<h2><SPAN name="chap51"></SPAN> CHAPTER LI.<br/> AFFORDING AN EXPLANATION OF MORE MYSTERIES THAN ONE, AND COMPREHENDING A PROPOSAL OF MARRIAGE WITH NO WORD OF SETTLEMENT OR PIN-MONEY</h2>
<p>The events narrated in the last chapter were yet but two days old, when Oliver
found himself, at three o’clock in the afternoon, in a
travelling-carriage rolling fast towards his native town. Mrs. Maylie, and
Rose, and Mrs. Bedwin, and the good doctor were with him: and Mr. Brownlow
followed in a post-chaise, accompanied by one other person whose name had not
been mentioned.</p>
<p>They had not talked much upon the way; for Oliver was in a flutter of agitation
and uncertainty which deprived him of the power of collecting his thoughts, and
almost of speech, and appeared to have scarcely less effect on his companions,
who shared it, in at least an equal degree. He and the two ladies had been very
carefully made acquainted by Mr. Brownlow with the nature of the admissions
which had been forced from Monks; and although they knew that the object of
their present journey was to complete the work which had been so well begun,
still the whole matter was enveloped in enough of doubt and mystery to leave
them in endurance of the most intense suspense.</p>
<p>The same kind friend had, with Mr. Losberne’s assistance, cautiously
stopped all channels of communication through which they could receive
intelligence of the dreadful occurrences that so recently taken place.
“It was quite true,” he said, “that they must know them
before long, but it might be at a better time than the present, and it could
not be at a worse.” So, they travelled on in silence: each busied with
reflections on the object which had brought them together: and no one disposed
to give utterance to the thoughts which crowded upon all.</p>
<p>But if Oliver, under these influences, had remained silent while they journeyed
towards his birth-place by a road he had never seen, how the whole current of
his recollections ran back to old times, and what a crowd of emotions were
wakened up in his breast, when they turned into that which he had traversed on
foot: a poor houseless, wandering boy, without a friend to help him, or a roof
to shelter his head.</p>
<p>“See there, there!” cried Oliver, eagerly clasping the hand of
Rose, and pointing out at the carriage window; “that’s the stile I
came over; there are the hedges I crept behind, for fear any one should
overtake me and force me back! Yonder is the path across the fields, leading to
the old house where I was a little child! Oh Dick, Dick, my dear old friend, if
I could only see you now!”</p>
<p>“You will see him soon,” replied Rose, gently taking his folded
hands between her own. “You shall tell him how happy you are, and how
rich you have grown, and that in all your happiness you have none so great as
the coming back to make him happy too.”</p>
<p>“Yes, yes,” said Oliver, “and we’ll—we’ll
take him away from here, and have him clothed and taught, and send him to some
quiet country place where he may grow strong and well,—shall we?”</p>
<p>Rose nodded “yes,” for the boy was smiling through such happy tears
that she could not speak.</p>
<p>“You will be kind and good to him, for you are to every one,” said
Oliver. “It will make you cry, I know, to hear what he can tell; but
never mind, never mind, it will be all over, and you will smile again—I
know that too—to think how changed he is; you did the same with me. He
said ‘God bless you’ to me when I ran away,” cried the boy
with a burst of affectionate emotion; “and I will say ‘God bless
you’ now, and show him how I love him for it!”</p>
<p>As they approached the town, and at length drove through its narrow streets, it
became matter of no small difficulty to restrain the boy within reasonable
bounds. There was Sowerberry’s the undertaker’s just as it used to
be, only smaller and less imposing in appearance than he remembered
it—there were all the well-known shops and houses, with almost every one
of which he had some slight incident connected—there was Gamfield’s
cart, the very cart he used to have, standing at the old public-house
door—there was the workhouse, the dreary prison of his youthful days,
with its dismal windows frowning on the street—there was the same lean
porter standing at the gate, at sight of whom Oliver involuntarily shrunk back,
and then laughed at himself for being so foolish, then cried, then laughed
again—there were scores of faces at the doors and windows that he knew
quite well—there was nearly everything as if he had left it but
yesterday, and all his recent life had been but a happy dream.</p>
<p>But it was pure, earnest, joyful reality. They drove straight to the door of
the chief hotel (which Oliver used to stare up at, with awe, and think a mighty
palace, but which had somehow fallen off in grandeur and size); and here was
Mr. Grimwig all ready to receive them, kissing the young lady, and the old one
too, when they got out of the coach, as if he were the grandfather of the whole
party, all smiles and kindness, and not offering to eat his head—no, not
once; not even when he contradicted a very old postboy about the nearest road
to London, and maintained he knew it best, though he had only come that way
once, and that time fast asleep. There was dinner prepared, and there were
bedrooms ready, and everything was arranged as if by magic.</p>
<p>Notwithstanding all this, when the hurry of the first half-hour was over, the
same silence and constraint prevailed that had marked their journey down. Mr.
