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<h3>CHAPTER II.</h3>
<h4>RETROSPECTIVE.—FIRST YEAR.<br/> </h4>
<p>George Bertram had returned to town that Sunday after the conference
in Miss Baker's little room not in the very best of moods. He had
talked glibly enough on his way back, because it had been necessary
for him to hide his chagrin; but he had done so in a cynical tone,
which had given Harcourt to understand that something was wrong. For
some ten days after that there had been no intercourse between him
and Littlebath; and then he had written a letter to Caroline, full of
argument, full also of tenderness, in which he essayed to move her
from her high resolve. He had certainly written strongly, if not
well. "He was working," he said, "nearly as hard as a man could work,
in order to insure success for her. Nothing he was aware but the idea
that he was already justified in looking on her as his wife would
have induced him to labour so strictly; and for this he was grateful
to her. She had given him this great and necessary incitement; and he
therefore thanked God that he had on his shoulders the burden, as
well as in his heart the blessing, of such an engagement. But the
strain would be too great for him if the burden were to remain
present to him daily, while the blessing was to be postponed for so
long a time. He had already felt his spirits numbed and his energy
weakened. It seemed to him in all his daily work that his great hope
had been robbed from him. His dreams told him that he was to be
happy, but his waking moments brought him back to disappointment. He
knew that he could not endure it, that he could not remain there at
his post, diligent as he fain would be, if his reward were to be
postponed for so long. As being under a holy engagement to you," he
wrote, perhaps almost too solemnly, "I have given up that sort of
life to which my natural disposition might have led me. Do not
suppose that I say this with regret. I rejoice to have done so,
rejoice to be so doing; but it is for you that I do it. Should I not
look to you for my reward? Granting that there may be risk, shall not
I share it? Supposing that there may be suffering, shall not I endure
it? And if a man with his best efforts may protect a woman from
suffering, I will protect you." So he had written, and had ended by
imploring her to let them be married that autumn.</p>
<p>By return of post he got three lines from her, calling him her
dearest, dearest George, and requesting that he would allow her a
week to answer his letter at length. It could not be answered without
deep thought. This gratified him much, and he wrote another note to
her, begging her on no account to hurry herself; that he would wait
for her reply with the utmost patience; but again imploring her to be
merciful. It was, however, apparent in the tone of his note, apparent
at least to Caroline, that he judged the eloquence of his letter to
be unanswerable, and that he was already counting on her surrender.
This lessened the effect of it on Caroline's heart;—for when first
received it had had a strong effect.</p>
<p>On that first morning, when she read it in her bedroom before she
went down to breakfast, it certainly had a strong effect on her. She
made up her mind that she would say nothing about it to her aunt, at
any rate on that day. Her aunt would have advised her to yield at
once, and she would have preferred some counsellor of a sterner sort.
So she put the letter in her pocket, went down tranquilly to
breakfast, and after breakfast wrote the note which we have
mentioned.</p>
<p>All that day she thought about it to herself, and all the next day.
On the evening of the second day she had all but brought herself to
give in. Then came George's note, and the fancied tone of triumph
hardened her heart once more. On the evening of that day she was firm
to her principles. She had acted hitherto, and would continue to act,
according to the course she had laid down for herself.</p>
<p>On the fourth day she was sitting in the drawing-room alone—for her
aunt had gone out of Littlebath for the day—when Adela Gauntlet came
to call on her. Adela she knew would counsel her to yield, and
therefore she would certainly not have gone to Adela for advice. But
she was sad at heart; and sitting there with the letter among her
threads and needles before her, she gradually found it impossible not
to talk of it—to talk of it, and at last to hand it over to be read.</p>
<p>There could be no doubt at all as to the nature of Adela's advice;
but Caroline had had no conception of the impetuosity of matured
conviction on the subject, of the impassioned eloquence with which
that advice would be given. She had been far from thinking that Adela
had any such power of passion.</p>
<p>"Well," said she, as Adela slowly folded the sheet and put it back
into its envelope; "well; what answer shall I make to it?"</p>
<p>"Can you doubt, Caroline?" said Adela, and Miss Gauntlet's eyes shone
as Caroline had never before seen them shine.</p>
<p>"Indeed, I do doubt; doubt very much. Not that I ought to doubt. What
I knew to be wise a week ago, I know also to be wise now. But one is
so weak, and it is so hard to refuse those whom we love."</p>
<p>"Hard, indeed!" said Adela. "To my thinking, a woman would have a
stone instead of a heart who could refuse such a request as that from
a man to whom she has confessed her love."</p>
<p>"But because you love a man, would you wish to make a beggar of him?"</p>
<p>"We are too much afraid of what we call beggary," said Adela.
