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<h2> IX. WAYFARERS ALL </h2>
<p>The Water Rat was restless, and he did not exactly know why. To all
appearance the summer's pomp was still at fullest height, and although in
the tilled acres green had given way to gold, though rowans were
reddening, and the woods were dashed here and there with a tawny
fierceness, yet light and warmth and colour were still present in
undiminished measure, clean of any chilly premonitions of the passing
year. But the constant chorus of the orchards and hedges had shrunk to a
casual evensong from a few yet unwearied performers; the robin was
beginning to assert himself once more; and there was a feeling in the air
of change and departure. The cuckoo, of course, had long been silent; but
many another feathered friend, for months a part of the familiar landscape
and its small society, was missing too and it seemed that the ranks
thinned steadily day by day. Rat, ever observant of all winged movement,
saw that it was taking daily a southing tendency; and even as he lay in
bed at night he thought he could make out, passing in the darkness
overhead, the beat and quiver of impatient pinions, obedient to the
peremptory call.</p>
<p>Nature's Grand Hotel has its Season, like the others. As the guests one by
one pack, pay, and depart, and the seats at the table-d'hote shrink
pitifully at each succeeding meal; as suites of rooms are closed, carpets
taken up, and waiters sent away; those boarders who are staying on, en
pension, until the next year's full re-opening, cannot help being somewhat
affected by all these flittings and farewells, this eager discussion of
plans, routes, and fresh quarters, this daily shrinkage in the stream of
comradeship. One gets unsettled, depressed, and inclined to be querulous.
Why this craving for change? Why not stay on quietly here, like us, and be
jolly? You don't know this hotel out of the season, and what fun we have
among ourselves, we fellows who remain and see the whole interesting year
out. All very true, no doubt the others always reply; we quite envy you—and
some other year perhaps—but just now we have engagements—and
there's the bus at the door—our time is up! So they depart, with a
smile and a nod, and we miss them, and feel resentful. The Rat was a
self-sufficing sort of animal, rooted to the land, and, whoever went, he
stayed; still, he could not help noticing what was in the air, and feeling
some of its influence in his bones.</p>
<p>It was difficult to settle down to anything seriously, with all this
flitting going on. Leaving the water-side, where rushes stood thick and
tall in a stream that was becoming sluggish and low, he wandered
country-wards, crossed a field or two of pasturage already looking dusty
and parched, and thrust into the great sea of wheat, yellow, wavy, and
murmurous, full of quiet motion and small whisperings. Here he often loved
to wander, through the forest of stiff strong stalks that carried their
own golden sky away over his head—a sky that was always dancing,
shimmering, softly talking; or swaying strongly to the passing wind and
recovering itself with a toss and a merry laugh. Here, too, he had many
small friends, a society complete in itself, leading full and busy lives,
but always with a spare moment to gossip, and exchange news with a
visitor. Today, however, though they were civil enough, the field-mice and
harvest-mice seemed preoccupied. Many were digging and tunnelling busily;
others, gathered together in small groups, examined plans and drawings of
small flats, stated to be desirable and compact, and situated conveniently
near the Stores. Some were hauling out dusty trunks and dress-baskets,
others were already elbow-deep packing their belongings; while everywhere
piles and bundles of wheat, oats, barley, beech-mast and nuts, lay about
ready for transport.</p>
<p>'Here's old Ratty!' they cried as soon as they saw him. 'Come and bear a
hand, Rat, and don't stand about idle!'</p>
<p>'What sort of games are you up to?' said the Water Rat severely. 'You know
it isn't time to be thinking of winter quarters yet, by a long way!'</p>
<p>'O yes, we know that,' explained a field-mouse rather shamefacedly; 'but
it's always as well to be in good time, isn't it? We really MUST get all
the furniture and baggage and stores moved out of this before those horrid
machines begin clicking round the fields; and then, you know, the best
flats get picked up so quickly nowadays, and if you're late you have to
put up with ANYTHING; and they want such a lot of doing up, too, before
they're fit to move into. Of course, we're early, we know that; but we're
only just making a start.'</p>
<p>'O, bother STARTS,' said the Rat. 'It's a splendid day. Come for a row, or
a stroll along the hedges, or a picnic in the woods, or something.'</p>
<p>'Well, I THINK not TO-DAY, thank you,' replied the field-mouse hurriedly.