Brownlow did not join them at dinner, but remained in a separate room. The two
other gentlemen hurried in and out with anxious faces, and, during the short
intervals when they were present, conversed apart. Once, Mrs. Maylie was called
away, and after being absent for nearly an hour, returned with eyes swollen
with weeping. All these things made Rose and Oliver, who were not in any new
secrets, nervous and uncomfortable. They sat wondering, in silence; or, if they
exchanged a few words, spoke in whispers, as if they were afraid to hear the
sound of their own voices.</p>
<p>At length, when nine o’clock had come, and they began to think they were
to hear no more that night, Mr. Losberne and Mr. Grimwig entered the room,
followed by Mr. Brownlow and a man whom Oliver almost shrieked with surprise to
see; for they told him it was his brother, and it was the same man he had met
at the market-town, and seen looking in with Fagin at the window of his little
room. Monks cast a look of hate, which, even then, he could not dissemble, at
the astonished boy, and sat down near the door. Mr. Brownlow, who had papers in
his hand, walked to a table near which Rose and Oliver were seated.</p>
<p>“This is a painful task,” said he, “but these declarations,
which have been signed in London before many gentlemen, must be in substance
repeated here. I would have spared you the degradation, but we must hear them
from your own lips before we part, and you know why.”</p>
<p>“Go on,” said the person addressed, turning away his face.
“Quick. I have almost done enough, I think. Don’t keep me
here.”</p>
<p>“This child,” said Mr. Brownlow, drawing Oliver to him, and laying
his hand upon his head, “is your half-brother; the illegitimate son of
your father, my dear friend Edwin Leeford, by poor young Agnes Fleming, who
died in giving him birth.”</p>
<p>“Yes,” said Monks, scowling at the trembling boy: the beating of
whose heart he might have heard. “That is the bastard child.”</p>
<p>“The term you use,” said Mr. Brownlow, sternly, “is a
reproach to those long since passed beyond the feeble censure of the world. It
reflects disgrace on no one living, except you who use it. Let that pass. He
was born in this town.”</p>
<p>“In the workhouse of this town,” was the sullen reply. “You
have the story there.” He pointed impatiently to the papers as he spoke.</p>
<p>“I must have it here, too,” said Mr. Brownlow, looking round upon
the listeners.</p>
<p>“Listen then! You!” returned Monks. “His father being taken
ill at Rome, was joined by his wife, my mother, from whom he had been long
separated, who went from Paris and took me with her—to look after his
property, for what I know, for she had no great affection for him, nor he for
her. He knew nothing of us, for his senses were gone, and he slumbered on till
next day, when he died. Among the papers in his desk, were two, dated on the
night his illness first came on, directed to yourself”; he addressed
himself to Mr. Brownlow; “and enclosed in a few short lines to you, with
an intimation on the cover of the package that it was not to be forwarded till
after he was dead. One of these papers was a letter to this girl Agnes; the
other a will.”</p>
<p>“What of the letter?” asked Mr. Brownlow.</p>
<p>“The letter?—A sheet of paper crossed and crossed again, with a
penitent confession, and prayers to God to help her. He had palmed a tale on
the girl that some secret mystery—to be explained one day—prevented
his marrying her just then; and so she had gone on, trusting patiently to him,
until she trusted too far, and lost what none could ever give her back. She
was, at that time, within a few months of her confinement. He told her all he
had meant to do, to hide her shame, if he had lived, and prayed her, if he
died, not to curse his memory, or think the consequences of their sin would be
visited on her or their young child; for all the guilt was his. He reminded her
of the day he had given her the little locket and the ring with her christian
