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<h2> CHAPTER XX. THE DECISION OF HEAVEN </h2>
<p>WE were half mad that night, Sapt and Bernenstein and I. The thing seemed
to have got into our blood and to have become part of ourselves. For us it
was inevitable—nay, it was done. Sapt busied himself in preparing
the account of the fire at the hunting-lodge; it was to be communicated to
the journals, and it told with much circumstantiality how Rudolf
Rassendyll had come to visit the king, with James his servant, and, the
king being summoned unexpectedly to the capital, had been awaiting his
Majesty's return when he met his fate. There was a short history of
Rudolf, a glancing reference to his family, a dignified expression of
condolence with his relatives, to whom the king was sending messages of
deepest regret by the hands of Mr. Rassendyll's servant. At another table
young Bernenstein was drawing up, under the constable's direction, a
narrative of Rupert of Hentzau's attempt on the king's life and the king's
courage in defending himself. The count, eager to return (so it ran), had
persuaded the king to meet him by declaring that he held a state-document
of great importance and of a most secret nature; the king, with his
habitual fearlessness, had gone alone, but only to refuse with scorn Count
Rupert's terms. Enraged at this unfavorable reception, the audacious
criminal had made a sudden attack on the king, with what issue all knew.
He had met his own death, while the king, perceiving from a glance at the
document that it compromised well-known persons, had, with the nobility
which marked him, destroyed it unread before the eyes of those who were
rushing in to his rescue. I supplied suggestions and improvements; and,
engrossed in contriving how to blind curious eyes, we forgot the real and
permanent difficulties of the thing we had resolved upon. For us they did
not exist; Sapt met every objection by declaring that the thing had been
done once and could be done again. Bernenstein and I were not behind him
in confidence.</p>
<p>We would guard the secret with brain and hand and life, even as we had
guarded and kept the secret of the queen's letter, which would now go with
Rupert of Hentzau to his grave. Bauer we could catch and silence: nay, who
would listen to such a tale from such a man? Rischenheim was ours; the old
woman would keep her doubts between her teeth for her own sake. To his own
land and his own people Rudolf must be dead while the King of Ruritania
would stand before all Europe recognized, unquestioned, unassailed. True,
he must marry the queen again; Sapt was ready with the means, and would
hear nothing of the difficulty and risk in finding a hand to perform the
necessary ceremony. If we quailed in our courage: we had but to look at
the alternative, and find recompense the perils of what we meant to
undertake by a consideration the desperate risk involved in abandoning it.
Persuaded the substitution of Rudolf for the king was the only thing would
serve our turn, we asked no longer whether it possible, but sought only
the means to make it safe and safe.</p>
<p>But Rudolf himself had not spoken. Sapt's appeal and the queen's imploring
cry had shaken but not overcome him; he had wavered, but he was not won.
Yet there was no talk of impossibility or peril in his mouth, any more
than in ours: those were not what gave him pause. The score on which he
hesitated was whether the thing should be done, not whether it could; our
appeals were not to brace a failing courage, but cajole a sturdy sense of
honor which found the imposture distasteful so soon as it seemed to serve
a personal end. To serve the king he had played the king in old days, but
he did not love to play the king when the profit of it was to be his own.
Hence he was unmoved till his care for the fair fame of the queen and the
love of his friends joined to buffet his resolution.</p>
<p>Then he faltered; but he had not fallen. Yet Colonel Sapt did all as
though he had given his assent, and watched the last hours in which his
flight from Strelsau was possible go quickly by with more than equanimity.