"Beggary, Caroline, with four hundred pounds a year! You had no right
to accept a man if you intended to decline to live with him on such
an income as that. He should make no request; it should come from him
as a demand."</p>
<p>"A demand. No; his time for demands has not yet come."</p>
<p>"But it has come if you are true to your word. You should have
thought of all this, and no doubt did think of it, before you
accepted him. You have no right now to make him wretched."</p>
<p>"And, therefore, I will not make him poor."</p>
<p>"Poor, poor! How fearfully afraid we are of poverty! Is there nothing
worse than poverty, what you call poverty—poverty that cannot have
its gowns starched above once a week?" Caroline stared at her, but
Adela went on. "Broken hearts are not half so bad as that; nor daily
tears and disappointed hopes, nor dry, dull, dead, listless
despondency without one drop of water to refresh it! All that is as
nothing to a well-grounded apprehension as to one's larder! Never
marry till you are sure that will be full, let the heart be ever so
empty."</p>
<p>"Adela!"</p>
<p>"For others there may be excuse," she continued, thinking then, as
always, of that scene at West Putford, and defending to herself him
whom to herself she so often accused; "but for you there can be none.
If you drive him from you now, whatever evil may befall him will lie
like a weight of lead upon your heart. If you refuse him now, he is
not the man to take it quietly and wait."</p>
<p>"I can live without him."</p>
<p>"Yes; it is your pride to say so; and I believe you could live
without him. But I think too well of you to believe that you could
live happily without him; nor will he be happy without you. You will
both be proud, and stony-hearted, and wretched—stony-hearted at
least in appearance; not fortunate enough to become so in reality."</p>
<p>"Why, Adela, one would think that you yourself were the victim of
some passion nipped in its bud by a cruel prudence."</p>
<p>"And so I am." As she said this she rose from her seat as though she
intended, standing there before her companion, to go on with her
impassioned warning. But the effect was too much for her; and falling
down on her knees, with her face buried in her hands, she rested them
on the sofa, and gave way to sobs and tears.</p>
<p>Caroline was of course much shocked, and did what she could to
relieve her; but Adela merely begged that she might be left to
herself one minute. "One minute," she said, plaintively, in a voice
so different from that she had used just now; "one minute and I shall
be well again. I have been very foolish, but never say anything about
it; never, never, not to any one; promise me, promise me, Caroline.
Dear Caroline, you do promise me? No one knows it; no one must know
it."</p>
<p>Caroline did promise; but with a natural curiosity she wanted to know
the whole story. Adela, however, would tell her nothing, would say no
more about herself. In the agony of her strong feeling she had once
pointed to herself as a beacon; but even she herself could not endure
to do this again. She would say nothing further about that; but in a
more plaintive and softer tone she did not cease to implore her
friend not to throw away from her the rich heart which was still
within her grasp.</p>
<p>A scene such as this could not but have an effect on Caroline; but it
did not ultimately have that which Adela had wished. It was Miss
Waddington's doctrine that she should not under any circumstances of
life permit herself to be carried away by passion. Why then should
she allow Adela's passion to convince her? What were the facts? Of
Adela's own case she knew nothing. It might be that she had been
cruelly treated. Her friends, her lover, or even she herself might
have been in fault. But it would surely be the extreme of folly for
her, Caroline Waddington, to allow herself to be actuated by the
example of one who had not even shown her of what that example
consisted.</p>
<p>The upshot of it all was, that at the end of the week she wrote to
George, declaring that, grieved as she was to grieve him, she felt
herself obliged to adhere to her former resolution. She also wrote
strongly, and perhaps with more force of logic than her lover had
done. "I trust the time will come," she said, "when you will
acknowledge that I have been right. But of this I am quite sure, that
were I now to yield to you, the time would come very quickly when you
would acknowledge me to have been wrong; and that you should then
think me to have been wrong would kill me. I am not, I know, fitted,
either by disposition or education, to be a poor man's wife. I say
this with no pride; though if you choose to take it for pride, I
cannot help myself. Nor are you fitted to be the husband of a poor
wife. Your love and enthusiasm now make you look on want as a slight
evil; but have you ever tried want? Since you left school, have you
not had everything that money could buy you? Have you ever been
called on to deny yourself any reasonable wish? Never, I believe. Nor
have I. What right have we then to suppose that we can do that for
each other which we have never yet done for ourselves?</p>
<p>"You talk of the misery of waiting. Is it not because you have as yet
known no misery? Have not all men to wait who look for success in
life?—to work, and wait, and bide their time? Your present work is,
I know, too hard. In whatever you do, you have too much enthusiasm.