'Perhaps some OTHER day—when we've more TIME——'</p>
<p>The Rat, with a snort of contempt, swung round to go, tripped over a
hat-box, and fell, with undignified remarks.</p>
<p>'If people would be more careful,' said a field-mouse rather stiffly, 'and
look where they're going, people wouldn't hurt themselves—and forget
themselves. Mind that hold-all, Rat! You'd better sit down somewhere. In
an hour or two we may be more free to attend to you.'</p>
<p>'You won't be "free" as you call it much this side of Christmas, I can see
that,' retorted the Rat grumpily, as he picked his way out of the field.</p>
<p>He returned somewhat despondently to his river again—his faithful,
steady-going old river, which never packed up, flitted, or went into
winter quarters.</p>
<p>In the osiers which fringed the bank he spied a swallow sitting. Presently
it was joined by another, and then by a third; and the birds, fidgeting
restlessly on their bough, talked together earnestly and low.</p>
<p>'What, ALREADY,' said the Rat, strolling up to them. 'What's the hurry? I
call it simply ridiculous.'</p>
<p>'O, we're not off yet, if that's what you mean,' replied the first
swallow. 'We're only making plans and arranging things. Talking it over,
you know—what route we're taking this year, and where we'll stop,
and so on. That's half the fun!'</p>
<p>'Fun?' said the Rat; 'now that's just what I don't understand. If you've
GOT to leave this pleasant place, and your friends who will miss you, and
your snug homes that you've just settled into, why, when the hour strikes
I've no doubt you'll go bravely, and face all the trouble and discomfort
and change and newness, and make believe that you're not very unhappy. But
to want to talk about it, or even think about it, till you really need——'</p>
<p>'No, you don't understand, naturally,' said the second swallow. 'First, we
feel it stirring within us, a sweet unrest; then back come the
recollections one by one, like homing pigeons. They flutter through our
dreams at night, they fly with us in our wheelings and circlings by day.
We hunger to inquire of each other, to compare notes and assure ourselves
that it was all really true, as one by one the scents and sounds and names
of long-forgotten places come gradually back and beckon to us.'</p>
<p>'Couldn't you stop on for just this year?' suggested the Water Rat,
wistfully. 'We'll all do our best to make you feel at home. You've no idea
what good times we have here, while you are far away.'</p>
<p>'I tried "stopping on" one year,' said the third swallow. 'I had grown so
fond of the place that when the time came I hung back and let the others
go on without me. For a few weeks it was all well enough, but afterwards,
O the weary length of the nights! The shivering, sunless days! The air so
clammy and chill, and not an insect in an acre of it! No, it was no good;
my courage broke down, and one cold, stormy night I took wing, flying well
inland on account of the strong easterly gales. It was snowing hard as I
beat through the passes of the great mountains, and I had a stiff fight to
win through; but never shall I forget the blissful feeling of the hot sun
again on my back as I sped down to the lakes that lay so blue and placid
below me, and the taste of my first fat insect! The past was like a bad
dream; the future was all happy holiday as I moved southwards week by
week, easily, lazily, lingering as long as I dared, but always heeding the
call! No, I had had my warning; never again did I think of disobedience.'</p>
<p>'Ah, yes, the call of the South, of the South!' twittered the other two
dreamily. 'Its songs its hues, its radiant air! O, do you remember——'
and, forgetting the Rat, they slid into passionate reminiscence, while he
listened fascinated, and his heart burned within him. In himself, too, he
knew that it was vibrating at last, that chord hitherto dormant and
unsuspected. The mere chatter of these southern-bound birds, their pale
and second-hand reports, had yet power to awaken this wild new sensation
and thrill him through and through with it; what would one moment of the
real thing work in him—one passionate touch of the real southern
sun, one waft of the authentic odor? With closed eyes he dared to dream a
moment in full abandonment, and when he looked again the river seemed
steely and chill, the green fields grey and lightless. Then his loyal
heart seemed to cry out on his weaker self for its treachery.</p>
<p>'Why do you ever come back, then, at all?' he demanded of the swallows
jealously. 'What do you find to attract you in this poor drab little
country?'</p>
<p>'And do you think,' said the first swallow, 'that the other call is not
