair degree of patience,
wishing at the same time that I
was back at the camp, drying my boots
and drinking a hot toddy,—unpicturesque
but pleasant occupations. But walking
beat wishing, and at last I saw the smoke<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[197]</SPAN></span>
of our camp-fire over a hill. I increased
my speed, trying to make a run through
the deep snow. I passed near the edge
of a cliff, but no nearer than we had
gone when we started on the search. I
forgot that the snow had grown deeper
and more weight was pressing down
upon the slopes. When I was nearest
the edge the snow seemed to slip from
under my feet; the mountain tilted up
at a new angle; there was the rumble of
tons of snow sliding over the steeps, and
away it went in a huge white avalanche,
bearing me, who had started it, upon
its crest, sick with sudden fear.</p>
<p>The itch of life was in my fingers; it,
and no thought of mine, made me reach
out and grasp at the sturdy shrubs which
grew on the mountain-side. With each
hand full, I hung on, and shouted and
kicked. Big waves of snow tumbled
over me and loosened my arms in their
sockets, but I swung to my brave
bushes until I had received my last douse<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[198]</SPAN></span>
of snow and the slope was swept
clean.</p>
<p>I managed to get my toes into a cleft,
and my arms felt better. My head was
beginning to think and come to the relief
of instinct. I saw that I was about
ten feet from the crest of the cliff; which
was not far, but too far. I tried to draw
myself up by the bushes, but I was no
sailor, and I failed. Then I shouted
with all my might. I had seen the
smoke of the camp just before my fall,
and I hoped my voice would reach the
men there. I never knew before that I
had such a good voice.</p>
<p>"Hello-o-o-o!" I shouted.</p>
<p>The mountains took up the cry and
sent it back to me.</p>
<p>"What's the matter down there?"
called out some one.</p>
<p>"The matter?" I said, angrily.
"There's no matter at all; I came down
here merely for amusement. I do this
sort of thing often."</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[199]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>I looked up and saw the red face of
Colonel Hetherill peeping over the brink
at me.</p>
<p>"Ah, it's young West, the Yankee
spy," he said.</p>
<p>"I'm young West, I'll admit, but I'm
no Yankee spy," I replied.</p>
<p>"I insist that you are a Yankee spy,"
he said, in an infernally calm and convincing
manner. "What proof can you
give that you are not?"</p>
<p>"Colonel," I cried, and I'm sure that
my tone was convincing, "for heaven's
sake drop that Yankee spy business and
get me out of this."</p>
<p>"Sir," he said, very stiffly, "I have
accused you of being a Yankee spy, and
I will compel you to admit that you are
a Yankee spy."</p>
<p>"Colonel," I shouted, "my arms are
growing tired, and so are my toes, and
it is at least two hundred feet to the
bottom."</p>
<p>"Sir," he said, still very stiff and<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[200]</SPAN></span>
haughty, "I despise falsehoods, and so
do all Southern gentlemen. You are a
Yankee spy, and you still have the face
to deny it."</p>
<p>"Pull me up colonel," I cried. "I'm
getting awful tired."</p>
<p>"Are you not a Yankee spy?" he
asked.</p>
<p>I thought I felt some of the muscles
in my arms cracking. The time to despise
trifles had arrived.</p>
<p>"Yes, colonel," I said, "I'll admit
that I'm a Yankee spy or anything else
you want to charge against me."</p>
<p>"Good enough," he said. "Now
when I let my coat down, grip it with
your right hand, and hold on as if you
had grown to it."</p>
<p>He pulled off his Confederate overcoat,
curved his left arm around a jutting
rock, and with his right hand lowered
the coat to me. I embedded my right
hand in the gray garment, and, grasping
with the other at the short shrubs, tried to<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[201]</SPAN></span>
scramble up. I did get about half-way,
but as I could find no more crevices for
my toes, I hung there, limp and exhausted.</p>
<p>"I can't do it, colonel," I gasped.</p>
<p>"You must," he said.</p>
<p>He tried to draw me up, but I was too
heavy a weight for a single arm. He
was half over the gulf himself, but his
left arm was wound like a cable around
the rock. His face was red as a beet
and his breath was short, but he showed
no inclination to let go.</p>
<p>"You can't do it, colonel," I gasped.
"Save yourself! No need for both of us
to drop."</p>
<p>"What sort of a man do you take me
to be?" he asked, indignantly.</p>
<p>He breathed hard and made a great
effort to pull me up. A flake of blood
appeared on his temple. I was raised up
about a foot and got a new grip on some
of the shrubs, but there I stopped. I
could not lift myself up any farther,
nor could the colonel lift me.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[202]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>I could hear men plunging through
the snow in their haste; so my shouts
had been heard by more than the colonel.
I put my voice to its best uses
again. The colonel said nothing, but
how he hung on to that old army overcoat!
The men had begun to shout,
and I never ceased, wanting them to
make sure of the direction. Weather-seamed
faces looked over the brink.