Why hurry Rudolf's resolve? Every moment shut him closer in the trap of an
inevitable choice. With every hour that he was called the king, it became
more impossible for him to bear any other name all his days. Therefore
Sapt let Mr. Rassendyll doubt and struggle, while he himself wrote his
story and laid his long-headed plans. And now and then James, the little
servant, came in and went out, sedate and smug, but with a quiet
satisfaction gleaming in his eyes. He had made a story for a pastime, and
it was being translated into history. He at least would bear his part in
it unflinchingly.</p>
<p>Before now the queen had left us, persuaded to lie down and try to rest
till the matter should be settled. Stilled by Rudolf's gentle rebuke, she
had urged him no more in words, but there was an entreaty in her eyes
stronger than any spoken prayer, and a piteousness in the lingering of her
hand in his harder to resist than ten thousand sad petitions. At last he
had led her from the room and commended her to Helga's care. Then,
returning to us, he stood silent a little while. We also were silent, Sapt
sitting and looking up at him with his brows knit and his teeth restlessly
chewing the moustache on his lip.</p>
<p>"Well, lad?" he said at last, briefly putting the great question. Rudolf
walked to the window and seemed to lose himself for a moment in the
contemplation of the quiet night. There were no more than a few stragglers
in the street now; the moon shone white and clear on the empty square.</p>
<p>"I should like to walk up and down outside and think it over," he said,
turning to us; and, as Bernenstein sprang up to accompany him, he added,
"No. Alone."</p>
<p>"Yes, do," said old Sapt, with a glance at the clock, whose hands were now
hard on two o'clock. "Take your time, lad, take your time."</p>
<p>Rudolf looked at him and broke into a smile.</p>
<p>"I'm not your dupe, old Sapt," said he, shaking his head. "Trust me, if I
decide to get away, I'll get away, be it what o'clock it will."</p>
<p>"Yes, confound you!" grinned Colonel Sapt.</p>
<p>So he left us, and then came that long time of scheming and planning, and
most persistent eye-shutting, in which occupations an hour wore its life
away. Rudolf had not passed out of the porch, and we supposed that he had
betaken himself to the gardens, there to fight his battle. Old Sapt,
having done his work, suddenly turned talkative.</p>
<p>"That moon there," he said, pointing his square, thick forefinger at the
window, "is a mighty untrustworthy lady. I've known her wake a villain's
conscience before now."</p>
<p>"I've known her send a lover's to sleep," laughed young Bernenstein,
rising from his table, stretching himself, and lighting a cigar.</p>
<p>"Ay, she's apt to take a man out of what he is," pursued old Sapt. "Set a
quiet man near her, and he dreams of battle; an ambitious fellow, after
ten minutes of her, will ask nothing better than to muse all his life
away. I don't trust her, Fritz; I wish the night were dark."</p>
<p>"What will she do to Rudolf Rassendyll?" I asked, falling in with the old
fellow's whimsical mood.</p>
<p>"He will see the queen's face in hers," cried Bernenstein.</p>
<p>"He may see God's," said Sapt; and he shook himself as though an unwelcome
thought had found its way to his mind and lips.</p>
<p>A pause fell on us, born of the colonel's last remark. We looked one
another in the face. At last Sapt brought his hand down on the table with
a bang.</p>
<p>"I'll not go back," he said sullenly, almost fiercely.</p>
<p>"Nor I," said Bernenstein, drawing himself up. "Nor you, Tarlenheim?"</p>
<p>"No, I also go on," I answered. Then again there was a moment's silence.</p>
<p>"She may make a man soft as a sponge," reflected Sapt, starting again, "or
hard as a bar of steel. I should feel safer if the night were dark. I've
looked at her often from my tent and from bare ground, and I know her. She
got me a decoration, and once she came near to making me turn tail. Have
nothing to do with her, young Bernenstein."</p>
<p>"I'll keep my eyes for beauties nearer at hand," said Bernenstein, whose
volatile temper soon threw off a serious mood.</p>
<p>"There's a chance for you, now Rupert of Hentzau's gone," said Sapt
grimly.</p>
<p>As he spoke there was a knock at the door. When it opened James entered.</p>
<p>"The Count of Luzau-Rischenheim begs to be allowed to speak with the
king," said James.</p>
<p>"We expect his Majesty every moment. Beg the count to enter," Sapt
answered; and, when Rischenheim came in, he went on, motioning the count
to a chair: "We are talking, my lord, of the influence of the moon on the
careers of men."</p>
<p>"What are you going to do? What have you decided?" burst out Rischenheim
impatiently.</p>
<p>"We decide nothing," answered Sapt.</p>
<p>"Then what has Mr.—what has the king decided?"</p>
<p>"The king decides nothing, my lord. She decides," and the old fellow
pointed again through the window towards the moon. "At this moment she
makes or unmakes a king; but I can't tell you which. What of your cousin?"</p>