Do not kill yourself by work. For my sake, if I may still plead my
own sake, do not do so. You say you have given up that sort of life
to which your disposition would have led you. I do not believe your
disposition to be bad, and I should be grieved to think that you
debar yourself from pleasures that are not bad because you are
engaged to me." There was that in the eagerness of Bertram's
protestations on this point which could not but be flattering to any
girl; but Caroline, when she thought of it, did not wish to be so
flattered. She required less passion in her lover and more judgment.
She wanted him to be more awake to the fact that the true meaning of
their engagement was this, that they two should join themselves
together in their world's battle, in order that together each might
fight that battle more successfully than either of them could do
apart.</p>
<p>"I write this with great grief," she continued, "as I know that what
I write will grieve you. But I write it under a conviction that I am
doing my duty by you. I am ready, however, to acknowledge that such a
delay may not be in consonance with your intentions when you proposed
to me. That neither of us have deceived the other wilfully I am quite
sure; but it may be that we have misunderstood each other. If so,
dear George, let all this be as though it had never been. I do not
say this on my own behalf. If you so wish it, I am ready to hold
myself as yours, and to wait. Ready, I have said! That is a cold
word, and you may supply any other that your heart wishes. But if
this waiting be contrary to your wishes, be what you are not willing
to endure, then consider the matter as altogether in your own hands.
I certainly have no right to bind you to my will; all that I ask in
such case is, that your decision shall not be delayed."</p>
<p>Such was Miss Waddington's letter; a portion of it, at least, for not
above the half has been given here. Its effect upon Bertram had not
been exhilarating. In his heart he called her cold and heartless, and
at first resolved to take her at her word and break off from her. He
would willingly have done so as far as she was concerned; but he
could not bring himself to do it on his own part. He could not endure
to part with her, though he would willingly have punished her by
telling her that she had forfeited her claim to him. As it was, he
did nothing. For three weeks he neither answered the letter nor went
near her, nor gave her any token that he was thinking about her.</p>
<p>Then came a note from Miss Baker, asking him to come to Littlebath.
It was good-humoured, playful, almost witty; too much so for Miss
Baker's unassisted epistle-craft, and he at once saw that Caroline
had dictated it. Her heart at any rate was light. He answered it by
one equally good-humoured and playful, and perhaps more witty,
addressed of course to Miss Baker, in which he excused himself at
present in consequence of the multiplicity of his town engagements.
It was June, and he could not get away without making himself guilty
of all manner of perjuries; but in August he would certainly take
Littlebath on his way to Scotland.</p>
<p>He had intended that every light word should be a dagger in
Caroline's bosom; but there was not a pin's prick in the whole of it.
Sullen grief on his part would have hurt her. And it would have hurt
her had he taken her at her word and annulled their engagement; for
she had begun to find that she loved him more than she had thought
possible. She had talked in her prudence, and written in her
prudence, of giving him up; but when the time came in which she might
expect a letter from him, saying that so it should be, her heart did
tremble at the postman's knock; she did feel that she had something
to fear. But his joyous, clever, laughing answer to her aunt was all
that she could wish. Though she loved him, she could wait; though she
loved him, she did not wish him to be sad when he was away from her.