Two or three pairs of hands grasped the
overcoat and pulled me up. Somebody
else seized the colonel, and I have but a
hazy idea of the next five minutes. A
man who has been hanging at the verge
of death gets tired in both brain and
muscle, and I needed rest.</p>
<p>When things came around all right
again, I was sitting up on the snow and
drinking out of a brown bottle. The
colonel was lying on that blessed overcoat,
his head in his daughter's lap and
his face quite pale. They were binding
a white cloth around his temples.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[203]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>"What's the matter?" I asked, weakly.</p>
<p>"An old wound on his head has
broken," replied one of the men, in a
low voice. "I'm afraid he's in a pretty
bad way."</p>
<p>I put down the brown bottle which
had comforted me, and I saw that the
colonel in fact was in a bad way. He
was unconscious, and his breathing was
weak. He seemed to have collapsed
after a season of fever and excitement
followed by the great physical strain put
upon him by the attempted rescue of me.</p>
<p>I was struck with remorse. My arrival
at Fort Defiance had caused all this
trouble. Yet my going there was an
accident, not a matter that I could have
helped.</p>
<p>I sent one of the men after Dr. Ambrose,
pointing out the direction in which
he had gone, and urging the man to
make all haste. Then we lifted the colonel
and carried him to the hut, where
with overcoats and blankets we fixed up<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[204]</SPAN></span>
a warm bed for him and did what else we
could until the doctor came, which was
not till late.</p>
<p>"He has about an even chance, Miss
Hetherill," said the doctor, after he had
made his examination. "The odds
might be his if I had here all that I
need, but this is no hospital. I think it
is best to tell you the exact truth."</p>
<p>I thought so too. There are women
and women; some are brave and some
are not; I like the brave ones best. She
became chief nurse at once. Lucky it is
for a man, ill in such a place, to have a
woman's care. I, still feeling remorse,
although my reason told me I was not at
fault, helped all I could.</p>
<p>The snow ceased, and toward evening
the colonel grew stronger. Dr. Ambrose
had managed to close up the reopened
wound and stop the bleeding, but a burning
fever came over him and he began to
talk very wildly. Then I saw how the
things on which a man's mind is centred<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[205]</SPAN></span>
when he wakes come out again in sleep
or delirium. His talk was all of the
war and the old battles, which he was
fighting as if he rode and charged in
them again.</p>
<p>I, who loved the Union, could not
help feeling a deep sympathy for him, he
seemed to have taken the matter so much
to heart. When he rambled on to the
end of the war,—that is, the end according
to history,—and repeated again and
again his declaration to stand out forever,
I was touched, and touched very
deeply. Some one brought him the
news that Lee was dead.</p>
<p>"I will not believe it," he cried, in his
delirium. "It's a lie. He is living, and
he will lead us again."</p>
<p>He rose suddenly, and, fixing his fever-filled
eyes upon me, demanded of me to
bear witness that it was a lie.</p>
<p>"Yes, colonel," I said, as soothingly
as I could, "it's a lie: the general is
living, and he is your commander still."</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[206]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>I think I will get forgiveness for my
own lie.</p>
<p>After a while he sank into something
which resembled sleep more and delirium
less, and was quiet. Miss Hetherill
stepped to the little door for air. Only
she and I were there.</p>
<p>"Miss Hetherill," I said, reproaching
myself, "how you must blame me for
bringing all this grief upon you and
yours!"</p>
<p>"You could not help it," she said,
very gently, "and perhaps, as I told you
before, it may be for the best, after all.
A rough cure may be the best cure."</p>
<p>Dr. Ambrose came up then and insisted
that we should take rest while
others watched. We fenced off a corner
of the camp for Grace. I sought my
own place, and was soon sound asleep.
In the morning I found the colonel in
delirium again, though not so violent as
he had been in the early part of the
night. He was talking about me. I<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[207]</SPAN></span>
seemed to weigh upon his conscience, as
he had weighed upon mine. He had
never meant to do it, he said. He
would not have executed me, though he
still seemed to think that his military
duty commanded it. At any rate, he
was apologizing to me in his sleep, when
a man's talk speaks his thoughts and no
falsehoods or evasions.</p>
<p>"How could I execute him?" he said.
"And we slept under the same blanket,
too."</p>
<p>The second attack of delirium did not
last long, and Dr. Ambrose then said
that the patient's progress was good: if
we could only get him back to Fort
Defiance he would guarantee his recovery.</p>
<p>The snow had ceased and the clouds
had gone, leaving a cheerful sun shining
on a white wilderness. We decided to
undertake the journey to Fort Defiance,
and our preparations were brief. We
had sufficient skill and material to make<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[208]</SPAN></span>
a rude litter for the colonel, and we lifted
him gently into it. Then we gathered
up our baggage and set out, four men
carrying the litter and relieved at brief
intervals by the other sets.</p>
<p>We had to trample a way through the
deep snow, and there was plenty of hard
work for us, but we became a cheerful
little army. The colonel was asleep in
his litter and seemed to be growing
steadily better; the doctor reported that
his pulse was stronger and his fever was
departing. Grace passed from sadness
into cheerfulness, almost gayety. I called
her our vivandiere: she replied she was
proud of the place.</p>
<p>"You heard what my father said about
you in his delirium?" she said, when we
became the last two of the procession.