<p>"You know that my cousin's dead."</p>
<p>"Yes, I know that. What of him, though?"</p>
<p>"Sir," said Rischenheim with some dignity, "since he is dead, let him rest
in peace. It is not for us to judge him."</p>
<p>"He may well wish it were. For, by Heaven, I believe I should let the
rogue off," said Colonel Sapt, "and I don't think his Judge will."</p>
<p>"God forgive him, I loved him," said Rischenheim. "Yes, and many have
loved him. His servants loved him, sir."</p>
<p>"Friend Bauer, for example?"</p>
<p>"Yes, Bauer loved him. Where is Bauer?"</p>
<p>"I hope he's gone to hell with his loved master," grunted Sapt, but he had
the grace to lower his voice and shield his mouth with his hand, so that
Rischenheim did not hear.</p>
<p>"We don't know where he is," I answered.</p>
<p>"I am come," said Rischenheim, "to put my services in all respects at the
queen's disposal."</p>
<p>"And at the king's?" asked Sapt.</p>
<p>"At the king's? But the king is dead."</p>
<p>"Therefore 'Long live the king!'" struck in young Bernenstein.</p>
<p>"If there should be a king—" began Sapt.</p>
<p>"You'll do that?" interrupted Rischenheim in breathless agitation.</p>
<p>"She is deciding," said Colonel Sapt, and again he pointed to the moon.</p>
<p>"But she's a plaguey long time about it," remarked Lieutenant von
Bernenstein.</p>
<p>Rischenheim sat silent for a moment. His face was pale, and when he spoke
his voice trembled. But his words were resolute enough.</p>
<p>"I gave my honor to the queen, and even in that I will serve her if she
commands me."</p>
<p>Bernenstein sprang forward and caught him by the hand. "That's what I
like," said he, "and damn the moon, colonel!" His sentence was hardly out
of his mouth when the door opened, and to our astonishment the queen
entered. Helga was just behind her; her clasped hands and frightened eyes
seemed to protest that their coming was against her will. The queen was
clad in a long white robe, and her hair hung on her shoulders, being but
loosely bound with a ribbon. Her air showed great agitation, and without
any greeting or notice of the rest she walked quickly across the room to
me.</p>
<p>"The dream, Fritz," she said. "It has come again. Helga persuaded me to
lie down, and I was very tired, so at last I fell asleep. Then it came. I
saw him, Fritz—I saw him as plainly as I see you. They all called
him king, as they did to-day; but they did not cheer. They were quiet, and
looked at him with sad faces. I could not hear what they said; they spoke
in hushed voices. I heard nothing more than 'the king, the king,' and he
seemed to hear not even that. He lay still; he was lying on something,
something covered with hanging stuff, I couldn't see what it was; yes,
quite still. His face was so pale, and he didn't hear them say 'the king.'
Fritz, Fritz, he looked as if he were dead! Where is he? Where have you
let him go?"</p>
<p>She turned from me and her eyes flashed over the rest. "Where is he? Why
aren't you with him?" she demanded, with a sudden change of tone; "why
aren't you round him? You should be between him and danger, ready to give
your lives for his. Indeed, gentlemen, you take your duty lightly."</p>
<p>It might be that there was little reason in her words. There appeared to
be no danger threatening him, and after all he was not our king, much as
we desired to make him such. Yet we did not think of any such matter. We
were abashed before her reproof and took her indignation as deserved. We
hung our heads, and Sapt's shame betrayed itself in the dogged sullenness
of his answer.</p>
<p>"He has chosen to go walking, madam, and to go alone. He ordered us—I
say, he ordered us not to come. Surely we are right to obey him?" The
sarcastic inflection of his voice conveyed his opinion of the queen's
extravagance.</p>
<p>"Obey him? Yes. You couldn't go with him if he forbade you. But you should
follow him; you should keep him in sight."</p>
<p>This much she spoke in proud tones and with a disdainful manner, but then
came a sudden return to her former bearing. She held out her hands towards
me, wailing:</p>
<p>"Fritz, where is he? Is he safe? Find him for me, Fritz; find him."</p>
<p>"I'll find him for you if he's above ground, madam," I cried, for her
appeal touched me to the heart.</p>
<p>"He's no farther off than the gardens," grumbled old Sapt, still resentful
of the queen's reproof and scornful of the woman's agitation. He was also
out of temper with Rudolf himself, because the moon took so long in
deciding whether she would make or unmake a king.</p>
<p>"The gardens!" she cried. "Then let us look for him. Oh, you've let him
walk in the gardens alone?"</p>
<p>"What should harm the fellow?" muttered Sapt.</p>
<p>She did not hear him, for she had swept out of the room. Helga went with
her, and we all followed, Sapt behind the rest of us, still very surly. I
heard him grumbling away as we ran downstairs, and, having passed along
the great corridor, came to the small saloon that opened on the gardens.