for us too, in its due season? The call of lush meadow-grass, wet
orchards, warm, insect-haunted ponds, of browsing cattle, of haymaking,
and all the farm-buildings clustering round the House of the perfect
Eaves?'</p>
<p>'Do you suppose,' asked the second one, that you are the only living thing
that craves with a hungry longing to hear the cuckoo's note again?'</p>
<p>'In due time,' said the third, 'we shall be home-sick once more for quiet
water-lilies swaying on the surface of an English stream. But to-day all
that seems pale and thin and very far away. Just now our blood dances to
other music.'</p>
<p>They fell a-twittering among themselves once more, and this time their
intoxicating babble was of violet seas, tawny sands, and lizard-haunted
walls.</p>
<p>Restlessly the Rat wandered off once more, climbed the slope that rose
gently from the north bank of the river, and lay looking out towards the
great ring of Downs that barred his vision further southwards—his
simple horizon hitherto, his Mountains of the Moon, his limit behind which
lay nothing he had cared to see or to know. To-day, to him gazing South
with a new-born need stirring in his heart, the clear sky over their long
low outline seemed to pulsate with promise; to-day, the unseen was
everything, the unknown the only real fact of life. On this side of the
hills was now the real blank, on the other lay the crowded and coloured
panorama that his inner eye was seeing so clearly. What seas lay beyond,
green, leaping, and crested! What sun-bathed coasts, along which the white
villas glittered against the olive woods! What quiet harbours, thronged
with gallant shipping bound for purple islands of wine and spice, islands
set low in languorous waters!</p>
<p>He rose and descended river-wards once more; then changed his mind and
sought the side of the dusty lane. There, lying half-buried in the thick,
cool under-hedge tangle that bordered it, he could muse on the metalled
road and all the wondrous world that it led to; on all the wayfarers, too,
that might have trodden it, and the fortunes and adventures they had gone
to seek or found unseeking—out there, beyond—beyond!</p>
<p>Footsteps fell on his ear, and the figure of one that walked somewhat
wearily came into view; and he saw that it was a Rat, and a very dusty
one. The wayfarer, as he reached him, saluted with a gesture of courtesy
that had something foreign about it—hesitated a moment—then
with a pleasant smile turned from the track and sat down by his side in
the cool herbage. He seemed tired, and the Rat let him rest unquestioned,
understanding something of what was in his thoughts; knowing, too, the
value all animals attach at times to mere silent companionship, when the
weary muscles slacken and the mind marks time.</p>
<p>The wayfarer was lean and keen-featured, and somewhat bowed at the
shoulders; his paws were thin and long, his eyes much wrinkled at the
corners, and he wore small gold ear rings in his neatly-set well-shaped
ears. His knitted jersey was of a faded blue, his breeches, patched and
stained, were based on a blue foundation, and his small belongings that he
carried were tied up in a blue cotton handkerchief.</p>
<p>When he had rested awhile the stranger sighed, snuffed the air, and looked
about him.</p>
<p>'That was clover, that warm whiff on the breeze,' he remarked; 'and those
are cows we hear cropping the grass behind us and blowing softly between
mouthfuls. There is a sound of distant reapers, and yonder rises a blue
line of cottage smoke against the woodland. The river runs somewhere close
by, for I hear the call of a moorhen, and I see by your build that you're
a freshwater mariner. Everything seems asleep, and yet going on all the
time. It is a goodly life that you lead, friend; no doubt the best in the
world, if only you are strong enough to lead it!'</p>
<p>'Yes, it's THE life, the only life, to live,' responded the Water Rat
dreamily, and without his usual whole-hearted conviction.</p>
<p>'I did not say exactly that,' replied the stranger cautiously; 'but no
doubt it's the best. I've tried it, and I know. And because I've just
tried it—six months of it—and know it's the best, here am I,
footsore and hungry, tramping away from it, tramping southward, following
the old call, back to the old life, THE life which is mine and which will
not let me go.'</p>
<p>'Is this, then, yet another of them?' mused the Rat. 'And where have you
just come from?' he asked. He hardly dared to ask where he was bound for;
he seemed to know the answer only too well.</p>
<p>'Nice little farm,' replied the wayfarer, briefly. 'Upalong in that
direction'—he nodded northwards. 'Never mind about it. I had