name engraved upon it, and a blank left for that which he hoped one day to have
bestowed upon her—prayed her yet to keep it, and wear it next her heart,
as she had done before—and then ran on, wildly, in the same words, over
and over again, as if he had gone distracted. I believe he had.”</p>
<p>“The will,” said Mr. Brownlow, as Oliver’s tears fell fast.</p>
<p>Monks was silent.</p>
<p>“The will,” said Mr. Brownlow, speaking for him, “was in the
same spirit as the letter. He talked of miseries which his wife had brought
upon him; of the rebellious disposition, vice, malice, and premature bad
passions of you his only son, who had been trained to hate him; and left you,
and your mother, each an annuity of eight hundred pounds. The bulk of his
property he divided into two equal portions—one for Agnes Fleming, and
the other for their child, if it should be born alive, and ever come of age. If
it were a girl, it was to inherit the money unconditionally; but if a boy, only
on the stipulation that in his minority he should never have stained his name
with any public act of dishonour, meanness, cowardice, or wrong. He did this,
he said, to mark his confidence in the mother, and his conviction—only
strengthened by approaching death—that the child would share her gentle
heart, and noble nature. If he were disappointed in this expectation, then the
money was to come to you: for then, and not till then, when both children were
equal, would he recognise your prior claim upon his purse, who had none upon
his heart, but had, from an infant, repulsed him with coldness and
aversion.”</p>
<p>“My mother,” said Monks, in a louder tone, “did what a woman
should have done. She burnt this will. The letter never reached its
destination; but that, and other proofs, she kept, in case they ever tried to
lie away the blot. The girl’s father had the truth from her with every
aggravation that her violent hate—I love her for it now—could add.
Goaded by shame and dishonour he fled with his children into a remote corner of
Wales, changing his very name that his friends might never know of his retreat;
and here, no great while afterwards, he was found dead in his bed. The girl had
left her home, in secret, some weeks before; he had searched for her, on foot,
in every town and village near; it was on the night when he returned home,
assured that she had destroyed herself, to hide her shame and his, that his old
heart broke.”</p>
<p>There was a short silence here, until Mr. Brownlow took up the thread of the
narrative.</p>
<p>“Years after this,” he said, “this man’s—Edward
Leeford’s—mother came to me. He had left her, when only eighteen;
robbed her of jewels and money; gambled, squandered, forged, and fled to
London: where for two years he had associated with the lowest outcasts. She was
sinking under a painful and incurable disease, and wished to recover him before
she died. Inquiries were set on foot, and strict searches made. They were
unavailing for a long time, but ultimately successful; and he went back with
her to France.”</p>
<p>“There she died,” said Monks, “after a lingering illness;
and, on her death-bed, she bequeathed these secrets to me, together with her
unquenchable and deadly hatred of all whom they involved—though she need
not have left me that, for I had inherited it long before. She would not
believe that the girl had destroyed herself, and the child too, but was filled
with the impression that a male child had been born, and was alive. I swore to
her, if ever it crossed my path, to hunt it down; never to let it rest; to
pursue it with the bitterest and most unrelenting animosity; to vent upon it
the hatred that I deeply felt, and to spit upon the empty vaunt of that
insulting will by dragging it, if I could, to the very gallows-foot. She was
right. He came in my way at last. I began well; and, but for babbling drabs, I
would have finished as I began!”</p>
<p>As the villain folded his arms tight together, and muttered curses on himself