She had reason and measure in her love; but it was love, as she began
to find—almost to her own astonishment.</p>
<p>George had alluded not untruly to his own engagements. On the day
after he received Caroline's letter he shut up Coke upon Lyttleton
for that term, and shook the dust off his feet on the threshold of
Mr. Die's chambers. Why should he work? why sit there filling his
brain with cobwebs, pouring over old fusty rules couched in obscure
language, and useful only for assisting mankind to cheat each other?
He had had an object; but that was gone. He had wished to prove to
one heart, to one soul, that, young as he was, poor as he was, she
need not fear to trust herself to his guardianship. Despite his musty
toils, she did fear. Therefore, he would have no more of them. No
more of them at any rate then, while the sun was shining so brightly.
So he went down to Richmond with Twisleton and Madden, and Hopgood
and Fortescue. Heaven knows what they did when they got back to town
that night—or, rather, perhaps heaven's enemy. And why not? Caroline
did not care whether or no he amused himself as other men do. For her
sake he had kept himself from these things. As she was indifferent,
why need he care? He cared no longer. There was no more law that
term; no more eulogy from gratified Mr. Die; but of jovial days at
Richmond or elsewhere there were plenty; plenty also of jovial
Bacchanalian nights in London. Miss Waddington had been very prudent;
but there might perhaps have been a prudence yet more desirable.</p>
<p>He did go down to Littlebath on his way to Scotland, and remained
there three days. He made up his mind as he journeyed down to say
nothing about their late correspondence to Caroline till she should
first speak of it; and as she had come to an exactly similar
resolution on her part, and as both adhered to their intentions, it
so fell out that nothing in the matter was said by either of them.
Caroline was quite satisfied; but not so Bertram. He again said to
himself that she was cold and passionless; as cold as she is
beautiful, he declared as he walked home to the "Plough." How very
many young gentlemen have made the same soliloquy when their
mistresses have not been so liberal as they would have had them!</p>
<p>The lovers passed the three days together at Littlebath with apparent
satisfaction. They rode together, and walked together, and on one
evening danced together; nay, they talked together, and Miss Baker
thought that everything was smooth. But Bertram, as he went off to
Scotland, said to himself that she was very, very cold, and began to
question with himself whether she did really love him.</p>
<p>"Do write to me, and tell me what sport you have," Caroline had said
when he went away. What a subject for a woman to choose for her
lover's letters! She never said, "Write, write often; and always when
you write, swear that you love me." "Oh, yes, I'll write," said
Bertram, laughing. "I'll give you a succinct account of every brace."
"And send some of them too," said Miss Baker. "Certainly," said
George; and so he did.</p>
<p>He was joined with Harcourt and one or two others in this trip to
Scotland, and it was then that he told his friend how much he was
disturbed by Miss Waddington's obstinacy; and how he doubted, not as
to her heart being his, but as to her having a heart to belong to any
one. In answer to this, Harcourt gave him pretty nearly the same
counsel as she had done. "Wait, my dear fellow, with a little
patience; you'll have lots of time before you for married troubles.
What's the use of a man having half-a-score of children round him
just when he is beginning to enjoy life? It is that that Miss
Waddington thinks about; though, of course, she can't tell you so."</p>
<p>And then, also—that is to say, on some occasion a little subsequent
to the conversation above alluded to—Bertram also told his friend
what he knew of Miss Waddington's birth.</p>
<p>"Whew-w-w," whistled Harcourt; "is that the case? Well, now I am
surprised."</p>
<p>"It is, indeed."</p>
<p>"And he has agreed to the marriage?"</p>
<p>"He knows of it, and has not disagreed. Indeed, he made some peddling
little offer about money."</p>
<p>"But what has he said to you about it?"</p>
<p>"Nothing, not a word. I have only seen him once since Christmas, and
then I did not speak of it; nor did he."</p>
<p>Harcourt asked fifty other questions on the matter, all eagerly, as
though he considered this newly-learned fact to be of the greatest
importance: all of which Bertram answered, till at last he was tired
of talking of his uncle.</p>
<p>"I cannot see that it makes any difference," said he, "whose
granddaughter she is."</p>
<p>"But it does make the greatest difference. I own that I am surprised
now that Miss Waddington should wish to delay the marriage. I thought
I understood her feelings and conduct on the matter, and must say
that I regarded them as admirable. But I cannot quite understand her
now. It certainly seems to me that with such a guarantee as that she
needs be afraid of nothing. Whichever of you he selected, it would
come to the same thing."</p>
<p>"Harcourt, if she would marry me to-morrow because by doing so she
would make sure of my uncle's money, by heaven, I would not take her!