everything I could want—everything I had any right to expect of
life, and more; and here I am! Glad to be here all the same, though, glad
to be here! So many miles further on the road, so many hours nearer to my
heart's desire!'</p>
<p>His shining eyes held fast to the horizon, and he seemed to be listening
for some sound that was wanting from that inland acreage, vocal as it was
with the cheerful music of pasturage and farmyard.</p>
<p>'You are not one of US,' said the Water Rat, 'nor yet a farmer; nor even,
I should judge, of this country.'</p>
<p>'Right,' replied the stranger. 'I'm a seafaring rat, I am, and the port I
originally hail from is Constantinople, though I'm a sort of a foreigner
there too, in a manner of speaking. You will have heard of Constantinople,
friend? A fair city, and an ancient and glorious one. And you may have
heard, too, of Sigurd, King of Norway, and how he sailed thither with
sixty ships, and how he and his men rode up through streets all canopied
in their honour with purple and gold; and how the Emperor and Empress came
down and banqueted with him on board his ship. When Sigurd returned home,
many of his Northmen remained behind and entered the Emperor's body-guard,
and my ancestor, a Norwegian born, stayed behind too, with the ships that
Sigurd gave the Emperor. Seafarers we have ever been, and no wonder; as
for me, the city of my birth is no more my home than any pleasant port
between there and the London River. I know them all, and they know me. Set
me down on any of their quays or foreshores, and I am home again.'</p>
<p>'I suppose you go great voyages,' said the Water Rat with growing
interest. 'Months and months out of sight of land, and provisions running
short, and allowanced as to water, and your mind communing with the mighty
ocean, and all that sort of thing?'</p>
<p>'By no means,' said the Sea Rat frankly. 'Such a life as you describe
would not suit me at all. I'm in the coasting trade, and rarely out of
sight of land. It's the jolly times on shore that appeal to me, as much as
any seafaring. O, those southern seaports! The smell of them, the
riding-lights at night, the glamour!'</p>
<p>'Well, perhaps you have chosen the better way,' said the Water Rat, but
rather doubtfully. 'Tell me something of your coasting, then, if you have
a mind to, and what sort of harvest an animal of spirit might hope to
bring home from it to warm his latter days with gallant memories by the
fireside; for my life, I confess to you, feels to me to-day somewhat
narrow and circumscribed.'</p>
<p>'My last voyage,' began the Sea Rat, 'that landed me eventually in this
country, bound with high hopes for my inland farm, will serve as a good
example of any of them, and, indeed, as an epitome of my highly-coloured
life. Family troubles, as usual, began it. The domestic storm-cone was
hoisted, and I shipped myself on board a small trading vessel bound from
Constantinople, by classic seas whose every wave throbs with a deathless
memory, to the Grecian Islands and the Levant. Those were golden days and
balmy nights! In and out of harbour all the time—old friends
everywhere—sleeping in some cool temple or ruined cistern during the
heat of the day—feasting and song after sundown, under great stars
set in a velvet sky! Thence we turned and coasted up the Adriatic, its
shores swimming in an atmosphere of amber, rose, and aquamarine; we lay in
wide land-locked harbours, we roamed through ancient and noble cities,
until at last one morning, as the sun rose royally behind us, we rode into
Venice down a path of gold. O, Venice is a fine city, wherein a rat can
wander at his ease and take his pleasure! Or, when weary of wandering, can
sit at the edge of the Grand Canal at night, feasting with his friends,
when the air is full of music and the sky full of stars, and the lights
flash and shimmer on the polished steel prows of the swaying gondolas,
packed so that you could walk across the canal on them from side to side!
And then the food—do you like shellfish? Well, well, we won't linger
over that now.'</p>
<p>He was silent for a time; and the Water Rat, silent too and enthralled,
floated on dream-canals and heard a phantom song pealing high between
vaporous grey wave-lapped walls.</p>
<p>'Southwards we sailed again at last,' continued the Sea Rat, 'coasting
down the Italian shore, till finally we made Palermo, and there I quitted
for a long, happy spell on shore. I never stick too long to one ship; one
gets narrow-minded and prejudiced. Besides, Sicily is one of my happy
hunting-grounds. I know everybody there, and their ways just suit me. I
spent many jolly weeks in the island, staying with friends up country.