in the impotence of baffled malice, Mr. Brownlow turned to the terrified group
beside him, and explained that the Jew, who had been his old accomplice and
confidant, had a large reward for keeping Oliver ensnared: of which some part
was to be given up, in the event of his being rescued: and that a dispute on
this head had led to their visit to the country house for the purpose of
identifying him.</p>
<p>“The locket and ring?” said Mr. Brownlow, turning to Monks.</p>
<p>“I bought them from the man and woman I told you of, who stole them from
the nurse, who stole them from the corpse,” answered Monks without
raising his eyes. “You know what became of them.”</p>
<p>Mr. Brownlow merely nodded to Mr. Grimwig, who disappearing with great
alacrity, shortly returned, pushing in Mrs. Bumble, and dragging her unwilling
consort after him.</p>
<p>“Do my hi’s deceive me!” cried Mr. Bumble, with ill-feigned
enthusiasm, “or is that little Oliver? Oh O-li-ver, if you know’d
how I’ve been a-grieving for you—”</p>
<p>“Hold your tongue, fool,” murmured Mrs. Bumble.</p>
<p>“Isn’t natur, natur, Mrs. Bumble?” remonstrated the workhouse
master. “Can’t I be supposed to feel—<i>I</i> as brought him
up porochially—when I see him a-setting here among ladies and gentlemen
of the very affablest description! I always loved that boy as if he’d
been my—my—my own grandfather,” said Mr. Bumble, halting for
an appropriate comparison. “Master Oliver, my dear, you remember the
blessed gentleman in the white waistcoat? Ah! he went to heaven last week, in a
oak coffin with plated handles, Oliver.”</p>
<p>“Come, sir,” said Mr. Grimwig, tartly; “suppress your
feelings.”</p>
<p>“I will do my endeavours, sir,” replied Mr. Bumble. “How do
you do, sir? I hope you are very well.”</p>
<p>This salutation was addressed to Mr. Brownlow, who had stepped up to within a
short distance of the respectable couple. He inquired, as he pointed to Monks,</p>
<p>“Do you know that person?”</p>
<p>“No,” replied Mrs. Bumble flatly.</p>
<p>“Perhaps <i>you</i> don’t?” said Mr. Brownlow, addressing her
spouse.</p>
<p>“I never saw him in all my life,” said Mr. Bumble.</p>
<p>“Nor sold him anything, perhaps?”</p>
<p>“No,” replied Mrs. Bumble.</p>
<p>“You never had, perhaps, a certain gold locket and ring?” said Mr.
Brownlow.</p>
<p>“Certainly not,” replied the matron. “Why are we brought here
to answer to such nonsense as this?”</p>
<p>Again Mr. Brownlow nodded to Mr. Grimwig; and again that gentleman limped away
with extraordinary readiness. But not again did he return with a stout man and
wife; for this time, he led in two palsied women, who shook and tottered as
they walked.</p>
<p>“You shut the door the night old Sally died,” said the foremost
one, raising her shrivelled hand, “but you couldn’t shut out the
sound, nor stop the chinks.”</p>
<p>“No, no,” said the other, looking round her and wagging her
toothless jaws. “No, no, no.”</p>
<p>“We heard her try to tell you what she’d done, and saw you take a
paper from her hand, and watched you too, next day, to the pawnbroker’s
shop,” said the first.</p>
<p>“Yes,” added the second, “and it was a ‘locket and gold
ring.’ We found out that, and saw it given you. We were by. Oh! we were
by.”</p>
<p>“And we know more than that,” resumed the first, “for she
told us often, long ago, that the young mother had told her that, feeling she
should never get over it, she was on her way, at the time that she was taken
ill, to die near the grave of the father of the child.”</p>
<p>“Would you like to see the pawnbroker himself?” asked Mr. Grimwig
with a motion towards the door.</p>
<p>“No,” replied the woman; “if he”—she pointed to
Monks—“has been coward enough to confess, as I see he has, and you
have sounded all these hags till you have found the right ones, I have nothing
more to say. I <i>did</i> sell them, and they’re where you’ll never
get them. What then?”</p>
<p>“Nothing,” replied Mr. Brownlow, “except that it remains for
us to take care that neither of you is employed in a situation of trust again.