If she will not take me for myself, and what I can do for her, she
may let me alone." Thus majestically spoke Bertram, sitting with his
friend on the side of a Scottish mountain, with a flask of brandy and
a case of sandwiches between them.</p>
<p>"Then," said Harcourt, "you are an ass;" and as he spoke he finished
the flask.</p>
<p>Bertram kept his word, and told his lady-love all particulars as to
the game he killed; some particulars also he gave her as to scenery,
as to his friends, and as to Scotch people. He wrote nice, chatty,
amusing letters, such as most people love to get from their friends;
but he said little or nothing about love. Once or twice he ventured
to tell her of some pretty girl that he met, of some adventure with a
laird's daughter; nay, insinuated laughingly that he had not escaped
from it quite heart-whole. Caroline answered his letter in the same
tone; told him, with excellent comedy, of the leading facts of life
in Littlebath; recommended him by all means to go back after the
laird's daughter; described the joy of her heart at unexpectedly
meeting Mr. M'Gabbery in the pump-room, and her subsequent
disappointment at hearing that there was now a Mrs. M'Gabbery. He had
married that Miss Jones, of whom the parental Potts had so strongly
disapproved. All this was very nice, very amusing, and very friendly.
But Bertram, as a lover, knew that he was not satisfied.</p>
<p>When he had done with the grouse and the laird's daughter he went to
Oxford, but he did not then go again to Littlebath. He went to
Oxford, and from thence to Arthur Wilkinson's parsonage. Here he saw
much of Adela; and consoled himself by talking with her about
Caroline. To her he did not conceal his great anger. While he was
still writing good-humoured, witty letters to his betrothed, he was
saying of her to Adela Gauntlet things harsh—harsher perhaps in that
they were true.</p>
<p>"I had devoted myself to her," he said. "I was working for her as a
galley-slave works, and was contented to do it. I would have borne
anything, risked anything, endured anything, if she would have borne
it with me. All that I have should have gone to shield her from
discomfort. I love her still, Miss Gauntlet; it is perhaps my misery
that I love her. But I can never love her now as I should have done
had she come to me then."</p>
<p>"How can I work now?" he said again. "I shall be called to the bar of
course; there is no difficulty in that; and may perhaps earn what
will make us decently respectable. But the spirit, the high spirit is
gone. She is better pleased that it should be so. She is intolerant
of enthusiasm. Is it not a pity, Miss Gauntlet, that we should be so
different?"</p>
<p>What could Adela say to him? Every word that he uttered was to her a
truth—a weary, melancholy truth; a repetition of that truth which
was devouring her own heart. She sympathized with him fully,
cordially, ardently. She said no word absolutely in dispraise of
Caroline; but she admitted, and at last admitted so often, that,
according to her thinking, Caroline was wrong.</p>
<p>"Wrong!" Bertram would shout. "Can there be a doubt? Can any one with
a heart doubt?" Adela said, "No; no one with a heart could doubt."</p>
<p>"She has no heart," said Bertram. "She is lovely, clever,
fascinating, elegant. She has everything a woman should have except a
heart—except a heart." And then, as he turned away his face, Adela
could see that he brushed his hand across his eyes.</p>
<p>What could she do but weep too? And is it not known to all
men—certainly it is to all women—how dangerous are such tears?</p>
<p>Thus during his stay at Hurst Staple, Bertram was frequently at West
Putford. But he observed that Adela was not often at his cousin's
vicarage, and that Arthur was very seldom at West Putford. The
families, it was clear, were on as good terms as ever. Adela and Mary
and Sophia would be together, and old Mr. Gauntlet would dine at
Hurst Staple, and Arthur would talk about the old rector freely
enough. But Bertram rarely saw Adela unless he went to the rectory,
and though he dined there with the Wilkinson girls three or four
times, Arthur only dined there once.</p>
<p>"Have you and Arthur quarrelled?" said he to Adela one day, laughing
as he spoke.</p>
<p>"Oh, no," said she; but she could not keep down her rebellious colour
as she answered him, and Bertram at once took the hint. To her he
said nothing further on that matter.</p>
<p>"And why don't you marry, Arthur?" he asked the next morning.</p>
<p>And Arthur also blushed, not thinking then of Adela Gauntlet, but of