There were no servants about, but we encountered a night-watchman, and
Bernenstein snatched the lantern from the astonished man's hand.</p>
<p>Save for the dim light thus furnished, the room was dark. But outside the
windows the moon streamed brightly down on the broad gravel walk, on the
formal flower-beds, and the great trees in the gardens. The queen made
straight for the window. I followed her, and, having flung the window
open, stood by her. The air was sweet, and the breeze struck with grateful
coolness on my face. I saw that Sapt had come near and stood on the other
side of the queen. My wife and the others were behind, looking out where
our shoulders left space.</p>
<p>There, in the bright moonlight, on the far side of the broad terrace,
close by the line of tall trees that fringed its edge, we saw Rudolf
Rassendyll pacing slowly up and down, with his hands behind his back and
his eyes fixed on the arbiter of his fate, on her who was to make him a
king or send him a fugitive from Strelsau.</p>
<p>"There he is, madam," said Sapt. "Safe enough!"</p>
<p>The queen did not answer. Sapt said no more, and of the rest of us none
spoke. We stood watching him as he struggled with his great issue; a
greater surely has seldom fallen to the lot of any man born in a private
station. Yet I could read little of it on the face that the rays of white
light displayed so clearly, although they turned his healthy tints to a
dull gray, and gave unnatural sharpness to his features against the deep
background of black foliage.</p>
<p>I heard the queen's quick breathing, but there was scarcely another sound.
I saw her clutch her gown and pull it away a little from her throat; save
for that none in the group moved. The lantern's light was too dim to force
notice from Mr. Rassendyll. Unconscious of our presence, he wrestled with
fate that night in the gardens.</p>
<p>Suddenly the faintest exclamation came from Sapt. He put his hand back and
beckoned to Bernenstein. The young man handed his lantern to the
constable, who set it close to the side of the window-frame. The queen,
absolutely engrossed in her lover, saw nothing, but I perceived what had
caught Sapt's attention. There were scores on the paint and indentations
in the wood, just at the edge of the panel and near the lock. I glanced at
Sapt, who nodded his head. It looked very much as though somebody had
tried to force the door that night, employing a knife which had dented the
woodwork and scratched the paint. The least thing was enough to alarm us,
standing where we stood, and the constable's face was full of suspicion.
Who had sought an entrance? It could be no trained and practised
housebreaker; he would have had better tools.</p>
<p>But now our attention was again diverted. Rudolf stopped short. He still
looked for a moment at the sky, then his glance dropped to the ground at
his feet. A second later he jerked his head—it was bare, and I saw
the dark red hair stir with the movement—like a man who has settled
something which caused him a puzzle. In an instant we knew, by the quick
intuition of contagious emotion, that the question had found its answer.