You may leave the room.”</p>
<p>“I hope,” said Mr. Bumble, looking about him with great ruefulness,
as Mr. Grimwig disappeared with the two old women: “I hope that this
unfortunate little circumstance will not deprive me of my porochial
office?”</p>
<p>“Indeed it will,” replied Mr. Brownlow. “You may make up your
mind to that, and think yourself well off besides.”</p>
<p>“It was all Mrs. Bumble. She <i>would</i> do it,” urged Mr. Bumble;
first looking round to ascertain that his partner had left the room.</p>
<p>“That is no excuse,” replied Mr. Brownlow. “You were present
on the occasion of the destruction of these trinkets, and indeed are the more
guilty of the two, in the eye of the law; for the law supposes that your wife
acts under your direction.”</p>
<p>“If the law supposes that,” said Mr. Bumble, squeezing his hat
emphatically in both hands, “the law is a ass—a idiot. If
that’s the eye of the law, the law is a bachelor; and the worst I wish
the law is, that his eye may be opened by experience—by
experience.”</p>
<p>Laying great stress on the repetition of these two words, Mr. Bumble fixed his
hat on very tight, and putting his hands in his pockets, followed his helpmate
downstairs.</p>
<p>“Young lady,” said Mr. Brownlow, turning to Rose, “give me
your hand. Do not tremble. You need not fear to hear the few remaining words we
have to say.”</p>
<p>“If they have—I do not know how they can, but if they
have—any reference to me,” said Rose, “pray let me hear them
at some other time. I have not strength or spirits now.”</p>
<p>“Nay,” returned the old gentlman, drawing her arm through his;
“you have more fortitude than this, I am sure. Do you know this young
lady, sir?”</p>
<p>“Yes,” replied Monks.</p>
<p>“I never saw you before,” said Rose faintly.</p>
<p>“I have seen you often,” returned Monks.</p>
<p>“The father of the unhappy Agnes had <i>two</i> daughters,” said
Mr. Brownlow. “What was the fate of the other—the child?”</p>
<p>“The child,” replied Monks, “when her father died in a
strange place, in a strange name, without a letter, book, or scrap of paper
that yielded the faintest clue by which his friends or relatives could be
traced—the child was taken by some wretched cottagers, who reared it as
their own.”</p>
<p>“Go on,” said Mr. Brownlow, signing to Mrs. Maylie to approach.
“Go on!”</p>
<p>“You couldn’t find the spot to which these people had
repaired,” said Monks, “but where friendship fails, hatred will
often force a way. My mother found it, after a year of cunning search—ay,
and found the child.”</p>
<p>“She took it, did she?”</p>
<p>“No. The people were poor and began to sicken—at least the man
did—of their fine humanity; so she left it with them, giving them a small
present of money which would not last long, and promised more, which she never
meant to send. She didn’t quite rely, however, on their discontent and
poverty for the child’s unhappiness, but told the history of the
sister’s shame, with such alterations as suited her; bade them take good
heed of the child, for she came of bad blood; and told them she was
illegitimate, and sure to go wrong at one time or other. The circumstances
countenanced all this; the people believed it; and there the child dragged on
an existence, miserable enough even to satisfy us, until a widow lady,
residing, then, at Chester, saw the girl by chance, pitied her, and took her
home. There was some cursed spell, I think, against us; for in spite of all our
efforts she remained there and was happy. I lost sight of her, two or three
years ago, and saw her no more until a few months back.”</p>
<p>“Do you see her now?”</p>
<p>“Yes. Leaning on your arm.”</p>
<p>“But not the less my niece,” cried Mrs. Maylie, folding the
fainting girl in her arms; “not the less my dearest child. I would not
lose her now, for all the treasures of the world. My sweet companion, my own
dear girl!”</p>
<p>“The only friend I ever had,” cried Rose, clinging to her.
“The kindest, best of friends. My heart will burst. I cannot bear all
this.”</p>
<p>“You have borne more, and have been, through all, the best and gentlest
creature that ever shed happiness on every one she knew,” said Mrs.
Maylie, embracing her tenderly. “Come, come, my love, remember who this
is who waits to clasp you in his arms, poor child! See here—look, look,
my dear!”</p>
<p>“Not aunt,” cried Oliver, throwing his arms about her neck;
“I’ll never call her aunt—sister, my own dear sister, that
something taught my heart to love so dearly from the first! Rose, dear, darling
Rose!”</p>
<p>Let the tears which fell, and the broken words which were exchanged in the long
close embrace between the orphans, be sacred. A father, sister, and mother,
were gained, and lost, in that one moment. Joy and grief were mingled in the
cup; but there were no bitter tears: for even grief itself arose so softened,
and clothed in such sweet and tender recollections, that it became a solemn
pleasure, and lost all character of pain.</p>
<p>They were a long, long time alone. A soft tap at the door, at length announced
that some one was without. Oliver opened it, glided away, and gave place to
Harry Maylie.</p>
<p>“I know it all,” he said, taking a seat beside the lovely girl.