that pledge which he had given to Lord Stapledean—a pledge of which
he had repented every day since he had given it.</p>
<p>And here it may be explained, that as Arthur Wilkinson had repented
of that pledge, and had felt more strongly from day to day that it
had put him in a false and unworthy position, so did his mother from
day to day feel with less force the compunction which she had at
first expressed as to receiving her son's income. This had become
less and less, and now, perhaps, it could no longer boast of an
existence. The arrangement seemed to her to be so essentially a good
one, her children were provided for in so convenient and so
comfortable a manner, it was so natural that she should regard
herself as the mistress of that house, that perhaps no blame is due
to her in that this compunction ceased. No blame is now heaped upon
her, and the fact is merely stated. She had already learned to regard
herself as the legal owner of that ecclesiastical income; and seeing
that her son deducted a stipend of one hundred and fifty pounds for
merely doing the duty—a curate would have only had the half of that
sum, as she sometimes said to herself—and seeing also that he had
his fellowship, she had no scruple in making him pay fairly for
whatever extra accommodation he received at home—exactly as she
would have done had poor dear old Mr. Wilkinson not been out of the
way. Considering all these comfortable circumstances, poor dear old
Mr. Wilkinson was perhaps not regretted quite so much as might
otherwise have been the case.</p>
<p>Mrs. Wilkinson was in the habit of saying many things from day to day
in praise of that good Lord Stapledean, who had so generously thought
of her and her widowhood. When she did so Arthur would look grim and
say nothing, and his mother would know that he was displeased.
"Surely he cannot begrudge us the income," she had once said to her
eldest daughter. "Oh, no; I am sure he does not," said Mary; "but,
somehow, he is not so happy about things as he used to be." "Then he
must be a very ungrateful boy," said the mother. Indeed, what more
could a young full-fledged vicar want than to have a comfortable
house under his mother's apron-string?</p>
<p>"And why don't you marry?" Bertram had asked his cousin. It was odd
that Arthur should not marry, seeing that Adela Gauntlet lived so
near him, and that Adela was so very, very beautiful.</p>
<p>Up to that day, Bertram had heard nothing of the circumstances under
which the living had been given. Then did Wilkinson tell him the
story, and ended by saying—"You now see that my marriage is quite
out of the question."</p>
<p>Then Bertram began to think that he understood why Adela also
remained unmarried, and he began to ask himself whether all the world
were as cold-hearted as his Caroline. Could it be that Adela also had
refused to venture till her future husband should have a good,
comfortable, disposable income of his own? But, if so, she would not
have sympathized so warmly with him; and if so, what reason could
there be why she and Arthur should not meet each other? Could it then
be that Arthur Wilkinson was such a coward?</p>
<p>He said nothing on the matter to either of them, for neither of them
had confided to him their sorrows—if they had sorrows. He had no
wish to penetrate their secrets. What he had said, and what he had
learnt, he had said and learnt by accident. He himself had not their
gift of reticence, so he talked of his love occasionally to Arthur,
and he talked of it very often to Adela.</p>
<p>And the upshot of his talking to Adela was always this: "Why, oh why,
was not his Caroline more like to her?" Caroline was doubtless the
more beautiful, doubtless the more clever, doubtless the more
fascinating. But what are beauty and talent and fascination without a
heart? He was quite sure that Adela's heart was warm.</p>
<p>He went to Littlebath no more that year. It was well perhaps that he
did not. Well or ill as the case may be. Had he done so, he would, in
his then state of mind, most assuredly have broken with Miss
Waddington. In lieu, however, of accepting Miss Baker's invitation
for Christmas, he went to Hadley and spent two or three days there,
uncomfortable himself, and making the old man uncomfortable also.</p>
<p>Up to this time he had been completely idle—at any rate, as far as
the law was concerned—since the day of his great break down on the
receipt of Miss Waddington's letter. He still kept his Temple
chambers, and when the day came round in October, he made another
annual payment to Mr. Die. On that occasion Mr. Die had spoken rather