When I grew restless again I took advantage of a ship that was trading to
Sardinia and Corsica; and very glad I was to feel the fresh breeze and the
sea-spray in my face once more.'</p>
<p>'But isn't it very hot and stuffy, down in the—hold, I think you
call it?' asked the Water Rat.</p>
<p>The seafarer looked at him with the suspicion of a wink. 'I'm an old
hand,' he remarked with much simplicity. 'The captain's cabin's good
enough for me.'</p>
<p>'It's a hard life, by all accounts,' murmured the Rat, sunk in deep
thought.</p>
<p>'For the crew it is,' replied the seafarer gravely, again with the ghost
of a wink.</p>
<p>'From Corsica,' he went on, 'I made use of a ship that was taking wine to
the mainland. We made Alassio in the evening, lay to, hauled up our
wine-casks, and hove them overboard, tied one to the other by a long line.
Then the crew took to the boats and rowed shorewards, singing as they
went, and drawing after them the long bobbing procession of casks, like a
mile of porpoises. On the sands they had horses waiting, which dragged the
casks up the steep street of the little town with a fine rush and clatter
and scramble. When the last cask was in, we went and refreshed and rested,
and sat late into the night, drinking with our friends, and next morning I
took to the great olive-woods for a spell and a rest. For now I had done
with islands for the time, and ports and shipping were plentiful; so I led
a lazy life among the peasants, lying and watching them work, or stretched
high on the hillside with the blue Mediterranean far below me. And so at
length, by easy stages, and partly on foot, partly by sea, to Marseilles,
and the meeting of old shipmates, and the visiting of great ocean-bound
vessels, and feasting once more. Talk of shell-fish! Why, sometimes I
dream of the shell-fish of Marseilles, and wake up crying!'</p>
<p>'That reminds me,' said the polite Water Rat; 'you happened to mention
that you were hungry, and I ought to have spoken earlier. Of course, you
will stop and take your midday meal with me? My hole is close by; it is
some time past noon, and you are very welcome to whatever there is.'</p>
<p>'Now I call that kind and brotherly of you,' said the Sea Rat. 'I was
indeed hungry when I sat down, and ever since I inadvertently happened to
mention shell-fish, my pangs have been extreme. But couldn't you fetch it
along out here? I am none too fond of going under hatches, unless I'm
obliged to; and then, while we eat, I could tell you more concerning my
voyages and the pleasant life I lead—at least, it is very pleasant
to me, and by your attention I judge it commends itself to you; whereas if
we go indoors it is a hundred to one that I shall presently fall asleep.'</p>
<p>'That is indeed an excellent suggestion,' said the Water Rat, and hurried
off home. There he got out the luncheon-basket and packed a simple meal,
in which, remembering the stranger's origin and preferences, he took care
to include a yard of long French bread, a sausage out of which the garlic
sang, some cheese which lay down and cried, and a long-necked
straw-covered flask wherein lay bottled sunshine shed and garnered on far
Southern slopes. Thus laden, he returned with all speed, and blushed for
pleasure at the old seaman's commendations of his taste and judgment, as
together they unpacked the basket and laid out the contents on the grass
by the roadside.</p>
<p>The Sea Rat, as soon as his hunger was somewhat assuaged, continued the
history of his latest voyage, conducting his simple hearer from port to
port of Spain, landing him at Lisbon, Oporto, and Bordeaux, introducing
him to the pleasant harbours of Cornwall and Devon, and so up the Channel
to that final quayside, where, landing after winds long contrary,
storm-driven and weather-beaten, he had caught the first magical hints and
heraldings of another Spring, and, fired by these, had sped on a long
tramp inland, hungry for the experiment of life on some quiet farmstead,
very far from the weary beating of any sea.</p>
<p>Spell-bound and quivering with excitement, the Water Rat followed the
Adventurer league by league, over stormy bays, through crowded roadsteads,
across harbour bars on a racing tide, up winding rivers that hid their
busy little towns round a sudden turn; and left him with a regretful sigh
planted at his dull inland farm, about which he desired to hear nothing.</p>
<p>By this time their meal was over, and the Seafarer, refreshed and
strengthened, his voice more vibrant, his eye lit with a brightness that
seemed caught from some far-away sea-beacon, filled his glass with the red
and glowing vintage of the South, and, leaning towards the Water Rat,
compelled his gaze and held him, body and soul, while he talked. Those