He was by now king or a fugitive. The Lady of the Skies had given her
decision. The thrill ran through us; I felt the queen draw herself
together at my side; I felt the muscles of Rischenheim's arm which rested
against my shoulder grow rigid and taut. Sapt's face was full of
eagerness, and he gnawed his moustache silently. We gathered closer to one
another. At last we could bear the suspense no longer. With one look at
the queen and another at me, Sapt stepped on to the gravel. He would go
and learn the answer; thus the unendurable strain that had stretched us
like tortured men on a rack would be relieved. The queen did not answer
his glance, nor even seem to see that he had moved. Her eyes were still
all for Mr. Rassendyll, her thoughts buried in his; for her happiness was
in his hands and lay poised on the issue of that decision whose
momentousness held him for a moment motionless on the path. Often I seem
to see him as he stood there, tall, straight, and stately, the king a
man's fancy paints when he reads of great monarchs who flourished long ago
in the springtime of the world.</p>
<p>Sapt's step crunched on the gravel. Rudolf heard it and turned his head.
He saw Sapt, and he saw me also behind Sapt. He smiled composedly and
brightly, but he did not move from where he was. He held out both hands
towards the constable and caught him in their double grasp, still smiling
down in his face. I was no nearer to reading his decision, though I saw
that he had reached a resolution that was immovable and gave peace to his
soul. If he meant to go on he would go on now, on to the end, without a
backward look or a falter of his foot; if he had chosen the other way, he
would depart without a murmur or a hesitation. The queen's quick breathing
had ceased, she seemed like a statue; but Rischenheim moved impatiently,
as though he could no longer endure the waiting.</p>
<p>Sapt's voice came harsh and grating.</p>
<p>"Well?" he cried. "Which is it to be—backward or forward?" Rudolf
pressed his hands and looked into his eyes. The answer asked but a word
from him. The queen caught my arm; her rigid limbs seemed to give way, and
she would have fallen if I had not supported her. At the same instant a
man sprang out of the dark line of tall trees, directly behind Mr.
Rassendyll. Bernenstein uttered a loud startled cry and rushed forward,
pushing the queen herself violently out of his path. His hand flew to his
side, and he ripped the heavy cavalry sword that belonged to his uniform
of the Cuirassiers of the Guard from its sheath. I saw it flash in the
moonlight, but its flash was quenched in a brighter short blaze. A shot
rang out through the quiet gardens. Mr. Rassendyll did not loose his hold
of Sapt's hands, but he sank slowly on to his knees. Sapt seemed
paralyzed.</p>
<p>Again Bernenstein cried out. It was a name this time. "Bauer! By God,
Bauer!" he cried.</p>
<p>In an instant he was across the path and by the trees. The assassin fired
again, but now he missed. We saw the great sword flash high above
Bernenstein's head and heard it whistle through the air. It crashed on the
crown of Bauer's head, and he fell like a log to the ground with his skull
split. The queen's hold on me relaxed; she sank into Rischenheim's arms. I
ran forward and knelt by Mr. Rassendyll. He still held Sapt's hands, and
by their help buoyed himself up. But when he saw me he let go of them and
sank back against me, his head resting on my chest. He moved his lips, but
seemed unable to speak. He was shot through the back. Bauer had avenged
the master whom he loved, and was gone to meet him.</p>
<p>There was a sudden stir from inside the palace. Shutters were flung back
and windows thrown open. The group we made stood clean-cut, plainly
visible in the moonlight. A moment later there was a rush of eager feet,
and we were surrounded by officers and servants. Bernenstein stood by me
now, leaning on his sword; Sapt had not uttered a word; his face was
distorted with horror and bitterness. Rudolf's eyes were closed and his
head lay back against me.</p>
<p>"A man has shot the king," said I, in bald, stupid explanation.</p>
<p>All at once I found James, Mr. Rassendyll's servant, by me.</p>
<p>"I have sent for doctors, my lord," he said. "Come, let us carry him in."</p>
<p>He, Sapt and I lifted Rudolf and bore him across the gravel terrace and
into the little saloon. We passed the queen. She was leaning on
Rischenheim's arm, and held my wife's hand. We laid Rudolf down on a
couch. Outside I heard Bernenstein say, "Pick up that fellow and carry him
somewhere out of sight." Then he also came in, followed by a crowd. He
sent them all to the door, and we were left alone, waiting for the
surgeon. The queen came up, Rischenheim still supporting her. "Rudolf!
