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<h2><SPAN name="CONVERSION" id="CONVERSION"></SPAN>CONVERSION.</h2>
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<span class="i0">I have lived this life as the skeptic lives it;<br/></span>
<span class="i2">I have said the sweetness was less than the gall;<br/></span>
<span class="i0">Praising, nor cursing, the Hand that gives it,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">I have drifted aimlessly through it all.<br/></span>
<span class="i0">I have scoffed at the tale of a so-called heaven;<br/></span>
<span class="i2">I have laughed at the thought of a Supreme Friend;<br/></span>
<span class="i0">I have said that it only to man was given<br/></span>
<span class="i2">To live, to endure; and to die was the end.<br/></span></div>
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<span class="i0">But I know that a good God reigneth,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">Generous-hearted and kind and true;<br/></span>
<span class="i0">Since unto a worm like me he deigneth<br/></span>
<span class="i2">To send so royal a gift as you.<br/></span>
<span class="i0">Bright as a star you gleam on my bosom,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">Sweet as a rose that the wild bee sips;<br/></span>
<span class="i0">And I know, my own, my beautiful blossom,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">That none but a God could mould such lips.<br/></span></div>
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<span class="i0">And I believe, in the fullest measure<br/></span>
<span class="i2">That ever a strong man's heart could hold,<br/></span>
<span class="i0">In all the tales of heavenly pleasure<br/></span>
<span class="i2">By poets sung or by prophets told;<br/></span>
<span class="i0">For in the joy of your shy, sweet kisses,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">Your pulsing touch and your languid sigh<br/></span>
<span class="i0">I am filled and thrilled with better blisses<br/></span>
<span class="i2">Than ever were claimed for souls on high.<br/></span></div>
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<span class="i0">And now I have faith in all the stories<br/></span>
<span class="i2">Told of the beauties of unseen lands;<br/></span>
<span class="i0">Of royal splendors and marvellous glories<br/></span>
<span class="i2">Of the golden city not made with hands<br/></span>
<span class="i0">For the silken beauty of falling tresses,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">Of lips all dewy and cheeks aglow,<br/></span>
<span class="i0">With—what the mind in a half trance guesses<br/></span>
<span class="i2">Of the twin perfection of drifts of snow;<br/></span></div>
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<span class="i0">Of limbs like marble, of thigh and shoulder<br/></span>
<span class="i2">Carved like a statue in high relief—<br/></span>
<span class="i0">These, as the eyes and the thoughts grow bolder,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">Leave no room for an unbelief.<br/></span>
<span class="i0">So my lady, my queen most royal,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">My skepticism has passed away;<br/></span>
<span class="i0">If you are true to me, true and loyal,<br/></span>
<span class="i2">I will believe till the Judgment-day.<br/></span></div>
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