eyes were of the changing foam-streaked grey-green of leaping Northern
seas; in the glass shone a hot ruby that seemed the very heart of the
South, beating for him who had courage to respond to its pulsation. The
twin lights, the shifting grey and the steadfast red, mastered the Water
Rat and held him bound, fascinated, powerless. The quiet world outside
their rays receded far away and ceased to be. And the talk, the wonderful
talk flowed on—or was it speech entirely, or did it pass at times
into song—chanty of the sailors weighing the dripping anchor,
sonorous hum of the shrouds in a tearing North-Easter, ballad of the
fisherman hauling his nets at sundown against an apricot sky, chords of
guitar and mandoline from gondola or caique? Did it change into the cry of
the wind, plaintive at first, angrily shrill as it freshened, rising to a
tearing whistle, sinking to a musical trickle of air from the leech of the
bellying sail? All these sounds the spell-bound listener seemed to hear,
and with them the hungry complaint of the gulls and the sea-mews, the soft
thunder of the breaking wave, the cry of the protesting shingle. Back into
speech again it passed, and with beating heart he was following the
adventures of a dozen seaports, the fights, the escapes, the rallies, the
comradeships, the gallant undertakings; or he searched islands for
treasure, fished in still lagoons and dozed day-long on warm white sand.
Of deep-sea fishings he heard tell, and mighty silver gatherings of the
mile-long net; of sudden perils, noise of breakers on a moonless night, or
the tall bows of the great liner taking shape overhead through the fog; of
the merry home-coming, the headland rounded, the harbour lights opened
out; the groups seen dimly on the quay, the cheery hail, the splash of the
hawser; the trudge up the steep little street towards the comforting glow
of red-curtained windows.</p>
<p>Lastly, in his waking dream it seemed to him that the Adventurer had risen
to his feet, but was still speaking, still holding him fast with his
sea-grey eyes.</p>
<p>'And now,' he was softly saying, 'I take to the road again, holding on
southwestwards for many a long and dusty day; till at last I reach the
little grey sea town I know so well, that clings along one steep side of
the harbour. There through dark doorways you look down flights of stone
steps, overhung by great pink tufts of valerian and ending in a patch of
sparkling blue water. The little boats that lie tethered to the rings and
stanchions of the old sea-wall are gaily painted as those I clambered in
and out of in my own childhood; the salmon leap on the flood tide, schools
of mackerel flash and play past quay-sides and foreshores, and by the
windows the great vessels glide, night and day, up to their moorings or
forth to the open sea. There, sooner or later, the ships of all seafaring
nations arrive; and there, at its destined hour, the ship of my choice
will let go its anchor. I shall take my time, I shall tarry and bide, till
at last the right one lies waiting for me, warped out into midstream,
loaded low, her bowsprit pointing down harbour. I shall slip on board, by
boat or along hawser; and then one morning I shall wake to the song and
tramp of the sailors, the clink of the capstan, and the rattle of the
anchor-chain coming merrily in. We shall break out the jib and the
foresail, the white houses on the harbour side will glide slowly past us
as she gathers steering-way, and the voyage will have begun! As she forges
towards the headland she will clothe herself with canvas; and then, once
outside, the sounding slap of great green seas as she heels to the wind,
pointing South!</p>
<p>'And you, you will come too, young brother; for the days pass, and never
return, and the South still waits for you. Take the Adventure, heed the
call, now ere the irrevocable moment passes!' 'Tis but a banging of the
door behind you, a blithesome step forward, and you are out of the old
life and into the new! Then some day, some day long hence, jog home here
if you will, when the cup has been drained and the play has been played,
and sit down by your quiet river with a store of goodly memories for
company. You can easily overtake me on the road, for you are young, and I
am ageing and go softly. I will linger, and look back; and at last I will
surely see you coming, eager and light-hearted, with all the South in your
face!'</p>
<p>The voice died away and ceased as an insect's tiny trumpet dwindles
swiftly into silence; and the Water Rat, paralysed and staring, saw at
last but a distant speck on the white surface of the road.</p>
<p>Mechanically he rose and proceeded to repack the luncheon-basket,
carefully and without haste. Mechanically he returned home, gathered