“Dear Rose, I know it all.”</p>
<p>“I am not here by accident,” he added after a lengthened silence;
“nor have I heard all this to-night, for I knew it yesterday—only
yesterday. Do you guess that I have come to remind you of a promise?”</p>
<p>“Stay,” said Rose. “You <i>do</i> know all.”</p>
<p>“All. You gave me leave, at any time within a year, to renew the subject
of our last discourse.”</p>
<p>“I did.”</p>
<p>“Not to press you to alter your determination,” pursued the young
man, “but to hear you repeat it, if you would. I was to lay whatever of
station or fortune I might possess at your feet, and if you still adhered to
your former determination, I pledged myself, by no word or act, to seek to
change it.”</p>
<p>“The same reasons which influenced me then, will influence me now,”
said Rose firmly. “If I ever owed a strict and rigid duty to her, whose
goodness saved me from a life of indigence and suffering, when should I ever
feel it, as I should to-night? It is a struggle,” said Rose, “but
one I am proud to make; it is a pang, but one my heart shall bear.”</p>
<p>“The disclosure of to-night,”—Harry began.</p>
<p>“The disclosure of to-night,” replied Rose softly, “leaves me
in the same position, with reference to you, as that in which I stood
before.”</p>
<p>“You harden your heart against me, Rose,” urged her lover.</p>
<p>“Oh Harry, Harry,” said the young lady, bursting into tears;
“I wish I could, and spare myself this pain.”</p>
<p>“Then why inflict it on yourself?” said Harry, taking her hand.
“Think, dear Rose, think what you have heard to-night.”</p>
<p>“And what have I heard! What have I heard!” cried Rose. “That
a sense of his deep disgrace so worked upon my own father that he shunned
all—there, we have said enough, Harry, we have said enough.”</p>
<p>“Not yet, not yet,” said the young man, detaining her as she rose.
“My hopes, my wishes, prospects, feeling: every thought in life except my
love for you: have undergone a change. I offer you, now, no distinction among a
bustling crowd; no mingling with a world of malice and detraction, where the
blood is called into honest cheeks by aught but real disgrace and shame; but a
home—a heart and home—yes, dearest Rose, and those, and those
alone, are all I have to offer.”</p>
<p>“What do you mean!” she faltered.</p>
<p>“I mean but this—that when I left you last, I left you with a firm
determination to level all fancied barriers between yourself and me; resolved
that if my world could not be yours, I would make yours mine; that no pride of
birth should curl the lip at you, for I would turn from it. This I have done.
Those who have shrunk from me because of this, have shrunk from you, and proved
you so far right. Such power and patronage: such relatives of influence and
rank: as smiled upon me then, look coldly now; but there are smiling fields and
waving trees in England’s richest county; and by one village
church—mine, Rose, my own!—there stands a rustic dwelling which you
can make me prouder of, than all the hopes I have renounced, measured a
thousandfold. This is my rank and station now, and here I lay it down!”</p>
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<p>“It’s a trying thing waiting supper for lovers,” said Mr.
Grimwig, waking up, and pulling his pocket-handkerchief from over his head.</p>
<p>Truth to tell, the supper had been waiting a most unreasonable time. Neither
Mrs. Maylie, nor Harry, nor Rose (who all came in together), could offer a word
in extenuation.</p>
<p>“I had serious thoughts of eating my head to-night,” said Mr.
Grimwig, “for I began to think I should get nothing else. I’ll take
the liberty, if you’ll allow me, of saluting the bride that is to
be.”</p>
<p>Mr. Grimwig lost no time in carrying this notice into effect upon the blushing
girl; and the example, being contagious, was followed both by the doctor and
Mr. Brownlow: some people affirm that Harry Maylie had been observed to set it,
originally, in a dark room adjoining; but the best authorities consider this
downright scandal: he being young and a clergyman.</p>
<p>“Oliver, my child,” said Mrs. Maylie, “where have you been,
and why do you look so sad? There are tears stealing down your face at this
moment. What is the matter?”</p>
<p>It is a world of disappointment: often to the hopes we most cherish, and hopes
that do our nature the greatest honour.</p>
<p>Poor Dick was dead!</p>
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