"He would not have executed you."</p>
<p>"Colonel Hetherill is a fine man, and
he has my gratitude," I replied, not
liking to see her under the necessity of
excusing him. "He saved my life a<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[209]</SPAN></span>
second time. If it hadn't been for him,
I'd now be a very cold corpse at the
bottom of a two-hundred-foot precipice,
under about fifteen feet of snow."</p>
<p>"That would have been a chilly
tomb," she said, gayly; "but it was not
for you, and we are all thankful."</p>
<p>The weather, it seemed, wished to
make some amends for its previous
wickedness. The sun was bright and
the air fresh and full of tonic. Only
the snow stood in our way. But we
made good progress in spite of it. At
night we devised another rude camp, and
took plenty of sleep. The colonel continued
to improve, and his head became
quite clear again. He talked a little, but
in a weak tone, and the doctor ordered
him to be silent for his own good. He
obeyed like a little child. In fact, his
change in manner and appearance was
very striking. He was no longer the
haughty, high-tempered colonel. He
was crushed and forlorn. All the spirit<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[210]</SPAN></span>
seemed to have gone out of him. It
was most pitiful. I felt sorrier than
ever for him, for I knew he looked upon
himself as a defeated man.</p>
<p>We caught the first glimpse of Fort
Defiance that afternoon. I saw the
comb of its roof shining like a great
white sword-blade in the sun. The valley,
like the mountains, was in garments
of white, but the sight of the houses
and fields, under snow though they were,
warmed the heart after the weary tramp
among the clefts and peaks.</p>
<p>We descended the slopes and entered
the valley. It was my turn to be one
of the four at the colonel's litter. As
we swung along at a good pace, I noticed
suddenly that the old man had put
his hands to his face and a tear was
dropping between two fingers.</p>
<p>I was silent for a while from respect,
but, as he did not take his hands away,
I asked at last, though as quietly as I
could,—</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[211]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>"What is the matter, colonel? Do
you feel worse?"</p>
<p>He took his hands away, and his face
was like that of a dead man.</p>
<p>"Not worse in body, Mr. West," he
replied, "but worse, much worse, in
mind. I have failed in everything, and
through the treachery of my own people.
You have corrupted them all. Even
my own daughter has turned against me.
I am going to Fort Defiance, which was
our last stronghold, a prisoner."</p>
<p>"Colonel," said I, "what are you
thinking about? What are you dreaming
of? You a prisoner! Fort Defiance
betrayed! Look yonder!"</p>
<p>We were near the fort now, and I
pointed to the Confederate flag, that
waved over it, folding and unfolding in
the clear frosty breeze. The colonel
looked, and his face changed in a moment
from death to life. The blood
flowed into his cheeks; his eyes sparkled
like a soldier's eager for battle.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[212]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>"Why, what does that mean?" he
exclaimed.</p>
<p>"Mean?" I said. "It means that
you've been dreaming, or you wouldn't
talk about being betrayed, a prisoner.
What made you rush off in such haste?
Dr. Ambrose's suggestion of surrender
was a sudden thought, of which he has
repented. Fort Defiance is as loyal to
you as ever. You are its absolute commander.
I am the prisoner, not you."</p>
<p>Dr. Ambrose had been walking by
the litter. The colonel beckoned to
him.</p>
<p>"Is this so, Dr. Ambrose?" he asked.
"Is what Mr. West tells me true? Am
I still master of my own?"</p>
<p>"Certainly: how could it be otherwise,"
replied the doctor, with great emphasis.
"What are your orders, colonel?"</p>
<p>"Tell one of the men," he said, in a
voice very firm despite his physical
weakness, "to go on ahead to the fort,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[213]</SPAN></span>
and direct those who are there to salute
us as we approach. Mr. West, you are
my prisoner, but there are certain circumstances
in your favor which I will
consider. You shall have the liberty of
the fort and valley, if you pledge your
word not to attempt to escape for the
present."</p>
<p>"With pleasure, colonel," I said;
"and I thank you for your kindness."</p>
<p>"Grace," he said to his daughter, "remember
that while Mr. West is our
prisoner he is to be treated as our guest.
See to it, for I am afraid this unfortunate
illness will interfere somewhat with my
duties as host."</p>
<p>"I will do my best," she said.</p>
<p>We proceeded at a deliberate pace
across the plain. As we came close to
the fort, the little brass cannon boomed
again and again. The drawbridge was
down, and the men whom we left at the
fort were drawn up at parade in their
best uniforms on either side of the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[214]</SPAN></span>
bridge-head. They saluted as the colonel
rode proudly and triumphantly between
their lines in his litter.</p>
<p>He looked up at the flag which he
loved so well, took off his hat, his face
flushing with pride, and thus we carried
him into the fort.</p>
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