together a few small necessaries and special treasures he was fond of, and
put them in a satchel; acting with slow deliberation, moving about the
room like a sleep-walker; listening ever with parted lips. He swung the
satchel over his shoulder, carefully selected a stout stick for his
wayfaring, and with no haste, but with no hesitation at all, he stepped
across the threshold just as the Mole appeared at the door.</p>
<p>'Why, where are you off to, Ratty?' asked the Mole in great surprise,
grasping him by the arm.</p>
<p>'Going South, with the rest of them,' murmured the Rat in a dreamy
monotone, never looking at him. 'Seawards first and then on shipboard, and
so to the shores that are calling me!'</p>
<p>He pressed resolutely forward, still without haste, but with dogged fixity
of purpose; but the Mole, now thoroughly alarmed, placed himself in front
of him, and looking into his eyes saw that they were glazed and set and
turned a streaked and shifting grey—not his friend's eyes, but the
eyes of some other animal! Grappling with him strongly he dragged him
inside, threw him down, and held him.</p>
<p>The Rat struggled desperately for a few moments, and then his strength
seemed suddenly to leave him, and he lay still and exhausted, with closed
eyes, trembling. Presently the Mole assisted him to rise and placed him in
a chair, where he sat collapsed and shrunken into himself, his body shaken
by a violent shivering, passing in time into an hysterical fit of dry
sobbing. Mole made the door fast, threw the satchel into a drawer and
locked it, and sat down quietly on the table by his friend, waiting for
the strange seizure to pass. Gradually the Rat sank into a troubled doze,
broken by starts and confused murmurings of things strange and wild and
foreign to the unenlightened Mole; and from that he passed into a deep
slumber.</p>
<p>Very anxious in mind, the Mole left him for a time and busied himself with
household matters; and it was getting dark when he returned to the parlour
and found the Rat where he had left him, wide awake indeed, but listless,
silent, and dejected. He took one hasty glance at his eyes; found them, to
his great gratification, clear and dark and brown again as before; and
then sat down and tried to cheer him up and help him to relate what had
happened to him.</p>
<p>Poor Ratty did his best, by degrees, to explain things; but how could he
put into cold words what had mostly been suggestion? How recall, for
another's benefit, the haunting sea voices that had sung to him, how
reproduce at second-hand the magic of the Seafarer's hundred
reminiscences? Even to himself, now the spell was broken and the glamour
gone, he found it difficult to account for what had seemed, some hours
ago, the inevitable and only thing. It is not surprising, then, that he
failed to convey to the Mole any clear idea of what he had been through
that day.</p>
<p>To the Mole this much was plain: the fit, or attack, had passed away, and
had left him sane again, though shaken and cast down by the reaction. But
he seemed to have lost all interest for the time in the things that went
to make up his daily life, as well as in all pleasant forecastings of the
altered days and doings that the changing season was surely bringing.</p>
<p>Casually, then, and with seeming indifference, the Mole turned his talk to
the harvest that was being gathered in, the towering wagons and their
straining teams, the growing ricks, and the large moon rising over bare
acres dotted with sheaves. He talked of the reddening apples around, of
the browning nuts, of jams and preserves and the distilling of cordials;
till by easy stages such as these he reached midwinter, its hearty joys
and its snug home life, and then he became simply lyrical.</p>
<p>By degrees the Rat began to sit up and to join in. His dull eye
brightened, and he lost some of his listening air.</p>
<p>Presently the tactful Mole slipped away and returned with a pencil and a
few half-sheets of paper, which he placed on the table at his friend's
elbow.</p>
<p>'It's quite a long time since you did any poetry,' he remarked. 'You might
have a try at it this evening, instead of—well, brooding over things
so much. I've an idea that you'll feel a lot better when you've got
something jotted down—if it's only just the rhymes.'</p>
<p>The Rat pushed the paper away from him wearily, but the discreet Mole took
occasion to leave the room, and when he peeped in again some time later,
the Rat was absorbed and deaf to the world; alternately scribbling and
sucking the top of his pencil. It is true that he sucked a good deal more
than he scribbled; but it was joy to the Mole to know that the cure had at
least begun.</p>
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