Rudolf!" she whispered, very softly.</p>
<p>He opened his eyes, and his lips bent in a smile. She flung herself on her
knees and kissed his hand passionately. "The surgeon will be here
directly," said I.</p>
<p>Rudolf's eyes had been on the queen. As I spoke he looked up at me, smiled
again, and shook his head. I turned away.</p>
<p>When the surgeon came Sapt and I assisted him in his examination. The
queen had been led away, and we were alone. The examination was very
short. Then we carried Rudolf to a bed; the nearest chanced to be in
Bernenstein's room; there we laid him, and there all that could be done
for him was done. All this time we had asked no questions of the surgeon,
and he had given no information. We knew too well to ask: we had all seen
men die before now, and the look on the face was familiar to us. Two or
three more doctors, the most eminent in Strelsau, came now, having been
hastily summoned. It was their right to be called; but, for all the good
they were, they might have been left to sleep the night out in their beds.
They drew together in a little group at the end of the room and talked for
a few minutes in low tones. James lifted his master's head and gave him a
drink of water. Rudolf swallowed it with difficulty. Then I saw him feebly
press James's hand, for the little man's face was full of sorrow. As his
master smiled the servant mustered a smile in answer. I crossed over to
the doctors. "Well, gentlemen?" I asked.</p>
<p>They looked at one another, then the greatest of them said gravely:</p>
<p>"The king may live an hour, Count Fritz. Should you not send for a
priest?"</p>
<p>I went straight back to Rudolf Rassendyll. His eyes greeted me and
questioned me. He was a man, and I played no silly tricks with him. I bent
down and said: "An hour, they think, Rudolf."</p>
<p>He made one restless movement, whether of pain or protest I do not know.
Then he spoke, very low, slowly, and with difficulty.</p>
<p>"Then they can go," he said; and when I spoke of a priest he shook his
head.</p>
<p>I went back to them and asked if anything more could be done. The answer
was nothing; but I could not prevail further than to get all save one sent
into an adjoining room; he who remained seated himself at a table some way
off. Rudolf's eyes had closed again; old Sapt, who had not once spoken
since the shot was fired, raised a haggard face to mine.</p>
<p>"We'd better fetch her to him," he said hoarsely. I nodded my head.</p>
<p>Sapt went while I stayed by him. Bernenstein came to him, bent down, and
kissed his hand. The young fellow, who had borne himself with such
reckless courage and dash throughout the affair, was quite unmanned now,
and the tears were rolling down his face. I could have been much in the
same plight, but I would not before Mr. Rassendyll. He smiled at
Bernenstein. Then he said to me:</p>
<p>"Is she coming, Fritz?"</p>
<p>"Yes, she's coming, sire," I answered.</p>
<p>He noticed the style of my address; a faint amused gleam shot into his
languid eyes.</p>
<p>"Well, for an hour, then," he murmured, and lay back on his pillows.</p>
<p>She came, dry-eyed, calm, and queenly. We all drew back, and she knelt
down by his bed, holding his hand in her two hands. Presently the hand
stirred; she let it go; then, knowing well what he wanted, she raised it
herself and placed it on her head, while she bowed her face to the bed.
His hand wandered for the last time over the gleaming hair that he had
loved so well. She rose, passed her arm about his shoulders, and kissed
his lips. Her face rested close to his, and he seemed to speak to her, but
we could not have heard the words even if we would. So they remained for a
long while.</p>
<p>The doctor came and felt his pulse, retreating afterwards with close-shut
lips. We drew a little nearer, for we knew that he would not be long with
us now. Suddenly strength seemed to come upon him. He raised himself in
his bed, and spoke in distinct tones.</p>
<p>"God has decided," he said. "I've tried to do the right thing through it
all. Sapt, and Bernenstein, and you, old Fritz, shake my hand. No, don't
kiss it. We've done with pretence now."</p>
<p>We shook his hand as he bade us. Then he took the queen's hand. Again she
knew his mind, and moved it to his lips. "In life and in death, my sweet
queen," he murmured. And thus he fell asleep.</p>
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