seriously to him; but up to that time his period of idleness had
mainly been the period of the long vacation, and Mr. Die was willing
to suppose that this continued payment was a sign that he intended to
settle again to work.</p>
<p>"Will it be impertinent to ask," his uncle at Hadley had said to
him—"will it be impertinent to ask what you and Caroline intend to
do?" At this time Mr. Bertram was aware that his nephew knew in what
relationship they all stood to each other.</p>
<p>"No impertinence at all, sir. But, unfortunately, we have no
intentions in common. We are engaged to be married, and I want to
keep my engagement."</p>
<p>"And she wants to break hers. Well, I cannot but say that she is the
wiser of the two."</p>
<p>"I don't know that her wisdom goes quite so far as that. She is
content to abide the evil day; only she would postpone it."</p>
<p>"That is to say, she has some prudence. Are you aware that I have
proposed to make a considerable addition to her fortune—to hers,
mind—on condition that she would postpone her marriage till next
summer?"</p>
<p>"I did hear something about some sum of money—that you had spoken to
Miss Baker about it, I believe; but I quite forget the particulars."</p>
<p>"You are very indifferent as to money matters, Mr. Barrister."</p>
<p>"I am indifferent as to the money matters of other people, sir. I had
no intention of marrying Miss Waddington for her money before I knew
that she was your granddaughter; nor have I now that I do know it."</p>
<p>"For her money! If you marry her for more money than her own fortune,
and perhaps a couple of thousands added to it, you are likely to be
mistaken."</p>
<p>"I shall never make any mistake of that kind. As far as I am
concerned, you are quite welcome, for me, to keep your two thousand
pounds."</p>
<p>"That's kind of you."</p>
<p>"I would marry her to-morrow without it. I am not at all sure that I
will marry her next year with it. If you exercise any authority over
her as her grandfather, I wish you would tell her so, as coming from
me."</p>
<p>"Upon my word you carry it high as a lover."</p>
<p>"Not too high, I hope, as a man."</p>
<p>"Well, George, remember this once for all"—and now the old man spoke
in a much more serious voice—"I will not interfere at all as her
grandfather. Nor will I have it known that I am such. Do you
understand that?"</p>
<p>"I understand, sir, that it is not your wish that it should be
generally talked of."</p>
<p>"And I trust that wish has been, and will be complied with by you."</p>
<p>This last speech was not put in the form of a question; but George
understood that it was intended to elicit from him a promise for the
future and an assurance as to the past.</p>
<p>"I have mentioned the circumstance to one intimate friend with whom I
was all but obliged to discuss the
<span class="nowrap">matter—"</span></p>
<p>"Obliged to discuss my private concerns, sir!"</p>
<p>"With one friend, sir; with two, indeed; I think—indeed, I fear I
have mentioned it to three."</p>
<p>"Oh! to three! obliged to discuss your own most private concerns as
well as mine with three intimate friends! You are lucky, sir, to have
so many intimate friends. As my concerns have been made known to them
as well as your own, may I ask who they are?"</p>
<p>George then gave up the three names. They were those of Mr. Harcourt,
the Rev. Arthur Wilkinson, and Miss Adela Gauntlet. His uncle was
very angry. Had he utterly denied the fact of his ever having
mentioned the matter to any one, and had it been afterwards
discovered that such denial was false, Mr. Bertram would not have
been by much so angry. The offence and the lie together, but joined
with the fear and deference to which the lie would have testified,
would be nothing so black as the offence without the lie, and without
the fear, and without the deference.</p>
<p>His uncle was very angry, but on that day he said nothing further on
the matter; neither on the next day did he; but on the third day,
just as George was about to leave Hadley, he said, in his usual
bantering tone, "Don't have any more intimate friends, George, as far
as my private matters are concerned."</p>
<p>"No, sir, I will not," said George.</p>
<p>It was in consequence of what Mr. Bertram had then learnt that he
became acquainted with Mr. Harcourt. As Mr. Harcourt had heard this
about his grandchild, he thought it better to see that learned
gentleman. He did see him; and, as has been before stated, they
became intimate with each other.</p>
<p>And so ended the first of these two years.</p>
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